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DESIDERATA PRESENCE "...shimmer and go speechless." "To walk quietly....." June 30, 2019

6/30/2019

SILENCE OF ORIGIN WITHIN
“PRACTICING THE PRESENCE”
<
BEING THE PRESENCE…
THE DESIDERATA PRESENCE*
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3:27 AM-6/30/19
*:https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-youthanasia-sanctarii/category/desirderata
Desiderata is in Afternoon section of above OceanSpeak (+ Backyard Moringa Tree Grazing)
& here:
http://www.appleseeds.org/desidert.htm
(Short history of this writing on above link)

..Santiago - David Whyte

The road seen, then not seen, the hillside
hiding then revealing the way you should take,
the road dropping away from you as if leaving you
to walk on thin air, then catching you, holding you up,
when you thought you would fall,...

...and the way forward always in the end
the way that you followed, the way that carried you
into your future, that brought you to this place,
no matter that it sometimes took your promise from you,
no matter that it had to break your heart along the way;...

...the sense of having walked from far inside yourself
out into the revelation, to have risked yourself
for something that seemed to stand both inside you
and far beyond you, that called you back...

...to the only road in the end you could follow, walking
as you did, in your rags of love and speaking in the voice
that by night became a prayer for safe arrival,...

...so that one day you realized that what you wanted
had already happened long ago and in the dwelling place
you had lived in before you began,...

...and that every step along the way, you had carried
the heart and mind and the promise
that first set you off and drew you on and that you were
more marvelous in your simple wish to find a way
than the gilded roofs of any destination you could reach:...

...as if, all along, you had thought the end point might be a city
with golden towers, and cheering crowds,
and turning the corner at what you thought was the end
of the road, you found just a simple reflection,
and a clear revelation beneath the face looking back
and beneath it another invitation, all in one glimpse:...

Merged with, Emerging from, Camouflaged by
REMEMBRANCE ROCK

...like a person and a place you had sought forever,
like a broad field of freedom that beckoned you beyond;
like another life, and the road still stretching on.

David Whyte
From Pilgrim

via No Mind's Land

https://mysticmeandering.blogspot.com/2019/06/santiago-david-whyte.html?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=Feed%3A+MysticMeandering+%28Mystic+Meandering%29

Sometimes it takes darkness and the sweet
confinement of your aloneness
to learn

anything or anyone
that does not bring you alive
is too small for you.

David Whyte
The House of Belonging

AH! for the above life bringers!!!
Very large bird flew VERY close to Friend's head and then onto the south...

AFTERNOON
Solid, but gentle rains this afternoon....
all photos below from Archives...
a year ago
June 30, 2018
UNMITIGATED GRACEOPATHY
https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-youthanasia-sanctarii/unmitigated-graceopathy-soother-sailing-inside-the-formless-sunriseafternoon-june-30-2018

I pause under that summer tree,
the one that feels like a friend,
as my dog wonders why we’ve stopped.
She was trotting in such rhythm.

But when this still,
I wonder what part of me,
way down,
remains untouched by dream or memory?
What drop of being remains
out of reach of the opinions of others?

When up close, each thing reveals its shimmer.
And it’s the unexpected closeness that holds everything together.
The light spreads across my dog’s face,
her eyes so devoted to wherever I want to go.
Can I be this devoted to the pull of life?

Last month, I saw a dolphin and her calf slip back into the surf,
and the pucker of the sea where they went under said,
This is what it feels like to shimmer and go speechless.

There’s a closeness we recognize in everything simple,
as if we knew everything at the moment of our birth,
and living is how we remember it all,
piece by broken piece.

It can happen when I stop
to pick up what you drop in the supermarket.
As your eyes shimmer,
I realize we’ve known each other forever,
though we just met.
~Mark Nepo
https://makebelieveboutique.com/2019/06/28/29883/

It seems that intuitive listening requires us to still our minds
until the beauty of things older than our minds can find us.

― Mark Nepo

Help me resist the urge
to dispute whether things are true or false
which is like arguing whether it is day or night.

It is always one or the other somewhere in the world.
Together, we can penetrate a higher truth
which like the sun is always being conveyed.
― Mark Nepo

To walk quietly
until the miracle in everything speaks is poetry,
whether we write it down or not.
Mark Nepo

People discuss dogmas, beliefs,
and moral principles,
as they know them.
But there comes a time in a man's life
when he has touched truth
of which he cannot speak in words;
and at that time all dispute,
discussion,
argument ends.
https://wahiduddin.net/mv2/IV/IV_34.htm

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.....VANISHED "...Ecstasy of nonexistent Existence." June 29, 2019 "...simply being loving." "...spontaneous experience of silence."

6/29/2019

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NOTHING HAPPENS UNTIL IT NO LONGER MATTERS
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UNTIL ONE BECOMES THE NOTHING HAPPENING
BEYOND ALL REALIZATION
AS SENSE OF ALL ASPECTS OF ‘SELF’
HAVE VANISHED*
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4:32 AM-6/29/19
*See Read More
below afternoon photos

In the Garden of The Beloved
3 hrs ·
6/29/19

WHY WOULD I CLOSE MY EYES?
But... I don’t want to close my eyes,
I told The Beautiful One, The Merciful,
And make that Journey so deep within,
To Heaven, at the Heart of Being.

moon sliver

The only reason I once closed them,
Was to find You, and Die in Your arms.
And I did find You… and I did Die There,
In the Ecstasy of nonexistent Existence.

But... when Creation appeared once again,
And I a part of it, I found You... Here,
A Divine Stowaway, inhabiting my Heart,
Within me… in Creation… Everywhere.

Why, now, would I close these sated eyes,
And shut out Your Manifest Beauty,
To seek You, within, as Unmanifest Love,
When now... there is nowhere Love is not.

I only close them now, when I cannot resist,
Your Perfume, and the pull of Your Embrace,
Calling home my Wandering Attention,
From its Enjoyment of You as this world.

You have made Creation, not a veil,
But the shawl in which You are wrapped,
This body, not an imprisoning cage,
But the foreclosure You have Inhabited...
And furnished with Love.

Chuck Surface
www.GardenOfTheBeloved.com
www.facebook.com/InTheGardenOfTheBeloved

AFTERNOON

Don’t Start with Love
– Osho

Start from anywhere.
You are a perfect circle, and so deeply interconnected,
with everything in your life.

You can start by being more meditative,
which is the simplest because it does not involve other human beings.
The others are a little complex;
it is better to let them come on their own.

My own understanding is, don’t start with love,
because your understanding of love is not the authentic love.
It is simply biological infatuation,
and if you start with that you have gone astray.

Start with meditation
because meditation is the only thing
that biology has not given to you.
It has a tremendous force of its own.
That’s why the physiologist or the biologist will account for everything
but will never mention the word ‘meditation’.

Meditation is the only bridge between you and the beyond.
Start with meditation – and that’s what is happening to you, effortlessly.
Sitting with me, listening to me,
a silence enters into your heart and suddenly
you feel springs of love unaddressed,
radiating in all directions.

It is not love to someone,
it is simply being loving.

But if it comes from meditation, from silence, it will have purity,
because it is not coming from biology.
It is not coming from your past,
it is not coming from all your conditionings;
it is coming from the
spontaneous experience of silence.

And suddenly you see
a great aroma of love around you.
-Osho

From Om Mani Padme Hum, Chapter 28
Copyright© OSHO International Foundation

An MP3 audio file of this discourse can be downloaded from Osho.com or you can read the entire book online at the Osho Library.
Many of Osho’s books are available in the U.S. online from Amazon.comand Viha Osho Book Distributors. In India they are available from Amazon.in and Oshoworld.com.

https://o-meditation.com/2019/06/28/dont-start-with-love-osho/

See Read More Below
Additional Notes re: the Morning's Whisper
+
Additional Afternoon Photos

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COHERENT IMPERSONAL DANCE "...simpler than simple..." "... SELF’s way-less-way..." June 28, 2019

6/28/2019

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Note: All sunrise photos this morning were taken with "NORMAL" camera photo-setting....
.....no need for "techno" enhancement.....
...the experiences this morning were/are truly "beyond wording"!
Not one other human (or visible birds)
on beach the entire time we were there.

THERE IS NO EITHER-OR
ONLY NOW
WHICH IS ETERNAL AND CANNOT
CHANGE FROM ALWAYS BEING ONLY NOW..
<
POLARITIES ARE ONE PHENOMENON
RATHER THAN WARRING FRICTIONS
=
ALL IS ALWAYS NOW
A COHERENT IMPERSONAL DANCE*
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3:33 AM-6/28/19

*If it's meant to Be
It already Is
&
All of Life Becomes
A Gentle Deja Vu
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TN Woods
approx 1987

IDENTIFICATION WITH THE DREAM
JOHN MCINTOSH
Consider something you may have given a lot of thought-attention to …
perhaps a university degree for a few years before and after you received it captured most of your ‘intense’ Attention and Passion during that time.

This makes it a very solid manifestation in your life experience.
Its like a very vivid night-time dream
you could swear actually happened
when you woke up and yet you KNEW it was not real.

However,
your ‘intense focus’ on instances like this one in your day-time ‘dream’
short-circuits that ‘knowing’
and for the moment [perhaps a lifetime]
you ‘believe’ it is real …
you believe it is a part of the ‘identity’ you call ‘me’.
Multiply this by the many things you have given your thought-Attention to
and this is how the SELF got ‘trapped’ in the grand illusion
called the universe-world-body-mind-identity.

The ‘way out’ of this trap is simpler than simple
[once you really get that you are trapped
(ultimately, even the concept of being trapped is an illusion)].

You shift your Attention to Truth
[no need to ‘know’ what that is].
Long ago you lost touch with Truth and this is why
‘surrender’ of ALL ‘control’ and ‘decision making’
must be handed over to the SELF or Life.

Its as simple as: “Thy will be done”
[or whatever words resonate with you]
… persisted in,
and the SELF’s way-less-way
will provide what you are ‘ready to accept’ in each moment …
no ‘figuring out’ or ‘doing’ on your part.

If you combine this with Self Inquiry:
“Who am I?” … Truth will quickly begin to appear everywhere
and soon be the only thing you experience.
That is Freedom.

https://www.johnmcintosh.info/post/identification-with-the-dream

Note EYE OF GOD or SINGLE VISION in cloud formation level with ...and to the left of right knee area

Mind provides the name for every form.
Yet is totally silent when confronted by the formless.
This silence i snot the opposite of sound.
Rather, it is its background.
Wu Hsin

One doesn't learn to swim by grasping, by holding the water.
One learns by sinking.
Only when one is willing to sink
does one discern that one can float.
The lotus flower,
with its roots extending below the surface of the water,
has leaves untouched by the water.
Wu Hsin

AFTERNOON

Too much rain for afternoon beach time/photos...
below are from three years ago
June 28, 2016
IT IS FINISHED!
https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-youthanasia-sanctarii/it-is-finished

Below is the Morning Whisper
for
June 28, 2016

...too much to tell right now, if ever...

THE FACT OF RESURRECTION A FREEING PERSPECTIVE

NO ABILITY TO THINK/TALK OR ATTEMPT COMMUNICATION IN USUAL MANNERS.

THE FREEDOM IS EXHILERATING/EXONERATING/FUELING.

HOMECOMING.
ew
5:42 AM-6/28/16
https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-youthanasia-sanctarii/it-is-finished

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A SOOTHING LIFEDEATH "Mind is a kind of prism..." June 27, 2019 "...as the Softest Ambience..." "...a bone deep sense..."

6/27/2019

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THE UNIMPEDED ORIGINAL SILENT CORE
ORCHESTRATES WITH & IN/OF/AS ALL
PERFECTLY
<
A SOOTHING LIFEDEATH
IS
ALWAYS NOW*
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3:32 AM-6/27/19
*OSHO
TRANSFORMATION TAROT
Chapter 40
(See Note Below)

*Mind is a kind of prism--
-pass a ray of white light through it
and immediately it is divided into even colors.
Pass anything through the mind and it becomes dual.
LIfe and death are not life-and-death, the reality is lifedeath.
It should be one word, not two, not even a hyphen in between.
LIfedeath is one phenomenon.
Lovehate is one phenomenon.
Darknesslight is one phenomenon.
Negativepositive is one phenomenon.
But when you pass this one phenomenon through the mind,
the one is divided immediately in two.

