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WITHOUT WAVER  "...  too much verbalizing,..." September 17, 2020

9/17/2020

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January 17, 2015
HELD IN CORE CENTER WITHOUT WAVER
AS
EARTHLY FORMS’ DRAMAS GLIDE THRU METAMORPHOSIS
A TRANSFIGURATION/TRANSMOGRIFICATION  
BEYOND HUMAN WORDING
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April 7, 2015
Allow yourself to be used -
​ Thomas Merton


You are fed up with words,
I don't blame you.
I am nauseated by them sometimes. 
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I am also,
to tell the truth,
nauseated by ideals and with causes.

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This sounds like heresy,
but I think you will understand
what I mean. 
It is so easy to get engrossed with ideas
and slogans and myths
that in the end one is left
holding the bag,
empty,
with no trace of meaning left in it.
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 And then the temptation is to yell
louder than ever in order to
make the meaning be there again by magic. 
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Going through this kind of reaction
helps you to guard against this.
Your system is complaining
of too much verbalizing,
and it is right.
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...The big results are not in your hands or mine,
but they suddenly happen,
and we can share in them,
but there is
no point in building our lives
on personal satisfaction,
which may be denied us
and which after all is not that
important.
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The next step in the process
is for you to see that your
even thinking about what you are doing
is crucially important. 

You are probably striving to build yourself
an identity in your work, out of your work... 
You are using it, so to speak,
  to protect yourself against
nothingness, annihilation. 


​That is not the right use
of your work. 
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All the good that you will do will come,
not from you
but from the fact that you
have allowed
yourself to be used by Love [Grace]. 
​
Think of this
more and more and gradually
you will be free from
the need to prove yourself,
 and you can be more
open to the power that will work through you
without your knowing it.


Thomas Merton
"We are an instrument of Grace...
We are being played...
Keep the instrument tuned so
that Grace can play the music."


Mitch Rosacker

Self Discovery Studio
http://www.selfdiscoverystudio.com/home.html

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​from: September 17, 2018
           
 SO-CALLED-EVIL AS BLESSING    "...the original face-"                 "...​without conscious volition."      September 17, 2018   CtrlClick above Title (or below) to open above OceanSpeak
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​AFTERNOON
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Between Heaven and Earth,
There seems to be a Bellows:
It is empty, and yet it is inexhaustible;
  The more it works,
the more comes out of it
No amount of words can fathom it: 
Better look for it within you.

— Tao Te Ching
To return to the root is to find peace. 
To find peace is to fulfill one’s destiny.
​ — Tao Te Ching
Only simple and quiet words will ripen of themselves.
For a whirlwind does not last a whole morning.
Nor does a sudden shower last a whole day.

— Tao Te Ching
The world is a sacred vessel,
which must not be tampered with or grabbed after.
To tamper with it is to spoil it,
​and to grasp it is to lose it.

— Tao Te Ching
There is no calamity like not knowing what is enough. 
There is no evil like covetousness. 
Only he who knows what is enough
​will always have enough.

— Tao Te Ching
Tackle things before they have appeared. 
Cultivate peace and order
before  confusion and disorder
​ have set in.

— Tao Te Ching
Heaviness is the root of lightness. 
Serenity is the master of restlessness.
— Tao Te Ching
Only when we are sick of our sickness 
Shall we cease to be sick.

— Tao Te Ching
Few things under heaven
are as instructive as
the lessons of Silence.

— Tao Te Ching
All Tao Te Ching quotes from:
​https://healingbrave.com/blogs/all/tao-te-ching-quotes
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My soul is racing ahead of me.
It says,
​The body is too slow for me.
I am going.
Rumi
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IMMORTAL INSIGHT-EMBRYONIC RECOGNITION   July 2, 2020                 "...only kindness...makes sense anymore."

7/2/2020

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AS FULL-BLOWN-BREATHED
JOY & APPRECIATION POSSESSES CONSCIOUSNESS

THERE REMAINS
NO REALITY OF DESTRUCTIVE HELLS


 THE HERETOFORE HORRIFYING BOTTOMLESS PIT
IS ACTUALLY
ALL THAT IS

THE SOURCING GROUND OF ORIGIN
=
SOURCE OF TRUTH OF BEING

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 HELP ME TO AN IMMORTAL INSIGHT
ONE FULLED WITH EMBRYONIC RECOGNITION
< 
BEING AS IMMORTAL INSIGHT
POSSESSED IN/OF/AS EMBRYONIC RECOGNITION
OF ALL

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Evening
July 1, 2020
Ocala, Fl.
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HELP ME TO A PAINFUL INSIGHT
ONE FILLED WITH EMBRYONIC RECOGNITION

EARLY 1960's- H.S.
Scattergood Boarding School-West Branch Iowa

https://scattergood.org/

SEE READ MORE BELOW AFTERNOON PHOTOS
MORE DETAILS RE: THESE ABOVE WHISPERS
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The Harm of Judging Others
It goes without saying that, when speaking of judgment
I do not mean that which is reserved for God alone;

rather, I speak of judgment as the glasses
through which we see everything,
size up people by our standards,
for, be these good, bad or indifferent,
they are judgments none the less. 

​
The continuous expectation (or judgment)
of how things should be, according to our point of view,
is a failure to see things as they are,
see them as they exist outside ourselves.
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This type of expectation
is a failure to accept others where they are
in any given moment,
and thereby ignores the reality of change
​ and growth in others
- as well as in ourselves.
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Too often our first meeting with another
is our last because,
for better or worse,
we hold on to the initial image
and
admit of no change.

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This image making is a judgment itself.

Bernadette Roberts

The Path to No-Self, pages 160-161
https://contemplativedaybook.blogspot.com/2020/06/the-harm-of-judging-others.html
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​​​​​​All Photos for today's OceanSpeak from: JULY 2, 2016
Pure Transparency as Breather and Mind                               Sunrise/Afternoon   July 2, 2016
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AFTERNOON
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KINDNESS

Before you know what kindness really is
you must lose things,
feel the future dissolve in a moment
like salt in a weakened broth.
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What you held in your hand,
what you counted and carefully saved,
all this must go so you know
how desolate the landscape can be
between the regions of kindness.
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How you ride and ride
thinking the bus will never stop,
the passengers eating maize and chicken
will stare out the window forever.
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Before you learn the tender gravity of kindness,
you must travel where the Indian in a white poncho
lies dead by the side of the road.
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You must see how this could be you,
how he too was someone
who journeyed through the night with plans
and the simple breath that kept him alive.
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Before you know kindness as the deepest thing inside,
you must know sorrow as the other deepest thing.
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You must wake up with sorrow.
You must speak to it till your voice
catches the thread of all sorrows
and you see the size of the cloth.
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Then it is only kindness that makes sense anymore,
only kindness that ties your shoes
and sends you out into the day to mail letters and purchase bread,
only kindness that raises its head
from the crowd of the world to say...
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...It is I you have been looking for,
and then goes with you everywhere
like a shadow or a friend.

