BEFORE CREATION’S
TRUTH*
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4:59 AM-1/30/2018
*Find Paul Brunton
OES with The Teller/me in OHaven and me trying to Tell
the absurdity of Telling....
...all this form could do was/IS
Orgasmic Baubo Laughter
See Extensive Notes in Read More
at end of Afternoon Photos
from Youthansia Acres
CESSATION OF:
THINKING, TALKING, TELLING AND LISTENING
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PRE-ORIGINAL BEING AWARENESS
SUFFICES
=
BEYOND QUANTUM DIMENSIONAL
OUROBOROS**
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7:35 AM-1/30/18
*http://www.jesus.org/death-and-resurrection/last-words/what-was-finished.html
**See next quote below
Jung also defined the relationship of the ouroboros to alchemy:
"The alchemists, who in their own way knew more about the nature of the individuation process than we moderns do,
expressed this paradox through the symbol of the uroboros,
the snake that eats its own tail.
In the age-old image of the uroboros lies the thought of devouring oneself and turning oneself into a circulatory process,
for it was clear to the more astute alchemists
that the prima materia of the art was man himself.
The uroboros is a dramatic symbol for
the integration and assimilation of the opposite,
i.e. of the shadow.
This 'feed-back' process is at the same time a symbol of immortality,
since it is said of the uroboros
that he slays himself and brings himself to life,
fertilises himself and gives birth to himself.
He symbolises the One,
who proceeds from the clash of opposites,
and he therefore constitutes the secret of the prima materia which [...] unquestionably stems from man's unconscious'.
(Collected Works, Vol. 14 para.513)
http://www.thelemapedia.org/index.php/Oroboros
you really, really hang on and live wild……
inquiry for today~
what happens when you remember that life is an adventure?
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Lucille Clifton
won't you celebrate with me
what i have shaped into
a kind of life?
born in babylon
both nonwhite and woman
what did i see to be except myself?
here on this bridge between
starshine and clay,
my one hand holding tight
my other hand;
with me that everyday
something has tried to kill me
and has failed.
Lucille Clifton
https://www.poetryfoundation.org/poems/50974/wont-you-celebrate-with-me
Synchronicity: just arrived via e-mail from a friend
9:31 AM
1/30/18
from Youthansia Acres Days
Near Dublin, Indiana
Late 1990's-2004
The deeper one penetrates into the Void, the more he is purified of the illusions of personality, time, matter, space, and causality. Between the second and third states of insight’s unfoldment there are really two further subsidiary stages which are wrapped in the greatest mystery and are rarely touched by the average mystic or yogi. For both of them are stages with lead further downwards into the Void.
The yogi touches the edge of the Void, as it were, but not its centre. These two stages are purificatory ones and utterly annihilate the last illusions and the last egoisms of the seeker. They are dissolved forever and cannot revive again. Nothing more useful can and may be said about it here. For this is the innermost holy of holies, and the most sacred sanctuary accessible to man.
He who touches this grade touches what may not be spoke aloud for sneering ears, nor written down for sneering eyes. Consequently none has ever ventured to explain publicly what must not be so explained.
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Those who have malignantly attacked the person or injured the work of such a person through whom the divine forces are working for the enlightenment of mankind, create for themselves a terrible karma which accumulates and strikes them down in time.
The man (person) himself will endeavor to protect his work by appropriate means, one being temporarily to withdraw his love from them for the rest of his incarnation until their dying moments.
Then he will extend it again with full force and appear to them as in a vision, full of forgiveness, blessing and comfort.
From
Paul Brunton
Perspectives
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In retropsect, the CREDO helped to save the High Priestess’ physical life…not only in the situation with Preacher Man, but much in her life before and since.
To be able to physically survive the Archetype of Murder in the manner suggested by this CREDO signifies the evolving into GODDESS STATUS of the I AM on planet earth.
An initiation survived
in the Sacred Prostitute role, Cusping into the
I AM of ETHERIC EXORCIST.
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June 01, 2001
5:14 AM
MILESTONE session yesterday with 11th hr person. Just awesome. STAR tells me to say
“ALL IS OK”
and
“HOLD THEIR HANDS”.
Meaning the Holding in the heavenworld….for ALL situations.
I puddle out in Recognition.
There is a FORK IN THE ROAD, but not one of choice….not really.
Long ago I took the Path of No Choice.
People that are supposed to, will find me here right where I am.
Thought I would write all of this yesterday, but simply Knew not to…..
somehow it was more sacred than writing.
Already some of the details have left my earthly mind,
but this soul feels O SO Recognized and OK.
The concept of “mutual agreement” is SO TRUE!
dmm/ew
June 01, 2001
5:14 AM
Youthanasia Acres
Near Dublin, Indiana
7:37 AM
Youthanasia Acres
Near Dublin, Indiana
Yesterday I felt like my car was in for servicing….I missed the freedom I feel with the HG….and yet I did get to a higher octane than ever I do with the HG. What a dilemma? There is no Answer, except in the living/dying to Know. Must also report that parts of the scenario had already played out in my innerscape, including the actual words that were said, not to mention the behaviours.
This morning as I’m writing I feel a bit “used” and taken advantage of….same old pattern. Even though I said “No” the person seemed to NOT hear.
