BATHE & IMMERSE "...my longing burned..." January 11, 2019

BATHE & IMMERSE ALL IN
OVERFLOWING
CHANGELESS
ORIGINAL TAO AKASKA CORE
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NOW IS ALL THERE IS
THE SILENCE OF ‘NOT’
NETI-NETI*
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3:58 AM-1/11/19
*Beyond This - Beyond That
https://www.yogapedia.com/definition/5325/neti-neti

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​I have longed for people I thought I would die without.
And wanted books and music I was sure would bring me peace.
And I’ve driven myself to accomplish things
I thought would secure my worth.

And though I seldom touched what I longed for
or got what I wanted
or achieved what I pushed for,
the remnants of my longing burned
like ancient wood on the fire of my soul,
making the heart of my being burn brighter.

To my surprise,
I loved and worked and pushed till I used my self up.
To my surprise,
using my self up was the fate under all my aspirations.

​At the end of all we want,
we’re meant to glow.

So long and want and dream
till you exhaust your heart’s desire.

We learn so much from longing,
and wanting, and dreaming.
Mostly, that they are not the mansions
​ we dream of living in,
but the wood that keeps our fire going.
~Mark Nepo
https://makebelieveboutique.com/2019/01/11/28789/

AFTERNOON
(...and yes, it was such a dark afternoon sky...
not rainy in the least...just dark....
this is same camera setting
that shows the bright and vivid blues
that are usual
for most afternoons....)

All Wordings below in this font are
Random Pick from 
REVELATIONS
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Series of Whispers
August 2002
Youthanasia Acres
​Barnlot near Dublin, Indiana

Thursday, August 08, 2002
4:43 AM
 
I AM NEVER IDENTIFIED WITH MATTER.
OTHERS ARE NEVER IDENTIFIED WITH SPIRIT.
THIS SOLVES THE MYSTERY
ERASING ALL CONFUSION
 
WHAT THEY CONSIDER DEATH IS LIFE TO ME.
WHAT I KNOW AS  LIFE IS DEATH TO THEM.
 
THE TRUTH INVOLVES ALL BEYOND THE EITHER/OR.
 
“AND THE FLESH BECAME WORD”

Friday, August 16, 2002
5:30 AM
 
If I Remain here on estate rest of earthly days…..that is OK.
If I am Re-located, that is OK.
It matters not so long as I AM that I AM and BE,
beyond human awareness,
the Truth of Being.

​Sunday, August 18, 2002
5:38 AM
 
ANIMALS & NATURE RESPOND/THRIVE
WITH PURE LOVE.
PEOPLE RESPOND WITH AGENDA
AND FEAR.
 MOST HUMANS CANNOT REMEMBER
 DIVINE LOVE IN THEIR SOULS

Wednesday, August 21, 2002
4:39 AM
 
EMPTIED OF IT all
EXCEPT THE “ALL”
 
WITHOUT OLD PARADIGMS
IT DOESN’T MATTER
 
‘KNOWING TOO MUCH’
MAKES OTHERS’ PARADIGMS
A CHATTERY TOWER OF BABEL
 
BY ABSORBING OTHERS’ PARADIGMS
I BECOME A CHATTERY TOWER
 
THE SILENCE KNOWS AND IS