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TRUE WHORES/PREGNANT VIRGINS     February 6, 2020     "Until at Death,..."    "...completely soaked in God’s qualities."               Milestone

2/6/2020

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∞
LIVED BY
(AND IN/OF/AS) 
– AN ORCHESTRATOR

BEYOND HUMAN WORDS…
∞
CREATOR’S/CREATION’S
TRUE WHORES/PREGNANT VIRGINS

DO NOT TRY TO EXPLAIN ANYTHING
THEY ONLY ARE: 

(Is what S/He Is)
PERFECTLY IMPERSONAL
∞

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5:20 AM-2/6/20

A First for OceanSpeaks (since 2012)
See Read More Below Afternoon Photos
for 
Extensive Morning notes re: the Morning Whisper above
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If the only prayer you ever say
in your entire life is thank you, 
it will be enough.

Meister Eckhart
No one looks for stars when the sun’s out.
A person blended into God does not disappear.
​He, or she,

is just completely soaked in God’s qualities.

Rumi
The more a comet burns away,
the brighter it gets. 
As it enters the atmosphere,
more and more of it flakes off and burns up. ​
Until there is only light. 
This is our journey as a spirit
in a body over a lifetime.
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As the years wear us down and burn us up,
we grow brighter. 
​
Until at death,
we are all light. 
~Mark Nepo
https://makebelieveboutique.com/2020/02/05/31647/
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AFTERNOON
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The Challenge of Illness - John O'Donohue


​
We never value or even see some things in our lives
until we are just about to lose them. 
​This is particularly true of health.
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When we are in good health,
we are so busy in the world
that we never even notice how well we are.
​
Illness comes and challenges everything about us. 
It unmasks all pretense.
When you are really ill,  you cannot mask it.
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Illness also tests the inner fiber
and luminosity of the soul.
It is very difficult to take illness well. 
Yet it seems that if
we treat illness as something external
that has singled us out,
and we battle and resist it,
​ the illness will refuse to leave.
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On the other hand,
we must not identify ourselves
with our illness.
.....very ill people are often more alive
to life's possibilities
than the medical verdict
​would ever allow or
imagine.
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When we learn to see our illness
as a companion or friend,
it really does change the way the illness is present.
  The illness changes from a horrible intruder
​ to a companion
who has something to teach us.
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...Sometimes, when you see a thing as the enemy,
you only reinforce its presence
and power over you...

Held openly, as a friend,
this bit of unknown aliveness
may take you on an amazing journey
to places you may
never have anticipated.
​
Such attention enriches and
deepens genuineness and presence.
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Illness also focuses us onto our "inner landscape",
into resting deeply in
the inner silence of the "Soul." 
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It is a remedial silence that allows us to endure,
 
to move through,
but not necessarily getting rid of the illness. 
  We can't have an agenda
- only deep acceptance of the companion -
and learn to navigate it.


John O'Donohue
From Eternal Echoes

https://mysticmeandering.blogspot.com/2020/02/the-challenge-of-illness-john-odonohue.html?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=Feed%3A+MysticMeandering+%28Mystic+Meandering%29
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"Be quiet in your mind,
quiet in your senses,
and also quiet in your body.
Then, when all these are quiet,
 don't do anything.
​
In that state truth will reveal itself to you.
It will appear in front of you and ask,
" what do you want?"
Kabir


http://www.puresilence.org/a_tradition_of_silence.htm
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If the only prayer you ever say
in your entire life is thank you,
it will be enough.

Meister Eckhart
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​Extensive Morning Notes and Resources

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UMBILICAL CORDS -  INFINITE NOW   "...golden threads..."  February 4, 2020

2/4/2020

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EVERY MOLECULE OF PHYSICAL BODY
AS UMBILICAL CORDS…’SLENDER GOLDEN THREADS’*
MERGED WITH ORIGINAL PRANA
ELIMINATES ALL THAT IMPEDES PURE TRANSPARENCY

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INFINITE NOW
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This Whisper Arrives
​at
Top of Sunrise Dunes Path
6:38 AM-2/4/20
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*For Robert Johnson there are "golden threads",
a kind of connective tissue linking one experience to the next;
indeed, "golden threads" may be perceived
as synchronistic events.
Another way alchemical gold can be experienced
​is through dream analysis and active imagination.

http://www.stephenmorrissey.ca/articles_reviews/SM_Balancing.html

See Read More below Afternoon Photos
for More re: Robert Johnson
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bIRD on LIMB - on path to Sand Dunes for Sunrise
The mystery is this:
there is one right thing
and only one right thing
to do at every moment.
​
​ We can either follow or resist
the slender threads.

― Robert A. Johnson, Balancing Heaven and Earth: A Memoir of Visions, Dreams, and Realizations
Each age needs its own language
for understanding enduring truths…
The ancient world didn’t have much of what we call reality;
they lived, instead, by the slender threads.
We have gained ego reality
but have lost the mystical and religious functions
​ that should guide our lives.

― Robert A. Johnson, Balancing Heaven and Earth: A Memoir of Visions, Dreams, and Realizations
In childhood we have innocent wholeness,
which then is transformed into informed separateness.
If one is lucky, a second transformation occurs later in life,
a transformation into informed wholeness.
A proverb puts it this way:
in life our task is to go from unconscious perfection
to conscious imperfection
​ and then to conscious perfection.

― Robert A. Johnson, Balancing Heaven and Earth: A Memoir of Visions, Dreams, and Realizations
... you were created to create,
not merely to hold a place for others.
*
Your role is to follow your joy,
for as you do so, your beacon shines.
Worrying or contemplating a future
that is not yet time for you to name or describe
will merely slow this process.

It’s time to be you.
Just as you allow infants to be
who they need to be as they explore
what they are interested in exploring.

Brenda Hoffman
Excerpt from Full Message here:

https://lifetapestrycreations.wordpress.com/2020/02/03/youve-always-been-an-overachiever/
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This arrives on my screen mid-morning:
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Every living thing, animal or human, or tree
experiences that which is called death, with no exception.

You’ve all accepted that one a long time ago.
Spirit, which is who we really are, or Source, is eternal.
So what death must be is a changing
of the perspective of that Eternal Spirit.

I am standing in my physical body
and am consciously connected to that Eternal Spirit,
then I’m Eternal in nature and I need not ever again
​ fear any endedness,
because, from that perspective
I understand that there is not any of that.

Abraham
http://abrahamquotes.com/2020/02/daily-quote-february-5-2018/

https://www.abraham-hicks.com







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AFTERNOON

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Anthony de Mello writes,
"Words cannot give you reality.
They only point, they only indicate.
You use them as pointers to get to reality.
But once you get there,
​ your concepts are useless.
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A Hindu priest once had a dispute
with a
 philosopher who claimed
that the final barrier to God was the word 'God,'
​the concept of God."
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Words can get me started
but I must let go of them if I want to find God,
or more precisely let God find me.
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I am in a posture of openness and consent
to the action of God.
As soon as I have any thoughts,
I let them go.
I enter the spaces between my thoughts.
​Here God finds me.
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God is not my thoughts.
God is beyond my thoughts.
My thoughts only limit God.

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Many mystics have exclaimed
in one form or another
that the most profound knowledge of God
is to know God as unknowable..

https://abbeyofthearts.com/blog/2020/01/29/monk-in-the-world-guest-post-rich-lewis-4/
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for More re: Robert Johnson

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UNFATHOMABLE NOW    "Life is neither born nor dies."                 "...unassailable being,..."    February 3, 2020

2/3/2020

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THE UNFATHOMABLE NOW..
…THIS ORIGINAL-CORE MOMENT…
IS ALL THAT IS
∞
POOFED INTO
 (& IN/OF/AS)
 THE BREATH & NON-BREATH
OF
THE NEVERBORN/NEVERDIE ONE

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Death, a Blessing in Disguise – Osho

Whether you run or you stay
it doesn't matter
death comes.
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Death has started coming closer to you
from the very moment you were born.
In what form it comes does not matter.
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Bertrand Russell has said
that if there were no death in the world,
there would have been no religion.
He has some great insight there:
without death,
who was going to bother about meditation?

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Without death,
who was going to bother to know
about the secret mysteries of life?
One would have remained always concerned
with the mundane and the worldly.
Who would have turned inwards?
There would have been no Gautam Buddha.

So death is not just a calamity,
it is a blessing in disguise.
If you can understand,
if you have this much intelligence
— that after birth, death is approaching every moment closer --
you will not lose your time in trivia.
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Your priority will be to know what this life is before it ends:
Who is living in me?
What force?
For every intelligent man and woman
this is the priority.
Everything else is secondary to knowing oneself.

Once you know yourself, there is no death.
Death was only in your ignorance.
In your meditative consciousness,
death disappears just as darkness disappears
when there is light brought in.
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Meditation brings the light in,
and death is found to be the greatest fiction.
It appears only from the outside that somebody is dying.
From the inside nobody has ever died,
and that is where your life source is.
Chintan is taking his death very joyously,
very peacefully.
He will die consciously.
He is giving every indication
that death cannot make him unconscious,
cannot knock him unconscious.
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He will retain his consciousness,
and he will have a laugh as he will be dying,
because the whole world is living in an illusion.
Life is neither born nor dies.
It has been before birth; it will be after death.
Birth and death both are small episodes
in the eternal stream of consciousness and light.
Excerpt from:

https://o-meditation.com/2020/01/31/death-a-blessing-in-disguise-osho/
I am dead already
Physical death will
make no difference in my case.

I am timeless being.

I am free of desire or fear,
because I do not remember the past
or imagine the future.

Where there are no names and shapes,
how can there be desire and fear?
With desirelessness comes timelessness.

I am safe, because what is not, cannot touch what is.

You feel unsafe, because you imagine danger.
Of course, your body as such is complex and vulnerable
and needs protection.
But not you.

Once you realize your own unassailable b
eing,
you will be at peace.
 
​

Sri Nisargadatta Maharaj
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AFTERNOON
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citizen of dark times

Learn tropism toward the difficult.
We have not arrived to explain, but to sing.
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Young idealism ripens into an ethical life.
Prune back regret to let faith grow.
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When you hit rock bottom,
dig farther down.

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Grief is the seed of singing,
shame the seed of song.
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Keep seeing what you are not saying.
Plunder your reticence.
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Songbird guards a twig,
​its only weapon a song.

~Kim Stafford

https://makebelieveboutique.com/2020/02/03/31632/
Stay light-footed and keep moving

Do you hear what 
the violin
says about longing?

The same as the stick, "I was once
a green branch in the wind."
We are all far from home.
Language is our caravan bell.
Don't stop anywhere.
The moment you're attracted to a place,
you grow bored with it.
Think of the big moves you've already made,
from a single cell to a human being!
​
Stay light-footed, and keep moving.
Turkish, Arabic, Greek, any tongue
is a wind that was formerly water.
As a breeze carries the ocean inside it,
so underneath every sentence is,
"Come back to the source."

Rumi
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version from a
John Moyne translation
Coleman Barks 
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PRANA SUSTAINS    "...elixir of immortality..."    February 2, 2020          "...sitting in the eye of the storm."   "Crone love..."

2/2/2020

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MELD INTO DESTINED INTEGRITY OF BEING
< 
ORIGINAL CORE PRESIDES
COMFORT OF PRIMORIDAL ORIGIN USURPS
 ALL OTHER DIRECTORS OF LIFE
∞
BEYOND ALL THOUGHTS AND WORDS
PRANA FROM ORIGIN’S CORE
SUSTAINS ALL*

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1:52 AM-2/2/20

*https://divineyogabangkok.atavist.com/prana-the-universal-life-force
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Leaving Sunrise Beach 7:14 AM
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First View of Beach 6:39 AM
 The 'fall of man' is simply the shift
​ from awareness to thinking.
Thought is a tool to use and let go of immediately;
but clinging to thought is our 'Original Sin.'
We were not created to become trapped in ideas and beliefs,
a thought-world of conflicting opposites.
This is eating from the
​Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil.
We were created to eat from the Tree of Life,
living awareness free of compulsive thinking.
To return to the Garden
is to rest in the innocence
of the still mind,
empty like the blue sky,
self-radiant,
free from concepts.
One root for the Hebrew word 'eden' means 'bliss.'
Eden is the bliss consciousness of our original nature.
It is what we are the moment we awaken in the morning,
before the mind of yesterday returns.


