Category: Evil's Tender Kiss

A BURIED SOUL "...a high-flying bird,..." September 30, 2020

9/30/2020

THE ABSOLUTE’S SILENT CORE BREATH
IGNITES A BURIED SOUL
EXPLODING RELIEF AND TRUTH OF BEIING
=
QUANTUM’S POSSESSION
ALL IS ALWAYS, ALL WAYS WELL
ew
4:33 AM-9/30/20

See yesterday's OceanSpeak for More re: the "how to" of above Whisper:
https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-youthanasia-sanctarii/beyond-the-telling-no-method-to-render-september-29-2020

The morning wind spreads its fresh smell.
We must get up and take that in,
that wind that lets us live.
Breathe before it's gone.

Rumi -
'The Essential Rumi'
- Coleman Barks
https://wahiduddin.net/sufi/sufi_poetry.htm#Rumi

Everyone is overridden by thoughts;
that's why they have so much heartache and sorrow.
At times I give myself up to thought purposefully;
but when I choose,
I spring up from those under its sway.

I am like a high-flying bird,
and thought is a gnat:
how should a gnat overpower me?

Rumi - Mathnawi II, 3559-3561 -
'Rumi: Jewels of Remembrance' -
Camille and Kabir Helminski
https://wahiduddin.net/sufi/sufi_poetry.htm#Rumi

All Photos for today's OceanSpeak
from: November 30, 2018
4. LANGUAGE OF THE NEVERBORN SINCE BEFORE TIME.... "Divine betrothal....." NOVEMBER 30, 2018
CtrlClick above Title (or below) to open above OceanSpea
https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-youthanasia-sanctarii/4-language-of-the-neverborn-since-before-time-divine-betrothal-november-30-2018

AFTERNOON

THERE IS A PLACE BEYOND CONSCIOUSNESS
THAT ANSWERS ALL
IS ALL
=
THE CHOICLESS CHOICE
A PLACE
A STATE OF BEING
BEYOND CONSCIOUSNESS THAT ANSWERS ALL
IS ALL
THERE ARE NO WORDS TO SPEAK THIS TRUTH
∞
SINCE BEFORE TIME
THE EVERLASTING-LIFE LIVED TELLS
IMPARTS, PROCLAIMS
BUT ONLY NOTICED BY ALL ASPECTS OF CREATION
THAT CAN HEAR
AND/OR SEE…
...EACH ACCORDING ITS PARTICULAR GENUS/GENRE∞
(YES, A ROCK AND AN OCEAN WAVE UNDERSTAND!)∞∞
ew
1:48 AM-11/30/18

∞ew-Evil's Tender Kiss
See Read More below Afternoon Photos for excerpt

∞∞ i have nothing to offer you, but this touch, where i disappear
i want to surrender to your silence which peels me.
- Arif K
notes to the beloved
Conclusion to long overflowing Love Wordings on this page
http://www.poetseers.org/submissions/2006-2/arif-k/

INVITATION:
Google for the entire Arif K wording above in this font color
Here are two samples from the search:
https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-youthanasia-sanctarii/baubo-medicine-let-go-into-the-clear-light-sail-on-solar-wind-sunriseafternoon-march-5-2017

https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-youthanasia-sanctarii/ah-the-peeling-surrender-again-milestone-sunriseafternoon-january-25-2017

THOUGHTS OR NO THOUGHTS
WORDS OR NO WORDS
CAN THEY DISTURB THE VAST VOID SOURCE CORE?

THE ‘OLDER THAN GOD’ ASPECT OF BEING
IS NEVER TAINTED….
BE BREATHED AS THAT
<
SOULUTION FOR ALL THAT IS
ew
3:14 AM-11/20/2015

One who Knows, Knows/Is only Nothing
by knowing/considering nothing.
∞
By knowing/considering nothing
One Knows/Is only Nothing.
<
Danced in/of/as The Great Dancer
ew
3:32 AM-11/22/2015

VAST CORE SILENT’S POSSESSION
RENDERS ONE
<
A NO-ONE USELESS
BY ALL THAT IS NOT
‘OLDER THAN GOD’
ew
3:06 AM-11/23/2015

THE LANGUAGE OF VAST SILENCE PREVAILS!
ORIGINAL BEING CORE IS DANCED IN/OF/AS ALL
NOTHING TO TAKE AWAY + NOTHING TO ADD
0                    +               0
    =
∞
ONE ETERNAL MOMENT
   ew
2:58 AM-11/25/2015

Read More Below
Excerpt from
Evil's Tender Kiss
ew

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SURVIVING PURE EVIL’S AGENDA "...center of nowhere..." "...a flash of sanity..." "..once you mess with Exorcism..." "... mordant traits of nightmare..." February 19, 2020

2/19/2020

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STATE OF UNWAVERING PURE GRACE
(BEYOND ALL HUMAN ABILITIES
OF CONSCIOUSNESS)
THE ONLY MANNER OF SURVIVING
PURE EVIL’S AGENDA
ew
3:42 AM-2/19/20

In Haiti
we know good and evil are one
but we never confuse the two.
Serpent & The Rainbow
- Wade Davis

You have been lucky.
Do not wait for a time
when you'll see things
that you should not see.
Serpent & The Rainbow
- Wade Davis
(See Amazon's "Look Inside")
https://www.amazon.com/Serpent-Rainbow-Scientists-Astonishing-Societies/dp/0684839296/ref=sr_1_1?keywords=serpent+and+the+rainbow&qid=1582096723&s=books&sr=1-1

There are only some of the dangers and traps that face every exorcist. His pain is physical, emotional, mental.
He has to deal with what is eerie but not enthralling;
with something askew, but intelligently so;
with a quality that is upside down and inside out,
but significantly so.
The mordant traits of nightmare are there in full regalia,
but this is no dream and permits him no thankful remission.

Hostage to the Devil -Martin Malachi

See Read More below Afternoon Photos
For extensive and deeper Understanding of
Aftermath of Exorcisms for the Exorcist

At least a flash of sanity:
the momentary realization that there is no need
to come to certain conclusions about
persons, events, conflicts, trends,
even trends toward evil and disaster,
as if from day to day and even from moment to moment
I had to know and declare (at least to myself):
This is so and so, this is good, this is bad;
we are heading for a "new era"
or we are heading for destruction.

What do such judgments mean?
Little or nothing.
Things are as they are,
in an immense whole of which I am a part,
and which I cannot pretend to grasp.
To say I grasp it is immediately
to put myself in a false position,
as if I were "outside" it.

Whereas to be in it
is to seek truth in my own life and action,
by moving where movement is possible
and keeping still when movement is unnecessary,
realizing that things will continue to define themselves -
and will be more clear to me
if I am silent and attentive,
rather than constantly formulating statements
in this age which is smothered in language,
in meaningless and inconclusive debate,
and in which, in the last analysis,
nobody listens to anything except
what agrees with his own prejudices.

—Thomas Merton
the hammock papers...

There is no where in you a paradise that is no place and there
You do not enter except without a story.
To enter there is to become unnameable.
Whoever is there is homeless for he has no door and
no identity with which to go out and to come in.

Whoever is nowhere is nobody, and therefore cannot
exist except as unborn:
No disguise will avail him anything
Such a one is neither lost nor found.
But he who has an address is lost.
They fall,
they fall into apartments
and are securely established!

They find themselves in streets.
They are licensed
To proceed from place to place
They now know their own names
They can name several friends and know
Their own telephones must some time ring.

If all telephones ring at once, if all names are shouted
at once and all cars crash at one crossing:
If all cities explode and fly away in dust
Yet identities refuse to be lost.
There is a name and number for everyone.

There is a definite place for bodies,
there are pigeon holes for ashes:
Such security can business buy!

Who would dare to go nameless in so secure a universe?
Yet, to tell the truth, only the nameless are at home in it.
They bear with them in the
center of nowhere the unborn flower of nothing:
This is the paradise tree.
It must remain unseen
until words end and arguments are silent.

—Thomas Merton
The Fall

.
whiskeyriver
camels on a beach
Todd Kennedy drone pic
https://peacefullpresence.blogspot.com/2020/02/he-who-has-address-is-lost.html?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=Feed%3A+blogspot%2FmnCFM+%28Love+Is+A+Place%29

The states of darkness and illumination
coexist over a long period,
alternating sharply and rapidly.
Many seers and artists pay in this way,
agonizing periods of impotence and depression,
for each violent outburst of creative energy.

Evelyn Underhill
http://makeheaven.com/mysticism.html
http://makeheaven.com/articles.html

AFTERNOON

Desire refers not only to desiring some object,
but even to the desire for enlightenment.
The need to know,
to have the knowledge of one’s true nature,
even that is a desire,
and that desire is by the “me”.

When conceptualizing ceases,
the outward false-seeing stops,
and what remains is in-seeing,
not seeing inside
but seeing from within
the source of all seeing

February 19
The Net of Jewels
Ramesh S. Balsekar

READ MORE BELOW
People of The Lie - Scott Peck
Awakened by Darkness - Paul Levy
HOSTAGE TO THE DEVIL - Malachi Martin

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PRISTINE CLARITY ‘odour of sanctity’ November 21, 2019

11/21/2019

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NOTHING TO SAY
NOTHING TO DO
ONLY BEING PRESIDES
<
PRISTINE CLARITY OF ORIGIN
ew
5:56 AM-11/21/19

The expression ‘odour of sanctity’, which you hear sometimes, does mean something. There are saints, spiritual Masters, who have worked so much on themselves that their psychic bodies emanate real fragrance.

These fragrances are picked up by beings of light in the invisible world, who then rush to breathe them in. In certain cases, it can even happen that particularly sensitive people may sense these fragrances emanating from their soul.

These fragrances also emanate from the soul of those beings who have learned to accept and overcome their suffering. So often, you hear people complaining or shouting in an outraged manner at the slightest disappointment, trouble or injustice!

The suffering they feel is like a burning fire.
But those who consciously accept and remain silent, knowing that through patience and love they are purifying matter in their inner being – those people are also preparing fragrances in their soul.

This is why knowing how to suffer is one of the greatest kinds of knowledge there is, one of the highest manifestations of love.
Omraam Mikhael Aivanhov
https://www.prosveta-usa.com/odour-of-sanctity-the-which-emanates-from-those-beings-who-have-worked-hard-on-themselves_2019-11-21

By speaking we take away much of our life; a day's silence means a week longer of life and more, and a day's speech means a week less of life. Silence is the remedy for much, although of course a person living in the world cannot practice it continually. But he should keep a watch on his words; he should remember that for every word he speaks he will be awarded heaven or hell.

In India from ancient times there have been mystics who are called Muni. They never speak, although they do all kinds of other things. These mystics have often lived very much longer than we live at the present time: three hundred, five hundred years and more.

By not speaking the breath is not interrupted; it remains regular and even. The mystics have always given great importance to the breath, and have made its study the principal object in their training. Those who have mastered the breath have mastery over their lives; those who have not mastered it are liable to all kinds of diseases.
https://wahiduddin.net/mv2/VIIIa/VIIIa_3_9.htm

Excellent Sadhguru video
FREEDOM FROM CHRONIC AILMENTS
3:51 minutes
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9KqlBQEYktg&feature=em-uploademail

AFTERNOON

The below Whispers
...in this color font...
were random picked this afternoon
from Unpublished Archives.

Wednesday, March 15, 2006
4:08 AM
MILESTONE AH HMMMMM
VEILS AS PROTECTION FROM HUMAN SLAUGHTER
VEILS WERE NOT TO TEACH COMPASSION.

PLANET ENTRY IN PURE STATE
VEILS WERE NOT FOR NEVERBORN
BUT FOR HUMAN CONDITION
AS THEY WOULD HAVE
KILLED, MAIMED, TORTURED AND/OR
LOCKED AWAY
A PURE ONE.

UNTIL NOW UNDERSTOOD THE VEILS
AND SUFFERING WERE TO HELP
NEVERBORN BE COMPASSION FOR/WITH HUMANS.

THIS IS FOLLY AND PART OF THE BELIEF SYSTEM.

THERE IS NOW OROBOROUS FULL RETURN TO
ZERO POINT OF PLANET ENTRY STATE.

THIS IS REQUIRED AND WHAT HAS ALWAYS BEEN.
THE PROTECTION HAS BEEN THE VEILS.
VEILING/MASKING THE PURE LIGHT
IN ORDER TO AVOID SLAUGHTER AND CRUCIFIXION.

¥

CONSTIPATION, CLOGS, LUNG PROBLEMS, ETC
DO NOT HAPPEN DUE TO WHAT IS INGESTED
ABSORBED FROM PHYSICAL WORLD.

ALL DENSIFICATIONS AND DISHARMONY
HAPPEN DUE TO BEING PULLED
FROM VAST SILENCE SOURCED ACTIVITY.
EG AT THIS TIME (OF SILENCED-SOURCED ACTIVITY) WOULD BE THE
LONG BEACH WALKS
PRE DAWN AND TWILIGHT TIMES OF SILENCE
PURE NATURE.

(DENSIFICATIONS AND DISHARMONY)
HAPPEN DUE TO FOCUS GETTING PULLED
FIRST OF ALL TO DENSE WORLDS
RATHER THAN REMAINING IN TRUTH OF BEING
IN ALL DIMENSIONS.

UNADULTERATED PRIMAL REPOSE*
KNOWS NO IMPEDIMENTS WITHIN OR WITHOUT
NO CONCEPT OF NEED IN ANY DIMENSION
NO NEED OR POSSIBILITY FOR HUMAN MIND TO
FIGURE, PLAN AND UNDERSTAND
ALL SIMPLY IS.

