Category: Bernadette Roberts No Self

PERPETUAL DEJA VU "...Absolute effortlessness." March 25, 2020

3/25/2020

OCEANSPEAK
HAS BECOME
SKYSPEAK
AS WE ARE NOW IN OCALA, FLORIDA

6:35 AM

A PEELING & POOFING OF HERETOFORE
STANCES
=
FEEBLE MENTAL MURMURS DISSOLVING
INTO
INVISIBLE BREATH
UNUTTERABLE WORDS
NAKED IN GRACE TRANSPARENCY REMAINS
A PERPETUAL DEJA VU
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2:56 AM-3/25/20
No physical aches or pains…breath is invisible
feeble mental murmurs fading/faded
Lightness of Being as mental mind poofs…
what “they” name alzheimer’s disease

TIMELESS ETERNAL PRESENCE
UNSHAKABLE FOUNDATION
DEEP WITHIN
A HOUSE BUILT ON ROCK
ADVERSITY FORCES DEEPER AWAKENING
??
notes from a non-remembered source of Listening or Reading

ALL BELOW IN THIS FONT FROM PAGES FOUND HERE:
BE (Beyond Enlightenment) by C (Claudio)
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http://nomindsland.blogspot.com/2020/03/be-beyond-enlightenment-by-c-claudio.html?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=Feed%3A+NoMindsLand+%28No+Mind%27s+Land%29

FROM TRUE EFFORTLESSNESS
THE WONDROUS WHOLE APPEARS
https://dieter-vollmuth.de/cms/wp-content/uploads/2018/12/BE.pdf

ONLY The Wondrous Whole is ALL that exists .
No need to attain It.
No effort of any kind Is required.
There is no distance involved.
Just Be Still.
Just sit quietly
And allow all things to Be So
Be Still.
https://dieter-vollmuth.de/cms/wp-content/uploads/2018/12/BE.pdf

Cardinal Sitting Still this morning.

ONLY GOD ALONE EXISTS
Claudio
video at bottom of this page:

http://nomindsland.blogspot.com/2020/03/be-beyond-enlightenment-by-c-claudio.html?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=Feed%3A+NoMindsLand+%28No+Mind%27s+Land%29

Relax.
Slow down.
Let go.
You don’t need to think In order to “be”.
Above all…
Strive for Absolute effortlessness.
https://dieter-vollmuth.de/cms/wp-content/uploads/2018/12/BE.pdf
p. 44

ALL ABOVE IN THIS FONT FROM PAGES FOUND HERE:
BE (Beyond Enlightenment) by C (Claudio)
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http://nomindsland.blogspot.com/2020/03/be-beyond-enlightenment-by-c-claudio.html?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=Feed%3A+NoMindsLand+%28No+Mind%27s+Land%29

AFTERNOON

The Soul's Preparation
Although I know you are suffering at this time,
my hope and prayer is that you are not suffering interiorly, that you are aware that God is with you
and has ordained this to prepare you for a whole new life.

It is because God
(eternal life with God)
is not of this world that your being in this world
has to go by the wayside to enter into God’s being –
not in this world.

Death and dying are not about anything else.

Although dying is a positive transformative process,
it is well-taken as a 'negative'
because it means leaving life as one knows it now,
for a life that one does not know now.

Man’s eternal life is of an entirely different nature
than his present life; no one knows eternal life
until it is a fait accompli.

It is because one does not know ahead of time,
the soul’s preparation
can only be perfect trust in God.

The reason this is not easy
is because it means giving up not only what one knows, but knowing itself.

So all one thinks is 'life after death' or how this goes,
can be thrown in the wastebasket.

Bernadette Roberts

Personal Letter
Copyright Bernadette Roberts 2001
Posted: 25 Mar 2020 03:00 AM PDT
https://contemplativedaybook.blogspot.com/2020/03/the-souls-preparation.html?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=Feed%3A+ContemplativeDayBook+%28Contemplative+Day+Book%29

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CONIUNCTIO February 15, 2020

2/15/2020

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CONTINUE IN TRUTH OF BEING CORE
WHICH HAS NO
ASPECTS THAT ARE PARALYZING
∞
WORDS/THOUGHTS UTTERED WITHIN OR WITHOUT ARE UNDERSTOOD
(BY OTHERS…AND OWN EGOIC ASPECTS)
AS
POLAR OPPOSITE TO EMBODIED/ENSOULED TRUTH OF BEING

SOULUTION:
CONSCIOUSNESS MERGED WITH SOURCE OF CREATION
=
GRACEOPATHY
A STATE OF BEING BEYOND ANY SENSE OF “GOD” OR “SELF”*
COINCIDENTIA OPPOSTORUM=CONIUNCTIO**
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3:20 AM-2/15/20
* & ** See Read More Below Afternoon Photos

AFTERNOON

Read More Below for *&**Notes re: The Morning Whisper

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ALL IS WELL "...my life without God-" "The longing is eternal." "...haunting and wild,..." January 29, 2020

1/29/2020

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ALL IS WELL, UNLESS PERCEIVED OTHERWISE
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2:09 AM-1/29/20

We travel, some of us forever,
to seek other states,
other lives,
other souls.
~Anais Nin
https://makebelieveboutique.com/2020/01/28/31588/

Coming to Terms with Nothingness
What we call emptiness and nothingness
is merely a relative notion or experience,
like moving from the positive to the negative
before both eventually fall away
and all that remains is what Is.

Nevertheless,
if there is any aspect of this journey
I would stress or emphasize,
it is the evident necessity of finally coming to terms
with the nothingness and emptiness of existence,
which, for me,
seemed to be the equivalent
of living out my life without God –
or any such substitute.

Only when this came about,
only when the acclimation
to a life without an ultimate reality
was complete,
when there was no hope,
no trust remaining,
only when I have finally to accept what is,
did I suddenly realize that what is,
is Truth itself and all that Is.

I had to discover
it was only when every single,
subtle, experience and idea
– conscious and unconscious –
has come to an end, a complete end,
that it is possible for the
Truth to reveal Itself.

Bernadette Roberts
The Experience of No-Self
https://contemplativedaybook.blogspot.com/2020/01/coming-to-terms-with-nothingness.html?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=Feed%3A+ContemplativeDayBook+%28Contemplative+Day+Book%29

MID-MORNING SESSION - OCEAN "OFFICE" SPACE

AFTERNOON

The restlessness in the human heart
will never be finally stilled
by any person, project, or place.

The longing is eternal.
This is what constantly qualifies and enlarges
our circles of belonging.
There is a constant and vital tension
between longing and belonging.

Without the shelter of belonging,
our longings would lack direction, focus, and context;
they would be aimless and haunted,
constantly tugging the heart
in a myriad of opposing directions.

Without belonging,
our longing would be demented.

As memory gathers and anchors time,
so does belonging shelter longing.
Belonging without longing
would be empty and dead,
a cold frame around emptiness.

John O'Donohue
Excerpt from this EXCELLENT writing:
http://www.passionart.guide/project/john-o-donohue-celtic-reflections-on-our-yearning-to-belong/

A long dark curve is the poem in your body
is the river
is the loon's throat.
Have you ever asked yourself how
the loon's voice
opens?

You know it first as change in the body.
Even if the blue place you are dreaming
is no longer there
you must begin.
Something that desires to lift
these heavy bones
something simple
and beautiful
miraculous as a feather
forms along the blade
of each wing.

Poised, no longer
settled
you wait as every part of you sheds
what once was,
and is no longer
necessary.

Close to shore you prepare.
And what will it cost you?

And what is this
haunting and wild, now
still in your throat, now
trembling
Set it free
whatever it may cost you
set it free.
~Cheryl Hellner
https://makebelieveboutique.com/2020/01/28/31588/

Herein lies the secret way:
move with reckless abandon!
Rumi

Last photo above is from five years ago....January 29, 2015
See More Here:
Womb Wisdom - Primordial Silence
https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-youthanasia-sanctarii/3-womb-wisdom-primordial-silence-sunriseafternoon-january-29-2015

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"UNVEILED SOUL "...no extremes are possible..." 12/30/19 "...a virgin alone...“ "...place of resurrection...”

12/30/2019

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BE STILL & LISTEN
<
ERRONEOUS SHROUDS DISAPPEAR
CLARITY SIMPLY IS
AS UNVEILD SOUL OCCURS
<
A TRANSPARENT CONDUIT THAT ONLY LISTENS
=
AT ONE WITH THE REALMS
BEYOND WORDS & THOUGHTS
SILENCE SPEAKS*
ALL JUST IS
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5:41 AM-12/30/19
*See Taylor Caldwell's
THE LISTENER
https://read.amazon.com/nc/?kcrFree=only&asin=B007MUJ1Q0

New Year's Wish

The past year has been for me and for many others,
an opportunity to cling to God
in the face of hardship and pain.
In our acceptance and surrender
we grow closer to God.

To recognize your powerlessness in the face of suffering can be the door to a small circle of peace within,
a stillpoint.
It used to seem to me that
Catholic saints were obsessed with suffering,
gladly accepting and even welcoming it.

This is because pain brought them
to the deep truth of God’s nearness.

In A Passage through Self, Bernadette said:

"Those in the unitive state
now have a balanced psyche
and no extremes are possible.
Once their feelings reach a certain threshold,
that is it,
they come to an end.

They are either stopped and go no further
or they, as it were, bump into God.
So these feelings act kind of as a reminder of God’s presence.

That is why when some saints reached the unitive state
they actually went out and sought suffering,
looked for problems because they realized this situation.

The greater the problems,
the greater the awareness of God.
The more they had to put up with,
the more they had to contact this center,
and the more that center was revealed."

Rather than wishing you
a prosperous and peace-filled New Year,
let me wish you instead everything you need
to draw closer to God.
May the fire of your longing light every day.

Excerpt from:
https://contemplativedaybook.blogspot.com/2019/12/new-years-wish.html?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=Feed%3A+ContemplativeDayBook+%28Contemplative+Day+Book%29

See this link for more re: Bernadette Roberts
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bernadette_Roberts

AFTERNOON

Quotes below in this front from EXCELLENT essay re: Thomas Merton
https://emergencemagazine.org/story/on-the-road-with-thomas-merton/

Whatever else can be said about Merton, and much has been said,
one thing is certain: he was a monk who loved trees.
One might say I had decided to marry the silence of the forest,
he wrote.
"The sweet dark warmth of the whole world will have to be my wife.
Out of the heart of that dark warmth
comes the secret that is heard only in silence …
Perhaps I have an obligation to preserve the stillness,
the silence, the poverty,
the virginal point of pure nothingness
which is at the center of all other loves."
He had been searching for that center his whole life.
Le point vierge, he called it.