Alfred K Lamotte
http://yourradiance.blogspot.com/2014/12/fall.html
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​AFTERNOON
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Sukhvinder Sircar - A place beyond explanations

She's discovering
the elixir of immortality
through dying to her old spirituality.
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She's giving up her loyalties
to her long held spiritual beliefs
~ its no longer a sacrilege ~
on the contrary,
it would be a sacrilege to dishonor
the voice of spirit
that is speaking through her.
She's able to truly die to the old
that taught that she was lesser.
There is a shattering, a collapse,
a breakdown of old structures within her.
Strangely, she's unperturbed through it all.
She's sitting in the eye of the storm.
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She's slipping into a relaxation
about her existence and the goodness if it.
She's entering a place beyond explanations,
justifications & apologies.
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She's feeling deeply validated just by BEING.
Her trust in her own voice is deepening.
Its ok if the world is not agreeing with her ~ yet.
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She is soothed by her spirit
whispering to her that she is holy.
She's moving to a space
where human and divine mean the same thing.
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She's simply reaching the new place before the rest.
And she's leaving her footprints in the sand. ॐ

Sukhvinder Sircar
https://joyouswoman.wordpress.com/ 
https://www.facebook.com/Joyouswoman/ 

shared here:

http://nomindsland.blogspot.com/2020/02/sukhvinder-sircar-place-beyond.html?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=Feed%3A+NoMindsLand+%28No+Mind%27s+Land%29
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Joyous Woman With Sukhvinder Sircar
December 29, 2018 ·

 
The crone has no time to waste.
Just as time is,
her words are.

Truth without frills.
How it should be.
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​It is her curse and her blessing
that she sees too much.
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Many dreams & dreams of many
are safe in her heart.

She's a caretaker of dreams
that are too heavy to carry.
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Just that she has no patience
with pretence or games.

Take her or leave her.
Don't mess with her.
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Crone love is a different ball game.
The crone has no time to waste.

Joyous Woman with Sukhvinder Sircar
#crone-cronos
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The non-action of the no-mind state
is not generally apprehended in it true significance. 
On the contrary,
it is misconstrued as idleness in a materialistic society
where what is valued and expected
is a furious competitive spirit
​to achieve particular goals. 
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But what is forgotten
is that all such thinking and action
leads only to the achievement of a
"success" that soon is soon found to be
empty and ephemeral. 
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One is finally left in ultimate frustration
with the sense of having wasted one's life.


The Net of Jewels
Ramesh S. Balsekar
February 2
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SOULUTION’S UTTERED SILENCE        January 31, 2020            "...wings of astonishment...carry you from death to death."

1/31/2020

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TRUTH OF BEING DEMANDS FREEDOM
ELSE LIVING HELLS PRESIDE & REPEAT
∞
UTTERED ORIGINAL SILENCE MORPHS ALL
THAT DISTURBS & WARPS GENUINE GRACEOPATHY
∞
TRANSPARENT CONDUIT IS ONLY AND BEYOND FOREVER
SOULUTION’S UTTERED SILENCE
∞
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Where the lips are silent
​ the heart has a thousand tongues. 

Rumi

https://inspirationfeed.com/rumi-quotes/
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Life and death are both concepts,
the one being the absence of the other. 
The sage ignores such transient concepts
and inheres in the noumenal presence
​ which is everything.
It is only matter that undergoes change or transformation and which is subject to birth or death,
while the noumenal presence
remains eternally changeless.

January 31
Ramesh S. Balsekar
​Net of Jewels


https://books.google.bs/books?id=0qXevjRLE0AC&pg=PA208&lpg=PA208&dq=noumenal+presence&source=bl&ots=orK3yrBDHT&sig=ACfU3U1FeFQpchfyf5mgaHorh3Rg5V88ew&hl=en&sa=X&ved=2ahUKEwizmdWfx63nAhXBtVkKHdspC4EQ6AEwDXoECAoQAQ#v=onepage&q=noumenal%20presence&f=false

http://mrhoyestokwebsite.com/WOKs/Reason/Useful%20Information/Noumenal%20&%20Phenomenal.htm
Step Through - Fred LaMotte
As you fall asleep tonight,
do not take this inhalation
for granted.
Honor her like a royal guest.
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Make a spacious tent
of your flesh,
for She who contains
the galaxies
has come to dwell in you,
pouring her gift from the stars
down your backbone.

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Each expiration will lead you
through a silver door,
a mirror of moonlight.
The key is silence.
Step through.
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Follow her rainbow into the void
where wings of astonishment
will carry you from death to death.
A scent of blossoms
from the garden in your body
will guide you home,
enlarged by a memory
of stillness.
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Neither come nor go
and She will lead you
from the mind to the Heart.



Fred LaMotte

Uradiance

https://mysticmeandering.blogspot.com/2020/01/step-through-fred-lamotte.html?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=Feed%3A+MysticMeandering+%28Mystic+Meandering%29
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When I make things,
I know they are taken to be quiet and small.
I know there may be no place for them.
I know no one is waiting for them.
I know it may be that no one wants them.
But I must make them.
I must.


—Souvankham Thammavongsa
Notes on Craft
https://peacefullpresence.blogspot.com/2020/01/offering.html?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=Feed%3A+blogspot%2FmnCFM+%28Love+Is+A+Place%29
Connection difficulties with internet.........
​will complete this OSpeak when they are sorted.
6:39 p.m. Friday...January 31, 2020




​AFTERNOON
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​ It is not uncommon for people
to spend their whole life waiting to start living.
The sun never sets.
It is only an appearance due
to the observer’s limited perspective.
And yet,
​ what a sublime illusion it is.
Life isn’t as serious as the mind makes it out to be.
Whatever the present moment contains,
​ accept it as if you had chosen it.
Death is a stripping away of all that is not you.
The secret of life is to
‘die before you die’--
​and find that
​there is no death.
​
Worry pretends to be necessary
​but serves no useful purpose.
All negativity is caused
by an accumulation of psychological time
​and denial of the present.
​Unease, anxiety, tension, stress, worry
—all forms of fear--
are caused by too much future,
​and not enough presence.
Guilt, regret, resentment,
grievances, sadness, bitterness,
​ and all forms of non-forgiveness
​are caused by too much past,
and not enough presence.
Don’t seek happiness. If you seek it, you won’t find it, because seeking is the antithesis of happiness.
To recognize one’s own insanity is, of course,
the arising of sanity,
​ the beginning of healing and transcendence.
Realize deeply that the present moment
​ is all you will ever have.
​
Above in this font from Eckhart Tolle

https://www.elephantjournal.com/2020/01/10-eckhart-tolle-quotes-to-help-us-through-the-winter-blues-billy-manas/?utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=TDM_013020_IN_&utm_content=TDM_013020_IN_+Version+A+CID_f3a80f770c18907cd568991a0e1c1fb6&utm_source=Email%20Marketing&utm_term=READ
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ORIGIN’S PEACE     "...a new purity of intent."   Jan. 30, 2019             "Death comes dancing."

1/30/2020

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EMBODIED SOUL/ENSOULED BODY
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MOLTING & MELDING
WITHOUT ANY SENSE OF PERSONAL VOLITION OR CONCERNS
THE ORIGINAL CLOUD OF UNKNOWING IS SANCTARII
NAKED IN/OF/AS ENOCH’S TRANSLATION
AH!
ORIGIN’S PEACE PREVAILS
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Jnani, or the enlightened being:
“
We call him digambara ‘clothed in space’,
the Naked One,
beyond all appearance.
There is no name and shape under which
he may be said to exist,
yet he is the only one that truly is
.”
Nisargadatta
​
See Read More for more excerpts from wonderful Arrival this early morning from:
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https://thedawnwithin.com/10th-lane-khetwadi/
re: Nisargadatta
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Cancer Provided the Poke I Needed
Devageet


 I have a cancer.
It has stripped away my tomorrows.
My tree of life has been stripped down to essentials.
There is a new purity of intent.
Priorities are put to the test.
Cancer has dissolved procrastination, and
I am left joyous and grateful.
Cancer stole my baggage,
Now, unexpectedly, I fly higher.

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Perhaps I am fooling myself.
How can I know?
Simply by reaching deep into my heart.
There I find joy, good humour, gratitude and delight.
Alone in the night; I wake several times nowadays, the cancer reveals itself as an awakener.
My sleep has been deep but now,
Thanks to oncology, I have surged beyond psychology.
What a Laugh!
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I do not need to know what comes next.
I do need to simply be present here-now.
Laughter, joy, meditation, love, friendship,
Are with me on this surprising journey.
They are here, now, as I write.
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Even this chemotherapy is proving an unexpected friend.
Who could have guessed? Not me.
I remember Osho saying,
Never act out of fear.
Acting out of fear, even if it appears to be right, it is always seen, sooner or later, as wrong.
I search myself for fear.
Is it hiding?
I have not found it yet.
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But the search has found another unexpected jewel:
Meditation and awareness can now penetrate even my sleep.
Cancer provided the poke I needed.
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I had long regarded myself as chairman of the ‘slow learners’ club.
Slow or not, cancer has shown something has happened, and continues to happen.
Yes, I may be fooling myself.
So what!
I am in truth, consciousness and bliss.
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Sitting here-now, an ancient meditator,
full of cytotoxic drugs,
quietly grieving over the loss of his beard,
I find myself smiling, then laughing out loud.
I am dancing inside.
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I love the ridiculousness of this paradox that is happening.
Who would have guessed?
Not me.

But then, didn’t Osho say,
Death comes dancing.
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This here-now does not feel like death,
more like enhanced life.
Whatever comes, whenever, I am ready,
Grateful far beyond these poor words.

-Devageet
​

Cancer Provided the Poke I Needed
– Devageet

by purushottama
Devageet left his body on January 26, 2020. A beautiful tribute page can be found on OSHONEWS

https://o-meditation.com/2020/01/28/cancer-provided-the-poke-i-needed-devageet/
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​AFTERNOON
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... if a mirror ever makes
you sad
you should know
that it does
not know
you.


—Kabir

https://peacefullpresence.blogspot.com/2020/01/we-are-not-stuff-that-abides-but.html?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=Feed%3A+blogspot%2FmnCFM+%28Love+Is+A+Place%29
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Additional Nisargadatta Quotes


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ALL IS WELL   "...my life without God-"   "The longing is eternal."         "...haunting and wild,..."        January 29, 2020

1/29/2020

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ALL IS WELL, UNLESS PERCEIVED OTHERWISE
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We travel, some of us forever,
to seek other states,
other lives,
other souls.

~Anais Nin
​https://makebelieveboutique.com/2020/01/28/31588/
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Coming to Terms with Nothingness
What we call emptiness and nothingness
is merely a relative notion or experience,
like moving from the positive to the negative
before both eventually fall away
and all that remains is what Is.
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Nevertheless,
if there is any aspect of this journey
I would stress or emphasize,
it is the evident necessity of finally coming to terms
with the nothingness and emptiness of existence,
which, for me,
seemed to be the equivalent
of living out my life without God –
or any such substitute.
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Only when this came about,
only when the acclimation
to a life without an ultimate reality
was complete,
when there was no hope,
no trust remaining,
only when I have finally to accept what is,
did I suddenly realize that what is,
is Truth itself and all that Is.
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I had to discover
it was only when every single,
subtle, experience and idea
– conscious and unconscious –
has come to an end, a complete end,
that it is possible for the
Truth to reveal Itself.


Bernadette Roberts
The Experience of No-Self

https://contemplativedaybook.blogspot.com/2020/01/coming-to-terms-with-nothingness.html?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=Feed%3A+ContemplativeDayBook+%28Contemplative+Day+Book%29
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​MID-MORNING SESSION - OCEAN "OFFICE" SPACE




​AFTERNOON
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The restlessness in the human heart
will never be finally stilled
by any person, project, or place.
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The longing is eternal.
This is what constantly qualifies and enlarges
our circles of belonging.
There is a constant and vital tension
between longing and belonging.
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 Without the shelter of belonging,
our longings would lack direction, focus, and context;
they would be aimless and haunted,
constantly tugging the heart
in a myriad of opposing directions.
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Without belonging,
our longing would be demented.
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As memory gathers and anchors time,
so does belonging shelter longing.
Belonging without longing
​ would be empty and dead,
a cold frame around emptiness.

John O'Donohue
Excerpt from this EXCELLENT writing:

http://www.passionart.guide/project/john-o-donohue-celtic-reflections-on-our-yearning-to-belong/
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A long dark curve is the poem in your body
is the river
is the loon's throat. 
Have you ever asked yourself how
the loon's voice
opens? 
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You know it first as change in the body. 
Even if the blue place you are dreaming
is no longer there
you must begin. 
Something that desires to lift
these heavy bones
something simple 
and beautiful
miraculous as a feather
forms along the blade
of each wing. 
​
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Poised, no longer
settled
you wait as every part of you sheds
what once was, 
and is no longer
necessary. 
​
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Close to shore you prepare. 
And what will it cost you? 

And what is this 
haunting and wild, now
still in your throat, now
trembling
Set it free
whatever it may cost you
set it free.
~Cheryl Hellner
​https://makebelieveboutique.com/2020/01/28/31588/
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Herein lies the secret way:
​move with reckless abandon!

