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ETERNAL NOW NOTHING’S ORGASMIC WAY August 7, 2019 "...named was born from the unnamed,..." "...the great orgasm." BEYOND MILESTONE'

8/7/2019

TODAY IS "BEYOND MILESTONE"
No words possible for this day
Only....
Speechless Words
&
Wordless Speech Prevail

All Sunrise Photos from this morning -8/7/19
are on
Read More...Below Afternoon Photos

Below are Sunrise Photos from ONE YEAR AGO
https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-youthanasia-sanctarii/immortality-is-all-winds-of-homecoming
-august-7-2018-milestone-earthly-husbandknown-in-form-for-last-30-yrs-flights

AS NO SELF, NO GOD TAKES OVER
BeCause THAT HAS ALREADY HAPPENED
PRIOR TO PLANET ENTRY
<
NO NEED OR ABILITY TO EXPLAIN
∞
JUST BE….in/of/as The ETERNAL NOW*
AS ALL
ALREADY IS
A GENTLE DÉJÀ VU
∞
ew
4:39 AM-8/7/19
*NOTHING’S ORGASMIC WAY
See Read More Below Afternoon Photos
for OSHO CREATION ORGASM -
(also a Category in right hand column on this page)

Lao Tzu - Why scurry about looking for the truth?

Why scurry about looking for the truth?
It vibrates in every thing and every not-thing,
right off the tip of your nose.

Can you be still and see it in the mountain?
the pine tree?
yourself?
Don't imagine that you'll discover it
by accumulating more knowledge.

Knowledge creates doubt,
and doubt makes you ravenous for more knowledge.
You can't get full eating this way.

The wise person dines on something more subtle:
He eats the understanding that
the named was born from the unnamed,
that all being flows from non-being,
that the describable world emanates
from an indescribable source.

He finds this subtle truth inside his own self,
and becomes completely content.

So who can be still and watch the chess game of the world?
The foolish are always making impulsive moves,
but the wise know that victory and defeat
are decided by something more subtle.

They see that something perfect exists
before any move is made.

This subtle perfection deteriorates
when artificial actions are taken,
so be content not to disturb the peace.

Remain quiet.
Discover the harmony in your own being.
Embrace it.

If you can do this, you will gain everything,
and the world will become healthy again.

If you can't,
you will be lost in the shadows forever.

source

http://nomindsland.blogspot.com/2019/08/lao-tzu-why-scurry-about-looking-for.html?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=Feed%3A+NoMindsLand+%28No+Mind%27s+Land%29

Elder Natives told me that Black Birds come around when someone is "dying".....several different birds came towards me on way back from beach ....I was already Sensing there had been A Final Flight for the man/husband....this black bird was in tree at back porch entrance.

Silent Inner Smile
“Praises Be!”
<
A Way of Eternal Immortal Life
ew/dmm
5:15 AM-8/7/19

AFTERNOON

THE MOST TOTAL SURRENDER
IS NOT
A MATTER OF ASKING FOR HELP
RATHER
A REALIZATION OF TRUTH OF BEING SUFFICES
<
ALL IS ADDED UNTO
(OR REMOVED)
THAT IS REQUIRED
FOR TRUTH OF BEING’S CLARITY
𝛑 ∞ 𝛑

WHAT IS REQUIRED MUST BE
THE EFFORTLESS EASE DOING
(COMPARABLE WITH BREATH AND SLEEP)
NO PERSONAL VOLITION IS POSSIBLE
ew
1:48 AM-7/8/19

See this OceanSpeak for more re: this state of consciousness
https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-youthanasia-sanctarii/no-personal-volition-you-will-be-taught-to-fly-you-strip-naked-july-8-2019

When you come to the edge of all the light you have known,
and are about to step out into darkness,
faith is knowing one of two things will happen;
there will be something to stand on,
or you will be taught to fly..

--Richard Bach,
Jonathan Livingston Seagull

Also Quoted here:
https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-youthanasia-sanctarii/no-personal-volition-you-will-be-taught-to-fly-you-strip-naked-july-8-2019

This vibration of two as one is orgasm.
When the same thing happens,
not with another person,
but with the whole existence,
then it is Mahamudra,
then it is the great orgasm.
Excerpt From
55. SEX
THE CIRCLE OF MAHAMUDRA
TRANSFORMATION TAROT
OSHO
See Read More Below Afternoon Photos
for Full Writing

:
i am ONLY the Silence which Creates All
ew
12:39 p.m.-8/7/19

THE SILENCE BEFORE ORIGIN ALWAYS IS....
.....A PERFECT POSSESSION
OF SUCH SILENCE RETURNS
ew
1:37 p.m.-8/7/19

(the above began Happening earlier...before,on.after... Afternoon Beach today 8/7/19
had to Wait until return to Abode
for the above 1:37 p.m. wording
to makes ItSelf Known)

See Read More Below
Complete OSHO Offering re: "...the great orgasm."

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EPIPHANY August 6, 2019 MILESTONE A LIFETIME "FOOLING FOLLY" < PRIMAL JOY OVERFLOWING

8/6/2019

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Note: This is the FOURTH day in "MILESTONE" series that have been Happening...beginning the morning of August 3, 2019
See Read More below Afternoon Photos
for those OceanSpeak Links

AH!
EPIPHANY!!!
ANOTHER CLUE RE: WHAT BURIES ONE ALIVE!
UNTIL ONE IS ZOMBIED & BURIED ALREADY DEAD!
(THOUGH STILL BEING BREATHED)

THE ILLUSORY (ALBEIT MURDERING) WAYS
ONE “FILLS HOLE IN THE SOUL”
THAT ONLY ENTRAP & DEADEN LIFE IN FORM FOREVERMORE

ADDICTION!
ADDICTIONS!
THE FOOLING FOLLY OF ADDICTIONS*
ew
4:32 AM-8/6/19
*can see now how the last three OceanSpeaks
have been leading up this morning’s Clarity…Epiphany.
August 3, 4, 5 - 2019
See Links for these OceanSpeaks
(+ morning pre-Whisper notes)
in
Read More Below Afternoon Photos

YEARS AND YEARS AGO….
WE
UNDERSTOOD
WHEN WE DEEPLY RESONATE WITH ANY CREATION
IT IS THE CONSCIOUSNESS OF THE ARTIST---
CONSCIOUSNESS OF THE ‘CREATOR’
OF THE WRITTEN WORD... OR ANY ART FORM... OR ANY CREATION
THAT WE SO RESONATE WITH AT CORE LEVEL
=
AT ORIGINAL AKASHA TAO CORE LEVEL
THERE IS ONLY ONE CREATOR
ew/dmm
5:23 AM-8/6/19

Searching for an Archived Sunrise Photo file from the past for August 6.... SYNCHRONICITY....
.....FINGERS IMMEDIATELY FIND AUGUST 6, 2017
THE TITLE 'JUST HAPPENS TO BE'
CREATOR CORE OF ALL
https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-youthanasia-sanctarii/creator-core-of-all-authentic-nature-is-patiently-waiting-sunriseafternoon-august-6-2017
remaining photos of "SUNRISE"
are from that date/title

Someone who is differently abled
does not need your compassion or kindness –
they just need acceptance.

Sadhguru

Those who refuse to be what they are will
Remain what they are not.
Wu Hsin

Most have difficult seeing clearly because
Their heads are in the way.
Wu Hsin

AFTERNOON

Every social group is built on identifications.
The basis of spiritual process
is to learn to live without an identity.
Sadhguru
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b6yjd1VicmQ

Words can only point at Truth
It is only nonverbal, noumenal understanding
that can deliver it.

***************

By usurping the impersonal subjectivity
of the one Absolute subject as that of an individual person,
the human being commits the original sin
and therefore comes under bondage.

As soon as this mistaken identity is realized
and the true identity
as the one formless and eternal subject
of witness is established,
the bondage disappears
and
there is enlightenment

August 6
The Net of Jewels
Ramesh S. Balsekar

Even in dark times in history,
nature is still there,
still bountiful,
still providing comfort.
Peter Good
https://makebelieveboutique.com/2019/08/06/30084/
Landscaper and Contemplative Gardener
https://www.mindful.org/the-secrets-of-mindful-gardening/

Faith is a Non-Experience
“…faith is the only thing that is sufficient for our journey,
and it has nothing to do with experience.”

.......all along, faith really has been God. .
And God can grow in us, and God does.
As I say, you can’t have more or less of God,
you just have more or less of self.
God increases as we decrease.”

Bernadette Roberts
Full Sharing here:
https://contemplativedaybook.blogspot.com/2019/08/faith-is-non-experience.html?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=Feed%3A+ContemplativeDayBook+%28Contemplative+Day+Book%29

Convince me that you have a seed in you
and I am prepared to expect miracles.
- Thoreau
https://transitionquaker.blogspot.com/

See Read More Below
for
Links for these OceanSpeaks
August 3, 4, 5 - 2019
+
morning pre-Whisper notes
additional afternoon photos

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TRANSPARENT SIMPLICITY PRIMORDIAL BIRDSPEAK "...humble lover of the mystery." August 5, 2019 ....continuing MILESTONE UNFETTERINGS.... (Aug 3,4,5 2019)

8/5/2019

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CELEBRATE IN SOUL DEPTHS
EVERY SEEMING IRRITANT AND PROBLEM
THAT ARISES IN CONSCIOUSNESS
DUE TO SHREDS
OF
REMAINING EGOIC ASPECTS…

BE STILL & SILENT IN THE ETERNAL NOW
WITH INNER-REALIZED ORIGIN…
THE COMFORT ZONE OF TRUTH IN ALL MEMORIES
SINCE BEFORE & BEYOND FOREVER
<
THE RED SEA OF ILLUSIONS/DELUSIONS
INSTANTLY PARTS & DISAPPEARS...

...ONLY THE MOVEMENT OF UNFETTERED CORE OF CREATION REMAINS
ERASING ALL SEEMING “NEED” AND/OR ABILITIES
TO EXPLAIN TO ANY SELF OR OTHERS
∞
THERE IS NO-SELF OR “OTHER”
WITHIN OR WITHOUT THE CONSCIOUSNESS
TO EXPLAIN TO.
∞
JUST BE TRUTH OF BEING
∞
AH!
FOR THE EFFORTLESS EASE
OF
SUCH TRANSPARENT SIMPLICITY*

ew
3:47 AM-8/5/19
*See Read More below Afternoon Photos
for the writing predawn that helped to Allow
the Above "Whisper" to Appear
thru these physical fingers

Monday, August 5, 2019
The disciples of a spiritual teaching are aware that within them there is something beautiful and great that longs only to express itself, and they seek the help of beings of light from the invisible world. Their wish flows from them as a subtle fluid, and the entities that pick this up are always ready to respond to their request. But it is one thing to have a spiritual ideal and quite another to keep it firmly in your soul. When you have succeeded in elevating your inner state, it is difficult to stay on the high ground. But you have to cling on, because it is up there that you will find pure air, light and freedom.
In our universe, it is the sun that represents the summit, the spirit. In order to reach their inner summit and remain there, disciples of spiritual science must make daily efforts to hoist themselves up to the sun. Then when they come back down to face whatever events may occur, a part of them will remain up above, in the sun, inspiring all their decisions.
Omraam Mikhael Aivanhov

https://www.prosveta-usa.com/sun-the-because-we-strive-towards-it-something-inside-us-will-remain-close-to-it_2019-08-05
(Can search for MORE re: SUN and topics on above link)

..From August 5, 2016 OceanSpeak
https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-youthanasia-sanctarii/the-lila-glides-swoops-dips-and-pauses-of-resurrection-sunriseafternoon-august-5-2016

....below is the Morning Whisper from August 5, 2016

FORMER PEAKS AND VALLEYS
DISAPPEAR
<
TAO’S RESURRECTED CORE
<
EFFORTLESS EASE GLIDE...
AND/OR....AT MOST .....
ONLY LILA SWOOPS, DIPS AND LANDINGS....
LANDINGS ARE FOR QUIET PAUSE
<
REMEMBERING HOW TO BE WITHOUT MAN-MADE IDENTITY**
THIS IS PRIMORDIAL BIRDSPEAK
ew
3:46 AM-8/5/16
**Every social group is built on identifications.
The basis of spiritual process is to learn to live without an identity.
Sadhguru
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b6yjd1VicmQ

And listen once again...
Posted: 03 Aug 2019 08:50 AM PDT
Matt Licata

The contradictory feelings of hope and hopelessness,
meaning and flatness, anxiety and rest.
The shakiness and uncertainty in the belly.
The tightness in the throat. The raw breaking inside the heart.
The joy that at times is there,
but never can seem to be sustained.

All the techniques, the teachings, the things to manifest,
the new beliefs to take on,
the worn-out ideas about the true source of peace,
aliveness, and flowing abundance.
Perhaps there were once answers to these questions,
but now there is no answer to be found.
Only a burning where the questions once existed.

This burning is the doorway, the portal, pure evidence of the connection.

.A cosmic sort of exhaustion can come at times,
where we find ourselves in the bardo between one moment and the next.
We can’t quite go back to the way it was, but the rebirth has yet to appear.

There is a creativity in the liminal but it can seem out of reach.
We are asked to marinate in the womb of now,
tend to the groundlessness, and find refuge
in the unknown:
to be midwife to the darkened illumination.

There are signs and symbols and guidance all around and inside us,
but their appearance is governed by a timeline written somewhere else.

As we bear witness to a new day, in awe at the gift that has been given…
the breath is here.
The heart is quivering.
The birds have come.

Sounds from the other world,
another opportunity to hear,
to behold the miracle of the senses.