This monk who wed the silence of the forest
was also a gregarious lover of people,
which is exactly why he needed to flee their presence.
He yearned for the kind of deep solitude
where he could shed his public persona
and live for God alone.
Perhaps he would find it among the California redwoods,
along the Lost Coast,
or in New Mexico’s Chama River Canyon.

le point vierge
I first discovered the phrase in Merton’s book Conjectures of a Guilty Bystander, where he wrote:
At the center of our being is a point of nothingness which is untouched by sin and by illusion, a point of pure truth, a point or spark which belongs entirely to God, which is never at our disposal, from which God disposes of our lives, which is inaccessible to the fantasies of our own mind or the brutalities of our own will.

This little point of nothingness and of absolute poverty
is the pure glory of God in us.
Merton helped me articulate a belief
I’d long suspected, that the core of our being is not rotten,
as my Protestant upbringing had insisted,
but is a place of untouched beauty and wholeness
reserved for God alone,
a place beyond ego that no evil can touch.

Merton borrowed the phrase le point vierge
from Sufi scholar Louis Massignon,
who borrowed the idea
from the ninth-century Sufi Mansur al-Hallaj.
As al-Hallaj wrote,
“Our hearts, in their secrecy,
are a virgin alone,
where no dreamer’s dream penetrates--
the heart where the presence of the Lord penetrates,
there to be conceived.”

Eight crows wheeled in the sky overhead,
casting their shadows on the bare hillside.
He read the Astavakra Gita on reincarnation,
looked out over the Pacific, and wrote:

Reincarnation or not,
I am as tired of talking and writing
as if I had done it for centuries.
Now it is the time to listen at length to this Asian ocean.

In the fall he would cross this Asian ocean on a different pilgrimage, one that would be his last.
Before he left, he photographed Needle Rock.

The great Yang-Yin of sea rock mist,
diffused light and half hidden mountain …
an interior landscape, yet there.
In other words,
what is written within me is there.
“Thou art that.”

As Merton wrote in his essay “From Pilgrimage to Crusade,” the peregrini set out not in order to visit a sacred shrine
but to seek solitude and exile.

If the peregrinus had a goal, it was to find his
“place of resurrection”--

a specific place where he might live out his remaining days
in prayer and solitude.

This was not simply wandering for its own sake, Merton wrote:

“It was a journey to a mysterious, unknown,
but divinely appointed place,
which was to be the place of the monk’s
ultimate meeting with God.”

Whether Merton sought God here in this desert canyon
or along the desolate Mendocino coast
or in the deep hush of the redwoods,
he began to suspect that his search for the perfect hermitage
was a chimera.

The country which is nowhere is the real home.
His real home was le point vierge,
the place in himself reserved only for God.
Perhaps I have an obligation to preserve the stillness,
the silence, the poverty, the virginal point of pure nothingness
which is at the center of all other loves.

The Christian of the future, Rahner said fifty years ago,
will either be a mystic or cease to exist.
Brother Leander looks hard at me with his good eye.
“And what is mysticism?
The experience of God in the interior of one’s being.
I always liked Hermann Hesse’s definition of a mystic:
a poet without verses,
a painter without a brush,
a musician without notes.”

I tell Brother Leander that I pray the Jesus Prayer,
a kind of mantra used by the early desert monks.
“Yes, laddie, and you must pray the prayer
not only with your lips or your mind
but with your heart.”

IT WAS A COLLECTIVE madness that befell European Christianity
in the medieval years when Christians gave up wandering
in search of God and turned their search
toward wealth and power.
By the twelfth century,
the peaceful and defenseless peregrinatio of the Irish monks
had been replaced by the violence of the Crusades.
When knights, kings, and priests attempted to liberate
the land of Abraham through force, Merton wrote,
they implanted within the European psyche
an insidious pattern of conquest
that would repeat itself many times
over the coming centuries.

By the time Europeans set foot in North America,
the pilgrim mentality and crusader mentality had finally fused,
creating a singular and disastrous form of alienation
that resulted in the conquest of indigenous peoples.

As Merton wrote:
“Centuries of ardent, unconscious desire for the Lost Island
had established a kind of right to paradise once it was found.
It never occurred to the sixteenth-century Spaniard or Englishman to doubt for a moment that the new world was entirely and rightly his.
It had been promised and given to him by God.
It was the end of centuries of pilgrimage.”

“There is no lost island merely for the individual,”
Merton concluded in his essay on pilgrimage.
“We are all pieces of the paradise isle.”

In no time is that more true than now,
in this age when our paradise isle
is threatened at every turn.
Perhaps the meaning of pilgrimage now
in this age of climate change and species loss
is that the fruits of our inner life in God
cannot remain ours alone;
they must be shared for the sake of all life.
The portal to the invisible must be visible.
“What can we gain by sailing to the moon
if we are not able to cross the abyss
that separates us from ourselves?”
Merton asked.
“This is the most important of all voyages of discovery,
and without it all the rest are not only useless but disastrous.”

To update Merton’s question:
What can we gain by fixing climate change
or ending poverty
or terraforming Mars
if we remain alienated from ourselves?
How to cross that abyss?
Brother Leander:
You must let the prayer descend to your heart, laddie!
Brother Isidore:
Let us be silent before God who made us.
Brother Jerome:
You learn to talk to silence,
and silence answers in silence.

This is the work:
to take these feelings of loneliness and exile
and bring them into the furnace of the heart,
where emotional abandonment becomes mystical abandonment.
Sitting in this tiny patch of shade,
surrounded by white sage and ocotillo,
I bring these thoughts into prayer.

Normally my prayers are a dull litany of requests and complaints,
the hypes and gripes of a lukewarm spiritual life,
but here on the edge of this vast mesa,
I feel those petitions giving way to something more compelling,
an opening into a more spacious country.
An uncomplicated resting in God,
who seems to have no other agenda
than to welcome me into this place of
silence and mercy and at-oneness.
A feeling of Presence
that is so much more than the breeze on my face
or the sweat evaporating on my skin.

Quotes above in this front from EXCELLENT essay re: Thomas Merton
https://emergencemagazine.org/story/on-the-road-with-thomas-merton/

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NESTLED SAFELY... "...a dream already ended." Dec. 20, 2019 "...absolute, total silence;"

12/20/2019

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Due to windy/rainy weather all day.....Unless otherwise stated..
ALL photos below from five years ago..
December 20, 2014 - "When I Cast All Dreams Away"

See More Here:
https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-youthanasia-sanctarii/when-i-cast-all-dreams-away-sunriseafternoon-december-20-2014

Entire Month of December 2014:
https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-youthanasia-sanctarii/archives/12-2014

December 20, 2014 - View from Top of Sand Dunes Path -

NESTLED SAFELY IN TRANSPARENT CONDUIT
NO AWARENESS OF SELF OR GOD*

DOES THE PHYSICAL EYE SEE ITSELF?...
...THINK RE: ITS REALITY?
NO!
IT JUST IS
…..FUNCTIONING AS ORIGINAL CREATION’S DESIGN
=
FADN
“THE FINE ART OF DOING NOTHING”**

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7:00 AM-12/20/19
*Bernadette Roberts
The Experience of No-Self
pp. 177-181
See Read More below Afternoon photos
for extensive summary via Bernadette Roberts

**A personal in-flesh-form Friend who is the soul of Yogananda
coined this phrase..
...lives FADN as a Way of Life

The truest communication with God
is absolute, total silence;
there is not a single word in existence
that can convey this communication.
Bernadette Roberts
https://www.inspiringquotes.us/author/8712-bernadette-roberts

Ultimately, then, union with God is not really complete until there is nothing left to be united:
between self (the still center on the affective continuum)
and God (the still-point)
there is no gap remaining.
What is left is what Is, all that Is
and Its identity
is unmistabkable.
Bernadette Roberts
The Experience of No-Self
page 180

A friend recently told me
that the falling way of the affective system
was invariably a psychotic symptom.
While I had never heard this before and cannot verify it,
my present perspective is quite the opposite.
As I see it,
the affective system is not only
the cause of every psychological illness,
it is the cause of all man's suffering.
Bernadette Roberts
The Experience of No-Self
page 180

AFTERNOON

I have lots of things to teach you now,
in case we ever meet,
concerning the message
that was transmitted to me
under a pine tree in North Carolina
on a cold winter moonlit night.

It said that Nothing Ever Happened,
so don’t worry.
Everything is ecstasy,
inside.
We just don’t know it
because of our thinking-minds.

But in our true blissful essence of mind
it is known that everything
is alright forever and forever and forever.

Close your eyes,
let your hands and nerve-ends drop,
stop breathing for 3 seconds,
listen to the silence inside
the illusion of the world,
and you will remember
the lesson you forgot,
which was taught in immense milky ways
of cloudy innumerable worlds long ago
and not even at all.

It is all one vast awakened thing.
I call it the golden eternity.
It is perfect.

We were never really born,
we will never really die.
It has nothing to do with the imaginary idea
of a personal self, other selves,
many selves everywhere,
or one universal self.

Self is only an idea,
a mortal idea.
That which passes through everything,
is one thing.
It’s a dream already ended.

There’s nothing to be afraid of
and nothing to be glad about.

I know this from staring at mountains months on end.
They never show any expression,
they are like empty space.

Do you think the emptiness of space
will ever crumble away?

Mountains will crumble,
but the emptiness of space,
which is the one universal essence of mind,
the one vast awakenerhood,
empty and awake,
will never crumble away
because it was never born.
—Jack Kerouac
https://peacefullpresence.blogspot.com/2019/10/information-for-matt.html.

Remembrance Rock

You are born with the soul,
but you are absolutely unaware of it –
because of the mind.

The mind never allows you to be in the present.
That’s the reason my insistence on meditation is so strong –
because meditation simply means a method to get rid of the mind.
The moment the mind is not there, suddenly you are in a new space:
so fresh, so beautiful, so blissful.

That is your soul; that is your no-mind.

And once you have entered that space,
that space starts growing around you
and creates a certain energy field.
That becomes your presence of being.
-Osho
Excerpt from:

Sat Chit Anand, Chapter 19
Full article here:
NO MIND & Being Present...
https://o-meditation.com/2019/12/20/no-mind-and-being-present-osho/

Read More Below for MORE
Bernadette Roberts - The Experience of No-Self

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TRANSPARENT SIMPLICITY PRIMORDIAL BIRDSPEAK "...humble lover of the mystery." August 5, 2019 ....continuing MILESTONE UNFETTERINGS.... (Aug 3,4,5 2019)

8/5/2019

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CELEBRATE IN SOUL DEPTHS
EVERY SEEMING IRRITANT AND PROBLEM
THAT ARISES IN CONSCIOUSNESS
DUE TO SHREDS
OF
REMAINING EGOIC ASPECTS…

BE STILL & SILENT IN THE ETERNAL NOW
WITH INNER-REALIZED ORIGIN…
THE COMFORT ZONE OF TRUTH IN ALL MEMORIES
SINCE BEFORE & BEYOND FOREVER
<
THE RED SEA OF ILLUSIONS/DELUSIONS
INSTANTLY PARTS & DISAPPEARS...