Lifedeath becomes life and death --
not only divided but death becomes antagonistic to life.
They are enemies.
Now you can go on trying to make these two meet,
 and they will never meet.
Excerpt from
OSHO
TRANSFORMATION TAROT
Chapter 40

Wednesday, June 26, 2019

The goal of the work we do through our thoughts
as we watch the morning sun rise and concentrate upon it,
is to establish contact with our higher self.
And here is a method that will help you.

As you gaze at the rising sun,
imagine that you are already up there, in it,
looking down upon yourself from above.

Obviously, as you are down below on Earth,
you still feel very small, very limited;
but from the moment that you are
also up above in the sun,
you build a bridge between yourself
and your sublime self via thought.

Then, gradually, the sun’s light seeps into you,
your consciousness broadens,
you develop new faculties,
and you are able to receive its revelations.

Omraam Mikhael Aivanho

https://www.prosveta-usa.com/sun-and-ourselves-between-the-a-bridge-to-build_2019-06-26

Note: For years i was sun gazing (outer sun and inner-Depth Core Sun) without consciously knowing how Vital this is.....long stories....then somewhere along the way subscribed to this man's daily notes....Lo & Behold, he shares what we were already doing/Understanding...
....here's a link when searching for SUN (also LIGHT) on his website..
.....& many other subjects
https://www.prosveta-usa.com/search?q=sunrise&d=thoughts&presentation=thought
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When you are truly meditative,
there is no time and space for you.
Time and space are consequences of the mind.
Sadhguru

AFTERNOON

"HERE" and "THERE"
- Chuck Surface

There is a... a Space, Within,
A Place at the Very Heart of my Being,
Where Nothing exists, but Existence.

Not a space, of course, or a place, really,
But although unseen, ungraspable, "There",
It is Palpable, Visceral, Experienced "Here".

The Kingdom of Heaven, our Inner Sanctum,
"There", yet closer than the jugular, "Here",
The Essence we Are, before "we" are...

The "Am" before "I Am".

I will not speak for you, or others,
And become, thus, yet another theologian,
Preaching the "Truth" of all things.

But perhaps you have tasted this Wine,
Even if only as the Softest Ambience,
That Imbues, Surrounds, Enfolds in Love?

I am not in accordance with those,
who pronounce this Essence transcendent,
Beyond all qualities and attributes.

For when "I" Died, yet Remained,
An Attribute like non other was Revealed,
"There", at the End of all things...

Where Beginning and End do not exist.

A Rapture, an Ecstasy, beyond expression,
Beyond all dualities, without opposite,
"There", in the Heaven of Nonexistent Existence...

Where Heaven and Hell do not exist.

And a touch of that Ecstasy followed me "Here",
When "I" and Creation returned from "There",
So that "I" was never quite "myself" again...

Where self in form and formless Soul coexist.

Existing "Here" as myself, but... not,
Moving in space and time, but... not,
Being both "Here" and "There"...

Where Space, Time do not exist.

Wounded and broken in my Humanity
But accompanied, through that Imperfection
By that Rapturous Perfection, Shining...

Where Perfect and Imperfect do not exist.

Chuck Surface
In the Garden of The Beloved
June 16 at 9:20 PM
(Facebook)

https://mysticmeandering.blogspot.com/2019/06/here-and-there-chuck-surface.html?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=Feed%3A+MysticMeandering+%28Mystic+Meandering%29

Once the eyes of the heart are open,
man begins to read every leaf of the tree
as a page of the sacred Book.

Hazrat Inayat Khan
https://wahiduddin.net/mv2/XIV/XIV_2_19.htm

BOWL OF SAKI

https://wahiduddin.net/

From the Nordic triad of weaving Goddesses, the Norns,
we are given the vision of Wyrd,
the whole world as one interconnected web.
Wyrd is a luminous field of energy
that vibrates in constant communication
among all beings here.
We each have our unique thread in this vast tapestry
that we call our world.
Becoming conscious of ourselves as a thread in the Wyrd
we are initiated into a grand collaboration,
it revives a bone deep sense of meaning in our lives,
right here, right now.
~Chameli Ardagh
https://makebelieveboutique.com/2019/06/27/29876/

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ALL ‘RED SEAS’ PART "...simple harmony..." June 26, 2019

6/26/2019

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JOY & PEACE
BEYOND HUMAN EMOTION
& SELF AWARENESS
<
ALL ‘RED SEAS’ PART
WITHOUT IDOS’ ADO*
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3:52 AM-6/26/19

*See BE LOVE NOW – Ram Dass
https://www.amazon.com/Be-Love-Now-Path-Heart/dp/0061961388

YouTube Fierce Grace (Trailer)
https://uplift.tv/2019/ram-dass-fierce-grace/?utm_source=UPLIFT+TV&utm_campaign=47231061fa-EMAIL_CAMPAIGN_2019_06_25_10_25&utm_medium=email&utm_term=0_932e12aea9-47231061fa-116619757

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RqYkUKcEBR4
JOY which is far beyond all human emotion

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Htm0OmqOfyE
(can search on YouTube for many more with Ram Dass/Stroke)

Quotes below from Ram Dass
http://www.found-my-light.com/spirituality/10-inspirational-quotes-ram-dass/

We’re all just walking each other home.

We’re fascinated by the words-
but where we meet is the silence behind them.

The quieter you become,
the more you can hear.

When you identify with your soul,
everybody is part of us.

Quotes above from Ram Dass
http://www.found-my-light.com/spirituality/10-inspirational-quotes-ram-dass/

AFTERNOON

But what is happiness except the simple harmony
between a man and the life he leads.
--- Albert Camus

One cannot but carry on
with that which is false
until it drops off by itself.

To live naturally is to live as a mere witness,
without control and therefore without mentation,
want or volitions,
uninvolved in the dream-play of life and living.

Ramesh S. Balsekar
The Net of Jewels
June 27

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WITHOUT NOW "...grow silent within." "... the ‘crumb-trail’ HOME." June 25, 2019

6/25/2019

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∞THE ONLY TIME IS NOW ∞

MORE THAN ‘NOW’
IS
UNKNOWN
<
A CONDITION BEYOND BELIEF
THOUGHTS, & WORDS…
NOW ALWAYS IS
JUST IS
∞
HOWEVER
THE NEVERBORN/NEVERDIE LIFE
IS
WITHOUT NOW
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4:25 AM-6/25/19

Ode to Silence - Nazia Mallick

Silence is all about coming home to ourselves...
We look within and drop our opinionated mind
and learn to feel everything around us more deeply.

When the incessant chatter of the mind stops and
we let the quietness around submerge us, something
sacred is born within.

It is only in silence that we are capable of listening.
We learn to listen more when we are silent.

Silence is the basic ingredient allowing us to
enter our intuitive mind, and resist the
cacophony of meaningless noises outside.

It is interesting to note how Silent and Listen
have the same letters but are arranged differently.

We have forgotten the art of waiting and allowing
ourselves to grow silent within.

Nature thrives on silence.
We never hear the footsteps of the moon when it
appears in the sky. We don't hear a loud bang when
the sun comes out and the stars burst open in the sky.

Their arrival is always wrapped in glorious silence.

Look how the tree knows it!
It remains bare, beautiful and still;
waiting for the new leaves, knowing
that the old has gone and the new will soon be coming.
The tree waits in silence.

Just like the tree, when we are silent and waiting,
something beautiful inside us keeps on growing
and it is stillness and silence that gives birth to creativity.

Often it happens that when we wait in silence, life
rushes back to fill those crevices in our souls. There
are times when silence becomes the most potent way
of communication and is more effective than words.
To say nothing is often more difficult than expressing
anger, love and betrayal with words.

Being silent with a natural and calm stillness within
is like a spiritual reflex. There is a space between
stimulus and response. And in that space is our
power to choose our response.
That "space" is silence...

Each time I feel that I just cannot take another step
forward in life, I seek refuge in silence...

Nazia Mallick

Excerpt from an article found in Ode Magazine 2009

Shift your attention from words to silence
and you will hear...

Nisargadatta

https://mysticmeandering.blogspot.com/2019/06/ode-to-silence-nazia-mallick.html?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=Feed%3A+MysticMeandering+%28Mystic+Meandering%29

AFTERNOON

THE INFLUENCE OF REAL LOVE
JOHN MCINTOSH

The Heart is another name for the SELF … the ONE, as is Love.
Love is perhaps more misunderstood than any expression of Truth,
whether one is totally immersed in the dream world,
which is totally laden with conditioning
no matter how often ‘unconditional Love is spoken about …
or involved in so called spirituality
where one is focused on returning to
the Awareness of Who they Really Are.

As long as there is a sense of ‘individuality’ …
conditioning exists and will color all expressions of Love.

The ‘Voice’ of Love speaks softly
and always brings with IT the feeling of absolute Freedom
where nothing constrains or controls.
Peace is another name for the SELF or Love,
and the sense that you ‘are’ Peace
accompanies Love no matter what external ‘noise’ you may be exposed to.

There is a feeling that everything is Beautiful in the presence of genuine Love
no matter what you are experiencing.
This makes no sense to the false self,
which has a wide range of judgments on a sliding scale
and in this way it always ‘misses’ the Beauty underlying everything.

When one is experiencing Real Love they feel completely Abundant,
even if they are living on the street.
Abundance is also a word for Who you Really Are
and Real Love opens your Awareness to this Truth.

So called ‘healing’ can also occur spontaneously in the presence of Real Love.
The Real YOU has never been sick
except through the illusion of the body-mind-identity.

Real Love can lift you out of that illusion momentarily
and bring about an instant influence on the manifested conditioning called illness.

Real Love can bring you vignettes of the God you Are.
Some call this an AHA, an epiphany or a satori.
Welcome and embrace these moments
whenever they ‘touch’ you …

they are the ‘crumb-trail’ HOME.

https://www.johnmcintosh.info/post/the-influence-of-real-love

Silence doesn't mean not talking.
Silence is silence of the mind.
Silence is absence of questions,
absence of thinking,
true meditation.
***
When the inquiring mind,
intellectually creating problems,
gradually comes to the understanding
that the more problems it creates
the more veils it creates
between the Self and the understanding,
then there is silence.

Ramesh S. Balsekar
The Net of Jewels
June 25

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ZOHAR OF BEING "...mystery of absolute nothingness." "...supernal wisdom." June 24, 2019

6/24/2019

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FROM INNER CORE’S
PRIMORDIAL SILENCE
THE ZOHAR OF BEING RADIATES*
EFFORTLESS IMPERSONAL EASE
OF
NON-BEING’S BEING
&
BEING’S NON-BEING
∞
NEVER-ENDING
NEVER-BEGINNING
ETERNITY'S ETERNAL OUROBOROS
∞
ew
3:20 AM-6/24/19

*The flow broke through and did not break through
its aura.
It was not known at all
until, under the impact of breaking through,
one high and hidden point shone.

Beyond that point, nothing is known.

Zohar (1:15a)
http://www.esotericonline.net/group/kabbalah/forum/topics/ayin-the-concept-of-nothingness-in-jewish-mysticism-by-daniel-c-m
See Read More below Afternoon Photos
for more re: ZOHAR

AFTERNOON

In Every Breath
Rumi

in every breath
if you're the center
of your own desires
you'll lose the grace
of your beloved

but if in every breath
you blow away
your self claim
the ecstasy of love
will soon arrive

in every breath
if you're the center
of your own thoughts
the sadness of autumn
will fall on you

but if in every breath
you strip naked
just like a winter
the joy of spring
will grow from within

all of your impatience
comes from the push
for gain of patience
let go of the effort
and peace will arrive

all your unfulfilled desires
are from your greed
for gain of fulfillments

let go of them all
and they will be sent as gifts

fall in love with
the agony of love
not the ecstasy
then the beloved
will fall in love with you
-Rumi
https://razarumi.wordpress.com/documents-archive/in-every-breath/

The Cause of Causes . . .
... is a place to which forgetting and oblivion pertain.. . .
Why?
Because concerning all the levels and sources
[the sefiot],
one can search out their reality
from the depth of supernal wisdom.
From there it is possible to understand
one thing from another.

However, concerning the  Cause of Causes,
there is no aspect anywhere to
search or probe;
nothing can be known of It,
for It  is hidden'and concealed
in the mystery of absolute  nothingness.
Therefore forgetting pertains to the
comprehension of this place.