The sun has come up again.
The moon is hiding nearby waiting her turn.
For just one moment,
the veil parts and the perfection is there
awaiting our participation.

Your life is not an unending self-improvement project
and your heart is not a venture
to be undertaken, mastered,
and completed.

Perhaps today was never going to be the day when you figured it all out,
got all your questions answered,
or resolved the contradictions.

It's just too wild for all that.
Just too creative.
Just too alive.

Today may not be the day for answers,
but to let your heart break open to the vastness of the question.
To fall to the ground as a humble lover of the mystery.
And listen once again.
Matt Licata
http://alovinghealingspace.blogspot.com/2019/08/and-listen-once-again.html

The first obstacle that peace must flow across is your desire to get rid of it.
For it cannot extend unless you keep it.
You are the center from which it radiates outward
to call the others in.

You are its home,
its tranquil dwelling-place
from which it gently reaches out
but never leaving you.

If you would make it homeless,
how can it abide within the Son of God?
If it would spread across the whole creation,
it must begin with you
and from you reach to everyone who calls
and bring him rest by joining you.

ACIM OE T.19.Va
"The First Obstacle [to Peace]
The Desire to Get Rid of It"

AFTERNOON

The seed of insight is in us, but it's obscured
by layers of ignorance, sorrow, and disappointment.
When we practice mindfulness,
we see the seed of awakening in everyone, including ourselves.
In the process of learning, reflecting, and looking deeply
our view becomes increasingly wise.

When we practice mindful living, Right View will blossom.
With Right View, we see the way to go, and our seeing gives us faith and energy,
based on our real experience.

If we feel better after walking meditation,
we'll have the determination to continue the practice.
When we see walking meditation bringing peace to others,
we'll have more faith in the practice.

With patience,
we can discover the joy of life that is around us.
~Thich Nhat Hanh
https://makebelieveboutique.com/2019/08/05/30087/

Transformative journeys start with a wake-up call: For some, it arrives as a sudden, intuitive recognition. But just as often, the call may come through an external crisis. Evolutionary biologist Elisabet Sahtouris has written that stress is what creates evolution in nature: Plants grow through pruning. Human beings grow the same way. When we're faced with a situation that we can't control or change with our current level of understanding and skill, evolutionary stress arises and impels us to question, seek, practices nd eventually take a deep outside of our comfort zones into higher levels of awareness.

Stress is uncomfortable and, for some, downright disturbing. But in science and in spirituality, important breakthroughs are often preceded by a period of intense frustration or impasse. In this impasse, the answers emerge from a momentarily still mind. Often, it takes the form of an insight, like a download from the Source while resting or taking a walk.
Spiritual breakthroughs follow a similar pattern. You search for answers with intense curiosity and intention. Great teachers off the path of self-inquiry sought to answer the question, "Who am I really?"

The period following a wake-up call often requires letting yourself live in the stress of unanswered questions and unsolved problems.
It's a time of intense effort and practice- of longing for wisdom, for change.

This intensity breeds Tapas, or transformative heat-
burning off bad habits through purification,
refining your vessel,
and opening your psyche for revelation and insight.

~Sally Kempton
https://makebelieveboutique.com/2019/08/05/30087/

More for August 5, 2018 on OceanSpeak below:
SILENT GLORY OF BAUBO DOWN SYNDROME 8/5/18
"Only a burning..." "A cosmic sort of exhaustion.."

https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-youthanasia-sanctarii/silent-glory-of-baubo-down-syndrome-8518-only-a-burning-a-cosmic-sort-of-exhaustion

*See Read More below
for the writing predawn that helped to Allow
the Pre-Dawn "Whisper" to Appear
thru these physical fingers
*
Additional Photos from August 5, 2018

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UNTHINKABLE-UNSPEAKABLE BEING continuing Milestone August 4, 2019

8/4/2019

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THE ANSWER IS THERE IS NO ANSWER
JUST PURE BEING
A FREEDOM BEYOND ALL BELIEF….
BEYOND ALL THINKING/WORDS/EXPLANATIONS
TO ANYONE, INCLUDING THE ILLUSORY SELF
THERE IS ONLY
AN UNTHINKABLE- UNSPEAKABLE BEING
=
ORIGINAL SILENCE
MOVED THRU & AS
TRANSPARENT CONDUIT
OF
THE ETERNAL NOW
∞
DENOUEMENT’S
FINAL CURTAIN*
ew
5:14 AM-8/4/19
*See Read More
Below Afternoon Photos
for
More Re: this early morning’s Experience + Soulution

Rain in the Night
Thomas Merton
I came up here from the monastery last night, sloshing through the cornfield, said Vespers, and put some oatmeal on the Coleman stove for supper. It boiled over while I was listening to the rain and toasting a piece of bread at the log fire. The night became very dark. The rain surrounded the whole cabin with its enormous virginal myth, a whole world of meaning, of secrecy, of silence, of rumor.

Think of it: all that speech pouring down, selling nothing, judging nobody, drenching the thick mulch of dead leaves, soaking the trees, filling the gullies and crannies of the wood with water, washing out the places where men have stripped the hillside! What a thing it is to sit absolutely alone, in the forest, at night, cherished by this wonderful, unintelligible, perfectly innocent speech, the most comforting speech in the world, the talk that rain makes by itself all over the ridges, and the talk of the watercourses everywhere in the hollows!

“Nobody started it, nobody is going to stop it. It will talk as long as it wants, this rain. As long as it talks I am going to listen.”

Rain… Diary of a Stranger

https://contemplativedaybook.blogspot.com/2019/08/rain-in-night.html?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=Feed%3A+ContemplativeDayBook+%28Contemplative+Day+Book%29

Peace is not something you must hope for in the future. Rather, it is a deepening of the present,
and unless you look for it in the present
you will never find it.

--Thomas Merton

Sometimes you come upon a place that
beckons you into silence: an old stone bench,
a lake shore, a certain time in your life. Nothing
small can reside there.
.

I’m looking for that place now, the kind of place
that puts clocks to rest because something must
come forth to reset everything. I don’t want to
follow these rules and constructs anymore -
written, not written, felt.
.

Something is asking me not to, and it is wise.

Reason doesn’t have roots that run deep enough
to tap the place that I am longing for, that place
where obvious things cannot be explained. That
place that is called sacred even by those who
have never used the word before.
.

I want you to sit and wait with me, away from the
noise and the voices of those who speak only to rob
you of your name. What most needs to be heard
hasn’t yet been said.
.

(c) 2016/Jamie K. Reaser
From "Conversations with Mary"
http://talkingwaters-poetry.blogspot.com/
http://nomindsland.blogspot.com/2018/08/jamie-k-reaser-it-will-be-in-silence_4.html

Pay attention to the river of pearls
inside every breath.
It will carry you to the sea of silence.
You sleep, but your heart is awake.
Only a communion of beauty
and darkness can heal you.
Is this not the secret of the moon?
Before they close,
wounds glisten with inward light.
Just like your eyes.

https://yourradiance.blogspot.com/2019/08/compline.html

AFTERNOON

(The Master) lets the confused
stay confused
if that is what they want
and is always available
to those with a passion for the truth.

In the welter of opinions
She is content with not-knowing.

She makes distinctions
but doesn't take them seriously.

She sees the world constantly breaking
apart, and stays centered in the whole.

She sees the world endlessly changing
and never wants it to be
different from what it is.

Chuang-tzu
Adapted by Stephen Mitchell
http://www.beingsilentlydrawn.com/search/label/Chuang-tzu

See Read More Below
Notes from Before and After Sunrise this morning
+
a few more photos

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BEYOND AWARENESS..... "....indivisible Totality of Functioning..." "..untainted & untinted in primal repose." MILESTONE 7/16/19

7/16/2019

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BEYOND THE AWARENESS OF
“GOD ALONE”
<
TRANSPARENT CONDUIT CONDITION*
ERASES ALL THAT IS UNREAL
=
THOUGHTLESS THOUGHTS
WORDLESS WORDS
ew
5:16 AM-7/16/19
*(& AT TIMES REPORTEDLY TRANSLUCENT)

See Read More Below Afternoon Photos
for
Extensive quotes helpful in "pointing towards"
a One's life condition since each planet entry
into the Mother's Womb

Understanding is never a fixed value
but a sort of free flow,
a fluid process of nature itself
that freely irrigates by merging thought and action.

There is only one state.
When corrupted and tainted by self-identification,
it is known as an individual.

When merely tinted by the sense of presence,
of animated consciousness,
it is the impersonal witnessing.

When it remains in its pristine purity,
untainted and untinted in primal repose,
it is the Absolute.

A Net of Jewels
July 9
Ramesh Balsekar

Life has forced me to Remember the
Primordial “I AM”.
dmm - 1989

AFTERNOON

i offer you this Touch where i Disappear....
arif k.
https://www.poetseers.org/submissions/2006-2/arif-k/

google this for much more:
poet seers offering touch where i disappear arif k

Also See ARIF K in Categories on right hand column of this webpage
=
or just click this link
https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-youthanasia-sanctarii/category/arif%20k66524f7daf

Primal Repose Overflowing
<
Offering in/of/as Awareness
that is beyond Awareness
ew
2:28 PM -7/16/19

See Read More Below
for
A few Writings/Wordings that have been VITAL for this life in form...
...for many years...
...and are VERY present this day.....

We are also having a CLEAR OUT of Excess
in this Youthansia Sanctarii Abode..
.Praises Be to Friend Lena for helping to clean and organize this....and to all those responding.
https://www.instagram.com/harbourislandlife/?hl=en
Additional Afternoon Photos .

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ETERNAL'S ENSOULED EMBODIMENT "...silence which peels me.." MILESTONE June 2, 2019

6/2/2019

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IT IS ALWAYS NOW & ALWAYS
THAT QUALITY MOMENT
IN/OF/AS
ETERNAL’S ENSOULED EMBODIMENT…
ALL THE SAME
(WITH OR WITHOUT A BREATH, BODY OR MIND)
LIVING…ALWAYS NOW….
WHAT HUMANS DESCRIBE AS
‘THE AFTERLIFE’
ew
4:32 AM-6/2/19

THAT ABOVE MOMENT HAPPENED
4:15 AM
Sunday, June 2, 2019
See Read More below Afternoon Photos
for
Full Wording of the Above Realization

Rejoice! The aspiration of Hafiz
and the breath of all believers
who rise with the sun and with God
have broken the heavy chains of
illusion and set me free.
http://www.rassouli.com/

BELOW
This Song of Freedom
was waiting
via the InBox for E-mails this morning...
...read AFTER the above
Morning Whisper Happened/Happens

Hafiz - Song of Freedom

Last night, midnight became
an exalted dawn.....

.....as they kissed the grief
from my mouth and breathed
the breath of life between these lips.
In that holy darkness, they let me
drink from the Waters of Life.

The light of love poured
through me until I fell down drunk,
reeling in ecstasy.
This cup has spilled over!
Now the wine of reflection shows
only the beloved’s grace.

What a glorious midnight!
What a blessed darkness
when, on that Night of Great Reward,
I finally received the deed
to the fortune of my soul.

From now on, my face
is the mirror which everywhere
reflects love’s ultimate beauty.
In the splendor of this place,
I saw all the wonders of eternity revealed.

So does it really surprise you
that I dance through the streets
singing out joy for all those
privileged enough to have ears?
For this, I received the alms of my salvation.

For on that day,
the Unseen Messenger brought me
this magnificent news:
Tyranny and grief can never prevail over
patience and the steadfast heart.

These, my friend, were
the keys to my freedom.
All the sugar pouring from my words
is the sweet reward of patience.
For this, they gave me the whole cane stalk!

Rejoice! The aspiration of Hafiz
and the breath of all believers
who rise with the sun and with God
have broken the heavy chains of
illusion and set me free.
http://www.rassouli.com/
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Sunrise Dec 19, 2014 Harbour Island Beach

December 24, 2014 Harbour Island Sunrise Beach

December 26, 2014 Sunrise Harbour Island Beach

THE ABOVE HAFIZ POEM
from the upcoming book
Hafiz: Wisdom of Madness
Selected Poems

See this Link for More Information
http://nomindsland.blogspot.com/2019/06/hafiz-song-of-freedom.html?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=Feed%3A+NoMindsLand+%28No+Mind%27s+Land%29

I want to surrender
to your silence which peels me....
arif k.

Full Poem Here
http://www.poetseers.org/submissions/2006-2/arif-k/
Also see CATEGORY arif k.
on right column of this webpage

AFTERNOON

Read More Below
Full Sharing of REALIZATION - Morning Whisper
Additional Afternoon Photos

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TAO SILENT PRESENCE "...no one here to awaken." June 1, 2019 "...only purpose you are here for..." OrgasmicSneezes Milestone

6/1/2019

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+AS THE PRESENT MOMENT
IS ALWAYS BEFORE/DURING/AFTER FOREVER
=
THE TAO SILENT PRESENCE
∞
ALL IS ETERNALLY WELL*
ew
2:14 AM-6/1/19
*See Random Pick Below
+
Orgasmic Sneezes
below
Afternoon Photos

*RANDOM Pick AFTER the Morning Whisper Worded
#42 WORRY
OSHO
TRANSFORMATION TAROT

Have you ever taken note of one thing? –
the present is always juicy the present is always blissful.

Worry and suffering are created
either by what you wanted to do in the past
and could not do,
or by what you want to do in the future
and don’t know whether you will be able to do or not.

Did you ever notice,
did you ever look at this small truth,
that there is no suffering in the present,
there is no worry?

This is why the present does not disturb the mind –
anxiety disturbs the mind.