...ONLY THE MOVEMENT OF UNFETTERED CORE OF CREATION REMAINS
ERASING ALL SEEMING “NEED” AND/OR ABILITIES
TO EXPLAIN TO ANY SELF OR OTHERS
∞
THERE IS NO-SELF OR “OTHER”
WITHIN OR WITHOUT THE CONSCIOUSNESS
TO EXPLAIN TO.
∞
JUST BE TRUTH OF BEING
∞
AH!
FOR THE EFFORTLESS EASE
OF
SUCH TRANSPARENT SIMPLICITY*

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3:47 AM-8/5/19
*See Read More below Afternoon Photos
for the writing predawn that helped to Allow
the Above "Whisper" to Appear
thru these physical fingers

Monday, August 5, 2019
The disciples of a spiritual teaching are aware that within them there is something beautiful and great that longs only to express itself, and they seek the help of beings of light from the invisible world. Their wish flows from them as a subtle fluid, and the entities that pick this up are always ready to respond to their request. But it is one thing to have a spiritual ideal and quite another to keep it firmly in your soul. When you have succeeded in elevating your inner state, it is difficult to stay on the high ground. But you have to cling on, because it is up there that you will find pure air, light and freedom.
In our universe, it is the sun that represents the summit, the spirit. In order to reach their inner summit and remain there, disciples of spiritual science must make daily efforts to hoist themselves up to the sun. Then when they come back down to face whatever events may occur, a part of them will remain up above, in the sun, inspiring all their decisions.
Omraam Mikhael Aivanhov

https://www.prosveta-usa.com/sun-the-because-we-strive-towards-it-something-inside-us-will-remain-close-to-it_2019-08-05
(Can search for MORE re: SUN and topics on above link)

..From August 5, 2016 OceanSpeak
https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-youthanasia-sanctarii/the-lila-glides-swoops-dips-and-pauses-of-resurrection-sunriseafternoon-august-5-2016

....below is the Morning Whisper from August 5, 2016

FORMER PEAKS AND VALLEYS
DISAPPEAR
<
TAO’S RESURRECTED CORE
<
EFFORTLESS EASE GLIDE...
AND/OR....AT MOST .....
ONLY LILA SWOOPS, DIPS AND LANDINGS....
LANDINGS ARE FOR QUIET PAUSE
<
REMEMBERING HOW TO BE WITHOUT MAN-MADE IDENTITY**
THIS IS PRIMORDIAL BIRDSPEAK
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3:46 AM-8/5/16
**Every social group is built on identifications.
The basis of spiritual process is to learn to live without an identity.
Sadhguru
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b6yjd1VicmQ

And listen once again...
Posted: 03 Aug 2019 08:50 AM PDT
Matt Licata

The contradictory feelings of hope and hopelessness,
meaning and flatness, anxiety and rest.
The shakiness and uncertainty in the belly.
The tightness in the throat. The raw breaking inside the heart.
The joy that at times is there,
but never can seem to be sustained.

All the techniques, the teachings, the things to manifest,
the new beliefs to take on,
the worn-out ideas about the true source of peace,
aliveness, and flowing abundance.
Perhaps there were once answers to these questions,
but now there is no answer to be found.
Only a burning where the questions once existed.

This burning is the doorway, the portal, pure evidence of the connection.

.A cosmic sort of exhaustion can come at times,
where we find ourselves in the bardo between one moment and the next.
We can’t quite go back to the way it was, but the rebirth has yet to appear.

There is a creativity in the liminal but it can seem out of reach.
We are asked to marinate in the womb of now,
tend to the groundlessness, and find refuge
in the unknown:
to be midwife to the darkened illumination.

There are signs and symbols and guidance all around and inside us,
but their appearance is governed by a timeline written somewhere else.

As we bear witness to a new day, in awe at the gift that has been given…
the breath is here.
The heart is quivering.
The birds have come.

Sounds from the other world,
another opportunity to hear,
to behold the miracle of the senses.

The sun has come up again.
The moon is hiding nearby waiting her turn.
For just one moment,
the veil parts and the perfection is there
awaiting our participation.

Your life is not an unending self-improvement project
and your heart is not a venture
to be undertaken, mastered,
and completed.

Perhaps today was never going to be the day when you figured it all out,
got all your questions answered,
or resolved the contradictions.

It's just too wild for all that.
Just too creative.
Just too alive.

Today may not be the day for answers,
but to let your heart break open to the vastness of the question.
To fall to the ground as a humble lover of the mystery.
And listen once again.
Matt Licata
http://alovinghealingspace.blogspot.com/2019/08/and-listen-once-again.html

The first obstacle that peace must flow across is your desire to get rid of it.
For it cannot extend unless you keep it.
You are the center from which it radiates outward
to call the others in.

You are its home,
its tranquil dwelling-place
from which it gently reaches out
but never leaving you.

If you would make it homeless,
how can it abide within the Son of God?
If it would spread across the whole creation,
it must begin with you
and from you reach to everyone who calls
and bring him rest by joining you.

ACIM OE T.19.Va
"The First Obstacle [to Peace]
The Desire to Get Rid of It"

AFTERNOON

The seed of insight is in us, but it's obscured
by layers of ignorance, sorrow, and disappointment.
When we practice mindfulness,
we see the seed of awakening in everyone, including ourselves.
In the process of learning, reflecting, and looking deeply
our view becomes increasingly wise.

When we practice mindful living, Right View will blossom.
With Right View, we see the way to go, and our seeing gives us faith and energy,
based on our real experience.

If we feel better after walking meditation,
we'll have the determination to continue the practice.
When we see walking meditation bringing peace to others,
we'll have more faith in the practice.

With patience,
we can discover the joy of life that is around us.
~Thich Nhat Hanh
https://makebelieveboutique.com/2019/08/05/30087/

Transformative journeys start with a wake-up call: For some, it arrives as a sudden, intuitive recognition. But just as often, the call may come through an external crisis. Evolutionary biologist Elisabet Sahtouris has written that stress is what creates evolution in nature: Plants grow through pruning. Human beings grow the same way. When we're faced with a situation that we can't control or change with our current level of understanding and skill, evolutionary stress arises and impels us to question, seek, practices nd eventually take a deep outside of our comfort zones into higher levels of awareness.

Stress is uncomfortable and, for some, downright disturbing. But in science and in spirituality, important breakthroughs are often preceded by a period of intense frustration or impasse. In this impasse, the answers emerge from a momentarily still mind. Often, it takes the form of an insight, like a download from the Source while resting or taking a walk.
Spiritual breakthroughs follow a similar pattern. You search for answers with intense curiosity and intention. Great teachers off the path of self-inquiry sought to answer the question, "Who am I really?"

The period following a wake-up call often requires letting yourself live in the stress of unanswered questions and unsolved problems.
It's a time of intense effort and practice- of longing for wisdom, for change.

This intensity breeds Tapas, or transformative heat-
burning off bad habits through purification,
refining your vessel,
and opening your psyche for revelation and insight.

~Sally Kempton
https://makebelieveboutique.com/2019/08/05/30087/

More for August 5, 2018 on OceanSpeak below:
SILENT GLORY OF BAUBO DOWN SYNDROME 8/5/18
"Only a burning..." "A cosmic sort of exhaustion.."

https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-youthanasia-sanctarii/silent-glory-of-baubo-down-syndrome-8518-only-a-burning-a-cosmic-sort-of-exhaustion

*See Read More below
for the writing predawn that helped to Allow
the Pre-Dawn "Whisper" to Appear
thru these physical fingers
*
Additional Photos from August 5, 2018

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WITHOUT SELF "... home of the awakened mind." "... impermanence of Form..." August 2, 2019

8/2/2019

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Note: The sky and experience at sunrise this morning
was/is SO beyond words....
...and not another human out there the entire time.....!
These photos are NOT enhanced by any camera settings.
Camera now is an iPad.....

Additional Sunrise Photos in order taken are on
Read More below Afternoon Photos

6:11 AM First Photo of the morning

Could It be this Simple?
YES!
WITHOUT SELF
THERE IS ONLY MOVEMENT/DOING
SOURCED BY THAT
WHICH CAN NEVER BE WORDED OR THOUGHT
JUST IS
=
ALL ATTEMPTS OF EXPLANATIONS
CAN ONLY ‘POINT TOWARDS’
THIS CONDITION*
ew
2:46AM -8/2/19

*See quotes below from Bernadette Roberts
Bernadette Roberts
The Experience of No-Self
+
Bernadette Roberts Category on OceanSpeak
https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-youthanasia-sanctarii/category/bernadette-roberts-no-self

Silence is an empty space.
Space is the home of the awakened mind. –
Buddha

Bernadette Roberts
The Experience of No-Self
All that need be said is that it is a dynamic, intense state
of taking care of whatever arises in the now-moment.
It is a continuous waking state
in which the physical organism remains sensitive, responsive,
and totally unimpaired.
When fully adjusted to the dimension of no-self,
nothing is found to be missing or wanting.
It is only in the encounter with other selves
that a self or affective system
is a reminder of what >was<.

"So there is only living in the now moment,
without feelings or practice of virtue,
without struggling or the measuring of action.

Roberts says,
"Somehow each moment contains within itself
the appropriate action for each tiny event in life
without the need for thought or feeling."

Bernadette Roberts
The Experience of No-Self
https://www.dharmaoverground.org/discussion/-/message_boards/message/753213

We have to nourish our insight
into impermanence
every day.

If we do,
we will live more deeply,
suffer less,
and enjoy life
much more.
— Thích Nhất Hạnh

AFTERNOON

Raining this afternoon
Photos below from August 2, 2016
Awakened Soul
https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-youthanasia-sanctarii/awakened-soul-to-reach-a-holy-place-an-inner-center

Deepening The Wonder
Hafiz

Death is a favour to us,
But our scales have lost their balance.
The impermanence of the body
Should give us great clarity,
Deepening the wonder in our senses and eyes
Of this mysterious existence we share
And are surely just traveling through.

If I were in the Tavern tonight,
Hafiz would call for drinks
And as the Master poured, I would be reminded
That all I know of life and myself is that
We are just a mid-air flight of golden wine
Between His Pitcher and His Cup.

If I were in the Tavern tonight,
I would buy freely for everyone in this world
Because our marriage with the Cruel Beauty
Of time and space cannot endure very long.