Naomi Shihab Nye

https://www.brainpickings.org/2016/11/10/naomi-shihab-nye-kindness/?mc_cid=86a761096c&mc_eid=bc3afd75c6
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Morning Whispers 7/2/20


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BURIAL GROUND  "...consumed yet unburdened."  June 24, 2020                            "...creatures of the mist,.."

6/24/2020

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CHAOS ARRIVES TO BREAK UP THE BURIAL GROUND
OF
FORMER WAYS & MEANS…

...TURNING THEM INTO FERTILE COMPOST
FOR
CORE TRUTH OF BEING EMERGENCE
∞
BE VIGILANT TO HONOUR CHAOS
RATHER THAN LINGERING
​=

 BURIED ALIVE IN/OF/AS IT
∞

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A pair of blackbirds perch facing one another,
intoning impossible-to-mimic vocalizations of purpose.
They are not interested in what might or could be.
They are in the midst of what is.

They, we, are like an exhaled breath--
consumed yet unburdened.

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Released from the bonds of purpose,
every thought wanders back to the first moment.
We should be so happy to be dying.

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Fifteen seconds of silence
and I'm alive again.
Like coming to the surface
and finding yourself completely dry.

Shawn Nevins


many more poems also here:
https://tatfoundation.org/forum2007-03.htm

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​All Photos for today's OceanSpeak from:  June 24, 2018

ORIGINAL CORE OF GRACEOPATHY    "...the one true practice."     "..still and wide."   "...patience is everything!"         June 24, 2018
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​AFTERNOON
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The world is an illusion."
So saying, the Zen master rises from his seat--
Swats a mosquito on his forehead.
*
Face of God
Nothingness looks out
And Nothingness looks in.
My eyes are hollow;
Space pervades all.
A wind blows quietly through empty halls.
*
How can I say it?
In me, in you—This.
*
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On a backdrop of Nothingness
I paint perfect colors
Which magically move with each mind,
Whose viewing brings forth
New colors to view.
Painters paint and buyers buy
Because everyone else is buying.
No point in berating the master of colors,
Only leave the shopping to others.
*
The Truth is not hazy.
It is a rock surrounded by mist.
And we are creatures of the mist,
Whose memory is all that gives them form.
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I've read to you for a thousand years,
By a candle which never grows cold,
These words spun from our Soul.

Carried by candlelight,
Faint, yet always there, like stars.
To read, I borrow your voice--

Your voice, your soul, your words.
​
Seems that you never left home
And I never existed.
*
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What is this screeching I hear?
This call to remember I am
of this make-believe place.
​
Without it,
I drift like a newborn's eyes
beholding majestic stillness,
upon which inconsequential bubblings appear
like voices in the drumbeat of rain.

Shawn Nevins

​https://tatfoundation.org/forum2001-11.htm#3b
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The usual part of me is missing,
but that causes no confusion.
Instead, I am free
to roam possibilities--
care-less moments of Love.
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Now, I hear
two voices--
the voice of life and of death.
Once, life was my whole
and its sound, my joy and sorrow.
Now, all my action is balanced with no action--
the board is continually erased.
Such a relief to be unconcerned with chalk dust.
I am written and erased--
the holy sound and silence.
I became honest, tired, and determined
in order to hear.

What secrets does sleep hold?
What would you see if you could remember?
There are those who dream while awake,
but all they do is watch make-believe.
What is within the pool of dreamless sleep?
What is it to become this forgetting,
to become this secret?
​
The price of admission is an admission
of the endless sleep within our hearts.

I am half-buried in night;
for some reason still speaking.
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My hand of emptiness reaches without moving;
becomes your heart.
Differences in words
melt to feelings
that melt to knowing.
I am ever pushing aside noise
allowing you to rise.
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A cricket voice pierces my form
and echoes off the unknown.
I'll have to finish this poem
without my self
because it gets in the way--
opposing every sound with listening.
Everywhere--
only lonely sound.
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All worn out
chasing rabbits.
Cool evening
grants a moment to think.
But wait!
What was that smell?
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Endless space of your heart
calling--
longing for the answer from you.
Your every motion is mine.
Don't try to walk away.
We are vast, empty, and complete.

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​Shawn Nevins
https://tatfoundation.org/forum2003-06.htm#5

INDEX OF SHAWN NEVINS POETRY:
https://tatfoundation.org/forum_indexSNpoetry.htm
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TRUTH OF ORIGIN    "...see what shimmers..."      June 3, 2020         "...discrimination is suspended..."  "...the innermost possession..."

6/3/2020

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PRIMORDIAL TRUTH OF ORIGIN POSSESSES*
 
“ALONE WITH THE ALONE”**
BEYOND ANY TELLING

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*To be acquainted with what is best and oldest in yourself,
is to know yourself as you were,
before the world was made,
before you emerged into time.

― 
Henry Corbin
 
Alone with the Alone: Creative Imagination in the Sufism of Ibn 'Arabi

page 6 free pdf here..
https://epdf.pub/alone-with-the-alone.html 

**See Read More Below Afternoon Photos
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Blessing in the Chaos - Jan Richardson

To all that is chaotic
in you,
let there come silence.

Let there be
a calming
of the clamoring,
a stilling
of the voices that
have laid their claim
on you,
that have made their
home in you,

that go with you
even to the
holy places
but will not
let you rest,
will not let you
hear your life
with wholeness
or feel the grace
that fashioned you.
Let what distracts you
cease.
Let what divides you
cease.
Let there come and end
to what diminishes
and demeans,
and let depart
all that keeps you
in its cage.

Let there be
an opening
into the quiet
that lies beneath
the chaos,
where you find
the peace
you did not think
possible
and 

see what shimmers

within the storm.
The human heart continues to dream of a state of wholeness,
a place where everything comes together,
where loss will be made good, where blindness will transform
into vision, where damage will be made whole,
where the clenched question will open in the house of surprise,
where the travails of a life's journey will enjoy a homecoming.
To invoke a blessing is to call some of that wholeness upon a
person now.


