UNNAMEABLE UNUTTERABLE "...eyes of the Eternal Being..." " ...who you are not." June 27, 2020

THE UNNAMEABLE UNUTTERABLE SOURCE THAT CREATES ALL*
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4:43 AM-6/27/20

*Barnlot Wisdom
Cat kills the mouse…dog kills the cat…coyote kills the dog…
Ocean tsunami kills an island village
Lightning sets a house on fire..destroys a tree
Human nature kills animals, trees, oceans and one another
No “I” remains to blame “God” for any of this
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Nor do we dwell upon...or try to stop these “Natural” Happenings.
But rather live possessed by that which
Breathes & Ceases to Breathe
this human form…
…That which Breathes & Ceases to Breathe ALL…
​ew/dmm

So I'm OK with death.
  But I cannot bear to let my Nasturtiums die.

When the heat is too strong I protect
them with a UV shade cover.
I trim away the wilted blooms
so the energy that would otherwise
be used to make seeds
will now be used to make new flowers.

I keep them alive using any intervention I can,
despite their natural inclination to leave this world.
I do this because I love them.
They make me happy,
​ and I want them to stick around.

But they suffer in the heat;
I hear them begging me to put them in the compost pile
where they can be reborn as nutrients
for a new generation.

But I hate letting them go,
even though I know they will leave offspring behind;
seeds that will flower again in the spring.

Yet I, in my arrogance,
insist on sucking every last bit of life out of them,
long after their quality of life has diminished.

I extend their suffering so
that I don't have to suffer the loss of them.
​

  Isn't this exactly what we ask the medical establishment
to do with our loved ones at end-of-life?
Dr. Terri Daniel, CT, CCTP 
 THIS BLOG POST
​https://afterlifeconference.com/what-flowers-teach-us-about-death/

​​​​All Photos for today's OceanSpeak from: June 27 2019
A SOOTHING LIFEDEATH  "Mind is a kind of prism..." 
 "...as the Softest Ambience..."     "...a bone deep sense..."​​ June 27, 2019
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AFTERNOON

You cannot be who you are not.
Simply rest, sit still and unknot.
You may even try to emulate and inspire,
But it's the inner self that you'll transpire.
― Ana Claudia Antunes, 
The DAO (Dancing As One) Workbook Illustrated

"Seeing" MySelf...

​I recently saw a video of my present self...
These were the "reflections" that came...

~
Seeing myself I immediately felt compassion and empathy for "her";
for the way she walked, the way she held herself, and how she had
aged, since the last time she saw "her", as if it wasn't me, but a dear
friend that I had known for a long, long time, and knew all that she
had been through...  There was a recognition of something in "her"
that I could not name at that moment...

Days later the "recognition" began to unwind itself.
I was awestruck that I could see myself as not myself, as if I were
someone else seeing "her", as if the true Presence at the Core of my
Being was seeing me/her...

I internally gasped...

There was a recognition of myself as that Presence...

It was the recognition that it was the Core Being that was
recognizing ItSelf as "me."

It was a spontaneous moment of truly "seeing" that which inhabits
and animates this "me"...

There was an awareness of myself being like an echo of that Inner
Being which was seeing; seeing an image of ItSelf as "me" -
as if , but which is really only an echo of ItSelf.

As the days passed beyond these initial "recognitions" there was
yet another recognition:

I am that which Sees from the Core of my Being.
And my Core Being sees "me" as ItSelf,
not "me" as I know myself to be through the mind.
The self that we think we are is only an echo of our
Eternal Beingness, or Essence...

I was seeing through the eyes of mySelf (the Eternal Being)
within myself, seeing/recognizing ItSelf within myself - as myself.

Instead of seeing myself through the eyes of my mind,
I was seeing myself through
the eyes of the Eternal Being
that abides at the Core of my Being - here.

This changed the perception...
Seeing "her" from Beingness ItSelf,
seeing ItSelf in myself...

"She" (Source/Presence/Eternal Being) resides in us,
recognizes HerSelf in us as us.

The Eternal Being is the one Seeing,
without the mind's conditioning...

Mystic Meandering
Meditative Meanderings
June 2020
"Seeing" MySelf...
https://mysticmeandering.blogspot.com/2020/06/seeing-myself.html?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=Feed%3A+MysticMeandering+%28Mystic+Meandering%29