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ORIGINAL SOURCE EMPOWERMENT February 24, 2018 "...primordially pure nature..." "... Wisdom of the Voidness..."

2/24/2018

Note: Will be off-island beginning February 25th...returning in about 6 weeks .....

PURE AWARENESS
IN/OF/AS
AKASHA CORE
PERCEIVES NO EVIL
<
A ROARING OCEAN WAVE THAT CAN DESTROY LIFE
JUST IS…
IN ALL ITS GLORY OF
ORIGINAL SOURCE EMPOWERMENT
PURITY OF BEING
ew
2:59 AM-2/24/18

As soon as one’s mind is known to be of the
Wisdom of the Voidness,
concepts like good and evil karma cease to exist.
Seek, therefore,
thine own Wisdom within thee.
It is the Vast Deep.
Guru Rinpoche

Unstained by objective clinging,
Unspoilt by the grasping mind,
Sustaining the naked and empty awareness
Is the wisdom mind of all the buddhas!
Guru Rinpoche

Empty cognizance of one taste,
suffused with knowing,
is your unmistaken nature,
the uncontrived original state.
when not altering what is,
allow it to be as it is,
and the awakened state is right now
spontaneously present.
Guru Rinpoche

You may speak like the Lion of Speech [Manjushri],
but unless you take to heart
the primordially pure nature
of resounding emptiness,
that will not prevent the ripening of karma.
So take to heart the
primordially pure nature
of
empty resounding!
Guru Rinpoche

If you want to know your past life,
look into your present condition;
if you want to know your future life,
look at your present actions.
Guru Rinpoche

AFTERNOON....

Once upon a time,
When women were birds,
There was the simple understanding
That to sing at dawn
And to sing at dusk
Was to heal the world through joy.
The birds still remember what we have forgotten,
That the world is meant to be celebrated.
-~Terry Tempest Williams
https://makebelieveboutique.com/2018/02/24/26975/

The very way you breathe, sit, stand, eat, walk, work –
everything can become yoga.
You can use any process of life
to transcend your limitations.
Sadhguru

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for
Additional Afternoon Photos

ORIGINAL WHISPERER'S SILENCE "Nothing is ever lost.." February 23, 2018

2/23/2018

THE RIVER OF GRACE
MOVES THRU MOUNTAINS….
FLOWS AROUND BOULDERS
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THE ORIGINAL WHISPERER’S SILENCE
ew
1:12 AM-2/23/18

Truth alone can succeed;
falsehood is a waste of time and loss of energy.
Bowl of Saki, February 23, by Hazrat Inayat Khan

Commentary by Pir-o-Murshid Inayat Khan:
Falsehood, whatever its apparent success, has its limitations and its end.
For at every step the false person will feel falseness;
and with every step a person takes towards falsehood,
he will feel his feet growing heavier and heavier
when he encounters the truth,
while those who walk towards the truth
will feel their feet becoming lighter
with every step they take.

from https://wahiduddin.net/mv2/X/X_4_2.htm

Truth is the divine element in man.
Truth is every soul's seeking.
Therefore as soon as the clouds of illusion are scattered,
that which man now begins to see is nothing
but the truth which has been there all the time.
He finds that the truth was never absent;
it was only covered by clouds of illusion.