So open your eyes and
see this great, awesome secret.
Happy is one whose
eyes shine from this secret,
in this world and the
world that is coming!
http://www.esotericonline.net/group/kabbalah/forum/topics/ayin-the-concept-of-nothingness-in-jewish-mysticism-by-daniel-c-m

Read More below
for more re: ZOHAR & AYIN
+
"the unfolding of God"
+
Additional Photos

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SABBATICAL "...Mystery beyond comprehension." June 23, 2019 "...turned to ash And freed Me..." "As you cease to be..."

6/23/2019

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RESTING IN THE SILENCE OF SOURCE
=
ALL THAT IS REQUIRED IS HAPPENING
WITH OR WITHOUT.... &/OR BEYOND... PERSONAL AGENDAS
SUCH A LIFE ALWAYS IS...
... A SABBATICAL
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2:33 AM-6/23/19

In the Garden of The Beloved
June 20 at 12:14 PM ·

UNKNOWING
“The great religions are ships,
Poets, life boats.
Every sane person I know,
Has jumped overboard”
-Hafez

My mind has lost its will,
To seek knowledge and understanding.
It no longer dreams of resolution,
To a Mystery beyond comprehension.

For after empassioned consideration,
It has concluded, rationally, empirically,
That Unknowing IS the resolution,
Any sane person will come to.

And from this Pregnant Fact is birthed…
The mind's Surrender,
The Heart having long ago Drowned,
In Love.
www.GardenOfTheBeloved.com
www.facebook.com/InTheGardenOfTheBeloved

I Have Learned so Much
Hafez

I
Have
Learned
So much from God
That I can no longer
Call
Myself
A Christian, a Hindu, a Muslim,
a Buddhist, a Jew.

The Truth has shared so much of Itself
With me
That I can no longer call myself
A man, a woman, an angel,
Or even a pure
Soul.

Love has
Befriended Hafiz so completely
It has turned to ash
And freed
Me
Of every concept and image
my mind has ever known.

From: The Gift Translated by Daniel Ladinsky

https://www.ramdass.org/hafiz/

AFTERNOON

TO DREAM OR NOT TO DREAM?
JOHN MCINTOSH

The expanding Awareness of the Freedom You Are
is Now Present within every aspect of humanity’s experience.
The once cloistered and constricted flow
of the sleeping God-SELF has thrown the curtains open,
breathing in the freshness of possibilities.

Everywhere is the invitation to:
“dream your dream”, “go for your dreams”,
“Imagine and create your dreams”,
“believe – dreams come true”
and many are following this enthusiastic guidance.

Ultimately, when filtered through the lens of Joy,
if these suggestions resonate with you,
then for now … they are for you.

However, dream-creating is just that …
more dreaming, more sleeping.

The fact that you have shifted from a dream
caught in the hypnotic current of the collective
to a dreamer consciously manifesting dreams
of your own design,
does not lead to Awakening
‘from’ the illusion of the grand dream.
It is simply a different form of play ‘in’ that illusion.

Eventually,
all activity and all practices lead to Self Inquiry
[Who am I?]
with the false self exposed and sinking back
into Pure Conscious Awareness
[the ONE-SELF]
from which it sprang.

That is the moment where all dreams
[child’s toys]
may be put away
[if you choose]
and only that which is timeless and boundless
is embraced.

https://www.johnmcintosh.info/post/to-dream-or-not-to-dream

As you start to walk out on the way,
the way appears.
As you cease to be,
true life begins.
As you grow smaller,
this world cannot contain you.
You will be shown a being
that has no "you" in it.
-Rumi,
Tr. C. Barks "A Year with Rumi"

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INFINITY’S INFINITE SOURCE " Simply allow Life to Live you..." June 22, 2019

6/22/2019

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INFINITY’S INFINITE SOURCE
ETERNITY’S ETERNAL SOURCE
NADI – NETI-NETI*
POSSESSES
ALL IS WELL
ew
3:38 AM-6/22/19

*The word nadi comes from the Sanskrit root nad meaning"channel", "stream", or "flow".
NETI-NETI - not this…not that beyond this…beyond that

DON'T LOOK FOR IT
JOHN MCINTOSH

When Truth begins to embrace
the soft new nakedness of your Opening Awareness
it is common for many to begin ‘seeking’
the perfect people to associate with,
the perfect settings and environments to live within,
the perfect clothing to wear,
the perfect food to consume …
the perfect everything that will ‘speed’ and ‘protect’
the expansion of what is occurring.

Besides the subtle judgment and arrogance
the false self is using in these exercises
while remaining hidden in plain sight,
these forced choices require great effort
as you must constantly be vigilant
for what you ‘believe’ is right and wrong
within the world-dream you are leaving.

This tendency ‘is’ rampant
in the spiritual life
and can easily dominate it.

Life ‘lived’ naturally is effortless
with choices made ‘for you’ in each moment.

There is no perfect catalogue of people,
places, things or conditions
when you are ‘in’ the flow of emerging Truth.

Every moment is NEW and,
for example a food that you resonated with last week
may no longer ‘feel’ right today
but a month from now may again be perfect for your body.

People not in your specific frequency will simply fall away
… they are NOT somehow ‘less than’ you,
they are simply reverberating differently …

ALL are God – the ONE SELF.
Simply allow Life to Live you
and the heaviness
that once subjugated your every breath will dissolve.

Don’t look for anything …
what is yours will simply ‘show up’.

John McIntosh
https://www.johnmcintosh.info/post/don-t-look-for-it

The Daily Lesson – June 22, 2019

There is no God that has to do something:
God is already being life, the life of all being;
God is already being love, loving the saint and the sinner.

The emphasis is on is: God is life; life already is; eternal life already is:
there is but one life.
Love already is.
Let us relax and rest in the is-ness of God,
right where we are, giving up the concept of God as a great power,
and rejoicing that we can put up our sword
and that we need not fight--
not physically, not mentally.

With this spiritual vision, we stand still
and see the salvation of God,
resting in Omnipresence,
Omnipotence,
and Omniscience.”
~Joel S Goldsmith
A PARENTHESIS IN ETERNITY

Matthew 26:52 (KJV)
52 Then said Jesus unto him, Put up again thy sword into his place: for all they that take the sword shall perish with the sword.

II Chronicles 20:17 (to 3rd ,) (KJV)
17 Ye shall not need to fight in this battle: set yourselves, stand ye still, and see the salvation of the Lord with you,

Psalm 62:5 (KJV)
5 My soul, wait thou only upon God; for my expectation is from him.

Father, I have, right now,
completely still in my tracks and Am Standing Still
with Spiritual Vision now…….

To seek nothing in this-world….
To seek only Your Presence, Your Peace, Your Vision……
Your Will.

Speak Lord, thy servant Heareth……
~al.within
www.iwso.org/thedailylesson.htm

Face the facts of being what you are,
for that is what changes what you are.

~ Soren Kierkegaard

AFTERNOON

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THE IMPERSONAL LIFE "...Divine Impersonality." "...become like dust..." Solstice June 21, 2019

6/21/2019

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PURE GRACE ERASES ALL TO ZERO POINT
THE ORIGINAL INFINITE CORE
THE PURE SPOT WITHIN
=
A TRANSPARENT CONDUIT OF
THE NEVERBORN/NEVERDIE LIFE
PURGED OF ALL PERSONAL WORDS & THOUGHTS
=
THE IMPERSONAL LIFE*
BEYOND EARTHLY MEASURE
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3:22 AM-6/21/19
*The Impersonal Life
Joseph Benner
http://www.newthoughtlibrary.com/bennerJoseph/impersonalLife/

I!
Who am I?
I, Who speak with such seeming knowledge and authority?
Listen!
I AM You, that part of you who IS and KNOWS; WHO KNOWS ALL THINGS,
And always knew, and always was.

Yes, I AM You, Your SELF;
that part of you who says I AM and is I AM;

That transcendent, innermost part of you
which quickens within as you read,
which responds to this My Word,
which perceives Its Truth,
which recognizes all Truth
and discards all error wherever found.

Not that part which has been
feeding on error all these years.
For I AM your real Teacher,
the only real one you will ever know,
and the only MASTER;
5
from
The Impersonal Life
Joseph Benner
http://www.newthoughtlibrary.com/bennerJoseph/impersonalLife/

I AM not your human mind, nor its child, the intellect.
They are but the expression of your Being,
as you are the expression of My Being;
they are but phases of your human personality,
as You are a phase of My Divine Impersonality.

Weigh and study carefully these words.

Rise up and free yourself now and for always
from the domination of your personality,
with its self-inflated and self-glorifying mind and intellect.
For your mind henceforth must be Your servant,
and the intellect Your slave,
if My Word is to penetrate to your Soul consciousness.
I AM come now to your Soul consciousness,
which I have quickened expressly
in preparation for the reception of My Word.

Now, if you are strong enough to bear it;
If you can put aside
all your private personal fancies, beliefs and opinions,
which are but the rubbish you have gathered
from the dumping grounds of others;

If you are strong enough to cast them all away;
Then My Word will be to you a source of endless Joy and Blessing.
Be prepared to have this personality of yours
doubt My Word as you read It all along the way;
For its very life is threatened, and it knows it cannot live and thrive
and longer dominate your thinking, your feelings,
your going and coming, as of old,
if you take My Word into your heart
and permit It there to abide.

I AM come to you now,
To make you conscious of My Presence;
For I have likewise prepared your human mind so that it can,
in a measure,
comprehend the meaning of Me.
I have been with you always,
but you did not know it.

from
The Impersonal Life
Joseph Benner
http://www.newthoughtlibrary.com/bennerJoseph/impersonalLife/#c1

AFTERNOON

Rumi: Path of Love

Oh Cameleer! Behold the camels!
Head to head, train like, they are drunk!
The commander is drunk,
the vizier is drunk,
the friend is drunk,
the outsider is drunk!

Oh Gardner!
The thunder is as the musician!
The cloud is as the wine bearer
and have made the garden drunk,
the field is drunk,
the flower is drunk,
the thorn is drunk!

Oh Sky!
For how long will you turn?
Behold the turning of the elements.
The water is drunk,
the wind is drunk,
the earth is drunk,
the fire is drunk!

This is the state of the forms,
don’t even ask about the state of the meaning!
The soul is drunk!
The intellect is drunk!
The earth is drunk,
and the mysteries are drunk!

Be gone and let go of tyranny,
become like dust,
so that you may behold that every particle of the earth
is drunk by the tyrant creator!

(Rumi Ghazal 390)
Rumi: Path of Love
June 16 at 4:10 AM ·

61
In the holy instant, the laws of God prevail, and only they have meaning.
The laws of this world cease to hold any meaning at all.
When the Son of God accepts the laws of God as what he gladly wills,
it is impossible that he be bound or limited in any way.
In this instant, he is as free as God would have him be.
For the instant he refuses to be bound,
he is not bound.

ACIM OE T.15. VII
"The Holy Instant
and the Laws of God"
http://www.jcim.net/acim_us/WKBK-Rev5.php

If you allow experiences of the past to overshadow your future,
you are ensuring there is no future in your life,
just recycling the past.
Sadhguru

If you tell the truth, you don't need to remember anything.
--- Mark Twain

If you ARE your Truth, you don't need to think or talk!
---dmm/ew

Identification is bondage.
Whether it is identification
With a thought
With a feeling
Or with an object
It matters not.
Only identification with the LImitless is
Freedom
Wu Hsin

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PRIMORDIAL AWARENESS "...when “I” Died, yet Remained..." June 20, 2019

6/20/2019

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ONLY A PRIMORDIAL AWARENESS
BEYOND WORDS & THOUGHTS
IS
(& ALWAYS HAS BEEN)
THE TRUE REALITY
OF THIS
CONSCIOUSNESS
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4:12 AM-6/20/19

In the Garden of The Beloved
June 16 at 9:20 PM ·

HERE AND THERE
There is a... a Space, Within,
A Place at the Very Heart of my Being,
Where Nothing exists, but Existence.
Not a space, of course, or a place, really,
But although unseen, ungraspable, “There”,
It is Palpable, Visceral, Experienced “Here”.

The Kingdom of Heaven, our Inner Sanctum,
“There”, yet closer than the jugular, “Here”,
The Essence we Are, before “we” are...
The “Am”, before “I Am”.

I will not speak for you, or others,
And become, thus, yet another theologian,
Preaching the “Truth” of all things.
But perhaps you have tasted this Wine,
Even if only as the Softest Ambience,
That Imbues, Surrounds, Enfolds in Love?