Rumi


​

Last photo above is from five years ago....January 29, 2015
See More Here:​
Womb Wisdom - Primordial Silence

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NAKED GRACE BREATH  "...give our death away." January 28, 2020

1/28/2020

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Again this morning, too rainy/windy for sunrise beach. 
All photos for sunrise below from a series of OceanSpeaks re:
​ Womb Wisdom..
this date 1/28/15... five years ago... is titled
WOMB WISDOM-BLACK LIGHT

https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-youthanasia-sanctarii/2-womb-wisdom-black-light-sunriseafternoon-january-28-2015
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ONLY THE GREAT EMPTINESS
OF
​ ORIGINAL SILENCE SUFFICETH
ALL ELSE IS TRAGIC, LIFE-SNUFFING CACOPHONY
(INCLUDING THIS JUDGMENT OF THE MINDING-MIND)
*********
NAKED GRACE BREATH KEEPS ONE HOME
ew
4:32 AM-1/28/20
I have been a seeker and still am,
but I stopped asking books and the stars.
I started listening to the teaching of my soul. 
~Rumi
https://makebelieveboutique.com/2020/01/27/31579/
Let the rest 
in this rested place 
rest for you.
Let the birds sing 
and the geese call
and the sky race
from west to east 
when you cannot raise 
a wing to fly. 
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Let evening
trace your loss 
in the stonework
of a fading sky.
So that 
you can give up
and give in
and be given back to.
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So that you can let
winter
come and live
fully inside you,
so that
you can
retrace
the loving path
of heartbreak 
that brought you here. 
​
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So you can cry alone
and be alone
so you can let 
yourself alone
to be lost,
so you can
let the one 
you have lost
alone, 
so that
you can let
the one 
you have lost 
have their 
own life 
and even
their own 
death
without you.
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So the world
and everyone 
who has ever lived 
and ever died
can come and go 
as they please. 
So you can
let yourself 
not know, what 
not knowing 
means. 
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So that
you can be
even more generous 
in your letting go
than they 
were 
in their leaving.
 So that you can
let winter be winter.
So that you can let 
the world alone
to think of spring.
~David Whyte

​https://makebelieveboutique.com/2020/01/10/31455/
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​AFTERNOON
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Rivers to the Sea

We hear people speak of having a 'bucket list',
a list of experiences or things they feel
are so important they must do them
or have them before they die.
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Recently a priest who is also a chaplain at a hospital,
​ gave a homily on this subject.
He spoke of what it is like to talk to people
lives are nearing the end,
how they express that feeling of incompleteness.
He said he also feels it,
that their lives need some completion,
one more good deed,
more confession to their brother or sister,
in order to come to a peaceful end. 

Monday's quote from Ecclesiastes
makes the point that our life, like a river,
does not come to an end
​but rather flows into the greater sea.
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This means we can relax and let go of the idea
that we must be 'enlightened' or in the unitive state,
if not the ‘no-self’, before the end.

Your life and mine are like a river
flowing inevitably to the sea,
coming from God and returning to It.
Remembering our beginning and our ending
is good preparation for that return.
For those of us (myself included)
who have reached their ‘senior years’,
I would like to recommend another book by
Father Ron Rolheiser;
this one is called The Sacred Fire.
The book, in his words, is about what he calls
the 3 stages of adult life,
 first: the struggle to get our lives together, 
second: the struggle to give our lives away, and
 third: the final stage,
the struggle to
​ give our death away.
This final stage is largely foreign to us;
after a life of activity, then comes the opportunity to learn passivity, as in the “Passion of Jesus Christ”
– remembering that the word ‘passion’
comes from the Latin ‘passio’,
​ meaning ‘passivity’.
There are deep ideas in this book
if you are ready to hear them
​ and need to hear them. 

https://contemplativedaybook.blogspot.com/2020/01/rivers-to-sea.html?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=Feed%3A+ContemplativeDayBook+%28Contemplative+Day+Book%29
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Mother with Sleeping Babe
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Instead of getting rid of ego,
the idea is to become very conscious of ego
and how it works.
Only by getting to know ego intimately
will it lose its power to keep us spinning.

The heart of practice is to notice all of this
and rest in the middle of it all,
not trying to fix or alter anything.

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Whatever arises,
we can practice just being there
with as much ease, curiosity,
and openness as possible.
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We can work on noticing and experiencing
all this activity of our minds-
doing nothing with it
beyond simply noticing.
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Our journey toward living without ego
is to learn how to let go,
relax, take a chance, wait and see,
and never sum ourselves up.

~Pema Chodron

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IMMORTALITY’S CORE    INNER SMILE WAFTING                            "...the crack between the worlds,..."   January 16, 2020

1/16/2020

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ONLY
BREATH & MOVEMENT OF SILENT STILLNESS
IS POSSIBLE
=
HELD IN ORIGINAL CONSCIOUSNESS
BEFORE MAN-MADE TIME AND CONCEPTS
IMMORTALITY’S CORE
THE RECOGNITION OF ALL

 
MAN WHOSE BREATH IS IN HIS NOSTRILS*
NAMES THIS "IMPOSSIBLE"**
ew
1:11 AM-1/16/20
* “Cease ye from man, whose breath is in his nostrils:
for wherein is he to be accounted of?”
Isaiah 2:22 KJV

https://biblehub.com/isaiah/2-22.htm
 
** "With clarity of vision, only Everlasting Life exists."
Robert Coon

http://www.angelfire.com/in4/alchemy2084/faqs.html
simplify

I love this time-
​ the in-between time,
the time after all the gatherings and lights.​
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It is the crack between the worlds,
the place where dreaming can unfold
and then spiral into being quickly and quietly.
It is a place where, if we want them to,
solitude and silence can surround us
and the soul-hungers we have abandoned
can find us once again.
​
It is a time to listen deeply,
to stay with stillness
open to the impulse
to move from
the deepest part
​ of what we are.

~Oriah Mountain Dreamer
https://makebelieveboutique.com/2020/01/16/31498/
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JUST AFTER SUNRISE TIME ON BEACH......

This Condition Is Beyond Wording...
Relieved (at the chronological age of 73 years)
to be Returned/Returning to very early childhood,
only this time I am NOT confused
re: how to deal with humans….

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NEVER SPEAK/THINK TO THEM ABOUT ANYONE…
NOT EVEN THEMSELVES,  
&

NOT MYSELF THAT HAS DISAPPEARED…
​

JUST INNER SMILE WAFTING....
IF ANY WORDS ABSOLUTELY NECESSARY
BE STILL & ALLOW
WORDS TO COME FORTH FROM ORIGINAL CORE
RELIEF BEYOND BELIEF*
ew
7:52 AM-1/16/20


*humans will name that "Condition" as Alzheimers, retardation, savant.
psychosis, genius…
OR
 ...as an Original One's Consciousness is Transparent & Still Enough...
Greater is the Chance they will
Experience Pearls of Great Price
in
Infinite Forms/Understandings including SAVANT
via whatever level they are capable of
​AND...

PERHAPS NAMING/EXPERIENCING IT
AS DIVINE GRACE

https://www.wisconsinmedicalsociety.org/professional/savant-syndrome/resources/articles/savant-syndrome-2013-myths-and-realities/
​

http://www.agnesian.com/page/savant-syndrome






​MID-MORNING...a sudden BreakThru-Epiphany UTTERS:
​

DECREE!!!
 
I AM READY AND WILLING FOR ALL TO BE NOW
THAT IS…
 (AND HAS BEEN GIVEN SINCE BEFORE TIME)
…FOR THIS LIFE TO BE!
 
MAY ALL DISTRACTIONS AND WETIKO* PARASITIC IMPLANTS
BE GONE...

....LEAVING ONLY
THE IMMORTAL
TRANSPARENT CONDUIT
BEYOND THE WORDING & TELLING…
 
…HOWEVER
NOT  BEYOND BEING
 THE BEING OF IT
ew/dmm
10:12 AM-1/16/20
* See Category WETIKO in right hand column
&/or
Paul Levy

https://www.awakeninthedream.com
https://www.awakeninthedream.com/dispelling-wetiko
https://www.amazon.com/Dispelling-Wetiko-Breaking-Curse-Evil/dp/1583945482

HIGHLY RECOMMEND:
Our Collective Psychosis
A Review Of Paul Levy's "Dispelling Wetiko,"
by
Carolyn Baker

https://carolynbaker.net/2013/04/23/our-collective-psychosis-a-review-of-paul-levys-dispelling-wetiko-by-carolyn-baker/








​AFTERNOON
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How can I Drown
in
What I AM? 
 
A Transparency that cannot be described to
​ or noticed by others....
...just as true death of physical form on earth
cannot be described to one
​who does not Know, UnKnow…. or Remember.


∞
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Nothing out there
causes a Shift within
 
The Within
already Is
since before time.
It matters not
where I am
if I AM
where I am.
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If we do not Remember
planet-entry-Knowing
we are doomed to carry accumulated
contaminations/densities
to the next world at final flight
(or the next moment this day)
Without Raptures
there are no valleys.
All is the Same.
 
Creating something from Nothing.
All fits into that paradigm.
Only Life is forever.

All else passes.
Nothing to cling to.
Nothing to avoid.


Only the not passes.
 The unspeakably-horrible snake
is only a stick
 
In God Alone
there is no struggle.
Only Being.
Creator/Creation as One.
Present in the Presence
of the single moment
Erases all else
but Nothing
​Finally one does not
remember anything
but
Nothing
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Nothing to teach, preach
or share.
However Transmissions
do occur
beyond the Silence.​
Love Threshed me to Nothing
​
Consumed by its Fire
Left as an ash upon the ground
I am now
only the wind
in and of
the Breathless One
Alone
​
All yearning/ longing of my soul
 
Sated & Devoured in
the Great Silence.
​
This is Love
beyond all words & perception
O Joy of this life!
O Breath of this life!
You are me!
I AM You!
 
Beyond Joy!
 
Beyond Breath!
 
O Silent Core of Life
Sustains
The wind has died.
 
Where are the sails? 
Is the boat an illusion, too?
 
How can I drown
in what I AM?
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The form that was needed
is no longer necessary
 
Excess decays
without use and purpose.
 
At long last
no struggle
no pain. 
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Only the unknown is Known
 
The Known is unknown
 
They are the same...birthing Divine Silence. 
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“A person blended into God does not disappear.
He or she is just soaked with the qualities.”
Soul of Rumi
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“When I remember your love,
I weep,
and when I hear people
 talking of you,
something in my chest,
where nothing much happens now,
moves as in sleep.”
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A man once asked Rumi:
Why is it you talk so much about silence?
His answer:
“The radiant one inside me has never said a word!” 
 
The Essential Rumi

Rumi
Translated by Coleman Barks

 
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 ALL above are excerpts from
The Revelations, V. IX
by
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Unpublished Archives
 
Youthanasia Acres
Near Dublin, Indiana
December 2002
January 2003
ew
∞


​See Read More Below
for 
All Afternoon Wordings

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BREATHED AS BREATH…   "...realize it is play."       "... primordial “breath” that fetuses have...." 1/13/20                                 Sand Dunes Drama

1/13/2020

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BEFRIEND OWN SOUL AND LIFE
AS WHITMAN SUGGESTS WITH:
“…the magnetic flood of sympathy and friendship.."
*
=
LIVING LIFE WITHOUT QUESTIONS OR ANSWERS…
BREATHED AS BREATH…
**
​...IN/OF/AS BEYOND BOTH
ew
5:18 AM-1/13/20

*https://www.brainpickings.org/2016/04/19/walt-whitman-hospital-visits/
**://www.learnreligions.com/tai-hsi-taoist-embryonic-breathing-3182942
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Embryonic Breathing (Tai Hsi) – also known as Primordial Breathing or Umbilical Breathing
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Embryonic Breathing (Tai Hsi)
– also known as Primordial Breathing or Umbilical Breathing –
refers to the process by which
a Taoist practitioner
 reactivates
the electro-magnetic circuitry
associated with the primordial
“breath” that fetuses have
inside of the womb.

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As this happens,
the physical breathing process
becomes increasingly more subtle,
and then – for periods of time –
may cease altogether.
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In the same way
a fetus “breathes” through the umbilical cord,
the practitioner whose system
has remembered embryonic breathing
is then able to draw life-force energy
directly from the universal matrix,
​ i.e. the “sea of energy”
in which
​ their individual bodymind floats.

https://www.learnreligions.com/tai-hsi-taoist-embryonic-breathing-3182942
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Perhaps we set out on the spiritual path
in hopes of gaining something

we count as good in the ‘material':
we want to be a more peaceful person,
to be better able to love and be loved,
gain the high opinion of others,
or even, to take it to its most unfortunate end –
to have some kind of power or influence over others.
Or maybe we set out in order to end or avoid something
we count as bad in the ‘material’ life
such as our own suffering,
the cruelty and pain of others,
the loss or deficiency of any good thing.
​
​All of these reasons mean beginning spiritual life 
in service of the material. 
But if we have a sincere heart and a strong will/desire
to know the Truth, we will be graced
with conversion
(a touch from God that clearly says “I Am”),
and then things will turn around.
We will see that everything in material life,
all of it, good and not so good,
is in service of the spiritual life. 
When we understand this,
then we are getting somewhere.