There is no suffering in the present.
The present doesn’t know suffering--
the present is such a small moment
that suffering cannot fit into it.
In the present only heaven can fit, not hell.
Hell is too big!

The present can only be peace,
can only be happiness.
OSHO
#42 WORRY
TRANSFORMATION TAROT

David Carse - ‘nobody home’

The flute does not know music:
it does not know ‘G’ from ‘B flat;’
it does not know tempo or emphasis,
and cannot make music come out of itself:
it’s just a hollow bamboo stick with holes in it!

It is the musician who has the knowledge
and the skill and the intention
and the dexterity, and whose breath
blows through the instrument
and whose fingers manipulate the openings
so that beautiful music flows out.

When the music is ended,
no one congratulates the wooden stick
on the music it made:
it is the musician who is applauded and thanked
for this beautiful gift of music.

It is precisely so with what we think of as our ‘selves.’
We are instruments, hollow sticks,
through which the Breath, the Spirit, the Energy
which is Presence,
All That Is,
Consciousness, flows.

Just as it is not the flute making the note,
but the Musician making the note through the instrument,
so it is the breath which is Presence
which animates this mind and body
and comes out through this mouth
to make it seem
that this mouth is speaking words.

The basic misunderstanding,
the basic ignorance,
is this unwitting usurpation of the role of Musician
by the instrument.

This inversion of the truth is spontaneously realized
when the Understanding occurs.
It becomes obvious that there is no individual,
that there is ‘nobody home,’
no entity here to be the doer or not.

Because awakening
is.....

...simply the Understanding
that there is no one here to awaken.

~ David Carse, Perfect Brilliant Stillness

http://nomindsland.blogspot.com/2019/05/david-carse-nobody-home.html?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=Feed%3A+NoMindsLand+%28No+Mind%27s+Land%29

AFTERNOON

What in your life is calling you?
When all the noise is silenced,
the meetings adjourned,
the lists laid aside,
and the wild iris blooms by itself
in the dark forest,
what still pulls on your soul?
—Rumi

DIMENSIONS
JOHN MCINTOSH

There ‘is’ only ONE,
despite the appearance of many.

This ONE may be called Pure Conscious Awareness,
SELF or many other names.
IT is indivisible
but when the belief in separation is present
the ‘Light’ of Consciousness
seems to ‘split’ into numberless parts.

This phenomena [illusion or dream]
is also represented by the concept of ‘dimensions’,
which are only levels ‘of’ the Awareness of ONE.

The less the Awareness,
the so called lower the level
of ‘perception’ of dimensions.

The third dimension is the most commonly known
with much talk about
4th and 5th dimensions in recent years.

You are NOT the body-mind-identity [a person]
or the thoughts the mind generates
… anything that is temporary is NOT Real …
just part of the projections
on the screen of Consciousness or Nothing-ness
when separation is believed in.

When Consciousness departs a body-mind-identity
[what the false self calls death]
it does not go to a so called ‘other side’ …
it ‘goes’ nowhere since ONE
has no distance to and from anything.

The projected dream continues in a subtler body
[also an illusion]
and leads the dreamer to other dream experiences …
all with the single purpose of Awakening
to the full Awareness of the ONE IT ‘is’.

The departure from the body
does not somehow bring you to Truth.
All this activity is simply dreaming ‘within’ dreams ...
no matter how beautiful or so called ‘spiritual’ it may seem.

The mind loves phenomena
and makes these concepts of dimensions,
subtle bodies and other unseen entities
somehow ‘special’ …they are NOT,

......(they are)
just another variety of dreaming
but with an enormous influence
to ‘distract’ you from the
only purpose you are here for …

the full Awareness
of the God you ‘are’
as ONE.
https://www.johnmcintosh.info/post/dimensions

Don't be afraid to show your light..
If it ends up being too much for people..
tell them to wear sunglasses!
Gabrielle Roth

You just have to determine
to settle for nothing less than being FULLY ALIVE,
to show up, be who you are,
and share your gifts.
Gabrielle Roth

...offering this touch where i Disappear....
arif k

Remembrance Rock in the distance.....

ORGASMIC SNEEZES

After all of the Cavorts with Self-Timer clicking away.....
.......We Perched and Snuggled and Rested on Remembrance Rock below....for the longest...just Paused.....no self-timer clicking...
....and suddenly without warning....
a series of Orgasmic Sneezes began
...we counted the "usual 15" of them.....
....this has Happened several times this lifetime
when a huge CHANGE in the life is occurring.....or rather...
this always MARKS the CHANGE and Final Shift at the time...

Years ago, long after these type Episodes had been Happening,
we found More re: this via OSHO
see Category in right hand column for
OSHO CREATION ORGASM

Below
we NOW Understand
that yesterday... May 31st...
there was Preparation
for what Happened today
with the
Orgasmic Sneezes

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ONLY MOVEMENT OCCURRING ORGASMIC BELLY LAUGH "...as if you are not" May 17, 2019 MILESTONE

5/17/2019

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ALL IS ONLY MOVEMENT
OCCURRING WITHOUT
HUMAN WILL
THOUGHTS
OR
OBSERVATION*
ew
4:50 AM-5/17/19

*The Experience of No-Self
Bernadette Roberts
pp 185-196
(Random Picked from the above book this morning…
EXACTLY the Re-Reminder of what was needed this early morning
see Read More below Afternoon Photos
for More re: this Morning Whisper/Confirmation)

Original Core Inner Smile
(“No-Self” BAUBO ORGASMIC BELLY LAUGH)
of
RELIEF
has Happened.
∞
5:09 AM-5/17/19
∞ = symbol for what used to be
ew/dmm

Bright but hidden, the Self dwells in the heart.
Everything that moves, breathes, opens, and closes
Lives in the Self. This is the Source of Love
And may be known through love but not through thought.
This is the goal of life.

Here are woven heaven and earth,
Mind and body. Realize this as the One
Behind the many and stop all vain talk.
This is the bridge from death to deathless life.

Where all the nerves meet like spokes in a wheel,
There dwells the One behind the many.
Meditate upon This in the mantram.
This is the guide from death to deathless life.

This Source of Love is before and behind.
It extends to the right and to the left.
It extends above; it extends below.
There is no one here but the This.
This alone is; in truth, This alone is.

—The Mundaka Upanishad
https://peacefullpresence.blogspot.com/2019/04/repair.html?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=Feed%3A+blogspot%2FmnCFM+%28Love+Is+A+Place%29

AFTERNOON

Life can only find the space to reveal its beauty in complete surrender,
in total inability to be anything.
~ Éric Baret

Meditation is very simple.
It means to surrender the mind, the body, and the world,
from moment to moment,
to the silent presence in which they appear.
That’s all.
… Surrender the one who does anything,
who wants anything,
who is afraid of anything.
This one is an appearance.
This one is made of thoughts and feelings.
When this one is silent,
then the world, the body, and the mind
are surrendered to silence.
Nothing else needs to be done.
~ Francis Lucille
(‘The Perfume of Silence’)

When one makes an effort to be good,
in that very goodness is evil.
Everything affirmed contains its own opposite,
and effort to overcome strengthens that against which it strives.
When you demand an experience of truth or reality,
that very demand is born out of your discontent with what is,
and therefore the demand creates the opposite.
And in the opposite there is what has been.
So one must be free of this incessant demand,
otherwise there will be no end to the corridor of duality.
This means knowing yourself so completely
that the mind is no longer seeking.
~ J. Krishnamurti

To the mind that is still
the whole universe surrenders.
~ Buddha

Above in this font from:
https://thedawnwithin.com/the-deepest-acceptance/

See Read More Below
Notes from pre-dawn Whisper-Experience
Additional Afternoon Photos

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NAKED IN GRACE MILESTONE May 6, 2019

5/6/2019

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Close your eyes. fall in love. stay there.
Rumi

A BEYOND-CELEBRATORY TIME NOW
ALL IS THE ONE ETERNAL NOW MOMENT
UNSULLIED BY PAST & FUTURE
=
NAKED IN GRACE
ew
5:24 AM-5/6/19*
*See More re: this “Milestone” Whisper in
Read More
Below Afternoon Photos

CONSIDER: If One is more like a mirror, reflecting back to another person from their Core that makes glass a mirror*..., ...that person will see all his/her own ugly.

..If One is Simply a Transparent Conduit of Divine Grace, the same person has the Opportunity to Experience at least a Scent of his/her God Self.
ew/dmm
*https://science.howstuffworks.com/innovation/everyday-innovations/mirror2.htm

Experiences before/during/after sunrise time on beach were/are too profound to word......
so we leave the photos as Clues and/or Pointers Towards.........

Later...AFTERNOON.....EVEN MORE PROFOUND EXPERIENCES
at REMEMBRANCE ROCK....again, will have to let Photos give Clues/Pointers...can say that this day has been BEYOND the Concept of Resurrection...... am NOW Fulled with the Great Nothing's WORDLESS WORDS & WORDLESS SPEECH.....

However.....for Afternoon Photos/Experiences....
It is Fitting to Offer the EPILOGUE Wordings
from the later edition of
GODSEED: The Alchemy of Primordial Memory
Dorothea M. Mills/elizabeth walker
Published 2016

AFTERNOON

This is love:
to fly toward a secret sky,
to cause a hundred veils to fall each moment.
First to let go of life.
Finally, to take a step without feet.”

"Stop the words now.
Open the window in the center of your chest,
and let the spirits fly in and out."
Rumi

COME GENTLY, DEAREST ONE
INTO THE TRUTH OF YOUR BEING.

IF IT'S MEANT TO BE
IT ALREADY IS
AND ALL OF LIFE
BECOMES
THE ABSOLUTE’S
GENTLE DEJA VU.

RESURRECTION OF ORIGINAL LIFE HAS AUDIBLY MURMURED FROM
INNER-SILENCE DEPTHS

ALL THAT IS REQUIRED IS REVEALED IN/OF/AS
ORIGINAL VAST SILENCE..
THINKING & TALKING DISTORTS AND ERASES THIS AWARENESS
THERE IS NO LONGER A REQUIREMENT FOR SUCH CAMOUFLAGE

THE RESURRECTED LIFE
AS
UNWAVERING COSMIC GRACE
IS AS
THE LIFE OF A MIGRATORY BIRD
JUST AS MAN CANNOT EXPLAIN HOW THE BIRDS DO IT
SO THIS WAY OF BEING IS BEYOND THE TELLING

BREATH IS THE ALPHA/OMEGA TOUCHSTONE OF SOURCE
<
WHEN ONE BECOMES BREATH
ONE CANNOT PERCEIVE WHAT ONE IS
AND HAS BECOME THE TOUCHSTONE WITHOUT AWARENESS
<
THE RESURRECTED LIFE

THE DEEP PAUSE INTO BEYOND BREATH
INSTANTLY CLEARS ALL CHAOS & CONFUSION
A DISAPPEARANCE INTO UNSPEAKABLE REALMS OF PURE SOURCE

PRIMORDIAL CELLULAR MEMORIES
ACTIVATE IN VAST SILENCE
INCREASED BY ANCIENT PHYSICAL MOVEMENTS
ALL IS BEYOND THE WORDING

OUGHTS & SHOULDS CANNOT LIVE
IN THE TRANSPARENT BEING…
<
ONLY THE SOUL’S ORIGINAL IMPRINT OF BEING
DANCES AS RESURRECTION’S EXPRESSION
<
A DANCE AND CO-CREATION IN/OF/AS
‘OLDER THAN GOD’*
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2:32 AM-7/3/16

*TAO Te Ching #4
Stephen Mitchell Translation

A TRANSPARENT EARTH VESSEL CONDUIT
NOW FULLED WITH
BRAND NEW
PRIMORDIAL PURITY AND FIRE

PURE TRANSPARENCY BREATHES AS THE MIND
THE CONCEPT/EXPERIENCE OF WAITING DISAPPEARS
THIS AND MORE……
...IS RESURRECTION CONSCIOUSNESS
<
JUST IS
NEVERBORN - NEVERDIES

“A person blended into God does not disappear.
He or she is just soaked with the qualities.”
Rumi

I am that which remains after
The body goes.
I am freedom.
Free from the need to be free.
Wu Hsin

Above Wordings in this font
from the Epilogue of later edition of
GODSEED: The Alchemy of Primordial Memory
Dorothea M. Mills/elizabeth walker
Published 2016

See Read More Below
Notes from pre-Sunrise ....Including the long ago Wording of 'The Hush of Not'
Additional Afternoon Photos...
Including
of a Physical Wounding ...
&
RECURRING & REOCCURRING Matching Symbols on Hand/ & Shells

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POOF OF THE UNREAL "A point of stillness..." "KHAMOSH!!!!!...." "...silence prevails." MILESTONE April 22, 2019

4/22/2019

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POOF OF THE UNREAL

ALL FORMER
FEAR, DREAD & PANIC POSSESSIONS
…THAT BLACK VOID
DOWNWARD VORTEXING
HOLE IN CORE…*
INVITES MERGING
IN/OF/AS
IMMORTAL CORE**
<
LIFE LIVED
VIA
BREATH AS TOUCHSTONE
(IF NECESSARY)
<
WORDLESS SPEECH
&
SPEECHLESS WORDS
ew
4:59 AM-4/22/19
*“The Snake was only a stick”
**SLEEP = Return to Immortal Core
(these * ** notes are next: below first photos)

* ".. the vivid imagination creates the presence of the snake in a rope and the imagination is so strong that a person can die from an imaginary snake bite. Thus wrongly perceived situations may result in physical or psychological reaction -- an imagination of a frightened mind.”
http://creative.sulekha.com/the-snake-in-a-rope_625942_blog

http://www.1netcentral.com/articles/the-snake-rope-essential-buddhist-teaching/

** In Sleep article below
SLEEP = ("POOF") Return to Immortal Core

SLEEP
Why it is necessary for our survival

From the moment we fall asleep our soul moves away from our physical body
and goes to join the universal Soul.
During the body's rest, an entire process of cleansing and purification takes place.
Subtle ties known as the 'silver cord'
keep the soul connected to the physical body
when it leaves it.