PRIMAL REPOSE ERASES
FALSE GOD OF HUMAN MIND

A BIRD DOESN’T SING
BECAUSE IT HAS A VOICE
IT SINGS BE CAUSE
IT IS A SONG

AND AH…ESPECIALLY
AT DAWN AND TWILIGHT
AND FROM HIGH PERCHES
ie from/as
Primal Repose Rarefied Beingness

“Sing not soulful songs with your yesterday’s mind.
Sing fruitful songs with your today’s heart.”
Sri Chinmoy

The above Random-Picked Whispers from Archives
are from unpublished NEVERBORN booklet series below:

HUSH OF NOT

I AM ALREADY THAT.

I HAVE ALREADY BEEN WHATEVER IS
VAST SILENCE = TOO MUCH FOR WORDS

Being the Source of y/Our Smile

REMEMBRANCE OF HUSH OF NOT
AS PORTAL TO PRIMAL REPOSE ABSOLUTE.

Neverborn Series
March 2006
Harbour Island

*PRIMAL REPOSE
There is only one state.
When corrupted and tainted by self-identification,
it is known as an individual.
When merely tinted by the sense of presence,
of animated consciousness,
it is the impersonal witnessing.
When it remains in its pristine purity,
untainted and untinted in primal repose,
it is
the Absolute.

A Net of Jewels
July 9
Ramesh Balsekar

Also see PRIMAL REPOSE
in CATEGORIES - right hand column of this page
towards the beginning of today's OSpeak
or this link
https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-youthanasia-sanctarii/category/primal-repose

See Read More at end for
original version of
HUSH OF NOT
also in CATEGORIES list
or this link:
https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-youthanasia-sanctarii/category/hush-of-not

Perfect joy and awareness lie beyond time,
in the eternal present.
By living properly right now,
at the changeless center of each moment,
you can arrive
at a point of complete inner freedom.
Paramhansa Yogananda

full article here:
https://www.ananda.org/blog/how-to-live-in-the-eternal-present/?utm_source=ONTRAPORT-email-broadcast&utm_medium=ONTRAPORT-email-broadcast&utm_term=COM%3AContacts&utm_content=How+to+be+in+the+eternal+present%3F&utm_campaign=11212019

See Read More BELOW
for
original version of
HUSH OF NOT
+
All Random Picked Whispers Above

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BEYOND AWARENESS..... "....indivisible Totality of Functioning..." "..untainted & untinted in primal repose." MILESTONE 7/16/19

7/16/2019

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BEYOND THE AWARENESS OF
“GOD ALONE”
<
TRANSPARENT CONDUIT CONDITION*
ERASES ALL THAT IS UNREAL
=
THOUGHTLESS THOUGHTS
WORDLESS WORDS
ew
5:16 AM-7/16/19
*(& AT TIMES REPORTEDLY TRANSLUCENT)

See Read More Below Afternoon Photos
for
Extensive quotes helpful in "pointing towards"
a One's life condition since each planet entry
into the Mother's Womb

Understanding is never a fixed value
but a sort of free flow,
a fluid process of nature itself
that freely irrigates by merging thought and action.

There is only one state.
When corrupted and tainted by self-identification,
it is known as an individual.

When merely tinted by the sense of presence,
of animated consciousness,
it is the impersonal witnessing.

When it remains in its pristine purity,
untainted and untinted in primal repose,
it is the Absolute.

A Net of Jewels
July 9
Ramesh Balsekar

Life has forced me to Remember the
Primordial “I AM”.
dmm - 1989

AFTERNOON

i offer you this Touch where i Disappear....
arif k.
https://www.poetseers.org/submissions/2006-2/arif-k/

google this for much more:
poet seers offering touch where i disappear arif k

Also See ARIF K in Categories on right hand column of this webpage
=
or just click this link
https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-youthanasia-sanctarii/category/arif%20k66524f7daf

Primal Repose Overflowing
<
Offering in/of/as Awareness
that is beyond Awareness
ew
2:28 PM -7/16/19

See Read More Below
for
A few Writings/Wordings that have been VITAL for this life in form...
...for many years...
...and are VERY present this day.....

We are also having a CLEAR OUT of Excess
in this Youthansia Sanctarii Abode..
.Praises Be to Friend Lena for helping to clean and organize this....and to all those responding.
https://www.instagram.com/harbourislandlife/?hl=en
Additional Afternoon Photos .

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HOMECOMING FOR TRUE "...untainted and untinted..." "...be still and wait without hope,..." June 15, 2019

6/15/2019

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6:37 AM

A "PREGNANT VIRGIN" HOMECOMING
FOR TRUE*
...AS MENTAL MIND IS
(without personal volition)
REPLACED BY…
RETURNED TO…
RE-ESTABLISHED AS…
(sometimes quickly…sometimes slowly)
ORIGINAL PRIMAL REPOSE**
ew
4:16 AM-6/15/19

**See Read More below Afternoon Photos
for More re: Primal Repose/Silence/"Evil"
via Word Doc dated 1/18/18 that surfaced
when searching this morning for Pregnant Virgin

*The woman who is a virgin, one-in-herself, does what she does -
not because of any desire to please, not to be liked,
or to be approved, even by herself,
not because of any desire to gain power over another,
to catch his interest or love,
but because what she does is true.
Marion Woodman
Addiction to Perfection
http://9creativelives.com/2015/01/addiction-to-perfection-review/

Dear Lucifer
You fought your inner war
in this flesh...
Rarely suspecting you
denigrate your own soul
By raping, ravaging mine.

You never learned that you
touched me not...only an
illusion, dear Heart.
Brace yourself now...for the
rage of Goddesses.

They Know no mercy for one
such as youl

(written approx 1988)

Excerpt from
Evil's Tender Kiss
dmm/ew
(Privately Published Archives)

6:13 AM First Sunrise Photo from Top of Dunes Path

** PRIMAL REPOSE

There is only one state.
When corrupted and tainted by self-identification,
it is known as an individual.
When merely tinted by the sense of presence,
of animated consciousness,
it is the impersonal witnessing.
When it remains in its pristine purity,
untainted and untinted in primal repose,
it is
the Absolute.

A Net of Jewels
July 9
Ramesh Balsekar

Life has forced me to Remember the
Primordial “I AM”.
dmm - 1989

“YOUR BELIEFS WILL KILL YOU”
(the whole point, after all….)

BE (not seek) ye first,
the Kingdom of Heaven
dmm

"Come to the freshness of silence
and it will be the dawn of your life.
Out of that freshness you will light the world
with peace within yourself that never seeks.”
Tara Singh

Replace concept of “consciousness” with
GRACIOUSNESS.
(Rarefied word for “consciousness”)

Grace Alone Suffices
LOVE ALONE

ew/dmm
OCTOBER 2006
Ocala Forest
First Full Month at this location

I said to my soul,
be still and wait without hope,
for hope would be hope for the wrong thing;
wait without love, for love would be love of the wrong thing;
there is yet faith, but the faith and the love are all in the waiting.
Wait without thought, for you are not ready for thought:
So the darkness shall be the light, and the stillness the dancing.
T.S. Eliot
See Read More (document #2)
below Afternoon Photos

AFTERNOON

**See Read More below for
More re: Primal Repose/Silence/"Evil"
via Word Doc dated 1/18/18 that surfaced
when searching this morning for Pregnant Virgin

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PRIMORDIAL TOUCHSTONE "His form is emptiness." " 'YOU' MUST DISSOLVE" April 16, 2019

4/16/2019

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Continuing with the Sharing of
The Heart of Awareness
A Translation of the
Ashtavakra Gita
Thomas Byrom
This Sharing began 3/26/19
There are 20 chapters

Below is Chapter 18
The Master
Verses 41-60

NOTHING & NO/THING
IS GREATER THAN
ORIGINAL SILENCE
∞
BREATH AS THE PRIMORDIALTOUCHSTONE
OF ORIGINAL BEING IN HUMAN FORM…
=
THE CORE AS TRANSPARENT CONDUIT
REMOVING ALL SENSE
=
NOTHING & NO/THING
SUPERCEDES THIS
“JUST IS”
=
ALL ELSE PERCEIVED
IS MERELY
A REMINDER OF
“THE HUSH OF NOT” *
ew
4:40 AM-4/16/19

*Evil's Tender Kiss/ew - Epilogue
See Read More
Below Afternoon Photos

The Master
Verses 41-60

41
The fool tries to control his mind.
How can he ever succeed?

Mastery always comes naturally
To the man who is wise
And who loves himself.

42
One man believes in existence,
Another says, "There is nothing!"

Rare is the man who believes in neither.

He is free from confusion.

43
The fool may know that the Self
Is pure and indivisible.

But because of his folly,
He never finds it.

He suffers all his life.

44
The mind of a man who longs to be free
Stumbles without support.

But the mind of a man who is already free
Stands on its own.

It is empty of passion.

45
The senses are tigers.

When a timid man catches sight of them,
He runs for safety to the nearest cave,
To practice control and meditation.

46
But a man without desires is a lion.

When the senses see him,
It is they who take flight!

They run away like elephants,
As quietly as they can.

And if they cannot escape,
They serve him like slaves.

47
A man who has no doubts
And whose mind is one with the Self
No longer looks for ways to find freedom.

He lives happily in the world,
Seeing and hearing,
Touching and smelling and tasting.

48
Just by hearing the truth
He becomes spacious
And his awareness pure.

He is indifferent
To striving or stillness.

He is indifferent
To his own indifference.

49
The master is like a child.
He does freely whatever comes his way,
Good or bad.

50
By standing on his own
A man finds happiness.

By standing on his own
A man finds freedom.

By standing on his own
He goes beyond the world.

By standing on his own
He finds the end of the way.

51
When a man realizes
He is neither the doer nor the enjoyer,
The ripples of his mind are stilled.

52
The master's way is unfettered
And free of guile.
He shines.

But for the fool
There is no peace.
His thoughts are full of desire.

53
The master is free of his mind,
And his mind is free.

In this freedom he plays.
He has a wonderful time!

Or he withdraws
And lives in a mountain cave.

54
If the master encounters
A king or a woman
Or someone he dearly loves,
He is without desire.

And when he honors
A god or a holy place
Or a man versed in the scriptures,
There is no longing in his heart.

None at all!

55
He is unperturbed
Even when his servants despise him,
Or his wives, sons, and grandsons mock him.

Even when his whole family makes fun of him,
He is undismayed.

56
For him there is no pain in pain,
No pleasure in pleasure.

Only those who are like him
Can know his exaltation.

57
He has no form.
His form is emptiness.

He is constant and pure.

He has no sense of duty,
Which only binds men to the world.

58
The master fulfills his duties
And is always untroubled.

The fool does nothing
And is always troubled and distracted.

59
The master goes about his business
With perfect equanimity.

He is happy when he sits,
Happy when he talks and eats,
Happy asleep,
Happy coming and going.

60
Because he knows his own nature,
He does what he has to without feeling ruffled
Like ordinary people.

Smooth and shining,
Like the surface of a vast lake.

His sorrows are at an end.

Above from
The Heart of Awareness
A Translation of the
Ashtavakra Gita
Thomas Byrom
This Sharing began 3/26/19
There are 20 chapters

Chapter 18
The Master
Verses 41-60
Entire Book (pdf) with Excellent Introduction:
http://mystic7.org/images/companies/1/Books/Free/The%20Heart%20of%20Awareness.pdf?1445090941313

AFTERNOON

YOU MUST DISSOLVE

When full Conscious Awareness ‘is’ …
the mind has vanished as you know it.
There is no sense of

-planning
-fixing
-working on
-getting better
-being your best
… there is no ‘you.

Love, for example … just IS.
IT emanates naturally as a radiance of Awareness
and not as an intentional thought projection.
You cannot ‘dance at two weddings’.
You cannot retain your personal identity … ‘and’ know Real Freedom,
‘you’ must dissolve into the God-SELF completely.

While you remain in a body
and navigate the grand dream
you may possess many forms of identification,
but no such person will exist any longer.
This projected false self will have disappeared
back into the infinite ocean of ONE.

This is the only death you fear and must be accepted to return HOME.

John McIntosh
Posted April 15, 2019
https://www.johnmcintosh.info/post/you-must-dissolve

See Read More Below
"The Hush of Not"
from-
Evil's Tender Kiss
ew
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KILLING FIELDS' ANTIDOTE "... visit the wild places within..." "...THE 'BOO' MOMENT..." JANUARY 31, 2019

1/31/2019

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ANTIDOTE TO ALL ILLUSORY
(BUT SEEMINGLY REAL)
KILLING FIELDS
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CENTERPONT OF AKASHA TAO CORE STILLNESS
AS THE DERVISH WHIRLS
<
EXHANGE RUNAWAY WHIRRING
GERBIL WHELL/WHEEL CAGE
for
DERVISH WHIRL
<
SOUL TAO CORE CENTERPOINT
OVERFLOWING THRU
FLINGING OUT OF
THE HOLY FOOL DERVISH
FORMLESSNESS IN FORM
FORM IN FORMLESSNESS
THE ‘BOO’ MOMENT*
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4:27 AM-1/31/19
*
ew
4:27 AM-1/31/19

*There is nothing you need do or understand.
God will just pop up one day as you amble along,
jumping out when you least expect Her
with a BOO loud enough
to stop your mind and your heart forever.
http://www.sentient.org/lookingwithin.html
(above source link no longer exists…
this quote saved in dmm archives many years ago)

See Read More...below Afternoon photos

THE IMMORTALITY OF REAL LIFE
SUSTAINS
AS
TAO’S SILENT CORE
∞
SINCE BEFORE/DURING/AFTER
THE FOREVER IMMORTALITY
OF
HUMANS’ PURE EVIL
IN ALL EONS AND DIMENSIONS
ew
2:42 AM-2/6/18

See this OceanSpeak for Lengthy and Excellent quotes/descriptions by Arthur Guirdham- HOSTAGE TO THE DEVIL & More:
https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-youthanasia-sanctarii/the-forever-immortality-of-humans-pure-evil-milestone-february-6-2018

“…do what I might, I was destined to receive into my heart
the spears of the world’s evil....