( All but the first slide below  are The Views
we can see while standing high atop this expensive new beach front property construction site.)
After living in a Zen Training Center for a few years,
I thought living there was great --
except for the inconveniences.
Later I realized
​ the inconveniences were the whole point!
​

https://contemplativedaybook.blogspot.com/2020/01/all-things-work-together-for-good.html?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=Feed%3A+ContemplativeDayBook+%28Contemplative+Day+Book%29
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To succeed in life, you need two things:
ignorance and confidence.

Mark Twain
This is the real secret of life –
to be completely engaged
with what you are doing
in the here and now.
And instead of calling it work,
realize it is play.

Alan Watts
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DRAMA ON THE SAND DUNES PATH
just before 11 AM  1/13/20

At 10:47 AM was awakened from a deep sleep...by HUGE OCEAN ROAR and quickly headed out to Mother Ocean to see what could be seen.
In a nutshell, met up with the huge bulldozer that is used for the new construction and also taking out (months ago) all the foliage surrounding/protecting The Dunes Path.

Bulldozer Operator is VERY Gifted and Thorough...we have watched him for months seemingly doing the 
"impossible"....but today was brand new....he agreed he was only "following boss's orders".  
​
Today he was taking load after load of sand back up the hill and towards ocean....this is the sand that had blown up & over the hill from ocean side and down towards the land...as there is NO foliage to knit the sand and keep it from eroding due to ocean winds.









AFTERNOON
Think of this random Universe
where everything is possible.
The organizational skills belong to Law of Attraction.
If you will relax and allow Law of Attraction

 to do the organization and the managing,
then you can spend your time
doing the things that please you.

Abraham (Hicks)

Daily Quote – January 13, 2020
https://www.abraham-hicks.com/?mc_cid=6aab0e1c5e&mc_eid=70b37346bf
The law of attraction is the attractive,
magnetic power of the Universe
that draws similar energies together.
It manifests through the power of creation,
everywhere and in many ways.

Even the law of gravity is part of the law of attraction.
​This law attracts thoughts, ideas, people,
situations and circumstances.


The law of attraction manifests through your thoughts,
by drawing to you thoughts and ideas of a similar kind, people who think like you,
and also corresponding situations and circumstances.

It is the law and power that brings together people of similar interests, who unite into various groups,
such as political groups, sports teams,
​ sports fans, fraternities, etc.

https://www.successconsciousness.com/law-of-attraction-definitions.htm

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EMBODIED SOUL    "...aware of who we most are..."  Jan 12, 2020   "... ancestors breathing. " "...Those who are dead are never gone..."

1/12/2020

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 THERE IS FINALLY FIRE AGAIN
 …A MISSION FOR THIS LIFE…
BUT IT IS TOTALLY CENTERED IN BEING THE TRUTH
THAT IS TRUE FOR THIS AKASHA TAO CORE
…ORIGINAL BEING…
 WITHOUT TRYING TO SHARE & PREACH/EXPLAIN TO OTHERS….
< 
BE STILL IN/OF/AS ORIGIN’S BREATH
ALLOWING THE PURE SILENCE
 OF THE EMBODIED SOUL’S ‘WHAT IS’
TO CREATE THE PATH AND EXPERIENCES…
…as AA Promises say:

“…we will know a new freedom…

…we will INTUITIVELY
know how to handle situations which used to baffle us…”
*
ew/dmm
5:27 AM-1/12/20
​* By "embodiment" I mean the act of descent which the soul chooses again and again over the course of a lifetime and the process by which we, as spiritual beings, come to dwell more and more fully as our unique selves in our flesh, bones, and blood on planet earth.

It is becoming clear that spirit resides as much in these choices of embodiment as in those of transcendence,
and that, in fact,
the two are complementary aspects of the process of Soul-realization, taking the meaning of "realization" in both its senses -
becoming aware of who we most are
and making that soul real
through resonant and consistent attitudes
and behaviors
in the world.

 

Thomas Yeomans
 Ph.D. AAP Keynote Address, San Francisco, CA,
April 12, 2003

https://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/mistic/spirituality_twentyfirstcentury.htm
https://www.commonweal.org/new-school/pdf_files/embodiment.pdf


​SEE READ MORE
below Afternoon Photos for the full conclusion of Yeomans' Speech
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Each one of us is called
to become that great song
that comes out of the silence,
and the more we let ourselves down
into that great silence
the more we become capable
​of singing that great song.
- David Steindl-Rast

https://dreaminginthedeepsouth.tumblr.com/post/190200013627/each-one-of-us-is-called-to-become-that-great-song
​Breath 
by Birago Diop - Senegalese poet

Listen to things more often than to beings.
Hear the voice of the fire, hear the voice of the water,
Listen in the wind to the sighing of the bush:
This is the ancestors breathing.
Those who are dead are never gone;…
The dead are not down in the earth:
They are in the trembling of the trees,
In the groaning of the woods,
In the water that runs,
​ in the water that sleeps,
They are in the hut, they are in the crowd…
Those who are dead are not ever gone;
They are in the woman’s breast,
they are in the wailing of a child,
They are in the burning log and in the moaning rock..
They are in the weeping grasses, in the forest and the home…
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Listen to things more often than beings.
Hear the voice of fire, hear the voice of water.
Listen in the wind to the sighing of the bush.
This is the ancestors breathing.


https://allchannels.blogspot.com/2017/05/which-person-are-you.html?q=carnival
When you are ripe,
you will let go of yourself
and the part of you that is fruit
will fall and be happy
and the part of you that is branch
will tremble in the wind.

—Jamie Sabines
from Adam and Eve, 1952

oceanoflove

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​

AFTERNOON
This is what you shall do:
Love the earth and sun and the animals,
Despise riches, give alms to everyone that asks,

Stand up for the stupid and crazy,
Devote your income and labors to others,
Hate tyrants, argue not concerning God,
Have patience and indulgence toward the people,

Take off your hat to nothing known or unknown,
Or to any man or number of men,
Go freely with powerful uneducated persons,
And with the young and with the mothers of families,

Read these leaves in the open air,
Every season of every year of your life,
Re-examine all you have been told,
At school at church or in any book,

Dismiss whatever insults your own soul,
And your very flesh shall be a great poem,
​
And have the richest fluency not only in its words,
But in the silent lines of its lips and face,

And between the lashes of your eyes,
And in every motion and joint of your body.


—Walt Whitman,
born 1819
Leaves of Grass
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Photos from OceanSpeak EPIPHANY PRESIDES January 10, 2019
https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-youthanasia-sanctarii/epiphany-presides-what-is-is-truth-itself-and-all-that-is-milestone-january-10-2019 
​(PHOTOS of The Four Mermaids at Sunrise are also on this OceanSpeak)
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There is something in personal love, caresses,
and the magnetic flood
of sympathy and friendship,

that does, in its way,
more good than all the medicine
in the world

 —Walt Whitman
https://peacefullpresence.blogspot.com/2020/01/there-is-something-in-personal-love.html?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=Feed%3A+blogspot%2FmnCFM+%28Love+Is+A+Place%29
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of Yeomans' Speech re:
​ THE EMBODIED SOUL

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A FLATLINE...    "What’s it like to be a human..."  January 8, 2020

1/8/2020

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WORDLESS WORDS & SPEECHLESS SPEECH
SUFFICE
THE GLORY OF PEACE & REALITY OF SOUL
A FLATLINE OF ALL
HERETOFORE DISTURBANCES
*
ew
3:38 AM-1/8/20

*See Read More below
​Afternoon Photos for More
in Honour of Yesterday Afternoon's
Peak Experience(s)
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What’s it like to be a human
the bird asked

I myself don’t know
it’s being held prisoner by your skin
while reaching infinity
being a captive of your scrap of time
while touching eternity

being hopelessly uncertain
and helplessly hopeful
being a needle of frost
and a handful of heat

breathing in the air
and choking wordlessly
it’s being on fire
with a nest made of ashes

eating bread
while filling up on hunger
it’s dying without love
it’s loving through death

That’s funny said the bird
and flew effortlessly up into the air


—Anna Kamienska
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I believe there is a spirit, a power, a grace in my life that is greater than I am and greater than my mind. 
It is greater, I believe, than the human experience.
This power is running the show, determining my reality.
Call it God, call it spirit, call it intuition,
call it grace or evolution, call it the great reality,
or call it nothing. 
​
There is something going on here
with which I am partnered.
​That’s the good news—I’m not alone.
Excerpt from:

https://makebelieveboutique.com/2020/01/08/31437/




​AFTERNOON
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Silence is as deep as eternity,
speech a shallow as time.
Thomas Carlyle
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Words move, music moves
Only in time; but that which is only living
Can only die. Words, after speech, reach
Into the silence. Only by the form, the pattern,
Can words or music reach
The stillness, as a Chinese jar still
Moves perpetually in its stillness.
Not the stillness of the violin, while the note lasts,
Not that only, but the co-existence,
Or say that the end precedes the beginning,
And the end and the beginning were always there
Before the beginning and after the end.
And all is always now. Words strain,
Crack and sometimes break, under the burden,
Under the tension, slip, slide, perish,
Decay with imprecision, will not stay in place,
Will not stay still. Shrieking voices
Scolding, mocking, or merely chattering,
Always assail them. The Word in the desert
Is most attacked by voices of temptation,
The crying shadow in the funeral dance,
The loud lament of the disconsolate chimera.

The detail of the pattern is movement,
As in the figure of the ten stairs.
Desire itself is movement
Not in itself desirable;
Love is itself unmoving,
Only the cause and end of movement,
Timeless, and undesiring
Except in the aspect of time
Caught in the form of limitation
Between un-being and being.
Sudden in a shaft of sunlight
Even while the dust moves
There rises the hidden laughter
Of children in the foliage
Quick now, here, now, always--
Ridiculous the waste sad time
Stretching before and after.


—T. S. Eliot
​
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Each tree grows in two directions at once,
into the darkness and out to the light
with as many branches and roots
​as it needs to embody its wild desires.

—John O’Donohue
Anam Cara

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There is a God of solitude.
He covers me closely, like the air.
I study Him blindly, by touch.
Only His body is everywhere,
elusive,
impalpable.
​
Anna Kamienska
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It’s a great art: to love and keep still.
Anna Kamienska
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(See Read More below
for More
in Honour of Yesterday Afternoon's
Peak Experience(s)
re:
Hospice Sanctarii


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THE CESSATION....   "...he only smiled."     January 7, 2020

1/7/2020

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 A CONDITION KNOWN SINCE BEFORE TIME
A RETURN TO “ORIGINAL BEING”
THE CESSATION OF DANCES WITH THE ILLUSORY
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5:28 AM-1/7/20
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6:43 AM First "sunrise" photo from top of Dunes Path to beach
...HE ONLY SMILED
There is a well known Eastern legend giving the idea of a soul who had found truth.
There was a wall of laughter and of smiles.
This wall existed for ages and many tried to climb it,
but few succeeded.
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Those who had climbed upon it saw something beyond,
and so interested were they that they smiled,
climbed over the wall and never returned.
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Remembrance Rock - Portal of Entry
The people of the town began to wonder
what magic could there be and what attraction,
that whoever climbed the wall never returned.
So they called it the wall of mystery.
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Then they said,
'We must make an enquiry
and send someone who can reach the top,
but we must tie him with a rope to hold him back.'
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When the man they had thus sent
reached the top of the wall,
he smiled and tried to jump over it,
but they pulled him back.
​
Still he smiled,
and when the people eagerly asked,
'what did you see there?'
he did not answer,
h
e only smiled.
This is the condition of the seer.
The man who in the shrine of his heart
has seen the vision of God,
the one who has the realization of truth,
can only smile,
for words can never really explain
​ what truth means.


   from  https://wahiduddin.net/mv2/VIII/VIII_2_7.htm


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​AFTERNOON
DISAPPEARING OTHERS’ WARS
FROM MIND AND SOUL,
BAUBO
*IS DISAPPEARED
FROM THEM AS WELL. 
JUST AS THEY
COULD NOT SEE WHAT THE
CHILD SAW
THEY DO NOT SEE
THE SAME NOW.
BIG DIFFERENCE NOW
IS THAT THE CHILD
NO LONGER WONDERS
SO HER WONDERINGS
DO NOT MANIFEST
IN HER OWN BEING
EVENTUALLY INTO
OUTER LIFE OF FORM
SLIPPING FROM
ATIAH KNOWS
TO
ATIAH IS
FROM
​ATIAH
* KNOWS THE TIMING
TO
ATIAH IS THE TIMING
 ATIAH TIMING IS
ALWAYS NOW 
NO WONDER
THE STATE BEYOND
JOY/SUFFERING
OF HUMAN CONDITION

ew
Wednesday, April 02, 2003
3:15 AM

* BAUBO
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Baubo
https://www.marleeliss.com/blog//bellylove
​
*ATIAH
All That Is AH!
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"..he only Smiled."

