Category: Tao

UNTHINKABLE UNWORDABLE June 11, 2019 "...soul issuing forth Truth knows because it is Truth."

6/11/2019

WHATEVER IS
JUST IS
∞
IMPECCABLE ISNESS CLARITY
VIA
PURE ORIGINAL-SILENCE CORE
IN/OF/AS ALL ASPECTS OF BEING
(AND/OR WHAT SOME NAME ‘NON-BEING’, NO-SELF etc etc)
∞
AH!
IT IS
SIMPLY
THE UNTHINKABLE
UNWORDABLE
AS
TRUTH OF BEING
PREVAILS
∞
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5:43 AM-6/11/19

BE STILL AND KNOW
THAT I AM GOD
Psalm 46:10*
************
LISTEN
OR
THY TONGUE WILL KEEP THEE DEAF
Native American Proverb

*https://guidedchristianmeditation.com/181/meditation/be-still-and-know-that-i-am-god-the-meaning-of-be-still-will-surprise-you/

From
GOD I AM
Peter O. Erbe
Chapter 6 – SELF-RELIANCE

If approached by Truth,
the sneer of the altered Ego is only too familiar,
because it perceives Truth as the threat,
and not itself.

Such a Self tends to give way to lowly doubt,
by asking True Perception:
‘How do you know?
Where do you know it from?’

It would be the same as walking in the rain and being wet,
the question being asked:
‘How come you know you are wet?’
We know we are wet because we are wet,
it is as simple as that.
The soul issuing forth Truth knows because it is Truth.

If we only cared to slow down,
lift our eyes but for a moment from our daily busy-ness
or find stillness in the silent thunder of a sunrise
and dared to look within,
we would find something so precious
against which all things pale into nothingness.

If we braved ourselves to look where we constantly look from,
we would discover that we are really much wiser than we think.

If two or three gather to communicate and thoughts
should ascend from the personal to the impersonal,
that is from the material to the things of the Spirit,
then greatness is born.

Then the I AM gushes forth its truth and we are surprised
at the wealth of knowing we carry in the depths of our heart.
Then the intellect is by-passed,
and communication occurs along the golden thread
which runs through all men
– simpleton and genius alike –
and that is the heart.

It is here and not in intellect where virtue resides.
It is here where Spirit dwells,
and Spirit is wild and free,
it cannot be tamed by creeds, dogmas and concepts,
it cannot feed on dollars
or the things dollars can buy,
but on greater thought
which lifts the Soul above
the petty bickerings
of the marketplace.

If men communicate thus,
they become conscious of their unity,
then it matters not who utters words of Truth,
for they know it is the property of all,
it is the nectar of the Soul.

It is eternal,
and Man’s treasured progress
becomes as fugitive dust
in the light of the Soul.

This is true sustenance,
and lifts a man beyond his private Self,
transmutes him into the knowing of his essence,
his God-SELF,
thus each of such men shall part
a greater man than when he came.

According to his truth shall a man avail.
Such a one need not conform
-he owns his truth-
he finds true security in his Being,
and that is God.

God I Am
Peter O. Erbe
Chapter 6 – SELF-RELIANCE
(page 214)

AFTERNOON

Strolling thru yard to Afternoon Beach,
eyes were gazing at grass when suddenly a shadow darted right in front on my feet...
.....first Sense was of a butterfly...
...then INSTANTLY Knew it must be the "pet" hummingbird....
just as that Realization Happened
i looked up from grass to the aloe plant this bird takes to....
...and the bird was flying directly towards and very close to my face...
... back from the plant at my eye level....
....as though to make sure i NOTICED her!
It seemed the very instant I noticed her,
she then zoomed back to plant and stayed for the longest..
...going about her usual Dance with Creation....
(and also)...as though Cavorting for the camera...
....see the entire series in Read More Below Afternoon Photos...

Read More Below
All Hummingbird Photos
Quote from Peter O. Erbe
God I Am

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TAO SILENT PRESENCE "...no one here to awaken." June 1, 2019 "...only purpose you are here for..." OrgasmicSneezes Milestone

6/1/2019

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+AS THE PRESENT MOMENT
IS ALWAYS BEFORE/DURING/AFTER FOREVER
=
THE TAO SILENT PRESENCE
∞
ALL IS ETERNALLY WELL*
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2:14 AM-6/1/19
*See Random Pick Below
+
Orgasmic Sneezes
below
Afternoon Photos

*RANDOM Pick AFTER the Morning Whisper Worded
#42 WORRY
OSHO
TRANSFORMATION TAROT

Have you ever taken note of one thing? –
the present is always juicy the present is always blissful.

Worry and suffering are created
either by what you wanted to do in the past
and could not do,
or by what you want to do in the future
and don’t know whether you will be able to do or not.

Did you ever notice,
did you ever look at this small truth,
that there is no suffering in the present,
there is no worry?

This is why the present does not disturb the mind –
anxiety disturbs the mind.

There is no suffering in the present.
The present doesn’t know suffering--
the present is such a small moment
that suffering cannot fit into it.
In the present only heaven can fit, not hell.
Hell is too big!

The present can only be peace,
can only be happiness.
OSHO
#42 WORRY
TRANSFORMATION TAROT

David Carse - ‘nobody home’

The flute does not know music:
it does not know ‘G’ from ‘B flat;’
it does not know tempo or emphasis,
and cannot make music come out of itself:
it’s just a hollow bamboo stick with holes in it!

It is the musician who has the knowledge
and the skill and the intention
and the dexterity, and whose breath
blows through the instrument
and whose fingers manipulate the openings
so that beautiful music flows out.

When the music is ended,
no one congratulates the wooden stick
on the music it made:
it is the musician who is applauded and thanked
for this beautiful gift of music.

It is precisely so with what we think of as our ‘selves.’
We are instruments, hollow sticks,
through which the Breath, the Spirit, the Energy
which is Presence,
All That Is,
Consciousness, flows.

Just as it is not the flute making the note,
but the Musician making the note through the instrument,
so it is the breath which is Presence
which animates this mind and body
and comes out through this mouth
to make it seem
that this mouth is speaking words.

The basic misunderstanding,
the basic ignorance,
is this unwitting usurpation of the role of Musician
by the instrument.

This inversion of the truth is spontaneously realized
when the Understanding occurs.
It becomes obvious that there is no individual,
that there is ‘nobody home,’
no entity here to be the doer or not.

Because awakening
is.....

...simply the Understanding
that there is no one here to awaken.

~ David Carse, Perfect Brilliant Stillness

http://nomindsland.blogspot.com/2019/05/david-carse-nobody-home.html?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=Feed%3A+NoMindsLand+%28No+Mind%27s+Land%29

AFTERNOON

What in your life is calling you?
When all the noise is silenced,
the meetings adjourned,
the lists laid aside,
and the wild iris blooms by itself
in the dark forest,
what still pulls on your soul?
—Rumi

DIMENSIONS
JOHN MCINTOSH

There ‘is’ only ONE,
despite the appearance of many.

This ONE may be called Pure Conscious Awareness,
SELF or many other names.
IT is indivisible
but when the belief in separation is present
the ‘Light’ of Consciousness
seems to ‘split’ into numberless parts.

This phenomena [illusion or dream]
is also represented by the concept of ‘dimensions’,
which are only levels ‘of’ the Awareness of ONE.

The less the Awareness,
the so called lower the level
of ‘perception’ of dimensions.

The third dimension is the most commonly known
with much talk about
4th and 5th dimensions in recent years.

You are NOT the body-mind-identity [a person]
or the thoughts the mind generates
… anything that is temporary is NOT Real …
just part of the projections
on the screen of Consciousness or Nothing-ness
when separation is believed in.

When Consciousness departs a body-mind-identity
[what the false self calls death]
it does not go to a so called ‘other side’ …
it ‘goes’ nowhere since ONE
has no distance to and from anything.

The projected dream continues in a subtler body
[also an illusion]
and leads the dreamer to other dream experiences …
all with the single purpose of Awakening
to the full Awareness of the ONE IT ‘is’.

The departure from the body
does not somehow bring you to Truth.
All this activity is simply dreaming ‘within’ dreams ...
no matter how beautiful or so called ‘spiritual’ it may seem.

The mind loves phenomena
and makes these concepts of dimensions,
subtle bodies and other unseen entities
somehow ‘special’ …they are NOT,

......(they are)
just another variety of dreaming
but with an enormous influence
to ‘distract’ you from the
only purpose you are here for …

the full Awareness
of the God you ‘are’
as ONE.
https://www.johnmcintosh.info/post/dimensions

Don't be afraid to show your light..
If it ends up being too much for people..
tell them to wear sunglasses!
Gabrielle Roth

You just have to determine
to settle for nothing less than being FULLY ALIVE,
to show up, be who you are,
and share your gifts.
Gabrielle Roth

...offering this touch where i Disappear....
arif k

Remembrance Rock in the distance.....

ORGASMIC SNEEZES

After all of the Cavorts with Self-Timer clicking away.....
.......We Perched and Snuggled and Rested on Remembrance Rock below....for the longest...just Paused.....no self-timer clicking...
....and suddenly without warning....
a series of Orgasmic Sneezes began
...we counted the "usual 15" of them.....
....this has Happened several times this lifetime
when a huge CHANGE in the life is occurring.....or rather...
this always MARKS the CHANGE and Final Shift at the time...

Years ago, long after these type Episodes had been Happening,
we found More re: this via OSHO
see Category in right hand column for
OSHO CREATION ORGASM

Below
we NOW Understand
that yesterday... May 31st...
there was Preparation
for what Happened today
with the
Orgasmic Sneezes

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O THE FOLLY OF EXPLAINING "...wisdom of the holy fool." ".... path of the eternal sucker." "The juice of life..." 1/29/19

1/29/2019

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SHIFTED GEARS OF HIGHER OCTANE
TOLERATE NO THINKING OR WORDS OF EXPLANATION
<
AS NO SELF REMAINS THAT NEEDS EXPLANATIONS
O THE FOLLY OF EXPLAINING TO OTHERS
∞
REST & SOAR IN NEUTRAL GLIDE VIA THE
INVISIBLE AIR CURRENTS OF
CREATOR’S AKASHA TAO CORE POSSESSION
<
HOLY FOOL CONSCIOUSNESS*
ALL IS THE IMPERSONAL SEAMLESS BREATH OF CREATION
ew
2:54 AM-1/29/19

*It is a way of painting.
It is a way of living.
It is a way of transcending the banal inhibited self
and finding the divine.
It is a struggling downward journey –
this stumbling, daring and devout pilgrimage
back to mature innocence and raw beauty;
to the sublime joy
and the natural intelligence and wisdom
of the holy fool.

https://theawakenedeye.com/2018/02/21/on-losing-the-plot-and-regaining-the-world-of-the-holy-fool/

* ‘Paint as you like and die happy’
said the writer and painter Henry Miller.

https://theawakenedeye.com/pages/regressive-painting-and-the-holy-fool/

AFTERNOON

Where are you going? - Truthlesstruth
Spiritual Junkie

How many retreats do we need to attend, and
How many healing ceremonies does it take, and
How many awakenings do we have to go through,
To understand their message?

So long as trust in the universe is lacking,
we keep dialing God’s number like fools.
And as the medicine becomes our diet,
We won’t dare to hang up the phone.

But has our head ever disappeared,
As we lost sight of it?
Do we need to keep repeating our names,
To know what we are called?

A spiritual junkie lives from rush to rush,
And neglects many everyday concerns.
Not knowing that that way,
He hurries right past most gems of life.

He wants the high’s without the low’s,
But nothing exists independent of its opposite.
By continuously seeking spiritual bliss,
He walks the path of the eternal sucker.

The Truth is never hidden from anybody.
The sacred time and space is right here now.
Seek no further, get on with life.
In the love, in the light, in the glory and in the darkness.

Unknowing

The universe makes most sense by not making much sense.
As its purpose is to have no particular purpose,
It has infinite creative potential.

It moves as it stays and stays as it moves.
As change is its only constant,
It remains forever the same.

It has always been going on without going anywhere.
As it has never started and will never end,
Time does not apply to it.

It gives rise to all pairs of opposites.
And as the source of everything,
Nothing exists apart of it.

You are neither its puppet nor its master.
These ideas are based on self and other,
But such separation never took place.

There is only all-self which is all-other,
Forever re-creating itself out of itself.
We are IT dreaming we are other.

Now, wake up.
But beware.
The juice of life is in the dream.

https://truthlesstruth.wordpress.com/
Shared here:
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Tao Te Ching #41
When a superior man hears of the Tao,
he immediately begins to embody it.
When an average man hears of the Tao,
he half believes it, half doubts it.
When a foolish man hears of the Tao,
he laughs out loud.
If he didn't laugh,
it wouldn't be the Tao.

Thus it is said:
The path into the light seems dark,
the path forward seems to go back,
the direct path seems long,
true power seems weak,
true purity seems tarnished,
true steadfastness seems changeable,
true clarity seems obscure,
the greatest art seems unsophisticated,
the greatest love seems indifferent,
the greatest wisdom seems childish.

