ORGASMIC PEAK "Solitude is not chosen..." DECEMBER 31, 2019 ​"...a desire to return home."

​LIVING/DYING IS ONE
 AS EACH MOMENT
A DYING LIFE
A LIVING DEATH
AS NEITHER EXISTS AS SEPARATE REALITY
EACH MOMENT THE  ORGASMIC PEAK
NEW LIFE & DEATH IN EACH MOMENT
UNWAVERING STATE OF CONCEPTION
=
MYSTERIUM CONIUNCTIONIS*
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​The time will come when, with elation,
You will greet yourself arriving at your own door,
In your own mirror,
And each will smile at the other’s welcome,
And say, sit here, eat.
You will love again the stranger who was your self
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(Walcott, 1985)
​https://iahip.org/inside-out/issue-56-winter-2008/the-inner-marriage-love-heartbreak-and-the-search-for-wholeness

The minute I heard my first love story
I started looking for you, not knowing
How blind that was.
Lovers don’t finally meet somewhere
They’re in each other all along   
(Rumi in Coleman, 2005)
​https://iahip.org/inside-out/issue-56-winter-2008/the-inner-marriage-love-heartbreak-and-the-search-for-wholeness

Whether our search is for that ‘other half’ as Plato calls it,
or the one that will complete us and lead us to the divine mystery,
we all seek wholeness.
Our innate sense of belonging and of loss
is archetypal and primeval.
The fundamental nature of our great myths
is about the struggle to return to a state of oneness.
Whether this longing is expressed
through the various world religions
or spiritual traditions or simply in everyday life,
they all lead us to the same place,
​a desire to return home.
 
https://iahip.org/inside-out/issue-56-winter-2008/the-inner-marriage-love-heartbreak-and-the-search-for-wholeness

​AFTERNOON

Solitude is not chosen, any more than destiny is chosen.
Solitude comes to us if we have within us
​ the magic stone that attracts destiny.
​MORE HERE:
https://www.brainpickings.org/2019/01/15/hermann-hesse-solitude-suffering-destiny/?mc_cid=2efa0422ae&mc_eid=bc3afd75c6

In mysticism that love of truth
which we saw as the beginning of all philosophy
leaves the merely intellectual sphere,
and takes on the assured aspect of a personal passion.

Where the philosopher guesses and argues,
the mystic lives and looks;
and speaks, consequently, the disconcerting language
of first-hand experience,
not the neat dialectic of the schools.
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Hence whilst the Absolute of the metaphysicians remains a diagram
—impersonal and unattainable--
the Absolute of the mystics
​ is lovable, attainable, alive.
Evelyn Underhill

AS NO SELF, NO GOD TAKES OVER
(BeCause THAT HAS ALREADY HAPPENED
PRIOR TO PLANET ENTRY)
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NO NEED OR ABILITY TO EXPLAIN
∞
JUST BE….in/of/as The ETERNAL NOW*
AS ALL
ALREADY IS
A GENTLE DÉJÀ VU
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(8/7/18..DATE OF EARTHLY HUSBAND'S FINAL FLIGHT AT 5:32 am)
*NOW=NOTHING’S ORGASMIC WAY
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This vibration of two as one is orgasm. 
When the same thing happens,
 not with another person,
but with the whole existence,
then it is Mahamudra,
 then it is the great orgasm.
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Excerpt From​
55.  SEX
THE CIRCLE OF MAHAMUDRA 
TRANSFORMATION TAROT
OSHO
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Complete OSHO Offering re: "...the great orgasm."

TRANSFORMATION TAROT
Osho
 
55.  SEX
THE CIRCLE OF MAHAMUDRA
 
 
From
OHSO
Sex holds great secrets in it, and the first secret is
--if you meditate you will see it--
that joy comes because sex disappears.
 And whenever you are in that moment of joy, time also disappears
--if you meditate on it--
the mind also disappears.
  And these are the qualities of meditation.
 
My own observation is that the first glimpse
of meditation in the world
must have come through sex;
 there is no other way.
  Meditation must have entered into life through sex,
 because this is the most meditative phenomenon--
if you understand it, if you go deep into it,
 if you just don’t use it like a drug.
 
  Then slowly, slowly, as more understanding grows,
the more the hankering disappears,
 and one day comes a great freedom
 when sex no more haunts you.
  Then one is quiet, silent, utterly oneself.
 The need for the other has disappeared.
One can still make love if one chooses to,
 but there is no need.
 Then it will be a kind of sharing.
 
 
∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞
 
When two lovers are in deep sexual orgasm, they melt into each other, then the woman is no longer the woman, the man is no longer the man.  They become just like the circle of yin and yang, reaching into each other, meeting in each other, melting their own identities forgotten.  That’s why love is so beautiful.  This state is called mudra; this state of deep orgasmic intercourse is called mudra.  And the final state of orgasm with the whole is called Mahamudra, the great orgasm.
 
Orgasm is a state where your body no longer is felt as matter; it vibrates like energy, electricity.  It vibrates so deeply; from the very foundation that you completely forget that it is a material thing.  it becomes an electric phenomenon – and it is an electric phenomenon.  Now physicists say that there is no matter, that all matter is only appearance; deep down, that which exists, just energy waves, you become a dancing energy, vibrating.  No more any boundaries to you – pulsating, but no longer substantial.  And your beloved also pulsates.
And by and by, if they love each other and they surrender to each other, they surrender to this moment of pulsation of vibration, of being energy, and they are not scared.
 
Because it is death-like when the body loses boundaries, when the body becomes like a vaporous thing, when the body evaporates substantially and only energy is left, a very subtle rhythm, but you find yourself as if you are not.  Only in deep love can one move into it.  Love is like death:  you die as far as your material image is concerned, you die as far as you think you are a body; you die as a body and you evolve as energy vital energy.
 
And when the wife and the husband, or the lovers, or the partners, start vibrating in a rhythm, their heartbeats and their bodies come together, it becomes a harmony – then orgasm happens, then they are no longer two.  That is the symbol of yin and yang;  yin moving into yang, yang moving into yin; man moving into the woman, the woman moving into the man.  Now they are a circle and they vibrate together, they pulsate together.  Their hearts are no longer separate, their beats are no longer separate; they have become a melody, a harmony.  It is the greatest music possible; all other musics are just faint things compared to it, shadow things compared to it.
 
This vibration of two as one is orgasm. 
When the same thing happens,
 not with another person,
but with the whole existence,
then it is Mahamudra,
 then it is the great orgasm.
 
55.  SEX
THE CIRCLE OF MAHAMUDRA
 
TRANSFORMATION TAROT
OSHO

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