By changing his own nature,
by making himself more truthful,
he disperses the clouds of falsehood within and without,
and begins to see life as it really is both inwardly and outwardly.
From this time onwards, the meaning of religion becomes clear.
One begins to understand what the great teachers have taught.
Then one becomes tolerant to the various religions.
Nothing seems strange any more.
Nothing surprises.
For now one begins to know the innermost nature of man;
one sees the cause behind every action.

~~~ "Supplementary papers, Philosophy V", by Hazrat Inayat Khan (unpublished)

People speak about truth and falsehood,
but once the mystic has reached the truth,
all is truth to him;
then everything is a phenomenon of truth,
a picture of truth
. For instance,
a person looking at a picture may distinguish light and shade,
but another instead of speaking of light and shade,
will say,
'This is a portrait of so and so,
it is a very good picture, exactly like him.'
Truth is like this;
and so to a mystic the whole of life
is a picture of the divine Beloved.
from https://wahiduddin.net/mv2/XI/XI_III_18.htm

The Celtic stories suggest
that time as the rhythm of soul
has an eternal dimension
where everything is gathered and minded.
Here nothing is lost.
This is a great consolation.
The Happenings in your life do not disappear.
Nothing is ever lost or forgotten.
Everything is stored within your soul in the temple of memory.
In a positive sense, aging becomes a time
for visiting the temple of your memory and integrating your life.
Integration is a vital part of coming home to yourself.
Camus said aptly that after one day in the world
you could spend the rest of your life in solitary confinement
and you would still have dimensions of that day’s experience
left to decipher.
Every human heart seeks meaning;
for it is in meaning that our deepest shelter lies.
Meaning is the sister of experience,
and to discern the meaning of what has happened to you
is one of the essential ways of finding your inner belonging
and discovering the sheltering presence of your soul.
~John O’Donohue
https://makebelieveboutique.com/2018/02/22/26965/

I have seen the light break through
to illuminate a small field
for a while and gone my way
and forgotten it. But that was the pearl
of great prize, the one field that had the treasure in it.
I realize now that I must give all that I have
to possess it.

Life is not hurrying
on to a receding future nor hankering after
an imagined past.
It is the turning aside like Moses
to the miracle of the lit bush.

To a brightness
that seems as transitory
as your youth once,
but is
the eternity that awaits you.

~R.S. Thomas
https://makebelieveboutique.com/2018/02/22/26965/

AFTERNOON...

AA Thought for the Day
www.AA-Alive.net
February 23, 2018
Prayer
Those of us who have come to make regular use of prayer would no more do without it than
we would refuse air, food, or sunshine. And for the same reason. When we refuse air,
light, or food, the body suffers. And when we turn away from meditation and prayer,
we likewise deprive our minds, our emotions, and our intuitions of vitally needed support.
As the body can fail its purpose for lack of nourishment, so can the soul.
- Twelve Steps & Twelve Traditions, p. 97

Thought to Ponder
Today I pray over the things that I used to drink over.

AA-related 'Alconym'
P R A Y E R = Praying Regularly Allows Your Everyday Recovery.

Above a few samples from a Roaring Mother Ocean
See More in Read More Below

SOULUTION PRESENT AS PRESENCE MILESTONE "Love is only now." "...allow your heart to break." "...love obliterates..." Feb. 22, 2018

2/22/2018

AWARENESS OF EACH MOMENT’S SOURCE/PRESENCE
=
TOTALITY OF SURRENDERED*
PRESENT AS PRESENCE
SOULUTION
ew
3:04 AM-2/22/18
*The overwhelming whirlings due to Quantum Awareness
HAVE to be at Oned with Source

NO CHOICE = CHOICELESS CHOICE
A Way beyond all gimmicks
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AWAY BEYOND ALL GIMMICKS
DISAPPEARING ALL WORDS & THOUGHTS
IT is More than all of this, but cannot be worded….
only lived
dmm/ew
3:12 AM-2/22/18

WHISPERS ARE
A WAY OF LIFE
WHEN THE WHISPERER IS ALL
=
ORIGINAL AKASHA CORE
ew/dmm
3:17 AM-2/22/18

************************
IN/OF/AS AKASHA CORE
IT MATTERS NOT WHAT ANYONE SAYS OR DOES
AS THERE IS ONLY ‘ONE’ THAT DOES THE SAYING/DOING
ew
3:23:45 AM-2/22/18

(Experience right now a Lightness of Being…
all is a SOULUTION as all of life
is a gentle deja vue
the observer/commentator has Disappeared)
ew/dmm
3:26 AM-2/22/18

Below in this Font from
It's okay to be shaky
Matt Licata

It’s okay to be shaky,
to not know anymore,
and to allow your heart to break.
To fall to the ground and bear witness
to the reality that life was never going to turn out
the way you thought it would.
It’s just too wild, too creative,
and too devastatingly magic for all that.

Rather than spin from the death as if it were a defeat,
with your breath as your guide, travel inside.
There are jewels hidden there, filled with meaning,
with pure feeling, and with relentless
outrageousness of love
as it erupts into the world
of time and space.

You will never find your life’s purpose by way of a frantic,
urgent, exhausting search.
Your life’s purpose is to live.
Fully.
To participate, to take a risk,
to slow down and see the signs,
to commune with the colors,
the songs of the birds,
and to listen to
the intelligence of the stars.

The forms that love take
are by nature arising and dissolving
in each moment,
for this is the way of form.
But love itself is that which never comes and goes.
You never know what form love will choose to take in the future,
for there is no love in the future.

Love is only now.
You will never be able to resolve or pin down
the movement of love as it is infinitely creative
and at all times unfolding
into greater wholeness.

If you become too fused with a specific form
you believe you need love to take,
your heart will inevitably break
when love obliterates that form
for something new,
which it always will.

This shattering is the great gift of form.
This dissolving and reorganization
is a special kind of grace
that the mind cannot know.
But the heart knows.
The body knows.

Before you seek to “heal”
your heartbreak via spiritual process,
turn to your heart and ask
if it truly wishes to be mended.
For this breaking is sacred,
sent here so that new forms may emerge.

Be grateful for the forms of love while they appear,
but allow them their own journey
of death and rebirth.
Seek refuge not in love’s forms,
but in the field of love itself,
that which never comes and goes.
For this is what you are.

Today may not be the day where answers will come,
but to let your heart break open
to the vastness of the question.
Matt Licata
http://alovinghealingspace.blogspot.com/2018/02/its-okay-to-be-shaky.html

AFTERNOON...

Heartbreak asks us not to look for an alternative path,
because there is no alternative path.
It is a deeper introduction to what we love and have loved,
an inescapable and often beautiful question,
something or someone who has been with us all along,
asking us to be ready for the last letting go.
~David Whyte
Excerpt from:
https://makebelieveboutique.com/2018/02/21/26960/

Authenticity, and thus beauty,
includes brokenness and darkness and death.
In moments of darkness and uncertainty,
we encounter the depths of our desire that life go on.
And paradoxically, it opens us up to gratitude for this moment-
our chance to breathe the air,
feel our heart beating,
look into the eyes of another being.

In times like that,
what’s trivial or tawdry gets stripped away.
And the stark grandeur appears.
A grandeur that reaches down into the hearts.
It’s not surprising that in every spiritual tradition
there is somewhere near the center of that practice,
that recollection that ah,
yes,
death is at my side and
death can give me back this moment.

The awareness of death is full of astonishing freshness.
Pristine clarity.
It strips way the trivial.
And it is a choice open to the rest of us.
An awareness of death offers a profound richness.
~Joanna Macy
https://makebelieveboutique.com/2018/02/21/26960/

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for many additional
afternoon photos

SILENCE...BIRTHS ALL THAT IS "...unfettered being..." "...true, wild nature..." February 21, 2018

2/21/2018

6:44 AM did NOT see this boat until after this self-timer photo Happened

ALL THAT WE ARE AS ONE
SUFFICES
AS
ALL THAT IS...AH!
(ATIAH!
ew
THE FLESH BECOMES WORD
LANGUAGE
OF THE
NEVERBORN-NEVERDIE ONES
October 2003
Youthanasia Acres
Near Dublin, Indiana
(Random PIck from Archived Files
Read More at end of Afternoon Photos)

SILENCE AS
INSCRUTABLE HUMAN FORM
BIRTHS ALL THAT IS...
AH!
ew

NATURE'S PURE SILENT'S
SOUNDS
ARE AS BREASTMILK
TO THE NEVERBORN'S FORM
ew
Oct. 2003
(See Read More at end of Afternoon Photos)

Centering as simultaneity.
It comes close to the ear, to sound, everything at once.
It is a pulse. a plasticity.

As you go out, you come in,
you always come into center.
Because we are working in a center-centered world,
our maximum expansion and freedom
is our maximum self-containment.
Self-centeredness may be understood then
in the sense of balance.

We bring our self into a centering function,
which brings it into union with all other elements.
This is love.
This is destruction of ego,
in that its partialities are sacrificed to wholeness.

Then the miracle happens:
When on center, the self feels different:
one feels warm, on rayonne, in touch,
the power of life
a substance like an air in which one lives
and has one's being with all other things,
drinking it in and giving it off,
at the same time quiet
and
at rest within it.
~M.C. Richards
https://makebelieveboutique.com/2018/02/20/26956/

Light comes and goes.
Darkness is always – it is the basis of existence.
Sadhguru
More re: this quote + Akashic, Original Core Being:
http://isha.sadhguru.org/blog/sadhguru/masters-words/akash-the-womb-of-creation/

AFTERNOON......

...unfettered being does not resemble
the fearful vision of untamed desire run amok.
Rather, our true, wild nature
is the fundamental unity
of our mind, heart, and body
Judith Blackstone
Full Sharing here:
https://makebelieveboutique.com/2013/01/28/4963/

Read More Below
Additional Random Pick Whispers
Milestone Note
Photos

GREATER LIFE IN DEATH "...our one, wild heart." "...one ensouled form..." February 20, 2018

2/20/2018

DEATH OF THE ALREADY DEAD
INCLUDES
ALL MISSIONARY** ASPECTS OF CONSCIOUSNESS
<
THERE IS GREATER LIFE IN DEATH
<
LIFE & DEATH ARE ONE
BUT WE NEVER CONFUSE THE TWO*
ew
1:29 AM-2/20/18
*similar to this quote found 1987
“Good & evil are one
but we never confuse the two.”
The Serpent & The Rainbow
Wade Davis
∞
**from Warrior's Way-Robert S. de Ropp
See Read More for full quote
below Afternoon Photos

Perhaps the purpose of our life is to fully live,
finally, to touch each here and now moment
with our presence and with the gift
of
our one, wild heart.

And to do whatever we can to help others,
to hold them when they are hurting,
to listen carefully to their stories
and the ways they are attempting to make sense
of a world that has gone a bit mad.

To speak kind words and not forget the erupting miracle
of the other as it appears in front of us.
Perhaps this is the most radical gift that we can all give.
Matt Licata
Full article here:
http://alovinghealingspace.blogspot.com/2018/02/how-well-did-i-love.html

The important thing is not
that the heart is an intricate pump
or even that it creates electromagnetic fields
that other people can feel
or through which we can communicate.

The important thing is that we exist,
immersed in living fields of communication,
all of which are imbued with meaning,
generated by intelligent life forms,
and flow from and to us
from the moment the cells of our bodies self-organize
into the unique identities that we know as ourselves.

We feel the touch of the world upon us,
and those millions of unique touches
hold within them specific meanings,
sent to us from the heart of the world
and from the heart of the living beings
with which we inhabit this world.

We are one organism among many,
one ensouled form among a multitude.
~Stephen Harrod Buhner
https://makebelieveboutique.com/2018/02/19/26952/

AFTERNOON...

Excerpt from Warrior's Way
See Read More at end/below for full quote
That was it.
By playing the guru, I had squeezed out of shape
the people with whom I had come in contact.
I had also squeezed myself out of shape
by trying to play a role
not in accord with my essence.

The Missionary,
that babbling fool,
had betrayed me.

Well, I had learned a lesson and would not forget it.

In the future,
NO MORE TALK.
Live by the rule of the dervish:
Don’t volunteer information about the Way,
but be willing to answer honest questions.

What are honest questions?
Honest questions contain the seeds of their own answers
and above that the questioners have tried
to solve the problems themselves.

Dishonest questions show that the questioners
are trying to get something for nothing,