The Tao is nowhere to be found.
Yet it nourishes and completes all things.
Translation by Stephen Mitchell.
http://dailytao.org/

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CREATOR'S FOOL "...forget the rules....You are an artist." "... in a deeper rhythm..." Tao of the Zentropist January 28, 2019

1/28/2019

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CREATOR’S FOOL
PARTS ALL RED SEAS WITHOUT “ido’s”
∞
ORIGINAL TRANSPARENT CONDUIT
EFFORTLESS EASE
with
elizabeth walker’s
written/spoken Utters
AS
STAFF/ROD OF MOSES
∞
EARTHLY ‘MOSES’
REQUIRED/REQUIRES
elizabeth walker to
possess consciousness
as
STAFF/ROD OF MOSES & MORE*
AND SO IT IS!
∞
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3:58 AM-1/28/19

*Yea, when I walk in the valley of shadow,
I will fear not evil to me; for Thou art with me;
Thy rod and Thy staff comfort me
(Ps. 23:4)
http://www.biblemeanings.info/Words/Artifact/Staff.htm

Nietzsche’s “Three Transformations”

In a kind of parable,
Nietzsche describes what he calls
the three transformations of the spirit.
The first is that of the camel, of childhood and youth.
The camel gets down on his knees and says,
“Put a load on me.”
This is the season for obedience,
receiving instruction and the information
your society requires of you
in order to live a responsible life.

But when the camel is well loaded,
it struggles to its feet and runs out into the desert,
where it is transformed into a lion --
the heavier the load that had been carried,
the stronger the lion will be.

Now, the task of the lion is to kill a dragon,
and the name of the dragon is “Thou shalt.”
On every scale of this scaly beast, a “thou shalt” is imprinted:
some from four thousand years ago;
others from this morning’s headlines.
Whereas the camel, the child,
had to submit to the “thou shalts,”
the lion, the youth, is to throw them off
and come to his own realization.

And so, when the dragon is thoroughly dead,
with all its “thou shalts” overcome,
the lion is transformed into a child
moving out of its own nature,
like a wheel impelled from its own hub.
No more rules to obey.
No more rules derived
from the historical needs
and tasks of the local society,
but the pure impulse to
living of a life in flower.

For the camel,
the “thou shalt” is a must, a civilizing force.
It converts the human animal into a civilized human being.
But the period of youth is the period of self-discovery
and transformation into a lion.
The rules are now to be used at will for life,
not submitted to
as compelling “thou shalts.”

It comes the time for using the rules in your own way
and not being bound by them.
That is the time for the lion-deed.
You can actually forget the rules
because they have been assimilated.
You are an artist.”

Excerpt from Power of Myth by Joseph Campbell
To be found here.

https://truthlesstruth.wordpress.com/2014/02/15/nietzsches-three-transformations/

A Passing Show - Etty Hillesum

Understand that all outer appearances are a passing show...
People sometimes say: "you must try to make the best of things."
I find this such a feeble thing to say.

Everywhere things are both good and very bad at the same time.
The two are in balance, everywhere and always. I never have
the feeling that I have got to make the best of things.
Everything is fine just as it is.

Every situation, however miserable, is complete in itself
and contains the good as well as the bad...
Things come and go in a deeper rhythm, and people must
learn to listen..

Etty Hillesum
Jewish Mystic of the Holocaust
From: Letters from Westerbork
Aug 1943

Etty died in Auschwitz Nov. 30, 1943
at the age of 29

**********************

"All shall be well, and all shall be well,
and every kind of thing shall be well."

Julian of Norwich
Christian Mystic
1342-1416

https://mysticmeandering.blogspot.com/2019/01/a-passing-show-etty-hillesum.html?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=Feed%3A+MysticMeandering+%28Mystic+Meandering%29

AFTERNOON

And as a Zentropist,
we must always remain true to the creed that,
“The fluent blade cuts cleanly.”
(Credit for the above quote is the novelist Takashi Matsuoka in his novel,
“Cloud of Sparrows”
which I think probably ought to be better known than it is).

https://zentropist.wordpress.com/about/the-seven-primary-attributes-of-the-zentropist/

Some may believe that our journey through life
is walked on the precipice of a Great Abyss,
which we may choose to acknowledge or not,
and that our actions will indeed
“echo through time”
whether we realize this or not.

Whether we gaze into the abyss,
and whether or not it looks back are inconsequential;
the Zentropist has a responsibility to share his or her gifts,
however humble they may be perceived,
for in doing so
he or she will be rewarded one thousand-fold.

Thus speaks the Tao of the Zentropist…

https://zentropist.wordpress.com/2009/02/11/the-zentropist-defined-the-fifth-attribute/

“Our ends know our beginnings,
but the reverse isn’t true.”
Don Winslow - The Force
quoted here on this excellent page!:
https://zentropist.wordpress.com/2017/11/15/our-ends-know-our-beginnings/

Beware those who claim to have all the answers…
Those who possess true wisdom
understand that which they do not know.
https://zentropist.wordpress.com/2015/01/01/perspective-when-in-doubt-get-some/

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ALL JUST IS "... free and peaceful in all you do." "The first seeds of life... January 24, 2019

1/24/2019

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' is
STILLING, SINKING, DIAPPEARING INTO
SILENT AKASHA TAO CORE WITHIN
<
ULTIMATE ‘GOOGLE SEARCH' IS:
BE STILL & KNOW
=
EACH MOMENT IS
THE EMBODIED SOUL’S QUESTION & ANSWER
BEYOND EGOIC ASPECTS’ ASKINGS OR TELLINGS
<
QUESTIONS & ANSWERS
ALSO DISAPPEAR
ALL JUST IS
BE THAT!
ew
4:31 AM-1/24/19

No teacher or master is in possession
of your enlightenment.
Ultimately only you can free yourself.

Just shed your
delusions like a sweaty shirt and slip into the
stream of zen and tao, empty minded,
quiet hearted, at rest in the midst
of everything and at peace
with all that
occurs.

Polish
yourself on your
own over and over until
you disappear, and you’ll wake up
right where you are. You’ll see straight
through the snares of the world and
pass freely into complete
realization.

Wei wu Wei Ching, Chapter 27
Paperback / Kindle here
iPad/iPhone
iBooks
https://brianbrownewalker.com/weiwuweiching/

Brian Browne Walker - Nothing is apart

There is no
difference between your
body and the body of the buddha.
If ignorance exists, seeds
of realization are
sown in it.

Seeing
yourself in the master and
the master in yourself, you sense
reality. Understanding that all worldly
phenomena and the one reality are
interwoven and inseparable,
you begin to experience
peace and comfort.

Carrying on,
continuing on with concentration,
you illuminate your own buddha nature
from within, and then, seeing that nothing
is apart from it, become free
and peaceful in all
you do.
Wei wu Wei Ching, Chapter 8
https://brianbrownewalker.com/
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AFTERNOON

The Way
is a path for one.
Then it narrows until there’s
not even space for you
anymore.
Wei wu Wei Ching, Chapter 51
http://brianbrownewalker.com/

Tao is a whirling emptiness, yet
when used it cannot be exhausted.
Out of this mysterious well
flows everything in
existence.

Blunting
sharp edges, untangling
knots, softening the glare, it
evolves us all and makes
the whole world
one.

Something is
there, hidden and
But I do not know whose
child it is — it came
even before
God.

from The Tao te Ching of Lao Tzu,
Chapter 4
https://brianbrownewalker.com/tao-te-ching/

If you
correct your mind, the
rest of your life will fall into place.
This is true because the mind is the governing
aspect of a human life. If the river flows
clearly and cleanly through the
proper channel, all will
be well along its
banks.

The
Integral Way
depends on decreasing, not increasing;
to correct your mind, rely on not-doing.
Stop thinking
and clinging to complications;
keep your mind detached and whole.
Eliminate mental muddiness and obscurity; keep your mind
crystal clear. Avoid daydreaming and allow your
pure original insight to emerge.
Quiet your emotions
and abide in
serenity

Don’t
go crazy with the
worship of idols, images, and ideas;
this is like putting a new head on top of the head
you already have. Remember: if you can
cease all restless activity, your
integral nature will
appear.

from Hua hu Ching, Chapter 45
https://brianbrownewalker.com/hua-hu-ching/

Among the four elements,
it is not the earth but water that corresponds best
to the way we can understand matter.

Water is the symbol of primordial matter
that received the fertilizing seeds of spirit,
and this is why, in the beginning of the book of Genesis,
we are told that
'a wind from God swept over the face of the waters'.
Water is the matrix of life.

Life emerged from water
thanks to the principle of fire – spirit –
that put water in motion.
Without the action of fire,
life is not possible.

Alone, water – matter – has no life;
it is fire that infused life into it.

On the earth, our planet, life is also born
of the action of fire on water.

Photo: 12-18-2014

The first seeds of life,
brought by the sun's rays,
travelled to the ocean's waters
that welcomed them like a loving mother.

12-17-2014

She carried them in her womb
and they grew, multiplied
and gave rise to all the forms of life
that we know today.

Omraam Mikhael Aivanhov
https://www.prosveta-usa.com/fire-and-water-the-action-of-spirit-on-matter_2019-01-24

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BE EMBRYONIC BREATH "...unremitting alertness." 12/22/18 "... born out of the dark fertility of death."

12/22/2018

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6:55 AM

BE EMBRYONIC BREATH
IN/OF/AS
AKASHA TAO CORE’S
ORIGINAL SANCTARII
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6:25 AM-12/22/2018

7:01 AM

Live with unremitting alertness.
~Joseph Campbell

Taking the moon into your practices brings you closer to the bone....
inquiry for today~ what is behind your dark moon?
https://makebelieveboutique.com/2018/12/22/28666/

I think it is a good idea to study death because,
as Campbell says, it is
"the prime condition of life."
Life and death are two sides of one coin.
Together- always together- life and death
complement and complete each other.

If we play dumb about death, life loses its vitality and meaning.
We may never fully understand death while we are alive,
but that does not mean that we should fear it,
or deny it, or merely tolerate it with a weary attitude.
Death has so much to teach us- it is our greatest teacher.

When we study death
we see how everything is dying and being reborn as something else,
over and over, every day, everywhere,
in all kingdoms, species, elements, and forms.
Nothing is wasted, everything has its purpose,
all things are connected,
and therefore eternal,
in the vast cycle of birth and death.

When we understand this,
we can let go of our crippling compulsion
to hang on tight to who we think we are
and to what we think we need in order to survive.

We can appreciate how new life
is always born out of the dark fertility of death.

We can enjoy what is given with gusto,
grieve what is lost with passion,
and dwell with humor and faith in the vast,
infinite mystery.
~Elizabeth Lesser
https://makebelieveboutique.com/2018/12/22/28666/

AFTERNOON

GREAT BREATH OF LIFE & DEATH
IS ONLY LIFE….
NOTHING MORE – NOTHING LESS
∞
ew
3:50 AM-4/8/2018

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Transcending Possession TAKE NO THOUGHT "...become an ocean,.." December 19, 2018

12/19/2018

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TAKE NO THOUGHT FOR THE BEHAVIORS OF AN OTHER’S FORM
ANY MORE THAN YOU CONCERN YOURSELF WITH DAILY MEAT AND SUSTENANCE…
YOU HAVE LEARNED TO KNOW ONLY ME, AND DAILY NEEDS ARE PROVIDED.
THIS TOOK YOU QUITE A TIME TO REMEMBER…
AND NOW YOU MUST REMEMBER THIS WITH ALL OTHER PEOPLE ON EARTH…
ESPECIALLY WITH THE HOLY GIFT…

AS YOU HAVE REMEMBERED IT WELL WITH ALL OTHERS,
NOW LIVE IT WITH HIM
RELEASE HIM, AND ALL,
FROM ALL THOUGHT OF EXPECTATION…

BY SIMPLY KNOWING, BEYOND AWARENESS, WHAT I HAVE GIVEN TO YOU,
IT COMES INTO FORM IN DIVINE TIME…
THERE IS NO NEED TO PUSH THE RIVER
OR ATTEMPT TO BRING ABOUT PHYSICAL MANIFESTATION…
ANY ATTEMPTS BY YOU ONLY IMPEDE MY MOVEMENT
ew
Transcending Possession
approx. 1992
slightly updated 5/12/15
Words Scribed from that which is “older than God”*

*#4 Tao trans by Stephen Mitchell
also shared here:
https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-youthanasia-sanctarii/pure-receptivity-sunriseafternoon-may-12-2015
(all of the above..a Random Pick from unpublished archives
a much-needed and Perfect Re-Reminder for this morning....
...and all time in earth time-zones!)