On its return,
the soul finds the house swept,
cleaned and washed,
and it can take up its work again.

If the soul did not leave the body in this way,
we would die from poisoning and asphyxiation,
because the work of cleansing could not be done.

You may wonder where these toxins and poisons come from.
They are produced quite simply because life is a combustion.
All the physical, emotional and mental activities we know as 'life' give off forces,
but they also leave behind impurities
which take a while to be eliminated.

So it is necessary for the soul to withdraw from the body
so the cleansing can take place.
Sleep is the solution that cosmic Intelligence has found
so that we can continue to live.

Omraam Mikhael Aivanho
https://www.prosveta-usa.com/sleep-why-it-is-necessary-for-our-survival_2019-04-22

Longing has its own secret, future destination,
and its own seasonal emergence from within,
a ripening from the core,
a seed growing in our own bodies;
it is as if we are put into relationship with
an enormous distance inside us
leading back to some unknown origin
with its own secret timing
indifferent to our wills,
and gifted at the same time
with an intimate sense of proximity,
to a lover, to a future,
to a transformation,
to a life
we want for ourselves,
and to the beauty of
the sky and the ground
that surrounds us.

The foundational instinct that we are here
essentially to risk ourselves in the world,
that we are a form of invitation to others and to otherness,
that we are meant to hazard ourselves for the right thing,
for the right woman or the right man,
for a son or a daughter,
for the right work or for a gift given against all the odds.
In longing we move and are moving
from a known but abstracted elsewhere,
to a beautiful, about to be reached, someone,
something or somewhere we want to call our own.

Reality met on its own terms
demands absolute presence,
and absolute giving away,
an ability to live on equal terms
with the fleeting and the eternal,
the hardly touchable and the fully possible,
a full bodily appearance and disappearance,
a rested giving in and giving up;
another identity braver,
more generous and more here
than the one looking hungrily
for the easy,
unearned answer.
~David Whyte
https://makebelieveboutique.com/2019/04/22/29424/

TRANSFORMING ANCIENT PATTERNS
John McIntosh

The seemingly endless rays
[individual separated beings]
of the ONE we ‘are’,
when immersed in the delusion of separation,
take on a kaleidoscope of unique conditioning.

When one sleeps and dreams behind this veil,
they are subject to the dream of reincarnation
and in those many dream lives,
they ‘relive’ the conditioning over and over again
until a dreamer begins to AWAKEN
from their long slumber.
That one may choose to enter a dysfunctional lineage
that emphasizes a particular manifestation of conditioning
such as ‘abuse’ … with its many branches.

While the extended family of this specific tree
engages in and fosters this belief/habit
the ‘awakening one’ becomes a source of Light
that begins to ‘dilute’
this toxic energy ‘for the entire group’ of sleepers
living out their karmic dream in this way.

These Light sources are often labeled
the ‘black sheep’ of the family and may be ‘outcast’ in some way,
but their growing Awareness is weakening the dysfunctional pattern.

This makes it possible for ‘many’ to be released from this uninterrupted cycle. While there ‘are’ no ‘others’ in Truth …
the dream of separation is very convincing,
and this is one aspect of the
Infinite Divine Love
You Are drawing IT SELF Home.

Those who are fully Realized
often ‘take on’ an entire planet of imbalanced energy
to help reduce its ancient ‘hold’
over the many who sleep in painful dreams.

https://www.johnmcintosh.info/post/transforming-ancient-patterns

AFTERNOON

Tsu Ma was free.
Attached to nothing,
He roamed,
He explored.
Never becoming,
Only being.
He was like the wind,
Ungraspable, uncontainable.
Wu Hsin

One can speak about
Silent or chattering mind.
But who speaks about the source of mind,
What resides behind the mind?
Silent mind or chattering mind are conditions.
Wu Hsin speaks only of the Unconditioned.
Wu Hsin

People need words until
Direct experience speaks louder.
Then, silence prevails.
It is for this reason that
Wu Hsin writes.
Wu Hsin

Sam Fu used to think that he thought.
Upon investigation, he discovered that
Thoughts arise in the expanse of awareness and that
There is no thinker thinking.

Sam Fu now watches the show as
A spectator in the audience.
He may laugh.
He may cry.
He carries on his normal activities.

Yet never forgets That which facilitates and is
The support of these activities.
Wu Hsin

Understanding is not birthed by
A mental process any more than
Blue sky is created by
A clearing in the clouds.
Wu Hsin

The Guest - Kabir
The god that man has imagined in his own image, the god
that man made according to his own wishes, the god that is
nothing but the projection of man's mind and desires; that
god is certainly dead. That god never really existed.
The untrue MUST cease for the truth to be.

You have to become more conscious of your Consciousness.
You have to become more aware of your Awareness.
A point of stillness comes where you are simply aware of
your [inner] Awareness...

When Awareness [the Core Being] is the only content of your
awareness, that is the moment when The Guest is found...

Above are
Brief excerpts from the link below....
https://mysticmeandering.blogspot.com/2019/04/the-guest-kabir.html?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=Feed%3A+MysticMeandering+%28Mystic+Meandering%29

ALSO SEE ENTIRE WRITING/POST IN READ MORE
BELOW
WITH
ADDITIONAL AFTERNOON PHOTOS

READ MORE BELOW

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"THE INWARD SEA" "My Own Splendor" "Flaming Sword Angel" "... this Touch where i Disappear.” MILESTONE April 19, 2019

4/19/2019

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Continuing with the Sharing of
The Heart of Awareness
A Translation of the
Ashtavakra Gita
Thomas Byrom
This Sharing began 3/26/19
There are 20 chapters

Below is Chapter 19
My Own Splendor

DISSOLVING
<
DISSOLVED
INTO
“THE INWARD SEA”*
<
THE AKASHA TAO CORE OF ORIGIN
ALWAYS PREVAILS
(unless thinking otherwise!)
ew
6:02 AM-4/19/19
*See Afternoon Photos Section Today
&
Read More for Howard Thurman INWARD SEA Quote
&
More.......

19
My Own Splendor

1
With the pincers of truth I have plucked
From the dark corners of my heart
The thorn of many judgments.

2
I sit in my own splendor.

Wealth or pleasure,
Duty or discrimination,
Duality or nonduality,
What are they to me?

3
What is yesterday,
Tomorrow,
Or today?

What is space,
Or eternity?

I sit in my own radiance.

4
What is the Self,
Or the not-Self?

What is thinking,
Or not thinking?

What is good or evil?

I sit in my own splendor.

5
I sit in my own radiance,
And I have no fear.

Waking, Dreaming, Sleeping,
What are they to me?

Or even ecstasy?

6
What is far or near,
Outside or inside,
Gross or subtle?

I sit in my own splendor.

7
Dissolving the mind,
Or the highest meditation,
The world and all its works,
Life or death,
What are they to me?

I sit in my own radiance.

8
Why talk of wisdom,
The three ends of life,
Or oneness?

Why talk of these!

Now I live in my heart.

Above from
The Heart of Awareness
A Translation of the
Ashtavakra Gita
Thomas Byrom
This Sharing began 3/26/19
There are 20 chapters

Chapter 19
My Own Splendor
Entire Book (pdf) with Excellent Introduction:
http://mystic7.org/images/companies/1/Books/Free/The%20Heart%20of%20Awareness.pdf?1445090941313

I can only offer you this Touch where i Disappear.
ew/arif k.

AFTERNOON

I am in the mood to dissolve into the sky.
Virginia Woolf

The Inward Sea
Howard Thurman

There is in every person an inward sea,
And in that sea there is an island
And on that island there is an altar

And standing guard
before that altar is the
angel with the flaming sword.

"Nothing can get by that angel
to be placed upon that altar
unless it has the mark
of your inner authority."

"Nothing passes
'the angel with the flaming sword'
to be placed upon your altar
unless it be a part of
'the fluid area of your consent."

This is your crucial link with the Eternal."

--Dr. Howard Thurman
Excerpt from Howard Thurman's Meditation of the Heart.
http://usslave.blogspot.com/2011/04/howard-thurmans-inward-sea.html

WHEN YOU ARE FREE
JOHN MCINTOSH

When you are FREE of conditioning nothing ‘sticks’
to divert your Attention from Who You Really Are.
-The glamor of the world swirls around you without effect

-Sorrow begs you to acknowledge its victim-hood
but is met only with compassion and never sympathy
that would fan the flames of that illusion

-Special abilities entice you to broadcast
your new-found power over illusion
but you remain ‘fixed’ on Truth and Peace ‘IS’

-Without effort,
your radiance touches and embraces the entire dream
and every version of dreamer within, that still sleeps

-Without any ‘doing’,
an infinite Light shines on every dark corner of the grand dream

-Many recoil in shame or fear as their disguises melt away

-Others approach with caution and scepticism,
dazzled by this ‘influence’ that lifts and inspires
but asks nothing

-Some few gravitate
to the boundless Life You Are
as their ancient burdens lose control

-Each one who still sleeps,
is in some way affected
and at the level of their open-ness,
shift ever more inward toward their own Freedom

-If called to act you are shown precisely what to do,
where to go,
what to say and to whom,
unencumbered by the conditioning
that once colored and tainted every action,
every word, every thought

-Your actions are Pure
and when complete are departed from completely

See this LINK for Photos/Quotes that date...September 7, 2018 - applies to today as well!
https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-youthanasia-sanctarii/survived-into-thrived-all-pervading-peace-imprisoned-splendor-may-escape-september-7-2018

Freedom covets nothing,
holds onto nothing and craves nothing.

https://www.johnmcintosh.info/post/when-you-are-free

See Read More Below
for full Quotes
+
Link for ANGEL WITH FLAMING SWORD
Saint Teresa-of-Avila
+
Additional Photos

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WHEN ONE REMEMBERS FORMLESSNESS PRESIDES "In unbroken meditation." MILESTONE March 27, 3019

3/27/2019

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Continuing with the Sharing of
The Heart of Awareness
A Translation of the
Ashtavakra Gita
Thomas Byrom
This Sharing began 3/26/19
There are 20 chapters
Below is Chapter 2

PURE SILENCE OF ASKASHA TAO CORE
=
ALL UNFOLDS WITHOUT ILLUSORY INTERFERENCE
FROM THE MAN-CREATED DREAM OF LIFE
<

WE ARE THE ANSWER WHEN WE BECOME AS
SILENT AS THE ORIGINAL SILENT ANSWER
WHICH HAS NO QUESTION
=
FORMLESSNESS PRESIDES
ALL IS WELL
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4:14 AM-3/27/19*

WHEN ONE REMEMBERS
…IS RE-REALIZED…
IT MATTERS NOT THE MAN MADE NAMES AND EVENTS
AS THE STORY IS THE SAME
AND THOSE ALL-WAYS CONFIRM
SUCH TRUTH-OF-BEING-REALITY MANIFESTING/AWAKENING

….
NOT THINKING & NOT TALKING
MATTERS NOT
TO ORIGINAL SILENCE
ew
5:57 AM-3/27/19*
*See Read More
Below Afternoon Photos
for additional notes
from early this morning

Chapter 2:
Awareness

1
Yesterday
I lived bewildered,
In illusion.

But now I am awake,
Flawless and serene,
Beyond the world.

2
From my light
The body and the world arise.
So all things are mine,
Or nothing is.

3
Now I have given up
The body and the world,
I have a special gift.
I see the infinite Self.

4
As a wave,
Seething and foaming,
Is only water
So all creation,
Streaming out of the Self,
Is only the Self.

5
Consider a piece of cloth,
It is only threads!
So all creation,
When you look closely,
Is only the Self.

6
Like the sugar
In the juice of the sugarcane,
I am the sweetness
In everything I have made.

7
When the Self is unknown
The world arises,
Not when it is known.
But you mistake
The rope for the snake.
When you see the rope,
The snake vanishes.

8
My nature is light,
Nothing but light.
When the world arises
I alone am shining.

9
When the world arises in me,
It is just an illusion:
Water shimmering in the sun,
A vein of silver in mother-of-pearl,
A serpent in a strand of rope.

10
From me the world streams out
And in me it dissolves,
As a bracelet melts into gold,
A pot crumbles into clay,
A wave subsides into water.

11
I adore myself.
How wonderful I am!
I can never die.

The whole world may perish,
From Brahma to a blade of grass,
But I am still here.

AFTERNOON

12
Indeed how wonderful!
I adore myself.
For I have taken form
But I am still one.
Neither coming or going,
Yet I am still everywhere.

13
How wonderful,
And how great my powers!
For I am without form,
Yet till the end of time
I uphold the universe.

14
Wonderful!
For nothing is mine,
Yet it is all mine,
Whatever is thought or spoken.

15
I am not the knower,
Nor the known,
Nor the knowing.
These three are not real.
They only seem to be
When I am not known.
For I am flawl

16
Two from one!
This is the root of suffering.
Only perceive
That I am one without two,
Pure awareness, pure joy,
And all the world is false.
There is no other remedy!

17
Through ignorance
I once imagined I was bound.
But I am pure awareness.
I live beyond all distinctions,
In unbroken meditation.

18
Indeed,
I am neither bound nor free.
An end to illusion!
It is all groundless.
For the whole of creation,
Though it rests in me,
Is without foundation.