making conversation, indulging in idle curiosity,
or showing off.
Those liable to ask questions about the Way
generally want someone else to do their thinking for them.
The rest just don’t care.

So the dervish can continue on his way in solitude,
unimpeded by either companions or possessions.

Synchronicity is not random noise.
It is the whisper of your soul.
Lori Lothian

See Read More Below
for full Warrior's Way quote
and additional photos

BREATH OF ORIGINAL BEING February 19, 2018 “an unwounded hand can handle poison.”

2/19/2018

6:39 AM Note: Heart Shape above silhouette head

ORIGINAL BEING
AKASHA CORE
AS INDICATED BY BREATHER’S BREATH
REMOVES ALL PRIOR REQUIREMENTS
OF
PRETENSE
∞
PRETENSE WAS UTILIZED
TO DEVELOP MISSIONARY PERSONAL COMPASSION
(IE POLARIZATIONS' PURE HELL ON EARTH)
NOW THERE IS ONLY A TRANSPARENT CONDUIT
THE SILENCE BEFORE SOUND
<
THE IMPERSONAL LIFE
THE EMBRYONIC TAO BREATH*
OF
ORIGIN
AKASHA-TAO CORE
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4:01 AM-2/19/18
*https://spiritualpaths.net/the-breath-of-tao-by-kenneth-cohen/
*https://www.thoughtco.com/tai-hsi-taoist-embryonic-breathing-3182942
*http://www.fightingarts.com/reading/article.php?id=571

(dmm/ew Understood/Was/is this Way of Breath before ever reading any words re: this)

(dmm/ew did NOT consciously remember, as above Whisper Worded,
that an OSHO chapter was bookmarked a few days ago to include on an OceanSpeak...
...only 'yesterday' did we put it close to computer to remember to include it today.
....ONLY after the above Whisper Happened, did we re-open to
marked page and only THEN consciously remembered it's content..
in Honour of this Synchronicity,
the entire chapter is on Read More, below Afternoon Photos)

6:43 am

All quoted below in this color font
is the full sharing of:
OSHO
TRANSFORMATION TAROT
#50 Compassion
Jesus and The Money-changers

People come to me and they ask, “what is right and what is wrong?”
I say, “Awareness is right; unawareness is wrong.”
I don’t label actions as wrong and right.
I don’t say violence is wrong.
Sometimes violence can be right.
I don’t say love is right.
Sometimes love can be wrong.
Love can be for a wrong person,
love can be for a wrong purpose.
Somebody loves his country.
Now, this is wrong because nationalism is a curse.
Somebody loves his religion.
He can kill, he can murder, he can burn others’ temples.
Neither is love always right nor is anger always wrong.

Then what is right and what is wrong?
To me, awareness is right.
If you are angry with full awareness, even anger is right.
And if you are loving with unawareness ,
even love is not is right.
So let the quality of awareness be there in every act that you do,
in every thought that you think, in every dream that you dream.
Let the quality of awareness enter into your being more and more.
Become suffused with the quality of awareness.
Then whatsoever you do is virtue.
Then whatsoever you do is good.
Then whatsoever you do is a blessing to you
and to the world in which you live.
***********

Let me remind you of a situation that happened in Jesus’ life.
He took a whip and entered into the great temple of Jerusalem.
A whip in the hand of Jesus….?
This is what Buddha means when he says,
“an unwounded hand can handle poison.”
Yes, Jesus can handle a whip, no problem:
the whip cannot overpower him.
He remains alert,
his consciousness is such.

The great temple of Jerusalem had become a place of robbers.
There were money-changers inside the temple
and they were exploiting the whole country.
Jesus alone entered the temple and upturned their boards
–the boards of the money-changers –
threw their money around and created such turmoil
that the money-changers escaped outside the temple.
They were many and Jesus was alone,
but he was in such a fury,
in such a fire!

Now, this has been a problem for the Christians how to explain it?
–because their whole effort is to prove that Jesus is a dove,
a symbol of peace.
How can he take a whip n his hands?
How can he be so angry so enraged,
that he upturned the boards of the money-changers
and threw them outside the temple?
And he must have been afire;
otherwise, he was alone—he could have been caught hold of.
His energy must have been in a storm;
they could not face him.
The priests and the business people all escaped outside shouting,
“This man has gone mad!

Christians avoid this story.
There is no need to avoid it if you understand:
Jesus is so innocent!
He is not angry; it is his compassion.
He is not violent, he is not destructive; it is his love.
The whip in his hand is the whip in the hands of love, compassion.
A man of awareness acts out of his awareness,
hence there is no repentance; his action is total.
And one of the beauties of the total action is that it does not create karma;
it does not create anything;
it doesn’t leave any trace on you.
it is like writing on water:
you have not even finished…it is gone.
It is not even writing in sand,
because that may remain for a few hours if the wind does not come –
it is writing on water.

If you can be totally alert, then there is no problem.
You can handle poison;
then the poison will function as a medicine.
In the hands of the wise,
poison becomes medicine;
in the hands of the fools,
even medicine, even nectar,
is bound to become poison.
If you function out of innocence –
then you can never come to any harm,
because it leaves no trace.
You remain free of your actions.
You live totally and yet no action burdens you.
From:
OSHO
Compassion #50
TRANSFORMATION TAROT

AFTERNOON

To build a life around offering your gift requires an open heart,
which is scary in this world.
Living fully wide open means things aren’t ‘secure.’
Going naked requires we receive with open eyes
all the lessons that come down the pike,
even the sorrowful, painful ones,
with faith that each experience enriches our journeys
and expands us in some important way.
This path requires determination,
hard work,
and faith.

But I have experienced that ‘going naked’
acts as a beacon of light.
My essence,
no matter how hesitant or shy,
attracts to it those things that would nourish it.
Your essence revealed attracts experiences,
sensations, and people that re-inspire your lagging spirit
as you throw out yet another failed piece of work
or end a once vital relationship.

When we allow ourselves to shine in this way,
we are led
- slowly but surely-
to the heart of things,
to our gift.

I believe real living art,
in whatever form it takes,
is our essence revealed and expressed.
And, to me,
this act of courageously offering your essence
to the world regardless of the reception
is a powerful act of love that benefits others
….Ann O’Shaughnessy
https://makebelieveboutique.com/2013/03/12/5364/

even if you are a small forest
surviving off of moon alone.
your light is extraordinary.
-reminder
~Nayyirah Waheed
https://makebelieveboutique.com/2018/02/19/26952/

Read More Below
for today's
OSHO Quote
&
Additional Photos

...JOYFULLY BURIED WITH THE DEAD February 18, 2018 "...purify everything..."

2/18/2018

EFFORTLESS EASE ACTION
THRU WHAT CHOKES A SOUL
BE THAT!
DISAPPEARING TANGIBLE ENERGY OF DEAD
& OBVIOUSLY FALSE DREAMS...
THEY HAVE SERVED PURPOSE OF CARROTING THE DONKEY
THRU IMPOSSIBLE TIMES
OF
FINAL INITIATION
&
CAN NOW BE JOYFULLY BURIED WITH THE DEAD
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RELEASING FULL TRANSPARENCY
OF A
NEVERBORN/NEVERDIE ONE
ew
2:10 AM-2/18/18

Synchronicity:
All quotes for today arrive
and/or were read
just AFTER
the ew Morning Whisper Wrote

From Omraam
Sunday, February 18, 2018

You have not yet sufficiently experienced the powers of love.
Say, for example, you are worried, annoyed or unhappy;
well, instead of tormenting yourself
or going around complaining and bothering everyone,
stay still.

Begin by breathing deeply and send a thought with love,
then utter a word with love,
make a gesture lovingly,
and
you will begin to realize that what was
fermenting and rotting within you
is being pushed out and driven very far away.

By calling upon love you open up a spring within you
and once it has started to flow,
you must let it do its work
and it will
purify everything
in its path.

It is quite easy –
all you have to do is open up your heart and activate love.
But you must react straight away and
not wait until you are completely submerged
in a state of irritation or despondency.

Try it and you will wonder why
you have never used this method before.

People talk about love, sing about love,
laugh and play with love, and so on.
But we must now understand that true love
is the most effective means for finding salvation.
Omraam Mikhael Aivanhov
https://www.prosveta-usa.com/love-opens-a-spring-within-us_2018-02-18

As...I spent more time in the wilderness,
I began to feel that all creation shares a common skin.
The experience of interconnectedness,
however one might come to discover it,
changes how we perceive the world,
and thereby all our relations with the phenomenal world
become an expression of an extended self,
a self with no boundaries.
~Roshi Joan Halifax
https://makebelieveboutique.com/2018/02/17/26941/

AFTERNOON...

Do not say that I'll depart tomorrow
because even today I still arrive.
Look deeply; I arrive in every second
to be a bud on a spring branch,
to be a tiny bird, whose wings are still
fragile, learning to sing in my new nest,
to be a caterpillar in the heart of a flower,
to be a jewel hiding itself in a stone.

I still arrive, in order to laugh and to cry,
in order to fear and to hope,
the rhythm of my heart is the birth
and death of all that are alive.

~Thich Nhat Hanh
https://makebelieveboutique.com/2018/02/17/26941/

All following quotes in this color font are
a Random PIck predawn this morning
from Archived, Unpublished Wordings
Booklet Series:REVELATIONS-March 2002-June 2003
Revelations June 2, 2002
Youthanasia Acres
near Dublin, Indiana

Sunday, June 02, 2002
6:17 AM

“LET THE DEAD BURY THE DEAD”

NOTE WELL THE PAIN AND PARALYZATION
LIFTS IN THE INSTANT
YOUR THOUGHTS ARE REMOVED
FROM BEING YOUR THOUGHTS.
ONLY YOUR OWN THOUGHTS
GO TO HORIZONTAL SITUATIONS.

DIVINE THOUGHTS ARE BEYOND PAIN AND MISERY
DIVINE THOUGHTS HAVE NO SUCH CONCEPTS.

THE JOY OF EROS IS WITHIN
EVERY CELLULAR ORIGINAL MEMORY
BE AS A CHILD TO BE THE KINGDOM OF HEAVEN
IT IS YOUR MEMORY OF CONSCIOUSNESS AT CONCEPTION
WHICH MUST BE REMEMBERED AND LIVED

SIMPLE

ONLY CONSCIOUSNESS MATTERS

IF ANYTHING
IF ANYONE
BESIDES GOD ALONE WITHIN
DETERMINES CONSCIOUSNESS,
YOU WILL EXPERIENCE SEVERE MALADIES.
OBVIOUSLY, IN THE INSTANT.
****Note I

Note I

You should be an island to yourself, a refuge to yourself,
not dependent on any other but taking refuge in the truth
and none other than the truth.
And how do you become an island and a refuge to yourself?

In this way.
You see and contemplate your body
as composed of all the forces of the universe.
Ardently and mindfully you steer your body-self
by restraining your discontent with the world about you.
In the same way, observe and contemplate your feelings
and use that same ardent restraint and self-possession
against enslavement by greed or desire.
By seeing attachment to your body and feelings as blocking the truth,
you dwell in self-possession and ardent liberation from those ties.

This is how you live as an island to yourself and a refuge to yourself.
Whoever dwells in this contemplation,
islanded by the truth and taking refuge in the truth--
that one will come out of the darkness and into the light.

-Digha Nikaya
From "Buddha Speaks," edited by Anne Bancroft, 2000.

**********************

There is pleasure when a sore is scratched,
But to be without sores is more pleasurable still.
Just so, there are pleasures in worldly desires,
But to be without desires is more pleasurable still.

-Nagarjuna, "Precious Garland"
From "365 Buddha: Daily Meditations," edited by Jeff Schmidt.

(Above Nagarjuna quote arrives on e-mail screen July 8, 2002
AFTER this booklet initially written)

Monday, June 03, 2002
3:11 AM

THE FUTURE WAS YESTERDAY
****Note II

****Note II
Why should I grieve because of a thorn?
Once it had made laughter known to me.
Whatever you lost through the stroke of destiny,
know it was to save you from adversity.

One small affliction keeps off greater afflictions;
one small loss prevents greater losses.
-Rumi, "Mathnawi"

Wednesday, June 05, 2002
4:41 AM
WHEN YOU KNOW TO CHANGE
YET CONTINUE ON IN OLD PATTTERN

DIOR CONSEQUENCES.

YOUR OWN BODY
MORE THAN WHAT EXPERTS SAY
IS THE “DOCTOR”.
****Note III

****Note III
The defining characteristic of guarding alertness
In brief is only this:
To examine again and again
The condition of my body and mind.

Therefore I shall put this way of life into actual practice,
For what can be achieved by merely talking about it?
Will a sick man be benefited
Merely by reading the medical texts?

-Santideva, "Bodhicaryavatara"
From "365 Buddha: Daily Meditations," edited by Jeff Schmidt

Thursday, June 06, 2002
3:38 a.m.
NONE OF IT MATTERS
EXCEPT
HOW THE LIVE IS LIFED

Friday, June 07, 2002
5:42 AM
