Category: Milestone Ewdmm Note - Dorothea Mills

REKINDLING OF SPLENDOUR Milestone...Day of Core Silence* "...imprisoned splendor may escape.." June 26, 2018

6/26/2018

*First such CORE SILENCE DAY was 6/17/18....
see that OceanSpeak
& Categories
on right of this page:
...Day of Core Silence

5:54 AM At Top of Sand Dunes Path

And with this SILENCE THAT MOVES AND REMOVES ALL MOUNTAINS
THERE IS INNER/OUTER PEACE AGAIN.

THE AKASHA TAO CORE SILENCE
MOVES AND REMOVES ALL
THAT IS NOT REAL…
VANISHES ALL SEEMING HELLS AND MOUNTAINS
OF
EGOIC MATERIAL MAN’S TORTURE & KILLING FIELDS
=

Remembrance Rock

SWEET PEACE THAT PASSETH EARTHLY UNDERSTANDING
AS ORIGINAL ONES
SEQUESTER AND SOURCE
IN THE GREAT SILENCE OF TRUTH OF BEING
<

SYNCHRONICITIES IN ALL REALMS
CONTINUOUSLY MANIFEST
CREATING
WORLDS AND EVENTS
BEYOND ALL BELIEFS
WITHOUT ANY I DO’S ADOS.
&
ALL IS REAL LIFE
<

A GENTLE DEJA VU
OF
BAUBO GLORY
ew
4:31 AM-6/26/18

Truth is within ourselves.
There is an inmost center in us all,
Where the Truth abides in fullness; and to know
Rather consists in opening out a way
Whence the imprisoned splendor may escape
Than in effecting entry for a light
Supposed to be without.
~ Robert Browning

Our imprisoned Splendor
is always within reach and ready to be Recognized.
Stop.
Go within and Let It show you It’s Omnipresent Love…
And, how you too
can Be Love Loving.
~Al Denninger
June 25th, 2018
http://www.iwso.org/thedailylesson.htm

LOVE IS THE ONLY FREEDOM IN THE WORLD
BECAUSE IT SO ELEVATES THE SPIRIT
THAT THE LAWS OF HUMANITY AND THE PHENOMENA OF NATURE
DO NOT ALTER ITS COURSE.
K. Gibran

AFTERNOON

The below automatically Happens during Times
we are in/of/as Akasha TAO Core SILENCE
dmm
It is not attention to lack of wellness that makes you sick.
It is attention to the lack of many things…
Chronic attention to unwanted things
holds you in a place of disallowing
your physical well-being,
as well as disallowing the solutions
to other things you are focused upon.

If you would focus your attention upon the experience of physical well-being
as much as you focus upon the absence of it,
not only would your recovery come quickly,
but maintaining
your physical well-being and balance
would also be easy.
Excerpted from Money and the Law of Attraction on 8/31/08
Esther (Abraham and Jerry)

See Read More Below for Much More
Notes and Photos
and
Full Version of
The Rekindling of Splendour

LIGHT OF BREATH ATIAH Milestone with ew/dmm note "...a timeline written somewhere else." June 23, 2018

6/23/2018

FREE
LIBERATED
BEYOND THE LIES

WELCOMING
MY OWN LOCKED-AWAY
GLORY TO THE LIGHT OF
BREATH.*
<
IMMORTALS’ NOW IS WITHOUT
“MY OWN” OR EVEN A
“NOW”
<
THE TRANSPARENT CONDUIT
ALWAYS
ALL WAYS
JUST IS
SINCE BEFORE LIFE & DEATH
&
BEYOND FOREVER
&
SO IT IS
∞
ATIAH
ew
4:17 AM-6/23/18
ew
*From Random Pick Archived Whisper
2003
4:36AM-3/24/03
Youthanasia Acres
see next Whisper below...for the full 3/24/14 Whisper
Also See Read more at end of Afternoon Photos

FREE
LIBERATED
BEYOND THE LIES

WELCOMING
MY OWN LOCKED-AWAY
GLORY TO THE LIGHT OF
BREATH.

THE MORE WITHIN,
THE LESS
SHADOWS FOR OTHERS TO DEVOUR
IN FACT
IN AN INSTANT
POOF!
THE SHADOWS ARE GONE.
ew
4:36AM-3/24/03
Youthanasia Acres

GODDESS
BAUBO IS THE BARDO
OF
"A TIMELINE WRITTEN SOMEWHERE ELSE"
dmm/ew
8:07AM-6/23/18
(see next quote in this color font)

GODDESS
BAUBO IS THE BARDO
OF
"A TIMELINE WRITTEN SOMEWHERE ELSE"
dmm/ew
8:07AM-6/23/18
(see quote below in this color font)

A cosmic sort of exhaustion can come at times,
where we find ourselves in the bardo
between one moment and the next.
We can’t quite go back to the way it was,
but the rebirth has yet to appear.

There is a creativity in the liminal but it can seem out of reach.
We are asked to marinate in the womb of now,
tend to the groundlessness,
and find refuge in the unknown:
to be midwife to the darkened illumination.

There are signs and symbols and guidance
all around and inside us,
but their appearance is governed by
a timeline written somewhere else.
Matt Licata
Excerpt from:
Today may not be the day for answers
http://alovinghealingspace.blogspot.com/2018/06/today-may-not-be-day-for-answers.html

AFTERNOON.........

All Wordings below in this color font
From Unpublished Archives
SILENT'S SONGS
February 2003
Youthanasia Acres
Near Dublin, Indiana

If they can’t talk, they die.
Silence that avoids Truth is debilitating.
Silence that Is Truth is All that Is.

O One that Exhaled me into form
INHALES ME GENTLY HOME.

TAKING ALL SILENCE THAT FESTERS
LEAVING ONLY THE
SILENCE OF ALL THAT IS
ew
4:33AM-2/1/03

SAVING OTHERS SHOULD HAVE WARNED
ME OF MY OWN DESTINY.
AS LONG AS I SAVED THEM
I AVOIDED KNOWING WHAT CANNOT BE AVOIDED
ew
4:31AM-2/3/03

ACCEPTING DESTINY
WITHOUT A MURMER
INSURES GENTLE INHALATIONS
INTO YOU O BLESSED ONE.
ew
4:44AM-2/3/03

THE DRAMA IS SHADOWS’ FOREPLAY

THE TEMPERING OF ABSORPTIONS.

NO WONDER! NO WONDER! DEAR GOD
MY SOUL HIDES IN THEE
THERE CAN BE NOTHING ELSE.

BURNED AND CONSUMED
BY BREATH ALONE
UNTIL THE BREATHER
CLAIMS ALL SHADOWS

AFTER THE ASH
FIRE ALONE
IT REPEATS & REPEATS
DISAPPEARING THESE FEEBLE
VAULT WORDS
ew
4:43AM-2/6/03

Every form reflects It,
Yet It cannot be seen by the eyes.
In silence,
A subtler inner eye opens
That sees the Real underlying all appearances.
Wu Hsin

See Read More Below
Baubo as Bardo Archetype
& More

YOUTHANASIA ACRES' GRACEOPATH "Grace Births a Soul" "...breath of the soul." MILESTONE June 15, 2018

6/15/2018

3:34 p.m.
6/15/18
Just discovered One can Google for:
Youthanasia OceanSpeak...
...and find More posts with Youthanasia mentioned.
dmm

5:43 AM

∞
A GRACEOPATH CONDITION ORCHESTRATES ALL
...AKASHA CORE’S EFFORTLESS EASE OF YOUTHANASIA...
AS THE SINGLE ETERNALLY-NOW-MOMENT IS
A JOYFULL GENTLE DÉJÀ VU

<
SLENDER GOLDEN THREADS CONNECTING*
CRYSTALLINE BONES RISING**
GREATER THAN GOD***
AH! ATIAH!****
∞
ew
3:09 AM-6/15/18
*Robert Johnson & Net of Jewels
**https://energeticsynthesis.com/index.php/resource-tools/news-shift-timelines/3322-crystal-core
***TAO TE CHING #4 S. Mitchell Trans
****All That Is ew/YouthanasiaAcres early 2000-2002
(See Read More at end of Afternoon Photos)

Wordings below in this color font are from a brochure created
in Indiana Childhood Barnlot(s) when we Returned there for a few years
1998-2004

YOUTHANASIA ACRES
(Near Dublin, Indiana
Childhood Barnlot
1999-2004 return to there)

Old Red Barn - State of The Art in its Time Youthanasia Acres Photo taken Approx. 2001

According to Webster:

EUTHANASIA
A painless and happy death;
an easy and painless death.
The act or method
of causing death painlessly, so as
to end suffering; advocated
by some as a way
to deal with persons dying
of incurable, painful diseases.

****

According to ew:

YOUTHANASIA = Spiritual death/rebirth
for those who Know they
have absorbed the agonies
of the
collective conscious/unconscious:
and are literally
debilitating and/or dying
of a seemingly
incurable and painful
“dis-ease”
of the soul!

Original Portal Remembrance Rock

Nut seeds become nut trees
Pear seeds become pear trees
God seeds become God

Meister Eckhart

Youthanasia Acres...Indiana Barnlot 1999-2004 My Mother's Original Farm

For unless a man’s unconscious life
is involved in his redemption
how little in him
will be permanently altered.
How heavy will be the shadow that he casts
and
how opaque he will be as a window to transmit
God’s grace.

Douglas Steere

Grace Births a Soul
ew

dmm/ew Watching for Rooster Original Farm ages 0-5 yrs 1946-1951 near Mother's Original Farm located between both parents' Original Family Farms

End of Youthanasia Brochure

The ancients who discovered that within themselves
was a Something recognized that
whatever it was
they had touched
was not out floating around in the air,
nor did they have reason
to believe that it was up in the sky.

They sensed
that there was a Something indwelling--
a Something with a capital ‘S,’
Something that had a voice,
Something that could impart,
Something that could reveal,
and so
they learned to be attentive.

They learned the nature of the ear that can hear.
They communed within themselves,
and when the answer came,
they knew that from some deep pool within themselves,
some depth of Withinness,
pearls of wisdom were being given.
~Joel S Goldsmith
A Parenthesis in Eternity

http://www.iwso.org/thedailylesson.htm
See Read More at end

How frequently do we attempt to understand
spiritual wisdom with our human intellect!
This leads to mental indigestion
because we are attempting
to digest spiritual food with our
educated mentality.
It will not work.

Truth is not a reasoning process;
therefore, it must be spiritually discerned.
Truth does not as a rule appeal to
our reason, and when it appears to do so,
we must search deeply to see if it
really is truth.

New Life in the Backyard Chicken Coop this morning

Be suspicious of
a truth that seems reasonable.
Joel Goldsmith
Entire The Infinte Way by Goldsmith is on below link:
http://www.onewhowakes.org/wp-content/uploads/2013/07/The-Infinite-Way-by-JSG.pdf
Page 14

Inconceivable, inexpressible, indescribable;
The mother of all buddhas is beyond the intellect.
~Prayer to the Perfection of Wisdom
https://makebelieveboutique.com/2018/06/15/27556/r to the Perfection of Wisdom

AFTERNOON

Cultivating mindful attention and awareness is an act of liberation;
it's a self-determined assertion that you can be free
to be who you choose to be,
even in a world filed with clinging and cruelty,
a world that doesn't always support creative unfolding.

As you expand your awareness and learn to direct your attention,
you can begin to choose what you focus on,
rather than simply have your attention
pulled to the most compelling sensation
of the moment.
~Marilyn Mandala Schlitz
https://makebelieveboutique.com/2018/06/15/27556/

Friday, June 15, 2018

People’s concept of happiness is always more or less tied to possessions:
money, a house, a car, a job, friends, a spouse and children.
They are unhappy until they are able to obtain them,
and should they come to lose them,
it is a disaster.

But the day you manage to discover what true happiness is,
you will understand that in reality
it does not depend on any object, any possession, or any other being,
because it comes from elsewhere
– from the realm of the soul and the spirit.