Leaving manhood behind, there's no doubt you'll become an angel;
The earth you'll leave then, and head for Heaven.
Transcending the angel,
become an ocean,
whose each drop will be larger than the countless Seas of Oman.
Rumi

a Love that is "beyond love"....
ew
also shared here:
https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-youthanasia-sanctarii/pure-receptivity-sunriseafternoon-may-12-2015

– abandon, surrender, give up, all claims of personal doership,
all stories of trauma, blame and fault,
all rights to fruits of actions (especially those applauded),
all possessions that are subject to change…

refuse to take any hierarchical, authoritative position,
or allow others to sign one up.

(Which is not to abdicate responsibility,
but to be perfectly placed –
in choiceless awareness
– to act in the instant.)

give up the habit of pretending to be an unawakened ‘me’.
It’s entirely dishonest.

– and in the Life Game, fail to follow, always.
Repeat – fail to follow.
The lifemap wearing one’s name is unique –
a one-off
– its unfolding exquisitely designed
according to Life’s unknowable agenda
(and being a groupie is always a self-betrayal).

All above wordings from
miriam louisa

WELL WORTH reading her entire Sharing here:
http://thisunlitlight.com/2015/05/30/renounce/

Another Random Pick this morning....12/19/18
also shared here:
"THE CHIMERA OF SUFFERING"
https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-youthanasia-sanctarii/the-chimera-of-suffering-sunriseafternoon-may-31-2015

ALL IS ALREADY KNOWN
…HAS BEEN LIVED…
SURVIVED INTO THRIVE
AND IS
WITHIN THIS SOUL
<
BEINGNESS/CONSCIOUSNESS
BEYOND THE QUIET ANSWER
AS
THERE IS NO LONGER A QUESTION
ew
6:21 AM-12/19/18

AFTERNOON

Man is seeking for phenomena,
he wants wonderworking, communication with ghosts or spirits,
he is looking for something complex,
and yet the simplest thing
and the most valuable thing in life
is to find one's true self.

from https://wahiduddin.net/mv2/XIV/XIV_2_21.htm

Can you keep your soul in its body,
hold fast to the one,
and so learn to be whole?
Can you center your energy,
be soft, tender,
and so learn to be a baby?

Can you keep the deep water still and clear,
so it reflects without blurring?
Can you love people and run things,
and do so by not doing?

Opening, closing the Gate of Heaven,
can you be like a bird with her nestlings?
Piercing bright through the cosmos,
can you know by not knowing?

To give birth, to nourish,
to bear and not to own,
to act and not lay claim,
to lead and not to rule:
this is mysterious power.
~Lao Tzu
https://makebelieveboutique.com/2018/12/19/28652/

There is a primal
Source of light by which
Everything is seen.
Those who have understood, know that
They are That.
Wu Hsin
Also quoted here:
https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-youthanasia-sanctarii/evershining-overflow-savage-creativity-sunriseafternoon-nov-25-2017

How can light find darkness?
Darkness is merely
The absence of light.
How can one find one's source?
One's source is revealed in
The absence of one's self.
Wu Hsin

Light is there,
Darkness is there.
What holds them?
In what do they reside?
The solution to this mystery is
The solution to your own mystery.
Wu Hsin

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TRUTH OF BEING "...no name and no home." "His boat is empty." "...flow like Tao, unseen,..." December 18, 2018

12/18/2018

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12/18/18 6:39AM

AS ULTIMATE TRUTH OF BEING
IS
AKASHA TAO CORE SILENCE
ALL DIMENSIONS OF MENTAL CHATTER &
EXPLANATIONS OF THIS LIFE
ARE LIES VEILING SOUL*
ew
4:10 AM-12/18/18
*Rumi & Ram Dass – a few quotes below
&
All in
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12/18/18 6:59 AM

A man once asked Rumi, "Why is it you talk so much about silence?"
His answer: "The radiant one inside me has never said a word.

― Coleman Barks
The Soul of Rumi: A New Collection of Ecstatic Poems

All quotes below in this font from Ram Dass
Link for these at end of Read More below Afternoon Photos

Only that in you which is me
can hear what I'm saying.

I dropped into my soul
and left my ego behind.

Being here now—when a stroke
has happened this is what I AM.
This is aging…WOW!

It’s all new…AH!
When comparing past and present,
we are NOT living in the present.

Send love to any ache or pain…
when you are in soul
you see physical body hasn’t
much to do with you…like having an old Ford

Identify with one another via souls..NOT our bodies…
When you identify with soul, then other people
look like souls and love one another.

Love everybody
…judging mind doesn’t allow that…
Love everybody and tell the truth.

In aging, we’re content…
Just Here..
…then you delve into the moment.
Moment has no time or space
The moment when your baby is born – Wow!
Just this moment…this moment is precious…
No time. No space
In the moment……is GOD…
…is your guru….and you…
In this moment.

All quotes above in this font from Ram Dass
Link for these at end of Read More below Afternoon Photos

AFTERNOON

Who can free himself from achievement
And from fame, descend and be lost
Amid the masses of men?

He will flow like Tao, unseen,
He will go about like Life itself
With no name and no home.

Simple is he, without distinction.
To all appearances he is a fool.

His steps leave no trace.
He has no power.
He achieves nothing,
has no reputation.

Since he judges no one
No one judges him.
Such is the perfect man:
His boat is empty.

~ Chuang Tzu
translation by Thomas Merton
from The Collected Poems of Thomas Merton
http://beautywelove.blogspot.com/2017/09/flow-like-tao.html

The sound of water says what I think.
― Chuang Tzu

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ETERNAL CORE TRUTH "The source is within you,..." "...nothing to understand ..." December 14, 2018

12/14/2018

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TOO LATE TO CHANGE ‘YESTERDAY’
EXCEPT BY BEING LIVED DIFFERENTLY THIS DAY..
<
BE THIS ONE MOMENT OF ETERNAL CORE TRUTH
THAT NEVER CHANGES
ew
2:28 AM-12/14/18
(above Whisper Arises before reading the below Sunrise quotes-..
...they were picked/saved 2 days ago, but not consciously remembered this morning)

Everything you see has its roots in the unseen world.
The forms may change, yet the essence remains the same.

Every wonderful sight will vanish, every sweet word will fade,
but do not be disheartened,
the source they come from is eternal, growing,
branching out, giving new life and new joy.

Why do you weep?
The source is within you,
and this whole world is springing up from it.
– Jalal al-Din Rumi
http://thewildreed.blogspot.com/2014/11/the-source-is-within-you.html

At some point you no longer seek to be less this and more that,
to be without fear,
to be without desire;
you seek nothing.

This can be called a form of respect for The Essential.
The Essential is not something
that is hidden behind the appearance
- these are beautiful Indian stories -
the Essential is what is Here.

There is nothing else than that.

There is nothing to understand,
there is simply nothing.

That's what is reflected
as lightness that apparently arises
when the situations suit your ideology
and which apparently disappears
when the situations do not correspond
to your plan for humanity...
(or yourself)

Eric Baret
teaches from the Tantric Tradition

Silence is the ultimate reality.
Everything exists in this world through silence.
True silence really means going deep within yourself
to that place where nothing is happening,
where you transcend time and space.

You go into a brand new dimension of nothingness.

That's your real home.

In deep silence there is no good or bad,
no one trying to achieve anything.

Just being, pure being...
[What Beret calls The Essential]

Robert Adams
of the Advaita tradition
https://mysticmeandering.blogspot.com/2018/12/the-essential-baret-and-adams.html

AFTERNOON

"If the birth of Christ happens not in me,
what does it profit me?"
~Meister Eckhart

Bliss is born
as the light of
pure awareness
in the black and groundless
womb between
your thoughts.

Here, in immaculate silence
sorrow and joy
mingle in one cup.

She who cradles all
the stars in her darkness
has become your breath.

Now drink
and be the mother
of your own heart.
Alfred K. LaMotte
http://yourradiance.blogspot.com/2018/12/birth.html

Can you keep your soul in its body,
hold fast to the one,
and so learn to be whole?
Can you center your energy,
be soft, tender,
and so learn to be a baby?

Can you keep the deep water still and clear,
so it reflects without blurring?
Can you love people and run things,
and do so by not doing?

Opening, closing the Gate of Heaven,
can you be like a bird with her nestlings?
Piercing bright through the cosmos,
can you know by not knowing?

To give birth, to nourish,
to bear and not to own,
to act and not lay claim,
to lead and not to rule:
this is mysterious power.
~ Lao Tzu
from Tao Te Ching

version by Ursula K. Le Guin
with thanks to brain pickings
https://beautywelove.blogspot.com/2018/12/2nd-century-bc-ink-on-silk-manuscript.html

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#6. LANGUAGE OF THE NEVERBORN December 2, 2018 "... i am only a Loose Garment of the Great Breather" "O Silent Core of Life Sustains....."

12/2/2018

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6. LANGUAGE OF THE NEVERBORN
Original Writing June 2003-October 2004
Youthanasia Acres
near Dublin, Indiana
excerpts below from
GODSEED: The Alchemy of Primordial Memory
Dorothea M. Mills/elizabeth walker
Series Begins with OceanSpeak this date: 11/27/18

SunrIse mostly so grey,
we used a kaleidoscopic variety of camera settings for the photos

"Does anything in this dream of life on earth Really Matter…?
ONLY SO LONG AS THERE IS A YOU
THAT MATTERS
<
EXTREMES OF POLARIZED HELLS & HEAVENS
INTENSIFY
∞
ORIGINAL SILENCE CONTAINS ALL
<
SOULUTION
<
EFFORTLESS EASE BEYOND WORDS & THOUGHTS
ONLY THE LIFE LIVED
CAN EXPRESS ORIGINAL TRUTH OF BEING∞
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2:24 AM-12/2/18

∞http://nomindsland.blogspot.com/2018/11/bernadette-roberts-experience-of-no-self.html
https://archive.org/details/BernadetteRobertsThePathToNoSelf/page/n9
http://nomindsland.blogspot.com/2018/11/deng-ming-dao-silence.html

"Here now, begins the journey beyond union, beyond self and God,
a journey into the silent and still regions of the Unknown."
-- Bernadette Roberts, from the Introduction
http://www.sunypress.edu/p-1728-the-experience-of-no-self.aspx
Excellent summary of sorts in this “Look Inside” on Amazon:
https://www.amazon.com/Experience-No-Self-Contemplative-Journey-Revised/dp/0791416941/ref=olp_product_details?_encoding=UTF8&me=#reader_0791416941

all below in this font from:
LANGUAGE OF THE NEVERBORN
ew
Original Writing June 2003-October 2004
Youthanasia Acres
near Dublin, Indiana

Grace Births a Soul

as You Quicken my heart in Love
Grace is Birthed

how can I drown
in what I AM?

a Quiet Heart Knows

Love Threshed me to Nothing

it matters not
where I am
if I AM
where I am

Beyond Joy!
Beyond Breath!
O Silent Core of Life Sustains

finally…
One does not remember anything
but
Nothing

the Within
already Is
since before time

Present in the Presence
of the single moment
Erases all else
but Nothing

O Joy of this life!
O Breath of this life!
You are me!
I AM You!

only the Dancer
Dances me.
All is Well

O Beloved!
Hold me in
Your no-opposites Love

O Sweet Silence
beyond these words
Inhale me forever Home!

Disappeared from praise & blame
I Am Rapturing beyond Rapture

the mad world
of earthbound creatures
must first diagnose
before it can kill

I am only a
Loose Garment
of the Great Breather

how can anything be deadly serious
when there is no death!

Sated Being
cannot feed on the outer world

Top of Sand Dunes Path to Beach....
Turned back this morning for one last look.......

(Be Beyond "space & time" with EACH nano moment
as though it is the
FIRST & LAST
ALPHA & OMEGA
moment of present life in form).

AFTERNOON

SOULFULL OF BEAUTY
ELIMINATES MIND-CHATTER∞
ew
6:59 AM-11/27/18
∞
∞at end of sunrise
find 1/2 shell wing in front of Sanctarii
a second smaller half..& above phrase tsunami-arrives.
see
https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-youthanasia-sanctarii/1-language-of-the-neverborn-riches-of-solitude-phoenix-baubo-combined-nov-27-2018

https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-youthanasia-sanctarii/2-language-of-the-neverborn-soulfull-of-beauty

Joy is a meeting place,
of deep intentionality and of self-forgetting,
the bodily alchemy of what lies inside us
in communion with what formally seemed outside,
but is now neither,
but becomes a living frontier,...

...a voice speaking between us and the world:
dance, laughter, affection, skin touching skin,
singing in the car, music in the street,
the quiet irreplaceable and companionable
presence of a daughter:...

...the sheer intoxicating beauty of the world
inhabited as an edge between
what we previously thought was us
and
what we thought was other than us.

To feel a full and untrammeled joy
is to have become fully generous; ...

...to allow our selves to be joyful
is to have walked through the doorway of fear,
the dropping away of the anxious worried self,
felt like a thankful death itself,...

...a disappearance, a giving away,
overheard in the laughter of friendship,
the vulnerability of happiness
felt suddenly as a strength,...