Death is a favour to us,
But our minds have lost their balance.
The miraculous existence and impermanence of Form
Always makes the illuminated ones
Laugh and Sing.
Hafiz
https://upliftconnect.com/hafiz-and-the-infinite-metamorphosis-of-existence/?utm_source=UPLIFT&utm_campaign=c7379b023c-EMAIL_CAMPAIGN_2019_08_01_05_50&utm_medium=email&utm_term=0_19c1fc07c2-c7379b023c-116418961

Many have died; you also will die.
The drum of death is being beaten.
The world has fallen in love with a dream.
Only sayings of the wise will remain.
― Kabir,
The Bijak of Kabi

Photos below from Afternoon Beach between rain showers....
August 2, 2019

It is said an Eastern monarch once charged his wise men
to invent him a sentence to be ever in view,
and which should be true and appropriate
in all times and situations.

They presented him the words,
"And this too, shall pass away."

How much it expresses!
How chastening in the hour of pride!
How consoling in the depths of affliction!
― Abraham Lincoln

Listen to the secret sound, the real sound, which is inside you.
The one no one talks of speaks the secret sound to himself,
and he is the one who has made it all.
― Kabir

See Read More Below
for most all
Sunrise Photos in Sequence Taken.

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PERFECT POSSESSION July 23, 2019

7/23/2019

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Due to no camera, all photos on this post from July 23, 2016
Resurrection's Impersonal Passionate Compassion
https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-youthanasia-sanctarii/resurrections-impersonal-passionate-compassion-a-bell-awakened-sunriseafternoon-july-23-2016

A MELTING IN TO GOD ALONE
SO THOROUGH THERE ARE NO WORDS OR THOUGHTS
TO TELL OF THE CONDITION….NOT TO OTHERS
OR TO ANY SELF…
….AS NO SEPARATE SELF OR SENSE OF GOD REMAINS…
&
CERTAINLY NEVER HAS…
THAT IS THE POINT, THE WHOLE STORY OF
ALL LIFETIMES, OR WHAT THEY CALL LIFETIMES.
NO LONGER A SEPARATE SENSE
OF
GOD OR SELF TO WORD OR THINK…
AS
THE PERFECT POSSESSION COMPLETES*.
ew
3:50 AM-7/23/19
*“I am not a body. I am free. For I am still as God created me.”
https://circleofa.org/workbook-companion/practice-instructions-review-vi/
(Read AFTER the morning Whisper Writes)

There is a way of living in the world that is not here,
although it seems to be.
You do not change appearance, though you smile more frequently.
Your forehead is serene; your eyes are quiet.
And the ones who walk the world as you do recognize their own.
Yet those who have not yet perceived the way will recognize you also,
and believe that you are like them,
as you were before.
(W.155.1.1-5)
from Course in Miracles....study lessons
https://files.constantcontact.com/e46e0407001/a29739d1-f39f-40e0-96df-cc912f2e3d65.pdf
Published in DAILY LESSON MAILING by
http://www.jcim.net
(Read AFTER the morning Whisper Writes)

When I flowed out from God, all things spoke: God is.
But this cannot make me happy,
for it makes me understand that I am a creature.
In the breakthrough, on the other hand,
where I stand free
of my own will and of the will of God
and of all his works and of God himself,
there I am above all creatures and am neither God nor creature.

Rather, I am what I was and what I shall remain now and forever….

In this breakthrough I discover that I and God are one.
There I am what I was, and I grow neither smaller nor bigger…
Here, then, God finds no place in people,
for people achieve with this poverty
what they were in eternity and will remain forever.

Matthew Fox, O.P.
Breakthrough,
Meister Eckhart’s Creation Spirituality in New Translation, Image Books, p.218

Quoted here:
The Experience of No-Self
A Contemplative Journey
Bernadette Roberts
p. 204
(Read AFTER the morning Whisper Writes)

AFTERNOON

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BEYOND AWARENESS..... "....indivisible Totality of Functioning..." "..untainted & untinted in primal repose." MILESTONE 7/16/19

7/16/2019

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BEYOND THE AWARENESS OF
“GOD ALONE”
<
TRANSPARENT CONDUIT CONDITION*
ERASES ALL THAT IS UNREAL
=
THOUGHTLESS THOUGHTS
WORDLESS WORDS
ew
5:16 AM-7/16/19
*(& AT TIMES REPORTEDLY TRANSLUCENT)

See Read More Below Afternoon Photos
for
Extensive quotes helpful in "pointing towards"
a One's life condition since each planet entry
into the Mother's Womb

Understanding is never a fixed value
but a sort of free flow,
a fluid process of nature itself
that freely irrigates by merging thought and action.

There is only one state.
When corrupted and tainted by self-identification,
it is known as an individual.

When merely tinted by the sense of presence,
of animated consciousness,
it is the impersonal witnessing.

When it remains in its pristine purity,
untainted and untinted in primal repose,
it is the Absolute.

A Net of Jewels
July 9
Ramesh Balsekar

Life has forced me to Remember the
Primordial “I AM”.
dmm - 1989

AFTERNOON

i offer you this Touch where i Disappear....
arif k.
https://www.poetseers.org/submissions/2006-2/arif-k/

google this for much more:
poet seers offering touch where i disappear arif k

Also See ARIF K in Categories on right hand column of this webpage
=
or just click this link
https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-youthanasia-sanctarii/category/arif%20k66524f7daf

Primal Repose Overflowing
<
Offering in/of/as Awareness
that is beyond Awareness
ew
2:28 PM -7/16/19

See Read More Below
for
A few Writings/Wordings that have been VITAL for this life in form...
...for many years...
...and are VERY present this day.....

We are also having a CLEAR OUT of Excess
in this Youthansia Sanctarii Abode..
.Praises Be to Friend Lena for helping to clean and organize this....and to all those responding.
https://www.instagram.com/harbourislandlife/?hl=en
Additional Afternoon Photos .

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ONLY MOVEMENT OCCURRING ORGASMIC BELLY LAUGH "...as if you are not" May 17, 2019 MILESTONE

5/17/2019

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ALL IS ONLY MOVEMENT
OCCURRING WITHOUT
HUMAN WILL
THOUGHTS
OR
OBSERVATION*
ew
4:50 AM-5/17/19

*The Experience of No-Self
Bernadette Roberts
pp 185-196
(Random Picked from the above book this morning…
EXACTLY the Re-Reminder of what was needed this early morning
see Read More below Afternoon Photos
for More re: this Morning Whisper/Confirmation)

Original Core Inner Smile
(“No-Self” BAUBO ORGASMIC BELLY LAUGH)
of
RELIEF
has Happened.
∞
5:09 AM-5/17/19
∞ = symbol for what used to be
ew/dmm

Bright but hidden, the Self dwells in the heart.
Everything that moves, breathes, opens, and closes
Lives in the Self. This is the Source of Love
And may be known through love but not through thought.
This is the goal of life.

Here are woven heaven and earth,
Mind and body. Realize this as the One
Behind the many and stop all vain talk.
This is the bridge from death to deathless life.

Where all the nerves meet like spokes in a wheel,
There dwells the One behind the many.
Meditate upon This in the mantram.
This is the guide from death to deathless life.

This Source of Love is before and behind.
It extends to the right and to the left.
It extends above; it extends below.
There is no one here but the This.
This alone is; in truth, This alone is.

—The Mundaka Upanishad
https://peacefullpresence.blogspot.com/2019/04/repair.html?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=Feed%3A+blogspot%2FmnCFM+%28Love+Is+A+Place%29

AFTERNOON

Life can only find the space to reveal its beauty in complete surrender,
in total inability to be anything.
~ Éric Baret

Meditation is very simple.
It means to surrender the mind, the body, and the world,
from moment to moment,
to the silent presence in which they appear.
That’s all.
… Surrender the one who does anything,
who wants anything,
who is afraid of anything.
This one is an appearance.
This one is made of thoughts and feelings.
When this one is silent,
then the world, the body, and the mind
are surrendered to silence.
Nothing else needs to be done.
~ Francis Lucille
(‘The Perfume of Silence’)

When one makes an effort to be good,
in that very goodness is evil.
Everything affirmed contains its own opposite,
and effort to overcome strengthens that against which it strives.
When you demand an experience of truth or reality,
that very demand is born out of your discontent with what is,
and therefore the demand creates the opposite.
And in the opposite there is what has been.
So one must be free of this incessant demand,
otherwise there will be no end to the corridor of duality.
This means knowing yourself so completely
that the mind is no longer seeking.
~ J. Krishnamurti

To the mind that is still
the whole universe surrenders.
~ Buddha

Above in this font from:
https://thedawnwithin.com/the-deepest-acceptance/

See Read More Below
Notes from pre-dawn Whisper-Experience
Additional Afternoon Photos

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UNUTTERABLE MOVEMENT THE INVISIBLE LISTENER May 13, 2019

5/13/2019

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NOW IS ALL THAT IS
<
A MATTER OF PERCEPTION
∞
WITHOUT WORDS OR THOUGHTS
<
THE ONLY REAL FREEDOM
OF
TRUTH OF BEING
JUST IS
∞
ONLY THE
UNUTTERABLE UNTHINKABLE
MOVEMENT
OF LIFE ITSELF
REMAINS
<
THE INVISIBLE LISTENER *
AS TRANSPARENT CONDUIT OF LIFE
PREVAILS
∞

ew
5:31 AM-5/13/19
*See Categories THE LISTENER, Taylor Caldwell, Bernadette Roberts
in right hand column for Categories

Suppose you wanted to reach the sun in a cart pulled by oxen
– assuming there is a proper road from here to the sun for your oxen –
how many thousands of years would it take you?

If you were to go by boat on the cosmic ocean,
it would take you almost as much time.

If you were to take the train,
you would get there faster.
If you were to take a plane,
you would arrive even sooner.

And if you were to travel at the speed of light,
you would arrive in eight minutes and a few seconds.

What do these examples mean?
That someone who travels in an ox cart, that is,
who only uses the physical body’s means,
the old methods to solve all problems,
will only discover the truth thousands of years later.

For someone who travels on water, that is,
who walks at the speed of ordinary feelings,
it will take almost as long.

Someone who travels by air, who, in other words,
uses their intellect,
will go faster.

But someone who can travel via the spirit and intuition,
moves at the speed of light
and
discovers the truth immediately.
Omraam Mikhael Aivanhov
https://www.prosveta-usa.com/truth-the-only-the-spirit-allows-us-to-reach-it-quickly_2019-05-13

for your raw and willy-nilly ways....
it's all welcome on the wave of breath....

every time you ask yourself,
"Who am I now?"
you receive a little grace...

See More on this link:
.https://makebelieveboutique.com/2019/05/13/29612/

AFTERNOON

How surely gravity's law, strong as an ocean current,
takes hold of even the strongest thing and pulls it toward
the heart of the world.
Each thing - each stone, blossom, child - is held in place.
Only we, in our arrogance, push out beyond what we belong to
for some empty freedom.

If we surrendered to earth's intelligence
we could rise up rooted, like trees.
Instead we entangle ourselves in knots of our own making
and struggle, lonely and confused.