True happiness is a state of consciousness
that even life’s hardships and tribulations cannot trouble,
precisely because it does not depend on any external or material condition.

This happiness can only be attained
by diving into the ocean of universal harmony
by means of thought.

It is like something as natural as breathing:
breathing in, breathing out… breathing in, breathing out…
Indeed, true happiness is like the
breath of the soul.
Omraam Mikhael Aivanhov
https://www.prosveta-usa.com/happiness-a-breath-of-the-soul_2018-06-15

Indeed, true happiness is like the
breath of the soul.
Omraam Mikhael Aivanhov
https://www.prosveta-usa.com/happiness-a-breath-of-the-soul_2018-06-15

....AND just after we finished these (above) last
Loose Garment Design Cavorts in/wiith Mother Ocean....
we turned to walk back to sand dunes path and to leave the beach...
...GENTLY,
but SUDDENLY,
an Awareness almost beyond words, "took over" the consciousness....
...we were PAUSED....
then these words Softly Arose...
...to "point towards" the Experience...
...Whispered from the Inner Core of Being:
RETURNED TO
IN/OF/AS
THE SILENCE BEFORE SOUND...
and yet IT was and IS More than words could ever say.

Paused in the Experience,
our physical eyes were Drawn to focus on sand at our feet...
and the below photos show the "Touchstone" for this Experience...
the ONLY piece of coral or shell we saw the entire beach time
just prior to High Noon

ABOVE: Rather suddenly, a dark sky to the northwest...when we are at top of Sand Dunes path after leaving beach.
With Sun Drenched physical vision and Quieted Mind & Consciousness,
we Experienced the bird at first Glimpse as a small airplane in the distance..
....but NOT SO...
BELOW: Photos that are Enlarged/Cropped of Bird

Forgot to mention that at the very first part of the
Deep Cavorts by Remembrance Rock,
when we first Felt our arms widening to the sky in Celebration...
a HUGE bird,
...much larger than the gull in these above photos....
...was Gliding to the south and exactly over my head
that was turned to the sky in Glory!
Honour & Celebration!.

READ MORE BELOW
Rather extensive notes that seem important to put here this day...
Also additional Loose Garment Design Cavorts....
...Douchings/RareAhFirings...& ReFuelings of Higher Octanes
in order Experienced.

WHEN A ‘YOU’ BECOMES THE WHISPER - Milestone** Sunrise/Afternoon June 13, 2018

6/13/2018

**The last few OceanSpeaks have felt like "Milestones"
though we had no Knowing to designate them as such...
...well no wonder!...
...they were precursors to the below Whisper for this morning...
See Read More at end of this Post for More
re: this Happening

WHEN A ‘YOU’ BECOMES THE WHISPER
THERE IS NO “I” WITH NEEDS TO WORD THE WHISPER
<
SWEET CORE
BEFORE SOUND
ORIGINAL SILENCE
SUFFICES
∞=∞
ONLY OVERFLOW OF CORE JOY
IN ALL FORMS GIVEN
NOW HAPPEN
∞
CHOICELESS CHOICE
EFFORTLESS EASE
∞=∞
GRACEOPATHY
ew
12:51 AM-6/13/18

…IT IS WITH POSSESSION/GRACEOPATHY
OF PURE JOY OF TRUTH OF ORIGINAL BEING
WE ARE TO BE MOVED THRU LIFE
….RATHER THAN
SWORD-FIGHTING WITH THE ALREADY DEAD!!!
ew
2:09 AM-6/13/18

"These wild people...."

These wild people call the Masters, “The Men from the Sun,”
and when the Masters go among them for the prisoners they do not resist.
We were also told that the masters had made a number of attempts
to reach these wild people but these attempts had come to naught
because of the fear in which the people held them.
It is said that if the Masters do go among them, the snow men will not eat or sleep,
but stay in the open night and day, so great is their fear.
These people have lost all contact with civilization,
even forgetting that they had ever contacted other races
or that they are the descendants from them,
so far have they separated themselves from others.

(See Full Quote and Source in Read More
at end of today's posting)

Wednesday, June 13, 2018
When someone proposes a policy
inspired by generosity and concern for the most deprived,
very few people decide to support them.
But if they talk about
overthrowing the powers that be
to seize the positions and privileges they exercise,
this person is backed by a crowd.
What conclusion can we draw?
That humans still need to suffer.

Perhaps one day, because of their suffering,
they will come to understand what concerns and activities
will help them to flourish.
You think I am cruel?
No, it saddens me to say so,
but humans need to suffer in order to understand.
When a messenger from heaven appears
– someone who can enlighten them on the direction to take –
not only do they turn a deaf ear,
but they often persecute them.

And when a criminal comes along who will lead them to disaster,
they welcome them, they cheer them on and carry them to power –
it is they themselves who provide the criminal
with the means to destroy them.
So, it is clear:
humans need to suffer
in order to understand once and for all
to whom they must listen
and whom they should follow.
Omraam Mikhael Aivanhov
https://www.prosveta-usa.com/suffering-it-teaches-humans-which-guide-they-must-follow_2018-06-13

AFTERNOON

Grace is within you.
If it were external, it would be useless.
–Ramana Maharshi
http://peacefullpresence.blogspot.com/2018/03/grace-is-within-you-if-it-were-external.html

Read More Below
for Synchronicity/GRACEOPATHY

TOUCHSTONE OF GRACE "Split us open at the beautypoint..." (Milestone/ew-dmm Note) June 6, 2018

6/6/2018

Beginning 5/8/18 we add at the very end of each post...in the order written
... Whispers from Morning Writngs in Ocala, FL (February-April 2018)

AWARENESS OF SO-CALLED EVIL
CAN DO NO HARM
WITHOUT THOUGHTS..
EVIL = A MAN-MADE OPINION
<
PURE AWARENESS OF EVIL IS CATALYST OF GRACE
THE TOUCHSTONE OF ORIGINAL ONES’ CORE
ew
1:07 AM-6/6/18

Walk us back to our wildness,
where we can become clear,
in our feral states,
about what we need to do and how we need to be.

Split us open at the beautypoint,
where our abilities meet the energy of our hearts.

Crack through us with your lightning bolts,
and allow us
to channel your divine electricity
into all that we do.
~Pixie Lighthorse
https://www.pixielighthorse.com/about-pixie-lighthorse/

...and all of your well-meaning is not really divine calling until you hear the notes of humility and beauty and the
subtle qualities of fire and light and being....
.https://www.fromhispresence.com/radical-prayer-3-wild-ideas-witty-inventions/
(from ew/dmm Ocala, Fl Journal 4/22/18)

‘He ate fire and drank light.’

FIRE & LIGHT
All human beings eat, drink and breathe,
and in doing so they are in contact with the elements
of earth, water, and air and are nourished by them.

But they haven’t yet learned how to nourish themselves
with the fourth element:
fire, light.

And yet light is even more vital than air because it feeds our brain.
Yes, our brain too wants to eat, and light is its food.
It is light which awakens certain faculties
and enables us to access the divine world.

You might say that by eating,
drinking and breathing we nourish our whole body,
including our brain.

This is true,
but as long as we are content to nourish
our brain only with solid, liquid, and gaseous particles,
which are not the elements we need most,
many realities of the subtle words will remain unknown to us.
Tradition has it that one day Zarathustra asked the God Ahura Mazda how the first man nourished himself, and Ahura Mazda replied,
‘He ate fire and drank light.’

Omraam Mikhael Aivanhov
https://www.prosveta-usa.com/light-food-for-our-brain_2018-01-02?bc=search

There is nothing either good or bad, but thinking makes it so.
Shakespeare

All human rules are more or less idiotic, I suppose.
It is best so, no doubt.
The way it is now,
the asylums can hold the sane people,
but if we tried to shut up the insane
we should run out of building materials.
Mark Twain
http://learningindia.in/best-of-mark-twain-on-india/

The failure to recognize the Always Already,
This Never Not Now,
Causes you to seek in all the wrong directions.
A path to Here or a path to Now is
A path away from here and Now.
Whatever begins as an aid
Ultimately becomes an obstacle.
Chasing after something to be delivered in some imagined future is
A movement away in this very moment.
Wu Hsin
THIS TOO: THE WATER CAVE TUTELAGE
WuHsin with Trans by Roy Melvyn

You are already
Where any path
Can take you.
Prior to birth,
During life and
After death,
You are continuous,
The only constant..
Wu Hsin
THIS TOO: THE WATER CAVE TUTELAGE
WuHsin with Trans by Roy Melvyn

AFTERNOON

Most come to Wu Hsin
expecting to be given
something to do.

Wu Hsin declares
that there is nothing to do
other than to be.

What is to happen
will certainly happen
and it will do so
spontaneously.

Why not relax
and observe
dispassionately?

There is no waiting
on some
Divine Grace.

Grace has already provided
the opportunity
for instant clarity.

It remains
up to each
to seize it.
Wu Hsin
Solving Yourself: Yuben de Wu Hsin
June 5

∞
GREAT BREATH OF LIFE & DEATH
IS ONLY LIFE….
NOTHING MORE – NOTHING LESS
∞
ew
3:50 AM-4/8/2018

PARALYSIS
<
WAILS FOR SOOTHINGS OF SILENCE
QUIETED BY SILENT SOURCE
∞
BREATH THAT BREATHES ALL
SUFFICIENT FOR ALL MALADIES
ew
5:34 AM-4/20/18

“MY SOUL TAKES ME TO THE CUTTING EDGE”
Barbara Azzara
http://revbarbaraazzara.com/
(Read in note from Barbara just AFTER above Whisper Wrote)
(Ocala, Fl)

A TRANSPARENT CONDUIT OF TAO
AKASHA CORE
ALWAYS SOURCING/OVERFLOWING
WITH/AS
REAL LIFE THAT NEVER DIES
EFFORTLESS EASE
ew
4:23 AM-4/23/18
(Ocala, Fl)

See Read More Below
Milestone Wrtings/Auspicious Photos
and
Oceanspeaks' Links

FOREVER IMMORTALITY OF HUMANS' PURE EVIL...& REAL LIFE Milestone February 6, 2018

2/5/2018

THE IMMORTALITY OF REAL LIFE
SUSTAINS
AS
TAO’S SILENT CORE
∞
SINCE BEFORE/DURING/AFTER
THE FOREVER IMMORTALITY
OF
HUMANS’ PURE EVIL
IN ALL EONS AND DIMENSIONS
ew
2:42 AM-2/6/18

(see Read More
below afternoon photos
extensive quotes/resources/notes
re:
Hostage to the Devil
- Arthur Guirdham and more)

AFTERNOON.................

Excerpts from:
The End of an Exorcist
Michael Strong - Conclusion

Hostage to the Devil
Malachi Martin

“Believe me, once you mess with Exorcism,
and above all if you don’t pull it off, something departs from you.
And the rest of you yearns to depart also.”

It did not seem a good moment to pursue his “waiting” to “depart.”
So I asked him about the Confrontation with Evil Spirit
in an exorcism.
What was it like?
What effects had it?
It was a meeting, he said, a personal meeting.
What the exorcist met in person was something that existed
in a state where the all-important,
the only, reality was a “living not.”

I wanted to stop and ponder that for a while,
but he went on to talk of a reality that is not beautiful,
not true,
not holy,
not pleasant,
not bright,
not warm,
not large,
not happy,
not anything positive.

I started to say that all this sounded like Hell
or how people used to describe Hell.
“No,” he interjected distinctly and firmly.
“That is Hell.
Just to be utterly alone and immutably without love.
Forever.”

In the exorcism the exorcist knew that what he was up against
existed in that state.
He just knew it.

The effect of all this?
I asked the question still very tentatively,
not wishing to increase any pain he had.
Did he feel he was in a box or a prison?
Did it make him dispirited and lose initiative?