I am not in accordance with those,
Who pronounce this Essence as transcendent,
Beyond all qualities and attributes.
For when “I” Died, yet Remained,
An Attribute like none other was Revealed,
“There”, at the End of all things…
Where Beginning and End do not exist.

A Rapture, an Ecstasy, beyond expression,
Beyond all dualities, without opposite,
“There”, in the Heaven of Nonexistent Existence…
Where Heaven and Hell do not exist.

And a touch of that Ecstasy followed me “Here”,
When “I” and Creation returned from “There”,
So that “I” was never quite “myself” again...
Where self in form and formless Soul coexist.

Existing “Here” as myself, but… not,
Moving in space and time, but… not,
Being both “Here” and “There”…
Where Space, Time do not exist.

Wounded and broken in my Humanity,
But accompanied, through that Imperfection,
By that Rapturous Perfection, Shining…
Where Perfect and Imperfect do not exist.

Chuck Surface
www.GardenOfTheBeloved.com
www.facebook.com/InTheGardenOfTheBeloved

as minerals in the ground rise inside trees
and become tree,
as plant faces an animal
and enters the animal,

so a human
can put down the heavy
body baggage and
be light.

—Rumi
Coleman Barks version
Full Poem below

WHEN WE PRAY ALONE
We are brought thick desserts, and we rarely refuse them.
We worship devoutly when we’re with others.
Hours we sit, though we get up quickly
after a few minutes, when we pray alone.
We hurry down the gullet of our wantings.
But these qualities can change,
as minerals in the ground rise inside trees
and become tree, as a plant faces an animal
and enters the animal, so a human
can put down the heavy
body baggage and
be light.
From Rumi: selected poems; trans Coleman Barks Penguin, 1999 pp256-257

AFTERNOON
Afternoon Whispers Below
are a "Random Pick" from Archives
BOOKLET SERIES - NEVERBORN UTTERS Jan-May 2004

Friday, April 16, 2004
6:13 AM

FAITHFULLY REFLECTING SHADOWS
NOTHING MORE
NOTHING LESS

“I HAVE LIVED TOO LONG
WHERE I CAN BE REACHED”

Monday, April 19, 2004
6:31 AM

THE BELOVED IS
HUGE REMEMBERANCE
HUGE REMINDER THAT ONLY
THE NEVERBORN,( “BIG AL”, PURE GRACE), STATE SUFFICES

HIS HUMAN WORDS ARE FOLLY AND BIZARRE
AND SO ARE YOURS!

NEITHER OF YOU CAN EXIST WITH ONE ANOTHER
IN ANY LESS DIMENSION THAN
DISAPPEARED ONENESS INTO DIVINITY.

OTHERWISE, INSTANT DOWNWARD VORTEXINGS.

THIS IS OF COURSE TRUE FOR ALL OF LIFE
NOT JUST WITH THE BELOVED.

BUT YOU WILL FURTHER REMEMBER
DUE TO
THIS REMINDER FROM THE BELOVED.

ALL IS WELL IN
NEVERBORN’S REMEMBRANCE
OF TRUTH OF BEING

WHAT OTHERS CALL TRANCE
WHAT OTHERS CALL ZERO POINT
WHAT NEVERBORNS DO NOT NAME
AS THERE IS
NO SEPARATION OR “i”
TO DO THE NAMING OR THE AWARENESS

HOW CAN YOU BE AWARE OF WHAT YOU ARE?
ALSO….
WHAT YOU ARE NOT, IS NOT REAL… DOES NOT EXIST IN REALITY.
SIMPLE.

If you give up identification with the body,
if you remain quietly absorbed in the sense of Totality,
in the I AMness without attachment,
you will know all that is to be known.

Ramesh S. Balsekar
The Net of Jewels
June 20

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NAKED IN GRACE "...naked existence..." June 19, 2019 JUST SIMPLY BEYOND

6/19/2019

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AH!
THE RELIEF OF NOT KNOWING
IN HUMAN THINKABLE OR VERBAL LANGUAGE
=
NAKED IN GRACE*
ew
4:27 AM-6/19/19
*1986 TN Woods…we declared out loud to God
”Take me to a place where I can/will ONLY be Naked in Your Grace!”
Approximately a month later… 2/7/87 we stepped onto this Harbour Island, Bahamas and instantly Knew this was
The Placement
for
The Naked Grace Life
dmm

*Of course, it is laudable to reflect
upon God's kindness and to love and praise him for it;
yet it is far better to let your mind
rest in the awareness of him
in his naked existence
and to love and praise him
for what he is in himself."

– The Cloud of Unknowing, Chapter 5
https://www.thecontemplativelife.org/blog/the-cloud-of-unknowing-a-cloud-of-forgetting-quote

*When you keep thinking about sense objects, attachment comes.
Attachment breeds desire, the lust of possession that burns to anger.
Anger clouds the judgment;
you can no longer learn from past mistakes.
Lost is the power to choose between what is wise and what is unwise,
and your life is utter waste.

But when you move amidst the world of sense,
free from attachment and aversion alike,
there comes the peace in which all sorrows end,
and you live in the wisdom of the Self...

...They are forever free
who renounce all selfish desires and break away
from the ego-cage of 'I,' 'me,' 'mine'
to be united with the Lord.
This is the supreme state.
Attain to this,
and pass from death to immortality.
– The Bhagavad Gita, 2:54-65, 71-72
https://www.thecontemplativelife.org/blog/bhagavad-gita-selfish-attachments

Don't surrender your loneliness
So quickly.
Let it cut more deep.
Let it ferment and season you
As few human
Or even divine ingredients can.
Something missing in my heart tonight
Has made my eyes so soft,
My voice
So tender,
My need of God
Absolutely
Clear.
~Hafiz
https://makebelieveboutique.com/2019/06/19/29818/

AFTERNOON
Afternoon Whispers Below
are a "Random Pick" from Archives
BOOKLET SERIES - NEVERBORN UTTERS Jan-May 2004

Friday, April 02, 2004
7:23 AM

GLIDE, SOAR, SWOOP
REPLACES
(the experience/concept of)
SHIFT
IN CONSCIOUSNESS
***
THE BUZZARDS REMIND TO REMEMBER

A NEVERBORN KNOWS ALPHA/OMEGA
AS A PERPETUAL ONE

THERE IS NO PERSONAL
BEING OF USE
ON THE EARTHLY DIMENSION

"sometimes never is the start of forever"
hb

ew

Sunday, April 04, 2004
6:30 AM

WAY TO MAINTAIN THIS WAY
IS ALL THAT IS
ALWAYS HAS BEEN
ALWAYS IS
ALWAYS WILL BE

BEYOND PORTALS
BEYOND TIME WARPS
BEYOND ENERGY VORTEXES

JUST SIMPLY BEYOND
ANYTHING HUMAN FORM CAN EXPRESS
EXCEPT BY THE VAST SILENCE OF BEING
AS WAS/IS EXPERIENCED IN BOTH PARENTS.

AS WAS/IS EXPERIENCED IN THE HG.

HG-Holy Gift

ew

Monday, April 05, 2004
4:52 AM

NOTHING BUT NOTHING MATTERS
SO LONG AS WE ARE BEING
HOWEVER IT IS THAT
WE ARE NEVERBORN TO BE
ew

Tuesday, April 06, 2004
5:47 AM

CAN YOU BE AWARE WITHOUT THINKING?

A NEVERBORN IS AWARE WITHOUT THINKING

THINKING IS TO MIND
AS
AWARENESS IS TO SOUL

FINALLY ONLY AWARENESS…

THOUGHTS ARE GIVEN TO GLIDE ON THRU
THE NO-MIND

SOUL & AWARENESS THE FUEL
THEN
MIND & THOUGHTS GIVEN
ARE
THE RESULT OF AWARENESS
AND IN SERVICE OF SOUL.

MIND & THOUGHTS DO NOT CREATE
ONLY AN ILLUSION FOR ILLUSORY CREATIONS

THAT WHICH CAN DISAPPEAR IS NOT REAL.
¥
HIGHER OCTANE INFUSION IN THE BEING
CAUSES DISTURBANCE AND UPSETS
IN SURROUNDING MILIEU.
CONFIRMATION OF TRUTH OF BEING
RATHER THAN “SOMETHING WRONG”.

PERCEIVED BY WORLDLINGS AS BEING WRONG
BECAUSE OF BEING SO RIGHT
ew

Thursday, April 08, 2004
5:29 AM

WORD ARTIST WORDS
ARE EXPRESSION OF SOURCE

WORD ARTIST WORDS DO NOT
JAR OR REPLACE THE VAST SILENCE

LOVE BURNS WORD CHATTER
ON ALL LEVELS & DIMENSIONS
LEAVING ONLY INVISIBLE ASHES
BREATHED AND BLOWN AWAY
BY GRACED SILENCE

INVISIBLE ASHES
OF LOVE’S BREATH
HAVE REPLACED
“I AM”

WORDLINGS FEED ON EXPRESSIONS
RATHER THAN
STILLING IN EXPRESSIONS’ SOURCE

RAINBIRDS HAVE CARRIED ME HOME
MORE AND MORE DIFFICULT
TO BE ANYWHERE
I AM NOT

rainbirds sing the sweetest....and fly the fastest
- hb

Friday, April 09, 2004
4:38 AM

ONLY LOVE REMAINS
ALL FORMS
PERCEPTIONS
CONCEPTS
BELIEF SYSTEMS
UNDERSTANDINGS
(EVEN “GOD”)
SHIFT
CHANGE AND DISAPPEAR.

LEFT IN NOTHING
NO-THING
SURRENDER

ALL OF THE ABOVE
THEN RE-FORMS OR IT DOES NOT.

LOVE BURNS
LOVE CHANGES
BUT LOVE NEVER DISAPPEARS

NEVERBORN = LOVE
NOTHING ELSE MATTERS OR EXISTS
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Ten Minutes (approximately)
AFTER we Published the above OceanSpeak,
the below arrived via e-mail....
TIMELY FOR TODAY!
So adding it here....

STAY OPEN
JOHN MCINTOSH

Never count the cost
of the ebb and flow
Stay Open

Aware of the
Love that inhabits
even the darkest illusions
Stay Open

Recognized
or ignored
Stay Open

Cherished
or maligned
Stay Open

In Perfect Wholeness
or in a broken body
Stay Open

In Peace
of war
Stay Open

The flow of Life,
of Truth,
of Love
is neutral to everything
that comes and goes
Stay Open

Stay Open
In the center of Life
and Know The I AM
that is the
God you Are

John McIntosh
https://www.johnmcintosh.info/post/stay-open

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THE GREAT DANCER "Though everything is a mess, all is well." June 18, 2019

6/18/2019

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THE SILENT CORE MOMENT SUFFICETH
AS THE MENTAL DREAM WAY OF LIFE VANISHES
<
DANCED IN/OF/AS
THE GREAT DANCER OF ALL THAT IS*
∞
ew
3:56 AM-6/18/19

*“IF IT’S MEANT TO BE
IT ALREADY IS
AND
ALL OF LIFE BECOMES A GENTLE DÉJÀ VU”
(ew - TN Woods 1987)

You know, all mystics
-- Catholic, Christian, non-Christian,
no matter what their theology, no matter what their religion --
are unanimous on one thing:
that all is well, all is well.
Though everything is a mess, all is well.
Strange paradox, to be sure.
But, tragically,
most people never get to see that all is well
because they are asleep.
They are having a nightmare.
—Anthony de Mello

Your thinking that you have to make an effort
to get rid of this dream of the waking state,
and your making efforts to attain jnana
(realization of Self)
or real awakening,
are all parts of the dream.
—Ramana Maharshi

https://peacefullpresence.blogspot.com/2019/06/incredible-animal-that-first-dreamed-of_17.html?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=Feed%3A+blogspot%2FmnCFM+%28Love+Is+A+Place%29

Fix the mind in your Heart.
If you keep your attention on the source from where all thoughts arise,
the mind will subside there at the source and reality will shine forth.
Ramana Maharshi
https://realization.org/p/ramana/ramana.html

Full Moon Setting in Western Sky

Silence was the state of Bhagavan
and his direct teaching was only through silence.
Those who received his message of silence
had no need whatsoever to talk to him,
much less a need for his instructions.
How can I possibly express in words
the mysterious working of Bhagavan through silence?