THE PREGNANCY OF SILENCE SUFFICES

Monday, June 10, 2002
5:54 AM

DO AS YOU DO THE HOUSE.
CLEAR OUT THE CLUTTER
AND ORGANIZE
WHAT ALREADY IS…..OF USE AND TRUTH.
ALL YOU NEED
IS ALREADY IN FORM….
…JUST AS IT IS WITHIN YOU.
ONCE THAT IS REMEMBERED,
FURTHER EXPRESSIONS ARE GIVEN.

Tuesday, June 11, 2002
2:48 a.m.

WHEN YOU CEASE TAKING*/THINKING
OWN PERSONAL BUSINESS (BUSY-NESS)
YOU WILL CEASE TELLING OTHERS

ALL SUCH TALK IS A PRISON FOR SOUL.
*meant to write “TALKING”
no coincidences

See Read More Below
for all Wordings

THE LISTENER PURE CREATOR ENERGY Milestone "...the silence surged softly backward..." February 17, 2018

2/17/2018

PURE CREATOR ENERGY
REMOVES ALL CONCEPTS/PRECEPTS OF DARKNESS OR DEVIL*
WITHIN THE ORIGNAL ONE/AKASHA CORE CONSCIOUSNESS/BEINGNESS
<
CREATOR ENERGY DETERMINES HOW MUCH LIGHT
EVERSHINES FROM AN ORIGINAL ONE
Original One = OO = ∞
<
THIS ELIMINATES ALL PERSONAL ‘MISSIONARY’
THOUGHTS AND/OR ACTIVITIES
<
RETURNED TO PERFECT POSSESSION OF CREATION’S GRACE
GRACEOPATHY
THE LISTENING COMMUNION**
OF PURE EXISTENCE-
THE AKASHA CORE-
SILENCE BEFORE SOUND-
=
THE LISTENER***
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3:25 AM-2/17/18
*”To Hell with Devils” (St. Tereasa d’Avila)
**OSHO
***Taylor Caldwell & Walter de La Mare
(see Read More
below Afternoon photos
for more details for all *’s above)

"I" had to experience what it feels like to believe in the power of the devil….
in order to have Impersonal Understanding of such beliefs as a way of life.

As she (St. Teresa d'Avila) began the great works
of the last twenty years of her life,
she proclaimed of the devils,
"I pay no more attention to them than to flies ...
A fig for all the devils, because they shall fear me ...
Without doubt,
I fear those who have such great fear of the devil
more than I do the devil himself ...
'The devil! The devil!' we say,
when we could be saying
'God! God!'
and make the devil tremble."

*"To Hell with Devils"
Gerald May Article re:
St. Teresa d'Avila
see full article here in this Post's: Read More section at end
https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-and-more/naked-in-unfathomable-grace-steeping-in-silence-to-hell-with-the-devils-sunriseafternoon-feb-7-2018

**all quotes below in this color font
are from:
OSHO
Communion #2
Harmony Without and Within
TRANSFORMATION TAROT

Man is living as an island, and that’s from where all misery arises.
Down the centuries man has been trying to live independently from existence--
that is not possible in the very nature of things.
Man can neither be independent nor dependent.
Existence is a state of interdependence: everything depends on everything else.
There is no hierarchy, nobody is lower and nobody is higher.
Existence is a communion, an eternal love affair.

But the idea that man has to be higher, superior, special, creates trouble.
Man has to be nothing! – man has to dissolve into the totality of things.
And when we drop all the barriers, communion happens
and that communion is a benediction.
To be one with the whole is all.
That is the very core of religiousness.
*******************

Heraclitus says:
It would not be better if things happened to men just as they wish.
Unless you expect the unexpected you will never find the truth,
for it is hard to discover ad hard to attain.
Nature loves to hide.
The lord whose oracle is at Delphi
neither speaks nor conceals – but gives signs.

Existence has no language….and if you depend on language
there can be no communication with existence.
Existence is a mystery, you cannot interpret it.
If you interpret, you miss.

Existence can be lived, but not thought about.
It is more like poetry, less like philosophy.
It is a sign, it is a door.
It shows, but is says nothing.
Through mind, there is no approach to existence.

If you think about it,
you can go on thinking and thinking,
about and about,
but you will never reach it –
because it is precisely thinking that is the barrier.
Thinking is a private world, it belongs to you –
then you are enclosed, encapsulated,
imprisoned within yourself.

Nonthinking, you are no more;
you are enclosed no more.
You open,
you become porous,
existence flows into you and you flow into existence.

Urchin is a symbol for fertility. It is the virgin beauty, associated with flowers,
the organs of land.
Sea Urchins are the organs of the sea. It is symbolic for rare youth.
More here in depth:
http://symbolism.wikia.com/wiki/Urchin

AFTERNOON..........

Learn to listen –
listening means you are open, vulnerable, receptive,
but you are not in any way thinking.
Thinking is a positive action.
Listening is passivity; you become like a valley and receive;
you become like a womb and you receive.

If you can listen, then nature speaks –
but it is not a language.
Nature doesn’t use words.
Then what does nature use?

Says Heraclitus, it uses signs.
A flower is there: what is the sign in it?
It is not saying anything –
but can you really say it is not saying anything?
It is saying much, but it is not using any words –
a wordless message.

To hear the wordless you will have to become wordless,
because only the same can hear the same,
only the same can relate to the same.

Sitting by a flower don’t be a person, be a flower.
Sitting by the tree don’t be a person, be a tree.
Taking a bath in a river don’t be a man, be a river.

And then millions of signs are given to you.
And it is not a communication –
it is a communion.

Then nature speaks,
speaks in thousands of tongues,
but not in language.

All quotes above in this color font from:
OSHO
Communion #2
Harmony Without and Within
TRANSFORMATION TAROT

See Read More below

Above & Additional
quotes/information
&
photos

WHEN ONE IS HOME... SILENCE PRECEDING SOUND "Those who live in God..." February 16, 2018

2/16/2018

REMEMBERING REPLACES MEMORY WITH KNOWING
KNOWING REPLACES REMEMBERING WITH BEING

THE RETURN IS NOT A RETURN
IT HAS ALWAYS BEEN ALL THAT IS

ONE IS UNABLE TO FIND IN HUMAN CONDITION
THAT WHICH IS NOT
BECAUSE I AM THAT I AM

I HAVE NOT SEARCHED AND SEEN IN THE HEAVENS
BECAUSE ONE DOES NOT SEARCH FOR AND SEE WHAT ONE IS

I HAVE SEARCHED IN HUMANS ONLY TO FIND WHAT IS NOT
INSTEAD OF “WHAT IS”.

WHEN ONE IS HOME
THE CONCEPT OF SEARCH IS NOT

THE INVISIBLE TO HUMAN IS ALL THAT IS

AS THOMAS MERTON WROTE****
"THIS IS NEVER REVEALED
ONLY INVISIBLY LIVED."
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Thursday, February 28, 2002
4:26 AM
Youthanasia Acres
Near Dublin, Indiana
(Random Pick from Files)
****Merton quotes
in this color font below
& in
Read more
at end of Afternoon Photos

What for this day…? How to avoid the depletions?
REPLACE ALL PERCEPTIONS
WITH CREATIONS’ AKASHA-CORE OF EXISTENCE
<
THE SILENCE PRECEDING SOUND
BE THIS!
ew
12:54 AM-2/16/18

As soon as you are really alone you are with God.

Some people live for God, some live with God, some live in God.

Those who live for God, live with other people and live in the activities of their community.
Their life is what they do.

Those who live with God also live for Him,
but they do not live in what they do for Him,
they live in what they are before Him.
Their life is to reflect Him by their own simplicity
and by the perfection of His being reflected in their poverty.

Those who live in God do not live with other men or in themselves
still less in what they do
for
He does all things in them.

But when we act according to grace,
our actions are not ours alone,
they belong to God.
If we follow them to their source,
we will become at least potentially
capable of an experience of God.
For His actions in us reveal His being in us.

God does not tell His purest secrets
to one who is prepared to reveal them.
He has secrets which He tells to those
who will communicate
some idea of them to others.
But these secrets are the common property of many.
He has other secrets,
which cannot be told.
The mere desire to tell them
makes us incapable of receiving them.

The greatest of God’s secrets is God Himself.
He waits to communicate Himself to me in a way
that I can never express to others
or even think about coherently to myself.
I must desire it in silence.
It is for this that I must leave all things.

**********

From
THOUGHTS IN SOLITUDE
Thomas Merton

There came a time when the risk to remain tight in the bud
was more painful than the risk it took to blossom.
- Anais Nin
Flowers and Photographs
from Estate Grounds
of
Rosemary Mitchell
Alchemist/Sage/Photographer and More.....

AFTERNOON...

(From Sue Monk Kidd)
In the midst of the struggle to care for my soul,
I read Wordsworth's poem,
'The Prelude,'
in which he writes about
'spots of time'
that nourish and repair the soul.

I believe he was referring to brief, concentrated moments
- little epiphanies-
that inflame us with a sense of the holy.
I began to search for spots of time here and there in my day.
I found them by stopping.
Just stopping.

Some of my favorite words that Jesus spoke are,
"Come away by yourself to a lonely place and rest a while."

I began to "come away" to a nook somewhere in the house
or the yard where I would spend five minutes or less
sitting still and receding into the quiet core of myself.

Caring for my soul turned out to be simply that-
spots of time in which to be.
~Sue Monk Kidd
https://makebelieveboutique.com/2018/02/15/26930/

Above Quotes
Below in Read More

JUST LISTEN "Faced with danger..." February 15, 2018

2/15/2018

STILLPOINT SILENCE OF AKASHA CORE
=
LISTENING AWARENESS

∞

LISTENING AWARENESS
=
STILLPOINT SILENCE OF ASKASHA CORE
=
WORDLESS
THOUGHTLESS
EFFORTLESS EASE
∞
JUST LISTEN
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4:38 AM-2/15/18

...awareness is the Creator looking through your eyes.
Gina Lake

Love, as Grace,
is the secret ingredient embedded in creation
that guides people and leads them Home.
Grace drops the “breadcrumbs” that show you the way.
Gina Lake
From Stress to Stillness: Tools for Inner Peace
Excerpt from full article here:
http://www.radicalhappiness.com/love-is-behind-life?utm_source=newsletter_78&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=follow-up-5

AFTERNOON....................

Thursday, February 15, 2018
Often it is not danger itself that frightens us the most,
but the panic we feel when faced with it.
Thus, if you find yourself in such a situation, before taking action,
remain still for a moment.
Do not move or speak; close your right hand,
and breathe deeply, all the while linking yourself to heaven, and ask for help.
By doing so, you will manage to gain control over your cells,
and you will then be able to do what is necessary to save yourself.
But if you give in to an uncontrolled movement,
it is as if you were blowing up a dam:
unbridled currents will surge through you,
and you will not be able to save the situation.
We have known people to throw themselves out of a window
in such circumstances, or into a fire.

Faced with danger,
remain still for a moment and connect yourself to Providence.
You will then feel peace take hold within you –
this peace is the essential condition
for awakening the forces that will save you.
These forces are always present within you,
but you must give them
the appropriate conditions in which to manifest.
Omraam Mikhael Aivanhov
https://www.prosveta-usa.com/dangers-how-to-deal-with-them_2018-02-15

"I am fully embodied, anchored to this reality and this planet;
I am always connected to Divine Source as my Divine Self."
"...show me a new way, show me a new vision,
show me what I haven't seen before.
Keep raising me to my next level of consciousness
while in this physical body."
2/15/18
https://morningmessages.com/

We have lost the ability to turn thoughts off,
and as a result we lose touch with the immediacy of the present.
The more we release our fascination with our thoughts
and instead train our selves to inhabit our bodies and our senses,
the more able we will be to be present and fully wake up
to the beauty and aliveness of both
our inner and outer worlds.
~Mark Coleman

where are the practical moments of looking out the window?
turning a pause into a daydream.....
inquiry for today~
has it been that long since you actually felt available
to yourself enough to listen?.....
https://makebelieveboutique.com/2018/02/15/26930/

PERFECTLY POSSESSED February 14, 2018

2/14/2018

BOTHER NOT WITH THOSE WHO FEAR THE DARKNESS
OR WHAT THEY NAME THE DEVIL
∞
ALLOW THE TAO GRACE…
…THE ORIGINAL AKASHA CORE
TO PERFECTLY POSSESS
<
THE ONLY ANTIDOTE
FOR THOSE
PERFECTLY POSSESSED
BY EGOIC DARKNESS
ew
5:08 AM-2/14/18

down into dunes,
flooding storms rage like beauteous wet wings
heavy with tide & sand & hunger for flight…
....nowhere to go except to keep on keepin’ on…..
this is waiting sometimes…
this is the empty dance floor late at night…
this is the tired old sacred mantra….
...this is being in this life fully…
https://makebelieveboutique.com/2012/07/11/2978/

The current of life requires us to stand up,
again and again,
and we are not defeated when we are worn down,
just exposed anew at a deeper level.
We are meant to live between the two.