The effects were far deeper, he said.
Years before in the seminary, he loved music, flowers, a good book.
He could laugh the loudest of all;
he enjoyed swimming, tennis, a good meal, and so on.
He loved children.
They made him happy, just to hear their voices.
And many other things he liked also-
singing and dancing and long walks,
and the sound of waves on the shore,
and smells such as new-mown hay,
flowers and grass after a light shower,
a turf fire in the early morning.
And he slept like a top.
Always he woke up ready for the world,
rain, hail, or shine.

After Thomas Wu’s exorcism was over, all that had changed.
No, it wasn’t age,
he answered some unvoiced remark of mine,
but something else.

The housekeeper appeared, and he nodded to her.
It was time for him to turn in.
She left.

I asked: “What does it really mean?”

He was standing up now.
The moon had risen over the back wall of the garden.
We both looked at it with upturned faces.
“You are never quite at home in this human world
ever again after an exorcism,”
he said slowly.
He sat down again and explained.

After an exorcism the exorcist hears and sees
and thinks and talks as he always did.
But now he perceives on two planes.
Spirit is everywhere.
Flesh and matter is only “our picture” of what’s there.
And it’s not all good.
There’s evil and good hidden in that “picture.”

After an exorcism you always know, if you didn’t know it before.
You are now walking with double vision,
a second sight,
as the old people used to say.

And the exorcist never really sleeps, not as he used to.
He dozes off.
Some deep part of him is keeping watch,
always watching,
and doesn’t want anything to escape him
even momentarily.

All sleep is escape.
And he knows that escape for him is impossible.

He eats, he must in order to stay alive.
And he breathes.
His heart beats on.
But he has a terrible option always:
not to breathe,
to let his heart stop.

“Father Michael, how are you?”
He said he was fine. He had a request to make.
Before my visit ended, I should remind him of it.
But he wanted first to say something further to me about the effects of the exorcism on him.
“It helps me to talk about it all”
-this by way of explanation.
It was the double vision: he had not defined it properly, he said.
I waited, because, as Michael spoke,
a wave of misery swept over his face.
The veil of immobility was withdrawn for an instant,
then fell back again.
For that quick instant I had seen a load of pain and sadness
framed in lines of a gently resolute hope.
His whole expression said:
I will not give up my trust,
although I have nothing to rely
on but that trust.

Then he went on to describe the double vision.
It was not like seeing another table beside the real table
or another wall beside the real wall.
It was not a vision of eyes or a hearing with your ears
or a touching with your hand.
It was another level of reality.
An exorcism sharpens your awareness of that reality, he said.
You know what stands behind and around
and beneath and above
all that is visible and tangible.
The intertwining cords of spirit appear everywhere.
Good and bad spirit.
Beauty and ugliness.
Holiness and sin.
God as a tremendous majesty.
Personal evil is a formidable force.
Nothing escapes those cords.

He fell silent at this point.
After a pause,
I could not resist asking him directly about his failure
to complete the exorcism of Thomas Wu.
Did it entail any special liability within this sphere of his double vision?

“Of course.”
The words were loaded with an ache and a distress which silenced me.

Once pronounced,
they hung in the air between us as silent signs of his suffering.

“I can now hate. I can choose to hate,” he said drily.
Before the exorcism of Wu, he had never even thought of hating.
Now, to hate was a living option for him.
Before the exorcism, he never even imagined
what it would be like really to despair.
Now it was a real option. “Real.” “Real.”
He repeated the word several times.
The idea of rejecting Jesus as a charlatan
now came to him as a real choice.
All those choices and others too unspeakable to mention
were like plates of food placed in front of him continually.
His pain was that he was forced to consider each one as a possibility.
Before,
he had them all banded together and thrown into a box,
and he had thrown away the key.
Now he had to take a taste of each one.
Slowly.
Realistically.
He stopped at a certain point, groping for an image.
It was, he finally said,
as if a mad wolf were allowed sniff and smell and nose
around his naked body,
always threatening to bite and crush,
always moving, moving, moving.
He bent his head on his hands.
There was a pause of about five minutes.

And all the waiting, I finally asked, why all the waiting?
He had failed in the exorcism,
but he had not accepted Satan or evil or hate.
Why, then, the perpetual waiting?

“Simply put, my young friend,” he said thickly,
“evil has power over us, some power.
And even when defeated and put to flight,
it scrapes you in passing by.
If you don’t defeat it, evil exacts a price of more terrible agony.
It rips a gash in the spirit with a filthy claw,
and some of its venom enters the veins of the soul.
As a price.
As a memory.
As a lesson.
A warning that it will return again.”

It was time to go. I stood up. He said nothing.
I touched him lightly on the forehead.
It was cold.

As I went out, Breeda smiled at me:
“Now, young man, don’t worry about Father Michael.
He knows what he’s doin’.”
Somehow, this old woman understood more that I had ever understood.
Then I heard his voice calling after me:
“Malachi!
At the end, be sure and read Paul,
First Corinthians, Chapter 15, verses 50 to 58.
All of it.”
I hurried back into the study.
But he told me to go with the usual silent wave of the hand.

Conclusion

....there was a tiny rattle in Michael’s throat.
The lips smiled faintly.
The eyes lost all light.
I felt sure Michael had partaken in Jesus’ victory over death
and that he had escaped death’s sting.
But he had, indeed, paid the price for his failure of years before.
We will never know the exact note of suffering
such a man as Michael Strong must undergo at dying,
for it lies in the spirit unattainable by our logic,
unimaginable by our fantasy,
impervious to any clever methodology we can devise.
But each exorcist could well have as his epitaph
the most noble phrase Jesus ever pronounced about human love:
“Greater love than this no man hath:
that a man lay down his life for his friend."

Excerpts from:
Hostage to the Devil
Malachi Martin
https://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/vatican/esp_vatican27t.htm#Conclusion

(see Read More
below for
extensive quotes/resources/notes
re:
Hostage to the Devil-Martin Malachi
- Arthur Guirdham and more)

also see MORE from Martin Malachi and
The Smiler Archetype...the greatest of all "evil":
https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-and-more/orgasmic-stillpoint-from-its-place-on-high-utter-banality-of-all-existence-february-9-2018

BE NOWHERE'S...... "IT IS FINISHED!" "...hang on and live wild..." Sunrise/Afternoon January 30, 2018

1/30/2018

Remembrance Rock

...BE NOWHERE’S
BEFORE CREATION’S
TRUTH*
ew
4:59 AM-1/30/2018
*Find Paul Brunton
OES with The Teller/me in OHaven and me trying to Tell
the absurdity of Telling....
...all this form could do was/IS
Orgasmic Baubo Laughter

See Extensive Notes in Read More
at end of Afternoon Photos
from Youthansia Acres

“IT IS FINISHED!”*
CESSATION OF:
THINKING, TALKING, TELLING AND LISTENING
<
PRE-ORIGINAL BEING AWARENESS
SUFFICES
=
BEYOND QUANTUM DIMENSIONAL
OUROBOROS**
ew
7:35 AM-1/30/18
*http://www.jesus.org/death-and-resurrection/last-words/what-was-finished.html
**See next quote below

Swiss psychologist Carl Jung saw the ourobouros as an archetype and the basic mandala of alchemy.

Jung also defined the relationship of the ouroboros to alchemy:
"The alchemists, who in their own way knew more about the nature of the individuation process than we moderns do,
expressed this paradox through the symbol of the uroboros,
the snake that eats its own tail.
In the age-old image of the uroboros lies the thought of devouring oneself and turning oneself into a circulatory process,
for it was clear to the more astute alchemists
that the prima materia of the art was man himself.
The uroboros is a dramatic symbol for
the integration and assimilation of the opposite,
i.e. of the shadow.
This 'feed-back' process is at the same time a symbol of immortality,
since it is said of the uroboros
that he slays himself and brings himself to life,
fertilises himself and gives birth to himself.
He symbolises the One,
who proceeds from the clash of opposites,
and he therefore constitutes the secret of the prima materia which [...] unquestionably stems from man's unconscious'.
(Collected Works, Vol. 14 para.513)
http://www.thelemapedia.org/index.php/Oroboros

it’s fun to forget how to live so that when you rediscover it,
you really, really hang on and live wild……
inquiry for today~
what happens when you remember that life is an adventure?

https://makebelieveboutique.com/2017/08/24/24951/

AFTERNOON...

Below in this color font from
Lucille Clifton

won't you celebrate with me
what i have shaped into
a kind of life?

i had no model.
born in babylon
both nonwhite and woman
what did i see to be except myself?

i made it up
here on this bridge between
starshine and clay,
my one hand holding tight
my other hand;

come celebrate
with me that everyday
something has tried to kill me
and has failed.

Lucille Clifton
https://www.poetryfoundation.org/poems/50974/wont-you-celebrate-with-me
Synchronicity: just arrived via e-mail from a friend
9:31 AM
1/30/18

Extensive Notes in Read More below
from Youthansia Acres Days
Near Dublin, Indiana
Late 1990's-2004

AS MOTHS TO A LIGHT EVIL'S TENDER KISS "Neanderthals..." Sunrise/Afternoon January 28, 2018

1/28/2018

THE RAIN HAS STARTED....6:53am 1/28/18

NOWHERE TO BE EXCEPT HERE AND NOW
∞
AH FOR SUCH PRISTINE SIMPLICITY
WHEN ALL THAT IS
IS
ORIGINAL TRUTH OF BEING
∞
AH! FOR PERFECT STORM OF
SEEMING DESTRUCTION
IF
NEVERBORN/NEVERDIE ONE
FORGETS TO REMEMBER
<
MOTH BURNING REPEATEDLY
IN SEEMING FALSE LIGHT
UNTIL ORIGINAL MEMORY RESTORES
FOREVER & BEYOND
ew
4:20 AM-1/28/18

(See Read More
at end of Afternoon Photos
for more from ew/dmm Archived Files re:
Ploys/Dynamics of Possession/Psychopathology & Akasha Core-Neverborn/Neverdie Ones

BAUBO IS
THE FIRE TO ORGASMIC BELLY LAUGH THRU ALL
∞∞
REMAINING UNTOUCHED OR MOULDED EXCEPT FOR
DIVINE FIRE
∞∞
THE ULTIMATE INNATE
OR
CREATION IN FORM
AND
WAY BEYOND THESE WORDINGS!
ew
7:20 AM-7/27/17
after sunrise last July

See OceanSpeaks below...
....for samples of BAUBUO SERIES....
as antidote to all attempted "MOTH BURNINGS"

https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-and-more/baubo-as-the-patience-revelation-of-kamush-sunriseafternoon-july-27-2017

https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-and-more/the-true-silence-of-baubo-sunriseafternoon-71917-only-the-ordinary-can-bring-us-home

Preface Note re: BAUBO SERIES
They began Spontaneously: BAUBO'S ORGASMIC WISDOM
Oceanspeak July 12, 2017
http://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-and-more/remember-to-remember-nothing-sunriseafternoon-july-12-2017

Look into the sphere of birthless mind!
Let dawn the enjoyment of ceaseless play!
When free of hope and fear--that's the result.
Why speak of birth and death?
Come to the natural, unmodified state!
Drinking the Mountain Stream:
Songs of Tibet’s Beloved Saint, Milarepa

AFTERNOON...

See Read More below:
more from ew/dmm Archived Files
re:
Ploys/Dynamics of Possession/Psychopathology
&
Akasha Core-Neverborn/Neverdie Ones

SILENCE OF ALL THAT IS THE WILD ONES "..moments of Grace." January 22, 2018

1/22/2018

If they can’t talk, they die.
Silence that avoids Truth is debilitating.
Silence that Is Truth is All that Is.

O One that Exhaled me into form
INHALES ME GENTLY HOME.

TAKING ALL SILENCE THAT FESTERS
LEAVING ONLY THE
SILENCE OF ALL THAT IS
ew
4:33AM-2/1/03
Youthanasia Acres
near Dublin, Indiana

O THE SIMPLICITY
OF THE NON-DOMESTICATED
ANIMALS
WHO NEITHER TOIL
OR
FIND DEEP MEANING
IDENTITY
FROM HUMAN INSANITY.