Jan Richardson
With thanks to  
The Beauty We Love

https://mysticmeandering.blogspot.com/2020/06/blessing-in-chaos-jan-richardson.html?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=Feed%3A+MysticMeandering+%28Mystic+Meandering%29
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​​All Photos  from:  June 3, 2019  Unless Otherwise Noted
 CLARITY....   "...​The One Who Is Not Busy."       June 3, 2019       "Truth makes you utterly naked..."     "..disappear into the dance."
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AFTERNOON
divine manifestation is ubiquitous

The divine manifestation is ubiquitous,
only our eyes are not open to it.
​ Awe is what moves us forward.
Live from your own center. The divine lives within you.
The separateness apparent in the world is secondary. 

​Beyond the world of opposites is an unseen,
but experienced, unity and identity in us all.
You must return with the bliss and integrate it.
The return is seeing that the radiance is everywhere.
The world is a match for us.
 We are a match for the world.
​

The spirit is the bouquet of nature.
Sanctify the place you are in.


—Joseph Campbell
https://peacefullpresence.blogspot.com/2020/06/divine-manifestation-is-ubiquitous.html?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=Feed%3A+blogspot%2FmnCFM+%28Love+Is+A+Place%29
Too few people have experienced the divine image
as the innermost possession of their own souls.
 Christ only meets them from without, never from within the soul;
that is why dark paganism still reigns there,
a paganism which, now in a form so blatant
that is can no longer be denied
and now in all too threadbare disguise,
is swamping the world
of so-called Christian civilization
(1980, p. 12).
CG Jung

https://chalquist.com/jung&gnostics.html
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 -  Alone with the Alone: Creative Imagination in the Sufism of Ibn 'Arabi
 Henry Corbin
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ORIGINAL HUMAN PORTAL + THE REALIZED LIFE  Jan 1, 2020          "...the genuine in yourself."      "Truth is not an answer."

1/1/2020

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REMEMBRANCE ROCK - ENTRANCE PORTAL
(…the only thing brand new in this lifetime is…:)

 ORIGINAL HUMAN PORTAL
​+

BEING ALL THAT THE REALIZED LIFE IS
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There is something in every one of you
that waits and listens for
 the sound of the genuine in yourself.
  It is the only true guide you will ever have. 
And if you cannot hear it,
you will all of your life
spend your days
on the ends of strings
that somebody else pulls.


Howard Thurman
The Code of Authentic Living - Joan C. King
...from
 The Code of Authentic Living - Joan C. King
​

Physics teaches us that, at its essence,
everything is energy.
We are beings of energy. 
A mysterious life force,
made up of
the Source Energy that reverberates
within each molecule
​ is
in every cell of the body.
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Source Energy animates every living being
and [is] eternally creative,
ever seeking new dimensions,
​ relentlessly pursuing
new expressions...
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Source Energy is our link
to the creative energies of the Universe. 

We thrive when our actions and interactions
are aligned with the energy
​ that animates and sustains our cells.
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Out of the Source Energy of the Void,
the energy that powers all creation,
the energy that resonates within our cells,
something new is being born
at every transition in life... 

A new reality is unfolding
​ from the field of possibility. 
​
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At moments of transition,
the vortex of creative energy
that is our life force is activated.
Its waves carry the blueprint
that informs every new aspect
of our lives.
​
  If we surrender to the vortex of energy
Cellular Wisdom will direct us on a path
that leads to emerging new dimensions
of our lives...
We cannot find this energy in our minds,
​ because our thoughts
are not our actual experience.
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Any journey within leads, paradoxically,
to heightened awareness
of the expansive energy
which permeates all life. 

The energy
that we encounter when we look inside ourselves
is the same energy
that guides the movement
of the heavenly spheres - the
stars, galaxies, universes. 
​
Each living being has a characteristic
profile of energy frequencies
expressed within his or her body,
but our spirits are
​not confined by physical limits. 
​
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Our individual energies pulse in and out of the sea of all energy... 

When we tap
into that confluence of energy we arise renewed,
knowing that the energies in our bodies
​are moving within the harmonies of
vast cosmic music. 
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There's nothing that you have to do to earn
the presence of Cellular Wisdom
[i.e. Source Energy],
for it is nothing less
​ than the essence of who you are.

Joan C. King
From - The Code of Authentic Living

The Code of Authentic Living - Joan C. King
More here:
https://www.intuitivesoul.com/dr-joan-king-140411-author-of-code-of-authentic-living-cellular-wisdom
What really matters is your
capacity to turn towards the
tenderness of your heart in
the midst of that which
offends you
.


Amoda Maa
The Paradox of Freedom - Amoda Maa
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The closer we come to truth
(and the closer we come to living the truth),
everything becomes paradoxical. 
Yes, everything.

It's this and that. 
It's human and divine.
  It's messy and it's perfect.
It's time-bound and it's timeless. 
 It's relative and it's absolute.
It's form and formless.
  Everything becomes paradoxical.
​
(.....continuing this afternoon)




​AFTERNOON
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(...continuing the quote from this morning...)

We start to live as this paradox, because truth is not an end point.
Truth is not an answer. 
Truth is not a belief system. 
Truth is an open ended-ness within us. 
​ 
And this is where freedom begins.
It's not a freedom that negates our human experience,
with all its changes, with all its ups and downs,
with all its losses and heart-breaks. 

It's a freedom
that allows us to live at peace with all of it,
even when it's not peaceful. 
​
It's a deep acceptance of what is.
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-It's a freedom that wipes away all the cover-ups,
everything we tell ourselves
in order to protect ourselves, 
to pretend that we're safe,
to imagine a perfect destination. 
​
It's a freedom that wipes away
the layers of defended-ness,
all the strategies that we create 
- mental strategies, emotional strategies, energetic strategies -
 to get what we think we want from life
​ in order to feel comfortable,
in order to feel special,
in order to feel loved.
 

​ But these cover-ups end up
being our prison. 
And there is no fulfillment
​in this self-created prison.
Fulfillment only comes when there are no cover-ups.
It's the fulfillment of internal freedom,
and has nothing to do with the external.

  You could be in a jail cell,
​and still this freedom is available.


Amoda Maa

The Paradox of Freedom - Amoda Maa
The universe is uncaused,
like a net of jewels in which each
is only the reflection of all the others
in a fantastic interrelated harmony
without end.

******************

Self-Realization is effortless. 
What you are trying to find is what you already are.
​

Ramesh S. Balsekar
A Net of Jewels

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FREED TO OXYGENATE  "...doubt makes you ravenous..."  12/23/19        "...born from the unnamed,..."   "... ​ punched out to the storm."