So, like children, we begin again to learn from the things,
because they are in God's heart; they have never left him.
This is what the things can teach us:
to fall, patiently to trust our heaviness.

Even a bird must do that before he can fly.

—Rainer Maria Rilke
what the things can teach us
Anita Barrows/Joanna Macy translation

https://peacefullpresence.blogspot.com/2019/05/no-snowflake-in-avalanche-ever-feels.html?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=Feed%3A+blogspot%2FmnCFM+%28Love+Is+A+Place%29

When your world falls apart and you're left with just yourself,
you're forced to discover who you are without all the beliefs,
expectations, views, & self-image provided by some teacher or system.
The calculating mind gives way to the intuitive mind,
Knowing without Thinking.
Gabrielle Roth

To sweat is to pray, to make an offering of your innermost self.
Sweat is holy water, prayer beads,
pearls of liquid that release your past.
The more you dance... the more you sweat, the more you pray.
The more you pray,
the closer you are to ecstasy.
Gabrielle Roth

Your soul is a seeker, lover and artist;
shape-shifting through archetypal energy,
between your darkness and fields of light,
your body and spirit,
your heaven and hell,
until you land in the moment of sweet surrender;
when you,
as a dancer,
disappear into the dance.
Gabrielle Roth

Put your body in motion and your psyche will heal itself.
Gabrielle Roth

Sweat your prayers, dance your pain, and move on.
~ Gabrielle Roth

Attachment guarantees that you will wake up every morning with a mission:
to prove you are who you think you are—today.
But it’s a total energy drain.
You’re so busy performing a role
that you miss out on the freedom to improvise,
to be real rather than rehearsed.
― Gabrielle Roth,
Connections: The Threads of Intuitive Wisdom

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AFTERLIFE OF A MINDING-MIND March 16, 2019 "no personal self = no personal God"

3/16/2019

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AFTERLIFE OF A MINDING-MIND:
NOTHING BETWEEN ME & THEE
...REGARDLESS OF FORMLESSNESS IN FORM
OF ANYTHING OR ANYONE…
CREATIONS’ CORE IS THE SAME
∞
WHEN THERE IS NO ME OR MINE
THERE IS NO PROBLEM
ew
12:09 AM-3/16/19

The SELF simply ‘IS’ and has no frame of reference
with which to ‘compare’ one state of Being with another …
there is only BEING.
While limitless attempts have been made
to ‘describe’ BEING-ness,
none are possible since BEING is infinite
and cannot be contained
with a frame of words.
John McIntosh
Excerpt from this Excellent short sharing
https://www.johnmcintosh.info/post/labels
Read just AFTER today's Morning Whisper above Surfaces

It is far more than the discovery of life without a self.
The immediate, inevitable result is an emergence
into a new dimension of knowing and being that entails
a difficult and prolonged readjustment.
The reflexive mechanism of the mind
-or whatever it is that allows us to be self-conscious -
is cut off or permanently suspended so the mind
is ever after held in a fixed now moment
out of which it cannot move in its uninterrupted gaze
upon the Unknown.
-- Bernadette Roberts
https://www.inspiringquotes.us/author/8712-bernadette-roberts

Only God is love, and for this love to be fully realized self must step aside.
And not only do we not need a self to love God,
but for the same reason we do not need a mind to know him,
for that in us which knows God,
is God.
-- Bernadette Roberts

The truest communication with God
is absolute, total silence;
there is not a single word in existence
that can convey this communication.
-- Bernadette Roberts

Coming home that day from the library, Roberts turned her gaze inward
and saw there was no longer a center, no longer a self.
There was emptiness.
She felt great joy and lightness with this knowledge.
She decided that this emptiness and joy was Christ.
She could live forever with that.
However, further annihilation was in the cards.

Chapter 2
After a while, the joy of the emptiness began to wane
and Roberts sought
to rejuvenate it by spending time alone,
simply gazing into the
emptiness,
which she was still sure was God.

On one such occasion, the emptiness expanded rapidly
and every sense of life became drained from her.
The realization that came was:
"When there is no personal self,
there is also no personal God."

This marked the end of an interior spiritual life, as well as any other
kind of life. Roberts felt now that she was on an unknown path,
lifeless, yet she recognized life all around her. She intensely felt the
need to be in nature, as life at home was too routine and lifeless.

Though she found herself in the midst of life during her time of the
day she spent in nature, she still had to deal with an intense
emptiness.

In a matter of days another realization arrived, a new way of perceiving
reality: "God of life was not IN anything, it was just the reverse:
everything was IN God."

At this point, Roberts comments on the limitations of language: "One
thing is for sure: as long as we are caught up in words, definitions,
and all that the mind wants to cling to, we can never see how it works.
And until we can go beyond our notions regarding the true nature of life
we will never realize how totally secure we really are
and how all the fighting for individual survival and self-security
is a waste of energy."

Roberts points out that the mystic depends upon the separation of God
and self for his mysticism, for his oneness experience that he or she so
values. But the no-self experience becomes the Only God experience, and
with God eternally accessible, where is the mystical experience, the
lights and visions? It is the end of the mystical life and the beginning
of real life.

And that is what Roberts is talking about all along. She repeats that
there is the theologically defined oneness of self with God, known in
its highest category by the mystics; and there is "undefineable
essential Oneness" beyond self and God, which theology does not deal
with. It is the becoming of God, not merely the relationship with God.
These are the two ways of seeing and knowing.

Above excerpts from
ww.nonduality.com/berna.htm

More Re: Bernadette Roberts
See
Category Bernadette Roberts on right hand side of this page in Categories Column
(above Archives Listing)

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EPIPHANY PRESIDES "...what is, is truth itself, and all that Is." MILESTONE January 10, 2019

1/10/2019

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MIRACULOUS BECOMES THE NORM
EPIPHANY PRESIDES AS A WAY OF LIFE
ALL VIA INNER PLANES…
AND VIA AKASHA TAO CORE SOURCING
WITHOUT IMPEDIMENTS
<
THE INVISIBILITY AND SILENCE OF IMMORTALITY
JOINING/DANCING/CO-CREATING WITH ALL...
IN ANY DIMENSION WHO ALSO ARE THIS WAY…
NOT ONLY OTHERSIDED HUMANS BUT ALL OF LIFE/DEATH
THERE IS ONLY LIFE
ew
5:34 AM-1/10/19
<
re-remembering this:
“GREAT BREATH OF LIFE & DEATH
IS ONLY LIFE…
NOTHING MORE
NOTHING LESS”
ew
3:50AM-4/8/18
- Ocala

The final stage in Roberts' journey began when she finally came to terms
"with the nothingness and emptiness of existence
which, for me, seemed to be the equivalent of
living out my life without God -
or any such substitute.

Only when this came about,
only when the acclimation to a life
without an ultimate reality was complete;
when there was no hope, no trust remaining;
only when I had finally to accept what is,
did I suddenly realise
that what is,
is truth itself,
and All That Is. *

*THIS SAME UNDERSTANDING
ATIAH!
All That Is AH!
Emerged to ew/dmm consciousness in 2003
While living on Youthanasia Acres - "The Barnlot" Rural Indiana
near Dublin, Indiana
Mother's last earthly days on her farm....
and i stayed on to clear, clean and prepare it for auction...
It did remain in family bloodline!

(See Read More below Afternoon Photos
for full journaling re: the Arising of term ATIAH
All That Is AH)

I had to discover it was only when
every single, subtle, experience and idea
- conscious and unconscious -
has come to an end, a complete end,
that it is possible
for the Truth to reveal itself."
Bernadette Roberts -
The Experience of No-Self: A Contemplative Journey-p. 84
https://firedocs.com/carey/roberts.html

Just after sunrise...this white egret/heron stood for the longest in direct eyesight out of my window...see below slideshow for Timely symbolism of this bird....was speaking with younger brother via telephone re: amazing Unfoldments for many of us in the tropics.

Peace, harmony and working together for the common good
are but a few of the Great White Egret’s messages.
As members of the Heron family,
these magnificent beings carry a treasure trove of life lessons
(amplified when in pure white form).
https://amuseinharmony.com/2013/11/20/natures-wisdom-the-great-white-egret/

To the Maori a great egret, Kotuku, symbolizes everything rare and beautiful.
To say that someone is a Kotuku is a great compliment.
“Rare as the Kotuku” is a Maori proverb,
because great egrets are extremely rare in New Zealand.
The saying ‘He Kotuku rerenga tahi’
refers to the Kotuku as a magical bird of a single flight:
a sight permitted perhaps once in a lifetime.
When a person is referred to as a Kotuku Rerenga Tahi,
this means that this is a great sort person who is seldom found.
http://dallasegrets.org/?page_id=116

AFTERNOON

FREE
LIBERATED
BEYOND THE LIES

WELCOMING
MY OWN LOCKED-AWAY
GLORY TO THE LIGHT OF
BREATH.

THE MORE WITHIN,
THE LESS
SHADOWS FOR OTHERS TO DEVOUR...

...IN FACT
IN AN INSTANT
POOF!
THE SHADOWS ARE GONE.
ew
4:36AM-3/24/03
Youthanasia Acres
From Archives...Journaling re:
Arising of ATIAH
See Read More below Afternoon Photos

(See Read More below
for full journaling re: the Arising of term ATIAH
All That Is AH!
&
Additional Photos)

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UNDILUTED CREATION "...generous sea sends me home..." January 9, 2019

1/9/2019

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ORIGINAL TRUTH OF BEING
IS SO BY UNKNOWING<BEING
IT IS SO
<
AN UNDILUTED CREATION
THAT HAS NO THINKING WORDS*
<
ONLY THE SILENCE OF
PRISTINE CLARITY REMAINS
AH MUNI!
ew
3:46 AM-1/9/19

*If you wish to enter into this cloud of unknowing you must do something more:
“Just as the cloud of unknowing lies above you, between you and your God,
so you must fashion a cloud of forgetting beneath you,
between you and every living thing.

The cloud of unknowing,
will perhaps leave you with the feeling that you are far from God.
But no,
if it is authentic,
only the absence of a
cloud of forgetting
keeps you from him now…..

You are to concern yourself with no creature
whether material or spiritual
nor with their situation and doings
whether good or ill.

To put it briefly, during this work
you must abandon them all beneath
the cloud of forgetting.”[v]
https://spectrummagazine.org/article/delcy-kuhlman/2013/02/18/reading-cloud-unknowing

…the emptiness expanded rapidly
and every sense of
life became drained from her.
The realization that came was:
"When there is no personal self,
there is also no personal God.
re: Bernadette Roberts
*http://www.nonduality.com/berna.htm
See both categories for Bernadette Roberts
Categories Column on right of any OceanSpeak page

Rather than focus on what needs changing,
TURN THE ATTENTION TO WHAT CANNOT CHANGE
Wu Hsin
Solving Yourself
Aug 19

AFTERNOON

Seaweed

I close my eyes
and breathe -
smell the seaweed
strewn across the sand,
hauntingly familiar,
the mind-madness
momentarily, magically
arrested.
Old memories
capture me
enrapture me
and I am freed
to wander
through old dreams.
Child, girl, woman
in moments of bliss
on English days.
Cold seas,
shells and seaweed.
Chalky country lanes,
the summer smell
of hot tar melting
on the road,
shimmering
like oily water
in the sun -
or a meadow,
cowslips and cowpats
sharing the space.