THE WILD ONES
DISAPPEAR
AND
OBSERVE
FROM A CAMOUFLAGED DISTANCE
SOURCING,
TENDING THE FIRE
OF THEIR SPLENDOUR
WITH THE ONE WHO
LOVED THEM INTO BREATH’S FORM
ew
5:14 AM-2/27/03
Youthanasia Acres
near Dublin, Indiana

From
Chuck Surface
There are moments when the last thing I want,
Is to close my eyes and journey within,
For in these moments of Grace,
Within and without have lost all meaning,
And this Vehicle of Perception, and all Perceived...
Are Illumined by the Light of The Beloved,
Eyes open, here in this world.

In these moments I do not Long for Heaven,
I care nothing for the nonexistence of Union,
I do not yearn to be Holier than I am,
Concerning myself with self perfecting,
For in these moments of Grace…
All is Fulfilled,
Eyes open, here in this world.

In these moments of Grace,
Heaven is Here, Now, Everywhere,
In the Dream of existence in space and time,
And the Ecstasy of Union’s nonduality,
Shines like a Sun in the Heart of Being...
Illumining the duality of manifest Creation,
Eyes open, here in this world.

In these moments of Grace,
All notions of Holiness and unholiness,
Thoughts of worthiness and unworthiness,
Of The Merciful One’s Love being conditional,
All such hellish dualities, Vanished...
And Love’s True Meaning, Revealed,
Eyes open, here in this world.

What prayer is there to utter wordlessly,
Whispered with every breath,
Moving as every heartbeat?
“Let each moment be a moment of Grace,
For Everyone, Everywhere, Now...

And Forever,
Eyes open, here in this world."
Chuck Surface
www.GardenOfTheBeloved.com
www.facebook.com/InTheGardenOfTheBeloved
https://www.facebook.com/InTheGardenOfTheBeloved/photos/a.376909075767892.1073741825.291596150965852/1413531265438996/?type=3&theater

Mid Morning..........

Course in Miracles asks us to pose one question
with respect to everything we encounter on this earth –
“what is it for?”
(T-24.VII.6:1)

Let not your foolish fancies frighten you.
What is immortal cannot be attacked;
what is but temporal has no effect.
Only the purpose you see in it has meaning,
and if that is true, its safety rests secure.
If not, it has no purpose,
and is means for nothing.
(T-24.VII.5:3-6).
http://seanreagan.com/reading-gary-renard/

AFTERNOON..........

THE BEYOND
KNOWN BY MENTAL MINDS.
BUT HARK!

THE INNER INNATE
THE TAO
KNOWS & IS
BEYOND ALPHA & OMEGA EDICTS
∞
OF REOCCURRING
BEYOND WORDS: PEARLS OF GREAT
FROM ALL “TIMELINES”

REPEATING UNTIL
CONSCIOUSNESS DOUCHES VIA PRISTINE
IMMORTAL
LIFE FORCE
<
BEYOND
THE BEINGNESS OF ORIGINAL AKASHA
<
ALL THAT IS REAL*
∞
ew
5:01 AM-1/22/18
*See Read More at end
of afternoon photos for
more Synchronicities & Photos

Read More Below
more Synchronicities + Photos

UNADULTERATED PRIMAL REPOSE "...primordial face..." Milestone Walk<North End Sunrise/Afternoon 12/30/17

12/30/2017

ANCIENT/ORIGINAL BEING MEMORIES
OF SURVIVING TORTURE/TORTURER
VIA GRACE OF TAO
<
BEYOND THE WORDING
FOREVER-NOW
CONDITION OF BEING
<
ABSOLUTE’S
ABSOLUTE PRIMAL REPOSE
ew
3:37AM-12/30/17

There is only one state.
When corrupted and tainted by self-identification,
It is known as an individual.
When merely tinted by the sense of presence,
Of animated consciousness,
It is the impersonal witnessing.
WHEN ONE REMAINS IN ONE’S PRISTINE PURITY,
UNTAINTED AND UNTINTED IN PRIMAL REPOSE,
ONE IS THE ABSOLUTE
Ramesh S. Balsekar
Net of Jewels
July 9

below in this color font is Random Pick this pre-dawn morning
from
ew Whisper Files
AS NEVERBORN/NEVERDIE ONE IS RELEASED FROM
VEILS THAT WERE NECESSARY AS PART OF
INITIATION RE: HUMAN CONDITION,
THE CLARITY AND LIBERATION
IS INSTANT…

DISHARMONY HAPPENS DUE TO FOCUS GETTING PULLED
FIRST OF ALL TO DENSE WORLDS....

....RATHER THAN REMAINING IN TRUTH OF BEING
IN ALL DIMENSIONS

AFTERNOON.......

UNADULTERATED PRIMAL REPOSE*
KNOWS NO IMPEDIMENTS WITHIN OR WITHOUT
NO CONCEPT OF NEED IN ANY DIMENSION
NO NEED OR POSSIBILITY FOR HUMAN MIND TO
FIGURE, PLAN AND UNDERSTAND
ALL SIMPLY IS

PRIMAL REPOSE ERASES
FALSE GOD/GODS OF HUMAN MIND

“A BIRD DOESN’T SING
BECAUSE IT HAS A VOICE
IT SINGS BE CAUSE
IT IS A SONG”.....**

....AND AH…ESPECIALLY
AT DAWN AND TWILIGHT
AND FROM HIGH PERCHES
(ie from/as
Primal Repose Rarefied Beingness)
**ew version of familiar quote
see below:
https://quoteinvestigator.com/2015/12/03/bird-sing/

“Sing not soulful songs with your yesterday’s mind.
Sing fruitful songs with your today’s heart.”
Sri Chinmoy

Excerpts above in this color font from
REMOVAL OF MARRIAGE VEIL
<
ALL VEILS
HUSH OF NOT

Pocket Pearls
Milestone Series Booklet
March 15, 2006
Fullmoon eclipse
Harbour Island
***************************************
above is Random Pick
for OceanSpeak today
from ew Whisper Archives
DocumentsAAAAA
MilestoneMarriageReleaseCBMar14plainfont

Friday, December 29, 2017

It is said in the Book of Zohar that the face of the first human
was identical to that of the Creator.
Later on, when the spirit of rebellion had awakened in them
(a process symbolized by the serpent wrapped around
the Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil),
they left Paradise where they had lived in the light.
They descended into the denser regions of matter
where they experienced cold, darkness,
sickness and death,
and their faces changed.
Now that they are no longer the faithful image of God,
human beings have lost their power.
The spirits of nature no longer obey them
and instead take pleasure in tormenting them.

But they must strive
to find this primordial face again and,
when they do,
all the spirits of the universe will submit to them once more.
Until then they will continue to resemble the prodigal son
of the Gospel parable who,
having left his father’s house to travel the world,
ends wretchedly as a swineherd.
But this prodigal son finally concludes that he should return to his father’s house. And one day humans will also finally understand
that they must return to the Source
– to the light, love and life of the heavenly Father –
in order to rediscover their true face.
Omraam Mikhael Aivanhov
https://www.prosveta-usa.com/true-face-we-will-rediscover-it-when-we-return-to-the-house-of-the-father_2017-12-29

Today was the first long walk to far north end of beach in probably 3 years!
Total and All Encompassing Effortless Ease!!!
What Joy...what another "Milestone"!!!
In Read More Below
is a Pot Pourri of more Favorites from today

SILENT TRUTH "...fire that keeps us alive." Sunrise/Afternoon December 27, 2017

12/27/2017

SILENCE OF ALL
<
SILENT CORES OF ALL CONNECT
WITHOUT IDO’S
<
ORIGINAL BEING’S
SILENT TRUTH OF & WITH
ALL THAT IS
ew
3:45 AM-12/27/17

Through endless time God's greatest gift
is continuously given in silence.
But when mankind becomes completely deaf
to the thunder of His Silence
God incarnates as Man.
Meher Baba
http://www.azquotes.com/quote/1100227

Note human form sitting in Point of Origin - Remembrance Rock

There is no such thing as evil.
Only relative degrees of good.
Meher Baba
http://www.azquotes.com/author/721-Meher_

All quotes below in this font color from
Meher Baba

Anything beyond your capacity will necessarily change your capacity,
because so long as everything is within your limits,
you don't know what is beyond them.
And everything concerning God and God-realization is beyond limit.
So in this way great suffering and being plagued
with terrible problems are beneficial.

What is the meaning of God-Realization?
It means to become one with God.
By thinking and imagining,
one can never become one with God.
Union is possible only after the death of thoughts and imagination
— the mind must die.

How does a person know that he has realized God?
It is automatic.
You are a human being.
Do you ever think to yourself,
`Am I a human being?´
You do not ask yourself this because you are a human being
. In the same way, once a man realizes God,
he spontaneously knows that he is God.
He has the full experience of it by personal experience.”

Petty and lofty, all are nothing,
so why give importance to the lofty?
... never try to escape,
because you cannot escape petty things...
because everything except God is petty.

The scriptures are like rotten bones
rotted and are as food for worms.
Theosophy and philosophy are like good bones rotted
and are as food for vultures.
The writings of inspired poets are like fresh bones
and are as food for dogs.
The writings of spiritually advanced saints are like flesh
and are as food for tigers.
The writings by living Perfect Masters are like brain
and are as food for men!
Good bones when rotted have some semblance of bone, but rotten bones when rotted are like filth.
So, you may go through the scriptures superficially —
only to drive away the barking dogs when necessary;
for instance, when you are called upon to answer the queries of the priests and the orthodox.

Long for what is real.
You will then have no time for worrying
over what may never happen.

Milestone Day for many reasons....one is this: A note received this morning just before afternoon from Dr.Theo Confirming Reality of Tuscany/Colorado...plus endorsement/commitment for a more public profile....
Yes, we have "longed for what is real"
and the worrying had dwindled!

AFTERNOON............

No ordinary man can tell whether
one man is a mast and another man is mad
without the divine authority of a Perfect Master.
However, the unmistakable quality that masts possess
is their ability to make one happy in their company;
whereas in the company of a mad person
one feels depression and sadness

Of the three most important things to be eliminated before attaining God-Realization
—greed, lust, and backbiting--
backbiting is the worst and most disastrous.
One can overcome greed and even lust,
though both are very hard to get rid of;
but by far the worst and most difficult habit
of all to eliminate is that of speaking ill of
and trying to find fault in others.
“And why must it be eliminated?
Because this particular act or vice
incurs the burden of sins or sanskaras of others,
which is spiritually very derogatory and reactionary.

One of the Westerners asked:
“How do you know who you are —
that you are the Source of all?”
Baba replied:
“I knew it before everything.
I came from my own Self.
One cannot know Existence
until one exists in that Existence.

Try to be a lover of God.
If you find out how to love him, you may go mad.
The real lover is never influenced by the world
or what people think of him.
He will not even care for his life.
He will remain what he is --
totally indifferent to the world,
unashamed of anything.
Meher Baba
all Meher Baba quotes above in this font color
from:
http://www.meherspiritualuniversity.org/108sayings.html

Wednesday, December 27, 2017

If you place a metal or glass pipe above a flame,
the heated air will vibrate and produce a sound.
And depending on the length of the pipe,
the sound emitted is lower or higher.
Well, by analogy,
we can say that the same phenomenon
exists in human beings.

Because we too are made of pipes:
the spinal cord, throat, esophagus, intestines, arteries,
veins, the nervous system, and so on.
And again these pipes can be longer or shorter.
When the flame that burns within us
–meaning the fire that keeps us alive–
passes through these pipes,
an extraordinary music is heard,
similar to the great pipe organs in cathedrals.

A human being thus emits sounds in space
and they can be heard and picked up by other beings.
Obviously, if this vital energy is not equitably distributed
in all the organs of the body, or if it is blocked,
a terrible cacophony will result.

Note in photo below: To left almost straight across from upside down arm to left is another face..vague but just to left of small oval cloud with darker oval in center.