12/23/2019

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6:32 AM
Paused in the Garden Lot....
....heading towards Sand Dunes Path & Sunrise Beach

Below
​6:34 AM
Paused at top of Sand Dunes Path
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HELD IN ORIGINAL SILENCE
BREATH IS FREED TO OXYGENATE
TRUTH OF BEING’S EXPRESSION
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...from Lao-Tsu
Why scurry about looking for the truth? 
It vibrates in every thing and every not-thing,
right off the tip of your nose. 
​
Can you be still and see it in the mountain?
the pine tree?
yourself? 
​
Don't imagine that you'll discover
it by accumulating more knowledge. 
Knowledge creates doubt,
and doubt makes you ravenous
for more knowledge. 
You can't get full eating this way. 
​
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The wise person dines on something more subtle: 
He eats the understanding
that the named was born from the unnamed, 
that all being flows from non-being,
that the describable world
emanates from an
indescribable source. 
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He finds this subtle truth inside his own self, 
and becomes completely content. 

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So who can be still and watch the chess game of the world?
The foolish are always making impulsive moves,
but the wise know that victory and defeat
are decided by something more subtle.
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Two VERY LARGE birds VERY HIGH in sky HOVERING for the longest...

​They see that something perfect exists
before any move is made. 
This subtle perfection deteriorates
when artificial actions are taken, 
so be content not to disturb the peace.
Remain quiet.
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Discover the harmony in your own being. 
Embrace it. 
If you can do this,
you will gain everything, 
and the world will become healthy again.

If you can't,
you will be lost in the shadows forever. 

Lao-Tsu
https://www.scienceandnonduality.com/article/why-scurry-about-looking-for-the-truth
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6:43 AM Leaving Sunrise Beach....rain has started.....
How do some people live
without experiencing anything
that shaped the nudity
that solely confronts our conscience!

 Excerpt from:
A Snap of Delirium 
https://midnightmusings790.wordpress.com/2019/01/20/a-snap-of-delirium/





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AFTERNOON 
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LOVE’S SPEECHLESS SONG
 
THE UTTERED SOUND
IS WORDLESS BREATH
&
BREATHLESS WORD

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Friday, May 02, 2003
4:12 AM

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THERE IS NO HOME
 IN THE POMP & CIRCUMSTANCE
OF WORLDLINGS’ EARTHLY
HOMECOMINGS
 
THE SOUL SWOONED INTO WEEPING
REMINDED OF HOME
AND WHAT IS NOT FOR ME
AS OTHERS EXPERIENCE.
 
SO WASTE NO TIME WITH SHADOWY MAYA
=
BE PRIMORDIAL DARK’S GOLD
THE LIGHTS ARE ALWAYS THERE
OR NOT...
​
...IT MATTERS NOT
WHEN ONE IS HOME

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Saturday, May 03, 2003
5:56 AM 
 TAGORE!
DEATH AS MOTHER
 
FORMLESS FORM
OF THE ENGORGED BREAST
 WAS THE  FIRST
SHADOW OF NOURISHMENT
IN THIS MAYA PLAYGROUND..
 
RETURNING NOW TO
THAT WHICH HAS NO SHADOW
OR FORM.
 
WHAT THEY CALL DEATH
IS THAT WHICH IS
ALL THAT IS
!ATIAH!*
 
THIS BREAST- SUCKLNG BABE
CANNOT
DOES NOT
CHATTER
FUSS
OR
WRITE POEMS!

ew
Sunday, May 04, 2003
4:09 AM
*!ATIAH! = A
ll That Is AH!
Don’t write to be a writer. 
Write to get to know your madness better. 
Write like it’s the only way you’ll ever meet
your other unfathomable half. 

And to fathom the inexplicable is the purpose of art.

 Forget about relevance. 
Forget what makes sense. 
The kid watching with his wide sparkling eyes 
how his father is coating the last tinges of paint
 on a certain someone’s car 
may not be part of a story. 
But it’s part of your vision.
 Write about the kid.
 

 https://midnightmusings790.wordpress.com/about/
UTTERED AS SILENCE.
 
BREATHED FORTH
BY THE GREAT BREATHER... 
SILENT’S SONG IS THE
ALPHA/OMEGA SAME
REGARDLESS OF FORMS

ew
​Monday, May 05, 2003
6:04 AM
CRAVING LIFE
Even if ruins stink of rotten antiquity,
poor’s hands and mouths still search
for treasures in ruins, and one dense night
they get to lick one or the other edible pearls
and deposit them in their box of ‘everyday’.

There’s always hope in gutters;
there’s always a bright possibility lying wide awake
before the road bends towards End.
Those who aren’t willing to live haven’t lost faith in life,
but lost the loud murmurs of searchlights.
​
They want lightbearers,
to speak up the sign language of mirth
and to bless their empty lives
with green apples, oranges and pineapples.
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​ But fruits are not to be blessed, but to be borne.
For million years onwards,
we are bearing our beards,
our judgments,
our smells and the rest of the billions’.

You are an imperfect product
of a long tiring chain
and that chaining effect can be shed,
even if others may tell you
that past can never be relinquished.

It cannot be forgotten, but it can be given up.
If it lurks at your nightmares,
let go of the nightmares....
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...It need not be denied
but can be
​ punched out to the storm.
Believe me it’s a sin
​not to murder your nightmares.

​https://midnightmusings790.wordpress.com/2019/05/24/craving-life/
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ALL ENCOMPASSING RELIEF!     "...ascend from silence..."                "...say something without saying."          December 14, 2019

12/14/2019

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 ∞ ​ THE GREAT ORIGINAL SILENCE ∞  
...WHAT A RELIEF THAT IS...
THE ONLY WAY THRU TO OUT…
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....THE ALL ENCOMPASSING ABSOLUTION!
=
ORIGINAL BEING’S SILENCE POSSESSES THE LIFE
AS
THE ONLY REMAINING WAY OF BEING IN FORM
=
INTEGRITY OF SOUL...
…ALL SOULS IN ALL FORMS AS ONE
IN

∞ ORIGINAL PRISTINE AUTHENTICITY ∞ ​
ew
5:10 AM-12/14/19
 
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May this be a morning of innocent beginning,
When the gift within you slips clear 
Of the sticky web of the personal
With its hurt and hauntings,
And fixed fortress corners,
A morning when you become a pure vessel
For what wants to ascend from silence,  ...
... May your imagination know
The grace of perfect danger,
To reach beyond imitation,
And the wheel of repetition,
Deep into the call of all 
The unfinished and unsolved...
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... Until the veil of the unknown yields
And something original begins 
To stir toward your senses
And grow stronger in your heart.
~John O'Donohue

https://makebelieveboutique.com/2019/12/14/31240/
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​AFTERNOON
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In ( the world of ) existence
myriads of seas and fishes
prostrate themselves in adoration
before that munificence and bounty. 
​
How many rain of largess
hath rained, so that the sea 
was made thereby to scatter pearls!
How many of generosity 
hath shone, so that cloud and sea
.... learned to be bountiful! 