19
The body is nothing.
The world is nothing.
When you understand this fully,
How can they be invented?
For the Self is pure awareness,
Nothing less.

20
The body is false,
And so are its fears,
Heaven and hell, freedom and bondage.
It is all invention.
What can they matter to me?
I am awareness itself.

21
I see only one.
Many men,
One wilderness.
Then to what may I cling?

22
I am not the body.
Nor is the body mine.
I am not separate.
I am awareness itself,
Bound only by my thirst for life.

23
I am the infinite ocean.
When thoughts spring up,
The wind freshens, and like waves
A thousand worlds arise.

24
But when the wind falls,
The trader sinks with his ship.
On the boundless ocean of my being
He founders,
And all the worlds with him.

25
But O how wonderful!
I am the unbounded deep In whom all living things
Naturally arise,
Rush against each other playfully,
And then subside. ;

The Heart of Awareness
A Translation of the
Ashtavakra Gita
Thomas Byrom
Chapter 2
http://www.austincc.edu/adechene/Ashta%20Byrom%20short.pdf

Entire Book with Excellent Introduction:
http://mystic7.org/images/companies/1/Books/Free/The%20Heart%20of%20Awareness.pdf?1445090941313

See Read More Below
for additional notes
from early this morning
&
More Afternoon Photos

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EPIPHANY PRESIDES "...what is, is truth itself, and all that Is." MILESTONE January 10, 2019

1/10/2019

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MIRACULOUS BECOMES THE NORM
EPIPHANY PRESIDES AS A WAY OF LIFE
ALL VIA INNER PLANES…
AND VIA AKASHA TAO CORE SOURCING
WITHOUT IMPEDIMENTS
<
THE INVISIBILITY AND SILENCE OF IMMORTALITY
JOINING/DANCING/CO-CREATING WITH ALL...
IN ANY DIMENSION WHO ALSO ARE THIS WAY…
NOT ONLY OTHERSIDED HUMANS BUT ALL OF LIFE/DEATH
THERE IS ONLY LIFE
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5:34 AM-1/10/19
<
re-remembering this:
“GREAT BREATH OF LIFE & DEATH
IS ONLY LIFE…
NOTHING MORE
NOTHING LESS”
ew
3:50AM-4/8/18
- Ocala

The final stage in Roberts' journey began when she finally came to terms
"with the nothingness and emptiness of existence
which, for me, seemed to be the equivalent of
living out my life without God -
or any such substitute.

Only when this came about,
only when the acclimation to a life
without an ultimate reality was complete;
when there was no hope, no trust remaining;
only when I had finally to accept what is,
did I suddenly realise
that what is,
is truth itself,
and All That Is. *

*THIS SAME UNDERSTANDING
ATIAH!
All That Is AH!
Emerged to ew/dmm consciousness in 2003
While living on Youthanasia Acres - "The Barnlot" Rural Indiana
near Dublin, Indiana
Mother's last earthly days on her farm....
and i stayed on to clear, clean and prepare it for auction...
It did remain in family bloodline!

(See Read More below Afternoon Photos
for full journaling re: the Arising of term ATIAH
All That Is AH)

I had to discover it was only when
every single, subtle, experience and idea
- conscious and unconscious -
has come to an end, a complete end,
that it is possible
for the Truth to reveal itself."
Bernadette Roberts -
The Experience of No-Self: A Contemplative Journey-p. 84
https://firedocs.com/carey/roberts.html

Just after sunrise...this white egret/heron stood for the longest in direct eyesight out of my window...see below slideshow for Timely symbolism of this bird....was speaking with younger brother via telephone re: amazing Unfoldments for many of us in the tropics.

Peace, harmony and working together for the common good
are but a few of the Great White Egret’s messages.
As members of the Heron family,
these magnificent beings carry a treasure trove of life lessons
(amplified when in pure white form).
https://amuseinharmony.com/2013/11/20/natures-wisdom-the-great-white-egret/

To the Maori a great egret, Kotuku, symbolizes everything rare and beautiful.
To say that someone is a Kotuku is a great compliment.
“Rare as the Kotuku” is a Maori proverb,
because great egrets are extremely rare in New Zealand.
The saying ‘He Kotuku rerenga tahi’
refers to the Kotuku as a magical bird of a single flight:
a sight permitted perhaps once in a lifetime.
When a person is referred to as a Kotuku Rerenga Tahi,
this means that this is a great sort person who is seldom found.
http://dallasegrets.org/?page_id=116

AFTERNOON

FREE
LIBERATED
BEYOND THE LIES

WELCOMING
MY OWN LOCKED-AWAY
GLORY TO THE LIGHT OF
BREATH.

THE MORE WITHIN,
THE LESS
SHADOWS FOR OTHERS TO DEVOUR...

...IN FACT
IN AN INSTANT
POOF!
THE SHADOWS ARE GONE.
ew
4:36AM-3/24/03
Youthanasia Acres
From Archives...Journaling re:
Arising of ATIAH
See Read More below Afternoon Photos

(See Read More below
for full journaling re: the Arising of term ATIAH
All That Is AH!
&
Additional Photos)

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ALL IS NOW MILESTONE November 7, 2018 "My interior or spiritual life was finished.”

11/7/2018

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ALL IS NOW
BEYOND WORDS & THOUGHTS
ORIGINAL BEING BEFORE TIME
AKASHA TAO CORE
‘OLDER THAN GOD’*
“IT IS FINISHED”**
“My interior or spiritual life was finished.”***
ew
4:50 AM-11/7/18
*Stephen Mitchell, TAO te Ching #4
**Christ words on cross, John 19:28-30
***Bernadette Roberts – See Read More below Afternoon Photos

“I realized I no longer had a ‘within’ at all. . . .
My interior or spiritual life was finished.”
Bernadette Roberts
See Read More below Afternoon Photos
for
More Regarding the Disclosures from Bernadette Roberts

AFTERNOON

Listen to the stillness within.

Do not bring the gravity of Self-importance
into your moment of solitude....

.... but come unto the Spirit
with the light-heartedness of the young who are in
awe and wonder of the first morning in spring
where all things are new and germinate.

There is a sense of adventure,
as with the young eagle
when spreading his wings
for his virgin flight.

He knows he has to abandon his nest to soar the skies;
he also knows he has to be bold.
It is something he must do
on his own, there is no help.

There is expectancy of newness,
of wide and bright horizons,
and the promise that all is well.

It is by dropping the shackles of the known
that you glimpse
your possibilities
and in the moment
of forgetfulness of nest-security
the thrilling flight of the Soul is born.
Peter O. Erbe
GOD I AM

It is for Consciousness to eliminate all the debris
creating the entanglement between It an the body.

Once the debris has been removed,
any seeming self melts away
like a candle approaching the sun.

This is the path of the rejection of all paths.
Wu Hsin

Read More Below
Re: "My interior or spiritual life was finished."
- Bernadette Roberts

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SURVIVED INTO THRIVED "...all-pervading peace..." 9/7/18 "imprisoned splendor may escape" Milestone Activation

9/7/2018

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PERCEPTIONS OF MURDER AND MAYHEM
ARE VIA THE MENTAL MINDING-MIND

WHEN SOUL IS IN CHARGE
…THE AKASHA TAO CORE…
ALL IS ALWAYS WELL
=
AS AN ORIGINAL ONE HAS
EXPERIENCED WHATEVER IT IS
&
SURVIVED INTO THRIVED
ew
4:49 AM-9/7/18

Truth is within ourselves; it takes no rise
From outward things, whate're you may believe.
There is an inmost center in us all,
Where truth abides in fullness; and around
Wall upon wall, the gross flesh hems it in.
This perfect clear perception -- which is truth
A baffling and perverting carnal mesh
Binds it and makes all error and to KNOW
Rather consists in opening out a way
Whence the imprisoned splendour may escape
Than in effecting entry for a light
Supposed to be without.
Robert Browning
The Imprisoned Splendor

http://www.christasus.com/dailydisplay.asp?thedate=111

Brian Thompson - I Am Undone

I am undone.

I no longer remain,
and yet, I Am.

All that remains,
is this beautiful nothingness of all that Is;
a suchness of being beyond any event, memory or experience,
a knowingness transcendent of any concept,
including the illusions of space, continuity and time.

I know only
this presence of knowing
that knows only itself;
an empty space of infinite silence,
that contains no thing,
no purpose and no meaning,
but from which all things,
purpose and meanings arise.

I am indistinguishable,
yet, in me all things are distinguished.

I am the seemingly aspect-less one.

In this presence that I Am,
where the appearance of me and you,
of this and that and everything in between
seems to unfold, all such ideas dissolve
into the invisible truth of
None.

I know only
this blissful plenitude of all-pervading peace,
into which the dream of the universe unfolds,
where consciousness has awoken
within the void of the Absolute,
and has blissfuly announced
awareness of itself as,
I Am.

Brian Thompson
http://www.zenthinking.net/
http://nomindsland.blogspot.com/2018/09/brian-thompson-i-am-undone.html

AFTERNOON
Too rainy for beach this afternoon...
photos below from Archives
PS
Suddenly the sun came out late afternoon....
so afternoon photos from today at the end..
Including the
MILESTONE ACTIVATION

Below in this font from
Mark Nepo

No amount of thinking can stop thinking.

In release, we begin.

The flower doesn't dream of the bee,
it blossoms and the bee comes.

We are so unused to emotion
that we mistake any depth of feeling for sadness,
any sense of the unknown for fear,
and any sense of peace for boredom.

Repetition is not failure.
Ask the waves, ask the leaves, ask the wind.

If you try to comprehend air before breathing it,
you will die.

The pain was necessary to know the truth,
but we don't have to keep the pain alive
to keep the truth alive.

No matter where we dig or climb,
we come upon the fire we left untended.

Above in this font from
Mark Nepo
https://www.katherineschafler.com/blog/top-10-mark-nepo-quotes

Consciousness is all there is.
Seeing one thing, you see it all.

*****

Let seeing see outward, and all it will see is objects.
Let seing see inward,and it will see not objects
but that which is seeing.
Ramesh S. Balsekar
The Net of Jewels
September 5

AFTERNOON....September 7, 2018

Every form reflects It,
Yet It cannot be seen by the eyes.
In silence,
A subtler inner eye opens
That sees the Real underlying all appearances.
Wu Hsin

The individual perceives that
Life is happening to him whereas
The one who has
Relinquished his individuality
Perceives that life is
Merely happening.
This is the state wherein
Tension cannot arise.
Wu Hsin

July 13, 2015

The cloud has no destination
Which it must reach.
It is purposeless.
In much the same way,
When there is no longer
A sense of worry,
A concern for what comes next,
One can walk without
Needing to arrive.
Wu Hsin

February 7, 2017

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BAUBO'S HOLY FIRE MILESTONE September 5, 2018 Remembrance Rock Emergence

9/5/2018

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BAUBO 'S HOLY FIRE MAINTAINS TRUTH OF BEING
<
THE CORE OF BEING’S ETERNAL FLAME OF CREATION
SILENTLY ROARS IN ALL ASPECTS OF LIFE
ALL IS
JUST IS
AS IT IS
ew
4:16 AM-9/5/18

This day's morning and afternoon beachtimes SO profound...
....the OceanSpeak created with
way too many AUSPICIOUS quotes & photos
(ie a Re-Reminder re: excess! and trying to always share/explain)
and every bit of it lost when we tried to publish....
.......saying this to say the AKASHA TAO CORE REMEMBRANCE
at Remembrance Rock in Afternoon was HUGE.
The Original Experience of Emerging
from Sea/Ocean as a sea creature...into human form....
that SPONTANEOUSLY, without ANY Self/selves volition, HAPPENED

ThisOriginal Emergence as sea creature into human form
is a Thorough, Unthought, Unbidden Sense we have had for many years
since first arriving on this island 1987
...a few yrs after 1987 the Sense further Clarified
...Knowing that the Original Experience Happened specifically at Pond Rock
....what we now name Remembrance Rock.

This is a re-do early a.m. 9/6/18 that will be mostly wordless and show a few photos of the Emergence that Happened Spontaneously at Remembrance Rock afternoon of 9/5/18.
A MILESTONE! to be sure..
I am not the same....
.or maybe said more Truthfully:
I AM HAS RE-EMERGED
THE SAME AS TRUTH OF CORE BEING
=
no Separate "I" or even "I AM"
All just Is

dmmew
4:33AM-9/6/18

AFTERNOON

If you Know to,
please check back in a few days from Sept 6, 2018...as we intend to share
some Auspicious Photos of breaker splashes....above is a sample

It is now later and we HAPPILY
discover that the ORIGINAL longer & more thorough post Co-Created yesterday
IS PUBLISHED
...it is prior to this one we added this morning
(9/6/18)
Talk about examples of Quantum Leaps and TimeShifts....!!!
"dizzying" if One tries to hold onto any form's Reality!!!!
dmmew
6:07 AM
Sept 6, 2018

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BEFORE ALL BELIEFS ...hold it against your bones..." "This unfettered being..." Milestone July 16, 2018

7/16/2018

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TENACIOUSLY HELD IN TRUTH OF BEING
WITHOUT POLARIZING ASPECTS…
GREAT RELIEF!
<
RETURNED TO CONDITION BEFORE ALL BELIEFS
GATHERED SINCE BEFORE TIME
<
THERE IS NO SEPARATION FROM ALL
AS ALL HAS BEEN SURVIVED INTO THRIVING
LOVINGLY FORGIVEN
UNDERSTOOD BY VAST SILENT CORE
ew
3:26 AM-7/16/18

Here is the only place and now is the only moment
in which to look for how to live who and what you are.
Going home, knowing who and what we are and why we are here,
is not something we have to earn by getting it right,
choosing perfectly, or trying harder.
Sometimes work is required, sometimes pain is endured.
Loss is an inevitable part of being human.