But I am not really talking about the physical plane.
It is mostly on the psychic plane that it is important for humans
to succeed in organizing, purifying and enlightening their lives,
and then their whole being will emit harmonious sounds.
It will be such a symphony that angels and archangels
will draw near to listen and be filled with wonder.
Omraam Mikhael Aivanhov
https://www.prosveta-usa.com/human-body-the-an-analogy-with-the-great-pipe-organs-in-cathedrals_2017-12-27

POSSESSED BY 'SILENCE WHICH PEELS ME' Sunrise/Afternoon December 26, 2017

12/26/2017

∞
REMAIN POSSESSED BY TRUE REALITY
OF
TAO CORE
∞
<
ALL IS DESTROYED EXCEPT
THAT WHICH ORIGINALLY BREATHES-INFUSES
LIFE INTO ALL FORMS
& NON-FORMS
∞
ew
2:42 AM-12/26/17

i have nothing to offer you,
but this touch, where i disappear
i want to surrender to your silence which peels me.
- Arif K
https://www.poetseers.org/submissions/2006-2/arif-k/index.html

A MUST surrender
to the Great Silence
which peels any remaining me.
dmm/ew
2:50 AM-12/26/17

See this link for MUCH MORE re: “history” of such dmm/ew ‘surrender’:
https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-and-more/ah-the-peeling-surrender-again-milestone-sunriseafternoon-january-25-2017
also can google for:
SURRENDER THAT PEELS ME ARIF K.

He paused,
half hopefully, half timidly, whenever Captain Whalley
made the slightest movement
in the deck-chair,
as though expecting
to be conciliated by a soft speech
or else rushed upon
and
hunted off the bridge.
— Joseph Conrad,
The End of the Tether, 1902

See EXCELLENT (& long) article
re: this Joseph Conrad book:
The End of the Tether:
http://webdoc.sub.gwdg.de/edoc/ia/eese/artic98/nustedt/9_98.html

Whalley's lawyer retrospectively describes him in the same manner:

"The old fellow looked as though he had come into the world full grown and with that long beard.

I could never, somehow, imagine him either younger or older [...]

There was a sense of physical power about that man, too.

And perhaps that was the secret of that something peculiar in his person
which struck everybody who came in contact with him.

He looked indestructible by any ordinary means that put an end to the rest of us.
It was as though he were certain of having plenty of time for everything.

Yes, there was something indestructible about him;
and the way he talked sometimes
you might have thought he believed it himself"

LOTS OF COMMENTS AT END OF HUGELY LONG ARTICLE HERE..
http://webdoc.sub.gwdg.de/edoc/ia/eese/artic98/nustedt/9_98.html

.THE ABOVE
IS ONE OF THOSE END COMMENTS...
http://webdoc.sub.gwdg.de/edoc/ia/eese/artic98/nustedt/9_98.html

AFTERNOON.......

Wang asked Wu Hsiin:
"When shall I achieve this clarity?"
Wu Hsin replied,
"When the when is dead".
Wu Hsin

...below....preparing/wallking toward self-timer photo shoot on the log

All pursuits
All searches,
Takes one away from the natural state,
That state in which one always is.
Wu Hsin

All methods bind.
Those who are free
Hold to no system,
No regimen.
Wu Hsin

Embrace, my child, that which
You seek to avoid;
The fear of absence.
Absence of concepts,
Absence of ideas,
Absence of anyone to have them.
To be fully present therefore requires that
One be fully absent.
This is the Great Emptying.
Wu Hsin

When one becomes water,
One's thirst is quenched.
Wu Hsin

Know what you are not and
Be what you are.
Wu Hsin

Stop talking and thinking.
Therein, nothing can remain unknown.
Wu Hsin

BEFORE GOD WAS INVENTED..... "..beyond good & evil." "..not that you lied to me..." Sunrise/Afternoon 12/18/17

12/18/2017

PS: This entire day was Heightened beyond the words/photographs...
......am noting New Moon energies by eventide..
..had NOT remembered during the day.
dmm/ew

DEAD TO ALL THAT IS MURDER & TORTURE
AS
THIS HAS BEEN SURVIVED SINCE BEFORE TIME
SINCE BEFORE GOD WAS INVENTED IN MAN’S IMAGE
∞
TAO GRACE ALONE
∞
NO REQUIREMENT FOR REPEATS
UNLESS ONE BELIEVES IT SO
ew
3:33 AM-12/18/17

Beware that, when fighting monsters,
you yourself do not become a monster...
for when you gaze long into the abyss.
The abyss gazes also into you.

― Friedrich Nietzsche

What is done out of love always takes place
beyond good and evil.
Beyond Good and Evil, Aphorism 153
Nietzsche Quotes

Men have hitherto treated women like birds
which have strayed down to them from the heights;
as something more delicate, more fragile,
more savage, stranger, sweeter, soulful--
but as something which has to be caged up
so that it shall not fly away.
Beyond Good and Evil, "Our Virtues", 1886
Nietzsche Quotes

Madness is the exception in individuals
but the rule in groups.
Aphorism 156, Beyond Good and Evil
Nietzsche Quotes

Not that you lied to me
but that I no longer believe you -
that is what has distressed me.
Beyond Good and Evil, maxim 183
Nietzsche Quotes

AS THE COCK CROWS
-dmm/ew
excerpt:

“Fear is his belief.
You scare him.
Your miracles make him feel like a rooster without a cock.
He be frustrated he can’t harness the power.

John’s cock couldn’t make up for being a traitor to God.
Faith just be a tool for him to cut out people’s will and heart.

Murder simplified his life.”
Voodoo Dreams
Jewell Parker Rhodes

******

He forced me to Remember the primal, primordial, ancient “I AM”.

ew
From privately published
AS THE COCK CROWS
dmm/ew

In revenge and in love woman is more barbaric than man is.
Beyond Good and Evil
Nietzsche Quotes
(all Nietzsche Quotes above from
https://www.nietzsche-quotes.com/beyond-good-and-evil
and/or
dmm/ew Memory

AFTERNOON......

They (These wild people) have gone on in this way
until they have even lost the instinct
of the wild creatures,
for the wild creature knows by instinct
when a human being loves it and it will respond to that love.”

“All we can say is that man brings forth that which he gazes upon
and separates himself from God and man,
and in this way
he can go lower than the animal.

From a quote we've had for years
See full quote in Read More at end of Afternoon Photos
"These wild people..."

Even before time
there were/are Ones
who
DID/DO NOT TARRY
&
only stated/state with entire mostly wordless Being:
"Get Thee behind me!"
&
shook/shake any "dust off feet..."
walked/walk on...
leaving
"dead to bury the dead."
dmm/ew

In Haiti...
we know that
good and evil are one
but we never confuse the two.
Serpent and the Rainbow

See Read More below
for full quote re:
"These wild people...."

BAUBO NULLIFIED NAKED GRACE OF ORIGINAL BEING Milestone Sunrise/Afternoon August 3, 2017

8/3/2017

Preface Note re: BAUBO SERIES
They began Spontaneously: BAUBO'S ORGASMIC WISDOM
Oceanspeak July 12, 2017
http://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-and-more/remember-to-remember-nothing-sunriseafternoon-july-12-2017
They end TODAY Spontaneously: BAUBO NULLIFIED NAKED GRACE OF ORIGINAL BEING
Oceanspeak August 3, 2017

BAUBO DISAPPEARS
AS ONE CANNOT SEE OR NAME ONE’S OWN ORIGINAL
TRUTH OF REALITY…
<
ALL METHODS,
WAYS & MEANS
WORDS & THOUGHTS
NULLIFIED
AS
ORGASMIC CREATOR WITHIN AND WITHOUT
IS ALL THAT IS
<
THE NAKED GRACE OF ORIGINAL BEING
PURE TAO PEACE
UNSULLIED AWARENESS
ew
2:15 AM-8/3/17

She grasped everything around her because no one was teaching her anything.
Sadhguru
see next quote below

If you are capable of bringing up your children without a single advice
– it is very difficult believe me –
no one needs to teach them a spiritual process.
But everyone is talking with authority about things they have no clue about. Because of this, someone has to guide you to a spiritual process.
For example, my daughter was already traveling with me
when she was just three-and-a-half months old.
I drove across the country and she grew up like this with me
till she was five and went to school.
We were staying in a different home with different people every day,
and everyone wanted to teach her something.
But one rule I set was that no one should teach her anything.
No ABC, no 1,2, 3, no “Mary had a little lamb.”
No one taught her anything.
By the time she was eighteen months,
she started speaking three languages because she was all ears,
all the time.
She grasped everything around her because no one was teaching her anything.

Sadhguru
From full article here:

http://isha.sadhguru.org/blog/lifestyle/success/the-immensity-of-being-human/?utm_source=mailchimp&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=dmq-blog

WHO SAYS THERE IS EVEN AN “I” EXISTING
THAT HAS TO FOCUS ON HERE
WHEN HERE IS A LIE…?
∞∞
FOCUS IS ALSO A LIE…
AWARENESS,
RATHER THAN FOCUS,
IS
ORIGINAL BEING’S WAY
<
THE "INTRINSIC AWARENESS" OF TRUTH OF BEING
“POWER OF PEACE”
TAO
IS SUFFICENT FOR LIVING/BEING TRUTH
IN THE ONE ETERNAL MOMENT
REGARDLESS OF SURROUNDING
QUANTUM DIMENSIONAL
(AND/OR)
INTROJECTED
 DRAMAS
ew
7:52 AM-8/3/17
after sunrise

AFTERNOON.........................

From Bill Martin

August 3
When we know the origins of suffering
found within the synapses of our mind,
then we truly know something
that will set us free.
From Tao Te Ching, Chapter 71

Despite the insistence of the conditioned mind,
it doesn’t start “out there.”
Nothing happens in the world
that doesn’t begin within the mind.
All fear begins there.
All confusion begins there.
All violence begins there.
All suffering begins there.
All courage begins there.
All creativity begins there.
All peace begins there.
All freedom begins there.

The professional propagandists of politics and business are some of the most sophisticated social psychologists in history.
They are aware that the most vulnerable
and accessible state of mind is that of fear.
A fearful mind is ready to accept any piece of “information”
that feeds the energy of that fear.
Information that contradicts that fear is quickly dismissed as,
“unrealistic wishful thinking.”
In the conditioned mind, fear trumps all.
What is “real?”
Who says?
My morning, my day, my life and indeed the life of the planet
is determined by the focus of my attention
and the environment of my mind - in this moment.
Who and what is going to receive that attention?
Bill Martin
http://www.taoistliving.com/

I have wrapped the wide world in my wider self
And Time and Space my spirit's seeing are.
I am the god and demon, ghost and elf,
I am the wind's speed and the blazing star.

All Nature is the nursling of my care,
I am its struggle and the eternal rest;
The world's joy thrilling runs through me, I bear
The sorrow of millions in my lonely breast.

I have learned a close identity with all,
Yet am by nothing bound that I become;
Carrying in me the universe's call
I mount to my imperishable home.

I pass beyond Time and life on measureless wings,
Yet still am one with born and unborn things.

~ Sri Aurobindo “Cosmic Consciousness”

See Read More Below
for more personal note
regarding part of the Milestone Experience this morning at sunrise.

TOUCHSTONE FOR ALL THAT IS REAL MILESTONE Sunrise/Afternoon May 22, 2017

5/22/2017

CREATOR’S TAO-CORED BREATH
<
THE TOUCHSTONE FOR ALL THAT IS REAL
ew
4:38 AM-5/22/17

AFTERNOON PHOTOS BELOW

ADDENDUM
at the end of today
Pre Sunrise May 22, 2017

which turned out to be a

TOTALLY POSITIVE & AMAZING DAY DUE TO THE PHRASE IN MY SOUL BELOW IN RED FONT

Conclusion of Sadhguru excellent Reminder (at least for me!) below!!