...a solace and a source,
the claiming of our place
in the living conversation,

the sheer privilege of being
in the presence of the ocean,
the sky or a well-loved familiar face-...

I was here and you were here
and together we made a world.
~David Whyte
https://makebelieveboutique.com/2018/12/02/28608/

Seek silence.
Gladden in silence.
Adore silence.

As one progresses on the path, one seeks silence more and more.
It will be a great comfort, a tremendous source of solace and peace.

Once you find deep solitude and calm,
there will be a great gladness in your heart.
Here finally is the place where you need neither defense nor offense
-- the place where you can truly be open.
There will be bliss, wonder, the awe of attaining
something pure and sacred.

After that, you will feel adoration of silence.
This is the peace that seems to elude so many.
This is the beauty of Tao."
http://nomindsland.blogspot.com/2018/11/deng-ming-dao-silence.html

In a cave,
all outer sounds are smothered
by rock and earth,
but this makes the sounds of one's own
heartbeat and breath audible.

In the same way,
contemplative stillness turns us away
from everyday clamor
but allows us to
hear the subtle in our own lives.

When listening not with the ear but with the spirit,
one can perceive the subtle sound.

By entering into that sound,
we enter into supreme purity.

That is why so many religious traditions pray, sing, or chant
as a prelude to silence.
They understand that the repetition and absorption of sound
leads to sacredness itself.

The deepest sound is silence.
This may seem paradoxical only if we regard silence
as an absence of life and its opposites.

It is both sound and soundlessness,
and it is in this confluence
that the power of meditation emerges.

- Deng Ming-Dao, 365 Tao Daily Meditations
http://nomindsland.blogspot.com/2018/11/deng-ming-dao-silence.html

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NEVERBORN/NEVERDIE/NEVERGONE INVISIBLE GRACE "...carried by life itself." "..Word made flesh." November 20, 2018

11/20/2018

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See Read More below Afternoon Photos
for
More re:
YOUTHANASIA SANCTARII TROPICAL

AH!
REALIZED TRUTH OF BEING
<
REMOVES ALL MATERIAL-MAN VEILS & DECEIT
CLEAR SEEING JUST IS
BE THAT
<
INVISIBLE GRACE PARTS RED SEA SLUDGE
∞
NEVERBORN/NEVERDIE/NEVERGONE ONES
DO NOTHING BeCause
THEY ARE NOTHING ACCORDING TO
MATERIAL MAN’S SIGHT & UNDERSTANDING
ew
4:04 AM-11/20/18

A difficult paradox in the life of feeling
is that when we are most sensitive,
the heart is at its strongest.

When strong enough to endure life's irritations,
the soul we carry can issue a pearl.
If able to endure the pressures that life puts on us,
the heart can be compressed into a small diamond.

The word, diamond,
from the ancient Greek adamas,
means "unbreakable."
When most sensitive,
we're being compressed
into what is unbreakable.

We resist this process of being irritated into a pearl,
of being pressurized into a diamond.
Yet each of us has to feel our way
into the authenticity of a self
from which to meet others and the world,
only to be opened beyond the confines of a single self,
so we can be renewed and vitalized
by what we have in common.

Once open to how everything goes together,
we start to see that
we're shaped and carried by life itself.
~Mark Nepo
https://makebelieveboutique.com/2018/11/19/28488/

Piously we produce our images of you
till they stand around you like a thousand walls.
And when our hearts would simply open,
our fervent hands hide you.
Barrows, Anita. Rilke’s Book of Hours: Love Poems to God.
https://towardtheone.org/2018/09/12/drowning/

AFTERNOON

In life on earth as it is today,
no reasonable person would deny that money is useful.
But it is only in the material plane
that money is of any use.
In the psychic plane, in the spiritual plane,
you can do no good with money.
There, it is light you need,
light which is fluid gold.

If you love the light,
if you know how to attract it,
you already possess gold
in the spiritual plane.
The richer you are with such gold,
the better you are able to go
to the heavenly shops to ‘buy’
what you cannot find in any other shop:
wisdom, love, truth, infinity, eternity,
and so on.

This is why sages and initiates endeavour
to accumulate as much gold as possible
in the spiritual plane,
and they enrich themselves with
many qualities and virtues,
and subsequently
make others benefit from them.

Earning money is of no great significance to them
– they are preoccupied only
with the minimum they need to live on –
but with their light,
they continue to attract
the gifts of heaven
and distribute them
to those around them.

Omraam Mikhael Aivanhov
https://www.prosveta-usa.com/light-spiritual-gold_2018-11-19

When we are in prayer and feel that stirring
which means that God is on the field,
a healing or an improvement takes place
because nothing can ever stand
in the way of that I — nothing.
We could voice It from now until doomsday,
and nothing would happen,
but if It voices Itself through us,
then It becomes
the Word made flesh.
~Joel S Goldsmith
The Daily Lesson – November 20, 2018
www.iwso.org/thedailylesson.htm

....some of us Realize we Really have no choice
but Full Blown God's Grace....and then WHAP!
.......things start to Happen even
More Magnificent than we could imagine.

Big Smiles..and for me,
if i do NOT wait on such Grace...
(Knowing it's always t/here,
but don't always "wait" for alignment..)
...then things happen even "worse" than i had imagined!
ew/dmm
note to a Neverborn/Neverdie/Nevergone Friend
4:31 AM-11/20/18

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ALL IS NOW MILESTONE November 7, 2018 "My interior or spiritual life was finished.”

11/7/2018

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ALL IS NOW
BEYOND WORDS & THOUGHTS
ORIGINAL BEING BEFORE TIME
AKASHA TAO CORE
‘OLDER THAN GOD’*
“IT IS FINISHED”**
“My interior or spiritual life was finished.”***
ew
4:50 AM-11/7/18
*Stephen Mitchell, TAO te Ching #4
**Christ words on cross, John 19:28-30
***Bernadette Roberts – See Read More below Afternoon Photos

“I realized I no longer had a ‘within’ at all. . . .
My interior or spiritual life was finished.”
Bernadette Roberts
See Read More below Afternoon Photos
for
More Regarding the Disclosures from Bernadette Roberts

AFTERNOON

Listen to the stillness within.

Do not bring the gravity of Self-importance
into your moment of solitude....

.... but come unto the Spirit
with the light-heartedness of the young who are in
awe and wonder of the first morning in spring
where all things are new and germinate.

There is a sense of adventure,
as with the young eagle
when spreading his wings
for his virgin flight.

He knows he has to abandon his nest to soar the skies;
he also knows he has to be bold.
It is something he must do
on his own, there is no help.

There is expectancy of newness,
of wide and bright horizons,
and the promise that all is well.

It is by dropping the shackles of the known
that you glimpse
your possibilities
and in the moment
of forgetfulness of nest-security
the thrilling flight of the Soul is born.
Peter O. Erbe
GOD I AM

It is for Consciousness to eliminate all the debris
creating the entanglement between It an the body.

Once the debris has been removed,
any seeming self melts away
like a candle approaching the sun.

This is the path of the rejection of all paths.
Wu Hsin

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- Bernadette Roberts

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SO-CALLED-EVIL AS BLESSING "...the original face-" "...without conscious volition." September 17, 2018

9/17/2018

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6:58 AM

6:32 AM

ALL MORTAL MAN’S SO-CALLED EVIL
AS BLESSINGS’
REMINDERS TO SEE FROM AKASHA TAO CORE
<
BECOMES FUEL FOR
THE UNFETTERED LIFE
ew
5:05 AM-9/17/18

6:34 AM

There is no evil,
for it has been learned that evil,
sin, sickness, inharmony,
and unhappiness
are the creations of mortal mind,
and of course one who is
selfless is in his Christ Consciousness
and no longer thinks and thereby creates
such things.

And Who is this heavenly Father?
He is your own Real Self,
the God-You,
that is always back in that Consciousness
deep within your soul,
where you can retire
any moment you will.

All you have to do
is to throw off everything
that presses
upon your consciousness
from the outer world of the human mind
and turn your attention
to the inner world of Spirit.

Especially must you refuse to see,
to talk about,
or let your mind dwell upon outer conditions,
no matter how hard they appear
or how they seemingly affect you;...

...for remember they exist only in
the world of man's mind,
and not in the real world
the God-You
sees and lives in.

Joseph Benner
THE WAY BEYOND
Excerpt from full pdf here:
https://www.law-of-attraction-haven.com/support-files/the-way-beyond.pdf

A moment comes after thinking and thinking and thinking
when thinking stops, the chain is broken,
and then what is seen is
the original face -
that which is your very nature,
that which existed
before your birth
and that which will be
even after your death.

Only one bliss can be achieved,
and that bliss
does not come from outside,
it is present within,
at this moment.
OSHO
THE WAY BEYOND ANY WAY
Excerpt from full text here:

https://archive.org/stream/WayBeyondAnyWayTalksOnSarvasaraUpanishadOsho/Way%20Beyond%20Any%20Way%2C%20Talks%20on%20Sarvasara%20Upanishad%20%20Osho_djvu.txt

AFTERNOON

The Daily Lesson – September 17, 2018
“Every bird has a consciousness.
Does a bird know east, west, north, or south?
Yet the birds fly north in season and south in season,
and they are not supplied with maps.
Only we need those when we travel, not the birds.
They know whither they are going, and why, and when.
What is there about a bird that knows this?
Is it its brain, heart, feet, or wings,
or is it the bird-consciousness
that carries the bird north and south?
Is there not a consciousness
that acts
without conscious volition?”
~Joel S Goldsmith
A Parenthesis in Eternity

Zech 4:6 Not (KJV)
6 …Not by might, nor by power, but by my spirit,
saith the Lord of hosts.
Ps 119:105 (KJV)
105 Thy word is a lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path.

The bird does not complicate life
with its own thoughts of distractions –
it just goes and does
where and what it Knows
it is supposed to.
Each beat of its wings
are loyal Inspiration
Guided from Within.
~Al Denninger
www.iwso.org/thedailylesson.htm

Book Study of "A Parenthesis in Eternity" By Joel S Goldsmith
Chapter 6 "God, the Consciousness of the Individual"
Previous Lessons from this chapter here
Archives of all previous Lessons back to 2010 here

When your soul leaves your body during sleep, it is not inactive – it travels,
it contemplates immensity, it communes with heavenly spirits,
and it strengthens its understanding of love, wisdom and truth.

On its return, it brings back the memory of all this wealth
and attempts to register it in your brain.
And even if you are not immediately conscious of this,
sooner or later you will be,
because all these great truths
leave an etheric imprint within you.

This is how you may receive a sudden inspiration or a revelation.
All of a sudden there is a favourable moment
in which your brain is well disposed,
and certain sublime truths
you had been carrying for a long time in your subconscious burst forth.

If you wish these experiences to be more and more frequent,
you must become very disciplined in your life.

When you develop the habit of purification
and becoming more sensitive to the divine world,
your brain will be able to record
the revelations received during your sleep more easily.

Omraam Mikhael Aivanhov
https://www.prosveta-usa.com/sleep-revelations-the-soul-brings-back-with-it-from-its-journeys_2018-09-17

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CREATION PRESIDES "...back in Tao." September 16, 2018

9/16/2018

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BEYOND & BEFORE
&
NOW...
IS THAT WHICH
DOES NOT CHANGE
∞
BE THIS
BY UNKNOWING ALL ELSE
<
THE OUROBOROS
ORGASMIC DANCE
OF
CREATION PRESIDES
OVERFLOWING FROM SILENT CORE WITHIN
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3:57 AM-9/16/18

"Rainmaker of Kiau-Tchou"
from
The Nature Writings of C. G. Jung

There was a great drought where the missionary Richard Wilhelm lived in China. There had not been a drop of rain and the situation became catastrophic.
The Catholics made processions,
the Protestants made prayers,
and the Chinese burned joss sticks and shot off guns
to frighten away the demons of the drought,
but with no result.

Finally the Chinese said:
We will fetch the rain maker.
And from another province,
a dried up old man appeared.

The only thing he asked for was a quiet little house somewhere,
and there he locked himself in for three days.

On the fourth day, clouds gathered
and there was a great snowstorm at the time of the year
when no snow was expected,
an unusual amount,
and the town was so full of rumors about the wonderful rain maker
that Wilhelm went to ask the man how he did it.

In true European fashion [Wilhelm] said:
“They call you the rain maker,
will you tell me how you made the snow?”

And the little Chinaman said:
“I did not make the snow, I am not responsible.”

“Oh, I can explain that.
I come from another country where things are in order.
Here they are out of order,
they are not as they should be by the ordnance of heaven.
Therefore the whole country is not in Tao,
and I am also not in the natural order of things
because I am in a disordered country.

So I had to wait three days until I was back in Tao,
and then naturally the rain came.”

--- From The Nature Writings of C. G. Jung
©2002, North Atlantic Books
From
http://www.wisdom2be.com/blog-3/files/e898c9ba68baffa0e9cc76144aee98e1-220.html
Additional descriptions of Whilhem and also many other offerings on this execellent link.

