... Whispers from Morning Writngs in Ocala, FL (February-April 2018)
FOOL FOR GOD CAMOUFLAGE
THE IMPERSONAL LIFE
DEAD TO ALL THAT BURIES THE ALREADY DEAD
ONLY GRAVE FOR DIVINE FOOLS IS PERSONAL-SELF ILLUSION
BAUBO IS SUCH AN ORIGINAL ONE
CREATION’S ORGASMIC LAUGHTER
WELCOMING THE ONLY GRAVE AKASHA-TAO-CORE-KNOWN
ALL THAT IS
SINCE BEFORE TIME
the odd group of strangers that make up every family
no longer have any reason to live together,
to suffer from one another's jagged edges.
the kind who caused women to fall.
I did not ascribe any intentions to these men.
They were like the weather, they didn't have a mind.
They merely drenched you or struck you like lightning and moved on,
mindless as blizzards.
Or they were like rocks, a line of sharp slippery rocks with jagged edges.
You could walk with care along between the rocks,
picking your steps,
and if you slipped you'd fall and cut yourself,
but it was no use blaming the rocks.
she would slash him with her jagged edges,
reckless as a drunkard with a shattered bottle.
of a Queen
and the heart
of a warrior
she is everything
all at once
and too much
for anyone who
doesn’t deserve her
she is you
(Ocala, Fl Journal
After a while you remember the good things more often than the bad.
Then, gradually, the empty silent parts of you
fill up with sounds of talking and laughter again,
and the jagged edges of sadness
are softened by memories.
will invariably get lost in the movement.
The Fool leaves the past behind. He carries nothing more than his purity, innocence and trust, symbolized by the white rose in his hand.
... he is in harmony with all that surrounds him.
His intuition is functioning at its peak.
The Fool has the support of the universe
to make this jump into the unknown.
Adventures await him in the river of life.
where trust and innocence are the guides,
not skepticism and past experience.
a fool is one who goes on trusting against all his experience.
You deceive him, and he trusts you;
and you deceive him again, and he trusts you;
and you deceive him again, and he trusts you.
he does not learn.
His trust is tremendous;
his trust is so pure that nobody can corrupt it
Don’t try to create a wall of knowledge around you.
Whatsoever experience comes to you,
let it happen, and then go on dropping it.
Go on cleaning your mind continuously;
go on dying to the past so you remain in the present,
as if just born,
just a babe.
The world will start taking advantage of you…let them.
They are poor fellows.
Even if you are cheated and deceived and robbed,
let it happen,
because that which is really yours cannot be robbed from you,
that which is really yours nobody can steal from you.
that opportunity will become an integration inside.
Your soul will become more crystallized.
the invitation is into relationship,
into the unresolvable realms of separation and union,
lover and beloved,
and to be touched all the way through.
Excerpt from full Article here:
THE ANGEL WITH FLAMING SOUL/SWORD
ALL THAT OVERFLOWS FROM
CANCELING ALL INROADS OF
THAT WHICH VEILS
A CONDITION OF BEING
BEYOND LIFE & DEATH POLARITIES
ALL IS LIFE
BEYOND ANY WORDING
Journaling while in Ocala, Fl. that seems important today!
from Ocala, Fl journal
Tuesday, April 24, 2018
Consumed by a devouring void in deep center…. if we experience it a such.
HAVE to Understand/Experience this as the VAST VOID of TAO AKASHA CORE..
as SOURCE of all CREATION……
The "Disappearance" (once again!!!) of all Sense of a personal "me", "mind" & "mine".
This “Disappearance” first experienced in womb just prior to planet entry this time around…
November 24, 1946.
TAO AKASHA CORE
SOURCE OF ALL CREATION
THE STICK IS A SNAKE
“THE HUSH OF NOT”
No words this morning to describe this VOID….can be TOTALLY paralyzing OR the Greatest Freedom of Truth of Being!
All words to attempt to describe this are Folly and not true explanations.
The closest might be…”whatever is….is not”
“The Hush of Not”
and from approximately 1990…:
The Hush of Not
“it” couldn’t even be named depletion…it’s not a turbulent hell or chaos….just a VERY deadly quiet….no nothing….the “hush of waiting”…..not depression, not dark night of the soul, not life, not death…..just simply not…..
one “sees” and “knows” too much….nothing “human” seems to make a difference…and yet…because of the quiet…one has to wonder if the soul has been totally possessed…and then on wonders if it’s a possession by God or Satan…this is brand new….cannot say that I’m unhappy or disturbed…just quiet and waiting….nothing….Beyond The Silence.
watching others go thru their lives that appear to become more desperate and unhappy as their material illusions crumple around them…the only realities they’ve known….their souls seem to silently wail and cry to mine.
because they cannot hear their own souls, they are unable to perceive the Silent, Invisible decibels that respond from this soul….there is no clue that “something” is taking place at the necessary depth…….
but even that perception cannot, and must not, be trusted.
there is no Sense of anything personal or so-called human…only intense Impersonal Compassion and Love….but am helpless to make a difference on any level they Recognize.
Evil’s Tender Kiss
Cable Beach Apartment
Wednesday, April 25, 2018
Black cloud and stiff neck this a.m.
Flatline..probably is progress from Deep Dark Hole of Ennui that possessed/paralyzed much of yesterday.
Today is the day to start packing…every intention of being packed by Thursday evening, if not before.
Something is dreadfully not OK…just as well admit this…somehow MUST get OUT of this condition ASAP like NOW!
How is it that this keeps Happening?
Because you think it so….
No , it is More than that…
Well, trying thinking otherwise and see what can happen..nothing to lose, that’s for sure.
For every positive thought/sense, there is extreme opposite of devouring tsunami…
That is merely the 3D reality…”for every action, there is opposite reaction.”
In TAO AKASHA CORE, Truth of Being, those opposites Dance Effortlessly and THEN Overflow as Whole…
as Integrated Truth of Being without polar extremes…
Inner Core of is the Alchemical Cauldron of All That ever was/is/will be…as it is Realized in Core, then
BE STILL until the No-Opposite Beingness Effortlessly Overflows…
INSTANLY…no longer a need to pour forth with (or attempt to squelch/hide) uncooked raw 3D repeats…that raw has already been lived/survived…
NOW ALWAYS IS
NOW is the Time to Be Still which Allows ONLY the Pure Gold to Overflow
….there is NO effort in any manner on any “your part”…
…there is NO TIME in each NOW moment…
only the EFFORTLESSNESS of AWARENESS/LISTENING within:
..in/of/as the Ancient, Primordial Inner Touchstone.
There is NO Volition on your part as “you” is also melted by Alchemical Fire in Inner Chambers…the “you” is now the Transparent Conduit…
…this Gold Overflow is Effortless without a “you” to trying to make and manage it….or anything in any worlds that a “you” perceives….
The “you” and/or “me” is always contaminated by All since before time…
polar opposite to:
The Alchemical Gold of Truth of Being which has NO Contaminations of warring, destructive opposites
The opposites are Contained… Combusting into and in/of/as…
the Overflow Glory of Original Source Creation
What a Relief to have the above Unfold on Inner Planes thru these fingers!!!!
This only Happened as we Stilled to Listen….(which is still “3D” behaviour)….
then become Aware with fingers Expressing the bold above without thoughts of creating the words or moving the fingers.
NOT a new M.O., but certainly different this morning….than the recent usual Whispers’ Way.
…meaning this is a RETURN TO ORIGINAL WAY Whispers began in mid-1980’s TN.