On a certain day, a man fell into a septic tank, right up to the neck in filth. He desperately tried to come out, but he could not. After some time, he started screaming, “Fire, fire!” Neighbors heard this fire call and called the fire brigade who then came rushing. They looked all over the place – no fire. Then they found this man in the septic tank, pulled him out and asked him, “Why were you screaming ‘fire?’ Where is the fire?” Then the man retorted, “If I had said, ‘shit, shit’ would you come?” You have to do the right things, otherwise right things will not happen to you.

i also just Saturated with that link in blue above
do the right things

my one "thang" for today is "I will speak/think ONLY soul-pleasing vibrations"

(re: anything past, present, future & beyond...and re: anyone!)
WOW!

heading out soon for first sunrise on Harbour Island beach

all is VERY well right now!!!
********

BELOW ARE THE TWO SADHGURU ARTICLES I JUST ABSORBED BEFORE THE RED FONT PHRASE EMERGED AND TOOK OVER

(or i can't find later they were directly from Sadhguru, but rather from my OWN soul after Saturating with these two articles:
Pre Sunrise May 22, 2017

which turned out to be a

TOTALLY POSITIVE & AMAZING DAY DUE TO THE PHRASE IN MY SOUL BELOW IN RED FONT

http://isha.sadhguru.org/blog/yoga-meditation/demystifying-yoga/just-doing-it-expectations-in-spiritual-process/?utm_source=mailchimp&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=dmq-blog

http://isha.sadhguru.org/blog/lifestyle/7-important-life-lessons-never-forget/

ORIGINAL CREATOR SYNCHRONIZED (Milestone) March 9, 2017

3/9/2017

BREATHED IN/OF/BY AS
THE ORIGINAL CREATOR
<
SILENT MIND
ATTUNED & SYNCHRONIZED AS UNWAVERING SERVANT IN THIS GRACE
<
PERSONAL VOLITION OF A NEVERBORN/NEVERDIE ONE
NEVER REALLY WAS OR IS
<
O SO SIMPLE!
RUMI’S DROWNING MAN*
IS ALL THAT IS
ew
4:11 AM/3/9/17
*See Read More at end of Afternoon Photos for additional
“Rumi’s Drowning Man”

PSYCHOPATHOLOGY OF DIVINE COSMIC GRACE
DISAPPEARS THE PSYCHOPATHOLOGY/WETIKO-VIRUS OF DESTRUCTION
dmm/ew
A "Neverborn/Neverdie" Remembrance
See Read More at end of afternoon photos

No matter how many books you have read,
how much knowledge you have gathered –
compared to creation,
it is too limited.
Sadhguru

The greatest masterpiece of physical creation,
of what we know on this planet,
is the human body.
There is no physical mechanism that is as sophisticated
and as fantastic as this one.
And though there is an input from the masculine,
it is essentially manufactured in the womb of the feminine.
Bhairavi is the ultimate feminine nature
– creativity in its essence.
Sadhguru

Today’s science is concerned with the physical nature of the universe alone.
By changing the physicality, you will only change the appearance of life –
you will not change the quality of life in any way.
Suppose you start cycling, running, exercising,
and building muscle every day,
your appearance will change,
socially something may change,
but in your experience of life,
nothing will change.
You will be miserable with big muscles – that’s all.
Sadhguru

But if you change the dimension that is beyond physicality,
everything, the way you exist, the way you perceive life will change.
Your very connection with the universe will change.
After all, you can’t really make anything that’s life.
Life is for you to perceive and experience.
The choice you have
is to perceive and experience it more profoundly.
Unfortunately, that dimension has been completely ignored in today’s world
because of this madness about the physical.
Sadhguru
All Sadhguru quotes above are from this EXCELLENT ARTICLE re: Creation as Transmission!
http://isha.sadhguru.org/blog/yoga-meditation/science-of-yoga/tools-tap-source-creation/?utm_source=mailchimp&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=dmq-blog

Interview Excerpt re: Remembering Nisargadatta Maharaj

'Maharaj says that when he was married, his wife used to give him a very hard time.
She was always bossing him around and telling him what to do.
"Maharaj do this, Maharaj go to the market and buy that."'
     She didn't call him Maharaj, of course,
but I can't remember what she did call him.
     The translator continued:
'His wife died a long time ago, when Maharaj was in his forties.
It is usual for men of this age who are widowed to marry again,
so all Maharaj's relatives wanted him to find another wife.
He refused, saying,
"The day she died I married freedom".'

     I find it hard to imagine anyone bossing Maharaj around, or even trying to.
He was a feisty character who stood no nonsense from anyone.

Full LONG article here:
http://davidgodman.org/interviews/nis1.shtml
Excerpt above is from first page

PSYCHOPATHOLOGY OF DIVINE COSMIC GRACE
DISAPPEARS THE PSYCHOPATHOLOGY/WETIKO-VIRUS OF DESTRUCTION
dmm/ew
(see Read More below)

Read More below
Additional Rumi's Drowning Man links
Kryon, Powerfull "meditation" video/story of that, Divine Grace/Psychopathy/Sociopathy/Wetiko Virus
&
Photos

BEYOND SOUNDLESS SILENCE "..as aimless as the wind." "...beyond the limits of body and mind." MILESTONE/note March 4, 2017

3/4/2017

REALITY SO REAL
IT CANNOT BE REMEMBERED
WITH MENTAL MIND
<
THE HARA-HEART
WOMB WISDOM & BEYOND

THE SOUNDLESS SILENCE
OF A
PURE CHILD/ANCIENT ONE
&
BEYOND
ew
2:04 AM-3/4/17

Since before time and space were,
the Tao is.
It is beyond is and is not.
How do I know this is true?
I look inside myself and see.
TAO TE CHING #21
Stephen Mitchell translation
http://goodinfection.com/book-quotes-tao-te-ching-lao-tzu/

Let the Tao be present in your life
and you will become genuine.
Let it be present in your family
and your family will flourish.
How do I know this to be true?
By looking inside myself?
He who is in harmony with the Tao
is like a newborn child.
http://goodinfection.com/book-quotes-tao-te-ching-lao-tzu/

Stop thinking, and end your problems.
I alone don’t care,
I alone am expressionless,
like an infant before it can smile.
I alone possess nothing.
I alone drift about,
like someone without a home.
I am like an idiot, my mind is so empty.
http://goodinfection.com/book-quotes-tao-te-ching-lao-tzu/

March 4
Watch life with the openness of an infant
before it learns discrimination.
From Tao Te Ching, Chapter 20

--

We call infants,“innocent,”
because their minds do not grasp ideas;
do not hold convictions;
do not clench an identity;
and do not judge events.
The sage is one whose mind
has returned to innocence.
It retains wisdom,
but grasps nothing.
It remains as open as the sky.
Therefore it welcomes all things.

--

Most adults pride themselves in their ability to discriminate;
between success and failure, good and bad, right and wrong, friend and enemy,
and every other kind of polarity.
As the mind enters the final stage - the “Sage” state - it returns to the openness of infancy.
It is not feeble or senile, but it has room for wonder, joy, and awe.
It has emptied out the musty mental junk - cleaned the attic, so to speak.
It becomes a house filled with joy.
Bill Martin
http://us10.campaign-archive2.com/home/?u=ead6e09ad8c4002b93c920312&id=48e94afd87

www.taoistliving.com

20
Stop thinking, and end your problems.
What difference between yes and no?
What difference between success and failure?
Must you value what others value,
avoid what others avoid?
How ridiculous!

Other people are excited,
as though they were at a parade.
I alone don't care,
I alone am expressionless,
like an infant before it can smile.

Other people have what they need;
I alone possess nothing.
I alone drift about,
like someone without a home.
I am like an idiot, my mind is so empty.

Other people are bright;
I alone am dark.
Other people are sharper;
I alone am dull.
Other people have a purpose;
I alone don't know.
I drift like a wave on the ocean,
I blow as aimless as the wind.

I am different from ordinary people.
I drink from the Great Mother's breasts.
TAO TE CHING #20
Stephen Mitchell Translation
http://acc6.its.brooklyn.cuny.edu/~phalsall/texts/taote-v3.html#20

I’m here to serve life.
I don’t have a mission of my own.
Sadhguru

...live a life that is truly exuberant,
beyond the limits of body and mind.
http://isha.sadhguru.org/blog/sadhguru/spot/live-life-exuberantly/?utm_source=mailchimp&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=dmq-blog

PAUSE DEAREST ONE
MANY TIMES A DAY
INTO THE VAST SOURCE
…THE “NOTHING THAT IS ALL”…
UNTIL THE GREAT PAUSE TAKES OVER
IT IS THAT SIMPLE.

THE BREATH YOU
(AS AN ILLUSORY “ME” THAT PARTICIPATES
IN AN ILLUSORY DREAM IN THE DRAMA LIFE THAT SURROUNDS)
WASTE TRYING TO CHANGE OR RESIST THE DREAM
IS THE VERY SOURCE THAT CARRIES YOU INTO
THE GREAT NOTHING THAT IS ALL.
SIMPLY SHIFT AWARENESS TO INNER CORE AND DISAPPEAR
FROM ALL WORDS AND THOUGHTS.
UTILIZE THE SAME BREATH, THE SAME GREAT SOURCE,
TO CARRY YOU INTO INNER CORE….
WHERE THERE IS NEVER A WORD OR A THOUGHT.

BE STILL AND KNOW THAT I AM GOD
BE STILL AND DISAPPEAR TO ALL THAT IS NOT REAL
<
THE VAST PEACE THAT PASSETH EARTHLY UNDERSTANDING IS THEN
ALL THAT IS.
∞
ew
2:45 AM-12/6/14

For unless a man’s unconscious life is involved in his redemption,
how little in him will be permanently altered.
How heavy will be the shadow he casts
and
how opaque he will be to transmit
God’s Grace to others.
Douglas Steere

(saved in heart since Quaker Boarding H.S).
Scattergood Friends School
West Branch, Iowa
http://scattergood.org/

See Read More Below for
Milestone: dmm/ew note

....LIFE WITHOUT DEATH "...eat fire & drink light." Hara Cauldron Milestone Sunrise/Afternoon March 2, 2017

3/2/2017

AS NO ASPECT REMAINS TO SEEK AND CREATE
ALL TAO GRACE IS AVAILABLE
<
SUCH SURRENDER
AN UNWAVERING WAY OF LIFE WITHOUT DEATH
<
LOOSE LOOSED GARMENTS’
CHANGING FORMED & FORMLESS FORMS
ew
1:36 AM-3/2/17

(many people) are content just to eat, drink and breathe,
that is to say, to feed on solid, liquid and gaseous elements,
and they leave aside the fourth element – fire, light –
the one they most need to foster their aliveness, joy and inspiration,
the one that can bring them fulfilment.
You will say,
‘But how can we feed on this fourth element; where do we find it?’
By watching the sunrise in the mornings.
That is where we learn to eat fire and drink light.
Omraam Mikhael Aivanhov
http://www.prosveta-usa.com/fire-and-light-on-which-we-can-feed-at-sunrise_2011-04-05?bc=index

Karma yoga has unfortunately been described as service, but it is not so.
It is a way of undoing the impressions that you have gathered.
If you can joyfully involve yourself in any activity, that is karma yoga.
 If you do it with great effort, only karma will come, no yoga will happen!
Sadhguru

Above: Bottle lower center in edge of water

Doing something that does not mean anything to you with total involvement
is what breaks the karmic structure.
Karma means action.
If action has to become yoga, action should be liberating.
If your activity has become a process of binding yourself, it is karma.
So the question is not about how much activity you do.
How you are performing the activity is what makes the difference.
If you are crawling through your work, that is karma.
If you are dancing through your work, that is karma yoga.
Sadhguru
Excellent Full Article here:
http://isha.sadhguru.org/blog/yoga-meditation/demystifying-yoga/why-karma-yoga/?utm_source=mailchimp&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=dmq-blog