The reality we live is impermanent, constantly changing.
Knowing this, facing the impermanence of our reality,
we may be tempted to move away from loving deeply
to protect ourselves from feeling the inevitable losses so acutely.
But that would simply be fighting another aspect of the reality of being human,
the reality of loving fiercely,
of appreciating deeply
and so being attached to the beauty we experience
with the people and places and things we love.

Being human means we are not detached,
we are deeply connected to and affected by life.
This is what it means to answer the call,
to commit to being here in a human life,
as a human being:
to love what is mortal,
to love what is unpredictably changing and impermanent,
to love while being mindful that everything,
every person, every place, every moment
we love will change and pass, but to love anyway.

And to love what you love fiercely, no-holds-barred,
nothing held back,
to hold it against your bones
knowing your own life depends on it,
knowing that the reality of who and what you are as a human being
is inseparable from this body, this world, this life you claim and inhabit fully.
And when the time comes to let it go
- and no one can ever predict or control when that time will come-
to let it go…..
Oriah Mountain Dreamer
https://makebelieveboutique.com/2013/01/28/4963/

The spiritual essence of ourselves is our actual nature,
always present beneath the polished surface of our lives,
more durable than all of our protective posturing.

It shines through the cracks in our defenses,
it pervades and radiates throughout our body and everything around us-
no matter what we are doing or feeling.

This unfettered being
does not resemble the fearful vision of untamed desire run amok.
Rather, our true, wild nature
is the fundamental unity
of our mind, heart, and body.
.Judith Blackstone

https://makebelieveboutique.com/2013/01/28/4963/

AFTERNOON

There's something about kindred spirits,
you meet them and for a moment this world no matter ugly,
makes sense.
They bring a sense of freedom and clarity to one conversation;
just enough to remind you of who you are.
― Nikki Rowe, Once a Girl, Now a Woman

Below is same piece of tree...but further south on beach at sunrise yesterday....was Touched by this piece of tree yesterday and to FIND it today waiting closer to Remembrance Rock was Pure Joy & Delight.
See OceaSpeak for yesterday:.
https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-and-more/silence-beyond-belief-the-circle-is-unbroken-within-the-one-from-whom-we-come-july-15-2018

Most quotes below in this color font from Clarissa P Estes
Women Who Run With the Wolves
& all
are from
http://poledancingprofessor.com/2012/08/ten-empowering-quotes-honoring-the-wild-nature-of-women/

July 15,2018 Sunrise Beach

When women reassert their relationship with the wildish nature,
they are gifted with a permanent and internal watcher,
a knower, a visionary, an oracle, and inspiratrice,
an intuitive, a maker, a creator, an inventor,
and a listener who guide, suggest and urge a vibrant life
in the inner and outer worlds.
When women are with the Wild Woman,
the fact of that relationship glows through them.
~ Clarissa Pinkola Estés

Truly, we know that we cannot really subsist
on little sips of life.
The wild force in a woman’s soul
demands that she have access to it all.
~ Clarissa Pinkola Estés

Be wild; that is how to clear the river.
The river does not flow in polluted, we manage that.
The river does not dry up, we block it.
If we want to allow it its freedom,
we have to allow our ideational lives to be let loose,
to stream, letting anything come, initially censoring nothing.
That is creative life.
It is made up of divine paradox.
To create one must be willing to be stone stupid,
to sit upon a throne on top of a jackass and spill rubies from one’s mouth.
Then the river will flow,
then we can stand in the stream of it raining down.

I hope you will go out and let stories, that is life, happen to you,
and that you will work with these stories from your life
–not someone else’s life–
water them with your blood and tears
and your laughter till they bloom,
till you yourself burst into bloom.
That is the work.
The only work.

One of the most calming and powerful actions
you can do to intervene in a stormy world
is to stand up and show your soul.

When we accept our own wild beauty, it is put into perspective,
and we are no longer poignantly aware of it anymore,
but neither would we forsake it or disclaim it either.
Does a wolf know how beautiful she is when she sleeps?
Does a feline know what beautiful shapes she makes when she sits?
Is a bird awed by the sound it hears when it snaps open its wings?
Learning from them, we just act in our own true way
and do not draw back from or hide our natural beauty.
Like the creatures, we just are, and it is right.

If you have yet to be called an incorrigible, defiant woman,
don’t worry, there is still time.

..…the wildish woman can inquire into the numinosity
of her own body and understand it not as a dumbbell
that we are sentenced to carry for life,
not as a beast of burden,
pampered or otherwise,
who carries us around for life,
but a series of doors and dreams and poems
through which we can learn know all manner of things.
https://thoughtcatalog.com/nicole-stawiarski/2017/10/50-quotes-that-will-unleash-your-inner-wild-woman/

In Honour, Joy and Delight
...and Submission to and Possession by
Pure/Raw Creative Energy...
we are Moved to share slideshows of most all Afternoon Cavorts
...in order taken.
There are no words to describe what Happened to this Form & Consciousness today...only the Life Lived can Tell the Story
...beyond words and thoughts...
and Beyond even the telling or Telling.
ew/dmm
See Read More Below

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PRIMAL REPOSE GRACEOPATHY "In true prayer..." Milestone "...primal, primordial, ancient “I AM”." JULY 10, 2018

7/10/2018

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5:55 AM

PRIMAL REPOSE REMAINS*…
A TRANSPARENCY
OF THE ABSOLUTE’S UNWAVERING
GENTLE DÉJÀ VU
=
GRACEOPATHY
ew
3:34 AM-7/10/18
*See Read More At
End of Afternoon Photos

6:28 AM

In true prayer, although every silent moment remains the same,
every moment is a new discovery of a new silence,
a new penetration into that eternity in which all things are always new.
We know, by fresh discovery, the deep reality that is our concrete existence here and now …

When I am liberated by silence,
when I am no longer involved in the measurement of life,
but in the living of it,
I can discover a form of prayer in which
there is effectively, no distraction.

My whole life becomes a prayer.
My whole silence is full of prayer.

The world of silence in which I am immersed contributes to my prayer.

Let me seek, then, the gift of silence, … and solitude,
where everything I touch is turned into prayer:

where the sky is my prayer,
the birds are my prayer,
the wind in the trees is my prayer,
for God is all in all.

Thomas Merton
via
https://www.stillnessspeaks.com/
&
http://nomindsland.blogspot.com/2018/07/thomas-merton-prayer-silence-solitude.html

AFTERNOON

Advice on keeping joy moving through you.

Sufis call the wantings nafs.
From the urgent way lovers want each other to the sannyasin's search for truth,
all moving is from the mover.
Every pull draws us to the ocean.
Rumi says it's important
to live the wantings as they come
and not get stuck somewhere,
stagnant.

He was asked once what to do about a young man
caught doing some indecent act.
The story doesn't mention what exactly — masturbation, peeping-tomming, whatever wild wantings young men think to do.

Rumi told them not to worry about it.
'It just means he's growing his feathers.
The dangerous case is a kid who doesn't do indecent acts,
who then leaves the nest without feathers.
One flap and the cat has him.'

Be careful, Rumi suggests,
about shaming sexual behavior in an adolescent
or anyone who hasn't yet has his or her fill of erotic trancing.
Often, the closest we come to surrender is orgasm.
In Rumi's symbology the rooster is a symbol for that energy.

"So how did Husam kill his rooster?
By dissolving into the play.
The nafs are energies that keep us moving,
stopping nowhere.
Union with the divine continually unfolds.
Next to the glowing drive-in movie,
the junkyard's rusted stacks of old desire-bodies.

Let the beauty we love keep turning into action,
transmuting to another, another.
What have I ever lost by dying?
Rumi asks, exchanging one set of nafs for the next.

Chopping rooster energy becomes another dining room story.
Particles of praise shine in the sunlight.
Anything you grab hold of on the bank
breaks with the river's pressure.
When you do things from your soul,
the river itself moves through you.
Freshness and a deep joy are signs of the current."
The Essential RumiBy Coleman Barks, Jelaluddin Rumi
Advice on keeping joy moving through you.
http://www.spiritualityandpractice.com/book-reviews/excerpts/view/17222

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Additional Photos
ew Pearls
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REKINDLING OF SPLENDOUR Milestone...Day of Core Silence* "...imprisoned splendor may escape.." June 26, 2018

6/26/2018

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*First such CORE SILENCE DAY was 6/17/18....
see that OceanSpeak
& Categories
on right of this page:
...Day of Core Silence

5:54 AM At Top of Sand Dunes Path

And with this SILENCE THAT MOVES AND REMOVES ALL MOUNTAINS
THERE IS INNER/OUTER PEACE AGAIN.

THE AKASHA TAO CORE SILENCE
MOVES AND REMOVES ALL
THAT IS NOT REAL…
VANISHES ALL SEEMING HELLS AND MOUNTAINS
OF
EGOIC MATERIAL MAN’S TORTURE & KILLING FIELDS
=

Remembrance Rock

SWEET PEACE THAT PASSETH EARTHLY UNDERSTANDING
AS ORIGINAL ONES
SEQUESTER AND SOURCE
IN THE GREAT SILENCE OF TRUTH OF BEING
<

SYNCHRONICITIES IN ALL REALMS
CONTINUOUSLY MANIFEST
CREATING
WORLDS AND EVENTS
BEYOND ALL BELIEFS
WITHOUT ANY I DO’S ADOS.
&
ALL IS REAL LIFE
<

A GENTLE DEJA VU
OF
BAUBO GLORY
ew
4:31 AM-6/26/18

Truth is within ourselves.
There is an inmost center in us all,
Where the Truth abides in fullness; and to know
Rather consists in opening out a way
Whence the imprisoned splendor may escape
Than in effecting entry for a light
Supposed to be without.
~ Robert Browning

Our imprisoned Splendor
is always within reach and ready to be Recognized.
Stop.
Go within and Let It show you It’s Omnipresent Love…
And, how you too
can Be Love Loving.
~Al Denninger
June 25th, 2018
http://www.iwso.org/thedailylesson.htm

LOVE IS THE ONLY FREEDOM IN THE WORLD
BECAUSE IT SO ELEVATES THE SPIRIT
THAT THE LAWS OF HUMANITY AND THE PHENOMENA OF NATURE
DO NOT ALTER ITS COURSE.
K. Gibran

AFTERNOON

The below automatically Happens during Times
we are in/of/as Akasha TAO Core SILENCE
dmm
It is not attention to lack of wellness that makes you sick.
It is attention to the lack of many things…
Chronic attention to unwanted things
holds you in a place of disallowing
your physical well-being,
as well as disallowing the solutions
to other things you are focused upon.

If you would focus your attention upon the experience of physical well-being
as much as you focus upon the absence of it,
not only would your recovery come quickly,
but maintaining
your physical well-being and balance
would also be easy.
Excerpted from Money and the Law of Attraction on 8/31/08
Esther (Abraham and Jerry)

See Read More Below for Much More
Notes and Photos
and
Full Version of
The Rekindling of Splendour

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LIGHT OF BREATH ATIAH Milestone with ew/dmm note "...a timeline written somewhere else." June 23, 2018

6/23/2018

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FREE
LIBERATED
BEYOND THE LIES

WELCOMING
MY OWN LOCKED-AWAY
GLORY TO THE LIGHT OF
BREATH.*
<
IMMORTALS’ NOW IS WITHOUT
“MY OWN” OR EVEN A
“NOW”
<
THE TRANSPARENT CONDUIT
ALWAYS
ALL WAYS
JUST IS
SINCE BEFORE LIFE & DEATH
&
BEYOND FOREVER
&
SO IT IS
∞
ATIAH
ew
4:17 AM-6/23/18
ew
*From Random Pick Archived Whisper
2003
4:36AM-3/24/03
Youthanasia Acres
see next Whisper below...for the full 3/24/14 Whisper
Also See Read more at end of Afternoon Photos

FREE
LIBERATED
BEYOND THE LIES

WELCOMING
MY OWN LOCKED-AWAY
GLORY TO THE LIGHT OF
BREATH.

THE MORE WITHIN,
THE LESS
SHADOWS FOR OTHERS TO DEVOUR
IN FACT
IN AN INSTANT
POOF!
THE SHADOWS ARE GONE.
ew
4:36AM-3/24/03
Youthanasia Acres

GODDESS
BAUBO IS THE BARDO
OF
"A TIMELINE WRITTEN SOMEWHERE ELSE"
dmm/ew
8:07AM-6/23/18
(see next quote in this color font)

GODDESS
BAUBO IS THE BARDO
OF
"A TIMELINE WRITTEN SOMEWHERE ELSE"
dmm/ew
8:07AM-6/23/18
(see quote below in this color font)

A cosmic sort of exhaustion can come at times,
where we find ourselves in the bardo
between one moment and the next.
We can’t quite go back to the way it was,
but the rebirth has yet to appear.

There is a creativity in the liminal but it can seem out of reach.
We are asked to marinate in the womb of now,
tend to the groundlessness,
and find refuge in the unknown:
to be midwife to the darkened illumination.

There are signs and symbols and guidance
all around and inside us,
but their appearance is governed by
a timeline written somewhere else.
Matt Licata
Excerpt from:
Today may not be the day for answers
http://alovinghealingspace.blogspot.com/2018/06/today-may-not-be-day-for-answers.html

AFTERNOON.........

All Wordings below in this color font
From Unpublished Archives
SILENT'S SONGS
February 2003
Youthanasia Acres
Near Dublin, Indiana

If they can’t talk, they die.
Silence that avoids Truth is debilitating.
Silence that Is Truth is All that Is.