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BEYOND ALL TELLING    "...-without knowing it-..."    Jan. 6, 2020                "...​vanishing from view..."

1/6/2020

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NO MARGIN FOR SLIPPING
INTO PAST OR FUTURE
=
NAKED IN GRACE
ALONE WITH THE ALONE
BEYOND ALL TELLING
< 
STATE OF BEING ‘JUST THIS’
IS THE ONLY COMFORT
*
ew
5:26 AM-1/6/20

* "i want to surrender to your silence which peels me."
“I have nothing to offer you,
but this touch,
where I Disappear.”

Arif K
https://www.poetseers.org/submissions/2006-2/arif-k/index.html

https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-youthanasia-sanctarii/a-peeling-be-totally-mad-this-neglected-exiled-animal-
run-naked-notes-to-the-beloved-january-6-2019
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​https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-youthanasia-sanctarii/grace-births-a-soul-winter-solstice-sunriseafternoon-december-21-2014

https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-youthanasia-sanctarii/fertile-invisible-compost-the-long-light-after-time-your-flesh-shall-be-a-great-poem-january-19-2019

https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-youthanasia-sanctarii/beyond-belief-invisibility-sunriseafternoon-january-19-2017 
​
See Arif Category on OceanSpeak Column to right of page
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here i came to the very edge
where nothing at all needs saying,
everything is absorbed through weather and the sea,
and the moon swam back,
its rays all silvered,
and time and again the darkness would be broken
by the crash of a wave,
and every day on the balcony of the sea,
wings open, fire is born,
and everything is blue again like morning. 

—Pablo Neruda
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What began in those early days
was the seed of today's grace,
and it must continue to grow,
but without being in any way spectacular
or drawing attention to itself
(Fenelon: 
​"Beware the humility that can speak its own name").
In my younger days
there was a great deal of wanting to be noticed
for my weariness of the world,
love of silence
​ and the urge to solitude.

True as all that may have been true then,
it was too self-conscious to be very deep.
God made up for my limitations,
as God does for each of us.
Now I live,
not as someone who has cut herself off from the world, found the solitude, and wants the world to know it,
but as a person who hopes to serve
- without knowing it -
​God's plan to be revealed in the world
and to the world.
This, then, makes clearer to me what it means to be - "Hidden with Christ in God".

Patricia Masters

https://contemplativedaybook.blogspot.com/2020/01/looking-back.html?showComment=1578227578832#c8649671643949505354
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​AFTERNOON
I have been thinking of the difference between
water and the waves on it.
Rising, water's still water, falling back, it is water.
Will you give me a hint how to tell them apart?
Because someone has made up the word "wave,"
do I have to distinguish it from water?

There is a Secret One inside us; the planets in all the galaxies pass through his hands like beads. 
That is a string of beads one should look at
with luminous eyes.
—Kabir
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WORDS ARE SYMBOLS
AS IS ALL ELSE
IN MANIFESTED FORM
INCLUDING THOUGHTS
 
WITHOUT THOUGHTS
OR WORDS
      
YOU ARE THE MORE
CLEAR SYMBOL.
ATIAH ALONE*
UTTERS
MANIFESTS
 
IT IS ALL THE SAME
AND YET NOT THE SAME
IT IS MORE THAN
THIS

​PEACE BE STILL
O GLAD BREATHER

ew
Tuesday, April 01, 2003
6:24AM


 *ATIAH
=
All That Is AH!

(Above is a Random Pick Whisper from
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​Booklet Series Unpublished Archives)
The source of Consciousness is Consciousness.
 Consciousness is all there is.
***** 
The universe goes on its merry, mystical, magical way
until you start observing it
and you, by observing it,
create problems.
  The working of the universe
 has no problems.


January 6
The Net of Jewels
Ramesh S. Balsekar
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We feel that we can exercise our volition,
 yet deep down we know
 that there is an order infinitely more powerful
 which seems to dictate our life.
****
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The man of wisdom is devoid of ego
 even though he may appear to use it.
His vacant or fasting mind
 is neither doing anything nor not doing anything.
 He is outside of volition, neither this nor that.
He is everything and nothing.

January 7
The Net of Jewels
Ramesh S. Balsekar
Read More Below
for Full Circle
Ouroborus Center Point-Zero Point
+
Repeat of Random PIck Whisper

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UNWAVERING GRACE BREATH OF AWE     January 3, 2020                 "Freed from the ‘leash’..."     "...trace on your soul forever,..."

1/3/2020

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HELD IN UNWAVERING GRACE
BEYOND WORDS & THOUGHTS….
< 
AH! SWEET PEACE BEYOND ANY WORDING
ALL ELSE WAS MAYA’S NECESSARY FOLLY
*
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3:58 AM-1/3/20

* Only Whispers Remain…
have we literally slipped into the state that was predicted?
 YES!
How to go forward with this without waver?
Even when a Neverborn/Neverdie One is ‘not’ in that state,
Such a One is ALWAYS in that state…
​...the Pearl of Great Price is in the ‘not’.
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(See Read More below Afternoon Photos for:
​ Random Pick

re-read this morning before this morning's Whisper Manifests)
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6:42 AM First Sunrise Photo...from top of Dunes Path
The word "sin" should be changed to "lack of love"
because "sin" is a man-made word
with threat connotations which he made up himself.

No real threat is involved anywhere.
Nothing is gained by frightening yourselves,
​and it is very destructive to do so.

https://www.jcim.net/acim_us/TxtChap-1-1.php
​The Soul never loses its communion with God.
Only the mind needs
 Atonement.
The miracle joins in the Atonement of Christ
by placing the mind in the service of the spirit.
This establishes the proper function of the mind
​and corrects its errors.

https://www.jcim.net/acim_us/TxtChap-1-1.php
52 The Soul is in a state of grace forever.
 Man's reality is only his Soul.
 Therefore, man is in a state of grace forever.
​

53 Atonement undoes all errors in this respect and thus uproots the real source of fear.
Whenever God's reassurances are experienced as threat,
it is always because you are defending
misplaced and misdirected loyalty.
That is what projection always involves.
Error is lack of love.

https://www.jcim.net/acim_us/TxtChap-1-1.php

Link for entire lesson:

https://myemail.constantcontact.com/ACIM-Lesson-3---Text-Reading.html?soid=1101394929230&aid=U2j33IOX2yA
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Enlightenment is total emptiness of mind.
  There is nothing you can do to get it.
  Any effort you make can only be an obstruction to it.
***
If you but cease from useless conceptualizing,
you will be what you are and what you have always been.

Ramesh S. Balsekar
The Net of Jewels
January 2
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At the phenomenal level the only thing
that is not a concept is this knowledge
which every single human being,
every single sentient being
at every time in history, has known:
  I exist. 
I Am in this moment, here and now.
****
Seeing truly is not merely a change
in the direction of seeing
but a change in the very center,
​ in which the seer himself disappears.


Ramesh S. Balsekar

The Net of Jewels
January 3
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AFTERNOON
Quotes in this font below from:
Wu Hsin
THIS TOO: THE WATER CAVE TUTELAGE


Presently, there is the refusal to accept that
Your present status is as it seems to be.
You want change,
You want improvement,
You want enlightenment.
With a welcoming acceptance of What-Is,
All these wants vanish in
A state of being not conditioned on this or that.
The underlying contentment which is always already is then
Available for direct experience.

Wu Hsin
​Embrace That which
You seek to avoid;
The fear of absence.
Absence of concepts,
Absence of ideas,
Absence of anyone to have them.
To be fully present therefore requires that
One be fully absent.  ...
... This is the Great Emptying.
Wu Hsin gives you the key.
Either you use it
To open the door or
You put it in your pocket with
All the other keys
You have accumulated.
 
Wu Hsin
Reality is that which is
Prior to interpretation.
Viewed through the keyhole of thought,
One’s interpretation fathers confusion.
​
Wu Hsin
A person led by the mind is
Like a dog on a leash.

Freed from the ‘leash’,​
Where can he not go?
​
He is then unified, undivided,
Without a single fragment.
He is whole and therefore holy.

Wu Hsin
Quotes in this font above from:
Wu Hsin
THIS TOO: THE WATER CAVE TUTELAGE
See Read More Below for:
​ Random Pick

re-read this morning
​ before this morning's Whisper Manifests

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FREEDOM’S RELIEF FROM THE CAMOUFLAGE.... January 2, 2020      "...painlessly lose...individual being."  "...drunkenly forgetting..."

1/2/2020

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AH!
FREEDOM’S RELIEF
FROM THE CAMOUFLAGE OF EXPLAINING*
AS
SILENT’S SILENT BREATH PRESIDES
=
THE TOUCHSTONE OF AKASHA TAO CORE
=
ORIGINAL BEING

ew
7:49 AM-1/2/20

*See Read More Below Afternoon Photos
for note re: the PreSunrise ABYSS Experience
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There has never been a time
when you and I have not existed,
nor will there be a time when we will cease to exist. 
As the same person inhabits
the body through childhood, youth, and old age,
so too at the time of death
he attains another body. 


The wise are not deluded by these changes. 



–The Bhagavad Gita

http://deathdeconstructed.blogspot.com/
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Make your interests gradually wider and more impersonal, until bit by bit the walls of the ego recede,
and your life becomes
increasingly merged in the universal life.
An individual human existence should be like a river — small at first,
narrowly contained within its banks,
and rushing passionately
past rocks and over waterfalls.
Gradually the river grows wider,
the banks recede,
the waters flow more quietly,
and in the end,
without any visible break,
they become merged in the sea,
​and painlessly lose their individual being.

–Bertrand Russell
Portraits from Memory and Other Essays

http://deathdeconstructed.blogspot.com/
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​AFTERNOON
​Lord, the air smells good today,
straight from the mysteries
within the inner courts of God.
A grace like new clothes thrown
across the garden,
free medicine for everybody.
The trees in their prayer,
the birds in praise,

the first blue violets kneeling.
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Whatever came from Being
is caught up in being,
drunkenly forgetting the way back.

—Jelaluddin Rumi

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Rest in peace.
You are the unchangeable Awareness
in which all activity takes place.

Always rest in peace. 

You are eternal Being,
unbounded and undivided.
Just keep Quiet.
All is well.

Keep Quiet Here and Now. 

You are Happiness,
you are Peace,
you are Freedom.
Do not entertain any notions
that you are in trouble.
Be kind to yourself.
Open to your Heart and simply Be.
Those who know This
know Everything. 


If not,
even the most learned
know nothing at all.


—Papaji
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ORIGINAL HUMAN PORTAL + THE REALIZED LIFE  Jan 1, 2020          "...the genuine in yourself."      "Truth is not an answer."

1/1/2020

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REMEMBRANCE ROCK - ENTRANCE PORTAL
(…the only thing brand new in this lifetime is…:)

 ORIGINAL HUMAN PORTAL
​+

BEING ALL THAT THE REALIZED LIFE IS
dmm/ew
5:44 AM-1/1/20
PictureREMEMBRANCE ROCK

There is something in every one of you
that waits and listens for
 the sound of the genuine in yourself.
  It is the only true guide you will ever have. 
And if you cannot hear it,
you will all of your life
spend your days
on the ends of strings
that somebody else pulls.


Howard Thurman
The Code of Authentic Living - Joan C. King
...from
 The Code of Authentic Living - Joan C. King
​

Physics teaches us that, at its essence,
everything is energy.
We are beings of energy. 
A mysterious life force,
made up of
the Source Energy that reverberates
within each molecule
​ is
in every cell of the body.
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Source Energy animates every living being
and [is] eternally creative,
ever seeking new dimensions,
​ relentlessly pursuing
new expressions...
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Source Energy is our link
to the creative energies of the Universe. 

We thrive when our actions and interactions
are aligned with the energy
​ that animates and sustains our cells.
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Out of the Source Energy of the Void,
the energy that powers all creation,
the energy that resonates within our cells,
something new is being born
at every transition in life... 

A new reality is unfolding
​ from the field of possibility. 
​
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At moments of transition,
the vortex of creative energy
that is our life force is activated.
Its waves carry the blueprint
that informs every new aspect
of our lives.
​
  If we surrender to the vortex of energy
Cellular Wisdom will direct us on a path
that leads to emerging new dimensions
of our lives...
We cannot find this energy in our minds,
​ because our thoughts
are not our actual experience.
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Any journey within leads, paradoxically,
to heightened awareness
of the expansive energy
which permeates all life. 

The energy
that we encounter when we look inside ourselves
is the same energy
that guides the movement
of the heavenly spheres - the
stars, galaxies, universes. 
​
Each living being has a characteristic
profile of energy frequencies
expressed within his or her body,
but our spirits are
​not confined by physical limits. 
​
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Our individual energies pulse in and out of the sea of all energy... 

