TO THE LIGHT OF
(edit from: ew
see Read More at end for full Youthanasia writing
But if you remember the antiquity your being carries within itself,
then the only thing that is truly attractive for you is non-being.
When you are not bound by the physical,
when you simply disappear into space and time,
you transcend their limitations.
Then where do you go?
When all going stops, that’s the endgame.
You don’t go anywhere.
That is ultimate liberation.
Only when your experience of right now is not enough, you want to go elsewhere.
If this moment is big enough, where would you want to go?
You’d find there is no such thing as time;
there is only eternity.
New CodeWord for GOD is ATIAH All That Is...AH!
AH is a Universal Sound for God....found in all names for God, reportedly.
After it comes to me, this code word, I realize I'm doing exactly what the ancient mystics did....Sufis, for example....called GOD, the Beloved....or Drunk on Wine......for being in Grace....the CUP was also God....the "tavern" was your body, your Holy Temple, etc etc etc they HAD to talk/write this way or be murdered for
telling people it is possible to be at One with God without priests and politicians!
they lived in a milieu where alcohol was NOT allowed....forbidden.....
so when they went on and on with their "drunk" talk
the authorities never suspected they were giving teachings re: FREEDOM in GOD ALONE. Authorities only thought they were madmen!
Much like Christ's use of parables, we surmise
Monday, March 24, 2003
In another dimension experience mewing of tiny white kitten….i can of course see thru walls to the upstairs or higher level where the sound comes from. I know to bring it down to play now. It has been in higher elevation for safety….it now needs my company/protection/nourishment. Talk about an aspect of ME! The CLOWNING (BEYOND) JOY OF IT ALL. The kitten can Safely return when I understand/AM beyond polar-opposites of joy/suffering.
To Be that which I already am. ATIAH All That Is AH……to Realize that as the veils are removed….yes! YES to life with the return of the kitten….just me and the kitten Suffice in ATIAH. If there are other aspects to come Home, So Be It. Probably all the wondrous archetypes have hidden for safety! It is now Time for them to return in full Quiet Invisible Glory. By Invisible, I mean Invisible in my personality or in any form that is fodder or meat for someone to devour…..I am no longer another’s hostage.
Which brings me to another point. When others lie and lie and lie, you will sooner or later be totally sacrificed, murdered, so they can continue their lie. They do NOT want you around, because your presence forces them into Truth of the Lies. They do not want anyone else to know; they cannot admit it to themselves….the only choice they have, in their madness, is no-choice but to get rid of you once and for all. The only safety, is of course, no talk! You have become a terrible threat to their Lies…any Light Evershining from your soul makes them VERY disturbed. You must be crucified before the Light strips them naked. And those who are identified with shadows, clouds, illusion of materiality are in stark fear of losing their identity which can be poooofed away in a heartbeat by Light.
This drama/scenario has happened to me SO many, many times……MORAL OF STORY: Talk only, Be only, with/in/of/as ATIAH.
As long as I lived in the dualism of joy/suffering, I was doomed to be a hostage, victim, then sacrificial lamb. I would banish my own Truth in order to keep the Peace with their Lies. I did this to avoid them killing me, which of course they would do and did, in the end anyway. Before they killed me, I was killing myself by locking my own wondrous aspects far away, where they could not see/find them to kill them….
Now, in the Safety of ATIAH and inner Solitude, I am Fully in Truth…my hidden Pearls that have been safe all along in ATIAH Alone, can come Home.
Home is NOW.
Home is the state beyond joy/suffering.
It is a Homecoming Celebration within this Temple.
All of the above surfaces, triggered by the latest Duldly Murder……of an elderone. It happens all over again. I have participated in all degrees, seduced by the fact they pretended to “need” my Truth and Good Spirit in order to live…..this was a vast error of perception on my part….they needed my Spirit/Energy in order to continue the murder. The ONLY reason I was seduced in the least, in the beginning, was because I had been SO weakened from a prior hostage/captor situation.
I have actually put my own Truth in prison, lock-up, in order to help them lie and murder….I do to myself what I see them doing to others.
BEYOND THE LIES
MY OWN LOCKED-AWAY
GLORY TO THE LIGHT OF
THE MORE WITHIN,
SHADOWS FOR OTHERS TO DEVOUR
IN AN INSTANT
THE SHADOWS ARE GONE.