ANGER'S GIFT.... "...off the battlefield and into the mystery." "...rejoice, dear one. Rejoice Milestone December 6, 2018

ANGER TURNED INWARD
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DEBILITATING MURDER OF SOUL
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MANIFESTED IN PHYSICAL
WAILS AND HOWLS OF DISTRESS
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ANGER’S GIFT IS ENERGY FOR CREATIVE ACTION
THAT RAREFIRES A SOUL .....
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....PULL INWARD, DEAR HEART, PULL INWARD
TO THE SOURCE OF ALL CREATION
THE CORE TRUTH OF BEING
BE THAT!
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5:01 AM-12/6/18

Picked from bush by side of road returning from the all grey sunrise beach.

To care for yourself in a new way

In a moment of activation, the emissaries arrive.
Spinning, twirling, visitors from another time and place.
​Not come to harm but to reveal, for reunion.

A great meeting is being assembled.
Invited guests and uninvited,
weary travelers, exhausted from a lifetime of seeking light,
those inner figures representing
​ heartbreak, joy, grief, and aliveness.

AH!!! The alfalfa sprouts are ready! First for the season as weather is now cooler...they stayed out in the night air on back porch.

THINKING PERCEPTIONS BURY ONE IN
POLARITY CONSCIOUSNESS
DEVISIVE MIND
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SOUL PERCEPTION
NO THOUGHTS
ONLY CLARITY OF
SOULS’ CENTERPOINTS
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12:57 PM-12/6/18
(Angel in form Dr. O arrives Synchronistically early evening
subsequent to Afternoon
OceanBeach time 
we had spent entire day in NO THINKING PERCEPTIONS
for first time in a LONG time!) 
See Read More beneath Afternoon Photos below

​AFTERNOON

When you find yourself overwhelmed by habitual,
ruminative thinking, in the cascading and looping,
the grooved-in pathways of disembodiment
and self-abandonment appear,
whispering,
“come this way.
​It is safe here.”

With the power and presence of the warrior’s sword of compassion,
stand on the rooftop and proclaim,
​“No, not this time. This time I choose differently.”

Slow down and feel your feet on the ground.
Breathe deeply into your lower belly.
Shift out of the spinning and into the aliveness of the body.
While it may appear otherwise,
safety is found inside the visitor,
in her core, in his essence,
​and is revealed by way of empathic attunement.

It is an act of kindness to not fuel the dysregulating narrative,
a radical act which takes practice, courage,
and the willingness to fail.
Something is erupting under the surface,
longing to be integrated and allowed back home,
​ but it is uncertain, raw, and unknown.

The invitation is into the shaky interior,
with the breath as guide into the darkened landscape.
Dare to care for yourself in a new way.
With a fierce kindness,
drop underneath the conditioned history
and into the hot,
claustrophobic, pregnant life
that is surging to be held.
Bear witness to the wisdom unfolding there.

​At times,
we must set aside our agenda to understand,
change, even to heal… for a moment.
We can return to transformation later
once we have come back online
and into the safety and regulation of now,
when the self-abandonment has been reorganized
​with newer circuitry of empathic holding.

In doing this we call off the war.
We dare to practice peace.
To step off the battlefield and into the mystery.
Here we bear witness to the opposites as they co-emerge,
spin, and swirl,
revealing a third presence that is majestic and alive.
Matt Licata
http://alovinghealingspace.blogspot.com/2018/12/to-care-for-yourself-in-new-way.html

Would you rather be happy because of something
 or because of nothing?'
~ Tenzin Wangyal Rinpoche
https://somathread.ning.com/

See Read More below
Another event in this Milestone Day of such Clarity and Joy
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Compulsive Thinking an Addiction 

July 7, 2015....near entrance to Southbar...a community on south end of island

 This entire day
pre-sunrise,sunrise,  morning time,
thru a chilly stroll to afternoon beach and returning....
...was one of Light Heartedness and Joy
we have longed for and been missing. 

When least expected a knock at the door mid-afternoon...
and a true Angel in human form was there...a Gift!
  And bearing tangible gifts of Blessings.
 
One is a book:  Everyday BIBLE Encouragement for Women.....
It was suggested we read Day 1, since this is Day 1 of the book's arrival...
...below is the text for Day 1
which Synchromistically Confirms/Underscores
what is (and has been) Happening with me as of late...
....today being the most ever such a day in a long time!

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The joy of the Lord is your strength.
Nehemiah 8:10  KJV

Is it really possible to have joy in your everyday life..
....even when the kdis are rying and the bills are piling up?
  When you're overwhelmed with work or struggling with emotiional prolems? 
Can you truly "rejoice and be glad' in the midst of such trials?
  Of course you can!
  Rejoicing is a choice,
and it's one the Lord hopes you'll make in every situation. 
His joy will give you the strength you need to make it through. 
So, rejoice, dear one.  Rejoice!

Compulsive Thinking an ADDICTION- Eckhart Tolle
This kind of compulsive thinking is actually an addiction.
What characterizes an addiction?
Quite simply this:
you no longer feel that you have the choice to stop.
It seems stronger than you.
It also gives you a false sense of pleasure;
pleasure that invariably turns into pain.
Eckhart Tolle
excerpt from this 
​EXCELLENT article:
https://hackspirit.com/eckhart-tolle-explains-best-way-rewire-brain-let-go-negative-thoughts/