As I raise my face
in this foreign land
looking for release,
the smell of seaweed
more evocative
than any perfume
rescues me.
It winds itself
around me,
lingering,
like longing does.
Healing.

Senses saturated,
I drift away.
The generous sea
sends me home
on scented waves of salt.

VixanWriter
Nassau, Bahamas - 1/7/19
www.Lifelineswritingservice.com

See Read More Below for
Seaweed Sharing
Additional Afternoon Photos

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ETERNAL MOMENT AWE "...no personal God." "...aligned with the still-point..." "...breeze at dawn..." 12/30/18

12/30/2018

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REGARDLESS OF TRAUMAS’ MEMORIES
INSTANTLY SHIFT INNER GEARS TO
ETERNAL MOMENT APPRECIATION
<
AWE<JOY
<
**NO-SELF**
ew
2:15 AM-12/30/18

*Bernadette Roberts – See OceanSpeak Category
*http://www.spiritualteachers.org/bernadette-roberts/
**http://www.nonduality.com/berna.htm
(**excellent synopsis of Bernadette Roberts’ experience)

…the emptiness expanded rapidly
and every sense of
life became drained from her.
The realization that came was:
"When there is no personal self,
there is also no personal God.
***http://www.nonduality.com/berna.htm

Bernadette Roberts Quotes below in this font from:
https://www.inspiringquotes.us/author/8712-bernadette-roberts

But coming home that day,
walking downhill with a panorama of valley and hills before me,
I turned my gaze inward,
and what I saw, stopped me in my tracks.
Instead of the usual unlocalized centre of myself,
there was nothing there, it was empty,
and at the moment of seeing this
there was a flood of quiet joy and I knew,
finally I knew what was missing-
it was my "self".
-- Bernadette Roberts

...a point is reached
where the self is so completely aligned with the still-point
that it can no longer be moved,
even in its first movements, from this center.
It can no longer be tested by any force or trial,
nor moved by the winds of change,
and at this point the self has obviously outworn its function;
it is no longer needed or useful,
and life can go on without it.
-- Bernadette Roberts

The truest communication with God
is absolute, total silence;
there is not a single word in existence
that can convey this communication.
-- Bernadette Roberts

I went on to discover that in its deepest sense,
the will is not primarily the faculty of desire for anything known,
but rather, the desire for something unknown,
animate desire for something that lies beyond ourselves,
a longing for something we know is missing in us...”
-- Bernadette Roberts

To be forgiven is not enough;
we must put an end to the very need to be forgiven.
-- Bernadette Roberts

When there is no longer a cyclone,
there is no longer an eye.
So the storms, crises and sufferings of life
are a way of finding the eye.
-- Bernadette Roberts

The onset of this second movement
is characterized by the falling away of self
and coming upon "that" which remains when it is gone.
But this going-out is an upheaval,
a complete turnabout of such proportions
it cannot possibly be missed,
under-emphasized, or sufficiently stressed
as a major landmark in the contemplative life.
-- Bernadette Roberts

...a point is reached where the self is so completely aligned
with the still-point that it can no longer be moved,
even in its first movements, from this center.
It can no longer be tested by any force or trial,
nor moved by the winds of change,
and at this point the self has obviously outworn its function;
it is no longer needed or useful,
and life can go on without it.”
-- Bernadette Roberts

It is one step, and a giant one, to see clearly and participate
in the love that flows between the persons of the Trinity,
but even here, God is seen as the object of his own love.
It is yet another step to realize
that God is beyond all subject and object
and is Himself love without subject or object.
This is the step beyond our highest experiences of love and union,
a step in which self is not around to divide, separate,
objectify or claim anything for itself.
Self does not know God; it cannot love him,
and from the beginning has never done so.
-- Bernadette Roberts

Only God is love,
and for this love to be fully realized self must step aside.
And not only do we not need a self to love God,
but for the same reason we do not need a mind to know him,
for that in us which knows God,
is God.
-- Bernadette Roberts

The truest communication with God
is absolute, total silence;
there is not a single word in existence
that can convey this communication.
-- Bernadette Roberts

Bernadette Roberts Quotes above in this font from:
https://www.inspiringquotes.us/author/8712-bernadette-roberts

AFTERNOON

The afternoon beach was so Auspicious...
.....just "have" to share most all of the photos below......

Yesterday I remembered why I don't sit around much these days ~
I don't want to get back up and these days I must.
So, keeping busy keeps my energy on an even keel.
I start "early" and I crash "early" ~
early compared to others in my orbit.

Anyway I did take some time this morning
to begin a new journal with the motto, "I Am Love".
My intention is to come back to a neutral position
anytime I feel my emotions are coloring my perceptions.

That reminds me that I don't have to interpret or judge or fix
or make things better for anyone.
Just notice what I am receiving from the universe
and allow that phrase to continue to refine my vibration.
miriam harmony
12/17/18 early morning

Suppose I try saying something.
What way do I have of knowing that if I say
I know something I don't really know it?
Or what way do I have of knowing that if I say I don't know something
I don't really in fact know it?

I am going to try speaking some reckless words,
and I want you to listen to them recklessly.
How will that be?
–Chuang Tzu
https://peacefullpresence.blogspot.com/2018/12/questions.html?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=Feed%3A+blogspot%2FmnCFM+%28Love+Is+A+Place%29

For years, copying other people, I tried to know myself.
From within, I couldn't decide what to do.
Unable to see, I heard my name being called.
Then I walked outside.

The breeze at dawn has secrets to tell you.
Don't go back to sleep.

You must ask for what you really want.
Don't go back to sleep.

People are going back and forth across the doorsill
where the two worlds touch.
The door is round and open.
Don't go back to sleep.

Rumi
http://www.headless.org/Biographies/rumi.htm

Listen, O drop,
give yourself up without regret,
and in exchange
gain the Ocean.
Rumi
http://www.headless.org/Biographies/rumi.htm

See Read More Below
Original ew scribing of
HUSH OF NOT

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SWEET PEACE "...naked awareness!" December 29, 2018

12/29/2018

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WHEN THERE IS NO-SELF*
TO BE BOTHERED OR MINDING
ALL IS THE SWEET PEACE
THAT PASSETH MAN’S UNDERSTANDINGS **
ew
2:49 AM-12/29/2018
*Bernadette Roberts – See OceanSpeak Category
*http://www.spiritualteachers.org/bernadette-roberts/
**http://www.nonduality.com/berna.htm
(excellent synopsis of Bernadette Roberts’ experience)

…the emptiness expanded rapidly and every sense of
life became drained from her. The realization that came was:
"When there is no personal self, there is also no personal God."
http://www.nonduality.com/berna.htm

All Sunrise Photos below are from
December 29, 2014

All quotes below in this font from:
https://upliftconnect.com/mahamudra-ultimate-buddhist-meditation/

The truth that transcends the intellect will not be seen by means of the intellect. The point of non-action will not be reached by means of deliberate action.
If you want to achieve the point of non-action transcending thought,
sever the root of mind itself and
rest in naked awareness!

Mahamudra says that the truth of no-self or the truth of emptiness
is actually who you are before you fabricate a false identity,
so just relax and be the truth of who you are
and stop making stuff up.
Relaxing in the truth of your being
cuts the root of all the ignorance
that causes suffering
and liberates you without effort.
There are no other added ingredients required.

As Rumi says,
“What you are seeking is what is doing the seeking.”
You are what you are searching for.
Just learn to stop fabricating stories about who you are
and rest in the unfabricated truth.
Stop selfing and start being.
Selfing is the ongoing action
of creating a false self identity.

Your mind is formless and space-like without any boundaries whatsoever.

All quotes above in this font from:
https://upliftconnect.com/mahamudra-ultimate-buddhist-meditation/

AFTERNOON

"RING THE BELLS WHILE THEY STILL CAN RING"
Leonard Cohen
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6wRYjtvIYK0
9:33 minutes

Lyrics:
The birds they sang at the break of day
Start again I seem to hear them say
Do not dwell on what has passed away or what is yet to be.

Ah the wars they will be fought again
The holy dove
She will be caught again
bought and sold and bought again
the dove is never free.

Ring the bells that still can ring
Forget your perfect offering
There is a crack
A crack in everything
That's how the light gets in.

We asked for signs and the signs were sent:
the birth betrayed the marriage spent
Yeah the widowhood of every single government
signs for all to see

I can't run no more with that lawless crowd
Ah but they've summoned,
they've summoned up a thundercloud
and they're going to hear from me.

Ring the bells that still can ring
Forget your perfect offering
There is a crack A crack in everything
That's how the light gets in

You can add up the parts but you won't have the sum
You can strike up the march on your little broken drum
Every heart, every heart to love will come
but like a refugee

Ring the bells that still can ring
Forget your perfect offering

There is a crack, a crack in everything
That's how the light gets in
******************
"RING THE BELLS WHILE THEY STILL CAN RING"
Leonard Cohen
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6wRYjtvIYK0
9:33 minutes

Below...
....Be Still & Prepare to InJoy
A Saturation with this afternoon's Ocean...and RUMI!
All quotes below are from Rumi found here:
http://wisdomquotes.com/rumi-quotes/
A spectacular link with 300 wonderful Pearls from Rumi

Let the waters settle
and you will see the moon and the stars
mirrored in your own being.

You are not meant for crawling, so don’t.
You have wings.
Learn to use them and fly.

Put your thoughts to sleep,
do not let them cast a shadow
over the moon of your heart.
Let go of thinking.

Doing as others told me, I was blind.
Coming when others called me, I was lost.
Then I left everyone, myself as well.
Then I found everyone, myself as well.

There is a life-force within your soul, seek that life.
There is a gem in the mountain of your body,
seek that mine.
O traveller, if you are in search of that,
don’t look outside,
look inside yourself and seek that.

Achieve some perfection yourself,
so that you may not fall into sorrow
by seeing the perfection in others.

We can’t help being thirsty,
moving toward the voice of water.

This is how it always is when I finish a poem.
A great silence overcomes me
and I wonder why I ever thought to use language.

All quotes above are from Rumi found here:
http://wisdomquotes.com/rumi-quotes/

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#6. LANGUAGE OF THE NEVERBORN December 2, 2018 "... i am only a Loose Garment of the Great Breather" "O Silent Core of Life Sustains....."