In this way, life keeps getting more and more precious.
It is a natural law like gravity or osmosis:
Stand up to be worn bare.
It is how everything in the way is thinned,
so we can feel just how thoroughly alive we are…
Mark Nepo
excerpt from
https://makebelieveboutique.com/2013/01/05/4595/

I said to my soul, be still, & wait without hope
For hope would be hope for the wrong thing; wait without love
For love would be love of the wrong thing; there is yet faith
But the faith & the love & the hope are all in the waiting.
….T.S. Eliot
https://makebelieveboutique.com/2012/07/11/2978/

AFTERNOON

The afternoon photos are so extraordinary,
we will put most all of them in order photographed
in
Read More Section below.
But first, a few samples....

Ocean Jacuzzi at Low Tide

When joy has a reason,
it's not going to last very long.
When joy is without any reason,
it is going to be there forever.
OSHO
Transformation Tarot #29

Read More Below
Most All Afternoon PHotos

...AKASHA CORE ELIMINATES FALSE GODS... February 13, 2018 "I know nothing except...."

2/13/2018

ALIGNMENT WITH...
IN/OF/AS...
AKASHA CORE
ELIMINATES FALSE GODS
<
SOUL’S PURPOSE PRESIDES
THE PEACE THAT PASSETH EARTHLY UNDERSTANDING
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2:05 AM-2/13/18

A QUIET HEART KNOWS...
BEYOND KNOWING
THAT IT KNOWS
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5:13 AM-2/13/18

From
Jeff Foster

I can take into myself now the depths of human loneliness and grief,
open my heart now to unspeakable ecstasies and joys,
rages and terrors and passions,
all intimately mine and all beyond me.
I can weep freely, laugh like a baby now,
unrestrained by this ridiculous thing called personality,
unencumbered by the image.

I can let it all pass through,
and love it all
as it passes through.

This is a hair's breadth from madness,
from suicide and the void and nothingness.
And precisely because of this closeness to death,
it is so alive.
Here on the precipice I can live so much each day.
I feel I could die of contentment.

(I could never settle for a half-life half-lived.
I could never half-surrender to a half-God.)

And yet, and yet, it is all so damn ordinary, this awareness.
A cup of tea with a friend.
A stroll through the park at dusk.
A fleeting memory here and there.
This human life,
illuminated with a soft divine light.

Shattered, broken, barely held together, here on the precipice.
Yet so solid too, so intact.
So comforting to be inside of my own Being.
Groundless, too,
yet so grounded in the earth,
the body and its rhythms,
the heart and its myriad feelings.

I once longed to die and I chose life,
for some reason I chose life or life chose me,
chose to keep me here,
I don't know.

I am still here,
breathing,
beyond all reason,
beyond all comprehension.
And gratitude is the only word left on my tongue now,
the only word I can speak.
All else is a foreign language.
I know nothing except ‘thank you'.

I can feel you as myself.
I have been born again.

- Jeff Foster
Excerpt from much more on full newsletter:
http://wxmd.r.a.d.sendibm1.com/ixejo7zkygnf.html

AFTERNOON

We want you to enjoy the contrasting experience,
just like you enjoy the contrasting buffet.
And we want you to reach the place
(and practicing Virtual Reality will help you to gain this confidence)
that whenever you’re in front of a buffet that has so much that you do like to eat,
as well as some that you don’t like to eat,
you don’t feel frustrated that there are things there you don’t want to eat.
You don’t feel compelled to put them on your plate and eat them;
you just pick the things that you like.
And the Universe of thought is the same way.
You can choose from it the things that you like.
Excerpted from Salt Lake City, UT on 6/29/02
Esther (Abraham and Jerry)
Daily Thought for 2/13/18
http://www.abraham-hicks.com/lawofattractionsource/journal.php?moneyquotes

To be nobody is to
Have no body.
That which is prior to
Name and form is
What one truly is.
Whatever it is called, when called
It does not reply.
Wu Hsin

To be without thoughts is meditation…
...when there are no thoughts,
it is then we come to know the one
hidden by our thoughts.
When there are no clouds,
the blue sky is revealed.
OSHO

WETIKO AS VACCINE FOR ORIGINAL TRUTH OF BEING Milestone Sunrise/Afternoon February 12, 2018

2/12/2018

THE ONLY ANSWER
IS NO ANSWER
IN WETIKO* WORLDS
∞
THE ONLY ANSWER
IS BEING ONE’S ORIGINAL TRUTH:
THE GRACEOPATHY
OF
AKASHA/TAO CORE:
<

A STATE OF BEING UNRECOGNIZABLE
BY ANY PARTICLE
OF
WETIKO CONSCIOUSNESS
ASSURES
THE INVINCIBILITY OF INVISIBILITY OF AKASHA CORE
<
THE POISONOUS MURDEROUS WETIKO ARCHETYPE
BECOMES THE VACCINE
THAT INSURES/ASSURES
ORIGINAL TRUTH
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4:53 AM-2/12/18
*Paul Levy – Wetiko Virus
http://www.awakeninthedream.com/dispelling-wetiko/
https://www.theosophical.org/publications/quest-magazine/3472

Wisdom is greater and more difficult to attain than intellect, piety or spirituality.
Bowl of Saki, February 12, by Hazrat Inayat Khan

Commentary by Pir-o-Murshid Inayat Khan:
Intellect is the knowledge of names and forms, their character and nature, gathered from the external world.
... the intellectual person takes an interest
in their variety and law of change,
and as knowledge is the food of the soul,
he at least becomes increasingly interested
in the knowledge of names and forms,
and calls that 'learning'.
This becomes his world,
although it neither gives him a sense of unchanging comfort,
nor does he thereby gain an everlasting peace.

Wisdom is contrary to the above-named knowledge.
It is the knowledge which is illumined by the light within;
it comes with the maturity of the soul,
and opens up the sight to the similarity of all things and beings,
as well as the unity in names and forms.
The wise man penetrates the spirit of all things;
he sees the human in the male and female,
and the racial origin which unites nations.

He sees the human in all people and the divine immanence
in all things in the universe,
until the vision of the whole being
becomes to him the vision of the One Alone,
the most beautiful and beloved God.
from http://wahiduddin.net/mv2/I/I_I_2.htm

Intellect is the knowledge obtained
by experience of names and forms;
wisdom is the knowledge which manifests
only from the inner being;
to acquire intellect one must delve into studies,
but to obtain wisdom,
nothing but the flow of divine mercy is needed;
it is as natural as the instinct of swimming to the fish,
or of flying to the bird.

Intellect is the sight
which enables one to see through the external world,
but the light of wisdom
enables one to see through the external into the internal world.
Wisdom is greater
and more difficult to attain
than intellect, piety, or spirituality.
from http://wahiduddin.net/mv2/V/V_1.htm

Cynicism is, ultimately, fear.
Cynicism makes contact with your skin,
and a thick black carapace begins to grow —
like insect armor.
This armor will protect your heart, from disappointment --
but it leaves you almost unable to walk.
You cannot dance in this armor.
Cynicism keeps you pinned to the spot,
in the same posture, forever.
~Caitlin Moran
https://makebelieveboutique.com/2017/10/06/25708/

Live in joy, in love,
even among those who hate.
Live in joy, in health,
even among the afflicted.
Live in joy, in peace,
even among the troubled.
Free from fear and attachment,
Know the sweet joy of the Way.
~Buddha
https://makebelieveboutique.com/2018/02/12/26916/

OceanSpeak for 7/22/15 - Flowed In/Of/As Creation

Source of Photo Unknown saved in files 8/5/15

AFTERNOON....

Just as water is serene
When it is free of ripples,
Likewise, the mind is serene
When it is free of thought.
Free of thought:
Free of judgment,
Free of discrimination,
Free of defense
Free of agenda and
Free of strategy.
Free.
Wu Hsin

Every man is a star in the sky
Appearing,
Moving for a time and then gone.
Each star fulfills its purpose
Without concern for whether
Its movements are right or wrong.
Wu Hsin

Awareness alone exists.
Prior to the arising of things,
Awareness simply is.
Upon the arising,
Awareness is conscious of things.
Things come,
Things go.
Birth, growth, dissolution.
Amidst it all,
Awareness is the Unmovable;
No where to go to,
No where to come from.
Wu Hsin

...ORIGINAL TRUTH.. ."..only the present is eternal.." "..collective soul.." February 11, 2018

2/11/2018

Now is the time to meet You, God,
where the night is wonderful,
where the forest opens out under the moon
and the living things sing terribly
that only the present is eternal
and that all things having a past and a future
are doomed to
pass away!
Thomas Merton
(full poem in Read More
at end of Afternoon Photos)

ALL WHISPERS BELOW IN THIS FONT
FROM
"RANDOM PICK" ARCHIVED FILES
2008

HOLD EFFORTLESSLY
IN YOUR ORIGINAL TRUTH OF HEAVENWORLD…
THE ONLY TRUTH AND PATH
YOU CAN EVER WALK
ON THE PLANET…
THIS IS A RAPTURE AND BLESSED ASSURANCE
FAR BEYOND ANYTHING SEEN ON PLANET EARTH…
ANY NEGATIVITY IS TO BE USED
FOR FUEL FOR RAPTURE AND BLESSED ABUNDANCE
WHOSE SOURCE
IS FAR BEYOND HUMAN REALMS/REALITIES.

ROOSTER CROWING/PRANCING/PLUNDERING
IS AS FAR FROM YOU AS ARE THE ANTS
BEING EVOLVED ANTS IN THEIR ANTHILLS.
BE WARY OF DISTURBING THEIR WAY OF LIFE
OR YOU WILL SUFFER GREATLY
FROM THEIR BRAND OF POISON…
AS YOU ARE THEN THEIR ENEMY.

IT IS NOT THAT OTHERS ARE LYING,
ACCORDING TO THEIR OWN LEVELS…
THEY ARE JUST AS THEY ARE.
THE REASON
YOU EXPERIENCE SO MANY LIES AND DOUBLE TALK
IS BECAUSE YOU ARE NOT OF THEIR GENRES…
AND SO LONG AS YOU PRETEND
TO BE IN THEIR WORLDS
OR ABSORB ANYTHING FROM THEM AS “REALITY”,
YOU MY DEAR,
ARE IN A STATE
OF “LIES” AND “DOUBLE TALK”
WITH YOUR OWN SOUL.

AS YOU KNOW,
THE ONLY HOPE IS TO BE
WITHOUT SO-CALLED HUMAN THOUGHTS
AND ESPECIALLY WITHOUT WORDS/CHATTER
IN THEIR REALMS.

ONLY DIVINE SILENCE WILL SUFFICE,
AS ALL ELSE IS A LIE
TO YOUR SOUL AND TRUTH OF BEING.

REMEMBER THE WORDS OF OVER TEN YEARS AGO,
WHEN YOUR ‘SEEING’ FRIEND TOLD YOU
THAT PEOPLE SEE YOU
EXACTLY AS THEY ‘SEE’ SPIRITS
FROM OTHER DIMENSIONS.

AS YOU REMEMBER THIS TRUTH,
YOU WILL CEASE TALKING OR THINKING.
YOU WILL CEASE
EVER SUCCUMBING TO THE SEDUCTION
OF EXPLAINING, TEACHING, PREACHING,
CHANGING ANOTHER…
OR
EVEN THE PRETENSE OF BEING HUMAN.

Above Wordings/Whispers in this font
from
Random Pick
3:49 AM-2/11/18
THE GALACTIC TEACHINGS v.V
For those born
“already dead”
(to lies
of
human domestication*)
*term from
The Four Agreements
Don Miguel Ruiz

Harbour Island, Bahamas
January – March 2001
ew

AFTERNOON...

The source of creation is subtle.
Only if you make your body and mind shut up, it will speak.
Sadhguru

may the handsome skills we strive for so painstakingly,
be surrounded by
the imagination of saints, warriors and the collective soul…..
https://makebelieveboutique.com/2012/12/12/4484/

Remembrance Rock

See Read More Below
for entire
Thomas Merton poem: Firewatch
+
The Whispers & Final ew note

KNOW BEYOND KNOWING "...beyond life, beyond death." Sunrise/Afternoon February 10, 2018

2/10/2018

FULLY EMBODIED TRUTH OF BEING
REPLACES THE FOLLY OF A
NEVERBORN/NEVERDIE ONE'S
MISSIONARY TENDENCIES TO
TALK TRUTH.....
RETURNING SUCH A ONE
TO ORIGINAL AKASHA STILLPOINT
<
BE STILL AND KNOW I AM GOD
<
BE STILL AND KNOW
<
BE STILL & KNOW BEYOND KNOWING
∞
ew
2:51 AM-2/10/18

ALL PRIOR HORRORS & IMPEDIMENTS
<
GATEWAYS FOR TRUTH OF BEING
THE SNAKES WERE ONLY STICKS!
ew
3:03 AM-2/10/18

we read the below AFTER the
above early A.M. Whispers Write

Saturday, February 10, 2018

When you are sure you are on the right path,
let nothing convince you to turn back,
especially not the opinions of others.
Do not forget that above there are other beings who have sent you here,
who watch over you, and who assess your conduct.
Those who attach such great importance to public opinion
that they neglect the opinion of heaven prove
they have not understood what is essential in life.
Sometimes, in your desire to serve the forces of good and of light,
you can trigger very negative reactions.
Those around you – or your family – may be annoyed
that you do not consider their opinion,
that you prefer the approval of great masters of light.
Make every effort to maintain good relations with those around you,
but at the same time,
persevere in the direction you know to be the best.
Sooner or later the others will have to recognize that,
in spite of appearances,
you were right to choose the path of light.
Omraam Mikhael Aivanhov
https://www.prosveta-usa.com/opinions-of-others-the-should-never-make-us-deviate-from-the-right-path_2018-02-10

AFTERNOON........

Especially now that I am 82,
when I dance with tree, or ocean, or wind,
I feel transposed.
It takes me to
a place beyond life, beyond death.
And it helps me to accept death, and that's a big one for me-
to feel a way to look at death as a cycle of life.
I find that transformative quality
when I relate to the natural environment.
I can't explain why,
but it's a partnership
that changes my consciousness.
~Anna Halprin
https://makebelieveboutique.com/2018/02/08/26898/