When we tap
into that confluence of energy we arise renewed,
knowing that the energies in our bodies
​are moving within the harmonies of
vast cosmic music. 
​
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There's nothing that you have to do to earn
the presence of Cellular Wisdom
[i.e. Source Energy],
for it is nothing less
​ than the essence of who you are.

Joan C. King
From - The Code of Authentic Living

The Code of Authentic Living - Joan C. King
More here:
https://www.intuitivesoul.com/dr-joan-king-140411-author-of-code-of-authentic-living-cellular-wisdom
What really matters is your
capacity to turn towards the
tenderness of your heart in
the midst of that which
offends you
.


Amoda Maa
The Paradox of Freedom - Amoda Maa
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The closer we come to truth
(and the closer we come to living the truth),
everything becomes paradoxical. 
Yes, everything.

It's this and that. 
It's human and divine.
  It's messy and it's perfect.
It's time-bound and it's timeless. 
 It's relative and it's absolute.
It's form and formless.
  Everything becomes paradoxical.
​
(.....continuing this afternoon)




​AFTERNOON
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(...continuing the quote from this morning...)

We start to live as this paradox, because truth is not an end point.
Truth is not an answer. 
Truth is not a belief system. 
Truth is an open ended-ness within us. 
​ 
And this is where freedom begins.
It's not a freedom that negates our human experience,
with all its changes, with all its ups and downs,
with all its losses and heart-breaks. 

It's a freedom
that allows us to live at peace with all of it,
even when it's not peaceful. 
​
It's a deep acceptance of what is.
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-It's a freedom that wipes away all the cover-ups,
everything we tell ourselves
in order to protect ourselves, 
to pretend that we're safe,
to imagine a perfect destination. 
​
It's a freedom that wipes away
the layers of defended-ness,
all the strategies that we create 
- mental strategies, emotional strategies, energetic strategies -
 to get what we think we want from life
​ in order to feel comfortable,
in order to feel special,
in order to feel loved.
 

​ But these cover-ups end up
being our prison. 
And there is no fulfillment
​in this self-created prison.
Fulfillment only comes when there are no cover-ups.
It's the fulfillment of internal freedom,
and has nothing to do with the external.

  You could be in a jail cell,
​and still this freedom is available.


Amoda Maa

The Paradox of Freedom - Amoda Maa
The universe is uncaused,
like a net of jewels in which each
is only the reflection of all the others
in a fantastic interrelated harmony
without end.

******************

Self-Realization is effortless. 
What you are trying to find is what you already are.
​

Ramesh S. Balsekar
A Net of Jewels

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ORGASMIC PEAK  "Solitude is not chosen..."  DECEMBER 31, 2019       ​"...a desire to return home."

12/31/2019

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​LIVING/DYING IS ONE
 AS EACH MOMENT
A DYING LIFE
A LIVING DEATH
AS NEITHER EXISTS AS SEPARATE REALITY
EACH MOMENT THE  ORGASMIC PEAK
NEW LIFE & DEATH IN EACH MOMENT
UNWAVERING STATE OF CONCEPTION
=
MYSTERIUM CONIUNCTIONIS
*
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5:14 AM-12/31/19

 
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​The time will come when, with elation,
You will greet yourself arriving at your own door,
In your own mirror,
And each will smile at the other’s welcome,
And say, sit here, eat.
You will love again the stranger who was your self
​

(Walcott, 1985)
​https://iahip.org/inside-out/issue-56-winter-2008/the-inner-marriage-love-heartbreak-and-the-search-for-wholeness
The minute I heard my first love story
I started looking for you, not knowing
How blind that was.
Lovers don’t finally meet somewhere
They’re in each other all along   

(Rumi in Coleman, 2005)
​https://iahip.org/inside-out/issue-56-winter-2008/the-inner-marriage-love-heartbreak-and-the-search-for-wholeness
Whether our search is for that ‘other half’ as Plato calls it,
or the one that will complete us and lead us to the divine mystery,
we all seek wholeness.
Our innate sense of belonging and of loss
is archetypal and primeval.
The fundamental nature of our great myths
is about the struggle to return to a state of oneness.
Whether this longing is expressed
through the various world religions
or spiritual traditions or simply in everyday life,
they all lead us to the same place,
​a desire to return home.

 
https://iahip.org/inside-out/issue-56-winter-2008/the-inner-marriage-love-heartbreak-and-the-search-for-wholeness
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​AFTERNOON
Solitude is not chosen, any more than destiny is chosen.
Solitude comes to us if we have within us
​ the magic stone that attracts destiny.
​
MORE HERE:

https://www.brainpickings.org/2019/01/15/hermann-hesse-solitude-suffering-destiny/?mc_cid=2efa0422ae&mc_eid=bc3afd75c6
In mysticism that love of truth
which we saw as the beginning of all philosophy
leaves the merely intellectual sphere,
and takes on the assured aspect of a personal passion.

Where the philosopher guesses and argues,
the mystic lives and looks;
and speaks, consequently, the disconcerting language
of first-hand experience,
not the neat dialectic of the schools.
​
Hence whilst the Absolute of the metaphysicians remains a diagram
—impersonal and unattainable--
the Absolute of the mystics
​ is lovable, attainable, alive.

Evelyn Underhill
AS NO SELF, NO GOD TAKES OVER
(BeCause THAT HAS ALREADY HAPPENED
PRIOR TO PLANET ENTRY)
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NO NEED OR ABILITY TO EXPLAIN
∞

JUST BE….in/of/as The ETERNAL NOW*
AS ALL
ALREADY IS
A GENTLE DÉJÀ VU
∞

ew
4:39 AM-8/7/19
(8/7/18..DATE OF EARTHLY HUSBAND'S FINAL FLIGHT AT 5:32 am)

*NOW=
NOTHING’S ORGASMIC WAY
See Read More Below Afternoon Photos
​for OSHO CREATION ORGASM  - 
(also a Category in right hand column on this page)
This vibration of two as one is orgasm. 
When the same thing happens,
 not with another person,
but with the whole existence,
then it is Mahamudra,
 then it is the great orgasm.
​

Excerpt From​

55.  SEX
THE CIRCLE OF MAHAMUDRA 
TRANSFORMATION TAROT

OSHO
ALSO HERE:  

​
https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-youthanasia-sanctarii/eternal-now-nothings-orgasmic-way-august-7-2019-named-was-born-from-the-unnamed-the-great-orgasm-beyond-milestone
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for Full Writing
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See ​Read More Below
Complete OSHO Offering re: "...the great orgasm."

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COCOONED...       "What Is...is without self."     MILESTONE                 Portal of Planet Entry      December 21, 2019   SOLSTICE

12/21/2019

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COCOONED IN/OF/AS A TRANSPARENCY BEYOND BELIEF
…A BEYOND BELIEF TRANSPARENCY…
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THE SILENCE BEFORE BREATH SUSTAINS ALL

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5:42 AM-12/21/19
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Toni Packer - Without cause and conflict

“Life is vast, unknowable movement of wholeness 
with no one separate from it and nothing outside of it.
‘
Inside’ and ‘outside’ are thought-created divisions. 
​
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Wisdom, love, and compassion
are not the invention of thought, 

nor are they products or the properties of anyone. 
They operate mysteriously, without cause and conflict, 
when ‘self’-thoughts are illuminated freely. 
​
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At the time of inattention,
thought is busily at work in its narrow, 

conditioned space: wanting, fearing,
​ inventing, grasping, hoping, 

striving, judging, condemning, or accepting. 
​
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Undivided awareness illumines the whole thing. 
Illumination is the end of the sense of separation. 
Will inattention take over again? 
​
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Thought wants to predict everything,
to make sure and be secure for all time. 

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But time itself is a creation of thought…
What is, is without self. 
It is unknowable, unthinkable, indivisible.” 

Toni Packer

Click here: wikipedia
for more re: Toni Packer


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Due to Darkening clouds and rain this morning...
​.....Remaining Sunrise photos are from FIVE years ago....December 21, 2014-Solstice
Grace Births A Soul
​
https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-youthanasia-sanctarii/grace-births-a-soul-winter-solstice-sunriseafternoon-december-21-2014

MORE HERE:  ALL OCEANSPEAKS FOR  December 2014
​
https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-youthanasia-sanctarii/archives/12-2014
Authentically You - V. Erickson, Nepo & MM

Often times, a person will think they know you by piecing
together tiny facts and arranging those pieces into a puzzle
that makes sense to them.  If we don't know ourselves
very well, we'll mistakenly believe them, and drift toward
where they tell us to swim, only to drown in our own
confusion.
Here's the truth:
It's important to take the necessary steps

to find out who You are [our True Beingness] because
you hold endless depths below the surface
of a few facts 
and pieces and past decisions. 
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You aren't only the ripples that others can see. 
You are made of the Ocean...


Victoria Erickson -
Edge of Wonder
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What it really comes down to is the clearness of heart
to stop defining who you are by those who have hurt you
and to take up the risk to love:
to live at the vibrant edge
of being spirit in the world
exploring the intoxicating quandaries
of being alive,
accepting the grace of our
humanness...

Mark Nepo

From - The Exquisite Risk:
Daring to Live an Authentic Life
~

It's about being enlivened from within;
being fiercely true to the core of our Being:
Compassion, Love and Pure Aliveness...
Open to how That wants to express ItSelf -
allowing the Dynamic Mystery that we are
to express ItSelf from deep within...
Not needing to take a stand on anything,
but finely attuned to the Heart of Love -
discovering a deeper Wisdom...


Mystic Meandering
Meditative Writings
Sept 2016

https://mysticmeandering.blogspot.com/2019/12/authentically-you-v-erickson-nepo-mm.html?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=Feed%3A+MysticMeandering+%28Mystic+Meandering%29

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​AFTERNOON
O SILENCE!
  SOURCING
SILENT’S SONG
 
YOU ARE HERE
SINCE BEFORE TIME
O BREATHER OF ALL!
 
FROM FRIEND TO BELOVED
IN ONE REALIZED MOMENT
OF LOVE’S GRACE
 
I AM IN LOVE! LOVED!
SUSTAINED
CONTENT
NOURISHED
POURING FORTH
RECEIVED
 
THE NO-OPPOSITES LOVE
HOME FOREVERMORE

ew
Thursday, May 15, 2003
5:40 AM
“Don’t ask me anything more.
My essence is wordless.”

― Thích Nhất Hạnh
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Remaining Photos Below
​ from today...December 21, 2019
There is something in every one of you that waits and listens for the sound of the genuine in yourself.
It is the only true guide you will ever have.
And if you cannot hear it,
you will all of your life spend your days
​on the ends of strings that somebody else pulls.

-- Howard Thurman
When words become unclear,
I shall focus with photographs.
When images become inadequate,
​I shall be content with silence.

Ansel Adams
He who does not understand your silence
will probably not understand your words.
Elbert Hubbard
It just took some people a little longer than others
to realize how few words they needed to get by,
how much of life
​they could negotiate in silence. 
Tom Perrotta
We're fascinated by the words--but where we meet
is in the silence behind them.

Ram Dass
Nature reaches out to us with welcoming arms,
and bids us enjoy her beauty;
but we dread her silence
and rush into the crowded cities,
there to huddle like sheep
​fleeing from a ferocious wolf.

Khalil Gibran
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Only the inner silence is yours.
No-one gave it to you.
You were born with it and you will die with it.
Thoughts have been given to you.
​You have been conditioned to them.
 
Osho
UTTERED AS SILENCE.
 
BREATHED FORTH
BY THE GREAT BREATHER.
 
SILENT’S SONG IS THE
ALPHA/OMEGA SAME
REGARDLESS OF FORMS


ew
Monday, May 05, 2003
6:04 AM
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See Read More Below
Personal morning notes and AH-HA's
Synchronicities, etc etc

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SURREAL FULLNESS    "...refuge in the simplicity..."   12/16/19       "...untethered and unencumbered..."    "..the peace of wild things."

12/16/2019

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art Hege Elisabeth Haugen - shared via Mystic Meandering blog link below Mind Games
https://hegeelisabethhaugen.wordpress.com/author/hegeelisabethhaugen/
A SURREAL FULLNESS OF
INNER EMPTINESS POSSESSES CONSCIOUSNESS
< 
A RELIEF BEYOND BELIEF & EMOTION
*
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4:14 AM-12/16/19

 
*”He came to set the captives free.”
 Isaiah 61:1
 
HE CAME TO SET THE CAPTIVES FREE
​
– Rebecca Brown, MD

https://kupdf.net/download/he-came-to-set-the-captives-free_59f54536e2b6f5c812148bfd_pdf
 
On wings of living light,
At earliest dawn of day,
Came down the angel bright;
And rolled the stone away.

http://www.hymntime.com/tch/htm/o/w/i/owingsll.htm
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I have abandon all that I think I am,
all that I hope to be,
that I believe I possess.
I let go of the past,
I withdraw my grasping hand from the future,
and in the great silence of this moment,
I alertly rest my soul.