12/2/2018

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6. LANGUAGE OF THE NEVERBORN
Original Writing June 2003-October 2004
Youthanasia Acres
near Dublin, Indiana
excerpts below from
GODSEED: The Alchemy of Primordial Memory
Dorothea M. Mills/elizabeth walker
Series Begins with OceanSpeak this date: 11/27/18

SunrIse mostly so grey,
we used a kaleidoscopic variety of camera settings for the photos

"Does anything in this dream of life on earth Really Matter…?
ONLY SO LONG AS THERE IS A YOU
THAT MATTERS
<
EXTREMES OF POLARIZED HELLS & HEAVENS
INTENSIFY
∞
ORIGINAL SILENCE CONTAINS ALL
<
SOULUTION
<
EFFORTLESS EASE BEYOND WORDS & THOUGHTS
ONLY THE LIFE LIVED
CAN EXPRESS ORIGINAL TRUTH OF BEING∞
ew
2:24 AM-12/2/18

∞http://nomindsland.blogspot.com/2018/11/bernadette-roberts-experience-of-no-self.html
https://archive.org/details/BernadetteRobertsThePathToNoSelf/page/n9
http://nomindsland.blogspot.com/2018/11/deng-ming-dao-silence.html

"Here now, begins the journey beyond union, beyond self and God,
a journey into the silent and still regions of the Unknown."
-- Bernadette Roberts, from the Introduction
http://www.sunypress.edu/p-1728-the-experience-of-no-self.aspx
Excellent summary of sorts in this “Look Inside” on Amazon:
https://www.amazon.com/Experience-No-Self-Contemplative-Journey-Revised/dp/0791416941/ref=olp_product_details?_encoding=UTF8&me=#reader_0791416941

all below in this font from:
LANGUAGE OF THE NEVERBORN
ew
Original Writing June 2003-October 2004
Youthanasia Acres
near Dublin, Indiana

Grace Births a Soul

as You Quicken my heart in Love
Grace is Birthed

how can I drown
in what I AM?

a Quiet Heart Knows

Love Threshed me to Nothing

it matters not
where I am
if I AM
where I am

Beyond Joy!
Beyond Breath!
O Silent Core of Life Sustains

finally…
One does not remember anything
but
Nothing

the Within
already Is
since before time

Present in the Presence
of the single moment
Erases all else
but Nothing

O Joy of this life!
O Breath of this life!
You are me!
I AM You!

only the Dancer
Dances me.
All is Well

O Beloved!
Hold me in
Your no-opposites Love

O Sweet Silence
beyond these words
Inhale me forever Home!

Disappeared from praise & blame
I Am Rapturing beyond Rapture

the mad world
of earthbound creatures
must first diagnose
before it can kill

I am only a
Loose Garment
of the Great Breather

how can anything be deadly serious
when there is no death!

Sated Being
cannot feed on the outer world

Top of Sand Dunes Path to Beach....
Turned back this morning for one last look.......

(Be Beyond "space & time" with EACH nano moment
as though it is the
FIRST & LAST
ALPHA & OMEGA
moment of present life in form).

AFTERNOON

SOULFULL OF BEAUTY
ELIMINATES MIND-CHATTER∞
ew
6:59 AM-11/27/18
∞
∞at end of sunrise
find 1/2 shell wing in front of Sanctarii
a second smaller half..& above phrase tsunami-arrives.
see
https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-youthanasia-sanctarii/1-language-of-the-neverborn-riches-of-solitude-phoenix-baubo-combined-nov-27-2018

https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-youthanasia-sanctarii/2-language-of-the-neverborn-soulfull-of-beauty

Joy is a meeting place,
of deep intentionality and of self-forgetting,
the bodily alchemy of what lies inside us
in communion with what formally seemed outside,
but is now neither,
but becomes a living frontier,...

...a voice speaking between us and the world:
dance, laughter, affection, skin touching skin,
singing in the car, music in the street,
the quiet irreplaceable and companionable
presence of a daughter:...

...the sheer intoxicating beauty of the world
inhabited as an edge between
what we previously thought was us
and
what we thought was other than us.

To feel a full and untrammeled joy
is to have become fully generous; ...

...to allow our selves to be joyful
is to have walked through the doorway of fear,
the dropping away of the anxious worried self,
felt like a thankful death itself,...

...a disappearance, a giving away,
overheard in the laughter of friendship,
the vulnerability of happiness
felt suddenly as a strength,...

...a solace and a source,
the claiming of our place
in the living conversation,

the sheer privilege of being
in the presence of the ocean,
the sky or a well-loved familiar face-...

I was here and you were here
and together we made a world.
~David Whyte
https://makebelieveboutique.com/2018/12/02/28608/

Seek silence.
Gladden in silence.
Adore silence.

As one progresses on the path, one seeks silence more and more.
It will be a great comfort, a tremendous source of solace and peace.

Once you find deep solitude and calm,
there will be a great gladness in your heart.
Here finally is the place where you need neither defense nor offense
-- the place where you can truly be open.
There will be bliss, wonder, the awe of attaining
something pure and sacred.

After that, you will feel adoration of silence.
This is the peace that seems to elude so many.
This is the beauty of Tao."
http://nomindsland.blogspot.com/2018/11/deng-ming-dao-silence.html

In a cave,
all outer sounds are smothered
by rock and earth,
but this makes the sounds of one's own
heartbeat and breath audible.

In the same way,
contemplative stillness turns us away
from everyday clamor
but allows us to
hear the subtle in our own lives.

When listening not with the ear but with the spirit,
one can perceive the subtle sound.

By entering into that sound,
we enter into supreme purity.

That is why so many religious traditions pray, sing, or chant
as a prelude to silence.
They understand that the repetition and absorption of sound
leads to sacredness itself.

The deepest sound is silence.
This may seem paradoxical only if we regard silence
as an absence of life and its opposites.

It is both sound and soundlessness,
and it is in this confluence
that the power of meditation emerges.

- Deng Ming-Dao, 365 Tao Daily Meditations
http://nomindsland.blogspot.com/2018/11/deng-ming-dao-silence.html

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Full Quotes
Additional Photos

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#5. LANGUAGE OF THE NEVERBORN "... embryonic-ancient..." "... Sings without a word by itself...." December 1, 2018

12/1/2018

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#5. LANGUAGE OF THE NEVERBORN
Original Writing June 2003-October 2004
Youthanasia Acres
near Dublin, Indiana
excerpts below from
GODSEED: The Alchemy of Primordial Memory
Dorothea M. Mills/elizabeth walker
Series Begins with OceanSpeak this date: 11/27/18

THE SOULAND FUTURE IS NOW∞
BE THAT∞∞
ew
4:30 AM-12/1/18

∞PRIMORDIAL CONSCIOUSNESS BEYOND WORDS & THOUGHTS
SOUL-LAND RamDass
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h7shIVtTMlM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vzZvx3B2fQg
∞Bernadette Roberts-
http://nomindsland.blogspot.com/2018/11/bernadette-roberts-experience-of-no-self.html

∞∞ FREE OF THE PARASITIC SLIME FROM
BALLS OF PARASITIC LIFE FORMS THAT WANT TO CHOKE REAL LIFE…*
& ARE UNABLE TO SEE THE REAL REALITY
OF ORIGINAL ONES IN THEIR MIDST…

THEY ONLY CAN BE WITH ONE ANOTHER…
AND ARE THEREFORE NO DANGER TO
(REALIZED-BEYOND-BELIEF)
ORIGINAL ONES
*BALLS OF PARASITIC LIFE FORMS…. KRAZY GLUED TOGETHER BY MAGGOT-GENRE SLIME
<
WETIKO VIRUS
(click links below)
https://carolynbaker.net/2013/04/23/our-collective-psychosis-a-review-of-paul-levys-dispelling-wetiko-by-carolyn-baker/

Wetiko the collective psychosis of humanity with Paul Levy

Dispelling Wetiko: Breaking the Curse of Evil - Theosophical Society in ...

Song for Nobody

A yellow flower
(Light and spirit)
Sings by itself
For nobody.

A golden spirit
(Light and emptiness)
Sings without a word
By itself.

Let no one touch this gentle sun
In whose dark eye
Someone is awake.

(No light, no gold, no name, no color
And no thought:
O, wide awake!)
A golden heaven
Sings by itself
A song to nobody.

by Thomas Merton
http://www.poetseers.org/spiritual-and-devotional-poets/christian/merton/song-for-nobody/index.html

IF THEY DON'T KNOW YOUR BUSINESS
THEY CAN'T MIND IT

quote found srawled on old paper in Archives
Youthanasia Acres-near Dublin Indiana approx 2001
probably from dmm's Great Grandmother Molly Walker

Keep your attention focused entirely on what is truly your own concern,
and be clear that what belongs to others
is their business and none of yours.
Epictetus

Let every fox take care of his own tail.
Italian Proverb
More here:
http://www.wiseoldsayings.com/minding-your-own-business-quotes/

AFTERNOON

Below in this font from:
LANGUAGE OF THE NEVERBORN
Original Writing June 2003-October 2004
Youthanasia Acres
near Dublin, Indiana
excerpts below from
GODSEED: The Alchemy of Primordial Memory
Dorothea M. Mills/elizabeth walker

Perfect unshadowed Love…
…Flowing Freely & Radiating without waver…
Feeds hungering souls
Know that Divinity Moves Silently in All that is About You

as your soul is Filled by Divine Love,
there are no personal needs to be filled by an other

There are no secrets
only
Pearls of Great Price

There are no lies
only
germs of great deceit

Soul Love is All that Is
when you are at One with the Great Silence

with the Deep Breath of Divinity’s Spirit
you will be Given Words
to Express in a Manner that will Touch an Other’s Soul

when Holy spirit Speaks You, an Other’s Soul Hears

as I have always Known would be True,
I am Held beyond time and space…
an embryonic, yet ancient dimension…
that can only occur when matched souls experience re-Union

in your eyes
I have Seen a soul that is beyond all souls…
…and am now able to See it in others by not looking for it.
There is no more search.

Note: Two figures, one with apparent halo..white heart shape...or half of angel with wing...

Is is any wonder that when you Join
you meet your Self that has been there forever
in Love and Essence?

Vapors of Love
Radiate from your Quiet Heart
and
Stir my soul

Divine Silence Allows what Is
to Simply Be

Above in this font from:
LANGUAGE OF THE NEVERBORN
Original Writing June 2003-October 2004
Youthanasia Acres
near Dublin, Indiana
excerpts below from
GODSEED: The Alchemy of Primordial Memory
Dorothea M. Mills/elizabeth walker

Song for Nobody

A yellow flower
(Light and spirit)
Sings by itself
For nobody.
A golden spirit
(Light and emptiness)
Sings without a word
By itself.