~Rumi
​https://makebelieveboutique.com/2019/12/13/beliefs-or-something-else/
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Awakening isn't about
becoming extraordinary.
If anything, it's about
becoming ordinary.
It's about becoming
who we really, really, are.
~Adyshanti


https://makebelieveboutique.com/2019/12/13/beliefs-or-something-else/
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He who keeps no secret has no depth;
his heart is like a vessel turned upside down.


   from  https://wahiduddin.net/mv2/say/gayan_boulas.htm​
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Commentary by Hazrat Inayat Khan:​
The secret of all attainment is centered in reserve.
Spiritual or material,
when a person has told his plans to others,
he has let out the energy that he should have kept
as a reservoir of power for the accomplishment of his object.

... The teaching, 'Be wise as a serpent,' may be interpreted,
'Be quiet as a serpent.'
It is quietude that gives wisdom and power.
The thought held in mind speaks to the mind of another,
but the thought spoken out most often
only reaches the ears of a person.
Every plan has a period of development;
and if man has power over his impulse,
by retaining the thought silently in mind,
he allows the plan to develop
and to take all necessary changes
that it may take for its culmination.

But when the impulse expresses the thought,
it so to speak 'puts out the flame,'
thus hindering the development of the plan.
The wise speak with their mind many times
before they speak about it to anybody.

   ~~~ "Githa I, Sadhana 7, The Path of Attainnment"
by Hazrat Inayat Khan (unpublished)
​
I say,
"Without the control over your  lips
you will not be able to develop inspiration." 

 As a poet has said,
"When the shell closes its lips, then the pearl develops in it."
... the more you are able to keep your secret in your heart,
greater you become.  
You have more weight,
your personality becomes more reliable,
more dependable.  
As it is said in Vadan that
it is best to
​ say something without saying.


   ~~~ "Sangatha II, Secrecy on the Path of Truth", by Hazrat Inayat Khan (unpublished)​
As soon as a person thinks, 'I am more,'
the doors of knowledge are closed.
He will no more be able to widen his knowledge
because automatically,
the doors of his heart are closed
the moment he says,
​ 'I know.'
Spiritual knowledge, the knowledge of life,
is so intoxicating, so exalting,
it gives such a great joy,
that one begins to pour out one's knowledge
before anyone who comes along
as soon as this knowledge springs up.

But if at that time the disciple could realize
that he should conserve that kindling of the light,
reserve it, keep it within himself and let it deepen,
then his words would not be necessary
and his presence would enlighten people.
As soon as the spring rises and he pours forth
what comes out of that spring in words,
although on the one side his vanity will be satisfied,
on the other side his energy will be exhausted.

The little spring that had risen,
he has poured out before others
and he remains without power.
This is why reserve is taught to the true disciple,
the conserving of inspiration and power.
​
The one who speaks is not always wise;
it is the one who listens who is wise.


   from  https://wahiduddin.net/mv2/X/X_2_8.htm
The more one knows the secret of the world
the more one feels inclined to keep it secret.
And the more one keeps secret what one knows
the more life unfolds its secrets to one.
...  it must be remembered that the power of the body is nothing in comparison with the power of the mind.
And the power of the one who keeps a secret
is greater than the power of the giant
who lifts a mountain.
All that one holds is preserved,
all that one lets go is dispersed.