...I knew I had done it in the high temple so many hundreds of years back,
that it was given to me to absorb in my being
the evil and tension that made others sick,
and, under the beautiful, indifferent moon,
I was afraid but in a distant and impersonal way
because I knew
that there was nothing I could do to avoid it.”
page 92
Arthur Guirdham
The Island
https://ellisctaylor.com/2016/01/09/new-years-eve-without-arthur-guirdham/
MORE QUOTES ON ABOVE LINK

AFTERNOON

Poet's Obligation

To whoever is not listening to the sea
this Friday morning, to whoever is cooped up
in house or office, factory or woman
or street or mine or harsh prison cell:
to him I come, and, without speaking or looking,

I arrive and open the door of his prison,
and a vibration starts up, vague and insistent,
a great fragment of thunder sets in motion
the rumble of the planet and the foam,
the raucous rivers of the ocean flood,
the star vibrates swiftly in its corona,
and the sea is beating,
dying and continuing.

So, drawn on by my destiny,
I ceaselessly must listen to and keep
the sea's lamenting in my awareness,
I must feel the crash of the hard water
and gather it up in a perpetual cup

so that, wherever those in prison may be,
wherever they suffer the autumn's castigation,
I may be there with an errant wave,
I may move, passing through windows,
and hearing me, eyes will glance upward
saying "How can I reach the sea?"

And I shall broadcast, saying nothing,
the starry echoes of the wave,
a breaking up of foam and of quicksand,
a rustling of salt withdrawing,
the grey cry of sea-birds on the coast.

So, through me,
freedom and the sea
will make their
answer to the shuttered heart.
Pablo Neruda
http://peacefulrivers.homestead.com/PabloNerudaWord.html

The Prison of Certainty
- John O'Donohue

When we domesticate our minds and hearts,
we reduce our lives.
We disinherit ourselves as children of the universe.
Almost without knowing it,
we slip inside ready-made roles and routines
which then set the frames of our possibilities.

We acquire sets of convictions in relation
to politics, religion and work.
We parrot these back and forth to each other,
as if they were absolute insights.

Yet for the most part
these frames of belief function as self-constructed barriers,
fragile cliches pulled
around our lives to keep out the mystery.
The game of society
helps us to forget the unknown...

The control and ordering of society is amazing:
we comply so totally with its unwritten rules.
In a city at morning,
you see the lines of traffic
and the rows of faces all on their way to work.
We show up.
We behave ourselves.
We obey fashion and taste.

We have a deadening desire to reduce the mystery...
We bind our lives up in solid chains of forced connections
that block and fixate us.
This silences the voices within us
that are always urging us to change and become free.
Our sense of uncertainty and our need for security
nail our world down.

We confine mystery within
the prison of routine and repetition.
Your response to the invitation at the edge of your life
becomes reduced to a series of automatic reflexes.
We live so much of our one life
with the same automatic blindness of adaptation.

After a while, unknown to you,
a wall has grown between you
and the native forces of your experiences.
You go through life only half aware...
This subtle conditioning
becomes so effortless
that you are only half present in your life.

[But] Everywhere around us mystery never sleeps.
The same deep nature is within us.
Each person is an incredibly
sophisticated, subtle,
and open-ended work of art.
We live at the heart of our own intimacy,
yet we are strangers
to its endless nature.

Each of us needs to travel inwards
from the surface constraints
and visit the wild places within us
and answer the question: Who are you?
Who are you behind your role?
Who are you behind your words?

Who are you when you are alone with yourself?
Who are you before
you slip back safely behind
the mask and the name
by which you are known during the day?

If you can awaken the eternal beauty and light of your soul
you will break through the prison of certainty
and bring light wherever you go.

John O'Donohue
From: Eternal Echoes
POSTED HERE:
https://mysticmeandering.blogspot.com/2019/01/the-prison-of-certainty-john-odonohue.html?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=Feed%3A+MysticMeandering+%28Mystic+Meandering%29

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The "BOO!" Moment
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ETERNAL MOMENT AWE "...no personal God." "...aligned with the still-point..." "...breeze at dawn..." 12/30/18

12/30/2018

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REGARDLESS OF TRAUMAS’ MEMORIES
INSTANTLY SHIFT INNER GEARS TO
ETERNAL MOMENT APPRECIATION
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AWE<JOY
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**NO-SELF**
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2:15 AM-12/30/18

*Bernadette Roberts – See OceanSpeak Category
*http://www.spiritualteachers.org/bernadette-roberts/
**http://www.nonduality.com/berna.htm
(**excellent synopsis of Bernadette Roberts’ experience)

…the emptiness expanded rapidly
and every sense of
life became drained from her.
The realization that came was:
"When there is no personal self,
there is also no personal God.
***http://www.nonduality.com/berna.htm

Bernadette Roberts Quotes below in this font from:
https://www.inspiringquotes.us/author/8712-bernadette-roberts

But coming home that day,
walking downhill with a panorama of valley and hills before me,
I turned my gaze inward,
and what I saw, stopped me in my tracks.
Instead of the usual unlocalized centre of myself,
there was nothing there, it was empty,
and at the moment of seeing this
there was a flood of quiet joy and I knew,
finally I knew what was missing-
it was my "self".
-- Bernadette Roberts

...a point is reached
where the self is so completely aligned with the still-point
that it can no longer be moved,
even in its first movements, from this center.
It can no longer be tested by any force or trial,
nor moved by the winds of change,
and at this point the self has obviously outworn its function;
it is no longer needed or useful,
and life can go on without it.
-- Bernadette Roberts

The truest communication with God
is absolute, total silence;
there is not a single word in existence
that can convey this communication.
-- Bernadette Roberts

I went on to discover that in its deepest sense,
the will is not primarily the faculty of desire for anything known,
but rather, the desire for something unknown,
animate desire for something that lies beyond ourselves,
a longing for something we know is missing in us...”
-- Bernadette Roberts

To be forgiven is not enough;
we must put an end to the very need to be forgiven.
-- Bernadette Roberts

When there is no longer a cyclone,
there is no longer an eye.
So the storms, crises and sufferings of life
are a way of finding the eye.
-- Bernadette Roberts

The onset of this second movement
is characterized by the falling away of self
and coming upon "that" which remains when it is gone.
But this going-out is an upheaval,
a complete turnabout of such proportions
it cannot possibly be missed,
under-emphasized, or sufficiently stressed
as a major landmark in the contemplative life.
-- Bernadette Roberts

...a point is reached where the self is so completely aligned
with the still-point that it can no longer be moved,
even in its first movements, from this center.
It can no longer be tested by any force or trial,
nor moved by the winds of change,
and at this point the self has obviously outworn its function;
it is no longer needed or useful,
and life can go on without it.”
-- Bernadette Roberts

It is one step, and a giant one, to see clearly and participate
in the love that flows between the persons of the Trinity,
but even here, God is seen as the object of his own love.
It is yet another step to realize
that God is beyond all subject and object
and is Himself love without subject or object.
This is the step beyond our highest experiences of love and union,
a step in which self is not around to divide, separate,
objectify or claim anything for itself.
Self does not know God; it cannot love him,
and from the beginning has never done so.
-- Bernadette Roberts

Only God is love,
and for this love to be fully realized self must step aside.
And not only do we not need a self to love God,
but for the same reason we do not need a mind to know him,
for that in us which knows God,
is God.
-- Bernadette Roberts

The truest communication with God
is absolute, total silence;
there is not a single word in existence
that can convey this communication.
-- Bernadette Roberts

Bernadette Roberts Quotes above in this font from:
https://www.inspiringquotes.us/author/8712-bernadette-roberts

AFTERNOON

The afternoon beach was so Auspicious...
.....just "have" to share most all of the photos below......

Yesterday I remembered why I don't sit around much these days ~
I don't want to get back up and these days I must.
So, keeping busy keeps my energy on an even keel.
I start "early" and I crash "early" ~
early compared to others in my orbit.

Anyway I did take some time this morning
to begin a new journal with the motto, "I Am Love".
My intention is to come back to a neutral position
anytime I feel my emotions are coloring my perceptions.

That reminds me that I don't have to interpret or judge or fix
or make things better for anyone.
Just notice what I am receiving from the universe
and allow that phrase to continue to refine my vibration.
miriam harmony
12/17/18 early morning

Suppose I try saying something.
What way do I have of knowing that if I say
I know something I don't really know it?
Or what way do I have of knowing that if I say I don't know something
I don't really in fact know it?

I am going to try speaking some reckless words,
and I want you to listen to them recklessly.
How will that be?
–Chuang Tzu
https://peacefullpresence.blogspot.com/2018/12/questions.html?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=Feed%3A+blogspot%2FmnCFM+%28Love+Is+A+Place%29

For years, copying other people, I tried to know myself.
From within, I couldn't decide what to do.
Unable to see, I heard my name being called.
Then I walked outside.

The breeze at dawn has secrets to tell you.
Don't go back to sleep.

You must ask for what you really want.
Don't go back to sleep.

People are going back and forth across the doorsill
where the two worlds touch.
The door is round and open.
Don't go back to sleep.

Rumi
http://www.headless.org/Biographies/rumi.htm

Listen, O drop,
give yourself up without regret,
and in exchange
gain the Ocean.
Rumi
http://www.headless.org/Biographies/rumi.htm

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Original ew scribing of
HUSH OF NOT

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ENEMY OF GRACE ANTIDOTE "...one must become art itself." "...most ancient of man’s tempters and enemies" 12/12/18

12/12/2018

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THINKING THAT ANYONE/ANYTHING
OF THE SMILER'S LIES/DECEIT CAN TARNISH THE
GRACE INFLOW/OVERFLOW OF THIS LIFE
ONLY CAUSES THE LIFE TO BE A LIE
TO THE POSSESSION OF GRACE*
ew
3:12 AM-12/12/18

*THE SMILER ARCHETYPE
dmm/ew

"...the most ancient of man’s tempters and enemies:
the hater who deceived you
with a smile and a joke and a promise."
Hostage to the Devil
-Malachi Martin
https://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/vatican/esp_vatican27d.htm

See Read More below Afternoon Photos
for More from Hostage to the Devil - The Smiler

All Sunrise Photos Below are from December 12, 2014
https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-youthanasia-sanctarii/there-need-be-no-effort-light-body-explosion-sunriseafternoon-december-12-2014

Trust that the benevolent source that is looking after you.
Everything will fall into place quite naturally.
Avoid excessive indulgence in your thoughts.
It is essential to cut off all that senseless mental chatter.
Listen to the sound of your breath
and solutions will come quite naturally...
just when you need them.
https://boothstars.com/2018/12/12/

BE HELD IN TRUTH OF BEING
WHICH IS BEYOND THE WORDING
ew
11/15/14
https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-youthanasia-sanctarii/be-held-in-truth-of-being-sunriseafternoon-nov-15-2014

The mystics are artists; and the stuff in which they work
is most often human life.
They want to heal the disharmony between the actual and the real:
and since,
in the white-hot radiance
of that faith, hope, and charity which burns in them,
they discern such a reconciliation to be possible,
they are able to work for it with a singleness of purpose
and
an invincible optimism toward others.
Evelyn Underhill
https://www.patheos.com/blogs/monkeymind/2018/04/evelyn-underhill-on-walking-the-spiritual-path.html

GLIDED BY PURE BEING
BE, RATHER THAN DO...
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ALL DOING DISAPPEARS
AS ONE IS MOVED BEYOND WORDS AND THOUGHTS
<
BEYOND PERSONAL AWARENESS
<
EVERSHINING'S GRACE
IS ALL THAT REMAINS
ew
presunrise
11/12/14
https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-youthanasia-sanctarii/all-doing-disappears-sunriseafternoon-nov-12-2014

The psychotic drowns in the same waters
in which the mystic swims with delight.
Joseph Campbell

When the artist loses himself in his art, then the art comes to life.
Bowl of Saki, December 11, by Hazrat Inayat Khan

Commentary by Hazrat Inayat Khan:
One must not only be an artist; one must become art itself.
Then to the one who is so absorbed in his work that he forgets himself,
that capacity, that intuition, that skill will come naturally.

He begins to do wonders,
and his art becomes a perfect expression of what he had in mind. ...
People think that it is the artist who has made it;
in reality, it is God who has perfected it.
As it is God's pleasure to create the world,
so it is also God's pleasure to create through pen and brush and chisel,
to give life to what is lifeless.
from https://wahiduddin.net/mv2/X/X_4_8.htm

The artist who has arrived at some perfection in his art,
whatever his art may be,
will come to realize that it is not he who ever achieved anything;
it is someone else who came forward every time.
And when the artist produces a perfect thing,
he finds it difficult to imagine that it has been produced by him.
He can do nothing but bow his head in humility
before that unseen power and wisdom
which takes his body, his heart, his brain,
and his eyes as its instrument.

Whenever beauty is produced in art, be it music,
or poetry, or painting, or writing, or anything else,
one must never think that man produced it.
It is through man that God completes His creation.
Thus there is nothing that is done in this world
or in heaven that is not divine immanence,
which is not divine creation. ...

What is art?
Art is the creation of beauty in whatever form it is created.
As long as an artist thinks that whatever he creates
in the form of art is his own creation,
and as long as he is vain about his creation,
he has not learned true art.
True art can only come on one condition,
and that is that the artist forgets himself
-- that he forgets himself in the vision of beauty.
... We are vehicles or instruments that respond.
If we respond to goodness, goodness becomes our property.
If we respond to evil, then evil becomes our property.
If we respond to love, then love becomes our possession.
from https://wahiduddin.net/mv2/X/X_4_3.htm

April 5, 2015

Photo from Archives....date unkonwn...

AFTERNOON

Human beings are quite extraordinary:
they want to be free and independent,
but at the same time they always expect something from others.
They never stop asking that others think of them,
love them, help them, or do their work for them.
This is so contradictory.

If you truly want to be free you must start by not relying on the help of others.
Everyone has their worries and problems,
and so not surprisingly people think of you one day,
but forget you the next.

