BEYOND WORDS & THOUGHTS
ORIGINAL BEING BEFORE TIME
AKASHA TAO CORE
‘OLDER THAN GOD’*
“IT IS FINISHED”**
“My interior or spiritual life was finished.”***
*Stephen Mitchell, TAO te Ching #4
**Christ words on cross, John 19:28-30
***Bernadette Roberts – See Read More below Afternoon Photos
My interior or spiritual life was finished.”
See Read More below Afternoon Photos
More Regarding the Disclosures from Bernadette Roberts
into your moment of solitude....
with the light-heartedness of the young who are in
awe and wonder of the first morning in spring
where all things are new and germinate.
as with the young eagle
when spreading his wings
for his virgin flight.
he also knows he has to be bold.
It is something he must do
on his own, there is no help.
of wide and bright horizons,
and the promise that all is well.
that you glimpse
and in the moment
of forgetfulness of nest-security
the thrilling flight of the Soul is born.
Peter O. Erbe
GOD I AM
creating the entanglement between It an the body.
Once the debris has been removed,
any seeming self melts away
like a candle approaching the sun.
This is the path of the rejection of all paths.
Read More Below
Re: "My interior or spiritual life was finished."
- Bernadette Roberts
Bernadette Roberts - The Experience of No-Self
This work on nondual realization is a detailed report on growth beyond
what may be called the final duality, or what Roberts calls the first of
two distinct and separate movements in Christian contemplative
The first contemplative movement is described as union of the self with
God, where God is the "still-point and axis" of being. In the first
movement, self is not yet lost, but functions as a higher self in its
union with God. The sense of personal selfhood remains. Abiding in God
remains. Being centered in God remains. The divine life remains. God and
But in the second contemplative movement, self and God fall away, and
"that" remains. Union with God gives way to God beyond union. The mind
becomes fixed in the permanent now. The self's union with God transcends
"Here now," Roberts says, "begins the journey beyond union, beyond self
and God, a journey into the silent an still regions of the unknown."
So begins the outline of a detailed and revealing journey whose insights
are fresh and capable of nudging a person toward a further
understanding. It is also without reference to Eastern traditions and
vocabulary, which makes it interesting and different.
Roberts describes a quality of silence she had known on occasions, which
was so total as to evoke fear, annihilation, point of no return. Always
she would return to her usual self, warding off the fear through willful
thoughts of God, thus breaking the silence.
One day, however, that silence could not be broken, for the fear did not
come. And so there was no reason to return to the relationship between
self and God.
Roberts simply remained in that great silence.
For 8 days the silence rendered her almost unable to function. There
were moments of exhaustion and near black-out. Every chore had to be
done with great attention to every detail.
By the 9th day, Roberts was able to function as usual, but she noticed a
part of her mind had closed down. She had become emptied of the past and
come to live in the present moment.
Trying to understand that silence, Roberts first perceived it to be a
kind of absorption into God. Then, after a month, she revised her
pecerption to be one of "seeing", a kind of opening-up, not a closing
She soon discarded that perception and decided to research the works of
John of the Cross. There she found nothing describing her experience.
Coming home that day from the library, Roberts turned her gaze inward
and saw there was no longer a center, no longer a self. There was
emptiness. She felt great joy and lightness with this knowledge. She
decided that this emptiness and joy was Christ. She could live forever
with that. However, further annihilation was in the cards.
download PDF HERE
Also an interview with the author:
Bernadette Roberts is the author of two extraordinary books on the Christian contemplative journey, The Experience of No-Self (Shambhaia, 1982) and The Path to No-Self (Shambhala, 1985). A cloistered nun for nine years, Roberts reports that she returned to the world after experiencing the “unitive state,” the state of oneness with God, in order to share what she had learned and to take on the problems and experiences of others.
further downloads: The path of Noself What is Self
In The Experience of No-Self you talk at great length about your experience of the dropping away or loss of self. Could you briefly describe this experience and the events that led up to it. I was particularly struck by your statement
“I realized I no longer had a ‘within’ at all. . . .
My interior or spiritual life was finished.”
For so many of us, the spiritual life is experienced as an “inner” life — yet the great saints and sages have talked about going beyond any sense of inwardness.
(excellent clarifying interview on above link)
PDF for Roberts’ “Finale” begin page 157
MILESTONE NOTES for August, September, October 7th's, 2018
August 7, 2018
Legal Husband since 2010 and Holy Gift of thirty years took FINAL FLIGHT in this house...in next room from me at the EXACT minute (5:32AM) i sent an e-mail to a variety of people re: The Power of Rumour and that i would start one saying I'm hired long ago (but was NOT allowed to tell anyone) by Tyler Perry & Oprah Winfry to write a book re: this man, his family, and this island....to Endvision that took away the "horrors" we were experiencing with parasitic family members in house who have stolen much from him as he could/would not say and carry out a NO! re: their actions.
I did NOT know he had Flighted at that time...a Big Bird and then a smaller one Told me as i returned from beach....approx 6:30 AM
Above is example of being in OWN" GOD I AM" energy and Everything Sorts without polarization...this also Happened when I was in TN visiting boys and their father..taking a break from intense times wih Mother in nursing home that was allowing maggots to get in her foot...Mother was NOT doing well...i did NOT think of Ma even one little bit (had been obsessing re: her situation for months and involved in the caretaking)
When i returned from TN found mother happy and radiating/glowing....she had Transformed when i was NOT obsessing and trying to "manage" her "healing"....
September 7, 2018
ACTIVATION AT REMEMBRANCE ROCK
was picked up by breakers and slammed up on the sharp coral...a "miracle" eye not put out or worse injuries...it was definitely a NDE we shall never forget...INSTANTLY Understood we had passed yet another "Initiation" as there was no fear or horror...just a LEAP into QUNATUM DIMENSIONS of Peace and Understanding since befor time.
See OceanSpeak for this date:
October 7, 2018
from Oct 7th Journal
I know only
this blissful plenitude of all-pervading peace,
into which the dream of the universe unfolds,
where consciousness has awoken
within the void of the Absolute,
and has blissfuly announced
awareness of itself as,
(Quoted on Remembrance Rock Activation Day…9/7/18…see above OceanSpeak link for 9/7/18)
Whisper for Oct 7 2018
AKASHA TAO CORE
TRUTH OF ORIGINAL BEING
HAS NO POLARIZATIONS
THE GREAT SILENCE JUST IS
BREATH JUST IS
THE EMBRACE OF OPPOSITES
LOOSING THE OLD
EMBRACING THE NEW
WITHOUT IDO’S ADO
NO WORDS OR THOUGHTS TO EXPLAIN OR JUSTIFY
BE THE ”GOD I AM”* SILENCE THAT IS SOURCING ALL
RELIEF AND APPRECIATION
POISONOUS, PARASITIC, DEBILITATING INROADS INTO SOUL
*GOD I AM –
Peter O Erbe
One Last Note Regarrding STAYING in GOD BEING for FOUR HOURS STRAIGHT
in Dentist Chair October 9, 2018
did not shake or panic due to severe phobia of torture remembered thru the ages with mouth/teeth...
This is another example of the STATE of ACTIVATION and REBOOT that Happened Sept 7, 2018 Remembrance Rock when crashed by breaker onto the Coral full of needle point pieces of coral that could have put an eye out and more. The CRASH caught me at my right cheekbone..just beneath the right eye. leaving small gash thru the flesh..