 
  https://wahiduddin.net/mv2/XIII/XIII_20.htm
​


   ~~~ He who keeps no secrets
has no depth in his heart.
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SILENCE OF BREATH         "...a bird that flies everywhere."                   "...find yourself nowhere..."       December 13, 2019

12/13/2019

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SILENCE OF BREATH REVEALS ALL
ew
4:40 AM-12/13/19

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STILL AS THE ANCIENT DEER IN A WOODS
WATCHING THE ARMED HUNTER
BUILD HIS TREE STAND,
MY SOUL IS CAMOUFLAGED
BY YOU, O BELOVED BREATHER
THAT BREATHES ME
 
THEY STEALTH AROUND
WITH THEIR BOWS/ARROWS AND
KILLING APPARATUS
 
ANY WORDS OR THOUGHTS
IN OR FROM ME
CAUSE THEM TO SEE
 WHAT THEY ARE LOOKING FOR
 
THEY SHOOT TO KILL…..FOR SPORT AND CONTROL
 
THEY BELIEVE A DEAD CARCASS HAD NO SOUL
 
THEY BELIEVE THEY KILL THE BREATHER
 

Feb 14, 2003
ew
 YOUTHANASIA BARNLOT - INDIANA
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Photos Above
Ocala, Fl-2006
First walk in Forest/Park near new Residence
  
Silver River State Park – Swamp Trail
Ocala, Florida
September 2006
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Sunrise 7:01 AM Beach this morning 12/13/19

​Don’t depend on others to give you
that which life is waiting to offer you.
Don’t look to others to affirm
that you’re beautiful and powerful and strong.
Instead, breathe in the beauty of the dawn,
find your strength by embracing new challenges
with courage and let your pleasant company
be found in the extraordinary
manifestations of nature. 

The Seer Almine
https://www.alminediary.com/do-not-depend-on-others/
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Below a Sampler of Photos
from
December 13, 2015
More Here:
"I am not I"   "Primal Repose"    The Language of Original Being  

​ https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-youthanasia-sanctarii/i-am-not-i-primal-repose-the-language-of-original-being-sunriseafternoon-december-13-2015













​​AFTERNOON
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​There is a very important moment when you listen inside,
when you listen to the listening itself.
When you are aware in listening, there is no listener
and nothing is listened to.

​ There is only Listening.
It is tremendous to discover oneself in listening.
But first there is Listening to an object,
then comes listening to ourself.

When listening is Silence,
our musical instrument, our body,
is completely penetrated by this objectless Listening.
​
Then there is something born
that is beyond the human being.
You are not body, senses and mind.
Really live in the absence of what you are not
and this reality will be the background of life.

Live in the absence of yourself.

In the absence of yourself there is presence.
We should take every opportunity
to listen to ourselves
without directing,
without changing,
or looking for something new.

When we listen to ourselves and sustain the listening,
there’s transformation,
​ there’s a kind of metamorphosis.
This directionless Listening
is fixed neither in the forehead,
nor in the heart,
nor in the abdominal region.
Listening is absolutely objectless.

It is really a bird that flies everywhere.
See when it lands.

The moment you become aware that you fix it,
in that awareness an emptiness will appear
and this becomes openness.
Don’t put the bird in a cage.
​ Open all the doors
.
Abandon all residue in the forehead.
Only then can knowledge become being the knowing.
Knowledge takes place in the forehead,
in front of you.
Being knowing is localized nowhere.
But temporarily it is localized as if behind you.
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This feeling of going behind is very important
because it takes you away from
the factory of thoughts in the forehead.
​
When you are localized behind you
at the base of the skull,
​you cannot think.
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Even the impulse to think dies down.
No formulation can occur when you are localized behind.
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But eventually even this subtle localization dissolves
and you find yourself nowhere,
living in nowhere.
​Keep the flavor of our meeting alive.


-Jean Klein
From The Book of Listening, pp. 321-323.
Above are Excerpts from this link online:

https://o-meditation.com/2019/12/13/the-approach-on-the-body-level-jean-klein/





​ADDITIONAL LINKS FOR JEAN KLEIN/LISTENING


https://www.stillnessspeaks.com/jean_klein_book_of_listening/

​PDF:
https://www.stillnessspeaks.com/images/uploaded/file/The%20Book%20of%20Listening%20Sample.pdf
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RESURRECTION’S SILENCE          December 10, 2019                "...die before death."        "...death of body....real birth of the soul."

12/10/2019

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RESURRECTION’S SILENCE
REPLACES ALL MENTAL WORDS & THOUGHTS
UNLEASHING ORIGINAL AKASHA TAO CORE ENERGY BEYOND BELIEF
< 
CREATION’S MOVEMENT GATHERS NO PARASITIC ROADKILL
(SNAKE IS ONLY A STICK)
EXCESS IS COMPOST FOR FLOWERING TRUTH OF BEING
=
THE LIFE OF A NEVERBORN/NEVERDIE ONE
ew
4:50 AM-12/10/19
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Commentary by Hazrat Inayat Khan:
There are two deaths, the inner and the external.
The first is going into the center,
the second going into the vastness.


   ~~~ "Sangatha II, Tasawwuf ",
by Hazrat Inayat Khan (unpublished)
There is a [Hadith] which says: Mutu kubla anta mutu, which means, 'Die before death.'
​A poet says,
'Only he attains to the peace of the Lord who loses himself.'
God said to Moses, 'No man shall see me and live.'
To see God we must be non-existent.
What does all this mean?
It means that when we see our being with open eyes,
we see that there are two aspects to our being:
the false and the true.
The false life is that of the body and mind,
which only exists as long as the life is within.
In the absence of that life the body cannot go on.
​
We mistake the true life for the false,
and the false for the true.
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​Dying is this:
when there is a fruit or something sweet and good to taste,
the child comes to its mother and says,
'Will you give it to me?'
Although it would have given pleasure to the mother to eat it,
she gives it to the child.
The eating of it by the child is enjoyed by the mother.
That is death.

She enjoys her life in the joy of another.
Those who rejoice in the joy of another,
though at their own expense,
have taken the first step towards true life.

... If we enjoy a beautiful thing so much that we would like to have it, and then give that joy to another,
enjoying it through his experience,
we are dead.
That is our death.
Yet, we live more than he.
​Our life is much vaster, deeper, greater.
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Seemingly it is a renunciation, an annihilation,
but in truth it is a mastery.
The real meaning of crucifixion is to crucify this false self,
and so resurrect the true self.

As long as the false self is not crucified,
the true self is still not realized.
By Sufis it is called Fana, annihilation.
All the attempts made by true sages and seekers
after real truth are for the one aim
of attaining to everlasting life.
   from  https://wahiduddin.net/mv2/VII/VII_26.htm
We love our body and identify ourselves with it
to such an extent that we are very unhappy
to think that this body, which is so dear to us,
will some day be in the grave.

No one likes to think that it will die and be destroyed.
But the soul is our true self.
It existed before our birth
and
will exist after our death.
   from  https://wahiduddin.net/mv2/V/V_2.htm
The soul is our real being,
through which we realize and are conscious of our life.
When the body, owing to loss of strength and magnetism,
has lost its grip upon the mind,
the seeming death comes;
that which everybody calls death.

Then the soul's experience of life
remains only with one vehicle,
that is the mind,
which contains within itself a world of its own,
photographed from one's experience
on earth on the physical plane.

This is heaven if it is full of joy,
and it is hell if it is filled with sorrow. ...

But the soul is alive.
It is the spirit of the eternal Being,
and it has no death.
​It is everlasting.

   from  https://wahiduddin.net/mv2/V/V_45.htm
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The Moment Just Before

In the silence of a mid-winter dusk,
there is a sound so faint
that for all you can tell it may be
only the sound of the silence itself.
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You hold your breath to listen.
You are aware of the beating of your heart.
The extraordinary thing that is about to happen
is matched only by the extraordinary moment
just before it happens.
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Advent is the name of that moment.
Frederick Buechner​
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Advent:
The advent of something means that it's finally here.
You might be waiting for the advent of a new iPhone
or for the advent of cloning.
Don't hold your breath.
Generally, the noun advent
 is used
for the introduction
​ of something important.

https://www.google.com/search?q=advent&rlz=1C1NHXL_enUS738US738&oq=advent&aqs=chrome..69i57j0l5.5549j0j7&sourceid=chrome&ie=UTF-8
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AFTERNOON

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Don't ask what the world needs.
Ask what makes you come alive,
and go do it.

Because what the world needs
is people who have come alive.

~Howard Thurman
https://makebelieveboutique.com/2019/12/10/31217/
Who can distinguish giver and receiver
in the final kiss 
of gratitude?
~David Steindl Rast
​
https://makebelieveboutique.com/2019/12/10/31217/
One cannot do practice....One must BE the Practice
Joan Ravinsky

EXCELLENT FULL ARTICLE HERE:
https://pathlessyoga.com/the-recognition-of-our-own-heart/#praise
All quotes below in this font from
​Wu Hsin