And even if the entire world were ready to help you,
you would still be dissatisfied.
Why?
Because others cannot give you what you really need.
You must work to acquire it.
What you really need is to become more reasonable,
stronger, more patient and more enlightened –
this is how you will become freer.
And it is only you,
through your own efforts,
who can achieve this.
Omraam Mikhael Aivanhov
https://www.prosveta-usa.com/freedom-being-able-to-expect-nothing-from-others_2018-12-11

When I stop trying to assert some idea of how reality should work,
and just really notice what is....
....everything just opens up.
The heart opens in unexpected ways,
making healing possible where only
walls seemed to stand.

It's easy to think that reality is somehow
broken, but when we really look,
we discover that we inhabit an
improbable wholeness instead.
It's not entirely logical amidst the
world's fear and suffering,
but look for yourself and see.
Really see.

Seeing the full picture,
our actions become more effective and lasting.
Looking honestly,
we become capable of
compassion and
connection,
where there was only anger and hatred...

Ivan Granger
Excerpt from a commentary on a poem by
Mary Sarton
at Poetry Chaikhana
Posted here:
Awakening From Our Illusions - Ivan Granger
https://mysticmeandering.blogspot.com/2018/12/awakening-from-our-illusions-ivan.html?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=Feed%3A+MysticMeandering+%28Mystic+Meandering%29

In nature, everything is living and giving itself to the maximum extent.
Only human beings are trying to save – their joy, their love, their everything.
Sadhguru

When you are no more identified with your physicality,
you become available to Grace.
Sadhguru

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The Smiler Archetype
from
HOSTAGE TO THE DEVIL
Malachi Martin

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#5. LANGUAGE OF THE NEVERBORN "... embryonic-ancient..." "... Sings without a word by itself...." December 1, 2018

12/1/2018

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#5. LANGUAGE OF THE NEVERBORN
Original Writing June 2003-October 2004
Youthanasia Acres
near Dublin, Indiana
excerpts below from
GODSEED: The Alchemy of Primordial Memory
Dorothea M. Mills/elizabeth walker
Series Begins with OceanSpeak this date: 11/27/18

THE SOULAND FUTURE IS NOW∞
BE THAT∞∞
ew
4:30 AM-12/1/18

∞PRIMORDIAL CONSCIOUSNESS BEYOND WORDS & THOUGHTS
SOUL-LAND RamDass
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h7shIVtTMlM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vzZvx3B2fQg
∞Bernadette Roberts-
http://nomindsland.blogspot.com/2018/11/bernadette-roberts-experience-of-no-self.html

∞∞ FREE OF THE PARASITIC SLIME FROM
BALLS OF PARASITIC LIFE FORMS THAT WANT TO CHOKE REAL LIFE…*
& ARE UNABLE TO SEE THE REAL REALITY
OF ORIGINAL ONES IN THEIR MIDST…

THEY ONLY CAN BE WITH ONE ANOTHER…
AND ARE THEREFORE NO DANGER TO
(REALIZED-BEYOND-BELIEF)
ORIGINAL ONES
*BALLS OF PARASITIC LIFE FORMS…. KRAZY GLUED TOGETHER BY MAGGOT-GENRE SLIME
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WETIKO VIRUS
(click links below)
https://carolynbaker.net/2013/04/23/our-collective-psychosis-a-review-of-paul-levys-dispelling-wetiko-by-carolyn-baker/

Wetiko the collective psychosis of humanity with Paul Levy

Dispelling Wetiko: Breaking the Curse of Evil - Theosophical Society in ...

Song for Nobody

A yellow flower
(Light and spirit)
Sings by itself
For nobody.

A golden spirit
(Light and emptiness)
Sings without a word
By itself.

Let no one touch this gentle sun
In whose dark eye
Someone is awake.

(No light, no gold, no name, no color
And no thought:
O, wide awake!)
A golden heaven
Sings by itself
A song to nobody.

by Thomas Merton
http://www.poetseers.org/spiritual-and-devotional-poets/christian/merton/song-for-nobody/index.html

IF THEY DON'T KNOW YOUR BUSINESS
THEY CAN'T MIND IT

quote found srawled on old paper in Archives
Youthanasia Acres-near Dublin Indiana approx 2001
probably from dmm's Great Grandmother Molly Walker

Keep your attention focused entirely on what is truly your own concern,
and be clear that what belongs to others
is their business and none of yours.
Epictetus

Let every fox take care of his own tail.
Italian Proverb
More here:
http://www.wiseoldsayings.com/minding-your-own-business-quotes/

AFTERNOON

Below in this font from:
LANGUAGE OF THE NEVERBORN
Original Writing June 2003-October 2004
Youthanasia Acres
near Dublin, Indiana
excerpts below from
GODSEED: The Alchemy of Primordial Memory
Dorothea M. Mills/elizabeth walker

Perfect unshadowed Love…
…Flowing Freely & Radiating without waver…
Feeds hungering souls
Know that Divinity Moves Silently in All that is About You

as your soul is Filled by Divine Love,
there are no personal needs to be filled by an other

There are no secrets
only
Pearls of Great Price

There are no lies
only
germs of great deceit

Soul Love is All that Is
when you are at One with the Great Silence

with the Deep Breath of Divinity’s Spirit
you will be Given Words
to Express in a Manner that will Touch an Other’s Soul

when Holy spirit Speaks You, an Other’s Soul Hears

as I have always Known would be True,
I am Held beyond time and space…
an embryonic, yet ancient dimension…
that can only occur when matched souls experience re-Union

in your eyes
I have Seen a soul that is beyond all souls…
…and am now able to See it in others by not looking for it.
There is no more search.

Note: Two figures, one with apparent halo..white heart shape...or half of angel with wing...

Is is any wonder that when you Join
you meet your Self that has been there forever
in Love and Essence?

Vapors of Love
Radiate from your Quiet Heart
and
Stir my soul

Divine Silence Allows what Is
to Simply Be

Above in this font from:
LANGUAGE OF THE NEVERBORN
Original Writing June 2003-October 2004
Youthanasia Acres
near Dublin, Indiana
excerpts below from
GODSEED: The Alchemy of Primordial Memory
Dorothea M. Mills/elizabeth walker

Song for Nobody

A yellow flower
(Light and spirit)
Sings by itself
For nobody.
A golden spirit
(Light and emptiness)
Sings without a word
By itself.

Let no one touch this gentle sun
In whose dark eye
Someone is awake.
(No light, no gold, no name, no color
And no thought:
O, wide awake!)
A golden heaven
Sings by itself
A song to nobody.

by Thomas Merton
http://www.poetseers.org/spiritual-and-devotional-poets/christian/merton/song-for-nobody/index.html

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4. LANGUAGE OF THE NEVERBORN SINCE BEFORE TIME.... "Divine betrothal....." NOVEMBER 30, 2018

11/30/2018

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#4. LANGUAGE OF THE NEVERBORN
Original Writing June 2003-October 2004
Youthanasia Acres
near Dublin, Indiana
excerpts below from
GODSEED: The Alchemy of Primordial Memory
Dorothea M. Mills/elizabeth walker
Series Begins with OceanSpeak this date: 11/27/18

Allow the Deep Breath of Divinity
to take all that you are
into the Eternal Wellspring
of the Abyss within

the earthly Beloved’s shadow
is your own Perfection in unconscious depths

you are Peace and Love
beyond measure

Soul Centered relationships
Synergize only Love

Divine Betrothal is beyond mind’s knowing

Still without thought
and the heart Fills with Love
to Receive All that the Beloved Is

There is Nothing to do…Nothing to manage
Simply Be the Harmonizing notes that are Given
from the Quiet Depths

Un-Stilled words disturb a soul

Simply Be
as if it is so
BeCause
IT Is….So

AFTERNOON

Speechless words Thunder a soul

Be Stilled, Fulled and Levelled for whatever is ahead
which is the Present
as the future always was
&
already has been.

Only Love Knows delicate soul needs

Love’s Knowing is Trustworthy

You, O Breather,
are the Enhancement of All that Is

Since Realizing you
all else in life
has become Parentheses

when I Look into the Inner Mirror for my soul
there is only and forever YOU!

you are as close to me as the Quiet in my heart

Love’s Quiet
shines a Clear Path from soul to soul

the Gift is in living the Question
Grace is being Still to Know the Answer
Love Alone Asks and Hears

Whispers

Speak to me
Through the winds
Between the limbs of evening’s sleep

Speak to me
From the silence of stone walls
Between who I am and who I am not

Speak to me
Through the air of a bird’s wing
Between the cloud and the moon

Speak to me
Before the bending is history’s past
Between the desire and the suffering

Speak to me
With the gentle touch of your whisper
Before I tumble down
Glenn P. Roulette
http://www.poetseers.org/submissions/2006-2/whispers/index.html

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ONLY GRACEOPATHY REMAINS "Haiti will teach you...." August 1, 2018

8/1/2018

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Haiti will teach you that good and evil are one.
We never confuse them, nor do we keep them apart.
Serpent and The Rainbow
Wade Davis
(JUST ADDED TO 7/31/18 OCEANSPEAK)

Feeling OK if I do NOT think about (and ie perceive) NOT feeling OK.
Even more Pure Truth of Being is this:

Eliminate the “I” and INSTANTLY…
there is no illness/joy
or
thinking/wording…
<
ONLY
GRACEOPATHY
REMAINS
dmm/ew
11:11 PM-7/31/18

REMEMBER NOT TO REMEMBER
<
A TRANSPARENT CONDUIT HAS NO MEMORY
TO
IMPEDE, SKEW AND CONTAMINATE
GRACEOPATHY’S TRUTH OF BEING
ew
1:16 AM-8/1/18

TOTALLY VANISHED FROM SIGHT OF WARRING WORLDS
WITH
AKASHA CORE TRUTH OF BEING
<
A
BEFORE-SILENT-SOUND-EMERGED
PEACE THAT PASSETH
EARTHLY UNDERSTANDING
ew
4:02 AM-8/1/18

AFTERNOON

Mystical Alchemy

We were born from the fathomless Cosmic "darkness",
the Eternal Depths of the Primordial Womb
before Light began...
from which Light emerged;
a mystery...
Without knowing how or why...
We simply are...
Life ItSelf - simply being...

Born of this Ineffable Mystery,
the Cosmic Igniter of the Divine Flame
ignites the Ember of our Heart
in Mystical Alchemy.

Without the need for certainties of the mind,
or intellectual "understandings."
Only visceral awareness of
"The Presence" that
Illumines the Heart
through Grace...

Pure Bliss...
Pure Blessing..

Mystic Meandering
Feb. 2017
https://mysticmeandering.blogspot.com/2018/08/mystical-alchemy.html?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=Feed%3A+MysticMeandering+%28Mystic+Meandering%29
~

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UNFETTERED BAUBO "... unity between opposites..." July 31, 2018 HUMAN WORMS*

7/31/2018

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6:43 AM

UNFETTERED BAUBO
ORGASMICALLY PLOUGHS THRU
HELLS OF PARASITIC NETHERWORLDS
<
THE IMMORTALS' INFINITE TSUNAMI
OF
UNBRIDLED GRACED ACTION
AND/OR
NON-ACTION
<
A TRANSPARENT CONDUIT
LOOSED WITHOUT IDO’S ADO
ew
2:50 AM-7/31/18

The world is now seen by the physicist
as an immense complexity of subtly balanced
interdependent polaric relationships,
"seamless unity",
which like an endless knot has no loose ends
from which it can be untangled
and put into supposed order.

What this means is that life always comes in opposites
which must exist together,
and one cannot exist without the other.

The root of our misery is that we do not see this
unity between opposites
and feel that we must choose between them.
Rasmesh S Balsekar
https://mail.google.com/mail/u/0/?ui=2&ik=3070d6b250&view=lg&msg=164ec793528f1e0d

PARASITIC OOZING BALL OF
HUMAN WORMS*
A FORM OF
WETIKO’S**
NECROPHILIA***
POSSESSING
ew/dmm
3:23 AM-7/31/18
*Evil’s Tender Kiss ew/dmm See Read More at End for Unpublished Excerpt
** https://carolynbaker.net/2013/04/23/our-collective-psychosis-a-review-of-paul-levys-dispelling-wetiko-by-carolyn-baker/
(EXCELLENT ARTICLE!)
*** https://www.cbc.ca/radio/asithappens/as-it-happens-friday-edition-1.4731059/ne-crow-philia-why-crows-sometimes-fornicate-with-the-dead-1.4731062
***Rosman and Resnick (1989) reviewed information from 34 cases of necrophilia describing the individuals' motivations for their behaviors: these individuals reported the desire to possess a non-resisting and non-rejecting partner (68%), reunions with a romantic partner (21%), sexual attraction to corpses (15%), comfort or overcoming feelings of isolation (15%), or seeking self-esteem by expressing power over a homicide victim (12%).[19]
https://rationalwiki.org/wiki/Necrophilia

Tuesday, July 31, 2018
Do not insist on fighting against your bad inclinations on your own,
for not only do you run the risk of not winning,
you will weaken and even destroy yourself.
Why?
Because by battling with yourself, you become divided,
and this division makes you even more vulnerable.

It is very dangerous to fight yourself.
You may say that moral and religious teachings
never cease to preach the relentless struggle against the evil in humans.
I know, but in doing so,
they reveal that they do not know true psychology.

Obviously, it is not a question of letting evil win.
But you can learn to defeat it
by asking other forces within you to fight in your stead.
These other forces are the luminous powers
you have attracted and foster through your love
for all that is beautiful, great and divine.