That’s usual.
They hear what they have in mind…perhaps we all do that.
Then, as usual,
I kick into the “already dead” mode to endure their “what is”
which is NOT OK with my “what is”.
When I do this, I Know they will roost with their own karma,
as my soul is safely Held in the Almighty…..then “Shit happens”
and I can say I did nothing and Know nothing.
Progress for me is that afterwards I did NOT TALK.
Did not try to put words of praise or analyzation upon the encounter.
He obviously does NOT Know, and ie cannot honour, the person I am or am not.
The main thing, I surmise, is that I Know and Honour my own Self, which I’m trying to do….
...though there is the “yapper” who wants to berate me
for dabbling with such a repetitive scenario….
...and that, also as usual,
I only thought this person would be different.
The ONLY thing now is to KNOW that I AM Different than in the past….but this is not truly so, either…
....AS EVEN IN Whoremoans Writing/bklet I Knew who I AM.
If I AM truly different and yet the “other” is the same, what difference does all of that Make?
IF YOU ARE DIFFERENT IN A REPETITIVE ‘OTHER’ SCENARIO, THAT IS ALL THAT MATTERS.
IT MATTERS NOT REGARDING THE OTHER’S STATE, EXCEPT TO THE OTHER.
YOUR FOCUS IS WITHIN THE DIVINE ALONE….
IF YOU ARE NOT DIFFERENT, BY REMAINING IN YOUR ‘I AM’,
THIS IS THEN INDEED PART OF YOUR PATH…..
HOWEVER, DUE TO THE DIFFERENCE IN ‘OTHER’ FORM AND KARMA,
YOU WILL EXPERIENCE SOMETHING DIFFERENT FOR YOURSELF IF THAT WAS YOUR INTENT.
IN OTHER WORDS, THE EXPERIENCE, DUE TO YOUR INTENT,
CAN BE DIFFERENT EVEN THOUGH YOU ARE NOT DIFFERENT
DUE TO REMAINING IN YOUR ‘I AM’.
AND WHEN YOU EXPERIENCE ‘SOMETHING DIFFERENT’ IN THE OUTER DRAMA AND INNERSCAPE,
THIS CHANGES HOW YOU ARE PERCEIVED BY ALL OTHERS,
ESP AN ‘OTHER’ WHO HAS BEEN AND IS CLOSE TO YOU.
THE ENERGY BETWEEN YOU AND OTHERS IS THEN SHIFTED.
AS IN ALL EARTHLY ENDEAVORS,
YOUR INTENT IS VITAL IN THIS PARTICULAR EARTHLY SITUATION.
AS IN ALL EARTHLY ENDEAVORS,
REMAIN WITH INTENT TO CLARIFY AND QUANTUMM ONLY YOUR ONENESS IN THE ALMIGHTY.
THAT IS SUFFICIENT.
DMM/ew
Monday, June 04, 2001
7:37 AM
Youthanasia Acres
Near Dublin, Indiana
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“The idea of man which exists in and is eternally known
by the World-Mind is a master-idea...
The living, intelligent human entity preexists elsewhere,
and takes up its physical residence on earth only when it is ready for it.
For from the moment this specific unit of life separated from the cosmic Life, through all the different experiences whereby it developed,
and through all the different kingdoms of Nature,
its spiritual identity as Man was predetermined...
A man’s body may die and disintegrate,
but the creative idea of him will still remain in the World-Mind as his Soul.
It will not die.
It’s his real Self,
his perfect Self.
It is the unmanifest image of God in which man is made
and which he has yet to bring into manifestation
in his everyday consciousness...
The man who, according to the Bible,
is made in the image of God is not the earthly man,
visible to all and speaking a voice that sounds in physical ears.
He is to be found in the deep centre of consciousness,
where there is only a Void,
and he speaks in silence to the attentive mind,
not to other persons...
Man’s need is two-fold:
recollection of his divine nature
and
redemption from his earthly nature.” (2)
[Click here for a complete look at PB's writing in his Notebooks on the Idea of Man].
THE IDEA OF MAN
http://www.mountainrunnerdoc.com/the_idea_of_man.html
by Peter Holleran
Prelude
Bird Photos Below
from
Dec 14, 2014
What if you bowed
before every dandelion you met
and wrote love letters to
squirrels and pigeons
who crossed your path?
What if scrubbing the dishes became
an act of single reverence for the gift
of being washed clean, and what if the
rhythmic percussion of chopping carrots
became the drumbeat of your dance?
What if you stepped into the shower
each morning only to be baptized anew
and sent forth to serve the grocery bagger,
the bank teller, and the bus driver
through simple kindness?
And what if the things that make
your heart dizzy with delight were
no longer stuffed into the basement
of your being and allowed out to play
in the lush and green fields?
There are two ways to live in this world:
As if everything were enchanted
or nothing at all.
There is no in between, although you
keep trying to live this divided life knowing
deep down something is awry.
You have lived long enough
with this tearing apart.
Come out into the wide world
and discover there, companions and guides
at every turn, and even those who summon
curses from your heart have
a divine spark within them
bright enough
to invite wonder.
~Christine Valters Paintner
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