—Quoted in Ramana Periya Puranam by V.Ganesan, page 284.
https://realization.org/p/ramana/ramana.html

...let your whole thought in meditation
be not on the act of seeing,
nor on what you see,
but immovably on that which sees.
—Quoted in Ramana Periya Puranam by V. Ganesan.
https://realization.org/p/ramana/ramana.html

The Daily Lesson – June 18, 2019

We cannot expect the Spirit of God
to go out and do things of a temporal nature for us:
find a house, provide an automobile,
or put our competitor out of business.
Spiritual power is not temporal Power;
it is not a power that is subject to our bidding or our will;
it does not punish those who wrong us;
it is not something that we can use;
it will not give us a monopoly of all the dollars,
nor will it make us dictators
or help us pull down existing dictators.”
~Joel S Goldsmith

Isaiah 40:13 (KJV)
13 Who hath directed the Spirit of the Lord, or being his counsellor hath taught him?

Matt 6:31-33 (KJV)
31 Therefore take no thought, saying, What shall we eat?
or, What shall we drink? or, Wherewithal shall we be clothed?

32 (For after all these things do the Gentiles seek:)
for your heavenly Father knoweth that ye have need of all these things.

33 But seek ye first the kingdom of God,
and his righteousness;
and all these things shall be added unto you.

Is there an error in God’s Kingdom that needs correcting?
~Al Denninger
www.iwso.org/thedailylesson.htm

AFTERNOON

INFINITE PATIENCE
JOHN MCINTOSH

When you Awaken from a deep sleep
an entirely ‘new’ universe/world springs into being ‘for the first time’.
It was not there without your Attention
and it shows up basically the same as past universes
you have experienced due to your
unique conditioning, memory and imagination …
it is literally ‘made-up’ on the spot.
There is no evolution over billions of years
[that is part of the dream-story it is].

When you are Free, time and space do not exist.
There is no ‘from here to there’ …
there is only a full-blown dream you
still choose to play within – AWAKE.

All the objects animate or inactive
[actually everything in the dream is a swirling maelstrom of activity]
have been placed there
like a child building a miniature city with toy pieces – instantly!

The coffee shop you visit regularly is NOT there
until you think of it and there only as an ephemeral thought-form,
gone as soon as your Attention shifts
and there again in more concrete form
when you arrive at your ‘remembered’ destination of it.

The concept of something evolving, changing,
getting better ‘or’ worse is just that –
a concept and NOT real.

A dream is not ‘partially’ a dream
with a little reality mixed in
that appeals to your made-up false self.
It is totally a dream – always and in all ways
no matter how dramatic its stories are.

The dream-clock resets every day and the universe,
your world and your unique experience
is an entirely new dream with many pieces
in the same place as the last dream
before your deep sleep.
This comes as a ‘major shock’ for many
[and will mostly be resisted]
who have so much invested in trying
to change the world.

The Truth cannot be comprehended by ‘split’ Attention …
you must choose Truth
over every passing, seductive spectre
before IT will ‘undress’ for you.

IT is patient ‘beyond’
even the concept of patience
and will wait for your ALL-IN commitment.

IT ‘knows’ IT is simply watching IT SELF
play in the field of dreams
‘with’ IT SELF.

John McIntosh

https://www.johnmcintosh.info/post/infinite-patience

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ALWAYS NEWBORN "... because what she does is true." "Forget everything..." June 17, 2019

6/17/2019

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ORIGINAL CORE SILENCE
CANNOT BE WORDED OR THOUGHT…
SIMPLY
REST IN THE IMPECCABLE VAST SILENCE
OF
ALWAYS NOW’S
PREGNANT VIRGIN*
AWARENESS
<
A NEVERBORN/NEVERDIE
YET
ALWAYS NEWBORN’S ORIGINAL ANCIENT WAY
JUST IS
ew
3:13 AM-6/17/19
*See quote below
also
https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-youthanasia-sanctarii/homecoming-for-true-untainted-and-untinted-be-still-and-wait-without-hope-june-15-2019
+
Category column on right of this page: PREGNANT VIRGIN

*The woman who is a virgin, one-in-herself, does what she does -
not because of any desire to please, not to be liked,
or to be approved, even by herself,
not because of any desire to gain power over another,
to catch his interest or love,
but because what she does is true.
Marion Woodman
Addiction to Perfection
http://9creativelives.com/2015/01/addiction-to-perfection-review/

Be What You Are - Hermann Hesse

When we are stricken and cannot bear our lives any longer,
then a tree has something to say to us:
Be still! Be still! Look at me! Life is not easy,
life is not difficult. Home is neither here nor there.
Home is within you, or home is nowhere at all.

A longing to wander tears my heart
when I hear trees rustling in the wind at evening.

If one listens to them silently for a long time,
this longing reveals
its kernel, its meaning.

It is not so much a matter of escaping
from one's suffering,
though it may seem to be so.

It is a longing for home,
for new metaphors for life.

It leads home.
Every path leads homeward,
every step is birth,
every step is death...

So the tree rustles in the evening,
when we stand uneasy
before our own childish thoughts:
Trees have long thoughts,
long-breathing and restful,
just as they have longer lives than ours.
They are wiser than we are,
as long as we do
not listen to them.

But when we have learned how to listen to trees,
then the brevity and the quickness
and the childlike hastiness of our thoughts
achieve incomparable
joy.

Whoever has learned how to listen to trees
no longer wants to be a tree.
He wants to be nothing
except what he is.

That is home.
That is happiness...

Hermann Hesse
from: Trees: Reflections and Poems

via - The Beauty We Love
https://mysticmeandering.blogspot.com/2019/06/be-what-you-are-hermann-hesse.html?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=Feed%3A+MysticMeandering+%28Mystic+Meandering%29~

To put it simply,
let that mysterious grace
move in your spirit as it will
and follow wherever it leads you.

Let it be the active doer and you the passive receiver.
Do not meddle with it, but let it be...

Your part is to be as wood to a carpenter
or
a home to a dweller.

Remain blind during this time
cutting away all desire to know,
for knowledge is a hindrance here.
Be content to feel this mysterious grace
sweetly awaken in the depths of your spirit.

Forget everything...

The Cloud of Unknowing
https://mysticmeandering.blogspot.com/2019/06/be-what-you-are-hermann-hesse.html?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=Feed%3A+MysticMeandering+%28Mystic+Meandering%29

AFTERNOON

You perhaps at one time thought
there was such a thing as Worldly Happiness to be arrived at,
at certain periods of time marked out
—you have of necessity from your disposition been thus led away --
I scarcely remember counting upon any Happiness --
I look not for it if it be not in the present hour --
nothing startles me beyond the Moment.
The setting sun will always set me to rights --
or if a Sparrow come before my Window
I take part in its existence
and pick about the Gravel.
~John Keats

when the goodness flows from a place that requires no labeling...

inquiry for today~ can your bravest moment be about your own way toward sweetness.....

this point of never-neverland

https://makebelieveboutique.com/2019/06/17/29803/

Your grief for what you've lost lifts a mirror up
to where you're bravely working.
Expecting the worst, you look, and instead
here's the joyful face you've been wanting to see.
Your hand opens and closes and opens and closes.
If it were always a fist or always stretched open,
you'd be paralyzed.
Your deepest presence is in every small contracting
and expanding,
the two as beautifully balanced and coordinated as bird wings.
~Rumi
https://makebelieveboutique.com/2019/06/17/29803/

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RELIEF OF NO BELIEF "...‘the voice of silence’..." June 16, 2019 "...And all that is left is a smile…"

6/16/2019

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BEHOLD & BE HELD
BY THE UNWAVERING PRISTINE….
THE ORIGINAL SILENCE
<
ALL ELSE UNFOLDS AS
JUST IS
∞
REMEMBERING THE (1987) ADMONITION…
…THE INNER PRIMORIDAL CORE DECLARATION
THAT THIS “CONDITION” WOULD
BECOME A WAY OF LIFE..
AH! AND SO IT IS!
∞
“NO WORRIES”…
..ONLY THE UNWORDABLE
UNTHINKABLE
NOW MOMENT
THE RELIEF OF NO BELIEF
ew
5:39 AM-6/16/19

TRUTH IS EVERYWHERE
JOHN MCINTOSH

Truth is everywhere.
Only the false self gives Truth a ‘location’, which is ever present.
The advent of mass communication
is a mirror for ONE-ness hidden in plain sight.

Despite being tainted
by the collective conditioning of humanity,
it makes available ‘the voice of silence’
in a non-intrusive manner
that the body-mind-identity
does not innately and instantly resist.

Each one’s unique world is precisely sculpted
from their own conditioning
reflecting who they are NOT,
while alluding to Who They Really Are.

The entertainment industry has for decades
dropped ‘hints’ about Truth
[whether it was aware of doing it or not].
“The Force be with you”
is perhaps one of the most recognized quotes
of the last century.
Fairy tales abound with metaphors
about the dream the world is
and action-comics
[which now dominate theater blockbusters]
foster the concept of the God within.

The nudge of Truth
comes through any available
‘chink in the armor’ of resistance to tug-at-the-sleeve
of the deep sleeping God-SELF
and stimulates the natural Divine Discontent
inbred into every walking god
who still slumbers in the grand dream.

Suffering is the primary means
of bringing the stubborn sleeper
to the alter of Truth
but ‘hints’ are everywhere and incessant....

...as the ONE Awareness
shakes IT SELF like a rag-doll
until Freedom receives
the focused Attention
that will clear
the ancient clouds of conditioning
that have
hidden Truth from IT SELF.
John McIntosh
https://www.johnmcintosh.info/post/truth-is-everywhere

AFTERNOON

The Daily Lesson – June 16, 2019
Why should we need to use power if there is only one power — God?
What would we want to use it for, on whom, or on what?
And why do we need any power to correct a belief in two powers?
When, through practice, we have trained ourselves
so that we no longer use the power of mind
or try to use the power of Spirit,
we are in spiritual consciousness
and we have the secret of spiritual power.
~Joel S Goldsmith
A PARENTHESIS IN ETERNITY

Mark 10:17,18 (KJV)
17 And when he was gone forth into the way,
there came one running, and kneeled to him,
and asked him,
Good Master, what shall I do that I may inherit eternal life?
18 And Jesus said unto him,
Why callest thou me good?
there is none good but one,
that is, God.

Luke 12:27 (KJV)
27 Consider the lilies how they grow:
they toil not, they spin not;
and yet I say unto you,
that Solomon in all his glory
was not arrayed like one of these.

Psalm 62:1 (KJV)
62 Truly my soul waiteth upon God:
from him cometh my salvation.

God is Absolute,
Unconditional and Infinitely Omnipresent.
All we need to develop is an Awareness of that Fact.
And all that is left is a smile…
~Al Denninger
www.iwso.org/thedailylesson.htm

Love and death are the great gifts that are given to us;
mostly they are passed on unopened.
~Rainer Maria Rilke

there is this moment when you cannot turn away
inquiry for today~ look back on this day as a true beginning....

https://makebelieveboutique.com/2019/06/16/29796/

You cannot rise in love,
you cannot fly in love,
you cannot stand in love –
you have to fall in love. ...

... If you want to know the magic of emotion,
something of you has to fall.

Sadhguru

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HOMECOMING FOR TRUE "...untainted and untinted..." "...be still and wait without hope,..." June 15, 2019

6/15/2019

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6:37 AM

A "PREGNANT VIRGIN" HOMECOMING
FOR TRUE*
...AS MENTAL MIND IS
(without personal volition)
REPLACED BY…
RETURNED TO…
RE-ESTABLISHED AS…
(sometimes quickly…sometimes slowly)
ORIGINAL PRIMAL REPOSE**
ew
4:16 AM-6/15/19

**See Read More below Afternoon Photos
for More re: Primal Repose/Silence/"Evil"
via Word Doc dated 1/18/18 that surfaced
when searching this morning for Pregnant Virgin

Dear Lucifer
You fought your inner war
in this flesh...
Rarely suspecting you
denigrate your own soul
By raping, ravaging mine.

You never learned that you
touched me not...only an
illusion, dear Heart.
Brace yourself now...for the
rage of Goddesses.

They Know no mercy for one
such as youl

(written approx 1988)

Excerpt from
Evil's Tender Kiss
dmm/ew
(Privately Published Archives)

6:13 AM First Sunrise Photo from Top of Dunes Path

** PRIMAL REPOSE

There is only one state.
When corrupted and tainted by self-identification,
it is known as an individual.
When merely tinted by the sense of presence,
of animated consciousness,
it is the impersonal witnessing.
When it remains in its pristine purity,
untainted and untinted in primal repose,
it is
the Absolute.