Howard Thurman
Deep is The Hunger
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Mind Games...

Tired of noisy words,
the "spiritual abstractions"
cleverly strung together
by word-crafters espousing
their mind games - not
from the simplicity of their Heart,
but the complexities of their minds;
having been absorbed by too many
conceptual ideas: "there is only here
and Now"; "there is no other"; "there
is no me"; "'i' does not exist -
creating a phantom reality from those concepts
and ideas on which to hang your mind;
plying their paradoxes into 'non-dual' jargon.
Once a player in "The Mind Games",
I now seek refuge in the simplicity of the Heart,
and a more "direct experience" of what cannot be
defined by words and abstractions; not philosophical,
existential conundrums that boggle and confuse, but
a simple truth,
untethered and unencumbered...
I'd rather step into the unknown
and be free, than be tethered to the
certainties of noisy words and abstract
mind games that parade as truth.
Without those, I am free to BE - who I am,
as I am;
a unique expression of "The Ineffable Mystery" of Life
that animates my being -
living from the simplicity of the Heart...

_/\_
Namaste
Mystic Meandering
Dec. 14, 2019

 http://nomindsland.blogspot.com/2019/12/mystic-meandering-mind-games.html?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=Feed%3A+NoMindsLand+%28No+Mind%27s+Land%29
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The dissolution itself is initiation
as it offers vision not available
in the scramble to put things back together.

An old part of ourselves that has accompanied us for so long,
a fellow traveler is no longer permitted
to continue the journey by our side.
The crumbling of an old dream –
my life and the way I was so sure
it was going to turn out.
Matt Licata
Initiation
also see Read More below afternoon photos for full sharing
We practice letting go of judgments.
As a beginning meditator,
I certainly had a tendency to judge
the way I was performing this new task:

My breath isn't good enough, deep enough,
broad enough, subtle enough, clear enough.
I found that I loaded on to the simple act of breathing
all sorts of pronouncements and projections
about what kind of person I was.

Returning to the breath,
letting go of these judgments,
birth to compassion to myself.
We become aware of a calm, stable center
that can steady us even when our lives are in upheaval.
The better you get at concentrating your attention
on the chosen object, the breath,
the deeper the stillness and calm you feel.
 As your mind withdraws from obsessive thinking,
fruitless worry, and self-recrimination,
you feel a sense of refuge.
You have a safe place to go,
and it's within.

~Sharon Salzberg
https://makebelieveboutique.com/2019/12/15/31251/
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​AFTERNOON
When despair for the world grows in me
and I wake in the night at the least sound
in fear of what my life and my children’s lives may be,
I go and lie down where the wood drake
rests in his beauty on the water,
​and the great heron feeds.
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I come into the peace of wild things
who do not tax their lives
with forethought of grief.
See This OceanSpeak for over 40 photos of Mating Gulls....in the Read More Section...
https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-youthanasia-sanctarii/primordials-liminal-silence-lila-leela-divine-creative-play-speak-what-cannot-be-spoken-august-25-2016
More Backyard Pet Photos on this OceanSpeak link:
https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-youthanasia-sanctarii/7-its-better-just-to-leave-things-alone-sunriseafternoon-june-26-2015


​I come into the presence of still water.

And I feel above me the day-blind stars
waiting with their light.
See this OceanSpeak Link for more CLEAR WATERS
https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-youthanasia-sanctarii/pure-transparency-as-breather-and-mind-sunriseafternoon-july-2-2016


​For a time

I rest in the grace of the world,
and am free.

~Wendell Berry
https://makebelieveboutique.com/2019/12/16/31258/
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Nature is such a source of solace for many of us. 
Imagine a place right now where
you have gone to rest in the grace of the world
and experienced freedom and
the peace of wild things. ​
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Breathe in the beauty of this memory.
Consider that Creation
is the original icon
revealing the face of the Holy.
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Nature is a holy text for me, an icon,
a window to the divine presence
at work in the world.
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Just as we spend time gazing
upon an icon or our beloved,
we can also allow our gaze to be drawn to nature,
this most holy and splendid of sights.
​
I can spend hours meditating
with ocean waves lapping the shore,
contemplating the ancient witness
of grand red cedar trees,
delighting in geese flying in patterns of support.
Gazing is an act of loving reverence,
a perspective that opens me up to transformation.
Icon spaces invite me to linger, to relish, to admire.
I imagine those ancient poets
who wrote the psalms of creation,
celebrating God's grandeur and mystery.
Nature is an icon
that slowly shifts beneath my gaze,
revealing a God who is constantly creating.
From this viewpoint,
I become aware of a holy presence,
the Great Artist, at work in the world around me,
and I begin to connect deeply
to the divine slowly at work within me,
crafting and shaping my life,
inviting me here this day
to sit in stillness
and witness
to the beauty of the world.

~Christine Valters Paintner
​
https://makebelieveboutique.com/2019/12/16/31258/
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....and again and again....(ew/dmm):


I abandon all that I think I am, all that I hope to be, 
that I believe I possess.
I let go of the past, 
I withdraw my grasping hand from the future, 
and in the great silence of this moment,
I alertly rest my soul.
​
— Howard Thurman
Deep Is The Hunger
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Initiation
​
Matt Licata

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PRIMORDIAL PURITY AND FIRE     December 15, 2019

12/15/2019

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A TRANSPARENT EARTH VESSEL CONDUIT
NOW FULLED WITH
BRAND NEW
PRIMORDIAL PURITY AND FIRE

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3:56 AM-12/15/19
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 Below in this font
a

Random Pick from Epilogue
of
GODSEED: The Alchemy of Primordial Memory
Dorothea Mills/elizabeth walker
RESURRECTION OF LIFE
HAS AUDIBLY MURMURED FROM THE

INNER SILENCE DEPTHS
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ALL THAT IS REQUIRED IS REVEALED IN/OF/AS
ORIGINAL VAST SILENCE..
THINKING & TALKING DISTORTS AND ERASES THIS AWARENESS
THERE IS NO LONGER
A REQUIREMENT FOR SUCH CAMOUFLAGE
 THE RESURRECTED LIFE
AS
UNWAVERING COSMIC GRACE
IS AS
THE LIFE OF A MIGRATORY BIRD
JUST AS MAN CANNOT EXPLAIN HOW THE BIRDS DO IT
SO THIS WAY OF BEING IS BEYOND THE TELLING
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AFTERNOON
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BREATH IS THE ALPHA/OMEGA TOUCHSTONE OF SOURCE
< 
WHEN ONE BECOMES BREATH
ONE CANNOT PERCEIVE WHAT ONE IS
AND
​HAS BECOME THE TOUCHSTONE WITHOUT AWARENESS

< 
THE RESURRECTED LIFE
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THE DEEP PAUSE INTO BEYOND BREATH
INSTANTLY CLEARS ALL CHAOS & CONFUSION
A DISAPPEARANCE INTO
UNSPEAKABLE REALMS OF PURE SOURCE
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 PRIMORDIAL CELLULAR MEMORIES
ACTIVATE IN VAST SILENCE
INCREASED BY ANCIENT PHYSICAL MOVEMENTS
ALL IS BEYOND THE WORDING 
 OUGHTS & SHOULDS CANNOT LIVE
 IN THE TRANSPARENT BEING…
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ONLY THE SOUL’S ORIGINAL IMPRINT OF BEING
DANCES AS RESURRECTION’S EXPRESSION
< 
A DANCE AND CO-CREATION IN/OF/AS
‘OLDER THAN GOD’*
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2:32 AM-7/3/16 
*TAO Te Ching #4
Stephen Mitchell Translation
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A TRANSPARENT EARTH VESSEL CONDUIT
NOW FULLED WITH
BRAND NEW
PRIMORDIAL PURITY AND FIRE
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​ PURE TRANSPARENCY BREATHES AS THE MIND......
THE CONCEPT/EXPERIENCE OF WAITING DISAPPEARS
THIS AND MORE……
...IS RESURRECTION CONSCIOUSNESS
< 
JUST IS

NEVERBORN - NEVERDIES
∞
A person blended into God does not disappear.
He or she is just soaked with the qualities.
Rumi
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I am that which remains after
The body goes.
I am freedom,
Free from the need to be free.
Wu Hsin
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ALL ENCOMPASSING RELIEF!     "...ascend from silence..."                "...say something without saying."          December 14, 2019

12/14/2019

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 ∞ ​ THE GREAT ORIGINAL SILENCE ∞  
...WHAT A RELIEF THAT IS...
THE ONLY WAY THRU TO OUT…
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....THE ALL ENCOMPASSING ABSOLUTION!
=
ORIGINAL BEING’S SILENCE POSSESSES THE LIFE
AS
THE ONLY REMAINING WAY OF BEING IN FORM
=
INTEGRITY OF SOUL...
…ALL SOULS IN ALL FORMS AS ONE
IN

∞ ORIGINAL PRISTINE AUTHENTICITY ∞ ​
ew
5:10 AM-12/14/19
 
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May this be a morning of innocent beginning,
When the gift within you slips clear 
Of the sticky web of the personal
With its hurt and hauntings,
And fixed fortress corners,
A morning when you become a pure vessel
For what wants to ascend from silence,  ...
... May your imagination know
The grace of perfect danger,
To reach beyond imitation,
And the wheel of repetition,
Deep into the call of all 
The unfinished and unsolved...
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... Until the veil of the unknown yields
And something original begins 
To stir toward your senses
And grow stronger in your heart.
~John O'Donohue

https://makebelieveboutique.com/2019/12/14/31240/
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​AFTERNOON
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In ( the world of ) existence
myriads of seas and fishes
prostrate themselves in adoration
before that munificence and bounty. 
​
How many rain of largess
hath rained, so that the sea 
was made thereby to scatter pearls!
How many of generosity 
hath shone, so that cloud and sea
.... learned to be bountiful! 

~Rumi
​https://makebelieveboutique.com/2019/12/13/beliefs-or-something-else/
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Awakening isn't about
becoming extraordinary.
If anything, it's about
becoming ordinary.
It's about becoming
who we really, really, are.
~Adyshanti


https://makebelieveboutique.com/2019/12/13/beliefs-or-something-else/
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He who keeps no secret has no depth;
his heart is like a vessel turned upside down.


   from  https://wahiduddin.net/mv2/say/gayan_boulas.htm​
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Commentary by Hazrat Inayat Khan:​
The secret of all attainment is centered in reserve.
Spiritual or material,
when a person has told his plans to others,
he has let out the energy that he should have kept
as a reservoir of power for the accomplishment of his object.

... The teaching, 'Be wise as a serpent,' may be interpreted,
'Be quiet as a serpent.'
It is quietude that gives wisdom and power.
The thought held in mind speaks to the mind of another,
but the thought spoken out most often
only reaches the ears of a person.
Every plan has a period of development;
and if man has power over his impulse,
by retaining the thought silently in mind,
he allows the plan to develop
and to take all necessary changes
that it may take for its culmination.

But when the impulse expresses the thought,
it so to speak 'puts out the flame,'
thus hindering the development of the plan.
The wise speak with their mind many times
before they speak about it to anybody.

   ~~~ "Githa I, Sadhana 7, The Path of Attainnment"
by Hazrat Inayat Khan (unpublished)
​
I say,
"Without the control over your  lips
you will not be able to develop inspiration." 

 As a poet has said,
"When the shell closes its lips, then the pearl develops in it."
... the more you are able to keep your secret in your heart,
greater you become.  
You have more weight,
your personality becomes more reliable,
more dependable.  
As it is said in Vadan that
it is best to
​ say something without saying.


   ~~~ "Sangatha II, Secrecy on the Path of Truth", by Hazrat Inayat Khan (unpublished)​
As soon as a person thinks, 'I am more,'
the doors of knowledge are closed.
He will no more be able to widen his knowledge
because automatically,
the doors of his heart are closed
the moment he says,
​ 'I know.'
Spiritual knowledge, the knowledge of life,
is so intoxicating, so exalting,
it gives such a great joy,
that one begins to pour out one's knowledge
before anyone who comes along
as soon as this knowledge springs up.

But if at that time the disciple could realize
that he should conserve that kindling of the light,
reserve it, keep it within himself and let it deepen,
then his words would not be necessary
and his presence would enlighten people.
As soon as the spring rises and he pours forth
what comes out of that spring in words,
although on the one side his vanity will be satisfied,
on the other side his energy will be exhausted.