The Hara is the center of the etheric or chi body.
It is about an inch in diameter and is the gateway into the ocean of chi.
Around the Hara and with it as the center there is an envelope of energy called the ‘tan tien’. This tan tien is a ball of etheric energy about the size of a soccer ball.
It is filled from the Hara and is often called ‘the cauldron’ in Taoist alchemical texts.
This ball of energy interacts with all the organs and especially the intestines as it is where food is turned into energy.
Energy is taken from the food and mixed in the tan tien or cauldron
before being distributed throughout the body.
Having the Hara open and a full tan tien is vital for real health and vitality.
Unfortunately most people have many Samskaras and energetic blockages in this area
and the fullness that should be felt in the tan tien is absent.
http://www.alchemyrealm.com/hara.htm

See Read More
after last photos for notes
re: this amazing experience
early, pre-sunrise this morning...3/2/17

Oh soul,
you worry too much.
You have seen your own strength.
You have seen your own beauty.
You have seen your golden wings.
Of anything less,
why do you worry?
You are in truth
the soul, of the soul, of the soul.
~ Jalal ad-Din Rumi

See Read More below
for notes
re: this amazing experience
early, pre-sunrise this morning...3/2/17

Life Beyond Resurrection - Boundless, Limitless Life - Graceful, Effortless Unfolding Sunrise/Afternoon February 24, 2017

2/23/2017

EMPTIED OF RESURRECTION
AS
SOMETHING QUANTUM MORE PRESIDES
TAKES OVER
<
A BEYOND WORDS & THOUGHTS
DISSOLUTION
<
INCREASING TRUE AUTHENTICITY
<
TAO’D in/of/as BREATHER’S BREATH:
ETERNAL SELF’S TOUCHSTONE
ew
3:25 AM-2/24/2017*

*See Read More at end for journal notes

The struggle through this density of life in ego-identification
builds the strength to go beyond.
~Almine

Density represents both our incubation chamber and our prison.
It is that which polarizes the building blocks of life through value judgments,
and it’s the belief systems that uphold the delay between cause and effect.
The reality of High Magic is the reality of boundlessness,
in which intent manifests very speedily,
and where there is no place for belief systems.
The body is not accustomed to this reality,
 and so it must be prepared for it.
Almine
https://www.alminediary.com/preparing-the-body-for-high-magic/
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=31gGh2aHHMo#action=share

(dmm/ew translates Almine's High Magic as Cosmic Divine Grace)

In her New Year’s Address for 2016, Almine looks at the epidemic of depression. She explains how life has indeed provided the means for deep enjoyment, but that the required brain centers* have lain dormant through misuse. This has in turn disabled the higher function of the corpus callosum, resulting in a reality of drudgery and inertia in which the illusion of a static, fixed reality obscures the high heart’s knowing of the fluid nature of space and time. These components come online once we truly claim our magical reality.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N0LHb1ehYMs
Published on 2 Jan 2016 https://www.alminediary.com
(you tube 15 min)

The heart acts as a translator between mystical experience and intelligence.
~Rumi
https://makebelieveboutique.com/2017/02/24/21771/

Every child comes into the world
with his or her instinctual awareness healthy and intact.
In the coming civilizations of the stars,
children will mature not only retaining this ability
but developing it, honing it to a fine art.
They and their societies will live instinctually from moment to moment,
as you are now invited to begin living.

Trust yourself, your instincts, your intuitive senses.
Accept the birthright that has unfolded with you
from out of the Being behind all being.
Human design has emerged
from the highest currents of a supreme intelligence.
It is worthy of your trust.

To live spontaneously, instinctually.
To simply be.
To say the right words without thinking them out ahead of time.
To experience the purity of a mind
uncluttered by troublesome and misplaced responsibility.
To know exactly the right gesture, the right behavior,
the creative response for each and every situation.
Such are the birthrights of each and every human being.

You have been conditioned to fear what you might do
if you were to act spontaneously, but such fear is based upon a lie.
You are not evil at your core, not forged in sin.
The universe has created in you not a demon or a fool
but a magnificent, luminous being.
You share eternity’s creative power and all the wondrous beauty of time.
You share a single unified field of awareness with angels and with the Star Maker. Should you fear the spontaneity that will reveal your beauty?
Should you fear the expression of your love?

Below the level of conscious awareness feel the informational input of your surroundings flow freely in and out of your soul.
Feel it enter deep within you to be processed easily, autonomically,
in accordance with life’s design.
When you relax and release your biology to flow
in the uninhibited rhythmic currents of the love that animates all creation,
your life force naturally organizes the data
that flows through your center of observation.
Masterfully, impeccably, it brings into your momentary awareness
what is most important to your soul.

It is far better to have a poor self-image than an image crafted in conceit.
When the winds of change grow too strong for the fictions of humans
---as soon they will---
those with a poor self-image will let it go and find themselves in God.
But those who already are full of themselves have no room for God,
and they will resist any change that threatens the illusion
they have worked so long to establish.

When you receive God, you receive the consciousness
that precedes all manifestation,
the limitless consciousness of eternal love that was from the beginning,
is now, and ever shall be—before, beyond, above, and within all relationship.
This consciousness is the greatest gift that anyone could ever receive.

As you allow your life to be guided by the currents of indigenous wisdom
flowing instinctually from within you receive this gift,
you find yourself immersed in the animating emanations of the universe.
Upon the frequencies of eternal love you rediscover your purpose.
You remember your reason for this lifetime’s incarnation,
for taking on human form.

You discover that you have access to an ocean of living information.
Your access code is a child’s trust.

Photo from 11/25/15

Ken Carey
THE THIRD MILLENNIUM
Excerpts from
Chapter 7
The Spontaneous Precision of Instinct

See Read More below
for the above and additional Ken Carey quotes from this chapter
and notes

INNER JOY HOMECOMING WITHIN - THE SILENCE a "Jungian" Big Dream-Milestone Sunrise/Afternoon February 1, 2017

2/1/2017

7:22 AM - 2/1/17

INNER JOY ARRIVES
NOTHING IS THE SAME
EXCEPT FOR THAT
WHICH HAS ALWAYS BEEN REAL
<
HOMECOMING WITHIN
ew
3:07 AM-2/1/17

7:23 AM - 2/1/17

Nothing real can be threatened.
Nothing unreal exists.
Herein lies the peace of God.
Course in Miracles
also
Tara Singh - Nothing Real Can Be Threatened

We think if we are quiet, we are silent.
But we must come to silence without desire and wanting,
otherwise we are not silent.
~ Tara Singh

Silence is an active undoing of wishes knowledge
conclusions, urges, habits, and conditioning.

Thus, Silence purifies itself,
It is an involuntary cleansing process.
You give it the space, and do not interfere.

Silence,
when not imposed,
has its own energy.
Tara Singh
The Voice That Precedes Thought

See Read More at end of afternoon photos
for more information
re:
Tara Singh
http://www.josephplan.org/bio_TaraSingh.html
&
Stephan A. Schwartz
http://www.schwartzreport.net/
http://www.stephanaschwartz.com/
(Two additional Great White Birds of Truth in dmm/ew's earlier years)
&
OceanSpeaks re: Laurens van der Post's: FEATHERFALL
Category: Laurens van der Post
"Origin" of Great White Bird of Truth
&
"Jungian" Big Dream

AFTERNOON PHOTOS

Big dreams are impressive, they go with us through life,
and sometimes change us through and through,
but small dreams are fragmentary
and just deal with the personal moment.
~Carl Jung,
ETH Lecture XI 5July1934,
Page 133.
http://jungiangenealogy.weebly.com/dreams.html

“The dream is the small hidden door
in the deepest and most intimate sanctum of the soul,
which opens into that primeval cosmic night
that was soul long before there was a conscious ego
and will be soul far beyond what a conscious ego could ever reach.”
—Jung, The Meaning of Psychology for Modern Man, 1934
http://jungiangenealogy.weebly.com/dreams.html

It is as if there were another time,
under the dream,
and as if something existed there
which knew far more and saw much further than we do.
~Carl Jung, Modern Psychology, Vol. 1, Page 134.
http://jungiangenealogy.weebly.com/dreams.html

Your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart …
Who looks outside, dreams.
Who looks inside, awakens.
-Carl Jung
http://www.brilliantlifequotes.com/inspirational/carl-jung/

I am an orphan, alone; nevertheless I am found everywhere.
I am one, but opposed to myself.
I am youth and old man at one and the same time.
I have known neither father nor mother,
because I have had to be fetched out of the deep like a fish,
or fell like a white stone from heaven.
In woods and mountains I roam,
but I am hidden in the innermost soul of man.
I am mortal for everyone,
yet I am not touched by the cycle of aeons.”
– Carl Jung, Bollingen Tower inscriptions
http://www.brilliantlifequotes.com/inspirational/carl-jung/

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for additional information & photos

UNIMPEDED BEING FEATHERFALL BIRD OF TRUTH - - - - Laurens van der Post "...walking corpses..." Sunrise/Afternoon January 30, 2017

1/29/2017

ALL IRRITANTS VANISH
AS ONE REMEMBERS AT CELLULAR LEVEL
THIS TOO WAS EXPERIENCED….
PRIMORDIAL MEMORY ERASES ALL JUDGMENTS
LEAVING ONLY THE GREAT NOTHING OF TAO CORE
CREATOR/CREATION AS ONE
UNIMPEDED BEING
ALL IS A GENTLE DÉJÀ VU
ew
1:29 AM-1/30/17

Read just AFTER the morning Whisper Scribes....

Excerpt below from:
A story told to Sir Laurens van der Post by the African Bushmen....

But then it was suddenly as if a voice within him was commanding him to look up
at the forbidden summit and as he did so he saw,
in the light of one of the greatest of mythological African sunsets,
a pure white feather fluttering down from on high towards him.
He put out his hand and grasped the feather and,
they who told me the story said,
he died content.

When I asked them what the name of this great white bird was, they told me:
'The bird has many names
but we believe it was
The Bird of Truth.'

and much more here:
http://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-and-more/primordial-alchemical-gold-stunning-stillness-there-is-no-lifes-calling-sunriseafternoon-sept-8-2016

http://home.earthlink.net/~hipbone/IDTWeb/LvdPReq.html

See Read More at end of Afternoon Photos
for more notes re: FEATHERFALL

All his family members and friends have one certainty at heart -
that Sir Laurens, before going back to light, and,
like the hunter in the Bushman story, grasped, at last,
one feather of the
Great White Bird of Truth
in his outworn fingers.
From this obituary for Laurens van der Post:
http://www.independent.co.uk/news/people/obituary-sir-laurens-van-der-post-5588188.html

It seems reasonable to believe
— and I do believe --
that the more clearly we can focus our attention on the wonders and realities
of the universe about us
the less taste we shall have for the destruction of our race.
Wonder and humility are wholesome emotions,
and they do not exist side by side
with a lust for destruction
Rachel Carson
Her "credo"...
see more here:
http://us2.campaign-archive1.com/?u=13eb080d8a315477042e0d5b1&id=82c21edbf8&e=a7b5089357

IN IS THE ONLY WAY OUT
Sadhguru

Afternoon Photos Below

The best thing you can do for the world is to be joyful.
Sadhguru

Pain or pleasure,
joy or misery,
agony or ecstasy,
happens only inside you.
Human folly is that people are always trying to extract joy from the outside.
You may use the outside as a stimulus or trigger,
but the real thing always comes from within.
Sadhguru

The only thing that stands between you and your wellbeing is a simple fact:
you have allowed your thoughts and emotions
to take instruction from the outside
rather than the inside.
Sadhguru

Full article with all of above Sadhguru quotes
http://isha.sadhguru.org/blog/yoga-meditation/demystifying-yoga/in-is-the-only-way-out/?utm_source=mailchimp&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=dmq-blog

As we set about discovering the meaning of life,
we must not begin by questioning the existence of God.
In fact, we must do the exact opposite.
If we give greater and richer meaning to every moment of our life,
the existence of God will be obvious.