In spite of all the enforced physical and mental primitiveness
of the life in a concentration camp,
it was possible for spiritual life to deepen.
Sensitive people who were used to a rich intellectual life
may have suffered much pain
(they were often of a delicate constitution),
but the damage to their inner selves was less.
They were able to retreat from their terrible surroundings
to a life of inner riches and spiritual freedom
…..Victor Frankl
https://makebelieveboutique.com/2012/12/12/4484/

From
Matt Licata
By pathologizing fear – and concluding that its presence is evidence that something has gone wrong and that you have failed – you attack your vulnerability and keep alive the pathways of self-abandonment.

Love is not opposed to fear, but wishes to embrace it, hold it near, and provide sanctuary for its essence to unfold. Love would never turn from any of its children, including the temporary, wavelike child of fear.

When fully met and safe passage is provided, fear is able to reveal itself, like all other form, as none other than love in disguise. Fear is not the opposite of love, for love has no opposite.
Matt Licata
Enitre article in Read More
&
here:
http://alovinghealingspace.blogspot.com/2018/02/some-will-tell-you-that-fear-is.html

Read More Below
for Matt Licata full article,
Bowl of Saki
&
a few more photos

ORGASMIC STILLPOINT "...from its place on high..." "...utter banality of all existence." February 9, 2018

2/9/2018

THE SWEET PEACE OF
IMMORTAL’S CORE
BEYOND THE BEYOND
NO/WHERE
NOW/HERE
SILENT PEACE
ORIGINAL ORGASMIC STILLPOINT OF CREATION
AKASHIC’S CORE ORIGIN
TOUCHSTONE OF ALL
<
∞
PRISTINE/POISED
BEYOND FOREVER
HELD IN THE
ORGASMIC STILLPOINT

ew
2:44 AM-2/9/18

“Be willing to be used by God; be willing to be used by Truth.
Be willing to be an instrument through which Truth reveals Itself,
but do not attempt to use God.
Never try to use God, Truth.
If you understood the nature of God,
never would you pray to God for any thing.”
― Joel S. Goldsmith, The Art of Spiritual Healing

Thursday, February 8, 2018

You all know how to light a fire.
First you put down a little paper,
on top of which you place some dry twigs.
And on top of this,
you add some larger pieces of wood.
Finally, you strike a match and set fire to the paper.
The paper sets fire to the twigs,
and the twigs set fire to the branches.

Let us now consider human beings
with their different bodies:
physical, astral, mental and causal.
The flame of the match corresponds to the causal plane,
the world of spirit,
which is the source of all phenomena in the universe.

The match sets fire to the paper (the mental plane, the intellect),
which sets fire to the twigs (the astral plane, the heart)
which in turn sets fire to the larger pieces of wood (the physical plane).
Therefore, everything begins on high with spirit,
and then, from body to body,
the fire finally reaches the physical plane.

No true realization is possible on the physical plane
unless you began by working with spirit which,
from its place on high,
provides the impetus.
Omraam Mikhael Aivanhov
https://www.prosveta-usa.com/fire-light-the-from-spirit-to-the-physical-plane_2018-02-08

AFTERNOON...

“Believe me, once you mess with Exorcism,
and above all if you don’t pull it off, something departs from you.
And the rest of you yearns to depart also.”
Hostage to the Devil
Malachi Martin
full article here:
https://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/vatican/esp_vatican27t.htm#Conclusion

Remembering Exorcist at his end…VITAL info for this life.
More Re: the toll of exorcism...quoted here
https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-and-more/the-forever-immortality-of-humans-pure-evil-milestone-february-6-2018

Quotes in this color font below
are deep, down and gritty.... MAJOR MAJOR factors re:
this life and part of how it has been survived...
quotes from
HOSTAGE TO THE DEVIL
Malachi Martin

Peter glanced at her face.
The name was obvious, now he knew it.
The twisted smile was back on her mouth. Now, he realized, he had to deal with the most ancient of man’s tempters and enemies:
the hater who deceived you with a smile and a joke and a promise.

The cleverness of it.
How could you suspect or attack someone called Smiler?
And if they just smile at anything you do, what can you do?
The whole thing-God, heaven, earth, Jesus, holiness, good, evil-becomes
a mere farce.
And by the evil alchemy of that farce,
everything becomes an ugly joke,
a cosmic joke on little men who in their turns are only puny little jokes.
And, and, and . . . the utter banality of all existence,
the wish for nothing.
https://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/vatican/esp_vatican27d.htm

Read More Below
for more photos
&
additional quotes
regarding
The Smiler Archetype-Exorcism

BEYOND CONCEPT OF GOD ALONE... Sunrise/Afternoon 2/8/18 "....mastery of the unfathomable."

2/8/2018

AS YOU MERGE WITH
INNER TAO CORE SILENCE
=
EVEN BEYOND THE CONCEPT OF GOD ALONE
<
ALL THAT YOU ARE NOT
DISAPPEARS
INCLUDING ANY ‘YOU’ or 'I'
ew
2:55 AM-2/8/18
(Present Whisper Summation of
Random Pick Whisper
from
The Galactic Teachings v. IX
See Read more below
Afternoon photos)

Gazing/Merging (without human concepts) with Nature (chickens/rooster)
ew/dmm Indiana barnlot birth home 1948 age 2

THE SILENCE WILL BATHE AND NOURISH YOU FROM SOUL OUTWARDS
IF YOU ARE SILENT.
IT IS THAT SIMPLE.
ONCE THE SOURCE’S SILENCE
IS ALL THAT YOU ARE,
ALL WILL BE ADDED
WITHOUT THOUGHT OR EFFORT
PAST, PRESENT AND FUTURE.
BE AS INSTINCTIVE
AS THE DOUBLE/TWIN HUMMINGBIRDS
AS YOU ARE HELD
IN YOUR TRUTH OF BEING.

Note double hearts on this coral...= DOUBLE TWIN HUMMINGBIRDS
also see slide #4 and caption in slideshow above where 1st photo is the happy dog

THE ABSOLUTE AND ALPHA/OMEGA
OF ALL SOURCE IS WITHIN YOU
AND NEEDS NOT SOMETHING
FROM THE OUTER PHYSICAL WORLD
FOR ACTIVATION.
THIS IS THE SO-CALLED PURPOSE
OR CUTTING EDGE
FOR THE REMAINDER OF YOUR EARTHLY LIFE…
...TO BE ABLE TO LIVE THIS TRUTH IN DIVINE SILENCE

Soften mental gaze into Diffused Awareness Gaze to see heart shape sun.

(All Whisper Wordings above & below in this color font
are from
THE GALACTIC TEACHINGS v.IX
ew
Youthanasia Acres - near Dublin, Indiana
2001
(GALACTIC TEACHINGS began 1998..Leyford Cay, Nassau Bahamas)

A Random PIck Whispers File/unpublished booklet this morning pre-dawn - 2/8/18
are all in Read More Section at end of Afternoon Photos

AFTERNOON....

APPARENT LOSS OF YOUR ABILITY
TO SPEAK OR THINK IN HUMAN LANGUAGE
IS CONFIRMATION OF SHIFTS INTO ‘HOME’.
BE GENTLE WITH YOUR SELF/SOUL
AS YOU WOULD A NEWBORN BABE.
HOLD BY BEING HELD IN THE SOURCE….
....THE SILENCE…..
AND ALL WILL EFFORTLESSLY BE ADDED
AND/OR REMOVED.

I know that entering a new Evolutionary stage can bring fear or uncertainty.
But I’m unsure how long I can continue teaching in person. It may not be beyond this year — if that long. There are two reasons.”

“Firstly, I’m am looking ahead at the other stages that await me on this journey. They require increasingly losing the function of mind … I’m not sure with how much grace I can transition to the new way of being; if I can speak or lecture coherently, walk properly — it’s difficult as it is. The floor seems fluid.””
“Secondly, the material lying ahead for us is the
mastery of the unfathomable.
How to verbally teach what the mind cannot grasp is daunting. I’ve had faint echoes of these experiences before (like when I entered godhood). There was a great deal of nausea, and disorientation. But I had to force myself to teach because I had just adopted my little girl and had to support us. An hour-long lecture left me drenched with sweat — what lies ahead is far more challenging. I’m not sure what’s going to happen.”
ALMINE
https://www.alminediary.com/inner-alchemy-silent-retreats/
also see: https://www.alminediary.com/inner-alchemy-silent-retreats/
(Read above Almine words just published....just after sunrise stroll this morning...Synchronuous with ew's experiences Understandings first in 1998-2001 Galactic Teachings

PROPER USE OF MIND
IS ONLY AS AN INSTRUMENT OF AWARENESS…
...NOT OF CREATING/CREATION.
WHEN MIND IS STILLED
INTO THE SOURCE,
IT IS THEN ABLE
TO BE AWARE OF ONLY SOURCE.
THIS, THEN, IS THE WAY
FOR RELEASING ALL ATTACHED LIVING.

WHEN YOU THINK OF ANYTHING
IN THIS WORLD
IT IS AS THOUGH YOU HAVE IMPLANTED
THAT PERSON’S OR SITUATION’S AKASHIC COMPUTER
CHIP INTO YOUR BEING.
NOTE WELL
THE CONFUSION THIS CAUSES
IN YOUR TRUTH OF BEING.

ONLY DIVINE SILENCE
KEEPS YOU FREE OF OTHERS’
AKASHIC IMPLANTS.
ONLY FROM THE SILENCE
WILL YOU BE MADE AWARE OF ANOTHER
IN A MANNER
THAT IS NOT A VIOLATION
OF YOUR TRUTH OF BEING.
THE NECESSARY SHIFT
IS TO THE SILENCE WITHIN AS SOURCE,
RATHER THAN OUTER WORLD
WHICH CAN DETERMINE YOU
BY THE IMPLANTS.

WITH INNER ONENESS EXPERIENCED
IN FLESHLY FIBERS
BETWEEN YOU AND ALMIGHTY AS ONE….
YOU THEN REMOVE YOURSELF
FROM ALL NEEDS AND DESIRES
FROM ANYTHING OF THE MATERIAL REALMS,
INCLUDING CREATURES WHO BELIEVE THEMSELVES TO BE HUMAN.
ALL ATTACHMENT IS SIMPLY ERASED.

WHEN YOU KNOW THAT YOU KNOW,
ALL ELSE IS THE DREAM,
THE MAYA THE DRAMA.
NOTHING IS PERSONAL.
FROM THE SILENCE
YOU WILL THEN BEHOLD
‘A MIGHTY WORK’.

See Read More below
for ALL pre-dawn today: Random Pick Whispers
THE GALACTIC TEACHINGS v. IX
ew
September 2001
Youthanasia Acres

NAKED IN UNFATHOMABLE GRACE... "...steeping in silence..." "TO HELL WITH THE DEVILS" Sunrise/Afternoon Feb. 7, 2018

2/7/2018

"Sunrise" Sky from ocean-facing porch view..too rainy to go out this morning

The wise man, by studying nature, enters into unity through its variety,
and realizes the personality of God by sacrificing his own.
Bowl of Saki, February 7, by Hazrat Inayat Khan
http://wahiduddin.net/mv2/V/V_1.htm

1/1/15 SUNRISE

AWARENESS OF NOTHING
IS ALL THAT IS
<
A STILLPOINT SOURCING ALL
WITHOUT IDO’S ADO
<
BEYOND WORDS & THOUGHTS
NAKED IN UNFATHOMABLE GRACE OF TAO CORE
ew
4:28 AM-2/7/18

1/1/15 SUNRISE

We can make our minds so like still water
that beings gather about us to see their own images
and so live for a moment with a clearer,
perhaps even a fiercer life
because of our silence.
William Butler Yeats
https://makebelieveboutique.com/2018/02/07/26893/

1/1/15 SUNRISE

7/17/16 SUNRISE

In awakened awareness we use language to communicate
while knowing that another, more powerful communication
is taking place in deeper awareness.
In awakened awareness we don't need to pretend
that we are only a conglomeration of stories,
an aggregate of accomplishments,
or a survivor of miseries.
We are willing to gaze into the eyes of another person
without fear or desire
—without stories about who I am or who she is--
and sense only the light of existence
shining in a particular pair of eyes.
~Catherine Ingram
https://makebelieveboutique.com/2018/02/07/26893/

6/22/15 BACKYARD "PET"

There's an awareness that exists
beyond words and allows
our direct experience to be completely fresh.
The more attuned we are to this awareness,
the more quickly language and thought are analyzed
for their usefulness and released.

5/9/15 Grandfather's Cove

This occurs via a process which I call "steeping in silence,"
whereby the attention rests in quiet awareness
and thus remains there more and more consistently,
as it becomes stronger in its habit.
~Catherine Ingram
https://makebelieveboutique.com/2018/02/07/26893/

AFTERNOON...

...it is simply that freedom is to be found here and now,
not in some imagined future.
The future never comes.

Freedom is simply to know that what we are is pure awareness.
We are not merely this body
or the steady barrage of thoughts
that we tell ourselves.

We are the pure awareness
in which everything is arising and passing,
and all of it is arising as pure awareness itself.

So this is to know yourself as your own source even as you are living it;
to have the attention placed on the source or on the pure awareness instead
of on these fleeting occurrences of body and mind;
to know yourself as the ocean
and not merely the individual expression
or the wave.

We do not deny the individual expression- our “waveness”
but we know ourselves in essence as the ocean.
And in this knowing
there is actually a great celebration of and a tenderness for
the unique and fleeting manifestation of the wave.
Catherine Ingram
http://www.catherineingram.com/thunderstorm/

People who know how to enjoy life
are wiser than people who value their lives.
Excerpt from.
TAO TE CHING #75
Trans Ron Hogan
https://ttc.tasuki.org/display:Year:1972,1988,1996,2004/section:75

TO HELL WITH THE DEVILS
excerpt from
Gerald May's synopsis of vital changes in the life of
Teresa of Avila

Being able to surrender her prayer to God alone,
being reassured that God would not abandon her,
and being understood by one prayerful human friend:
these were three powerful vehicles of grace
that enabled Teresa to tell her devils to go to hell.
As she began the great works of the last twenty years of her life,
she proclaimed of the devils,
"I pay no more attention to them than to flies
... A fig for all the devils, because they shall fear me ...