O One that Exhaled me into form
INHALES ME GENTLY HOME.

TAKING ALL SILENCE THAT FESTERS
LEAVING ONLY THE
SILENCE OF ALL THAT IS
ew
4:33AM-2/1/03

SAVING OTHERS SHOULD HAVE WARNED
ME OF MY OWN DESTINY.
AS LONG AS I SAVED THEM
I AVOIDED KNOWING WHAT CANNOT BE AVOIDED
ew
4:31AM-2/3/03

ACCEPTING DESTINY
WITHOUT A MURMER
INSURES GENTLE INHALATIONS
INTO YOU O BLESSED ONE.
ew
4:44AM-2/3/03

THE DRAMA IS SHADOWS’ FOREPLAY

THE TEMPERING OF ABSORPTIONS.

NO WONDER! NO WONDER! DEAR GOD
MY SOUL HIDES IN THEE
THERE CAN BE NOTHING ELSE.

BURNED AND CONSUMED
BY BREATH ALONE
UNTIL THE BREATHER
CLAIMS ALL SHADOWS

AFTER THE ASH
FIRE ALONE
IT REPEATS & REPEATS
DISAPPEARING THESE FEEBLE
VAULT WORDS
ew
4:43AM-2/6/03

Every form reflects It,
Yet It cannot be seen by the eyes.
In silence,
A subtler inner eye opens
That sees the Real underlying all appearances.
Wu Hsin

See Read More Below
Baubo as Bardo Archetype
& More

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YOUTHANASIA ACRES' GRACEOPATH "Grace Births a Soul" "...breath of the soul." MILESTONE June 15, 2018

6/15/2018

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3:34 p.m.
6/15/18
Just discovered One can Google for:
Youthanasia OceanSpeak...
...and find More posts with Youthanasia mentioned.
dmm

5:43 AM

∞
A GRACEOPATH CONDITION ORCHESTRATES ALL
...AKASHA CORE’S EFFORTLESS EASE OF YOUTHANASIA...
AS THE SINGLE ETERNALLY-NOW-MOMENT IS
A JOYFULL GENTLE DÉJÀ VU

<
SLENDER GOLDEN THREADS CONNECTING*
CRYSTALLINE BONES RISING**
GREATER THAN GOD***
AH! ATIAH!****
∞
ew
3:09 AM-6/15/18
*Robert Johnson & Net of Jewels
**https://energeticsynthesis.com/index.php/resource-tools/news-shift-timelines/3322-crystal-core
***TAO TE CHING #4 S. Mitchell Trans
****All That Is ew/YouthanasiaAcres early 2000-2002
(See Read More at end of Afternoon Photos)

Wordings below in this color font are from a brochure created
in Indiana Childhood Barnlot(s) when we Returned there for a few years
1998-2004

YOUTHANASIA ACRES
(Near Dublin, Indiana
Childhood Barnlot
1999-2004 return to there)

Old Red Barn - State of The Art in its Time Youthanasia Acres Photo taken Approx. 2001

According to Webster:

EUTHANASIA
A painless and happy death;
an easy and painless death.
The act or method
of causing death painlessly, so as
to end suffering; advocated
by some as a way
to deal with persons dying
of incurable, painful diseases.

****

According to ew:

YOUTHANASIA = Spiritual death/rebirth
for those who Know they
have absorbed the agonies
of the
collective conscious/unconscious:
and are literally
debilitating and/or dying
of a seemingly
incurable and painful
“dis-ease”
of the soul!

Original Portal Remembrance Rock

Nut seeds become nut trees
Pear seeds become pear trees
God seeds become God

Meister Eckhart

Youthanasia Acres...Indiana Barnlot 1999-2004 My Mother's Original Farm

For unless a man’s unconscious life
is involved in his redemption
how little in him
will be permanently altered.
How heavy will be the shadow that he casts
and
how opaque he will be as a window to transmit
God’s grace.

Douglas Steere

Grace Births a Soul
ew

dmm/ew Watching for Rooster Original Farm ages 0-5 yrs 1946-1951 near Mother's Original Farm located between both parents' Original Family Farms

End of Youthanasia Brochure

The ancients who discovered that within themselves
was a Something recognized that
whatever it was
they had touched
was not out floating around in the air,
nor did they have reason
to believe that it was up in the sky.

They sensed
that there was a Something indwelling--
a Something with a capital ‘S,’
Something that had a voice,
Something that could impart,
Something that could reveal,
and so
they learned to be attentive.

They learned the nature of the ear that can hear.
They communed within themselves,
and when the answer came,
they knew that from some deep pool within themselves,
some depth of Withinness,
pearls of wisdom were being given.
~Joel S Goldsmith
A Parenthesis in Eternity

http://www.iwso.org/thedailylesson.htm
See Read More at end

How frequently do we attempt to understand
spiritual wisdom with our human intellect!
This leads to mental indigestion
because we are attempting
to digest spiritual food with our
educated mentality.
It will not work.

Truth is not a reasoning process;
therefore, it must be spiritually discerned.
Truth does not as a rule appeal to
our reason, and when it appears to do so,
we must search deeply to see if it
really is truth.

New Life in the Backyard Chicken Coop this morning

Be suspicious of
a truth that seems reasonable.
Joel Goldsmith
Entire The Infinte Way by Goldsmith is on below link:
http://www.onewhowakes.org/wp-content/uploads/2013/07/The-Infinite-Way-by-JSG.pdf
Page 14

Inconceivable, inexpressible, indescribable;
The mother of all buddhas is beyond the intellect.
~Prayer to the Perfection of Wisdom
https://makebelieveboutique.com/2018/06/15/27556/r to the Perfection of Wisdom

AFTERNOON

Cultivating mindful attention and awareness is an act of liberation;
it's a self-determined assertion that you can be free
to be who you choose to be,
even in a world filed with clinging and cruelty,
a world that doesn't always support creative unfolding.

As you expand your awareness and learn to direct your attention,
you can begin to choose what you focus on,
rather than simply have your attention
pulled to the most compelling sensation
of the moment.
~Marilyn Mandala Schlitz
https://makebelieveboutique.com/2018/06/15/27556/

Friday, June 15, 2018

People’s concept of happiness is always more or less tied to possessions:
money, a house, a car, a job, friends, a spouse and children.
They are unhappy until they are able to obtain them,
and should they come to lose them,
it is a disaster.

But the day you manage to discover what true happiness is,
you will understand that in reality
it does not depend on any object, any possession, or any other being,
because it comes from elsewhere
– from the realm of the soul and the spirit.

True happiness is a state of consciousness
that even life’s hardships and tribulations cannot trouble,
precisely because it does not depend on any external or material condition.

This happiness can only be attained
by diving into the ocean of universal harmony
by means of thought.

It is like something as natural as breathing:
breathing in, breathing out… breathing in, breathing out…
Indeed, true happiness is like the
breath of the soul.
Omraam Mikhael Aivanhov
https://www.prosveta-usa.com/happiness-a-breath-of-the-soul_2018-06-15

Indeed, true happiness is like the
breath of the soul.
Omraam Mikhael Aivanhov
https://www.prosveta-usa.com/happiness-a-breath-of-the-soul_2018-06-15

....AND just after we finished these (above) last
Loose Garment Design Cavorts in/wiith Mother Ocean....
we turned to walk back to sand dunes path and to leave the beach...
...GENTLY,
but SUDDENLY,
an Awareness almost beyond words, "took over" the consciousness....
...we were PAUSED....
then these words Softly Arose...
...to "point towards" the Experience...
...Whispered from the Inner Core of Being:
RETURNED TO
IN/OF/AS
THE SILENCE BEFORE SOUND...
and yet IT was and IS More than words could ever say.

Paused in the Experience,
our physical eyes were Drawn to focus on sand at our feet...
and the below photos show the "Touchstone" for this Experience...
the ONLY piece of coral or shell we saw the entire beach time
just prior to High Noon

ABOVE: Rather suddenly, a dark sky to the northwest...when we are at top of Sand Dunes path after leaving beach.
With Sun Drenched physical vision and Quieted Mind & Consciousness,
we Experienced the bird at first Glimpse as a small airplane in the distance..
....but NOT SO...
BELOW: Photos that are Enlarged/Cropped of Bird

Forgot to mention that at the very first part of the
Deep Cavorts by Remembrance Rock,
when we first Felt our arms widening to the sky in Celebration...
a HUGE bird,
...much larger than the gull in these above photos....
...was Gliding to the south and exactly over my head
that was turned to the sky in Glory!
Honour & Celebration!.

READ MORE BELOW
Rather extensive notes that seem important to put here this day...
Also additional Loose Garment Design Cavorts....
...Douchings/RareAhFirings...& ReFuelings of Higher Octanes
in order Experienced.

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WHEN A ‘YOU’ BECOMES THE WHISPER - Milestone** Sunrise/Afternoon June 13, 2018

6/13/2018

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**The last few OceanSpeaks have felt like "Milestones"
though we had no Knowing to designate them as such...
...well no wonder!...
...they were precursors to the below Whisper for this morning...
See Read More at end of this Post for More
re: this Happening

WHEN A ‘YOU’ BECOMES THE WHISPER
THERE IS NO “I” WITH NEEDS TO WORD THE WHISPER
<
SWEET CORE
BEFORE SOUND
ORIGINAL SILENCE
SUFFICES
∞=∞
ONLY OVERFLOW OF CORE JOY
IN ALL FORMS GIVEN
NOW HAPPEN
∞
CHOICELESS CHOICE
EFFORTLESS EASE
∞=∞
GRACEOPATHY
ew
12:51 AM-6/13/18

…IT IS WITH POSSESSION/GRACEOPATHY
OF PURE JOY OF TRUTH OF ORIGINAL BEING
WE ARE TO BE MOVED THRU LIFE
….RATHER THAN
SWORD-FIGHTING WITH THE ALREADY DEAD!!!
ew
2:09 AM-6/13/18

"These wild people...."

These wild people call the Masters, “The Men from the Sun,”
and when the Masters go among them for the prisoners they do not resist.
We were also told that the masters had made a number of attempts
to reach these wild people but these attempts had come to naught
because of the fear in which the people held them.
It is said that if the Masters do go among them, the snow men will not eat or sleep,
but stay in the open night and day, so great is their fear.
These people have lost all contact with civilization,
even forgetting that they had ever contacted other races
or that they are the descendants from them,
so far have they separated themselves from others.

(See Full Quote and Source in Read More
at end of today's posting)

Wednesday, June 13, 2018
When someone proposes a policy
inspired by generosity and concern for the most deprived,
very few people decide to support them.
But if they talk about
overthrowing the powers that be
to seize the positions and privileges they exercise,
this person is backed by a crowd.
What conclusion can we draw?
That humans still need to suffer.

Perhaps one day, because of their suffering,
they will come to understand what concerns and activities
will help them to flourish.
You think I am cruel?
No, it saddens me to say so,
but humans need to suffer in order to understand.
When a messenger from heaven appears
– someone who can enlighten them on the direction to take –
not only do they turn a deaf ear,
but they often persecute them.

And when a criminal comes along who will lead them to disaster,
they welcome them, they cheer them on and carry them to power –
it is they themselves who provide the criminal
with the means to destroy them.
So, it is clear:
humans need to suffer
in order to understand once and for all
to whom they must listen
and whom they should follow.
Omraam Mikhael Aivanhov
https://www.prosveta-usa.com/suffering-it-teaches-humans-which-guide-they-must-follow_2018-06-13

AFTERNOON

Grace is within you.
If it were external, it would be useless.
–Ramana Maharshi
http://peacefullpresence.blogspot.com/2018/03/grace-is-within-you-if-it-were-external.html

Read More Below
for Synchronicity/GRACEOPATHY

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TOUCHSTONE OF GRACE "Split us open at the beautypoint..." (Milestone/ew-dmm Note) June 6, 2018

6/6/2018

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Beginning 5/8/18 we add at the very end of each post...in the order written
... Whispers from Morning Writngs in Ocala, FL (February-April 2018)

AWARENESS OF SO-CALLED EVIL
CAN DO NO HARM
WITHOUT THOUGHTS..
EVIL = A MAN-MADE OPINION
<
PURE AWARENESS OF EVIL IS CATALYST OF GRACE
THE TOUCHSTONE OF ORIGINAL ONES’ CORE
ew
1:07 AM-6/6/18

Walk us back to our wildness,
where we can become clear,
in our feral states,
about what we need to do and how we need to be.

Split us open at the beautypoint,
where our abilities meet the energy of our hearts.

Crack through us with your lightning bolts,
and allow us
to channel your divine electricity
into all that we do.
~Pixie Lighthorse
https://www.pixielighthorse.com/about-pixie-lighthorse/

...and all of your well-meaning is not really divine calling until you hear the notes of humility and beauty and the
subtle qualities of fire and light and being....
.https://www.fromhispresence.com/radical-prayer-3-wild-ideas-witty-inventions/
(from ew/dmm Ocala, Fl Journal 4/22/18)

‘He ate fire and drank light.’

FIRE & LIGHT
All human beings eat, drink and breathe,
and in doing so they are in contact with the elements
of earth, water, and air and are nourished by them.

But they haven’t yet learned how to nourish themselves
with the fourth element:
fire, light.

And yet light is even more vital than air because it feeds our brain.
Yes, our brain too wants to eat, and light is its food.
It is light which awakens certain faculties
and enables us to access the divine world.

You might say that by eating,
drinking and breathing we nourish our whole body,
including our brain.