Let no one touch this gentle sun
In whose dark eye
Someone is awake.
(No light, no gold, no name, no color
And no thought:
O, wide awake!)
A golden heaven
Sings by itself
A song to nobody.

by Thomas Merton
http://www.poetseers.org/spiritual-and-devotional-poets/christian/merton/song-for-nobody/index.html

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#3. LANGUAGE OF THE NEVERBORN BE STILL..... "....alone with the Alone." November 29, 2018

11/29/2018

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#3. LANGUAGE OF THE NEVERBORN
excerpts
(in this font below)
from
GODSEED: The Alchemy of Primordial Memory
Dorothea M. Mills/elizabeth walker
Series Begins with OceanSpeak this date: 11/27/18

PHYSICAL MALADIES
=
WARNINGS OF MINDING MIND’S
ATTEMPTS TO RULE/DICTATE CONSCIOUSNESS
∞∞∞
BE STILL IN AKASHA TAO CORE
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WHAT IS REAL FLOODS AS INSTANT TRANSFORMATION
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BE THE CONSCIOUSNESS OF ACTIVATION∞

(ACTIVATED CONSCIOUSNESS=BEYOND WORDS & THOUGHTS
PURE AWARENESS)
THE CRASH OF REMEMBRANCE ROCK∞∞
=
SAMPLE OF SUCH CLARITY
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1:54 AM-11/29/18

∞PRIMORDIAL CONSCIOUSNESS BEYOND WORDS & THOUGHTS
∞ SOUL-LAND RamDass
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h7shIVtTMlM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vzZvx3B2fQg
∞Bernadette Roberts-
http://nomindsland.blogspot.com/2018/11/bernadette-roberts-experience-of-no-self.html
∞∞9/7/18 CLEARING “NearDeath” Crash at Remembrance Rock
https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-youthanasia-sanctarii/survived-into-thrived-all-pervading-peace-imprisoned-splendor-may-escape-september-7-2018

Agenda and expectation with another
create shadows

Soul re-union Births
a Clear Light
for the Souls’ Path at this Time

Wisps and Shadows in your own soul distort perception

The mind that perceives without Love
attracts instantly
situations that it thinks

Neverborn in Love’s Silence
your living Expresses that which is beyond
earthly expression

from Silent Depths of Pure Love
Utters Wordless Speech

Knowing’s Deep Silence Removes mountains

When there is mutual soul Recognition
the outer layers are
complementary in their differences

If you concentrate on what is not
you veil the experience of what is

anger and blame keep a dead relationship alive

Divine Love Removes
that which is already dead

AFTERNOON

Just to give your life to God and God will do the rest.
Anyone who is trying
to get something out of spiritual life
is wrong and they will never get it.
Take attention off yourself
and just go with life as it is.
God is what is.
Bernadette Roberts
https://contemplativedaybook.blogspot.com/search/label/Bernadette%20Roberts

Alone with God

To live on one of those solitary little islands
has always had great appeal,
just thinking about it, however, is all the uplifting
that is necessary.
What matters is not so much physical solitude as its spirit,
or the fact
we are always alone with the Alone.

That we stand absolutely alone with God
all sounds very beautiful
yet it is actually a difficult thing to do.

We want to share,
to be "recognized,"
to meet others who understand
and value this fact.

We want to express its wonder
and tell everybody about it.
It is a tough lesson
to learn that we cannot do any of this
but instead must go unrecognized
by this world for the rest of our lives.

Yet so long as God recognizes us
or sees Himself in us,
that is all that really matters.

This is our "secret" abiding joy and peace
which the world can never touch or take from us.
That acknowledgement of this should be dependent upon anyone outside ourselves makes no sense;
in fact, it is impossible.
Bernadette Roberts
Personal letter, 1984
https://contemplativedaybook.blogspot.com/search/label/Bernadette%20Roberts?updated-max=2018-09-25T05:00:00-07:00&max-results=20&start=20&by-date=false

In man’s search to restore simplicity
to the complexity of his life,
he mistakenly yearns
for the tribal life of the aboriginal,
or the ascetic life of renunciation of a monk.
But as long as we oppose one pole and embrace its opposite, we strengthen what we oppose.

That which we simplify without,
will create complexity within.

Simplicity succeeds
only when it is integrated with complexity;
when we focus on the moment
and walk our eternal journey
one graceful step at a time.
Almine

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LANGUAGE OF NEVERBORN QUOTES TODAY
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ALL OF LIFE A GENTLE DÉJÀ VU TIMELESS PATHLESS PATH November 24, 2018

11/24/2018

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ALL OF LIFE A GENTLE DÉJÀ VU*
TIMELESS PATHLESS PATH
OF THE NO-SELF**
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2:25 AM-11/24/18
* (ew-TN Woods Approx 1987)
**Kryon-https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VAVnjtxSzEo
**Bernadette Roberts – See OceanSpeak Catergory for her
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http://nomindsland.blogspot.com/2018/11/bernadette-roberts-experience-of-no-self.html

(Random Pick Below in this font from
unpublished bklet)

Friday, January 05, 2007
4:01 AM
BRUTAL

ONLY TO ‘GIVE ALL UP’ EVEN MOVE
(“typo”…thought MORE was writing)

GIVE UP EVEN MOVE
THERE IS NOTHING LEFT TO SAY OR DO.

ABOVE BARELY GETS THRU FINGERS
ONE 5 HOUR DAY AT JOB HAS WRACKED MORE LAYERS
TB TEST REQUIRED
ANOTHER SACRED COW SLOUGHS
IT MAY OR MAY NOT KILL THIS BODY
AS IT DID BOTH PARENTS
TIME WILL TELL.

¥
5:33 AM
LIFTING NOW
LAURENS VAN DER POST ARRIVES YESTERDAY.
(See next quote below)
ROCKS MY SOUL INTO WEEPING
¥I¥

¥I¥
It is a law of life that you should fight for life
truthfully and honourably as long as you can,
and that you as the individual cannot decide to abandon life
- that is a thing which is left to God
and therefore we had to do everything we could
to go on living.

The only weapon we had
- because we were completely helpless -
was to live truthfully and not to allow the madness
which surrounded us to distort our vision of the truth.

I could have been wrong at any moment,
but I felt that as long as we lived truthfully we had a chance for survival.
And the proof is that we did survive.
from
A Walk with a White Bushman
Laurens van der Post

HOLDING IN STATE OF PRE/ENTRY
SIIMPLE
(SANCTERII)
ALLOWING

“LOVE ASKS ONLY THAT IT BE ALLOWED”
Hugh Prather
Friday, January 05, 2007
4:01 AM
BRUTAL

January 22, 2007
3:44 AM

A NEVERBORN CANNOT ABSORB
FROM OTHERS….
NOT WORDS OR ENERGIES.

HOWEVER THEY DO THIS UNTIL THEY DON’T
IN ORDER TO ALLOW OTHERS TO
PROJECT UPON THEM.

WHEN THE OTHER’S TIME IS UP
NEVERBORN IS REMOVED
EITHER PHYSICALLY OR
SIMPLY IN CONSCIOUSNESS

THE REMOVALS OCCUR
WITH MORE AND MORE RAPIDITY.

Tuesday, January 30, 2007
3:39 AM
no-mind unwavering
no chatter

ALL OF 'LIVE' A MEMORYLESS MEMORY
AS EACH MOMENT IS EXPERIENCED IN
MEMORYLESS ATTENTION.
AWARENESS OF THE NO-MIND
ONLY SOUL EXUDING.

All above in this color font:
RANDOM PICK FROM::
Documents.dmmwriting.
End of Waiting
Pocket Pearls Booklet
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with NOTES

AFTERNOON

All quotes below are
Excerpts from
THE FLESH BECOMES WORD
LANGUAGE OF THE NEVERBORN SERIES
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October 2003
Youthanasia Acres
Near Dublin, Indiana

Archetypal Paradigms
Are the
Neverborn’s
Loose Garment Design

All that we are as One
Suffices
as
All That Is..AH!

(ATIAH!!

Nature’s Pure Silent’s
Sounds
Are as Breatsmillk
To the
Neverborn’s Form

Unfolding vast silence
Cloaks without and within

Can you remember
that which
you never forgot?

Can you forget
that which
you don’t remember?

Silent’s Cloak
Holds All
Beyond Earthly Measure,
Decible,
&
Awareness

Knowing & Being
Are the same
In
Love’s Silence

One
cannot see
what
one has become

Only the Vast Silence
Of beholding ATIAH'S
Expression
Suffices…
…as our being matches
what we behold

Vast silence
Has no thoughts
or memories

If they don’t know
Your business
They can’t mind it

In ATIAH'S Silence
The blessed assurance of..
…unshadowed being is known
Beyond the knowing.

Pure Silence has no stumbling blocks
Becoming
stepping stones.

Love’s Silence
can only Glide
as
the Engorged
River Flows

Above
Excerpts from
THE FLESH BECOMES WORD
LANGUAGE OF THE NEVERBORN SERIES
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October 2003
Youthanasia Acres
Near Dublin, Indiana

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Laurens van der Post Quote

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ALL IS NOW MILESTONE November 7, 2018 "My interior or spiritual life was finished.”

11/7/2018

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ALL IS NOW
BEYOND WORDS & THOUGHTS
ORIGINAL BEING BEFORE TIME
AKASHA TAO CORE
‘OLDER THAN GOD’*
“IT IS FINISHED”**
“My interior or spiritual life was finished.”***
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4:50 AM-11/7/18
*Stephen Mitchell, TAO te Ching #4
**Christ words on cross, John 19:28-30
***Bernadette Roberts – See Read More below Afternoon Photos

“I realized I no longer had a ‘within’ at all. . . .
My interior or spiritual life was finished.”
Bernadette Roberts
See Read More below Afternoon Photos
for
More Regarding the Disclosures from Bernadette Roberts

AFTERNOON

Listen to the stillness within.

Do not bring the gravity of Self-importance
into your moment of solitude....

.... but come unto the Spirit
with the light-heartedness of the young who are in
awe and wonder of the first morning in spring
where all things are new and germinate.

There is a sense of adventure,
as with the young eagle
when spreading his wings
for his virgin flight.

He knows he has to abandon his nest to soar the skies;
he also knows he has to be bold.
It is something he must do
on his own, there is no help.

There is expectancy of newness,
of wide and bright horizons,
and the promise that all is well.

It is by dropping the shackles of the known
that you glimpse
your possibilities
and in the moment
of forgetfulness of nest-security
the thrilling flight of the Soul is born.
Peter O. Erbe
GOD I AM

It is for Consciousness to eliminate all the debris
creating the entanglement between It an the body.

Once the debris has been removed,
any seeming self melts away
like a candle approaching the sun.

This is the path of the rejection of all paths.
Wu Hsin

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Re: "My interior or spiritual life was finished."
- Bernadette Roberts

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