Without doubt,
I fear those who have such great fear of the devil
more than I do the devil himself ...
'The devil! The devil!' we say,
when we could be saying 'God! God!'
and make the devil tremble."

See Read More below
for entire Gerald May Article
"TO HELL WITH THE DEVILS"

FOREVER IMMORTALITY OF HUMANS' PURE EVIL...& REAL LIFE Milestone February 6, 2018

2/5/2018

THE IMMORTALITY OF REAL LIFE
SUSTAINS
AS
TAO’S SILENT CORE
∞
SINCE BEFORE/DURING/AFTER
THE FOREVER IMMORTALITY
OF
HUMANS’ PURE EVIL
IN ALL EONS AND DIMENSIONS
ew
2:42 AM-2/6/18

(see Read More
below afternoon photos
extensive quotes/resources/notes
re:
Hostage to the Devil
- Arthur Guirdham and more)

AFTERNOON.................

Excerpts from:
The End of an Exorcist
Michael Strong - Conclusion

Hostage to the Devil
Malachi Martin

“Believe me, once you mess with Exorcism,
and above all if you don’t pull it off, something departs from you.
And the rest of you yearns to depart also.”

It did not seem a good moment to pursue his “waiting” to “depart.”
So I asked him about the Confrontation with Evil Spirit
in an exorcism.
What was it like?
What effects had it?
It was a meeting, he said, a personal meeting.
What the exorcist met in person was something that existed
in a state where the all-important,
the only, reality was a “living not.”

I wanted to stop and ponder that for a while,
but he went on to talk of a reality that is not beautiful,
not true,
not holy,
not pleasant,
not bright,
not warm,
not large,
not happy,
not anything positive.

I started to say that all this sounded like Hell
or how people used to describe Hell.
“No,” he interjected distinctly and firmly.
“That is Hell.
Just to be utterly alone and immutably without love.
Forever.”

In the exorcism the exorcist knew that what he was up against
existed in that state.
He just knew it.

The effect of all this?
I asked the question still very tentatively,
not wishing to increase any pain he had.
Did he feel he was in a box or a prison?
Did it make him dispirited and lose initiative?

The effects were far deeper, he said.
Years before in the seminary, he loved music, flowers, a good book.
He could laugh the loudest of all;
he enjoyed swimming, tennis, a good meal, and so on.
He loved children.
They made him happy, just to hear their voices.
And many other things he liked also-
singing and dancing and long walks,
and the sound of waves on the shore,
and smells such as new-mown hay,
flowers and grass after a light shower,
a turf fire in the early morning.
And he slept like a top.
Always he woke up ready for the world,
rain, hail, or shine.

After Thomas Wu’s exorcism was over, all that had changed.
No, it wasn’t age,
he answered some unvoiced remark of mine,
but something else.

The housekeeper appeared, and he nodded to her.
It was time for him to turn in.
She left.

I asked: “What does it really mean?”

He was standing up now.
The moon had risen over the back wall of the garden.
We both looked at it with upturned faces.
“You are never quite at home in this human world
ever again after an exorcism,”
he said slowly.
He sat down again and explained.

After an exorcism the exorcist hears and sees
and thinks and talks as he always did.
But now he perceives on two planes.
Spirit is everywhere.
Flesh and matter is only “our picture” of what’s there.
And it’s not all good.
There’s evil and good hidden in that “picture.”

After an exorcism you always know, if you didn’t know it before.
You are now walking with double vision,
a second sight,
as the old people used to say.

And the exorcist never really sleeps, not as he used to.
He dozes off.
Some deep part of him is keeping watch,
always watching,
and doesn’t want anything to escape him
even momentarily.

All sleep is escape.
And he knows that escape for him is impossible.

He eats, he must in order to stay alive.
And he breathes.
His heart beats on.
But he has a terrible option always:
not to breathe,
to let his heart stop.

“Father Michael, how are you?”
He said he was fine. He had a request to make.
Before my visit ended, I should remind him of it.
But he wanted first to say something further to me about the effects of the exorcism on him.
“It helps me to talk about it all”
-this by way of explanation.
It was the double vision: he had not defined it properly, he said.
I waited, because, as Michael spoke,
a wave of misery swept over his face.
The veil of immobility was withdrawn for an instant,
then fell back again.
For that quick instant I had seen a load of pain and sadness
framed in lines of a gently resolute hope.
His whole expression said:
I will not give up my trust,
although I have nothing to rely
on but that trust.

Then he went on to describe the double vision.
It was not like seeing another table beside the real table
or another wall beside the real wall.
It was not a vision of eyes or a hearing with your ears
or a touching with your hand.
It was another level of reality.
An exorcism sharpens your awareness of that reality, he said.
You know what stands behind and around
and beneath and above
all that is visible and tangible.
The intertwining cords of spirit appear everywhere.
Good and bad spirit.
Beauty and ugliness.
Holiness and sin.
God as a tremendous majesty.
Personal evil is a formidable force.
Nothing escapes those cords.

He fell silent at this point.
After a pause,
I could not resist asking him directly about his failure
to complete the exorcism of Thomas Wu.
Did it entail any special liability within this sphere of his double vision?

“Of course.”
The words were loaded with an ache and a distress which silenced me.

Once pronounced,
they hung in the air between us as silent signs of his suffering.

“I can now hate. I can choose to hate,” he said drily.
Before the exorcism of Wu, he had never even thought of hating.
Now, to hate was a living option for him.
Before the exorcism, he never even imagined
what it would be like really to despair.
Now it was a real option. “Real.” “Real.”
He repeated the word several times.
The idea of rejecting Jesus as a charlatan
now came to him as a real choice.
All those choices and others too unspeakable to mention
were like plates of food placed in front of him continually.
His pain was that he was forced to consider each one as a possibility.
Before,
he had them all banded together and thrown into a box,
and he had thrown away the key.
Now he had to take a taste of each one.
Slowly.
Realistically.
He stopped at a certain point, groping for an image.
It was, he finally said,
as if a mad wolf were allowed sniff and smell and nose
around his naked body,
always threatening to bite and crush,
always moving, moving, moving.
He bent his head on his hands.
There was a pause of about five minutes.

And all the waiting, I finally asked, why all the waiting?
He had failed in the exorcism,
but he had not accepted Satan or evil or hate.
Why, then, the perpetual waiting?

“Simply put, my young friend,” he said thickly,
“evil has power over us, some power.
And even when defeated and put to flight,
it scrapes you in passing by.
If you don’t defeat it, evil exacts a price of more terrible agony.
It rips a gash in the spirit with a filthy claw,
and some of its venom enters the veins of the soul.
As a price.
As a memory.
As a lesson.
A warning that it will return again.”

It was time to go. I stood up. He said nothing.
I touched him lightly on the forehead.
It was cold.

As I went out, Breeda smiled at me:
“Now, young man, don’t worry about Father Michael.
He knows what he’s doin’.”
Somehow, this old woman understood more that I had ever understood.
Then I heard his voice calling after me:
“Malachi!
At the end, be sure and read Paul,
First Corinthians, Chapter 15, verses 50 to 58.
All of it.”
I hurried back into the study.
But he told me to go with the usual silent wave of the hand.

Conclusion

....there was a tiny rattle in Michael’s throat.
The lips smiled faintly.
The eyes lost all light.
I felt sure Michael had partaken in Jesus’ victory over death
and that he had escaped death’s sting.
But he had, indeed, paid the price for his failure of years before.
We will never know the exact note of suffering
such a man as Michael Strong must undergo at dying,
for it lies in the spirit unattainable by our logic,
unimaginable by our fantasy,
impervious to any clever methodology we can devise.
But each exorcist could well have as his epitaph
the most noble phrase Jesus ever pronounced about human love:
“Greater love than this no man hath:
that a man lay down his life for his friend."

Excerpts from:
Hostage to the Devil
Malachi Martin
https://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/vatican/esp_vatican27t.htm#Conclusion

(see Read More
below for
extensive quotes/resources/notes
re:
Hostage to the Devil-Martin Malachi
- Arthur Guirdham and more)

also see MORE from Martin Malachi and
The Smiler Archetype...the greatest of all "evil":
https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-and-more/orgasmic-stillpoint-from-its-place-on-high-utter-banality-of-all-existence-february-9-2018

FULLED WITH CREATION "...returning to The Timeless." "...causal plane." Sunrise/Afternoon February 5, 2018

2/5/2018

∞
…AWARENESS
THAT IS
FULLED WITH CREATION
BEYOND EARTHLY MEASURE
ew
12:40 AM-2/5/18
∞

Name and form are a unit of time,
Emerging from and returning to
The Timeless
Wu Hsin

This knowledge came upon me
In a flash:
I sought to remember
What I was before
Thoughts arrived, before
The sense of the body arrived, before
This me was born.

What was revealed was that
I was birthed from Nature,
From the Totality of everything.
shackled by time,
shackled by an identification
Of my own making,
With smallness.

And when i am Done, I will
Return there;
The cycle will be complete.
Wu Hsin

Yours is to live it, not to reveal it.
~Helen Luke
https://makebelieveboutique.com/2018/02/05/26884/

AFTERNOON

TAO Te CHING
#73
Those who dare to be bold die.
Those who dare to be careful survive.
So—what do you want to do?
Why is life like that, you ask?
I don’t know.

This is how Tao works:
It doesn’t push itself,
and it always succeeds.
It acts silently, and it always reacts.

It can’t be summoned;
it comes whenever it’s ready.
It can’t be rushed; it’s always on time.

“Heaven casts a wide net,
with big holes,”
Lao Tzu used to say,
“but nothing ever gets by it.”
TAO Te CHING #73
Trans. Ron Hogan

4 different translations on below page of entire TAO Te CHING
https://ttc.tasuki.org/display:Year:1972,1988,1996,2004/section:73

My method has
No method.
You need only to stop.
Stop clinging,
Stop scheming,
Stop praying,
Stop seeking,
Stop analyzing,
Stop all your strategies and lastly,
Stop giving your thoughts
The authority to define
Who you are.
Simply allow what remains to
Reveal Itself.
Wu Hsin

THE REMNANT ONES "...the cure is hidden." Sunrise/Afternoon February 4, 2018

2/4/2018

ALL MINDING-MINDS DISSIPATE
<
AH!
SWEET PEACE OF ORIGIN
PERMEATING THE CORE OF ALL
∞
SPEECHLESS WORDS
&
WORDLESS SPEECH
OF
THE REMNANT ONES*
PREVAIL
ew
3:47 AM-2/4/18

* http://www.hermes-press.com/saving_remnant.htm

*The Hidden Remnant
1962
by Gerald Sykes

* http://www.bibleinfo.com/en/topics/remnant

If you penetrate deeply enough
into the unfathomable depths of your soul,
you will enter the inner alembic of pure distilled thought.
Once you get in there, of course,
you won’t need to read your horoscope forecasts.
It’ll take you some time to get there,
so I’m assured of keeping my job for a little while longer.
In the meantime,
you can trust your burgeoning powers of perception
to light up the darkness and bring joy
into your life and those you love.
Sagittarius-
Sunday, February 4, 2018
https://boothstars.com/category/sagittarius/

All quotes below in this color font
from
Wu Hsin

Everything You have had
Will be lost.
Everything you have
Will be lost.
Everything you will have
Will likewise be lost.
Why make them important?

Using your mind will not
Take you to Freedom.
How can the mind
Name the Nameless,
Grasp the Formless or
Know that which cannot
Be known?
This tool cannot
Cultivate this field.

True innocence requires
The willingness to be hurt,
The willingness to be wrong,
The willingness to be awed and
Out of control.
True innocence is
The doorway to
The eternal.

AFTERNOON

The success of Wu Hsin
Rests on one act,
That being,
Keeping myself
Away from myself.
It was not anything I did
It was only what was done.

Once the great awakening occurs
Whatever ensues afterwards is of no consequence.
Outward signs need not announce
Inner transformation.

Why are you so afraid of life?
Why do you distrust it so?
Why must you control
Every aspect of
The environment around you?
Why must you defend yourself
Against another’s words or actions,
Regardless of how trivial?
Why?

Achieving immortality is easy.
Only set aside
Ownership of body and mind and
Remain rooted in what was there
Before their appearance.

For something to be seen
Or known
Or perceived or cognized,
There must be
A subject and
An object.
That which you seek is
Prior to these.
How will you know it
When you find it?