7:11 AM

AFTERNOON

Read More Below
for more photos
and the worth-repeating
Rainmaker Story!

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IMMACULACY OF ORIGIN "...wordless mysteries." "...secret of the world." "...supreme unknowing..." Sept. 14, 2918

9/14/2018

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BEING THE STILLPOINT IN CORE
UNKNOWS/UNKNOTS ALL
<
THIS EMPTINESS IS IMMACULATE
THE IMMACULACY OF ORIGIN
ew
2:25 AM-9/14/18

AH! RUMI !!!!
BEING THE STILLPOINT IN CORE
UNKNOWS/UNKNOTS ALL
<
THIS EMPTINESS IS IMMACULATE
THE IMMACULACY OF ORIGIN
ew
2:40 AM-9/14/18

Just NOW (2:45am-9/14/18)
re-Remembering that we “almost” lost a finger
in the hand held beater blade yesterday…
...was only slightly, fleetingly, inner grumbling about something…
and WHAP for that “close call”.
AFTER Sept 7th Remembrance Rock Activation…
there is NO NO NO margin for negative thoughts/perceptions….
probably no margin for ANY thoughts and talking
(See this OceanSpeak for description/photos
of that
Remembrance Rock Activation
https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-and-more/survived-into-thrived-all-pervading-peace-imprisoned-splendor-may-escape-september-7-2018

ONLY THE IMMACULATE SILENCE SUFFICES
AH! FOR RUMI IN/OF/AS THIS SOUL
ew
2:48AM-9/14/2018

AH! for RUMI:
All quotes below in this color font
from
Rumi

This silence, this moment, every moment,
If it's genuinely inside you,
brings what you need.

Hear from the heart wordless mysteries.

Come,
even if you have broken your vow
one thousand times,
come,
yet again,
come, come.

Open your hands if you want to be held.

When I run after what I think I want,
my days are a furnace of stress and anxiety;
if I sit in my own place of patience,
what I need flows to me,
and without pain.
From this I understand that what I want
also wants me,
is looking for me and attracting me.
There is a great secret here for anyone who can grasp it.

Last night
    I begged the Wise One to tell me
    the secret of the world.
    Gently, gently, he whispered,
    "Be quiet,
    the secret cannot be spoken,
    It is wrapped in silence

Now be silent.
Let the One who creates the words speak.
He made the door.
He made the lock.
He also made the key.

In every religion there is love,
yet love has no religion.

Stop acting so small.
You are the universe in ecstatic motion.

Wherever you are,
and whatever you do,
be in love.

There is a voice that doesn’t use words,
listen.

In silence there is eloquence.
Stop weaving and see how the pattern improves.

Let silence take you to the core of life.

All Above quotes from
Rumi
https://www.azquotes.com/author/12768-Rumi
http://wisdomquotes.com/rumi-quotes/

AFTERNOON

"Unknowing knowing" Commentary - Granger

The following is the commentary by Ivan Granger that
accompanied the previously posted poem:
"Unknowing knowing"/"I Entered the Unknown."
posted here:
https://mysticmeandering.blogspot.com/2018/09/i-entered-unknown-st-john-of-cross.html
I thought it might be helpful...

He says:
...the poem's archaic use of the word "knowing" implies a
general sense of knowledge acquired through reason and the
testimony of the senses.

The Spanish Saint, [St. John of the Cross] is speaking about
the mystical idea of "unknowing",
the state in which all
concepts and mental filters have been set aside.

In that state
of unknowing, we rise above the elaborate constructions of the
logical mind and come to rest in pure awareness
("knowing by
unknowing").
He is contrasting true,
unfiltered knowing, gnosis,
with the mere accumulations and organization
of information.

To be unknowing in this sense
is to encounter every instant
entirely as it is,
in pure wonder,
without projections,
without
anticipation or agitation.

[Whereas] the intellectual mind.....
is always processing, analyzing and making everything fit
within its comprehension. In interprets.
Awareness can step beyond the intellect to fully apprehend
reality...

This state of supreme unknowing is not perception
in the sense of
drawing in and interpreting exterior input
through the senses.

In normal perception,
the intellect sifts and sorts that sensory data
and formulates it into a working hypothesis
of what reality is.
...the mystic's unknowing
is the centered awareness
of unfiltered
reality.....
without an egoic agenda.
The full awareness in this
state of unknowing does not sift reality,
it bathes in it.

"The transcendence of "knowledge"
.....is found to be an experience of
"the deepest ecstasy of the Divine Essence."
[as St. John of the Cross calls it].

Ivan M Granger
Commentary from: This Dance of Bliss
Poetry Chaikhana
https://mysticmeandering.blogspot.com/2018/09/unknowing-knowing-commentary-by-ivan.html?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=Feed%3A+MysticMeandering+%28Mystic+Meandering%29

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ONLY NOTHING REMAINS "...purity of essence..." 9/6/18 ".. end of your inner world." "..the abyss of infinity."

9/6/2018

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RELAXED SO TOTALLY
AS UNTARNISHED ORIGINAL CORE
ONLY NOTHING REMAINS
∞
THE GREAT NOTHING
FROM WHENCE ALL ARISES & RETURNS
∞
TAO’S EMBRYONIC BREATH
THE TOUCHSTONE WHILE
IN
FORM’S FORMLESSNESS
&
FORMLESS FORM
ew
3:33 AM-9/6/18

9/6/2018 4:09AM
Just Remembering we had ACTUAL EXPERIENCE…
.(A Future Memory
as Patricia Atwater
names this)*
...during the night’s Abyss
of Air Force son Joe returning to Guam
& is with family…
HAPPY arrival as he came back from long time in Japan.

IF and AS this takes place O SO REAL in Abyss Realms,
so IT IS
for
LIVING/BEING THE REALITY OF TRUTH
OF BEING’S DESTINY/CALLING
just as Arose in the wording below yrs ago.
“If It’s meant to be
IT already Is
&
All of life is a gentle déjà vu.”
ew
Approx 1986
TN woods
*http://www.snakelyone.com/Future%20Memory.htm
https://pmhatwater.hypermart.net/resources/PDFs/Articles/FutureMem.pdf

NO VOLITIONAL FACTOR CAN INTERFERE
WITH THE OPERATION OF THE PROCESS OF CAUSATION.
THE VERY MANIFESTATION AND ITS FUNCTIONING
IS A NON-VOLITIONAL AFFAIR -
INDEED A DREAM
IN WHICH THE INDIVIDUAL HUMAN BEING
IS MERELY AN APPEARANCE,
A PUPPET.

TO LIVE NON-VLITIONALLY
IS TO CEASE TO OBJECTIFY AND INTERPRET
ON THE BASIS OF NAME AND FORM.
IT IS TO LIVE IN ABSOLUTE FREEDOM

WHETHER ITS AIM IS SENSUAL PLEASURE,
WEALTH OR EVEN ENLIGHTENMENT,
DESIRE REMAINS DESIRE.
BUT WHEN DESIRE ITSELF HAS BEEN ELIMINATED
THROUGH THE UNDERSTANDING OF ITS ENDLESS FUTILITY,
THE OUTWARD FLOW OF THE MIND DISAPPEARS
AND THE MIND BEOMES VACANT,
PERCEIVING, THE PHENOMENAL UNIVERSE
AS THE MERE APPEARANCE
IN CONSCIOUSNESS THAT IT IS.
Ramesh S. Balsekar
The Net of Jewels
Septembr 6

I've always been mesmerized by fire, waves and wind.
They hold the deepest of universal secrets--
the indescribable truth of our infinite, universal nature.

The elements have nothing to hide.
So why do we? Are we not elemental ourselves?
Nothing is obscured.
Nothing is resisted.
Nothing is claimed as its own.
Nothing is falsely projected by a wanting or lacking mind.
All is accepted as it is.
No gain, no loss—no struggle.

No words need be spoken,
for the truth they share is wordless,
transmitted only through the purity of essence,
through the effortless dance
of the ecstasy of their being.

Their message of oneness,
of non-duality,
and the non-temporal unity
of all non-being is available to us all,
and yet,
it remains realized by few.

In the flickering flames that burn on this cool December day,
I smile as the truth crackles from the hearth,
as it rises into cedar-scented wisps of smoke,
licking the tops of the trees,
blowing in the eternal breeze.

These images I see,
they are not unlike you are me.
The form is formless,
the formless is form.

Both are we.

Brian Thompson
http://www.zenthinking.net/blog/formless-forms

AFTERNOON

Adyashanti - On the other side of self

“You see, true selflessness is not a virtue
in a conventional or even spiritual sense.

Selflessness does not feel like being selfless
or inspired or empty
or vast or spiritual,
although it can appear as any of these things
in the same way that the weather
can change from day to day.

Selflessness is even beyond the experience of unity.
It is the source of unity, of our experience of creation.
It is also beyond God,
or whatever name that we have replaced “God” with.

In selflessness, the numinous ground
isn’t a place we visit and experience from time to time.
It is our being beyond being.
It is to be that which you can never think of,
conceive, or imagine
—even, and especially when,
selflessness becomes your living reality.

Selflessness is what everyone fears,
even those who are intrigued by it.
In a very real sense,
you become (or it is revealed to be)
that which everyone is afraid of--
the abyss of infinity.
There you can bring no preferences,
no agendas, and no certainties.
It is the end of your inner world.
Perhaps that’s the best way to explain it.

Okay, now, do you still want it?

And no, you cannot be assured of being of service,
at least service as it is usually thought of.
No certainties can come along for the ride.
Everything must be surrendered, no exceptions.
But before you scare yourself too much about it,
consider how well this holding-on thing
is working out for us human beings,
and the world.

Perhaps even our very best agendas pale
in comparison to what possibilities await
on the other side of self--
possibilities that cannot even be imagined
until you are there.

True selflessness is rare, in the extreme,
and for a very good reason:
because you have to be ready for it.

You have to be ready and able to give that one last little bit,
the bit that makes all the difference.

The question is,
what is that one last little bit for you?”

With Great Love, Adya
~ Adyashanti

A Revolution of Being
http://nomindsland.blogspot.com/2018/09/adyashanti-on-other-side-of-self.html

The Daily Lesson – September 6, 2018
“Abiding in the Spirit, we set in motion the law of good karma.
On the other hand,
living with our thoughts constantly dwelling on our human affairs
is setting in motion the karmic law of good and of evil
with the possibility of a preponderance of error, discord,
or inharmony because we are sowing only to the flesh.”
~Joel S Goldsmith

Gal 6:8 (KJV)
8 For he that soweth to his flesh shall of the flesh reap corruption; but he that soweth to the Spirit shall of the Spirit reap life everlasting.
Gal 5:18 (KJV)
18 But if ye be led of the Spirit, ye are not under the law.
John 15:4 (KJV)
4 Abide in me, and I in you. As the branch cannot bear fruit of itself, except it abide in the vine; no more can ye, except ye abide in me.

The moment we choose to be Led by the Spirit,
we begin to Experience our Inclusion in The Kingdom of God.
~Al Denninger
www.iwso.org/thedailylesson.htm

If we could surrender to Earth’s intelligence,
we would rise up rooted,
like trees.
~Rilke
https://makebelieveboutique.com/2018/09/06/27881/

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SINCE BEFORE TIME "...eternal innocence..." Milestone August 18, 2018

8/18/2018

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ONLY THIS MOMENT
IS WHICH CONTAINS ALL
THAT IS AKASHA-TAO-CORE-MEANT-TO-BE
IF
WITHOUT
“I” DO’S ADO
<
TRANSPARENT CONDUIT
SINCE BEFORE TIME
ew
4:24 AM-8/18/18

DURING SUNRISE

ABSOLUTELY NO NEED
NO INCLINATION
FOR
DIVISIVE MINDING-MIND OR CLEAR MIND
TO TRY TO UNDERSTAND ANYTHING/ANYONE
<
EACH MOMENT NAKED GRACE AWARENESS
SUFFICETH
<
THE ONE ETERNAL MOMENT
THE WAY OF IMMORTALS’ LIFE
SINCE
BEFORE, DURING & BEYOND
ALL
ew
During Sunrise
8/18/18

AFTERNOON

As we prepared for afternoon section of this OeanSpeak,
the Sunrise Whisper had been Nudging that something was still missing...
a Something More i had experienced in the Vast Scope of that sunrise experience......
but what words could/would say that?

No words Surfaced from Core...as we Stilled in Silence & Waited for them..
...then knew without thinking or searching find eyes looking at a blog
.... and INSTANTLY this poem appeared...

innocence
which IS saying so beautifully, or much closer,
to the experience this morning.