A Net of Jewels
July 9
Ramesh Balsekar

Life has forced me to Remember the
Primordial “I AM”.
dmm - 1989

“YOUR BELIEFS WILL KILL YOU”
(the whole point, after all….)

BE (not seek) ye first,
the Kingdom of Heaven
dmm

"Come to the freshness of silence
and it will be the dawn of your life.
Out of that freshness you will light the world
with peace within yourself that never seeks.”
Tara Singh

Replace concept of “consciousness” with
GRACIOUSNESS.
(Rarefied word for “consciousness”)

Grace Alone Suffices
LOVE ALONE

ew/dmm
OCTOBER 2006
Ocala Forest
First Full Month at this location

I said to my soul,
be still and wait without hope,
for hope would be hope for the wrong thing;
wait without love, for love would be love of the wrong thing;
there is yet faith, but the faith and the love are all in the waiting.
Wait without thought, for you are not ready for thought:
So the darkness shall be the light, and the stillness the dancing.
T.S. Eliot
See Read More (document #2)
below Afternoon Photos

AFTERNOON

**See Read More below for
More re: Primal Repose/Silence/"Evil"
via Word Doc dated 1/18/18 that surfaced
when searching this morning for Pregnant Virgin

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SMILED CONDITION PRIMORDIAL SILENCE June 14, 2019 "...an unexpected visitor." "There are no frames for the soul."

6/14/2019

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GLIDED IN/OF/AS
UNWAVERING
ORIGINAL PRIMORDIAL SILENCE
=
SMILED CONDITION*
BEYOND WORDS & THOUGHTS
JUST IS
ew
4:19 AM-6/14/19

*SMILED
*The realization which is attained is that
there is nothing to realize any more.

He did not answer, he only smiled.

http://wahiduddin.net/mv2/VIII/VIII_2_7.htm

See Read More below Afternoon Photos
for full story of
Wall of Mystery
SMILED

The Guest House

This being human is a guest house.
Every morning a new arrival.
A joy, a depression, a meanness,
some momentary awareness comes
as an unexpected visitor.

Welcome and entertain them all!
Even if they are a crowd of sorrows,
who violently sweep your house
empty of its furniture,
still, treat each guest honorably.
He may be clearing you out
for some new delight.

The dark thought, the shame, the malice.
meet them at the door laughing and invite them in.
Be grateful for whatever comes.
because each has been sent
as a guide from beyond.
— Jellaludin Rumi,
translation by Coleman Barks

Later, a sudden larger breaker almost washed camera/tripod away...we took camera off to take this photo above...and the moment we finished that photo, GASP...for the HUGE Heron (below photos) that we barely could photograph...probably the same Heron from a few days ago at this same Remembrance Rock

I am not from the East or West
not up from the ground
or out of the ocean.
My place is placeless
a trace of the Traceless.
I am from the Soul of souls.

Rumi

below from
John O'Donohue

We are no sooner out of the womb than we must begin the
precarious unfolding and shaping of who we are.
If we have bad or destructive times in childhood,
we begin to fix on a survival identity to cover over
and to compensate for what happens to us.
If we are never encouraged to be
ourselves we begin to construct an identity
that will gain us either attention or approval.
When we set out to construct
our lives according to a fixed image,
we damage ourselves.
The image becomes the desperate focus
of all our longing.
There are no frames for the soul.

In truth we are called,
in so far as we can,
to live without
an image of ourselves,
or at least to keep
images we have free and open.

When you sense the immensity
of the Unknown within you,
any image you have built of yourself
gradually loses its promise.
Your name, your face, your address
only suggest the threshold of your identity.

Somehow you are always secretly aware of this.
Sometimes you find yourself listening to someone
telling you what you should do
or describing what is going on inside you,
and you whisper to yourself that
they have not the foggiest idea who you actually are.

John O'Donohue
From Eternal Echoes

There Are No Frames for the Soul
- O'Donohue & Rumi

https://mysticmeandering.blogspot.com/2019/06/there-are-no-frames-for-soul-john.html?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=Feed%3A+MysticMeandering+%28Mystic+Meandering%29

AFTERNOON
Beautiful Beach Weather here today...
....but due to conditions beyond my control, am unable to get to afternoon beach.
All photos below are favorites from an Archive File named BREAKERS.....

NOT AS YOU SEEM
JOHN MCINTOSH

You are NOT as you seem.
The world you try to navigate through each day
is NOT as it seems.

Nothing ‘is’ as it seems on the surface …
this is relatively easy to accept,
and the body-mind-false-self will immediately
offer opinions about
conspiracies, hidden agendas
and elite forces controlling the world to support this.
But this goes much deeper than mere theories
about the real world hidden in plain sight.

No matter how close you may get to what seems to be ‘going on’,
on the planet and in your life,
it will always be about the ‘state of a dream’.

Your body, your mind, your world
and your experiences in it are all a dream,
totally believed in by most of humanity
and that belief gives it its shape and design and life.

There is absolutely nothing ‘real’ within it
no matter how beautiful or disgusting it may seem.
Every concept of Love, of Life, of Freedom, of Beauty
pales beside one glimpse of Reality.

To access Truth, the Truth that you ‘are’ is simple … turn within.
By turning your Attention inward
and simply ‘opening up’ to the possibility
of something vaster
than anything the imagination [also a dream] can conjure …

6/10/15

Light begins to shine and direct your Attention
toward what ‘is’ Real.
This opening up is actually the beginning
of Real ‘surrender’ to the Infinite.
When the mind then tries to fill in the blanks,
gently return inward to open-ness …

Life will do the heavy lifting and your Awareness
[the Awareness that you ‘are’]
of
Truth will begin to Expand effortlessly.

https://www.johnmcintosh.info/post/not-as-you-seem

11/8/15

See Read More below
for full story of
SMILED
"He did not answer, he only smiled."

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RECKLESS ABANDON DANCE June 13, 2019

6/13/2019

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WHATEVER IS SOUGHT
ALREADY IS
<
CESSATION OF ALL SEEKING
=
STILLPOINT OF ORIGIN’S SILENCE WITHIN
SATIATES AS INFINITY’S ETERNAL ZERO POINT
<
INJOY THE RECKLESS ABANDON DANCE
BEYOND ALL EARTHLY MEASURES
ew
4:40 AM-6/13/19

VULNERABILITY
JOHN MCINTOSH

When you finally say I have had enough
of the roller coaster ride of happiness and sorrow
and surrender to Life,
allowing IT to Live you - completely
... you will be shown in every moment precisely what to do,
where to go,
what to say and to whom.

Its that simple
but it means embracing uncertainly
and walking totally into the Unknown.

Vulnerability is vastly more powerful
than all the illusions about control,
free will and following
some ever-shifting set
of societal rules
https://www.johnmcintosh.info/post/vulnerability

Shift your attention from words to silence and you will hear.
Sri Ramana Maharshi
http://nomindsland.blogspot.com/

AFTERNOON

Silence is the true teaching. It is the perfect teaching.
    It is suited only for the most advanced seeker.
    The others are unable to draw full inspiration from it.
    Therefore they require words to explain the truth.
    But truth is beyond words….

    Sri Ramana Maharshi
http://nomindsland.blogspot.com/

Every form reflects It,
Yet It cannot be seen by the eyes.
In silence,
A subtler inner eye opens
That sees the Real underlying all appearances.
Wu Hsin

Ridding oneself of ignorance is
Worth more than the acquisition of knowledge.
With memory gone
The past is gone
Relinquishing hopes and fears
The future is gone.
The present is upon you.
In every moment.
You are free.

Wu Hsin

People need words until
Direct experience speaks louder.
Then, silence prevails.
It is for this reason that
Wu Hsin writes.

Wu Hsin
also here: https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-youthanasia-sanctarii/one-who-is-out-of-time-original-ouroboros-sunriseafternoon-november-22-2015

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SOULUTION-HUSH OF NOT "He eats the understanding..." "...untainted and untinted in primal repose,..." June 12, 2019

6/12/2019

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" ....Not all who wander are aimless
especially those who seek truth
beyond tradition, beyond
definition, beyond image..."
~~ from Mona Lisa Smile

6:06 AM Standing in garden lot, heading towards Sunrise Beach

THE AKASHA TAO CORE
….THE IMMORTAL ASPECT….
CANNOT BE DIS-EASED
ONLY THINKING MAKES IT SO
∞
SOULUTION
<
SILENT CORE’S
EFFORTLESS EASE POSSESSION
ERASES ALL BUT
TRUTH OF BEING
=
THE UNFETTERING PURPOSE OF
“THE HUSH OF NOT”*
ew
3:56 AM-6/12/19

6:07 AM - Standing at bottom of Dunes Path to Sunrise Beach

(Below from March 9, 2006)
*ALL THAT IS
IS ALL THAT YOU ARE
OR EVER COULD BE
AS THERE IS NO LONGER A YOU…

ONLY THE NOT.

HUSH OF NOT SUFFICES.
I AM THAT
I AM NOT THAT
THERE IS NO I
NOR THAT
NOR NOT

REMEMBRANCE OF HUSH OF NOT
AS PORTAL TO PRIMAL REPOSE ABSOLUTE**
ew
Thursday, March 09, 2006
4:30 AM
Neverborn Series
March 2006
Harbour Island
ew

Search this in dmm Word Documents: HUSH OF NOT Mar 06 2 col
**See Read More below Afternoon Photos
for Original Writing of HUSH OF NOT
(1988 approx
Cable Beach
Nassau Bahamas)
+
HUSH OF NOT
PRIMAL REPOSE
in Categories -
right hand column on each OceanSpeak page

PRIMAL REPOSE

There is only one state.
When corrupted and tainted by self-identification,
it is known as an individual.
When merely tinted by the sense of presence,
of animated consciousness,
it is the impersonal witnessing.
When it remains in its pristine purity,
untainted and untinted in primal repose,
it is
the Absolute.

A Net of Jewels
July 9
Ramesh Balsekar

Life has forced me to Remember the
Primordial “I AM”.
dmm - 1989

Subtle Truth - Lao Tzu

Why scurry about looking for the truth?
It vibrates in every thing and every not-thing,
right off the tip of your nose. Can you be still and see it
in the mountain? the pine tree? yourself?

Don't imagine that you'll discover it by accumulating
more knowledge. Knowledge creates doubt, and doubt
makes you ravenous for more knowledge.
You can't get full eating this way.

AFTERNOON -
too rainy for afternoon beach..
..photos below from Archives June 6, 2016

continuing with: Subtle Truth - Lao Tzu

The wise person dines on something more subtle:
He eats the understanding that the named was born from the unnamed,
that all being flows from non-being, that the describable world
emanates from an indescribable source. He finds this subtle truth
inside his own self...

So who can be still and watch the chess game of the world?
The foolish are always making impulsive moves,
but the wise know that victory and defeat are decided by something
more subtle. They see that something perfect exists before any
move is made.

This subtle perfection deteriorates when
artificial actions are taken,
so be content not to disturb the peace.
Remain quiet.

Discover the harmony in your own being.
Embrace it.
If you can do this, you will gain everything,
and the world will become healthy again.

Lao Tzu
via - The Beauty We Love

https://mysticmeandering.blogspot.com/2019/06/subtle-truth-lao-tzu.html?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=Feed%3A+MysticMeandering+%28Mystic+Meandering%29

See Read More Below
More Re: "HUSH OF NOT"
+
at the very end:
The Original "HUSH OF NOT"
from
Evil's Tender Kiss
ew
privately published

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UNTHINKABLE UNWORDABLE June 11, 2019 "...soul issuing forth Truth knows because it is Truth."

6/11/2019

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WHATEVER IS
JUST IS
∞
IMPECCABLE ISNESS CLARITY
VIA
PURE ORIGINAL-SILENCE CORE
IN/OF/AS ALL ASPECTS OF BEING
(AND/OR WHAT SOME NAME ‘NON-BEING’, NO-SELF etc etc)
∞
AH!
IT IS
SIMPLY
THE UNTHINKABLE
UNWORDABLE
AS
TRUTH OF BEING
PREVAILS
∞
ew
5:43 AM-6/11/19

BE STILL AND KNOW
THAT I AM GOD
Psalm 46:10*
************
LISTEN
OR
THY TONGUE WILL KEEP THEE DEAF
Native American Proverb

*https://guidedchristianmeditation.com/181/meditation/be-still-and-know-that-i-am-god-the-meaning-of-be-still-will-surprise-you/

From
GOD I AM
Peter O. Erbe
Chapter 6 – SELF-RELIANCE

If approached by Truth,
the sneer of the altered Ego is only too familiar,
because it perceives Truth as the threat,
and not itself.

