we did not get to beach today....
...all photos are from August 12, 2016...two years ago.
..here is the OceanSpeak for that day
https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-and-more/what-if-it-all-already-is-a-gentle-deja-vu-sunriseafternoon-august-12-2016
PEACE AND JOY IN THE
DEEP TAO AKASHA CORE CENTER
<
ALL UNFOLDS EFFORTLESSLY
WITHOUT WORDS OR THOUGHTS
THAT IS
MEANT TO BE
ew
3:45 AM-8/12/18
ORGASMICALLY PLOUGHS THRU
HELLS OF PARASITIC NETHERWORLDS
<
THE IMMORTALS' INFINITE TSUNAMI
OF
UNBRIDLED GRACED ACTION
AND/OR
NON-ACTION
<
A TRANSPARENT CONDUIT
LOOSED WITHOUT IDO’S ADO
ew
2:50 AM-7/31/18
See Entire OceanSpeak for the above here:
https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-and-more/unfettered-baubo-unity-between-opposites-july-31-2018-human-worms
and leave the rest to God.
[However we know "God" to be]
Mooji
https://mysticmeandering.blogspot.com/2018/06/the-invisible-flame-eric-baret-mooji.html?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=Feed%3A+MysticMeandering+%28Mystic+Meandering%29
“it” couldn’t even be named depletion…it’s not a turbulent hell or chaos….just a VERY deadly quiet….no nothing….the “hush of waiting”…..not depression, not dark night of the soul, not life, not death…..just simply not…..
one “sees” and “knows” too much….nothing “human” seems to make a difference…and yet…because of the quiet…one has to wonder if the soul has been totally possessed…and then on wonders if it’s a possession by God or Satan…this is brand new….cannot say that I’m unhappy or disturbed…just quiet and waiting….nothing….Beyond The Silence.
Excerpt from
Evil's Tender Kiss
ew
approx 1990-
Lyford Cay,
Nassau Bahamas
See Read More of below OceanSpeak for Full Sharing of "Hush of not"
https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-and-more/unmitigated-graceopathy-soother-sailing-inside-the-formless-sunriseafternoon-june-30-2018
- Jamie K. Reaser
Sometimes you come upon a place that
beckons you into silence: an old stone bench,
a lake shore, a certain time of your life. Nothing
small can reside there.
that puts clocks to rest because something must
come forth to reset everything. I don't want to
follow these rules and constructs anymore -
written, not written, felt.
to tap the place that I am longing for, that place
where obvious things cannot be explained. That
place that is called sacred even by those who
never used the word before.
noise and the voices of those who speak only to rob
you of your name. What most needs to be heard
hasn't yet been said.
Jamie K. Reaser
© 2016
From "Conversations with Mary"
https://mysticmeandering.blogspot.com/2018/08/it-will-be-in-silence-jamie-k-reaser.html?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=Feed%3A+MysticMeandering+%28Mystic+Meandering%29
AFTERNOON
No matter how things are going for you in your life at this time,
you can start right where you are.
For very short periods of time,
surround and contain the achy life
as it surges for integration.
For just one second, enter into the fire and infuse it with presence,
compassion,
and holding.
Renew your vow: I will not turn from myself and my vulnerability.
No, not this time.
I will not abandon myself.
Two seconds.
Then rest.
Then three.
More rest.
In just a few seconds a new pattern is born,
a new groove is laid down.
Ask the earth to hold you,
to share her soothing water,
shade, and safe haven,
and stay near as you open.
deer, ocean, moon, star,
or holy owl
to bear witness as you turn into
the raw alive somatic world.
The seen and unseen ones are always here to help us,
to reveal the way home.
To illuminate the pathways of darkness and of light,
each containing a particle of the mystery,
a strand of love as it comes alive here.
Matt Licata
http://alovinghealingspace.blogspot.com/2018/08/not-this-time.html
which is based on emptiness,
but simultaneously your human consciousness
understands that nothingness objectively.
Maybe nothingness looks like an abyss, or a black hole that will suck you in.
You are in despair; you feel everything is in vain.
But in that moment there is a great opportunity,
because you are in the very incipient stage of tasting emptiness
directly through your experience.
So keep going!
and become one with emptiness,
a different and new life comes up.