Both the edited Whisper and innocence
are below
(PS...this is an example of the Increase of Synchronicities..
....that continues to More Totally Glide this life

BLUE FONT IS THE ADDITION

DURING SUNRISE

ABSOLUTELY NO NEED
NO INCLINATION
FOR
DIVISIVE MINDING-MIND, CLEAR MIND
OR ANY TYPE OF MIND
TO TRY TO UNDERSTAND
ANYTHING/ANYONE
<
EACH MOMENT NAKED GRACE AWARENESS
SUFFICETH
<
THE ONE ETERNAL MOMENT
THE WAY OF IMMORTALS’ LIFE
SINCE
BEFORE, DURING & BEYOND
ALL
ew
During Sunrise
8/18/18
+
12:29 p.m.-8/18/18
for above Enhanced Version

innocence
My gaze is clear as a sunflower.
My way is to walk the roads
Looking right and left
And sometimes looking behind me...
What I see at each moment
Is that which I never
Caught sight of before.

I have the knack of full awareness
The knack of essential astonishment
That an infant might experience
If at birth he were aware
That he was actually born!
I feel myself born at each moment
Into the everlasting newness
of the world.

I believe in the world
As I believe in a daisy
Because I see it.
But I do not think about it
Because to think is to not-understand.
The world was not made
For us to think about it
(To think is to have sick vision)
But for us to look at it and assent.

I have no philosophy: I have senses ...
If I talk of nature, that is not because
I know what nature is
But because I love it, and love is for this only:
For he who loves never knows what he loves
Or why he loves, or what love is.

Loving is eternal innocence
And the only innocence is not-thinking.

Fernando Pessoa
from The Keeper of the Flocks
translated by Thomas Merton
http://beingsilentlydrawn.blogspot.com/2018/08/innocence.html

"...sounds like there is plenty drama
to be Blssfully Unaware of right now...."
from son Justin Culberson
sent the above Aug, 9, 2018
(SAME theme of expcerience
during this morning's sunrise
and poem innocence
+
Reckless Abandon Non-Thinking JOY
of
Afternoon Beach & Stroll to Abode

See Read More below for
innocence
+
Additional Photos

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SOULUTION IS CLEAR A MUNI JUST IS JULY 24, 2018 THE SOUND BEFORE SOUND

7/24/2018

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THE SOULUTION IS CLEAR
WHEN THERE ARE NO THOUGHTS
RE: WHAT ANYONE OR ANYTHING THING
DOES OR DOESN’T DO..
IS OR IS NOT…
<
THE FULL GLORY OF TRUTH OF BEING EVERSHINES
FROM DEEP CORE SILENCE OF CREATION POSSESSING
ERASING ALL SENSE OF PERSONAL VOLITION
SINCE BEFORE TIME
ew
3:19 AM-7/24/18

TO LENA
Pre-Sunrise
3:50 AM-7/24/18
I EXPERIENCE YOU AS A LIGHTNING BOLT OF PURE GRACE EVERSHINING
THAT JUST BLASTS AWAY SHADOWY INFECTIONS
OF SEEMING ATROCITIES!

MY DEAR, YOU ARE A "FORCE" BEYOND BELIEF!
CARRY ON DEAREST ONE..
...IN YOUR AMAZING TRUTH OF BEING!!!!!!
dmm/ew

See Lena's Instagram for this island
https://www.instagram.com/harbourislandlife/?hl=en
Spectacular Photos and Happenings
Also can Google:
Lena Proudlock Berkeley House
then
https://www.gapinteriors.com/featuredetails.asp?view=lena-proudlock--tetbury-&featureref=556
and a Simple Google search for only her name brings up much!
Lena Proudlock

Sharing the above here, as each One Knows if he/she is such a One for One's particular life and ie that of other Original Ones' lives..
and as this,
Please Know each such Soul is Overflowing into Vast Dimensions of All
dmm/ew

THE VAST SILENCE OF AKASHA TAO CORE
HOLDS INVISIBLY
IN/OF/AS
DEEP CENTER
ZERO POINT
AS
CRITICAL MASS OF ALL THAT IS NOT REAL
EXPLODES
ew
7:28 AM-7/24/18
(just after sunrise)

AFTERNOON

SOULUTION'S CLARITY
<
WORDLESS SPEECH
&
SPEECHLESS WORDS
<
WORDLESS WORDS
&
SPEECHLESS SPEECH
ew
6:55PM-7/24/18

RETURNED TO ORIGIN'S
SOUND BEFORE SOUND*
ew
7:16PM-7/24/18

*"OLDER THAN GOD"
Tao Te Ching #4
Stephen Mitchell Translation
https://ttc.tasuki.org/display:Year:1972,1988,1996,2004/section:1

Rx FOR ALL ENCOMPASSING SOULUTION
A MUNI JUST IS

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WILDNESS OF UNFETTERED CREATION July 20, 2018 "...only the Breath of Sacred Silence..."

7/20/2018

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BREATHED AS*
“I FEEL LOVE – I TRUST”
UNTIL ALL SENSE OF “I” REMOVES
ALLOWING AKASHA TAO CORE FULL POSSESSION
AH! & SO IT IS
∞
ONLY THE IMPERSONAL LIFE
OF
GRACEOPATHY REMAINS
<
WILDERNESS OF DECAY AND HUMAN HORRORS
IS
AS COMPOST PILE OF CORE SILENCE
SOURCING
THE WILDNESS OF UNFETTERED CREATION
ew
3:35 AM-7/20/18
*Read the Offering below re "Breath as Sacred Silence"
an hour AFTER the Above Whisper Worded

WHEN WE ARE IN FULL BLOWN GRACEOPATHY…FINALLY!!!!
ALL HORRORS HERE ARE THE REMINDER:
<
ALLOW TRUTH OF BEING AKASHA TAO CORE SILENCE
TO USURP/REPLACE
TALKING TRUTH OF BEING
<
NO WILD ITCH TO TALK TRUTH
WHEN ONE IS*
WITHOUT WAVER
AH! for this
BALM OF GILEAD**
ew/dmm
3:45 AM-7/20/18
* (UNSULLIED ORIGINAL CORE - -SILENT TRUTH OF BEING)
** https://www.umcdiscipleship.org/resources/there-is-a-balm-in-gilead-heal-the-world

The Breath of Sacred Silence
Beyond all concepts of duality and non-duality
there is only the Breath of Sacred Silence...
Here is neither oneness or two-ness,
only the exquisite Rhythm of
the Infinite Breath
IN which Existence exists.

In this space
everything else falls away -
all breathing falls into The Rhythm
of the Ineffable - the Unknown -
The Mystery...

The inhale and exhale
of the Cosmos,
one Rhythm.
No longer aware of
separation,
only unspeakable Silence
breathing...

The mind tries to hold onto concepts,
through thought patterns,
thought processes;
an automated mechanism
that just runs,
creating scenarios of I/me/other.

BUT
Here - in the river of direct experience,
only the Breath of the Sacred breathes,
unencumbered by thought...

In this space of Grace
there is no sense of
union,
or dissolution,
or surrender...

One is simply - absorbed -
into the Ineffable Breath.
A natural, organic absorption of the whole being
in the ongoing stream of the
Pure Isness of Being...

The Ecstatic Mystery of the Breath of Sacred Silence...

The Above Wording
from
Mystic Meandering
Meditative Writings
July 19, 2018

https://mysticmeandering.blogspot.com/2018/07/the-breath-of-sacred-silence.html?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=Feed%3A+MysticMeandering+%28Mystic+Meandering%29
(for marvelous Soul Fuelings and ReFuelings
do check the list this above "Mystic Meandering" page
has on right side of it's pages...for further web Offerings...
...He calls them
"Watering Holes"
am ReReminded of Biblical Angels "Stirring the Waters")

AFTERNOON

The Daily Lesson
July 20, 2018
“Then meditation takes on its final phase.
When,
in this nothingness of the individual,
the Father speaks
- takes over, heals, redeems, and instructs--
then the Father lives that life.

Eventually,
every one of us will come
to Paul's state of consciousness
in the realization,
'I live;
yet not I, but Christ,'
the son of God,
the very Spirit and presence of God,
lives my life.’

Then, and only then,
are we a state of humility
that has in it not a single trace of virtue,
but only the realization of the truth that we are nothing,
that we can do nothing
and be nothing of ourselves.”
~Joel S Goldsmith
Full "Lesson" here:
www.iwso.org/thedailylesson.htm

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ORIGINAL WOMB "Spare me the trip..." New Moon Partial Solar Eclipse July 12, 2018

7/12/2018

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A NEVERBORN NEVERDIE ONE
IS LIVED BEYOND ALL CONCEPTS
OF GOD MADE IN MAN’S MIND AND IMAGININGS
<
THE PRISTINE FREEDOM OF ORIGINAL WOMB
BEFORE BELIEF MANIFESTED TO HUSH MINDING MINDS
THAT REQUIRE BELIEF & WARRING KILLING FIELDS
OF MISSIONARY LIFETIMES
ew
4:18 AM-4:19 AM

To lament that we shall not be alive a hundred years hence,
is the same folly as to be sorry
we were not alive a hundred years ago
Michel de Montaigne

Cry Heart, but Never Break
https://mailchi.mp/brainpickings/midweek-pick-me-up-cry-heart-but-never-break?e=bc3afd75c6

I’m waiting for the ferry,
but where are we going,
And is there a paradise anyway?

Besides, what will I, who see you everywhere,
Do there?
I’m okay where I am, says Kabir,
Spare me the trip…
Kabir
http://nomindsland.blogspot.com/2018/07/kabir-spare-me-trip.html

AFTERNOON

the mystic says
when the beloved
grants us that kiss we long for…
love asks for our life
and for each new life we are given…
and we surrender
them one by one by one
What river have we fallen into
on its way to what vast and infinite sea!

This limited form is but a sigh
swooning
into foreverness
drifting into dreaming
and into the arms of strength
and softness
and endless love
by naomi
Full Sharing here:
https://newoma.wordpress.com/2010/08/

In a holy moment
on the way to my life,
I met a child on the path,
whose beauty
surrounded my heart
and she took me by the hand
luring me away
to play
in the fields of flowers opening
in her smile
and laughing eyes.

Somewhere along the path,
I lost my lofty plans
for the day
and discovered
the delightful treasures
of the joy
I had hidden in
my soul.

poetic expression by Naomi
https://newoma.wordpress.com/2009/10/18/revealing-the-self/

The sea will be the sea,
whatever the drop's philosophy...
Above Quote is at the top of each page here:
http://nomindsland.blogspot.com/2018/07/kabir-spare-me-trip.html
Suggestion:
scroll to bottom of above page to find a list of blogs this site author "Follows"

See below
for additional
Afternoon Photos
Incluidng for
Catherine The Great
&
Her Beloved Now-Life Partner
&
Links for Womb Breathing

Advanced Breathing Techniques - Energy Arts
https://www.energyarts.com/advanced-breathing-techniques
Taoist reverse breathing is sometimes called prebirth or womb breathing, because it is how babies breathe chi in and out of their bodies while in the womb.

****
Embryo breathing in Qigong is so called turtle breathing
In the most quiet state, Yang energy stream starts to produce a kind of breathing--turtle breathing (embryo breathing) from dantian to take the place of lungs function to push forward the whole body circulations of blood and energy stream. The strong stream causes the excitation and the growing in meridians, although physiological state is in the violent movement, lung's breathing is in the stop state. That is what Bao Puzi said that a goose feather is put on the mouth and the nose, it will not move in breathing out, this is the true abdominal breathing so called congenital true breathing--embryo breathing--also called turtle breathing.
Turtle is always in the breathing state of embryo, which is the only one animal to be in abdominal breathing, due to this, it can maintain it's life in the circumstance of no air, water and food for several decades or longer.
The true chinese Qigong is so called no death (continuous life) method that is the change of turtle living mode.
Humankind has the nature of continuous life--turtle breathing or embryo breathing, what a pity is that exists before birth, once being born, the congenital organisms' habits begin to the body, it may be regained by long time abandoning evil desires and meditation exercises when people grew up.

https://www.qigonginstitute.org/abstract/315/the-explanation-of-embryo-breathing

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Womb breathing is internal breathing, the movement of the subtle breath that occurs in the womb before the child is born and begins breathing through the lungs. In meditation the breath becomes subtle and internal, mirroring the state in the womb.

https://ocoy.org/original-yoga/how-to-meditate/the-breath-of-life-the-practice-of-breath-meditation/the-taoist-tradition-of-breath-meditation/

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GRACEOPATHY OF ‘THE CALL’ "Meet us in the air..." "...unborn, undying, one with the All." June 14, 2018

6/14/2018

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GRACEOPATHY OF ‘THE CALL’ BRINGS ONE
INTO, THRU & OUT OF ALL HORRORS…
…HORRORS THAT ARE POLISHING INITIATIONS
∞
THE MALALIGNMENTS OF INITIATIONS ARE THE
ALREADY-DEAD CAVEMANS’ CLUBS
MORPHING INTO
THE OUROBOROS SNAKES
OF
ETERNAL LIFE
<
AKASHA TAO CORE OUROBOROS LIFE
=
GRACEOPATHY
dmm/ew
3:42 AM-6/14/18

At dawn, I worship the true Self
that is beyond the reach of mind and speech,
By whose grace, speech is even made possible,
This Self is described in the scriptures as “Not this, Not this”.
It is called the God of the Gods,
It is unborn, undying, one with the All.
Adi Shankara around the 8th century
https://www.scienceandnonduality.com/in-the-morning-i-remember/

“I ask the mind to travel back,
through the word,
to the source of the word,
the sound,
and find out how the sound is born.”