God is life, the fullness of life,
and in order to feel his presence we must come alive and discover that everything around us is also alive: the earth is alive, water and air are alive, fire and light are alive!
What can a dead person feel?
No matter what you give them, they will not react,
because their life has gone and they can feel nothing.
In order to experience sensations, we must be alive.
You will say you already know this.
Yes, theoretically, everyone knows it.
But this is not enough,
which is why everywhere we go we meet so many walking corpses,
who wonder what they are doing on this earth.
May they eventually decide to revive life within themselves.
Omraam Mikhael Aivanhov
http://www.prosveta-usa.com/meaning-give-one-s-life-a-richer-and-richer-meaning_2017-01-30

See Read More Below
for more notes re: FEATHERFALL

DEATH OF MORTALITY "......source of creation." Sunrise/Afternoon January 28, 2017

1/27/2017

ONLY THE VAST SILENCE
CAN UTTER THE SILENT SONGS
OF SUCH LIFE AFTER DEATH.
SUCH LIFE AS DEATH

*RESURRECTION
<
DEATH OF MORTALITY*

THE RETURN OF FULL LIFE TO ONE WHO HAS NEVER DIED…
WHO HAS NEVER BORNED.

THIS IS THE LIBERATION
OF THE ALL.

THE ALL THAT WAS WITH YOU
AS NO-THING
(NOT-HINGE)
AT THE EARTHTIME OF PLANETY** ENTRY.

ew
Friday, February 25, 2005
4:47 AM
MILESTONE-DEATH OF MORTALITY
H.I.

*added 1/28/17
**See Read More at end of post

Return is the movement of the Tao.
Yielding is the way of the Tao.

All things are born of being.
Being is born of non-being.

The Book of The Way
Saturday, 28 January, 2017 :: 40
DailyTao.org
Translation by Stephen Mitchell

Everything that you think is past,
everything that you think will be future
is right here.
If you see everything the way it is,
if the whole creation reflects within you,
if you can contain creation the way it is within you,
you become the very source of creation.
That is the way to be,
inside and outside.
Sadhguru
excerpt from
THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IS LIFE IS TO FULFILL YOUR POTENTIAL
http://isha.sadhguru.org/blog/lifestyle/most-important-things-in-life/?utm_source=mailchimp&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=dmq-blog

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(below the Afternoon Photos)
to find all Sunrise Photos in order taken this morning....
The Profound Experience is beyond wording..
....perhaps the photos can give an idea re:
what the Wording of the Whispers is "Pointing Towards".....

AH! THE PEELING SURRENDER AGAIN Milestone Sunrise/Afternoon January 25, 2017

1/24/2017

http://www.bellanuda.com/tag/liquid-nude-theme/?link=home

See Read More at end of Afternoon Photos...
for AK Nichols' "liquid nude themes" and more

AH! THE PEELING SURRENDER AGAIN
HERALDS EMBRYONIC
PRIMORDIAL UNVEILING
<
THE TAO CORE
OF
DOUBLE OUROBOROS/INFINITY SYMBOL
MIDLINES’ CROSSING
<
MOON/SUN LIGHT INHALES/EXHALES
IN UNISON
THE FORM AND FORMLESSNESS
<
INSIDE QUIVERS CEASE WITH THIS
EMBRYONIC RECOGNITION REMEMBRANCE
ew
2:26 AM-1/25/2017

"i want to surrender to your silence which peels me."
“I have nothing to offer you, but this touch, where I Disappear.”
Arif K

(googled for above Arif K ‘peeling’ quote that Surfaced to consciousness earlier
when we Stilled for Understanding re: the possessing quivers in body..that felt close to soul as well.... wondered momentarily if they were of "darkness" and/or more Clearance...
Became STILL to LISTEN beyond hearing
before the above pre-sunrise Whisper Worded)

See Read More at end of Afternoon Photos...
for AK Nichols' "liquid nude themes"
and more
for this
Peeling Embryonic Recognition Milestone "Repeat” - similar to approx 30 yrs ago

HELP ME TO A NEW INSIGHT...
ONE FILLED WITH EMBRYONIC RECOGNITION
Above Surfaces to consciousness:
(2:38 AM-1/25/17)
∞
dmm's Inner Whisper
Quaker Boarding School in mid 1960;s
http://scattergood.org/

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POOFING PRACTICE
RareFiring - Rarifying - RareFlying

See Read More Below
for additional notes/photos

ALL IS GENTLE DEJA VU "If you become the fragrance...." Sunrise/Afternoon January 21, 2017

1/21/2017

BE THE ONLY REALITY YOU TRULY ARE
AND ALL BECOMES A GENTLE DÉJÀ VU
WITHOUT ADOS’ IDO.
<
A DÉJÀ VU SOURCED IN THE QUANTUM DIMENSIONAL
COSMIC GRACE OF TAO…
EFFORTLESS EASE
CONTAINING ALL
ALPHA OMEGA
DOUBLE OUROBOROS
<
RESURRECTION
ew
4:14 AM-1/21/17

“If you become the fragrance,
you will become the very source of creation.”
Sadhguru
http://isha.sadhguru.org/blog/sadhguru/spot/pure-perception-no-judgement/?utm_source=mailchimp&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=dmq-blog

This is the nature of fragrance:
If you only know the beauty of the fragrance, you become a romantic.
If you know the chemistry of the fragrance, you become a scientist.
If you know the ecstasy of the fragrance, you could become a mystic.
If you become the fragrance, you will become the very source of creation.
Sadhguru
http://isha.sadhguru.org/blog/sadhguru/spot/pure-perception-no-judgement/?utm_source=mailchimp&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=dmq-blog

∞ BE ALL THAT IS......AND BEYOND ∞
ew
5:21 AM-1/21/17

10:20 AM-1/21/17
Just this moment, the below Found Us via a Sharing of Memory via Facebook from a post done by Dorothea Muni shared a memory. 2 years ago.
The SYNCHRONICITY of this re-Appearance at this moment.... is Deliciously Uncanny....
...yet another "Gentle Deja Vu"!!!!!....
in a Resurrected Life.

In the Garden of The Beloved
January 21, 2015 at 2:48am

A GESTURE OF LOVE
It was a Gesture of Love,
Not a skill "learned",
This coming to the Inner Presence.
I could not grasp, or The Beloved would flee,
I could not seek to hold and sustain,
Or The Friend would vanish.
The Inner Presence itself taught me this.

It was a gentle turning of Attention,
A movement of Affection,
Within, where I could not locate myself...
And yet... Aliveness Shone.

It was not enough to come to this place,
Where, unable to find myself,
"I" become Vast and Limitless.
For this "I", as well,
However subtle the feeling,
Had to Vanish.

There, at that Juncture,
I moved from thoughtful investigation,
To Feeling enquiry.

For although I could not find yourself,
I was most surely able,
To Feel myself.
Where no "I" was found,
I Felt what... Is.

And Rested there, ever more deeply.

The mind's capabilities exhausted,
I Felt for that which was there,
Before ever I learned...
"Who" I was,
"What" I was,
"How" I was...
Before ever I knew,
What "I" meant,
And "I" and "thou" arose.

The Beloved awaited there,
To Vanish with me,
Into the Great Mystery…
Which no words can describe.

My own Shining Aliveness,
Before this twinkling Dream ever sparkled...
From the Infinitely faceted diamond of…
Stop now... and Feel.
www.GardenOfTheBeloved.com
www.facebook.com/InTheGardenOfTheBeloved

...and NOW
(3:04 p.m.-1/21/17)
we have just returned from an Afternoon Beach "Session"...
...mostly solitary beach except for the birds...
The Afternoon beach experience was (IS) the SAME
as what Chuck Surface wrote that is above....
...i did NOT consciously remember his Wordings while on the beach....
...but NOW,
as we re-read them just before posting the slideshow photos above...
and then below
some of the 192 photos taken...
(YES..that's how magnificent the time out there was (IS) ).....
...we again Experience the Synchronicity of Chuck's Wordings
with the
Afternoon Experience on the beach.

It was a Gesture of Love,
Not a skill "learned",
This coming to the Inner Presence.
I could not grasp, or The Beloved would flee,
I could not seek to hold and sustain,
Or The Friend would vanish.
The Inner Presence itself taught me this.

It was a gentle turning of Attention,
A movement of Affection,
Within, where I could not locate myself...
And yet... Aliveness Shone.

It was not enough to come to this place,
Where, unable to find myself,
"I" become Vast and Limitless.
For this "I", as well,
However subtle the feeling,
Had to Vanish.

There, at that Juncture,
I moved from thoughtful investigation,
To Feeling enquiry.

For although I could not find yourself,
I was most surely able,
To Feel myself.
Where no "I" was found,
I Felt what... Is.

And Rested there, ever more deeply.

The mind's capabilities exhausted,
I Felt for that which was there,
Before ever I learned...
"Who" I was,
"What" I was,
"How" I was...
Before ever I knew,
What "I" meant,
And "I" and "thou" arose.

The Beloved awaited there,
To Vanish with me,
Into the Great Mystery…
Which no words can describe.

My own Shining Aliveness,
Before this twinkling Dream ever sparkled...
From the Infinitely faceted diamond of…
Stop now... and Feel.

above Wordings from
Chuck Surface
www.GardenOfTheBeloved.com
www.facebook.com/InTheGardenOfTheBeloved
In the Garden of The Beloved
January 21, 2015 at 2:48am

ADVERSITY'S IGNITION OF REAL LIFE - "...practicing eternity." Sunrise/Afternoon January 18, 2017

1/18/2017

UNSPEAKABLE ADVERSITY IS THE
IGNITION OF FIRE AND BREATH
<
COSMIC GRACE
THE RELIEF OF UNSPEAKABLE JOY
ew
4:54 AM-1/18/17

FIRE and BREATH
« All the mystery of life is contained in our breathing.
But life is neither to be confused with the act of breathing nor with air itself.
Life has its origins in an element higher than air and for which air is a food: fire.
Yes, life originates in fire.
Air serves only to feed this fire, and without the presence of air the fire goes out.
The lungs merely feed the fire that burns in the heart.
The primary cause of life, therefore, is fire,
and air, its brother, sustains and enlivens it.
When man breathes his last, the fire goes out:
the last outbreath extinguishes the fire.

Since it is air that sustains the fire of life,
we must pay great attention to the process of respiration.
The ability to breathe does not mean everything is fine.
No, in most people, even though they are alive and breathing,
the process of breathing has become weak, compromised.
This is why they must make the effort to work with the breath so as to animate,
purify and intensify the life within them. »
Omraam Mikhael Aivanhov

http://www.prosveta-usa.com/air-feeds-the-fire-of-life_2017-01-17
above also shared here:
http://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-and-more/joy-of-being-breathing-is-prayer-sunriseafternoon-january-17-2017

The softest thing can overcome the hardest,
Formless,
it can enter where there are no gaps or space.
-Lao Tzu
http://www.thetao.info/english/quote45.htm

It is not by bondage that you are safe.
Only when you are free are you safe.
But for a fearful mind, freedom may look scary,
because you do not know what to hold on to.
If you are not balanced, you need to hold on to something.
If you are in perfect balance, you do not feel like holding on to anything.
Those who are agile are not holding the walls as they walk –
only the infirm do.
We want to create a world that is full of life that is agile, balanced, and stable.
Once there is no need in you to hold on to something and build bondage,
your natural aspiration will be liberation.
Sadhguru

Excerpt from this Excellent article
http://isha.sadhguru.org/blog/sadhguru/spot/adiyogi-liberating-force/

In the beginning was the Tao.
All things issue from it;
all things return to it.

To find the origin,
trace back the manifestations.
When you recognize the children
and find the mother,
you will be free of sorrow.

If you close your mind in judgments
and traffic with desires,
your heart will be troubled.
If you keep your mind from judging
and aren't led by the senses,
your heart will find peace.

Seeing into darkness is clarity.
Knowing how to yield is strength.
Use your own light
and return to the source of light.
This is called practicing eternity.
Tao Te Ching
Written by Lao-tzu
From a translation by S. Mitchell

http://acc6.its.brooklyn.cuny.edu/~phalsall/texts/taote-v3.html#4

See Read More below for
Milestone ew/dmm notes