You are in the flow of life energy, just going on a nice walk,
not expecting anything at all.
This way of taking care of life is called true practice.
Every day, all you have to do is stand up in emptiness,
open your heart,
and accept the lively energy of your life.
Then you are ready to act based on wisdom.
Even if you are scared, just go ahead.
Proceed with stability and let wisdom guide the way.
Just go on with your life.
~Dainin Katigiri
https://makebelieveboutique.com/2018/08/12/27916/
for predawn notes
re: a seemingly new
&
"concerning" (for a time)
"hush of not"
condition that Arrived..
and seemed to possess without mercy....
LOSING OR LOOSING THE MIND?
OES 3:09 AM
3:37 AM
Sunday, August 12, 2018
Too physically weak to make sense even to Self….perhaps a huge WARNING to stay in STILLNESS
VAST SILENCE except for writing……need to contact MarieEvans for Tyler Perry/Oprah contact….
only there is NO fire or energy to do that…has been Gnawing for this situation for years, and Percentie one starting 1987. NOW is surely the Time.
Feels as though am being physically poisoned and would say so for sure, except it Lifts when I go to beach or on bicycle to town….
BE<FOLLOW
PEACE AND JOY IN THE
DEEP TAO AKASHA CORE CENTER
<
ALL UNFOLDS EFFORTLESSLY
WITHOUT WORDS OR THOUGHTS
THAT IS
MEANT TO BE
ew
3:45 AM-8/12/18
Am Loosing out of any planning or abilities to do anything….
what a Sense this is…! Brand New, except for Original Being before any form of life
No words or thoughts…no abilities to remember and do what is appropriate…according to humans…
need help, but what kind of help?…if I ask for help from human, it will be caustic…it always is…IF One is Supposed to Accept Final Flight’s Arrival out of form this time around….
this is so new to me, I cannot say anything else right now.
Physically weakened in a brand new way…cannot describe this…
perhaps it’s ONLY any thoughts/perceptions that cause this?
all I can do is Hold On in this Vast Nothingness without thoughts or plans…
erase all “to do” lists in all dimensions…
(they erase anyway, no matter how hard I might try to hold onto them…those lists on paper also literally become “lost”…not only from my mind, but the actual list on paper)
JUST BE in this embryonic state…nothing to lose…everything to Loose.
just Unfold in the Moment and see if there is Relief….
want to write this at least to Reg and The Teller….but dare not or they will think they have to “help” me and this condition is totally beyond help….have slipped too far…maybe that’s the
WHOLE POINT OF IT ALL*** (See stars below)
certainly a Quality of Final Initiation of any Timeline…
maybe this is SIMPLY a more FINAL Clearing and Poofing
into ORIGINAL SILENCE…that does Allow for
Pure and Real Life in Form….
4:15 AM
Sunday, August 12, 2018
no aches or pains…absolutely no physical aches or pains anywhere in body…
just an EASING out of the Sensate, including ability to even be distantly aware of thinking thoughts or any type perceptions…slipping somewhere. that “Hush of Not” that is so familiar for years,
but this time is different in that it feels more total including physical body….that has no aches or paines….used to be body would be erased due to pain, ie physical and emotional, mental pain…in a variety of combinations and intensities….
have NO pain now of any type in any dimension.
https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-and-more/category/evils-tender-kiss
then look at:
https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-and-more/unmitigated-graceopathy-soother-sailing-inside-the-formless-sunriseafternoon-june-30-2018
(hush of not in read more at end of above)
***************************************************
***AH!!!
(After re-reading most of the above)
ASK FOR NO HELP FROM HUMANS….
AM BEYOND ABILITY TO CHOOSE WHO TO ASK
AM BEYOND ABILITY TO EXPRESS WHY I NEED HELP
AH! THE FOLLY OS ASKING ONLY OF GREATER-THAN-GOD WITHIN FOR HELP
*
THAT IS THE ENTIRE POINT OF ALL TIMELINES
THIS ERASES THE ASKING ONE...THERE IS NOONE TO DO THE ASKING
THE ENTIRE POINT OF AKASHA TAO CORE AS
ALL THAT IS
SO BE IT
NOW
THERE IS RELIEF…
CAN’T CALL IT LIFE,
BUT DEFINITELY RELIEF
4:47 AM
Sunday, August 12, 2018