So, instead of launching a direct attack
on your instincts and finding yourself
either floored or terribly unhappy because
you have had to give up some of the satisfactions you need,
set these forces of light against them to neutralize them.
Omraam Mikhael Aivanhov
https://www.prosveta-usa.com/bad-inclinations-our-seek-out-allies-to-confront-them-in-our-stead_2018-07-31

Haiti will teach you that good and evil are one.
We never confuse them,
nor do we keep them apart.
Serpent and The Rainbow
Wade Davis

AFTERNOON

The Daily Lesson – July 31, 2018
The ultimate of spiritual living
is to live so completely
in attunement with the Source,
God in the midst of us,
that the influence of God
which is flowing through us
will flow out
and be a law of good unto all
who come within range of our consciousness,
thereby lifting them up and increasing their desire
for the spiritual.
~Joel S Goldsmith
www.iwso.org/thedailylesson.htm

For a complete exposition of the subject of meditation,
see Joel Goldsmith's The Art of Meditation

You can also find our complete Book Study
of
The Art of Meditation in “The Daily Lessons” at:
www.iwso.org
Al Denninger
www.iwso.org/thedailylesson.htm

Your joy factor will remain constant
as you are continually refining your ideas of what you want,
and that’s why it is so important for you
to get everybody else out of the equation.
They’ve got their own game going on;
they don’t understand your game.

Give them a break; stop asking them what they think.
Start paying attention to how you feel.
Joy will be yours immediately,
and everything else that you have ever thought would make you happy,
will start flowing,
seemingly effortlessly,
into your experience.
Abraham
Daily Quotes
https://www.abraham-hicks.com/

See Read More Below
ew's
Evil's Tender Kiss
As The Cock Crows
+
Necrophilia - NeCROWphilia
&
More

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PRIMAL REPOSE GRACEOPATHY "In true prayer..." Milestone "...primal, primordial, ancient “I AM”." JULY 10, 2018

7/10/2018

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5:55 AM

PRIMAL REPOSE REMAINS*…
A TRANSPARENCY
OF THE ABSOLUTE’S UNWAVERING
GENTLE DÉJÀ VU
=
GRACEOPATHY
ew
3:34 AM-7/10/18
*See Read More At
End of Afternoon Photos

6:28 AM

In true prayer, although every silent moment remains the same,
every moment is a new discovery of a new silence,
a new penetration into that eternity in which all things are always new.
We know, by fresh discovery, the deep reality that is our concrete existence here and now …

When I am liberated by silence,
when I am no longer involved in the measurement of life,
but in the living of it,
I can discover a form of prayer in which
there is effectively, no distraction.

My whole life becomes a prayer.
My whole silence is full of prayer.

The world of silence in which I am immersed contributes to my prayer.

Let me seek, then, the gift of silence, … and solitude,
where everything I touch is turned into prayer:

where the sky is my prayer,
the birds are my prayer,
the wind in the trees is my prayer,
for God is all in all.

Thomas Merton
via
https://www.stillnessspeaks.com/
&
http://nomindsland.blogspot.com/2018/07/thomas-merton-prayer-silence-solitude.html

AFTERNOON

Advice on keeping joy moving through you.

Sufis call the wantings nafs.
From the urgent way lovers want each other to the sannyasin's search for truth,
all moving is from the mover.
Every pull draws us to the ocean.
Rumi says it's important
to live the wantings as they come
and not get stuck somewhere,
stagnant.

He was asked once what to do about a young man
caught doing some indecent act.
The story doesn't mention what exactly — masturbation, peeping-tomming, whatever wild wantings young men think to do.

Rumi told them not to worry about it.
'It just means he's growing his feathers.
The dangerous case is a kid who doesn't do indecent acts,
who then leaves the nest without feathers.
One flap and the cat has him.'

Be careful, Rumi suggests,
about shaming sexual behavior in an adolescent
or anyone who hasn't yet has his or her fill of erotic trancing.
Often, the closest we come to surrender is orgasm.
In Rumi's symbology the rooster is a symbol for that energy.

"So how did Husam kill his rooster?
By dissolving into the play.
The nafs are energies that keep us moving,
stopping nowhere.
Union with the divine continually unfolds.
Next to the glowing drive-in movie,
the junkyard's rusted stacks of old desire-bodies.

Let the beauty we love keep turning into action,
transmuting to another, another.
What have I ever lost by dying?
Rumi asks, exchanging one set of nafs for the next.

Chopping rooster energy becomes another dining room story.
Particles of praise shine in the sunlight.
Anything you grab hold of on the bank
breaks with the river's pressure.
When you do things from your soul,
the river itself moves through you.
Freshness and a deep joy are signs of the current."
The Essential RumiBy Coleman Barks, Jelaluddin Rumi
Advice on keeping joy moving through you.
http://www.spiritualityandpractice.com/book-reviews/excerpts/view/17222

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ew Pearls
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UNMITIGATED GRACEOPATHY SOOTHER SAILING "...inside the Formless..." Sunrise/Afternoon June 30, 2018

6/30/2018

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SOOTHER SAILING AS CALM WATERS
ANY TURBULENCE CANNOT
DISTURB THE SOURCING DEPTH AND HEIGHTS
OF
AN IMMORTAL OCEANIC CORE
∞
AH!
FOR ENOCH’S TRANSLATION
OF
“THE HUSH OF NOT”*…
INTO
BEYOND/DURING//BEFORE
RESURRECTION’S
NOW/HERE NO/WHERE
PERMANENCE

UNMITIGATED GRACEOPATHY
OF THE ABSOLUTE
PRESIDES
ew
3:42 AM-6/30/18
*See Read More at end of Afternoon Photos

The person who is one with God is merely the transparency
through which God is living Its life:
he does not have a life of his own, a mind of his own,
or even a body of his own.

His body is the temple of God,
and his mind is the instrument of God,
the mind which was also in Christ Jesus.

That mind can be attained only in silence,
not with words or with thoughts,
although words and thoughts may be used as a preliminary step
in what we know as meditation,
which plays a vitally important part
in the development of our spiritual life.”
~Joel S Goldsmith
from A Parenthesis in Eternity
http://www.iwso.org/thedailylesson.htm

One must never confuse belief with fact.
One must never confuse Knowing with thinking, feeling and sensation,
the instruments of Knowing.
On must never confuse the temporary happiness derived from objects
with the ever-present happiness contained in the subjective.
One must never confuse being a self with being the Self.
One is clear when one is not confused.
Wu Hsin
Solving Yourself: Yuben de Wu Hsin
June 21

One doesn't learn to swim by grasping, by holding the water.
One learns by sinking.
Only when one is willing to sink
does one discern that one can float.

The lotus flower,
with its roots extending below the surface of the water,
has leaves untouched by the water.
Wu Hsin
Solving Yourself: Yuben de Wu Hsin
June 39

There must be no waiting for
something to happen.
This something is happening in every moment.
To wait for it is to miss it.
Wu Hsin
The Lost Writings of Wu Hsin

AFTERNOON

Don't take the behavior of the mind and body
to be a reading of your true Self.
Let everything happen,
but know and confirm inwardly,
you are watching everything from a very stable place...

There is a stillness there.
There is an untouched silence.
You must acknowledge this.
You must be like the Polar Star in the heavens.

Your heart is the Polar Star, the North Star.
Everything is revolving but it is still - unmoving.
You are the stillness,
the Silence inside which all is moving.
You only have to recognize and love that.
and nothing will trouble you.

Everything is the flow of time.
Everything is coming and going,
including even this body.
It is like a burning candle.
But there is an invisible flame inside
that never goes out.

Fix your attention inside the Formless
and leave the rest to God.
[However we know "God" to be]

Mooji
https://mysticmeandering.blogspot.com/2018/06/the-invisible-flame-eric-baret-mooji.html?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=Feed%3A+MysticMeandering+%28Mystic+Meandering%29

How can I call that which is without form beautiful?
That which gives beauty to beauty, life to life.
This radiant joy, this profound silence,
this immense emptiness is like solid ether
when experienced inside a body.
Here, immeasurable silence, unmatched beauty,
unbroken peace, unfading love, shine timelessly.

~ Mooji
https://mooji.org/todaysquote/

If you dissolve your personality,
your presence becomes very powerful –
this is the essence of spiritual sadhana.
Sadhguru

Everything can be sadhana.
The way you eat, the way you sit, the way you stand,
the way you breathe,
the way you conduct your body,
mind and your energies and emotions –
this is sadhana.
Sadhana does not mean any specific kind of activity,
sadhana means you are using everything
as a tool for your wellbeing.
Sadhguru
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/S%C4%81dhan%C4%81

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&
Additional Photos

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PRISTINE SIMPLICITY "...all dispute, discussion, argument ends." Sunrise/Afternoon May 25, 2018

5/25/2018

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Beginning 5/8/18 we add at the very end of each post...
... Whispers from Morning Writngs in Ocala, FL (February-April 2018)

6:10 AM

THE PRISTINE SIMPLICITY OF DIVINE GRACE
<
A SIMPLICITY BEYOND WORDS & THOUGHTS
WHICH ARE IMPOSSIBLE
UNNECESSARY & EVEN DANGEROUS
=
ALL WORDINGS AND THOUGHTS INTENDED TO PREACH/TEACH/EXPLAIN
INTENSIFY THE POSSESSION OF MURDEROUS CHAOS
<
“Be yourself. Especially do not feign affection.”
“..keep peace in your soul.”*
ew
4:22 AM-5/25/18
*Desiderata
http://www.appleseeds.org/desidert.htm
Note:
The first quotes below in this color font were ALL Found and put on the OceanSpeak for today
yesterday morning before the mid-morning murderous eruption.
Had NOT consciously remembered these quotes (OR that they are already on today's draft...)
when the above Whisper just Wrote this morning.
dmm

6:05 AM

The intellect is the wrong tool for relating to What-Is
in the same way that a net is the wrong tool
for gathering water.
Unattached to body, unattached to mind,
allowing everything just as it is.
What could be the problem?
Wu Hsin
Solving Yourself:
Yuben de Wu Hsin
May 25

Discussion is for those who say,
"What I say is right, and what you say is wrong."
A sage never says such a thing hence, there is no discussion.
Bowl of Saki, May 24, by Hazrat Inayat Khan

Commentary by Pir-o-Murshid Inayat Khan:
Once I was with a sage whom many people went to see.
He pleased them all, and he was not fond of disputing or discussing,
because to a sage there is nothing to discuss.

Discussion is for those who say,
'What I say is right, and what you say is wrong.'
A sage never says such a thing; hence there is no discussion.
But the world is always fighting and discussing and disputing.

Many would come and try to dispute with him,
but he did his best to avoid dispute.
I was very fond of listening to his way of dealing with inquirers.
My friends wanted to discuss what the ideal life is.
He said, 'Whatever you think it is.'

But my friends were not satisfied with this. They wanted a discussion.
They answered,
'Do you think this worldly life, with so many responsibilities,
with strife from morning to evening,
can be the ideal life?'
He said, 'Yes.'

They asked, 'Do you not think that the life you lead,
retirement and seclusion,
is the ideal life?'
He answered, 'Yes.'

They said, 'But how can we give up our present life,
our responsibilities to our children,
our occupations, and all these things that take up so much time.
How can we leave that life in order to follow your ideal life?'
He said, 'Do not leave it.'

He said, 'If you think my life is a spiritual life, be like me.
If you think your life is a spiritual life, keep to it.
It is not possible to say which life is best.
If you think your worldly strife brings you happiness, just keep to it.
If you think my life gives you happiness,
give up your own.

Whatever makes you happy and makes you think you are doing right,
do it from that moment, and see what the result is.
If it gives you more happiness, go on regardless of what others say.
If it gives you happiness, if you are satisfied while doing it,
while reaping its effect, then it is all right.
Go on with it,
and you will always be blessed.'
from https://wahiduddin.net/mv2/VII/VII_29.htm

People discuss dogmas, beliefs,
and moral principles,
as they know them.
But there comes a time in a man's life
when he has touched truth
of which he cannot speak in words;
and at that time all dispute,
discussion,
argument ends.
https://wahiduddin.net/mv2/IV/IV_34.htm

Backyard Moringa Leafs Each Morning Post Sunrise

NO REMAINING GEARS TO SHIFT INTO HIGHER OCTANE
NO GRINDING AND/OR FALLS/FALSE STARTS
<
ALL IS RISEN/RISING IN ALCHEMICAL VESSEL
OF
PREGNANT VIRGIN/BAUBO GLORY
ew
7:11 AM-5/25/18
Post Sunrise

AFTERNOON

Beyond All Thought
Beyond All Emotion and Physical Form
In The Stillness Of The Silence
We discover Who We Truly Are
Wind Hughes
http://windhughes.com/wblog/

Go placidly amid the noise and the haste,
and remember what peace there may be in silence.
As far as possible, without surrender,
be on good terms with all persons.

Speak your truth quietly and clearly;
and listen to others,
even to the dull and the ignorant;
they too have their story.

Avoid loud and aggressive persons;
they are vexatious to the spirit.
If you compare yourself with others,
you may become vain or bitter,
for always there will be greater and lesser persons
than yourself.

Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.
Keep interested in your own career, however humble;
it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.

Exercise caution in your business affairs,
for the world is full of trickery.
But let this not blind you to what virtue there is;
many persons strive for high ideals,
and everywhere life is full of heroism.

Be yourself. Especially do not feign affection.
Neither be cynical about love,
for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment,
it is as perennial as the grass.

Take kindly the counsel of the years,
gracefully surrendering the things of youth.
Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune.
But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings.

Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.
Beyond a wholesome discipline,
be gentle with yourself.

You are a child of the universe
no less than the trees and the stars;
you have a right to be here.
And whether or not it is clear to you,
no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.

Therefore be at peace with God,
whatever you conceive Him to be.
And whatever your labors and aspirations,
in the noisy confusion of life,
keep peace in your soul.