​This life is like
The wind:
One cannot know it directly.
It can only be known
Through its expressions.
 While Wu Hsin has grown older,
While his body has changed,
Presence remained unaltered throughout.
To take the changeful
For the changeless, is
The primary delusion.
To be fully accepting of
What-Is in every moment,
Eliminates fear and anxiety,
Expectation and desire.
This is the natural way to
Set things right. 
Once there is the apperception that
One is but an instrument of
The Source of all things,
On can do what one pleases and
Live in whatever manner one chooses.
To relinquish the focus on
I was, and
The focus on I will be and
To remain foxed on I am,
The very seat of being,
The fundamental presence, is to
Return to the beginning,
To the Seed of Life
That one has never truly been left.
 Digestion is a process.
Thinking is a process.
Just as there is no digester, likewise
There is no thinker.
Thoughts appear.
Inquire onto what
Do they appear.
Being, expressed through the mind, is
I am.
This is the undeniable root.
Anything added to I am is
A moment away from it.
:All quotes above in this font
​ from:
THE LOST WRITINGS OF WU HSIN
POINTERS TO NON-DUALITY IN FIVE VOLUMES
Wu Hsin
Translated by Roy Melvyn

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See Read More Below
for repeat of Hazrat Kahn 
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PRISTINE CLARITY    ‘odour of sanctity’      November 21, 2019

11/21/2019

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NOTHING TO SAY
NOTHING TO DO
ONLY BEING PRESIDES
< 
PRISTINE CLARITY OF ORIGIN

ew
5:56 AM-11/21/19
The expression ​‘odour of sanctity’, which you hear sometimes, does mean something. There are saints, spiritual Masters, who have worked so much on themselves that their psychic bodies emanate real fragrance.
​These fragrances are picked up by beings of light in the invisible world, who then rush to breathe them in. In certain cases, it can even happen that particularly sensitive people may sense these fragrances emanating from their soul.
These fragrances also emanate from the soul of those beings who have learned to accept and overcome their suffering. So often, you hear people complaining or shouting in an outraged manner at the slightest disappointment, trouble or injustice!
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The suffering they feel is like a burning fire.
But those who consciously accept and remain silent, knowing that through patience and love they are purifying matter in their inner being – those people are also preparing fragrances in their soul.
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This is why knowing how to suffer is one of the greatest kinds of knowledge there is, one of the highest manifestations of love. 
Omraam Mikhael Aivanhov
​
https://www.prosveta-usa.com/odour-of-sanctity-the-which-emanates-from-those-beings-who-have-worked-hard-on-themselves_2019-11-21
​By speaking we take away much of our life; a day's silence means a week longer of life and more, and a day's speech means a week less of life. Silence is the remedy for much, although of course a person living in the world cannot practice it continually. But he should keep a watch on his words; he should remember that for every word he speaks he will be awarded heaven or hell.
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In India from ancient times there have been mystics who are called Muni. They never speak, although they do all kinds of other things. These mystics have often lived very much longer than we live at the present time: three hundred, five hundred years and more.
By not speaking the breath is not interrupted; it remains regular and even. The mystics have always given great importance to the breath, and have made its study the principal object in their training. Those who have mastered the breath have mastery over their lives; those who have not mastered it are liable to all kinds of diseases.
https://wahiduddin.net/mv2/VIIIa/VIIIa_3_9.htm
Excellent Sadhguru video
FREEDOM FROM CHRONIC AILMENTS
3:51 minutes

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9KqlBQEYktg&feature=em-uploademail
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​AFTERNOON
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The below Whispers
...in this color font...
were random picked this afternoon
​ from Unpublished Archives.
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 Wednesday, March 15, 2006
4:08 AM
MILESTONE AH HMMMMM
VEILS AS PROTECTION FROM HUMAN SLAUGHTER
VEILS WERE NOT TO TEACH COMPASSION.
 
PLANET ENTRY IN PURE STATE
VEILS WERE NOT FOR NEVERBORN
BUT FOR HUMAN CONDITION
AS THEY WOULD HAVE
KILLED, MAIMED, TORTURED AND/OR
LOCKED AWAY
A PURE ONE.
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UNTIL NOW UNDERSTOOD THE VEILS
AND SUFFERING WERE TO HELP
NEVERBORN BE COMPASSION FOR/WITH HUMANS.
 
THIS IS FOLLY AND PART OF THE BELIEF SYSTEM.
 
THERE IS NOW OROBOROUS FULL RETURN TO
ZERO POINT OF PLANET ENTRY STATE.
 
THIS IS REQUIRED AND WHAT HAS ALWAYS BEEN.
THE PROTECTION HAS BEEN THE VEILS.
VEILING/MASKING THE PURE LIGHT
IN ORDER TO AVOID SLAUGHTER AND CRUCIFIXION.
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¥
 
CONSTIPATION, CLOGS, LUNG PROBLEMS, ETC
DO NOT HAPPEN DUE TO WHAT IS INGESTED
ABSORBED FROM PHYSICAL WORLD.
 
ALL DENSIFICATIONS AND DISHARMONY
HAPPEN DUE TO BEING PULLED
FROM VAST SILENCE SOURCED ACTIVITY.
EG AT THIS TIME (OF SILENCED-SOURCED ACTIVITY) WOULD BE THE
LONG BEACH WALKS
PRE DAWN AND TWILIGHT TIMES OF SILENCE
PURE NATURE.
 
(DENSIFICATIONS AND DISHARMONY)
HAPPEN DUE TO FOCUS GETTING PULLED
FIRST OF ALL TO DENSE WORLDS
RATHER THAN REMAINING IN TRUTH OF BEING
IN ALL DIMENSIONS.
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UNADULTERATED PRIMAL REPOSE*
KNOWS NO IMPEDIMENTS WITHIN OR WITHOUT
NO CONCEPT OF NEED IN ANY DIMENSION
NO NEED OR POSSIBILITY FOR HUMAN MIND TO
FIGURE, PLAN AND UNDERSTAND
ALL SIMPLY IS. 
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PRIMAL REPOSE ERASES
FALSE GOD OF HUMAN MIND 
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A BIRD DOESN’T SING
BECAUSE IT HAS A VOICE
IT SINGS BE CAUSE
IT IS A SONG
 
AND AH…ESPECIALLY
AT DAWN AND TWILIGHT
AND FROM HIGH PERCHES
ie from/as
​ Primal Repose Rarefied Beingness
 
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“Sing not soulful songs with your yesterday’s mind.
Sing fruitful songs with your today’s heart.”
Sri Chinmoy
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The above Random-Picked Whispers from Archives
are from unpublished NEVERBORN booklet series below:


HUSH OF NOT
 
I AM ALREADY THAT.

 

I HAVE ALREADY BEEN WHATEVER IS
VAST SILENCE = TOO MUCH FOR WORDS
 
Being the Source of y/Our Smile
 
REMEMBRANCE OF HUSH OF NOT
AS PORTAL TO PRIMAL REPOSE ABSOLUTE.
 