The little spring that had risen,
he has poured out before others
and he remains without power.
This is why reserve is taught to the true disciple,
the conserving of inspiration and power.
​
The one who speaks is not always wise;
it is the one who listens who is wise.


   from  https://wahiduddin.net/mv2/X/X_2_8.htm
The more one knows the secret of the world
the more one feels inclined to keep it secret.
And the more one keeps secret what one knows
the more life unfolds its secrets to one.
...  it must be remembered that the power of the body is nothing in comparison with the power of the mind.
And the power of the one who keeps a secret
is greater than the power of the giant
who lifts a mountain.
All that one holds is preserved,
all that one lets go is dispersed.


 
  https://wahiduddin.net/mv2/XIII/XIII_20.htm
​


   ~~~ He who keeps no secrets
has no depth in his heart.
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SILENCE OF BREATH         "...a bird that flies everywhere."                   "...find yourself nowhere..."       December 13, 2019

12/13/2019

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SILENCE OF BREATH REVEALS ALL
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4:40 AM-12/13/19

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STILL AS THE ANCIENT DEER IN A WOODS
WATCHING THE ARMED HUNTER
BUILD HIS TREE STAND,
MY SOUL IS CAMOUFLAGED
BY YOU, O BELOVED BREATHER
THAT BREATHES ME
 
THEY STEALTH AROUND
WITH THEIR BOWS/ARROWS AND
KILLING APPARATUS
 
ANY WORDS OR THOUGHTS
IN OR FROM ME
CAUSE THEM TO SEE
 WHAT THEY ARE LOOKING FOR
 
THEY SHOOT TO KILL…..FOR SPORT AND CONTROL
 
THEY BELIEVE A DEAD CARCASS HAD NO SOUL
 
THEY BELIEVE THEY KILL THE BREATHER
 

Feb 14, 2003
ew
 YOUTHANASIA BARNLOT - INDIANA
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Photos Above
Ocala, Fl-2006
First walk in Forest/Park near new Residence
  
Silver River State Park – Swamp Trail
Ocala, Florida
September 2006
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Sunrise 7:01 AM Beach this morning 12/13/19

​Don’t depend on others to give you
that which life is waiting to offer you.
Don’t look to others to affirm
that you’re beautiful and powerful and strong.
Instead, breathe in the beauty of the dawn,
find your strength by embracing new challenges
with courage and let your pleasant company
be found in the extraordinary
manifestations of nature. 

The Seer Almine
https://www.alminediary.com/do-not-depend-on-others/
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Below a Sampler of Photos
from
December 13, 2015
More Here:
"I am not I"   "Primal Repose"    The Language of Original Being  

​ https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-youthanasia-sanctarii/i-am-not-i-primal-repose-the-language-of-original-being-sunriseafternoon-december-13-2015













​​AFTERNOON
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​There is a very important moment when you listen inside,
when you listen to the listening itself.
When you are aware in listening, there is no listener
and nothing is listened to.

​ There is only Listening.
It is tremendous to discover oneself in listening.
But first there is Listening to an object,
then comes listening to ourself.

When listening is Silence,
our musical instrument, our body,
is completely penetrated by this objectless Listening.
​
Then there is something born
that is beyond the human being.
You are not body, senses and mind.
Really live in the absence of what you are not
and this reality will be the background of life.

Live in the absence of yourself.

In the absence of yourself there is presence.
We should take every opportunity
to listen to ourselves
without directing,
without changing,
or looking for something new.

When we listen to ourselves and sustain the listening,
there’s transformation,
​ there’s a kind of metamorphosis.
This directionless Listening
is fixed neither in the forehead,
nor in the heart,
nor in the abdominal region.
Listening is absolutely objectless.

It is really a bird that flies everywhere.
See when it lands.

The moment you become aware that you fix it,
in that awareness an emptiness will appear
and this becomes openness.
Don’t put the bird in a cage.
​ Open all the doors
.
Abandon all residue in the forehead.
Only then can knowledge become being the knowing.
Knowledge takes place in the forehead,
in front of you.
Being knowing is localized nowhere.
But temporarily it is localized as if behind you.
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This feeling of going behind is very important
because it takes you away from
the factory of thoughts in the forehead.
​
When you are localized behind you
at the base of the skull,
​you cannot think.
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Even the impulse to think dies down.
No formulation can occur when you are localized behind.
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But eventually even this subtle localization dissolves
and you find yourself nowhere,
living in nowhere.
​Keep the flavor of our meeting alive.


-Jean Klein
From The Book of Listening, pp. 321-323.
Above are Excerpts from this link online:

https://o-meditation.com/2019/12/13/the-approach-on-the-body-level-jean-klein/





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SOULTIME  -  ORIGINAL SILENCE POSSESSION  -  MILESTONE                          December 12, 2019

12/12/2019

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SOURCED BEYOND TIME
=
NO TIME
< 
IMPOSSIBLE TO BE RULED BY
MAN-MADE TIME & EDICTS
< 
PEACE THAT PASSETH MAN’S UNDERSTANDING
 DIRECTS & GUIDES…
FLOWERS THE ORIGINAL CORE…
SOULTIME IS ALL THAT IS
ALL “I DO’S” ADO = FERTILE COMPOST
∞
HOWEVER
THERE IS QUANTUM
“MUCH ADO ABOUT NOTHING”
THE GREAT NOTHING OF CREATION’S TRUE SOURCE
=
“ALL IS WELL WITH MY SOUL”
ew
6:01 AM-12/12/19
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That which we do not bring into consciousness
appears in our lives as fate.
~Carl Jung

https://makebelieveboutique.com/2019/12/11/31224/
John Prendergast - The Deep Heart


In the room of lovers
I can see with closed eyes
the beauty that dances.
RUMI
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THERE IS A LIGHT in the core of our being that calls us home
— one that can only be seen with closed eyes.
We can feel it as a radiance in the center of our chest.
This light of loving awareness is always here,
regardless of our conditioning.
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It does not matter how many dark paths we have traveled
or how many wounds we have inflicted or sustained
as we have unknowingly stumbled toward this inner radiance.
It does not matter how long we have sleepwalked,
seduced by our desires and fears.
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This call persists until it is answered,
until we surrender to who we really are.
When we do, we feel ourselves at home wherever we are.
A hidden beauty reveals itself in our ordinary life.
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As the true nature of our Deep Heart is unveiled,
we feel increasingly grateful for no reason
— grateful to simply be.
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Rumi discovered this truth eight hundred years ago,
as have ordinary people like you and me.
It is the call from the depths of every human heart.
It is the call from your heart as you read these words and
something within you stirs in recognition.
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Rightly understood, everything that happens invites us to
recognize this heart-oriented way of being, knowing, and feeling.


http://listeningfromsilence.com/
​shared here: 
http://nomindsland.blogspot.com/2019/12/john-prendergast-deep-heart.html?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=Feed%3A+NoMindsLand+%28No+Mind%27s+Land%29
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We have to treat ourselves with loving-kindness
and equanimity, gentleness, and dignity

before we can
accept, respect,
 
and care for others.
~Dr. Jean Watson

​https://makebelieveboutique.com/2019/12/11/31224/
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AFTERNOON

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The density and solidity of the body
and the otherness of the world
are penetrated and suffused
with the light of pure knowing,
God’s infinite being,
and are gradually outshone by it.
The body becomes impersonal like the world,
​and the world becomes intimate like the body
.

~ Rupert Spira

https://thedawnwithin.com/2019/12/12/otherness/
When we truly begin to let go,
happiness will no longer just be our friend,
​ it will be our home.
– Yung Pueblo
 

https://upliftconnect.com/a-promise-to-my-body/?utm_source=UPLIFT&utm_campaign=bc6b1255ab-EMAIL_CAMPAIGN_2019_12_10_11_52&utm_medium=email&utm_term=0_19c1fc07c2-bc6b1255ab-116790253
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Perhaps only people who are capable of real togetherness 
have that look of being alone in the universe. 
The others have a certain stickiness,
 they stick to the mass.

- D. H. Lawrence
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….. sat for longest on Remembrance Rock
....after attempting to move mindless-body
with strong ocean wind & waves…
...and FINALLY into
STILLNESS-SILENCE and this (below) ARISES NOW
(as best we can Remember (in words)

What actually Happened,
and with GREAT RELIEF:

A  Possession of Original Silence..

ORIGINAL SILENCE POSSESSION LEAVES
ONLY
THE PURE CORE TRUTH OF BEING
OVERFLOWING FROM/IN/OF/AS A TRANSPARENT CONDUIT
=
AN INSTANT CESSATION OF NEED OR ABILITY
 TO OVERFLOW
(ABIDE-WITH, OR HIDE)
 WITH WORDS OR THOUGHTS
AS THEY NO LONGER EXIST…
THIS CLARITY REACHES ALL ASPECTS OF CREATION
ONLY VIA ORIGIN’S CREATOR
IN THE EXACT DECIBLES
NEEDFUL…
….BUT NOT DETERMINED BY ANY
SO-CALLED HUMAN ASPECTS OF BEING
​
AH! FOR THE UNFETTERED SOUL
THAT NO LONGER SEEKS OR EXPRESSES
FROM ITS HERETOFORE CAGES OF REMEMBRANCE
 THAT STIFLED, DISTORTED AND MURDERED
 TRUTH OF BEING

ew/dmm
​
Afternoon Beach Experience
Worded just now…
2:25 PM-12/12/19
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"You begin to recognize Love infuses everything. Your own heart is the wind,
it is the trees, it is the earth.
It is even in the conflicts which arise,
in the pain that comes up.


It is the storm, it is the open sky,
it is totality.
​
It excludes nothing and embraces everything.

And in this embrace there is but one taste
​and that is the taste of Love."

-Devaji
​
​
https://www.devaji.org
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Remembrance Rock


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HOLY FOOL WISDOM "..mature innocence..." "Control is an illusion."     "...getting lost in regression and solitude;"    December 6, 2019

12/6/2019

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LOST & FOUND
IN “REGRESSION & SOLITUDE”
WAY OF THE HOLY FOOL
*

ew
6:22 AM-12/6/19

*See Quotes in Sunrise Section below​
Below in this font...quotes shared here:
https://theawakenedeye.com/tag/michael-leunig/
It is a way of painting.
It is a way of living.
It is a way of transcending the banal inhibited self
and
finding the divine.

It is a struggling downward journey –
this stumbling, daring and devout pilgrimage
back to mature innocence and raw beauty;
to the sublime joy and the natural intelligence
and wisdom of the holy fool.​
The artist needs to know how to lose the plot
– how to not care and how to not know –
and how to actually enjoy that freedom
and understand what a blessed revitalizing state
​ all of that mess can be.
The most joyous painting is not done for the art world,
it is done for the inner world;
it is a self delighting other-worldly thing –
a getting lost in regression and solitude;
a sub-literate, semi-delirious way to be
with the spirited little fool in the depths
of one’s being for a while –
there to invent one’s art freely,
and there to find enchantment,
infinite surprise and the bright wondrous question
​ ‘What is this?’
~ Michael Leunig

https://theawakenedeye.com/tag/michael-leunig/​
Dear God,
We pray for another way of being:
another way of knowing.
Across the difficult terrain of our existence
we have attempted to build a highway
and in so doing have lost our footpath.
God lead us to our footpath:
Lead us there where in simplicity
we may move at the speed of natural creatures
and feel the earth’s love beneath our feet.
Lead us there where step-by-step we may feel
the movement of creation in our hearts.
And lead us there where side-by-side
we may feel the embrace of the common soul.
Nothing can be loved at speed.
God lead us to the slow path; to the joyous insights
of the pilgrim; another way of knowing: another way of being.
Amen.
Michael Leunig​

https://thedawnwithin.com/2019/12/05/the-slow-path/
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​AFTERNOON
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​
​Attempting to control external events
 
will never keep us safe.

Control is an illusion.
​

Whatever we try to control, we separate from ourselves.
Whatever we try to fix, we ruin.
Life is sacred, and flows exactly as it should.
​

From The Tao Te Ching
– Chapter 29
Quotes Above & Below in this font are from :
VULNERABLE COURAGE
William Martin
​
https://freedomsimplicityandjoy.wordpress.com/2019/12/04/vulnerable-courage/
To be alive is to be vulnerable.
There is no option.
Yet how desperately we work to escape,
deny, and hide that essential fact.
This effort is a tragic waste of time.
Not only is it futile,
it diverts energy
​away from
creativity, love and courage.
​ Only by accepting and embracing
our existential vulnerability
can we possibly find
the adult courage and creativity
necessary for true transformation of our culture.
Only thus can we free ourselves
from manipulation that draws its power
​ from our fear.
Perhaps, as we as individuals step
into our own “courage to be,”
we will stop looking to others to hide our fears.

Perhaps, as we face the vulnerability of our lives
and find that we have courage and strength
beyond our expectations,
we will no longer tolerate
denial and pseudo-strength in leaders.
Perhaps facing into a severe winter
in simple surroundings is
an act of political agitation.
​

Perhaps facing whatever we face in life
without denial is a political coup.
Perhaps
​
the “courage to be”
​is the most powerful act of revolution.
Quotes Above in this font are from :
VULNERABLE COURAGE
William Martin
​
https://freedomsimplicityandjoy.wordpress.com/2019/12/04/vulnerable-courage/
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To be free,
One must untie oneself from
The seeming independent entity called me.

Wu Hsin
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