The source can only be experienced,
the source can only be perceived and understood,
but never defined and described.
That is how the mind becomes silent.
Translation & Commentary by Vimala Thakar
(Hunger Mountain, MA – October, 1972)
https://www.scienceandnonduality.com/in-the-morning-i-remember/

To go in the dark with
a light is to know the light.
To know the dark, go dark.
Go without sight, and find
that the dark, too, blooms
and sings, and is traveled by
dark feet and dark wings.
~Wendell Berry
https://makebelieveboutique.com/2018/06/14/27551/

I have been and still am a seeker,
but I have ceased to question stars and books;
I have begun to listen
to the teaching
my blood whispers to me.
Herman Hesse
https://www.scienceandnonduality.com/category/other/favorite-quotes/

If you are unable to find the truth right where you are,
where else do you expect to find it?
Dogen

AFTERNOON

… that which is boundless in you
abides in the mansion of the sky,
whose door is the morning mist,
and whose windows are
the songs and the silences
of night
Kahlil Gibran

Run from what’s comfortable.
Forget safety.
Live where you fear to live.
Destroy your reputation.
Be notorious.
Rumi

All quotes above in this color font from:
https://www.scienceandnonduality.com/category/other/favorite-quotes/

THE LAW THAT MARRIES ALL THINGS
1.
The cloud is free only
to go with the wind.
The rain is free
only in falling.
The water is free only
in its gathering together,
in its downward courses,
in its rising into the air.

2.
In law is rest
if you love the law,
if you enter, singing, into it
as water in its descent.

3.
Or song is truest law,
and you must enter singing;
it has no other entrance.
It is the great chorus
of parts. The only outlawry
is in division.

4.
Whatever is singing
is found, awaiting the return
of whatever is lost.

5.
Meet us in the air
over the water,
sing the swallows.
Meet me, meet me,
the redbird sings,
here here here here.
— Wendell Berry
from “Collected Poems, 1957-1982”
http://www.beliefnet.com/columnists/roddreher/2010/06/the-tao-of-wendell-berry.html#Edic5E0XdHPBeo8O.99
(see comments after next photo)

It’s not that the Tao (Way) is whatever you want it to be,
but rather the true Tao cannot be defined,
only lived out in freedom.
In this poem, (THE LAW THAT MARRIES ALL THINGS)
Berry strikes me as clearly Confucian, in that he finds freedom in the law — freedom to be and to become who we are.
But there is a Taoist spirit there too, it seems to me,
in the poem’s lightness of spirit.
Perhaps it’s important to remember
that both great Chinese traditions seek the same goal:
harmony.
With that in mind, it may be the case that
Confucianism is the heavy, masculine yang,
and Taoism is the light, feminine yin
— and both are necessary, one stronger than the other,
depending on the context.
Rod Dreher
http://www.beliefnet.com/columnists/roddreher/2010/06/the-tao-of-wendell-berry.html#Edic5E0XdHPBeo8O.99

The control of the activity of mind is called concentration in the language of the mystics.
The meaning of this word is often not rightly understood.
People are apt to think that concentration means only closing the eyes.
But one may close one's eyes for hours,
and still the thoughts keep coming like a moving picture.

People are never at rest, never at peace;
anxiety and sorrow do not disappear just because they close their eyes.

It is concentration that does that.
Concentration is activity of mind in the direction desired;
our desire dictates in which way the mind is to be active;
the mind acts according to our wishes.

Bowl of Saki, June 14, by Hazrat Inayat Khan
from https://wahiduddin.net/mv2/VII/VII_16.htm

ew/dmm Note:
Concentration in the above description is
what Happens when we are in a Pause taking photographs!!!
(OR "lost" in Stretching Cavorts with self-timer and ocean beach....)
This Helps Immensely to
Re-Remember
How To live the AKASHA TAO CORE...
...Eternal NOW Moment
in each moment.

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THE QUIET ANSWER... "...purest teaching is silence." "..one eternal now..." "...transformed into immortality." 5/21/18

5/21/2018

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Beginning 5/8/18 we add at the very end of each post...
...a Whisper from Morning Writngs in Ocala, FL (February-April 2018)

BE WHAT IS IN SYNC WITH TRUTH OF BEING
ALL VOLITION SOURCED
VIA IMPERSONAL AKASHA CORE TAO’D TRUTH OF BEING
BE THAT!
THE QUIET ANSWER IS BEYOND WORDING
BE THAT!
=
ALL IS A GENTLE DEJA VU
ew
2:34 AM-5/21/18

Every word of truth that we hear or read should be
taken into our consciousness
as if it were a seed,
and there nourished and fed.

It should be fertilized with meditation and by pondering
and putting it into practice,
until in a moment of stillness and silence
the seed can break open,
take root,
and begin to bear fruit.
~Joel S Goldsmith
A Parenthesis in Eternity
http://www.iwso.org/2018-Jan21-AParenthesisInEternity-Introduction-TheDailyLesson.pdf
from Page 12 of above pdf

Your true Self is awareness before it is aware of any object.
The true Self is silence, stillness, peace.
Simply rest in that as much as you can.
Look beyond thinking and sensing.

Thinking and sensing are temporary
and so are not real at all on an absolute level.
But the simple awareness of the now I am is eternal,
unchanging and filled with unconditional happiness
and unbounded joy.

Rest in the serene silence of this Self.
Abide there always.
That is who you have always been and who you will always be
in this one eternal now of God.

If you have ever tasted this silence,
return to it again and again.

Eventually you will realize
that there has never been anywhere else to go,
and there you will remain.
To live always conscious of this consciousness,
to live forever aware of this awareness,
is itself the great awareness.

Let this mind be in you, the mind that is no-mind.
This profound silence and stillness is itself the true Self,
the supreme identity which is no-identity,
the true Self which is no-self.
Just be that always.

Be who you are.
After all,
who else could you
possibly ever be?

Be silent and then listen to that silence
without any words at all.
If you don’t understand that silence
you won’t understand the true import
of a single word in this book,
not really.

Because...

... the purest teaching is silence.
slightly edited excerpts from
I Am That I Am
Francis Bennett.
https://www.innerdirections.org/the-purest-teaching-is-silence/

As soon as the Truth is realized,
the process of self-destruction
which is personal existence
is transformed
into immortality.
Ramesh S. Balsekar
A Net of Jewels
May 22

AFTERNOON

The sage is old enough now
to see through success and failure.

These illusions no longer dominate
The sage has climbed up ladders,
climbed down ladders,
and fallen from ladders.

Now, with
feet firmly on the ground,
the sage is ready to be of service to others,
not to get something from them,
but for the pure pleasure of it.

We have traded services for money all our life.
We have forgotten the joy of serving
simply because it is our nature.

As a sage we may still be paid for our services,
but it is no longer the determining factor.

When the opportunity for service arises
we no longer weigh the possible return.

We are free to serve
according to our nature.
William Martin
The Sage's Tao Te Ching:
Ancient Advice for the Second Half of Life
http://sage-ing.org/wp-content/uploads/Martin-ReadytoBeofService.pdf

As soon as the Truth is realized,
the process of self-destruction
which is personal existence
is transformed into
immortality.
Ramesh S. Balsekar
A Net of Jewels
May 22

BEEN THERE, DONE THAT
NOW WHAT?
∞
“HE WHO EXPLAINS…LIES”*
ew
5:37 AM-3/15/18
*Rabia al-Adawiyya
(Ocala, Fl)
In love, nothing exists between heart and heart.
Speech is born out of longing,
True description from the real taste.
The one who tastes, knows;
the one who explains, lies.
How can you describe the true form of Something
In whose presence you are blotted out?
And in whose being you still exist?
And who lives as a sign for your journey?
Rabia al-Adawiyya
https://wahiduddin.net/sufi/sufi_poetry.htm#Rabia
*
https://wahiduddin.net/cgi-bin/texis/webinator/search_rjs/?query=he+who+explains+lies&submit=Search+Entire+Site&pr=full_site&dropXSL=0&prox=page&rorder=700&rprox=1000&rdfreq=100&rwfreq=200&rlead=0&sufs=2&order=r

“NET OF JEWELS”
“SLENDER GOLDEN THREADS”
CONNECTING
EFFORTLESS EASE
LIGHTNESS OF BEING
ew
5:12 AM-3/16/18
(Ocala, Fl)

1/25/15 Sunrise

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for
Additional 5/21/18 Photos
&
Wu Hsin
THIS TOO:
THE WATER CAVE
TUTELAGE

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BREATH OF ORIGINAL BEING February 19, 2018 “an unwounded hand can handle poison.”

2/19/2018

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6:39 AM Note: Heart Shape above silhouette head

ORIGINAL BEING
AKASHA CORE
AS INDICATED BY BREATHER’S BREATH
REMOVES ALL PRIOR REQUIREMENTS
OF
PRETENSE
∞
PRETENSE WAS UTILIZED
TO DEVELOP MISSIONARY PERSONAL COMPASSION
(IE POLARIZATIONS' PURE HELL ON EARTH)
NOW THERE IS ONLY A TRANSPARENT CONDUIT
THE SILENCE BEFORE SOUND
<
THE IMPERSONAL LIFE
THE EMBRYONIC TAO BREATH*
OF
ORIGIN
AKASHA-TAO CORE
ew
4:01 AM-2/19/18
*https://spiritualpaths.net/the-breath-of-tao-by-kenneth-cohen/
*https://www.thoughtco.com/tai-hsi-taoist-embryonic-breathing-3182942
*http://www.fightingarts.com/reading/article.php?id=571

(dmm/ew Understood/Was/is this Way of Breath before ever reading any words re: this)

(dmm/ew did NOT consciously remember, as above Whisper Worded,
that an OSHO chapter was bookmarked a few days ago to include on an OceanSpeak...
...only 'yesterday' did we put it close to computer to remember to include it today.
....ONLY after the above Whisper Happened, did we re-open to
marked page and only THEN consciously remembered it's content..
in Honour of this Synchronicity,
the entire chapter is on Read More, below Afternoon Photos)

6:43 am

All quoted below in this color font
is the full sharing of:
OSHO
TRANSFORMATION TAROT
#50 Compassion
Jesus and The Money-changers

People come to me and they ask, “what is right and what is wrong?”
I say, “Awareness is right; unawareness is wrong.”
I don’t label actions as wrong and right.
I don’t say violence is wrong.
Sometimes violence can be right.
I don’t say love is right.
Sometimes love can be wrong.
Love can be for a wrong person,
love can be for a wrong purpose.
Somebody loves his country.
Now, this is wrong because nationalism is a curse.
Somebody loves his religion.
He can kill, he can murder, he can burn others’ temples.
Neither is love always right nor is anger always wrong.

Then what is right and what is wrong?
To me, awareness is right.
If you are angry with full awareness, even anger is right.
And if you are loving with unawareness ,
even love is not is right.
So let the quality of awareness be there in every act that you do,
in every thought that you think, in every dream that you dream.
Let the quality of awareness enter into your being more and more.
Become suffused with the quality of awareness.
Then whatsoever you do is virtue.
Then whatsoever you do is good.
Then whatsoever you do is a blessing to you
and to the world in which you live.
***********

Let me remind you of a situation that happened in Jesus’ life.
He took a whip and entered into the great temple of Jerusalem.
A whip in the hand of Jesus….?
This is what Buddha means when he says,
“an unwounded hand can handle poison.”
Yes, Jesus can handle a whip, no problem:
the whip cannot overpower him.
He remains alert,
his consciousness is such.

The great temple of Jerusalem had become a place of robbers.
There were money-changers inside the temple
and they were exploiting the whole country.
Jesus alone entered the temple and upturned their boards
–the boards of the money-changers –
threw their money around and created such turmoil
that the money-changers escaped outside the temple.
They were many and Jesus was alone,
but he was in such a fury,
in such a fire!

Now, this has been a problem for the Christians how to explain it?
–because their whole effort is to prove that Jesus is a dove,
a symbol of peace.
How can he take a whip n his hands?
How can he be so angry so enraged,
that he upturned the boards of the money-changers
and threw them outside the temple?
And he must have been afire;
otherwise, he was alone—he could have been caught hold of.
His energy must have been in a storm;
they could not face him.
The priests and the business people all escaped outside shouting,
“This man has gone mad!