With all its sham, drudgery, and broken dreams,
it is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful. Strive to be happy.
Desiderata
Max Ehrmann
http://www.appleseeds.org/desidert.htm
(Short history of this writing on above link)

ONLY (WHAT OTHERS NAME) GOD
CAN KNOW SO MUCH
NO THOUGHTS
NO WORDS
<
JUST IS
∞
WITHOUT A “ME”
TO THINK OR TALK “IT”
∞
THERE IS NO OTHER
WHEN THERE IS NO ME
ew
4:57 AM-3/24/18
(Ocala, Fl)

CANNOT WILL AWAY A VEILING BEHAVIOUR
IT POOFS WHEN REPLACED BY THE LOVING RESPONSE TO ITS
HOWLING/YOWLING SAVIOUR ASPECT
ew
5:15 AM-3/25/18
(Ocala, Fl)

From Daily Writing
3/24/18
Ocala, Fl

The BUGABOO/WHIRLING DOWNWARD SUFFOCATING MESS…WITHIN…. is the habit or obsession to SHARE or Overflow (in words or thoughts) all that we Know and Are.
What a DRAINING and suffocating mess this creates, first of all WITHIN!!!!
Feel buried in own words/thoughts…
Entombs the Radiance of Ancient/Pure Child Akasha Core
6:13 AM-3/24/18

Those who know, do not speak.
Those who speak, do not know.
Close your mouth.
Shut the gates.
Be soft.
Untangle your knots.
Soften your brilliance.
Become one with the dust.
Tao Te Ching # 56
http://taotechingdaily.com/tao-te-ching-chapter-56-essay/
https://ttc.tasuki.org/display:Year:1972,1988,1996,2004/section:56
55
A person filled with the power of Tao
is like a baby boy:
bees can’t sting him,
wild beasts can’t attack him.
A baby has soft bones
and weak muscles,
but a firm grip.
He hasn’t had sex,
but he can get an erection.
That’s because he’s got lots of energy.
He can cry all day
and never lose his voice.
That’s because he’s at one with his world.
If you’re at one with the world,
you know constancy.
And if you know constancy,
you’ve been enlightened.
It’s not healthy
to try to prolong your life.
It’s unnatural to impose the mind’s will
upon the body.
People waste time and energy
trying to be strong or beautiful,
and their strength and beauty fade.
They’ve lost touch with Tao,
and when you lose touch with Tao,
you might as well be dead.
Tao Te Ching
https://ttc.tasuki.org/display:Year:1972,1988,1996,2004/section:55

This website link has 4 Translations side by side of the Tao Te Ching
Author on the right column slams it. (may have sent him before!)
Keep getting buried in my own thoughts/words and worse than that this obsession to “share” with others
via words/thoughts. YIKES….what FOLLY!
So we looked up Tao #56 (AGAIN!) and then also see #55 (above)

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BEYOND DUALITIES "...passionate, chaotic and free." "...primordial sort of trust..." MILESTONE May 24, 2018

5/24/2018

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Beginning 5/8/18 we add at the very end of each post...
...Whispers from Morning Writings in Ocala, FL (February-April 2018)

PULL INWARD, DEAR HEART…
SO DEEPLY THERE IS ONLY UNMANIFESTED PEACE
CREATING WORLDS IN EVERY MOLECULE
<
UNIMPEDED OVERFLOWS
UNTAINTED BY THAT WHICH IS NOT REAL
ew
4:30 AM-5/24/18
(See Journal NotesMay 23,24,25 2018 MILESTONE)

The soul is here for its own joy.
~Rumi
remembering who we are is as simple as pleasure....
inquiry for today~ maybe you can laugh and receive......
https://makebelieveboutique.com/2018/05/24/27441/

Nietzsche argues that the meaning of existence
is not to be found in religious pieties
or meek submission to authority,
but in an all-powerful life force:
passionate, chaotic and free.
https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/51893.Thus_Spoke_Zarathustra

Blessed are the forgetful;
for they get over their stupidities, too.
― Friedrich Nietzsche, Beyond Good and Evil
https://www.goodreads.com/work/quotes/338580-jenseits-von-gut-und-b-se-vorspiel-einer-philosophie-der-zukunft

“Christianity gave Eros poison to drink;
he did not die of it, certainly,
but degenerated to Vice.”
― Friedrich Nietzsche, Beyond Good and Evil

As humans we have become separated with our source.
To illustrate: Everybody in the world knows the word “God,”
but there are few people in the world who know God.
For most of us God has remained a word,
a term, a power outside the self;
God, Itself, has not become a living reality
except to those few people
who are known as mystics.

Immortality is attained in proportion
as personal sense is overcome,
whether here or hereafter.
As we put off the personal ego and attain the consciousness of our real Self
– the Reality of us, divine Consciousness –
we attain immortality.
And that can be achieved here and now.

This listening is the art of meditation, in the learning of which
we come to a place of transition
where truth leaves the mind and enters the heart.
In other words,
there is no longer merely an intellectual knowledge about truth;
but truth becomes
a living thing within our being.
Joel Goldsmith
https://westernmystics.wordpress.com/2015/06/09/joel-goldsmith/

We have seen princes relinquish their kingdom
for the love of a woman.
What was it about this woman
that made a whole nation of people pale in comparison?

It fact, a man does not really seek out a woman,
but a principle that is complementary to him
and without which he cannot live.

And a woman will do the same:
she will stand up to her entire family, the whole world,
to follow the man she loves.

Is she wrong to do so?
Not at all.
The Lord and Mother Nature have inscribed this
in the heart of all human beings –
‘You will leave your father and mother and you
will follow your wife (or husband).’

The masculine principle seeks out the feminine principle,
and the feminine principle seeks out the masculine principle,
because on their own, they feel incomplete and crippled.
Humans are not always aware of this,
because this search takes on such diverse forms.

Mystics say that they are searching for God.
In reality, what they call God is this complementary part of themselves
with which they seek to unite, to merge,
in order to become one complete and perfect whole.
Omraam Mikhael Aivanhov
https://www.prosveta-usa.com/love-the-search-for-our-complementary-opposite_2018-05-23

Because they consider good and evil as implacable adversaries,
human beings are constantly torn between the two.
They are unable to return to the oneness
that would make them into strong beings able to master every situation.

You will say, ‘But we can do nothing about it.
The fact is, we are caught between the forces of good and evil.’
For as long as you are on earth,
you will have this problem to solve,
and here is one method among others of solving it:
learn to respond to the dark entities wanting to catch you in their nets.
But never respond with violence,
for that will only give them more power.

When you feel them approaching
in the form of temptations or negative thoughts or feelings,
do not rise to them.
Tell them you are delighted to meet them,
and welcome them with the light from all your inner lamps,
and these visitors will immediately take flight,
because they are ugly and poorly dressed and don’t want to be seen!

Yes, your only possible response to evil spirits is your inner light.
You do not confront them; you simply bring in light.
And thanks to the light,
each day you will progress further
along the path of inner oneness.

Omraam Mikhael Aivanhov
https://www.prosveta-usa.com/evil-what-to-do-to-neutralize-it_2012-12-11?bc=search

AFTERNOON

Excerpt from
The spaciousness of now

We become aware of a
primordial sort of trust in ourselves and in life.
Nothing need be cultivated or generated, shifted, or transformed.
Not for right now.

To stay with this much openness
requires a new level of friendliness, kindness, and compassion.
Without it, we’re not going to be able
to practice intimacy with the vulnerability,
explore the unknown,
and stay with the groundlessness
of having no reference point
other that awareness itself.

Inevitably we will notice that we have left the freshness of now
and traveled into past or future, images,
memories, daydreams, and fantasies;
it can feel somewhat like falling down a rabbit hole.
But like Alice in her journeys into Wonderland,
things are not as they appear.
Matt Licata
http://alovinghealingspace.blogspot.com/2018/01/

LIST FOR LIFE UNFOLDMENTS

ALL THAT THE SOUL KNOWS AND IS MANIFESTING
AKASHA CORE BEINGNESS-SANCTARII WHEREVER I AM
SANCTARII FIRST OF ALL WITHIN – TUSCANY
OVERWHELMNENTS THAT VEIL AND CLOG EVERSHINING
NO LONGER HAPPENING = CESSATION OF PPC
(PolarizationPurgeCleanse)
ABUNDANCE APPRECIATES
DUE TO APPRECIATION AS A WAY OF LIFE
IN EACH ETERNAL ONE MOMENT
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4:45AM-3/21/18
(Ocala, fl)

PRETENSE OF PERSONAL CEASES
<
FREEDOM OF TRUTH OF BEING
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4:25 AM-3/22/2018
(Ocala, Fl)

Scorpio- Thursday, March 22, 2018
Someone insists that they are being fair and reasonable,
when it is patently obvious that their behaviour is most unreasonable.
Their words and gestures contradict their attitude and actions.
No matter what you do or say, you can’t get a truthful, honest response.
This experience is teaching you something.
You are in the process of making a wonderful discovery
about the power of your own intuition.
You are realizing that the time of talking is over.
You are free to act in accordance with your conscience.
http://boothstars.com/

DEAD TO THE OLD VIBRATIONS IN ALL REALMS
ALL EXCESS IN ALL PERCEPTIONS/CONCEPTIONS/PHYSICAL
ARE NOW WITHOUT ENERGY TO ENTOMB AND DEADEN
<
A RESULT OF TRUTH OF BEING EVERSHINING
FROM AKASHA TAO CORE
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5:17 AM-3/23/18
Ocala, Fl

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THE LISTENER PURE CREATOR ENERGY Milestone "...the silence surged softly backward..." February 17, 2018

2/17/2018

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PURE CREATOR ENERGY
REMOVES ALL CONCEPTS/PRECEPTS OF DARKNESS OR DEVIL*
WITHIN THE ORIGNAL ONE/AKASHA CORE CONSCIOUSNESS/BEINGNESS
<
CREATOR ENERGY DETERMINES HOW MUCH LIGHT
EVERSHINES FROM AN ORIGINAL ONE
Original One = OO = ∞
<
THIS ELIMINATES ALL PERSONAL ‘MISSIONARY’
THOUGHTS AND/OR ACTIVITIES
<
RETURNED TO PERFECT POSSESSION OF CREATION’S GRACE
GRACEOPATHY
THE LISTENING COMMUNION**
OF PURE EXISTENCE-
THE AKASHA CORE-
SILENCE BEFORE SOUND-
=
THE LISTENER***
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3:25 AM-2/17/18
*”To Hell with Devils” (St. Tereasa d’Avila)
**OSHO
***Taylor Caldwell & Walter de La Mare
(see Read More
below Afternoon photos
for more details for all *’s above)

"I" had to experience what it feels like to believe in the power of the devil….
in order to have Impersonal Understanding of such beliefs as a way of life.

As she (St. Teresa d'Avila) began the great works
of the last twenty years of her life,
she proclaimed of the devils,
"I pay no more attention to them than to flies ...
A fig for all the devils, because they shall fear me ...
Without doubt,
I fear those who have such great fear of the devil
more than I do the devil himself ...
'The devil! The devil!' we say,
when we could be saying
'God! God!'
and make the devil tremble."

*"To Hell with Devils"
Gerald May Article re:
St. Teresa d'Avila
see full article here in this Post's: Read More section at end
https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-and-more/naked-in-unfathomable-grace-steeping-in-silence-to-hell-with-the-devils-sunriseafternoon-feb-7-2018

**all quotes below in this color font
are from:
OSHO
Communion #2
Harmony Without and Within
TRANSFORMATION TAROT

Man is living as an island, and that’s from where all misery arises.
Down the centuries man has been trying to live independently from existence--
that is not possible in the very nature of things.
Man can neither be independent nor dependent.
Existence is a state of interdependence: everything depends on everything else.
There is no hierarchy, nobody is lower and nobody is higher.
Existence is a communion, an eternal love affair.

But the idea that man has to be higher, superior, special, creates trouble.
Man has to be nothing! – man has to dissolve into the totality of things.
And when we drop all the barriers, communion happens
and that communion is a benediction.
To be one with the whole is all.
That is the very core of religiousness.
*******************

Heraclitus says:
It would not be better if things happened to men just as they wish.
Unless you expect the unexpected you will never find the truth,
for it is hard to discover ad hard to attain.
Nature loves to hide.
The lord whose oracle is at Delphi
neither speaks nor conceals – but gives signs.

Existence has no language….and if you depend on language
there can be no communication with existence.
Existence is a mystery, you cannot interpret it.
If you interpret, you miss.

Existence can be lived, but not thought about.
It is more like poetry, less like philosophy.
It is a sign, it is a door.
It shows, but is says nothing.
Through mind, there is no approach to existence.

If you think about it,
you can go on thinking and thinking,
about and about,
but you will never reach it –
because it is precisely thinking that is the barrier.
Thinking is a private world, it belongs to you –
then you are enclosed, encapsulated,
imprisoned within yourself.

Nonthinking, you are no more;
you are enclosed no more.
You open,
you become porous,
existence flows into you and you flow into existence.

Urchin is a symbol for fertility. It is the virgin beauty, associated with flowers,
the organs of land.
Sea Urchins are the organs of the sea. It is symbolic for rare youth.
More here in depth:
http://symbolism.wikia.com/wiki/Urchin

AFTERNOON..........

Learn to listen –
listening means you are open, vulnerable, receptive,
but you are not in any way thinking.
Thinking is a positive action.
Listening is passivity; you become like a valley and receive;
you become like a womb and you receive.

If you can listen, then nature speaks –
but it is not a language.
Nature doesn’t use words.
Then what does nature use?

Says Heraclitus, it uses signs.
A flower is there: what is the sign in it?
It is not saying anything –
but can you really say it is not saying anything?
It is saying much, but it is not using any words –
a wordless message.

To hear the wordless you will have to become wordless,
because only the same can hear the same,
only the same can relate to the same.

Sitting by a flower don’t be a person, be a flower.
Sitting by the tree don’t be a person, be a tree.
Taking a bath in a river don’t be a man, be a river.

And then millions of signs are given to you.
And it is not a communication –
it is a communion.

Then nature speaks,
speaks in thousands of tongues,
but not in language.