How can you find it
When it isn’t an it?
The notion of I is
A basket into which
So many other notions are thrown.
Upon deep examination,
The basket is revealed to be empty.

Above quotes in this color font from
The Lost Writings of Wu Hsin
trans by Roy Melvyn

Inside the symptom
Matt Licata

At times, the emissaries of the dark
surge to resume their rightful place
in the inner ecology of the heart.

They contain an eruption of light,
but it is a light not understood
in a world that has forgotten.

Contradictory, chaotic,
and beyond resolution,
yet overflowing with
wisdom nature.

Like a black sun, or a rose
with poisonous thorns.

What appears as obstacle
is revealed as path.
Inside the symptom
the cure is hidden.
Matt Licata
http://alovinghealingspace.blogspot.com/2018/02/inside-symptom.html

The very next second
Holds the possibility that
You can disengage from
Your enchantment with
Your life story and
You can enter into
The realm of
Complete peace.
Wu Hsin wants to know:
What are you waiting for?
The Lost Writings of Wu Hsin
trans by Roy Melvyn

MINDING MIND'S ATROPHY "...change what you do." Sunrise/Afternoon February 3, 2018

2/3/2018

AH!
MINDING MIND’S ATROPHY
ew
3:50 AM-2/3/18

Thought to Ponder
If you want to change who you are, change what you do.
dailythought@aa-alive.org

There is neither creation nor destruction,
neither destiny nor free will,
neither path nor achievement.
This is the final truth.
.~ Ramana Maharshi

If loving something means giving it our attention (and it does),
then most of us are in love with our thoughts.
The irony is that this lover doesn’t love us back
but instead,
gives us a lot of negative messages and poor advice.
In short,
this lover makes us unhappy.
What can explain our devotion to such a poor lover?”
― Gina Lake, From Stress to Stillness: Tools for Inner Peace

AFTERNOON............

Try giving up all the thoughts that make you feel bad,
or even just some of them,
and see how doing that changes your life.
You don't need negative thoughts.
All they have ever given you was a false self that suffers.
They are all lies.”
― Gina Lake, What about Now?: Reminders for Being in the Moment

When we give freely, we feel full and complete;
when we withhold,
we feel small, petty, impotent, and lacking.
We are meant to learn this great truth,
that giving fulfills us, while withholding and trying to get
causes us to feel empty and even more needy.
This truth runs counter to our programming,
which drives us to try to get something from others
to fulfill our neediness,
only to end up
even more needy, grasping, lacking, and unfulfilled.”
― Gina Lake, What about Now?: Reminders for Being in the Moment

You need nothing more than the experience
you are having right now.
It is enough.
It is plenty.
It is perfect just as it is.
It was designed for you, given to you for your experience.
All you have to do, and all you have ever had to do is accept this gift.
Take it and let it in.
Let yourself experience the present moment
just as it is.
It doesn't get any better than this.
This is the simple truth the ego refuses to accept,
and it will suffer as long as that is the case.”
― Gina Lake, What about Now?: Reminders for Being in the Moment

We are meant to discover that we are powerful creators,
if not of our entire reality, at least of our experience of reality.
We aren't responsible for what each moment holds,
but we are responsible for our experience of each moment
because we have the power to make any moment
heaven or hell.”
― Gina Lake, What about Now?: Reminders for Being in the Moment

Essence simply enjoys and commits attention and love to whatever is.
In fact, committing attention to anything
that is present results in enjoyment.
The ego enjoys so little
because it commits attention to what
isn't present and to what it doesn't have,
and suffers over that,
instead of committing attention to whatever is.
It loves its fantasies, dreams, and desires
more than it loves reality.”
― Gina Lake, What about Now?: Reminders for Being in the Moment

Essence loves whatever is happening
because it either created it or allowed you (your ego)
to create it for your growth and evolution.
What you learn to love about whatever you are experiencing
is not how it makes you feel,
but how perfectly it is suited to support your evolution
toward greater love, wisdom,
compassion, courage, patience, and understanding.
Life is perfectly designed to evolve us,
and that is what is lovable about every moment.”
― Gina Lake, What about Now?: Reminders for Being in the Moment

Not only is it not our business to change others,
but it’s also harmful to relationships to try to do so.
Ideas are just not worth the price paid in love lost.
Love is more important than any conditioned idea or belief,
but if you take your conditioning more seriously than love,
you will lose love.
The other person will withhold love from you
because it will be too painful
for him or her to love you.”
― Gina Lake, What about Love?: Reminders for Being Loving

Moving from the Mind
into the Heart
mind finds a path
to struggle along
never reaching the goal

heart knows it already rests
in the path of something wonderful
it cannot escape

mind seeks to hold on to
a still point
of final understanding
heart knows it is being held
by an unmoving whirlwind
that it will never comprehend

mind tries to feel safe enough
to allow love
out into the open
heart knows love is never cautious
and cannot
be kept secret
once all hope of refuge is abandoned
Nirmala
Nothing Personal
http://endless-satsang.com/images/stories/pdfs/Nothing.pdf

PRIMAL REPOSE AWARENESS Silent's Sounds As Breastmilk "...where only awareness remains." February 2, 2018

2/2/2018

ORIGINAL BEING’S
PRIMAL REPOSE AWARENESS*
DISSIPATES ALL
CLOUDS OF EARTHLY MEASURES’
POSSESSION
∞
CREATOR-AWARENESS
(BEFORE MAN-MADE IMAGES)
REMAINS
ew
4:14 AM-2/2/18
*See Read More below Afternoon Photos

When people come to me and they ask,
'How to meditate?'
I tell them,
'There is no need to ask how to meditate,
just ask how to remain unoccupied.
Meditation happens spontaneously.
Just ask how to remain unoccupied, that's all.
That's the whole trick of meditation –
how to remain unoccupied.
Then you cannot do anything.
The meditation will flower.'
Osho,
Just Like That, Talk #6

The meditation I am talking about is not a meditation on something:
rather, it is a state of meditation.
So this is what I mean when I am talking to you about meditation as a state. Meditation does not mean remembering someone.
Meditation means to drop everything which is in one's memory
and to come to a state where only consciousness remains,
where only awareness remains.

Osho, The Path of Meditation, Talk #6
https://s3-eu-west-1.amazonaws.com/oshonewsletter/oshonewsletter/2018/Feb18/meditation-eng.html?utm_source=Osho+Digital&utm_campaign=0c734d20f8-EMAIL_CAMPAIGN_2018_02_01&utm_medium=email&utm_term=0_249841b08d-0c734d20f8-105623565

MID-MORNING DELIGHT!

AFTERNOON....

The mystic Simone Weil tells us,
“The danger is not that the soul should doubt
whether there is any bread,
but that, by a lie, it should persuade itself that it is not hungry.”

Compassion reminds us that we do belong,
as surely as we have been lost.
Always remember to put your trust in compassion and self-love.
From this comes a shift of identity,
a release from the covering of clay,
a return to our original goodness.
~Jack Kornfield

what is awareness?
a power of the one who sees to engage and direct.....
https://makebelieveboutique.com/2018/02/02/26871/

Another tool to cultivate your attention is what I call
"active empathy."
Learn to employ Walt Whitman's "invisible hand'
and empathetically reach to to touch the surfaces, textures,
weight, and shapes of what is seen.
Use your empathetic hand to sense the subject within your own body-
in an active engagement with seeing.
You might also call this your "listening sense."
Try this with your whole body;
inwardly move and dance to the rhythms inherent in the subject.
Inward attention can directly receive what the subject emanates.
When you look in this way,
the world becomes a living being available to your awareness.
Treat the world as a thou, not an it.
~David Ulrich
https://makebelieveboutique.com/2018/02/02/26871/

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...CLOWNING JOY OF IT ALL! "...insanity of real devotion...." "...joyful madness..." "...primordial trust..." February 1, 2018

2/1/2018

BE THE PAUSE OF PURE AWARENESS
THE ALPHA/OMEGA OF ORIGINAL BEING
<
SO-CALLED “VAGUS NERVES”
RATHER THAN PHYSICAL BREATH
MAINTAIN THE LIFE IN FORM
<
TAO CORE
PRIMAL REPOSE
GRACEOPATHY
MIGHT BE OTHER WAYS TO
POINT TOWARDS
(IN WORDS)
THIS REQUIRED CONDITION
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2:57 AM-2/1/18

RETURN TO PRIMAL REPOSE
ORIGINAL WAY
<
CONSCIOUSNESS OF FIREWALKER
ON HOT COALS
FULLTIME*
ew
3:50 AM-2/1/18
*1st Consciously Realized approx. 2000
(or before!?)
Youthanasia Acres
Near Dublin, Indiana

Burned & Consumed by Breath alone
until the Breather Claims all shadows.

after the ash
fire alone
it repeats & repeats
Disappearing these feeble vault words

Burning enough
so One who is Destined to See...will
& those who cannot See will not.

this is
THE CLOWNING JOY
OF IT ALL!

how can anything be deadly serious
when there is no death!

how can the condition of Baubo be a dis-ease
when she is nothing more
or less
than the Loose Garment of the Beloved?
ew
Excerpt from
Pocket Pearls-
The Clowning Joy of It All!
Youthanasia Acres
Near Dublin, Indiana
February 2003

“There is a laughter of God - let’s laugh it.
There is a song of the Universe - let’s sing it.
There is a hymn of praise - let’s praise it.
There is a joy, a beauty;
there is a deep abiding peace;
let’s experience it.”
……...Ernest Holmes
https://mailchi.mp/cinemind/a-very-varied-and-merry-christmas?e=06e11fb819
Newsletter via PMH Atwater

http://www.pmhatwater.com/
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In the silence hear the whispers
Sometimes deafening to your ears
Whispers that a scream can’t muffle
Whispers echoing deep within

In the midst of all the chaos
Set aside some special time
Just be still and listen
You may hear life’s eternal chimes.
Joyce Swann Gedeon
https://us2.campaign-archive.com/?u=e1987e10867e1be15381585f0&id=9f6d66e56c

In humility I acknowledge that I know nothing in an unknowable universe.
I access the necessary information exactly when I need to.
Almine
2/1/18
https://www.alminediary.com/control-of-free-expression-dries-up-water/

AFTERNOON...

Devotion demolishes karma and leads to liberation.
Sadhguru
Excellent 13 min audio by Sadhguru
http://isha.sadhguru.org/blog/podcast/the-madness-of-devotion/

A devotee knows things that you cannot even imagine.
He can grasp things that you have to struggle with
because there is not much of him within himself.
When you are too full of self,
there is no room for anything higher to happen.
Sadhguru

Devotion does not mean you have to be
a temple-going, pooja-doing, coconut-breaking person.
A devotee has understood what his place in the existence is.
If you have understood this and are conscious of it,
you will walk as a devout person.
There is no other way to be.
It is a very intelligent way to exist.
Sadhguru
http://isha.sadhguru.org/yoga/yoga_articles_yoga/bhakti-yoga-devotion/

If you allow yourself to really feel
the pains of this hell on earth,
the utter emptiness it brings,
you might experience within you a revolt,
a disgust so powerful that it will shatter
the chains of dependence and deceit
that have been forged around your soul
and you will break loose
into the kingdom of innocence
where mystics and children dwell.
"Become Like Children"
THE WAY TO LOVE
THE LAST MEDITATIONS
OF
ANTHONY DE MELLO

Sometimes we decide to bury a longing
that seems impossible to fulfill because we cannot bear the pain.
The danger in doing so is that we forget the name of that longing...
...and if we cannot find it again,
we lose a piece of ourselves.
Home is, of course, not simply a physical place.
It is a sense of belonging,
of remembering and being remembered,
put back together again
when our journeys into the world have fractured and fragmented
our sense of self.
To live deeper we have to go to places
that help us find a slower rhythm.
But simply going to these places is not enough.
We have to let these places touch us,
change us,
speak to us.
~Oriah Mountain Dreamer

Our orientation shifts from healing and transformation
– from getting from “here” to “there” –
to resting in our true nature,
in a compassionate tending to reality as it is,
oriented in curiosity and the love of being alive.
In some strange way,
we sense that we are already healed,
already awake in the immediacy of this moment.
But how could this be?

We become aware of a primordial sort of trust in ourselves and in life.
Nothing need be cultivated or generated,
shifted, or transformed.
Not for right now.
Matt Licata
http://alovinghealingspace.blogspot.com/2018/01/the-spaciousness-of-now.html
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