Such a Self tends to give way to lowly doubt,
by asking True Perception:
‘How do you know?
Where do you know it from?’

It would be the same as walking in the rain and being wet,
the question being asked:
‘How come you know you are wet?’
We know we are wet because we are wet,
it is as simple as that.
The soul issuing forth Truth knows because it is Truth.

If we only cared to slow down,
lift our eyes but for a moment from our daily busy-ness
or find stillness in the silent thunder of a sunrise
and dared to look within,
we would find something so precious
against which all things pale into nothingness.

If we braved ourselves to look where we constantly look from,
we would discover that we are really much wiser than we think.

If two or three gather to communicate and thoughts
should ascend from the personal to the impersonal,
that is from the material to the things of the Spirit,
then greatness is born.

Then the I AM gushes forth its truth and we are surprised
at the wealth of knowing we carry in the depths of our heart.
Then the intellect is by-passed,
and communication occurs along the golden thread
which runs through all men
– simpleton and genius alike –
and that is the heart.

It is here and not in intellect where virtue resides.
It is here where Spirit dwells,
and Spirit is wild and free,
it cannot be tamed by creeds, dogmas and concepts,
it cannot feed on dollars
or the things dollars can buy,
but on greater thought
which lifts the Soul above
the petty bickerings
of the marketplace.

If men communicate thus,
they become conscious of their unity,
then it matters not who utters words of Truth,
for they know it is the property of all,
it is the nectar of the Soul.

It is eternal,
and Man’s treasured progress
becomes as fugitive dust
in the light of the Soul.

This is true sustenance,
and lifts a man beyond his private Self,
transmutes him into the knowing of his essence,
his God-SELF,
thus each of such men shall part
a greater man than when he came.

According to his truth shall a man avail.
Such a one need not conform
-he owns his truth-
he finds true security in his Being,
and that is God.

God I Am
Peter O. Erbe
Chapter 6 – SELF-RELIANCE
(page 214)

AFTERNOON

Strolling thru yard to Afternoon Beach,
eyes were gazing at grass when suddenly a shadow darted right in front on my feet...
.....first Sense was of a butterfly...
...then INSTANTLY Knew it must be the "pet" hummingbird....
just as that Realization Happened
i looked up from grass to the aloe plant this bird takes to....
...and the bird was flying directly towards and very close to my face...
... back from the plant at my eye level....
....as though to make sure i NOTICED her!
It seemed the very instant I noticed her,
she then zoomed back to plant and stayed for the longest..
...going about her usual Dance with Creation....
(and also)...as though Cavorting for the camera...
....see the entire series in Read More Below Afternoon Photos...

Read More Below
All Hummingbird Photos
Quote from Peter O. Erbe
God I Am

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PEARL OF GREAT PRICE "You go silent, unchoosing,..." "The path of heaven is absolutely empty." MILESTONE June 10, 2019

6/10/2019

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NO LONGER A NEED TO UNDERSTAND
HOW OR WHY…
=
ALIGNED WITH AKASHA TAO CORE
ALL IS REVEALED
BEYOND WORDS & THOUGHTS*
&
REMAINS SO
=
THE PEARL OF GREAT PRICE**

WITHOUT MAN-MADE BELIEFS & ISMS***
THOSE WHO ARE OF SIMILAR ATTRAIT
RECOGNIZE ONE ANOTHER****

ew
3:58 AM-6/10/19
*http://www.angelfire.com/in4/alchemy2084/keys.html
* https://www.sannyas.wiki/index.php?title=Hsin_Hsin_Ming:_The_Book_of_Nothing
* http://www.oshorajneesh.com/download/osho-books/zen/Hsin_Hsin_Ming_The_Book_of_Nothing.pdf
*See Category in right hand column of an Oceanspeak page for Hsin Hsin Book of Nothing
**https://www.ramtha.com/content/pdf/teachings/AlreadyDead.pdf
***https://www.amazon.ca/Future-Memory-P-M-H-Atwater/dp/1571746889
http://pmhatwater.hypermart.net/

****"Our Spirits Know Truth & Know each other."
Alycia V (also see this quote below)

And all along you may think that you are really alive.
Maybe you are just dead, reliving a moment in the light.
Don’t you give me that business that,
oh, that is not real.
It is more real than you think this place is.
— Ramtha
https://www.ramtha.com/content/pdf/teachings/AlreadyDead.pdf

When the dark clouds lay thick
before you and the wind has
lifted your hair and taken it
someplace wild, do nothing.
Be no one known.

What has happened is moving
on to new horizons. What remains
are the desires withstood and
all the unfinishedness that will
see you through to the next day.

When Dark Clouds -
Jamie K. Reaser

copyright/ Jamie K. Reaser
From "Truth and Beauty"
https://mysticmeandering.blogspot.com/2019/06/when-dark-clouds-jamie-k-reaser.html?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=Feed%3A+MysticMeandering+%28Mystic+Meandering%29

The hurt you embrace becomes joy...
Rumi
https://mysticmeandering.blogspot.com/2019/06/when-dark-clouds-jamie-k-reaser.html?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=Feed%3A+MysticMeandering+%28Mystic+Meandering%29

IF YOU WISH TO SEE THE TRUTH,
THEN HOLD NO OPINION FOR OR AGAINST.
Move without opinion.
Move naked, with no clothes, with no opinions about truth,
because truth abhors all opinions.
Drop all your philosophies, theories, doctrines, scriptures!
Drop all rubbish!

You go silent, unchoosing, your eyes just ready to see what is,
not in any way hoping to see some of your wishes fulfilled.
Don’t carry wishes.
It is said the path of hell is completely filled with wishes –
good wishes, hopes, dreams, rainbows, ideals.
The path of heaven is absolutely empty.
OSHO
http://www.oshorajneesh.com/download/osho-books/zen/Hsin_Hsin_Ming_The_Book_of_Nothing.pdf page 15

****Our spirits know truth
and know each other.
Alycia V
H.I. Sunrise Beach
5/20&21 2019

AFTERNOON

WHEN LOVE AND HATE ARE BOTH ABSENT...
When you have no preferences...
when all ’for’ and ’against’ attitudes are absent,
both love and hate are absent,
you neither like something nor dislike something,
you simply allow everything to happen...
... EVERYTHING BECOMES CLEAR AND UNDISGUISED.

MAKE THE SMALLEST DISTINCTION, HOWEVER,
AND HEAVEN AND EARTH ARE SET INFINITELY APART.
OSHO
http://www.oshorajneesh.com/download/osho-books/zen/Hsin_Hsin_Ming_The_Book_of_Nothing.pdf page 13

Go in and in…
Be the space
between the cells,

the vast,
resounding
silence in which
spirit dwells…

Be sugar dissolving
on the tongue of life.

Dive in and in…
as deep as you can dive.

Be infinite, ecstatic truth.
Be love conceived and born in union…

Be exactly what you seek,
the Beloved,
singing Yes,
tasting Yes,
embracing Yes
until there is only essence,

the All of Everything
expressing through you
as you…

Go in and in…
and turn away from
nothing
that you find…

Danna Faulds
From: Go In and In
2002
https://mysticmeandering.blogspot.com/2012/09/go-in-and-in-be-thespace-between-two.html

Be what you Know
without words

If you can Hear
you already Know
and
words no longer exist

Speechless Words and Wordless
Speech Suffice

Excerpts from
GODSEED: The Alchemy of Primordial Memory
"Language of the Neverborn"
Dorothea M. Mills/elizabeth walker

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AM SMILED-AM BREATHED "... signature of the eternal." "...free from time and space, from birth and death." Afterlife Milestone June 9, 2019

6/9/2019

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∞
**************
I SMILE
<
AM SMILED

***************

I BREATHE
<
AM BREATHED
***************
∞

ALL SENSE OF PERSONAL VOLITION
LONG AGO DISAPPEARED
BUT NOW IS EVEN MORE SO

SO THOROUGH IS THIS
<
ALL WORDS, THOUGHTS & VOLITIONS
JUST TO FIT IN WITH OTHERS
<
HEAVY, INTRUSIVE VEILS
DISTORTING SOUL’S OVERFLOW
LEADING TO
GERMS OF GREAT DECEIT….

BUT HARK! AND GREAT RELIEF!
THIS “SNAKE IS ONLY A STICK”
<
UNFETTERED TOTAL RELIEF
FOR TRUTH OF BEING
WHEN ONLY:
THIS VAST SILENCE IS REAL…
=
ALL THAT IS=AM SMILED*
GOD AM SMILED
ew
4:31 AM-6/9/19
*GOD I AM – Peter Erbe
*https://www.ramtha.com/content/pdf/teachings/AlreadyDead.pdf

*https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-youthanasia-sanctarii/enoch-translates-divine-being-is-our-being-the-ultimate-alchemy-june-8-2019

Also see Wall of Mystery Category in right hand column of this page

After… and as the above flows thru fingers…
a cascade of gentle memories Arise to/thru consciousness
from lifetime(s) of so many clues
re: the above “condition”
(of "Afterlife" Consciousness
as Truth of Being)
that have happened since earliest earthly memory
this lifetime and before/after.
ONLY THIS VAST SILENCE IS REAL…

...PS: the below quote from John O'Donohue was read immediately AFTER this morning's Whisper Worded
...Synchronicities are NOW more and more a Way of Life...

When you forget or repress the truth and depth
of your invisible belonging
and decide to belong
to some system, person, or project,
you short-circuit your longing
and squander your identity.

To have true integrity, poise, and courage
is to be attuned to
the silent and invisible nature within you.

Real maturity is the integrity
of inhabiting that "immortal longing"
that always calls you to new horizons.

Your true longing is to belong
to the eternal that echoes continually
in everything that happens to you.

Real power has nothing to do with
force, control, status, or money.

Real power is the persistent courage
to be at ease with the unsolved and the unfinished.

To be able to recognize,
in the scattered graffiti of your desires,
the signature of the eternal.
~John O'Donohue
https://makebelieveboutique.com/2019/06/09/29748/

AFTERNOON

All methods bind.
Those who are free
Hold to no system,
No regimen.
Wu Hsin

Until one becomes clear about
The true source of happiness
All looking for it is folly.
Wu Hsin

To be natural
Requires no learning
Wu Hsin

What has changed in Yolande is not what she sees.
Yolande still sees the contents of the world
just like any other individual
holding on to their belief of being a person.

What has changed in Yolande is her point of view.
Her look is no longer focused through her physical eyes
or through the limited sense perception
based on fear of pain and search for pleasure.

Yolande looks out from eternity,
free from time and space,
from birth and death.
http://yolandeduran.com/en/silence-heals-excerpt-chapter-2/

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ENOCH TRANSLATES "...divine Being, is our being,..." "... the ultimate alchemy:..." June 8, 2019

6/8/2019

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OVERWHELMENT
<
ENOCH-TRANSLATES*
<
TOTALLY BLANK INNER/OUTER CANVAS
FOR BEAUTIFICATION
CREATIVE CAVORTING
WITH ALL THAT IS
=
ALPHA-OMEGA OUROBOROS MOVEMENT
INCLUDING
CENTERPOINT’S
TAO CORE
ABSOLUTE SILENCE/STILLNESS
&
MIRIAM’S
“EFFULGENT NOTHINGNESS”**
ew
5:07 AM-6/8/19

*And Enoch walked with God—and he was not; for God took him.
Genesis 5:24
https://www.gracegems.org/25/Enoch.htm

**https://echoesfromemptiness.com/2018/08/30/how-a-few-moments-of-empty-mind-spiked-with-questions-of-the-unanswerable-kind-can-deliver-you-to-your-effulgent-nothingness/

(also see OceanSpeak Category…Bernadette Roberts)

.....these days I find myself returning
to the simple unadorned exhalation of breath from the silent mind.

No intention, no commentary, no design.
Just this breath.
Breath returns me to Life.

miriam louisa (simons)
https://wonderingmindstudio.com/breath/

More from miriam louisa

Many wise philosophers, poets and teachers
have alerted us to the crucial importance
of taking the descent into the unknown depths of the psyche.