All quotes above in this color font from:
OSHO
Communion #2
Harmony Without and Within
TRANSFORMATION TAROT

See Read More below

Above & Additional
quotes/information
&
photos

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WETIKO AS VACCINE FOR ORIGINAL TRUTH OF BEING Milestone Sunrise/Afternoon February 12, 2018

2/12/2018

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THE ONLY ANSWER
IS NO ANSWER
IN WETIKO* WORLDS
∞
THE ONLY ANSWER
IS BEING ONE’S ORIGINAL TRUTH:
THE GRACEOPATHY
OF
AKASHA/TAO CORE:
<

A STATE OF BEING UNRECOGNIZABLE
BY ANY PARTICLE
OF
WETIKO CONSCIOUSNESS
ASSURES
THE INVINCIBILITY OF INVISIBILITY OF AKASHA CORE
<
THE POISONOUS MURDEROUS WETIKO ARCHETYPE
BECOMES THE VACCINE
THAT INSURES/ASSURES
ORIGINAL TRUTH
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4:53 AM-2/12/18
*Paul Levy – Wetiko Virus
http://www.awakeninthedream.com/dispelling-wetiko/
https://www.theosophical.org/publications/quest-magazine/3472

Wisdom is greater and more difficult to attain than intellect, piety or spirituality.
Bowl of Saki, February 12, by Hazrat Inayat Khan

Commentary by Pir-o-Murshid Inayat Khan:
Intellect is the knowledge of names and forms, their character and nature, gathered from the external world.
... the intellectual person takes an interest
in their variety and law of change,
and as knowledge is the food of the soul,
he at least becomes increasingly interested
in the knowledge of names and forms,
and calls that 'learning'.
This becomes his world,
although it neither gives him a sense of unchanging comfort,
nor does he thereby gain an everlasting peace.

Wisdom is contrary to the above-named knowledge.
It is the knowledge which is illumined by the light within;
it comes with the maturity of the soul,
and opens up the sight to the similarity of all things and beings,
as well as the unity in names and forms.
The wise man penetrates the spirit of all things;
he sees the human in the male and female,
and the racial origin which unites nations.

He sees the human in all people and the divine immanence
in all things in the universe,
until the vision of the whole being
becomes to him the vision of the One Alone,
the most beautiful and beloved God.
from http://wahiduddin.net/mv2/I/I_I_2.htm

Intellect is the knowledge obtained
by experience of names and forms;
wisdom is the knowledge which manifests
only from the inner being;
to acquire intellect one must delve into studies,
but to obtain wisdom,
nothing but the flow of divine mercy is needed;
it is as natural as the instinct of swimming to the fish,
or of flying to the bird.

Intellect is the sight
which enables one to see through the external world,
but the light of wisdom
enables one to see through the external into the internal world.
Wisdom is greater
and more difficult to attain
than intellect, piety, or spirituality.
from http://wahiduddin.net/mv2/V/V_1.htm

Cynicism is, ultimately, fear.
Cynicism makes contact with your skin,
and a thick black carapace begins to grow —
like insect armor.
This armor will protect your heart, from disappointment --
but it leaves you almost unable to walk.
You cannot dance in this armor.
Cynicism keeps you pinned to the spot,
in the same posture, forever.
~Caitlin Moran
https://makebelieveboutique.com/2017/10/06/25708/

Live in joy, in love,
even among those who hate.
Live in joy, in health,
even among the afflicted.
Live in joy, in peace,
even among the troubled.
Free from fear and attachment,
Know the sweet joy of the Way.
~Buddha
https://makebelieveboutique.com/2018/02/12/26916/

OceanSpeak for 7/22/15 - Flowed In/Of/As Creation

Source of Photo Unknown saved in files 8/5/15

AFTERNOON....

Just as water is serene
When it is free of ripples,
Likewise, the mind is serene
When it is free of thought.
Free of thought:
Free of judgment,
Free of discrimination,
Free of defense
Free of agenda and
Free of strategy.
Free.
Wu Hsin

Every man is a star in the sky
Appearing,
Moving for a time and then gone.
Each star fulfills its purpose
Without concern for whether
Its movements are right or wrong.
Wu Hsin

Awareness alone exists.
Prior to the arising of things,
Awareness simply is.
Upon the arising,
Awareness is conscious of things.
Things come,
Things go.
Birth, growth, dissolution.
Amidst it all,
Awareness is the Unmovable;
No where to go to,
No where to come from.
Wu Hsin

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...ORIGINAL TRUTH.. ."..only the present is eternal.." "..collective soul.." February 11, 2018

2/11/2018

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Now is the time to meet You, God,
where the night is wonderful,
where the forest opens out under the moon
and the living things sing terribly
that only the present is eternal
and that all things having a past and a future
are doomed to
pass away!
Thomas Merton
(full poem in Read More
at end of Afternoon Photos)

ALL WHISPERS BELOW IN THIS FONT
FROM
"RANDOM PICK" ARCHIVED FILES
2008

HOLD EFFORTLESSLY
IN YOUR ORIGINAL TRUTH OF HEAVENWORLD…
THE ONLY TRUTH AND PATH
YOU CAN EVER WALK
ON THE PLANET…
THIS IS A RAPTURE AND BLESSED ASSURANCE
FAR BEYOND ANYTHING SEEN ON PLANET EARTH…
ANY NEGATIVITY IS TO BE USED
FOR FUEL FOR RAPTURE AND BLESSED ABUNDANCE
WHOSE SOURCE
IS FAR BEYOND HUMAN REALMS/REALITIES.

ROOSTER CROWING/PRANCING/PLUNDERING
IS AS FAR FROM YOU AS ARE THE ANTS
BEING EVOLVED ANTS IN THEIR ANTHILLS.
BE WARY OF DISTURBING THEIR WAY OF LIFE
OR YOU WILL SUFFER GREATLY
FROM THEIR BRAND OF POISON…
AS YOU ARE THEN THEIR ENEMY.

IT IS NOT THAT OTHERS ARE LYING,
ACCORDING TO THEIR OWN LEVELS…
THEY ARE JUST AS THEY ARE.
THE REASON
YOU EXPERIENCE SO MANY LIES AND DOUBLE TALK
IS BECAUSE YOU ARE NOT OF THEIR GENRES…
AND SO LONG AS YOU PRETEND
TO BE IN THEIR WORLDS
OR ABSORB ANYTHING FROM THEM AS “REALITY”,
YOU MY DEAR,
ARE IN A STATE
OF “LIES” AND “DOUBLE TALK”
WITH YOUR OWN SOUL.

AS YOU KNOW,
THE ONLY HOPE IS TO BE
WITHOUT SO-CALLED HUMAN THOUGHTS
AND ESPECIALLY WITHOUT WORDS/CHATTER
IN THEIR REALMS.

ONLY DIVINE SILENCE WILL SUFFICE,
AS ALL ELSE IS A LIE
TO YOUR SOUL AND TRUTH OF BEING.

REMEMBER THE WORDS OF OVER TEN YEARS AGO,
WHEN YOUR ‘SEEING’ FRIEND TOLD YOU
THAT PEOPLE SEE YOU
EXACTLY AS THEY ‘SEE’ SPIRITS
FROM OTHER DIMENSIONS.

AS YOU REMEMBER THIS TRUTH,
YOU WILL CEASE TALKING OR THINKING.
YOU WILL CEASE
EVER SUCCUMBING TO THE SEDUCTION
OF EXPLAINING, TEACHING, PREACHING,
CHANGING ANOTHER…
OR
EVEN THE PRETENSE OF BEING HUMAN.

Above Wordings/Whispers in this font
from
Random Pick
3:49 AM-2/11/18
THE GALACTIC TEACHINGS v.V
For those born
“already dead”
(to lies
of
human domestication*)
*term from
The Four Agreements
Don Miguel Ruiz

Harbour Island, Bahamas
January – March 2001
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AFTERNOON...

The source of creation is subtle.
Only if you make your body and mind shut up, it will speak.
Sadhguru

may the handsome skills we strive for so painstakingly,
be surrounded by
the imagination of saints, warriors and the collective soul…..
https://makebelieveboutique.com/2012/12/12/4484/

Remembrance Rock

See Read More Below
for entire
Thomas Merton poem: Firewatch
+
The Whispers & Final ew note

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ORGASMIC STILLPOINT "...from its place on high..." "...utter banality of all existence." February 9, 2018

2/9/2018

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THE SWEET PEACE OF
IMMORTAL’S CORE
BEYOND THE BEYOND
NO/WHERE
NOW/HERE
SILENT PEACE
ORIGINAL ORGASMIC STILLPOINT OF CREATION
AKASHIC’S CORE ORIGIN
TOUCHSTONE OF ALL
<
∞
PRISTINE/POISED
BEYOND FOREVER
HELD IN THE
ORGASMIC STILLPOINT

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2:44 AM-2/9/18

“Be willing to be used by God; be willing to be used by Truth.
Be willing to be an instrument through which Truth reveals Itself,
but do not attempt to use God.
Never try to use God, Truth.
If you understood the nature of God,
never would you pray to God for any thing.”
― Joel S. Goldsmith, The Art of Spiritual Healing

Thursday, February 8, 2018

You all know how to light a fire.
First you put down a little paper,
on top of which you place some dry twigs.
And on top of this,
you add some larger pieces of wood.
Finally, you strike a match and set fire to the paper.
The paper sets fire to the twigs,
and the twigs set fire to the branches.

Let us now consider human beings
with their different bodies:
physical, astral, mental and causal.
The flame of the match corresponds to the causal plane,
the world of spirit,
which is the source of all phenomena in the universe.

The match sets fire to the paper (the mental plane, the intellect),
which sets fire to the twigs (the astral plane, the heart)
which in turn sets fire to the larger pieces of wood (the physical plane).
Therefore, everything begins on high with spirit,
and then, from body to body,
the fire finally reaches the physical plane.

No true realization is possible on the physical plane
unless you began by working with spirit which,
from its place on high,
provides the impetus.
Omraam Mikhael Aivanhov
https://www.prosveta-usa.com/fire-light-the-from-spirit-to-the-physical-plane_2018-02-08

AFTERNOON...

“Believe me, once you mess with Exorcism,
and above all if you don’t pull it off, something departs from you.
And the rest of you yearns to depart also.”
Hostage to the Devil
Malachi Martin
full article here:
https://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/vatican/esp_vatican27t.htm#Conclusion

Remembering Exorcist at his end…VITAL info for this life.
More Re: the toll of exorcism...quoted here
https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-and-more/the-forever-immortality-of-humans-pure-evil-milestone-february-6-2018

Quotes in this color font below
are deep, down and gritty.... MAJOR MAJOR factors re:
this life and part of how it has been survived...
quotes from
HOSTAGE TO THE DEVIL
Malachi Martin

Peter glanced at her face.
The name was obvious, now he knew it.
The twisted smile was back on her mouth. Now, he realized, he had to deal with the most ancient of man’s tempters and enemies:
the hater who deceived you with a smile and a joke and a promise.

The cleverness of it.
How could you suspect or attack someone called Smiler?
And if they just smile at anything you do, what can you do?
The whole thing-God, heaven, earth, Jesus, holiness, good, evil-becomes
a mere farce.
And by the evil alchemy of that farce,
everything becomes an ugly joke,
a cosmic joke on little men who in their turns are only puny little jokes.
And, and, and . . . the utter banality of all existence,
the wish for nothing.
https://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/vatican/esp_vatican27d.htm

Read More Below
for more photos
&
additional quotes
regarding
The Smiler Archetype-Exorcism

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FOREVER IMMORTALITY OF HUMANS' PURE EVIL...& REAL LIFE Milestone February 6, 2018

2/5/2018

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THE IMMORTALITY OF REAL LIFE
SUSTAINS
AS
TAO’S SILENT CORE
∞
SINCE BEFORE/DURING/AFTER
THE FOREVER IMMORTALITY
OF
HUMANS’ PURE EVIL
IN ALL EONS AND DIMENSIONS
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2:42 AM-2/6/18

(see Read More
below afternoon photos
extensive quotes/resources/notes
re:
Hostage to the Devil
- Arthur Guirdham and more)

AFTERNOON.................

Excerpts from:
The End of an Exorcist
Michael Strong - Conclusion

Hostage to the Devil
Malachi Martin

“Believe me, once you mess with Exorcism,
and above all if you don’t pull it off, something departs from you.
And the rest of you yearns to depart also.”

It did not seem a good moment to pursue his “waiting” to “depart.”
So I asked him about the Confrontation with Evil Spirit
in an exorcism.
What was it like?
What effects had it?
It was a meeting, he said, a personal meeting.
What the exorcist met in person was something that existed
in a state where the all-important,
the only, reality was a “living not.”

I wanted to stop and ponder that for a while,
but he went on to talk of a reality that is not beautiful,
not true,
not holy,
not pleasant,
not bright,
not warm,
not large,
not happy,
not anything positive.

I started to say that all this sounded like Hell
or how people used to describe Hell.
“No,” he interjected distinctly and firmly.
“That is Hell.
Just to be utterly alone and immutably without love.
Forever.”

In the exorcism the exorcist knew that what he was up against
existed in that state.
He just knew it.

The effect of all this?
I asked the question still very tentatively,
not wishing to increase any pain he had.
Did he feel he was in a box or a prison?
Did it make him dispirited and lose initiative?

The effects were far deeper, he said.
Years before in the seminary, he loved music, flowers, a good book.
He could laugh the loudest of all;
he enjoyed swimming, tennis, a good meal, and so on.
He loved children.
They made him happy, just to hear their voices.
And many other things he liked also-
singing and dancing and long walks,
and the sound of waves on the shore,
and smells such as new-mown hay,
flowers and grass after a light shower,
a turf fire in the early morning.
And he slept like a top.
Always he woke up ready for the world,
rain, hail, or shine.

After Thomas Wu’s exorcism was over, all that had changed.
No, it wasn’t age,
he answered some unvoiced remark of mine,
but something else.

The housekeeper appeared, and he nodded to her.
It was time for him to turn in.
She left.