This is true,
but as long as we are content to nourish
our brain only with solid, liquid, and gaseous particles,
which are not the elements we need most,
many realities of the subtle words will remain unknown to us.
Tradition has it that one day Zarathustra asked the God Ahura Mazda how the first man nourished himself, and Ahura Mazda replied,
‘He ate fire and drank light.’

Omraam Mikhael Aivanhov
https://www.prosveta-usa.com/light-food-for-our-brain_2018-01-02?bc=search

There is nothing either good or bad, but thinking makes it so.
Shakespeare

All human rules are more or less idiotic, I suppose.
It is best so, no doubt.
The way it is now,
the asylums can hold the sane people,
but if we tried to shut up the insane
we should run out of building materials.
Mark Twain
http://learningindia.in/best-of-mark-twain-on-india/

The failure to recognize the Always Already,
This Never Not Now,
Causes you to seek in all the wrong directions.
A path to Here or a path to Now is
A path away from here and Now.
Whatever begins as an aid
Ultimately becomes an obstacle.
Chasing after something to be delivered in some imagined future is
A movement away in this very moment.
Wu Hsin
THIS TOO: THE WATER CAVE TUTELAGE
WuHsin with Trans by Roy Melvyn

You are already
Where any path
Can take you.
Prior to birth,
During life and
After death,
You are continuous,
The only constant..
Wu Hsin
THIS TOO: THE WATER CAVE TUTELAGE
WuHsin with Trans by Roy Melvyn

AFTERNOON

Most come to Wu Hsin
expecting to be given
something to do.

Wu Hsin declares
that there is nothing to do
other than to be.

What is to happen
will certainly happen
and it will do so
spontaneously.

Why not relax
and observe
dispassionately?

There is no waiting
on some
Divine Grace.

Grace has already provided
the opportunity
for instant clarity.

It remains
up to each
to seize it.
Wu Hsin
Solving Yourself: Yuben de Wu Hsin
June 5

∞
GREAT BREATH OF LIFE & DEATH
IS ONLY LIFE….
NOTHING MORE – NOTHING LESS
∞
ew
3:50 AM-4/8/2018

PARALYSIS
<
WAILS FOR SOOTHINGS OF SILENCE
QUIETED BY SILENT SOURCE
∞
BREATH THAT BREATHES ALL
SUFFICIENT FOR ALL MALADIES
ew
5:34 AM-4/20/18

“MY SOUL TAKES ME TO THE CUTTING EDGE”
Barbara Azzara
http://revbarbaraazzara.com/
(Read in note from Barbara just AFTER above Whisper Wrote)
(Ocala, Fl)

A TRANSPARENT CONDUIT OF TAO
AKASHA CORE
ALWAYS SOURCING/OVERFLOWING
WITH/AS
REAL LIFE THAT NEVER DIES
EFFORTLESS EASE
ew
4:23 AM-4/23/18
(Ocala, Fl)

See Read More Below
Milestone Wrtings/Auspicious Photos
and
Oceanspeaks' Links

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FOREVER IMMORTALITY OF HUMANS' PURE EVIL...& REAL LIFE Milestone February 6, 2018

2/5/2018

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THE IMMORTALITY OF REAL LIFE
SUSTAINS
AS
TAO’S SILENT CORE
∞
SINCE BEFORE/DURING/AFTER
THE FOREVER IMMORTALITY
OF
HUMANS’ PURE EVIL
IN ALL EONS AND DIMENSIONS
ew
2:42 AM-2/6/18

(see Read More
below afternoon photos
extensive quotes/resources/notes
re:
Hostage to the Devil
- Arthur Guirdham and more)

AFTERNOON.................

Excerpts from:
The End of an Exorcist
Michael Strong - Conclusion

Hostage to the Devil
Malachi Martin

“Believe me, once you mess with Exorcism,
and above all if you don’t pull it off, something departs from you.
And the rest of you yearns to depart also.”

It did not seem a good moment to pursue his “waiting” to “depart.”
So I asked him about the Confrontation with Evil Spirit
in an exorcism.
What was it like?
What effects had it?
It was a meeting, he said, a personal meeting.
What the exorcist met in person was something that existed
in a state where the all-important,
the only, reality was a “living not.”

I wanted to stop and ponder that for a while,
but he went on to talk of a reality that is not beautiful,
not true,
not holy,
not pleasant,
not bright,
not warm,
not large,
not happy,
not anything positive.

I started to say that all this sounded like Hell
or how people used to describe Hell.
“No,” he interjected distinctly and firmly.
“That is Hell.
Just to be utterly alone and immutably without love.
Forever.”

In the exorcism the exorcist knew that what he was up against
existed in that state.
He just knew it.

The effect of all this?
I asked the question still very tentatively,
not wishing to increase any pain he had.
Did he feel he was in a box or a prison?
Did it make him dispirited and lose initiative?

The effects were far deeper, he said.
Years before in the seminary, he loved music, flowers, a good book.
He could laugh the loudest of all;
he enjoyed swimming, tennis, a good meal, and so on.
He loved children.
They made him happy, just to hear their voices.
And many other things he liked also-
singing and dancing and long walks,
and the sound of waves on the shore,
and smells such as new-mown hay,
flowers and grass after a light shower,
a turf fire in the early morning.
And he slept like a top.
Always he woke up ready for the world,
rain, hail, or shine.

After Thomas Wu’s exorcism was over, all that had changed.
No, it wasn’t age,
he answered some unvoiced remark of mine,
but something else.

The housekeeper appeared, and he nodded to her.
It was time for him to turn in.
She left.

I asked: “What does it really mean?”

He was standing up now.
The moon had risen over the back wall of the garden.
We both looked at it with upturned faces.
“You are never quite at home in this human world
ever again after an exorcism,”
he said slowly.
He sat down again and explained.

After an exorcism the exorcist hears and sees
and thinks and talks as he always did.
But now he perceives on two planes.
Spirit is everywhere.
Flesh and matter is only “our picture” of what’s there.
And it’s not all good.
There’s evil and good hidden in that “picture.”

After an exorcism you always know, if you didn’t know it before.
You are now walking with double vision,
a second sight,
as the old people used to say.

And the exorcist never really sleeps, not as he used to.
He dozes off.
Some deep part of him is keeping watch,
always watching,
and doesn’t want anything to escape him
even momentarily.

All sleep is escape.
And he knows that escape for him is impossible.

He eats, he must in order to stay alive.
And he breathes.
His heart beats on.
But he has a terrible option always:
not to breathe,
to let his heart stop.

“Father Michael, how are you?”
He said he was fine. He had a request to make.
Before my visit ended, I should remind him of it.
But he wanted first to say something further to me about the effects of the exorcism on him.
“It helps me to talk about it all”
-this by way of explanation.
It was the double vision: he had not defined it properly, he said.
I waited, because, as Michael spoke,
a wave of misery swept over his face.
The veil of immobility was withdrawn for an instant,
then fell back again.
For that quick instant I had seen a load of pain and sadness
framed in lines of a gently resolute hope.
His whole expression said:
I will not give up my trust,
although I have nothing to rely
on but that trust.

Then he went on to describe the double vision.
It was not like seeing another table beside the real table
or another wall beside the real wall.
It was not a vision of eyes or a hearing with your ears
or a touching with your hand.
It was another level of reality.
An exorcism sharpens your awareness of that reality, he said.
You know what stands behind and around
and beneath and above
all that is visible and tangible.
The intertwining cords of spirit appear everywhere.
Good and bad spirit.
Beauty and ugliness.
Holiness and sin.
God as a tremendous majesty.
Personal evil is a formidable force.
Nothing escapes those cords.

He fell silent at this point.
After a pause,
I could not resist asking him directly about his failure
to complete the exorcism of Thomas Wu.
Did it entail any special liability within this sphere of his double vision?

“Of course.”
The words were loaded with an ache and a distress which silenced me.

Once pronounced,
they hung in the air between us as silent signs of his suffering.

“I can now hate. I can choose to hate,” he said drily.
Before the exorcism of Wu, he had never even thought of hating.
Now, to hate was a living option for him.
Before the exorcism, he never even imagined
what it would be like really to despair.
Now it was a real option. “Real.” “Real.”
He repeated the word several times.
The idea of rejecting Jesus as a charlatan
now came to him as a real choice.
All those choices and others too unspeakable to mention
were like plates of food placed in front of him continually.
His pain was that he was forced to consider each one as a possibility.
Before,
he had them all banded together and thrown into a box,
and he had thrown away the key.
Now he had to take a taste of each one.
Slowly.
Realistically.
He stopped at a certain point, groping for an image.
It was, he finally said,
as if a mad wolf were allowed sniff and smell and nose
around his naked body,
always threatening to bite and crush,
always moving, moving, moving.
He bent his head on his hands.
There was a pause of about five minutes.

And all the waiting, I finally asked, why all the waiting?
He had failed in the exorcism,
but he had not accepted Satan or evil or hate.
Why, then, the perpetual waiting?

“Simply put, my young friend,” he said thickly,
“evil has power over us, some power.
And even when defeated and put to flight,
it scrapes you in passing by.
If you don’t defeat it, evil exacts a price of more terrible agony.
It rips a gash in the spirit with a filthy claw,
and some of its venom enters the veins of the soul.
As a price.
As a memory.
As a lesson.
A warning that it will return again.”

It was time to go. I stood up. He said nothing.
I touched him lightly on the forehead.
It was cold.

As I went out, Breeda smiled at me:
“Now, young man, don’t worry about Father Michael.
He knows what he’s doin’.”
Somehow, this old woman understood more that I had ever understood.
Then I heard his voice calling after me:
“Malachi!
At the end, be sure and read Paul,
First Corinthians, Chapter 15, verses 50 to 58.
All of it.”
I hurried back into the study.
But he told me to go with the usual silent wave of the hand.

Conclusion

....there was a tiny rattle in Michael’s throat.
The lips smiled faintly.
The eyes lost all light.
I felt sure Michael had partaken in Jesus’ victory over death
and that he had escaped death’s sting.
But he had, indeed, paid the price for his failure of years before.
We will never know the exact note of suffering
such a man as Michael Strong must undergo at dying,
for it lies in the spirit unattainable by our logic,
unimaginable by our fantasy,
impervious to any clever methodology we can devise.
But each exorcist could well have as his epitaph
the most noble phrase Jesus ever pronounced about human love:
“Greater love than this no man hath:
that a man lay down his life for his friend."

Excerpts from:
Hostage to the Devil
Malachi Martin
https://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/vatican/esp_vatican27t.htm#Conclusion

(see Read More
below for
extensive quotes/resources/notes
re:
Hostage to the Devil-Martin Malachi
- Arthur Guirdham and more)

also see MORE from Martin Malachi and
The Smiler Archetype...the greatest of all "evil":
https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-and-more/orgasmic-stillpoint-from-its-place-on-high-utter-banality-of-all-existence-february-9-2018

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BE NOWHERE'S...... "IT IS FINISHED!" "...hang on and live wild..." Sunrise/Afternoon January 30, 2018

1/30/2018

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Remembrance Rock

...BE NOWHERE’S
BEFORE CREATION’S
TRUTH*
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*Find Paul Brunton
OES with The Teller/me in OHaven and me trying to Tell
the absurdity of Telling....
...all this form could do was/IS
Orgasmic Baubo Laughter

See Extensive Notes in Read More
at end of Afternoon Photos
from Youthansia Acres

“IT IS FINISHED!”*
CESSATION OF:
THINKING, TALKING, TELLING AND LISTENING
<
PRE-ORIGINAL BEING AWARENESS
SUFFICES
=
BEYOND QUANTUM DIMENSIONAL
OUROBOROS**
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7:35 AM-1/30/18
*http://www.jesus.org/death-and-resurrection/last-words/what-was-finished.html
**See next quote below

Swiss psychologist Carl Jung saw the ourobouros as an archetype and the basic mandala of alchemy.

Jung also defined the relationship of the ouroboros to alchemy:
"The alchemists, who in their own way knew more about the nature of the individuation process than we moderns do,
expressed this paradox through the symbol of the uroboros,
the snake that eats its own tail.
In the age-old image of the uroboros lies the thought of devouring oneself and turning oneself into a circulatory process,
for it was clear to the more astute alchemists
that the prima materia of the art was man himself.
The uroboros is a dramatic symbol for
the integration and assimilation of the opposite,
i.e. of the shadow.
This 'feed-back' process is at the same time a symbol of immortality,
since it is said of the uroboros
that he slays himself and brings himself to life,
fertilises himself and gives birth to himself.
He symbolises the One,
who proceeds from the clash of opposites,
and he therefore constitutes the secret of the prima materia which [...] unquestionably stems from man's unconscious'.
(Collected Works, Vol. 14 para.513)
http://www.thelemapedia.org/index.php/Oroboros

it’s fun to forget how to live so that when you rediscover it,
you really, really hang on and live wild……
inquiry for today~
what happens when you remember that life is an adventure?

https://makebelieveboutique.com/2017/08/24/24951/

AFTERNOON...

Below in this color font from
Lucille Clifton

won't you celebrate with me
what i have shaped into
a kind of life?

i had no model.
born in babylon
both nonwhite and woman
what did i see to be except myself?

i made it up
here on this bridge between
starshine and clay,
my one hand holding tight
my other hand;

come celebrate
with me that everyday
something has tried to kill me
and has failed.

Lucille Clifton
https://www.poetryfoundation.org/poems/50974/wont-you-celebrate-with-me
Synchronicity: just arrived via e-mail from a friend
9:31 AM
1/30/18

Extensive Notes in Read More below
from Youthansia Acres Days
Near Dublin, Indiana
Late 1990's-2004

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