The unapologetic baring of all that arises
– free of analysis and explanation –
turns out to be the ultimate alchemy:
The healing,
the return to the whole.

We are not here to flee sadness and unhappiness
but to welcome them whole-heartedly
as part of our living experience
of an inescapable immensity
that unfailingly shows up as
this, here, now.

Whenever sadness visits, I cherish these lines by Hafiz.
(below)
What a treasure of a poem!
The perfect antidote to mind’s default denial of one’s immediate felt experience,
the slick side-stepping into the God zone,
where all is light and great happiness …
and one is experiencing only half a life.

Hafiz knows that Wholeness can’t be whole
without including everything.

Hafiz:
I think I just want to be sad today, the way many
are in this world. True, God rides in my pocket,
as He does in yours.

Yes, I could lift Him out and look upon various
realms of light and know great happiness.
Maybe I will do that tomorrow.

The ocean has moods.
Have you not seen how its
colour can change,
and the waves’ force and heights
can differ?
Feast Here

miriam louisa
https://thisunlitlight.com/2019/06/07/the-important-thing-is-the-tear-falling-down-your-cheek/?c=7307#comment-7307

There is one way of breathing
that is shameful and constricted.
Then, there’s another way:
a breath of love
that takes you all the way to infinity.
– Rumi

shared by miriam louisa here:
https://wonderingmindstudio.com/2012/06/02/california-breathing/

AFTERNOON

The Daily Lesson – June 7, 2019

The truth is that God, divine Life, is our life.
God, immortal Soul, is our Soul. God, divine Being, is our being,
and even our body is the temple of God.

This is the truth that makes us free.
It is not praying to God to do something;
it is not seeking a God-power:
it is knowing the truth,
and this knowing of the truth is spiritual power.

It sets us free from
the continuous struggle and striving to do something,
be something, or accomplish something.
It sets our minds free to rest,
to be still,
and to know that we are one with the eternal,
infinite omnipotent,
omnipresent,
and omniscient God.
~Joel S Goldsmith
A PARENTHESIS IN ETERNITY

I Corinthians 6:19 (KJV)
19 …know ye not that your body is the temple of the Holy Ghost which is in you, which ye have of God, and ye are not your own?
John 8:32 (KJV)
32 And ye shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free.
Psalms 46:10 (KJV)
10 Be still, and know that I am God:

Sometimes we say too much and Feel too little.
Be still and Know……
~Al Denninger
www.iwso.org/thedailylesson.htm

Spontaneous, true action happens naturally
when there is no "you"*
checking whether the action conforms to your own idea of what's best for you.
*(Enoch Translated)

Human beings have no independent
or autonomous existence
whether they accept the fact or not.

And whether they like it or not,
they are being helplessly lived
within the vast totality of an
imponderably intricate creation over which
they have absolutely no control.

Ramesh S. Balsekar
The Net of Jewels
June 4
also shared here:
OceanSpeak 6/4/18
LIFE BEYOND BELIEF
https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-youthanasia-sanctarii/life-beyond-belief-he-couldnt-hear-the-stars-singing-june-4-2018

See Read More Below
Additional Synchronicities with prior OceanSpeaks
More Afternoon Photos from today

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BEYOND THE TELLING INCREASING POSSESSION 6/7/19 "All I have is a voice..." "...by some wild grace."

6/7/2019

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FROM A PLACE BEYOND THE TELLING
LIFE IN FORM IS DYING/BIRTHING
IN THE ALWAYS NOW ETERNAL MOMENT
<
INCREASING POSSESSION OF ORIGINAL CORE BEING
AS ALL
JUST IS
AH! THE PRISTINE PRIMORDIAL SIMPLICITY OF IT ALL
SUCH A ONE IS ONLY SMILED* AND WEPT**
ew
5:15 AM-6/7/19

*Only AFTER the last of the above Flew thru Fingers
did the below "SMILED" Surface Instantly to Consciousness…
in Archive Quote File at least for 30 years…
See Read More below Afternoon Photos for full version..
∞
below in this font the main
Teaching Tale
<
Remembrance Tale

**AFTER SUNRISE WE FIND A FOREVER FRIEND
miriam louisa with a new sharing...then added "AND WEPT" to above Whisper
See part of her sharing (plus the link for) full offering below in this font

SMILED

There is a well known Eastern legend
giving the idea of a soul who had found truth.
There was a wall of laughter and of smiles.
This wall existed for ages and many tried to climb it, but few succeeded.

Those who had climbed upon it saw something beyond,
and so interested were they that they smiled,
climbed over the wall and never returned.

The people of the town began to wonder
what magic could there be and what attraction,
that whoever climbed over the wall never returned.
So they called it the wall of mystery.

Then they said,
'We must make an enquiry and send someone
who can reach the top,
but we must tie him with a rope to hold him back.'

When the man they had thus sent reached the top of the wall,
he smiled and tried to jump over it,
but they pulled him back.
Still he smiled, and when the people eagerly asked,
'what did you see there?'
He did not answer, he only smiled.

This is the condition of the seer.
The man who in the shrine of his heart has seen the vision of God,
the one who has the realization of truth,
can only smile,
for words can never really explain what truth means.

Hazrat Inayat Khan
http://wahiduddin.net/mv2/VIII/VIII_2_7.htm

the important thing is the tear falling down your cheek
miriam louisa

THERE'S NO TIME LIKE THE PRESENT TO HAVE A GOOD CRY

When the courage (le cœur: heart, French) to sit still and see what might bubble up from the heart’s cauldron finds us –
and finds us innocent of any agenda to analyse,
to fix or flee, tears will most assuredly flow.

I was already ancient when, by some wild grace,
courage found me and guided me into my body’s dark knowledge.
(I wrote about it in this post
at my ‘echoes from emptiness’ blog –
following fear into the star-stuff of my cells).
(https://echoesfromemptiness.com/2017/10/30/following-fear-into-the-star-stuff-of-my-cells/)

In my cocksure ignorance I assumed
it would all be done and dusted within a modest time-frame.

Three years later the tears are still falling,
the heart is still cracking, crumbling, awash in tenderness,
trembling with bliss.

(Yes, bliss – I had no idea that bliss
is simply the opening of the heart.)

Yet now the tears arise from a depth beyond the personal,
from a well of sorrow that’s ownerless.

Personally I don’t feel the need for notions of karma and reincarnation,
but my lived experience shows me
that whatever is happening here
is dynamically all-inclusive
and interpenetrating across time and space.

No separation can be found.
The tears belong to all of us because there is only one of us.

by miriam louisa
Excerpt from:
https://thisunlitlight.com/2019/06/07/the-important-thing-is-the-tear-falling-down-your-cheek/#comment-7307

More from miriam louisa

WHAT I LOVE:
Making things.
Marveling at the way the stepping stones
form under my feet when I’m walking the via creativa
without fear of the unknown.

The joy of watching students awaken to their authenticity,
both in visual language and in the big artwork of Life.
And last but not least – the unknowable Bright,
the silence behind everything thought, experienced or created.

In another age I might have been called a mystic,
but I’m much too greedy for Life to be a true contemplative.

Everything I hunger for is right here under my nose,
in the everyday moment-by-moment miracle of Creation.
Not even under my nose –
it’s inseparable from this matrix called ‘me’.

To give that immensity expression in a way that beckons,
touches and embraces viewers
with an ineffable yet tangible blessing –
that’s what really interests me.

– Miriam Louisa Simons, 2016
Excerpt from:
https://wonderingmindstudio.com/home/

6:39 AM Leaving Sunrise Beach...closer view of Bird that apparently Knows & Reminds......

AFTERNOON
Too rainy for beach this afternoon
All Photos below from June 7, 2017

All I have is a voice
To undo the folded lie,
The romantic lie in the brain
Of the sensual man-in-the-street
And the lie of Authority
Whose buildings grope the sky:
There is no such thing as the State
And no one exists alone;
Hunger allows no choice
To the citizen or the police;
We must love one another or die.

W.H. Auden’s poem “September 1, 1939,”
Shared here:
https://poets.org/poem/september-1-1939?mc_cid=c0efc24484&mc_eid=bc3afd75c6

O, friend! Nobody veils you, but yourself.
In your path there is no thorn or weed, but yourself.
You asked: shall I reach the Beloved or not?
Between you and the Beloved
there is nobody,
but yourself.
Awhadoddin Kermani
https://wahiduddin.net/

...Peace Be Still....
Mark 4:39 KJV

Read More Below
More re: Hazrat's comments re: "SMILED"
and More...!

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NO-SELF IMMORTALITY "...the memory of God,..." June 6, 2019

6/6/2019

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ONLY
ORIGINAL SILENCE BEFORE SOUND*
KEEPS
A TRANSPARENT CONDUIT CLEAR…
THE EFFORTLESS EASE OF NO-SELF** IMMORTALITY
ew***
3:29 AM-6/6/19

*Tara Singh
**Bernadette Roberts
***https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-youthanasia-sanctarii/silence-of-all-that-is-the-wild-ones-moments-of-grace-january-22-2018
(the above OceanSpeak came up in Google Search this morning
for More from: Tara Singh)

I think the most essential thing in one's life is silence.
What is silence?
We think if we are quiet, we are silent.
But we must come to silence without desire and wanting,
otherwise we are not silent.
~ Tara Singh
The Voice That Precedes Thought
https://www.josephplan.org/bio_TaraSingh.html

Touched by the memory
of God,
we are here
to change the destiny of stars.

The memory of God
is an impeccable space
intact within each one
guarded by His Grace.

The remembrance is not verbal.
It is a Presence.
You attain it not through learning.

Every time you love another
it is in remembrance of God.
When you are transformed
the whole world is affected.

Once your eyes are open
you see the perfection in everything.
You are never part of
the idiosyncracies of another person,
for you do not relate at that level.
You relate from a state of love
in which both become one.

Do not ever underestimate yourself
- that is a denial of your glory.
Nothing exists in this universe
that is not to serve you.

All the benedictions of Heaven
are upon the person
who wants to discover the perfection
within himself.

“Touched By The Memory of God”
-Tara Singh
https://www.josephplan.org/articles/article/3120445/46563.htm

AFTERNOON

All Quotes below in this color font are from
https://www.josephplan.org/quotes.html

Love is the only thing which will give an answer to all our problems..
Be alone, sometimes,
and if you are lucky it might come to you,
on a falling leaf,
or from that distant solitary tree
in an empty field.
Jiddu Krishnamurti

My secret is simple. I pray.
Mother Teresa

Sitting quietly, doing nothing.
Spring comes, and the grass grows by itself.
Zen poem

The teachers of God have trust in the world,
because they have learned
it is not governed by the laws the world made up.

It is governed by a Power That is in them but not of them.
It is this Power That keeps all things safe.
A Course In Miracles

Let us have faith that right makes might, and in that faith, let us, to the end, dare to do our duty.
Let us strive to deserve...the continued care of Divine Providence,
trusting that, in future national emergencies,
He will not fail to provide us the instruments of safety and security.
Destroy that spirit,
and you have planted the seeds of despotism
around your own doors.
Abraham Lincoln

The man who never looks into a newspaper is better informed
than he who reads them,
inasmuch as he who knows nothing
is nearer the truth than he whose mind is filled
with falsehoods and errors.
Thomas Jefferson

Peace of the world lies not in inventions but in men’s hearts and men’s souls...
to sustain life, we need less rather than more;
to protect life, we need courage and integrity,
not weapons, not coalitions.
Henry David Thoreau

There are different kinds of poverty.
In India some people live and die in hunger.
There, even a handful of rice is precious.

“But in the West you have another kind of poverty, spiritual poverty.
This is far worse....

You have the poverty of people who are dissatisfied with what they have,
who do not know how to suffer, who give in to despair.
This poverty of heart is often more difficult to relieve and to defeat.
In the West you have many more broken homes,
neglected children, and divorce on a huge scale.
Mother Theresa

Love is not love if it can be turned to hate.
Real relationship is not affected
by one person’s agreeing or disagreeing with another.
It is a space beyond likes and dislikes,
beyond good and bad,
where everything is reconciled and seen in a new light.
Tara Singh

All Quotes above in this font are from
https://www.josephplan.org/quotes.html

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Sufi wordings re: Breathing, Speaking and "muni" SILENCE

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