I asked: “What does it really mean?”

He was standing up now.
The moon had risen over the back wall of the garden.
We both looked at it with upturned faces.
“You are never quite at home in this human world
ever again after an exorcism,”
he said slowly.
He sat down again and explained.

After an exorcism the exorcist hears and sees
and thinks and talks as he always did.
But now he perceives on two planes.
Spirit is everywhere.
Flesh and matter is only “our picture” of what’s there.
And it’s not all good.
There’s evil and good hidden in that “picture.”

After an exorcism you always know, if you didn’t know it before.
You are now walking with double vision,
a second sight,
as the old people used to say.

And the exorcist never really sleeps, not as he used to.
He dozes off.
Some deep part of him is keeping watch,
always watching,
and doesn’t want anything to escape him
even momentarily.

All sleep is escape.
And he knows that escape for him is impossible.

He eats, he must in order to stay alive.
And he breathes.
His heart beats on.
But he has a terrible option always:
not to breathe,
to let his heart stop.

“Father Michael, how are you?”
He said he was fine. He had a request to make.
Before my visit ended, I should remind him of it.
But he wanted first to say something further to me about the effects of the exorcism on him.
“It helps me to talk about it all”
-this by way of explanation.
It was the double vision: he had not defined it properly, he said.
I waited, because, as Michael spoke,
a wave of misery swept over his face.
The veil of immobility was withdrawn for an instant,
then fell back again.
For that quick instant I had seen a load of pain and sadness
framed in lines of a gently resolute hope.
His whole expression said:
I will not give up my trust,
although I have nothing to rely
on but that trust.

Then he went on to describe the double vision.
It was not like seeing another table beside the real table
or another wall beside the real wall.
It was not a vision of eyes or a hearing with your ears
or a touching with your hand.
It was another level of reality.
An exorcism sharpens your awareness of that reality, he said.
You know what stands behind and around
and beneath and above
all that is visible and tangible.
The intertwining cords of spirit appear everywhere.
Good and bad spirit.
Beauty and ugliness.
Holiness and sin.
God as a tremendous majesty.
Personal evil is a formidable force.
Nothing escapes those cords.

He fell silent at this point.
After a pause,
I could not resist asking him directly about his failure
to complete the exorcism of Thomas Wu.
Did it entail any special liability within this sphere of his double vision?

“Of course.”
The words were loaded with an ache and a distress which silenced me.

Once pronounced,
they hung in the air between us as silent signs of his suffering.

“I can now hate. I can choose to hate,” he said drily.
Before the exorcism of Wu, he had never even thought of hating.
Now, to hate was a living option for him.
Before the exorcism, he never even imagined
what it would be like really to despair.
Now it was a real option. “Real.” “Real.”
He repeated the word several times.
The idea of rejecting Jesus as a charlatan
now came to him as a real choice.
All those choices and others too unspeakable to mention
were like plates of food placed in front of him continually.
His pain was that he was forced to consider each one as a possibility.
Before,
he had them all banded together and thrown into a box,
and he had thrown away the key.
Now he had to take a taste of each one.
Slowly.
Realistically.
He stopped at a certain point, groping for an image.
It was, he finally said,
as if a mad wolf were allowed sniff and smell and nose
around his naked body,
always threatening to bite and crush,
always moving, moving, moving.
He bent his head on his hands.
There was a pause of about five minutes.

And all the waiting, I finally asked, why all the waiting?
He had failed in the exorcism,
but he had not accepted Satan or evil or hate.
Why, then, the perpetual waiting?

“Simply put, my young friend,” he said thickly,
“evil has power over us, some power.
And even when defeated and put to flight,
it scrapes you in passing by.
If you don’t defeat it, evil exacts a price of more terrible agony.
It rips a gash in the spirit with a filthy claw,
and some of its venom enters the veins of the soul.
As a price.
As a memory.
As a lesson.
A warning that it will return again.”

It was time to go. I stood up. He said nothing.
I touched him lightly on the forehead.
It was cold.

As I went out, Breeda smiled at me:
“Now, young man, don’t worry about Father Michael.
He knows what he’s doin’.”
Somehow, this old woman understood more that I had ever understood.
Then I heard his voice calling after me:
“Malachi!
At the end, be sure and read Paul,
First Corinthians, Chapter 15, verses 50 to 58.
All of it.”
I hurried back into the study.
But he told me to go with the usual silent wave of the hand.

Conclusion

....there was a tiny rattle in Michael’s throat.
The lips smiled faintly.
The eyes lost all light.
I felt sure Michael had partaken in Jesus’ victory over death
and that he had escaped death’s sting.
But he had, indeed, paid the price for his failure of years before.
We will never know the exact note of suffering
such a man as Michael Strong must undergo at dying,
for it lies in the spirit unattainable by our logic,
unimaginable by our fantasy,
impervious to any clever methodology we can devise.
But each exorcist could well have as his epitaph
the most noble phrase Jesus ever pronounced about human love:
“Greater love than this no man hath:
that a man lay down his life for his friend."

Excerpts from:
Hostage to the Devil
Malachi Martin
https://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/vatican/esp_vatican27t.htm#Conclusion

(see Read More
below for
extensive quotes/resources/notes
re:
Hostage to the Devil-Martin Malachi
- Arthur Guirdham and more)

also see MORE from Martin Malachi and
The Smiler Archetype...the greatest of all "evil":
https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-and-more/orgasmic-stillpoint-from-its-place-on-high-utter-banality-of-all-existence-february-9-2018

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BE NOWHERE'S...... "IT IS FINISHED!" "...hang on and live wild..." Sunrise/Afternoon January 30, 2018

1/30/2018

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Remembrance Rock

...BE NOWHERE’S
BEFORE CREATION’S
TRUTH*
ew
4:59 AM-1/30/2018
*Find Paul Brunton
OES with The Teller/me in OHaven and me trying to Tell
the absurdity of Telling....
...all this form could do was/IS
Orgasmic Baubo Laughter

See Extensive Notes in Read More
at end of Afternoon Photos
from Youthansia Acres

“IT IS FINISHED!”*
CESSATION OF:
THINKING, TALKING, TELLING AND LISTENING
<
PRE-ORIGINAL BEING AWARENESS
SUFFICES
=
BEYOND QUANTUM DIMENSIONAL
OUROBOROS**
ew
7:35 AM-1/30/18
*http://www.jesus.org/death-and-resurrection/last-words/what-was-finished.html
**See next quote below

Swiss psychologist Carl Jung saw the ourobouros as an archetype and the basic mandala of alchemy.

Jung also defined the relationship of the ouroboros to alchemy:
"The alchemists, who in their own way knew more about the nature of the individuation process than we moderns do,
expressed this paradox through the symbol of the uroboros,
the snake that eats its own tail.
In the age-old image of the uroboros lies the thought of devouring oneself and turning oneself into a circulatory process,
for it was clear to the more astute alchemists
that the prima materia of the art was man himself.
The uroboros is a dramatic symbol for
the integration and assimilation of the opposite,
i.e. of the shadow.
This 'feed-back' process is at the same time a symbol of immortality,
since it is said of the uroboros
that he slays himself and brings himself to life,
fertilises himself and gives birth to himself.
He symbolises the One,
who proceeds from the clash of opposites,
and he therefore constitutes the secret of the prima materia which [...] unquestionably stems from man's unconscious'.
(Collected Works, Vol. 14 para.513)
http://www.thelemapedia.org/index.php/Oroboros

it’s fun to forget how to live so that when you rediscover it,
you really, really hang on and live wild……
inquiry for today~
what happens when you remember that life is an adventure?

https://makebelieveboutique.com/2017/08/24/24951/

AFTERNOON...

Below in this color font from
Lucille Clifton

won't you celebrate with me
what i have shaped into
a kind of life?

i had no model.
born in babylon
both nonwhite and woman
what did i see to be except myself?

i made it up
here on this bridge between
starshine and clay,
my one hand holding tight
my other hand;

come celebrate
with me that everyday
something has tried to kill me
and has failed.

Lucille Clifton
https://www.poetryfoundation.org/poems/50974/wont-you-celebrate-with-me
Synchronicity: just arrived via e-mail from a friend
9:31 AM
1/30/18

Extensive Notes in Read More below
from Youthansia Acres Days
Near Dublin, Indiana
Late 1990's-2004

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AS MOTHS TO A LIGHT EVIL'S TENDER KISS "Neanderthals..." Sunrise/Afternoon January 28, 2018

1/28/2018

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THE RAIN HAS STARTED....6:53am 1/28/18

NOWHERE TO BE EXCEPT HERE AND NOW
∞
AH FOR SUCH PRISTINE SIMPLICITY
WHEN ALL THAT IS
IS
ORIGINAL TRUTH OF BEING
∞
AH! FOR PERFECT STORM OF
SEEMING DESTRUCTION
IF
NEVERBORN/NEVERDIE ONE
FORGETS TO REMEMBER
<
MOTH BURNING REPEATEDLY
IN SEEMING FALSE LIGHT
UNTIL ORIGINAL MEMORY RESTORES
FOREVER & BEYOND
ew
4:20 AM-1/28/18

(See Read More
at end of Afternoon Photos
for more from ew/dmm Archived Files re:
Ploys/Dynamics of Possession/Psychopathology & Akasha Core-Neverborn/Neverdie Ones

BAUBO IS
THE FIRE TO ORGASMIC BELLY LAUGH THRU ALL
∞∞
REMAINING UNTOUCHED OR MOULDED EXCEPT FOR
DIVINE FIRE
∞∞
THE ULTIMATE INNATE
OR
CREATION IN FORM
AND
WAY BEYOND THESE WORDINGS!
ew
7:20 AM-7/27/17
after sunrise last July

See OceanSpeaks below...
....for samples of BAUBUO SERIES....
as antidote to all attempted "MOTH BURNINGS"

https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-and-more/baubo-as-the-patience-revelation-of-kamush-sunriseafternoon-july-27-2017

https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-and-more/the-true-silence-of-baubo-sunriseafternoon-71917-only-the-ordinary-can-bring-us-home

Preface Note re: BAUBO SERIES
They began Spontaneously: BAUBO'S ORGASMIC WISDOM
Oceanspeak July 12, 2017
http://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-and-more/remember-to-remember-nothing-sunriseafternoon-july-12-2017

Look into the sphere of birthless mind!
Let dawn the enjoyment of ceaseless play!
When free of hope and fear--that's the result.
Why speak of birth and death?
Come to the natural, unmodified state!
Drinking the Mountain Stream:
Songs of Tibet’s Beloved Saint, Milarepa

AFTERNOON...

See Read More below:
more from ew/dmm Archived Files
re:
Ploys/Dynamics of Possession/Psychopathology
&
Akasha Core-Neverborn/Neverdie Ones

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POSSESSED BY 'SILENCE WHICH PEELS ME' Sunrise/Afternoon December 26, 2017

12/26/2017

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∞
REMAIN POSSESSED BY TRUE REALITY
OF
TAO CORE
∞
<
ALL IS DESTROYED EXCEPT
THAT WHICH ORIGINALLY BREATHES-INFUSES
LIFE INTO ALL FORMS
& NON-FORMS
∞
ew
2:42 AM-12/26/17

i have nothing to offer you,
but this touch, where i disappear
i want to surrender to your silence which peels me.
- Arif K
https://www.poetseers.org/submissions/2006-2/arif-k/index.html

A MUST surrender
to the Great Silence
which peels any remaining me.
dmm/ew
2:50 AM-12/26/17

See this link for MUCH MORE re: “history” of such dmm/ew ‘surrender’:
https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-and-more/ah-the-peeling-surrender-again-milestone-sunriseafternoon-january-25-2017
also can google for:
SURRENDER THAT PEELS ME ARIF K.

He paused,
half hopefully, half timidly, whenever Captain Whalley
made the slightest movement
in the deck-chair,
as though expecting
to be conciliated by a soft speech
or else rushed upon
and
hunted off the bridge.
— Joseph Conrad,
The End of the Tether, 1902

See EXCELLENT (& long) article
re: this Joseph Conrad book:
The End of the Tether:
http://webdoc.sub.gwdg.de/edoc/ia/eese/artic98/nustedt/9_98.html

Whalley's lawyer retrospectively describes him in the same manner:

"The old fellow looked as though he had come into the world full grown and with that long beard.

I could never, somehow, imagine him either younger or older [...]

There was a sense of physical power about that man, too.

And perhaps that was the secret of that something peculiar in his person
which struck everybody who came in contact with him.

He looked indestructible by any ordinary means that put an end to the rest of us.
It was as though he were certain of having plenty of time for everything.

Yes, there was something indestructible about him;
and the way he talked sometimes
you might have thought he believed it himself"

LOTS OF COMMENTS AT END OF HUGELY LONG ARTICLE HERE..
http://webdoc.sub.gwdg.de/edoc/ia/eese/artic98/nustedt/9_98.html

.THE ABOVE
IS ONE OF THOSE END COMMENTS...
http://webdoc.sub.gwdg.de/edoc/ia/eese/artic98/nustedt/9_98.html

AFTERNOON.......

Wang asked Wu Hsiin:
"When shall I achieve this clarity?"
Wu Hsin replied,
"When the when is dead".
Wu Hsin

...below....preparing/wallking toward self-timer photo shoot on the log

All pursuits
All searches,
Takes one away from the natural state,
That state in which one always is.
Wu Hsin

All methods bind.
Those who are free
Hold to no system,
No regimen.
Wu Hsin

Embrace, my child, that which
You seek to avoid;
The fear of absence.
Absence of concepts,
Absence of ideas,
Absence of anyone to have them.
To be fully present therefore requires that
One be fully absent.
This is the Great Emptying.
Wu Hsin

When one becomes water,
One's thirst is quenched.
Wu Hsin

Know what you are not and
Be what you are.
Wu Hsin

Stop talking and thinking.
Therein, nothing can remain unknown.
Wu Hsin

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