Christians avoid this story.
There is no need to avoid it if you understand:
Jesus is so innocent!
He is not angry; it is his compassion.
He is not violent, he is not destructive; it is his love.
The whip in his hand is the whip in the hands of love, compassion.
A man of awareness acts out of his awareness,
hence there is no repentance; his action is total.
And one of the beauties of the total action is that it does not create karma;
it does not create anything;
it doesn’t leave any trace on you.
it is like writing on water:
you have not even finished…it is gone.
It is not even writing in sand,
because that may remain for a few hours if the wind does not come –
it is writing on water.

If you can be totally alert, then there is no problem.
You can handle poison;
then the poison will function as a medicine.
In the hands of the wise,
poison becomes medicine;
in the hands of the fools,
even medicine, even nectar,
is bound to become poison.
If you function out of innocence –
then you can never come to any harm,
because it leaves no trace.
You remain free of your actions.
You live totally and yet no action burdens you.
From:
OSHO
Compassion #50
TRANSFORMATION TAROT

AFTERNOON

To build a life around offering your gift requires an open heart,
which is scary in this world.
Living fully wide open means things aren’t ‘secure.’
Going naked requires we receive with open eyes
all the lessons that come down the pike,
even the sorrowful, painful ones,
with faith that each experience enriches our journeys
and expands us in some important way.
This path requires determination,
hard work,
and faith.

But I have experienced that ‘going naked’
acts as a beacon of light.
My essence,
no matter how hesitant or shy,
attracts to it those things that would nourish it.
Your essence revealed attracts experiences,
sensations, and people that re-inspire your lagging spirit
as you throw out yet another failed piece of work
or end a once vital relationship.

When we allow ourselves to shine in this way,
we are led
- slowly but surely-
to the heart of things,
to our gift.

I believe real living art,
in whatever form it takes,
is our essence revealed and expressed.
And, to me,
this act of courageously offering your essence
to the world regardless of the reception
is a powerful act of love that benefits others
….Ann O’Shaughnessy
https://makebelieveboutique.com/2013/03/12/5364/

even if you are a small forest
surviving off of moon alone.
your light is extraordinary.
-reminder
~Nayyirah Waheed
https://makebelieveboutique.com/2018/02/19/26952/

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OSHO Quote
&
Additional Photos

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ORGASMIC STILLPOINT "...from its place on high..." "...utter banality of all existence." February 9, 2018

2/9/2018

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THE SWEET PEACE OF
IMMORTAL’S CORE
BEYOND THE BEYOND
NO/WHERE
NOW/HERE
SILENT PEACE
ORIGINAL ORGASMIC STILLPOINT OF CREATION
AKASHIC’S CORE ORIGIN
TOUCHSTONE OF ALL
<
∞
PRISTINE/POISED
BEYOND FOREVER
HELD IN THE
ORGASMIC STILLPOINT

ew
2:44 AM-2/9/18

“Be willing to be used by God; be willing to be used by Truth.
Be willing to be an instrument through which Truth reveals Itself,
but do not attempt to use God.
Never try to use God, Truth.
If you understood the nature of God,
never would you pray to God for any thing.”
― Joel S. Goldsmith, The Art of Spiritual Healing

Thursday, February 8, 2018

You all know how to light a fire.
First you put down a little paper,
on top of which you place some dry twigs.
And on top of this,
you add some larger pieces of wood.
Finally, you strike a match and set fire to the paper.
The paper sets fire to the twigs,
and the twigs set fire to the branches.

Let us now consider human beings
with their different bodies:
physical, astral, mental and causal.
The flame of the match corresponds to the causal plane,
the world of spirit,
which is the source of all phenomena in the universe.

The match sets fire to the paper (the mental plane, the intellect),
which sets fire to the twigs (the astral plane, the heart)
which in turn sets fire to the larger pieces of wood (the physical plane).
Therefore, everything begins on high with spirit,
and then, from body to body,
the fire finally reaches the physical plane.

No true realization is possible on the physical plane
unless you began by working with spirit which,
from its place on high,
provides the impetus.
Omraam Mikhael Aivanhov
https://www.prosveta-usa.com/fire-light-the-from-spirit-to-the-physical-plane_2018-02-08

AFTERNOON...

“Believe me, once you mess with Exorcism,
and above all if you don’t pull it off, something departs from you.
And the rest of you yearns to depart also.”
Hostage to the Devil
Malachi Martin
full article here:
https://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/vatican/esp_vatican27t.htm#Conclusion

Remembering Exorcist at his end…VITAL info for this life.
More Re: the toll of exorcism...quoted here
https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-and-more/the-forever-immortality-of-humans-pure-evil-milestone-february-6-2018

Quotes in this color font below
are deep, down and gritty.... MAJOR MAJOR factors re:
this life and part of how it has been survived...
quotes from
HOSTAGE TO THE DEVIL
Malachi Martin

Peter glanced at her face.
The name was obvious, now he knew it.
The twisted smile was back on her mouth. Now, he realized, he had to deal with the most ancient of man’s tempters and enemies:
the hater who deceived you with a smile and a joke and a promise.

The cleverness of it.
How could you suspect or attack someone called Smiler?
And if they just smile at anything you do, what can you do?
The whole thing-God, heaven, earth, Jesus, holiness, good, evil-becomes
a mere farce.
And by the evil alchemy of that farce,
everything becomes an ugly joke,
a cosmic joke on little men who in their turns are only puny little jokes.
And, and, and . . . the utter banality of all existence,
the wish for nothing.
https://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/vatican/esp_vatican27d.htm

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&
additional quotes
regarding
The Smiler Archetype-Exorcism

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FOREVER IMMORTALITY OF HUMANS' PURE EVIL...& REAL LIFE Milestone February 6, 2018

2/5/2018

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THE IMMORTALITY OF REAL LIFE
SUSTAINS
AS
TAO’S SILENT CORE
∞
SINCE BEFORE/DURING/AFTER
THE FOREVER IMMORTALITY
OF
HUMANS’ PURE EVIL
IN ALL EONS AND DIMENSIONS
ew
2:42 AM-2/6/18

(see Read More
below afternoon photos
extensive quotes/resources/notes
re:
Hostage to the Devil
- Arthur Guirdham and more)

AFTERNOON.................

Excerpts from:
The End of an Exorcist
Michael Strong - Conclusion

Hostage to the Devil
Malachi Martin

“Believe me, once you mess with Exorcism,
and above all if you don’t pull it off, something departs from you.
And the rest of you yearns to depart also.”

It did not seem a good moment to pursue his “waiting” to “depart.”
So I asked him about the Confrontation with Evil Spirit
in an exorcism.
What was it like?
What effects had it?
It was a meeting, he said, a personal meeting.
What the exorcist met in person was something that existed
in a state where the all-important,
the only, reality was a “living not.”

I wanted to stop and ponder that for a while,
but he went on to talk of a reality that is not beautiful,
not true,
not holy,
not pleasant,
not bright,
not warm,
not large,
not happy,
not anything positive.

I started to say that all this sounded like Hell
or how people used to describe Hell.
“No,” he interjected distinctly and firmly.
“That is Hell.
Just to be utterly alone and immutably without love.
Forever.”

In the exorcism the exorcist knew that what he was up against
existed in that state.
He just knew it.

The effect of all this?
I asked the question still very tentatively,
not wishing to increase any pain he had.
Did he feel he was in a box or a prison?
Did it make him dispirited and lose initiative?

The effects were far deeper, he said.
Years before in the seminary, he loved music, flowers, a good book.
He could laugh the loudest of all;
he enjoyed swimming, tennis, a good meal, and so on.
He loved children.
They made him happy, just to hear their voices.
And many other things he liked also-
singing and dancing and long walks,
and the sound of waves on the shore,
and smells such as new-mown hay,
flowers and grass after a light shower,
a turf fire in the early morning.
And he slept like a top.
Always he woke up ready for the world,
rain, hail, or shine.

After Thomas Wu’s exorcism was over, all that had changed.
No, it wasn’t age,
he answered some unvoiced remark of mine,
but something else.

The housekeeper appeared, and he nodded to her.
It was time for him to turn in.
She left.

I asked: “What does it really mean?”

He was standing up now.
The moon had risen over the back wall of the garden.
We both looked at it with upturned faces.
“You are never quite at home in this human world
ever again after an exorcism,”
he said slowly.
He sat down again and explained.

After an exorcism the exorcist hears and sees
and thinks and talks as he always did.
But now he perceives on two planes.
Spirit is everywhere.
Flesh and matter is only “our picture” of what’s there.
And it’s not all good.
There’s evil and good hidden in that “picture.”

After an exorcism you always know, if you didn’t know it before.
You are now walking with double vision,
a second sight,
as the old people used to say.

And the exorcist never really sleeps, not as he used to.
He dozes off.
Some deep part of him is keeping watch,
always watching,
and doesn’t want anything to escape him
even momentarily.

All sleep is escape.
And he knows that escape for him is impossible.

He eats, he must in order to stay alive.
And he breathes.
His heart beats on.
But he has a terrible option always:
not to breathe,
to let his heart stop.

“Father Michael, how are you?”
He said he was fine. He had a request to make.
Before my visit ended, I should remind him of it.
But he wanted first to say something further to me about the effects of the exorcism on him.
“It helps me to talk about it all”
-this by way of explanation.
It was the double vision: he had not defined it properly, he said.
I waited, because, as Michael spoke,
a wave of misery swept over his face.
The veil of immobility was withdrawn for an instant,
then fell back again.
For that quick instant I had seen a load of pain and sadness
framed in lines of a gently resolute hope.
His whole expression said:
I will not give up my trust,
although I have nothing to rely
on but that trust.

Then he went on to describe the double vision.
It was not like seeing another table beside the real table
or another wall beside the real wall.
It was not a vision of eyes or a hearing with your ears
or a touching with your hand.
It was another level of reality.
An exorcism sharpens your awareness of that reality, he said.
You know what stands behind and around
and beneath and above
all that is visible and tangible.
The intertwining cords of spirit appear everywhere.
Good and bad spirit.
Beauty and ugliness.
Holiness and sin.
God as a tremendous majesty.
Personal evil is a formidable force.
Nothing escapes those cords.

He fell silent at this point.
After a pause,
I could not resist asking him directly about his failure
to complete the exorcism of Thomas Wu.
Did it entail any special liability within this sphere of his double vision?

“Of course.”
The words were loaded with an ache and a distress which silenced me.

Once pronounced,
they hung in the air between us as silent signs of his suffering.

“I can now hate. I can choose to hate,” he said drily.
Before the exorcism of Wu, he had never even thought of hating.
Now, to hate was a living option for him.
Before the exorcism, he never even imagined
what it would be like really to despair.
Now it was a real option. “Real.” “Real.”
He repeated the word several times.
The idea of rejecting Jesus as a charlatan
now came to him as a real choice.
All those choices and others too unspeakable to mention
were like plates of food placed in front of him continually.
His pain was that he was forced to consider each one as a possibility.
Before,
he had them all banded together and thrown into a box,
and he had thrown away the key.
Now he had to take a taste of each one.
Slowly.
Realistically.
He stopped at a certain point, groping for an image.
It was, he finally said,
as if a mad wolf were allowed sniff and smell and nose
around his naked body,
always threatening to bite and crush,
always moving, moving, moving.
He bent his head on his hands.
There was a pause of about five minutes.

And all the waiting, I finally asked, why all the waiting?
He had failed in the exorcism,
but he had not accepted Satan or evil or hate.
Why, then, the perpetual waiting?

“Simply put, my young friend,” he said thickly,
“evil has power over us, some power.
And even when defeated and put to flight,
it scrapes you in passing by.
If you don’t defeat it, evil exacts a price of more terrible agony.
It rips a gash in the spirit with a filthy claw,
and some of its venom enters the veins of the soul.
As a price.
As a memory.
As a lesson.
A warning that it will return again.”

It was time to go. I stood up. He said nothing.
I touched him lightly on the forehead.
It was cold.

As I went out, Breeda smiled at me:
“Now, young man, don’t worry about Father Michael.
He knows what he’s doin’.”
Somehow, this old woman understood more that I had ever understood.
Then I heard his voice calling after me:
“Malachi!
At the end, be sure and read Paul,
First Corinthians, Chapter 15, verses 50 to 58.
All of it.”
I hurried back into the study.
But he told me to go with the usual silent wave of the hand.

Conclusion

....there was a tiny rattle in Michael’s throat.
The lips smiled faintly.
The eyes lost all light.
I felt sure Michael had partaken in Jesus’ victory over death
and that he had escaped death’s sting.
But he had, indeed, paid the price for his failure of years before.
We will never know the exact note of suffering
such a man as Michael Strong must undergo at dying,
for it lies in the spirit unattainable by our logic,
unimaginable by our fantasy,
impervious to any clever methodology we can devise.
But each exorcist could well have as his epitaph
the most noble phrase Jesus ever pronounced about human love:
“Greater love than this no man hath:
that a man lay down his life for his friend."

Excerpts from:
Hostage to the Devil
Malachi Martin
https://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/vatican/esp_vatican27t.htm#Conclusion

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