Neverborn Series
March 2006
Harbour Island
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*PRIMAL REPOSE
​There is only one state.
 When corrupted and tainted by self-identification,
 it is known as an individual. 
 When merely tinted by the sense of presence,
 of animated consciousness,
it is the impersonal witnessing. 
 When it remains in its pristine purity,
 untainted and untinted in primal repose,
it is
 the Absolute.
 
A Net of Jewels
July 9

Ramesh Balsekar 
​

Also see PRIMAL REPOSE
in CATEGORIES - right hand column of this page
towards the beginning of today's OSpeak
or this link

https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-youthanasia-sanctarii/category/primal-repose


 See Read More at end for 
original version of
HUSH OF NOT
also in CATEGORIES list
or this link:

https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-youthanasia-sanctarii/category/hush-of-not
Perfect joy and awareness lie beyond time,
in the eternal present.
By living properly right now,
at the changeless center of each moment,
you can arrive
at a point of complete inner freedom. 

Paramhansa Yogananda

full article here: 
 
https://www.ananda.org/blog/how-to-live-in-the-eternal-present/?utm_source=ONTRAPORT-email-broadcast&utm_medium=ONTRAPORT-email-broadcast&utm_term=COM%3AContacts&utm_content=How+to+be+in+the+eternal+present%3F&utm_campaign=11212019
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See Read More BELOW
for 
original version of
HUSH OF NOT
+
All Random Picked Whispers Above


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EPIPHANY       August 6, 2019      MILESTONE                          A LIFETIME "FOOLING FOLLY" <  PRIMAL JOY OVERFLOWING

8/6/2019

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Note:  This is the FOURTH day in "MILESTONE" series that have been Happening...beginning the morning of August 3, 2019
See Read More below Afternoon Photos
for those OceanSpeak Links

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AH!
EPIPHANY!!!
ANOTHER CLUE RE: WHAT BURIES ONE ALIVE!
UNTIL ONE IS ZOMBIED & BURIED ALREADY DEAD!
(THOUGH STILL BEING BREATHED)
 
THE ILLUSORY (ALBEIT MURDERING) WAYS
 ONE “FILLS HOLE IN THE SOUL”
THAT ONLY ENTRAP & DEADEN LIFE IN FORM FOREVERMORE
 
ADDICTION!
ADDICTIONS!
THE FOOLING FOLLY OF ADDICTIONS
*

ew
4:32 AM-8/6/19

*can see now how the last three OceanSpeaks
have been leading up this morning’s Clarity…Epiphany.
August 3, 4, 5  - 2019
See Links for these  OceanSpeaks
(+ morning pre-Whisper notes)
in
Read More Below Afternoon Photos
YEARS AND YEARS AGO….
 WE
UNDERSTOOD
WHEN WE DEEPLY RESONATE WITH ANY CREATION
IT IS THE CONSCIOUSNESS OF THE ARTIST---
CONSCIOUSNESS OF THE ‘CREATOR’
OF THE WRITTEN WORD... OR ANY ART FORM... OR ANY CREATION
THAT WE SO RESONATE WITH AT CORE LEVEL
=
AT ORIGINAL AKASHA TAO CORE LEVEL
THERE IS ONLY ONE CREATOR

ew/dmm
5:23 AM-8/6/19
Searching for an Archived Sunrise Photo file from the past for August 6....  SYNCHRONICITY....
.....FINGERS IMMEDIATELY FIND AUGUST 6, 2017   
 THE TITLE 'JUST HAPPENS TO BE'

CREATOR CORE OF ALL

https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-youthanasia-sanctarii/creator-core-of-all-authentic-nature-is-patiently-waiting-sunriseafternoon-august-6-2017
remaining photos of "SUNRISE"
are from that date/title
Someone who is differently abled
does not need your compassion or kindness –
they just need acceptance.

​​

Sadhguru 
Those who refuse to be what they are will
Remain what they are not.

Wu Hsin ​
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Most have difficult seeing clearly because
Their heads are in the way.

Wu Hsin  
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​



​AFTERNOON
Every social group is built on identifications.
The basis of spiritual process
​is to learn to live without an identity.

Sadhguru

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b6yjd1VicmQ 
Words can only point at Truth
It is only nonverbal, noumenal understanding
that can deliver it.

***************
​
By usurping the impersonal subjectivity
of the one Absolute subject as that of an individual person,
the human being commits the original sin
and therefore comes under bondage.

As soon as this mistaken identity is realized
and the true identity
as the one formless and eternal subject
of witness is established,
the bondage disappears
and
there is enlightenment

August 6
The Net of Jewels
Ramesh S. Balsekar

Even in dark times in history, 
nature is still there,
still bountiful, 

still providing comfort.
Peter Good
https://makebelieveboutique.com/2019/08/06/30084/
Landscaper and Contemplative Gardener
https://www.mindful.org/the-secrets-of-mindful-gardening/
Faith is a Non-Experience
“…faith is the only thing that is sufficient for our journey, 
and it has nothing to do with experience.”


.......all along, faith really has been God. .
And God can grow in us, and God does. 
As I say, you can’t have more or less of God,
you just have more or less of self.
God increases as we decrease.”


Bernadette Roberts
Full Sharing here:

https://contemplativedaybook.blogspot.com/2019/08/faith-is-non-experience.html?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=Feed%3A+ContemplativeDayBook+%28Contemplative+Day+Book%29
Convince me that you have a seed in you
and I am prepared to expect miracles.

- Thoreau
https://transitionquaker.blogspot.com/
See Read More Below
for
 Links for these  OceanSpeaks
August 3, 4, 5  - 2019

+
morning pre-Whisper notes
additional afternoon photos

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CAPTIVE SET FREE   "...and you will live in eternity."  July 21, 2019

7/21/2019

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Note:  After July 16, 2019  
https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-youthanasia-sanctarii/beyond-awareness-indivisible-totality-of-functioning-untainted-untinted-in-primal-repose-milestone-71619

 a Milestone Day of Release & Re-Emergence....
...OceanSpeaks have Simplified...
Due to no camera today, all  sunrise photos  are from July 21, 2017
BAUBO AS DANGEROUS OLD WOMAN

https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-youthanasia-sanctarii/baubo-as-dangerous-old-woman-july-21-2017-my-identity-fits-not-in-any-name-or-form
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THE REMAINING “I”
IS
 ‘EYE OF GOD’….
THE TRANSPARENT CONDUIT
BEYOND PLEASING OR DISPLEASING OTHERS
JUST IS
“THE CAPTIVE SET FREE”*

ew
3:33 AM-7/21/19
*the espresso machine just blew…the camera was drowned
in a sunrise breaker two days ago…

the entanglement with & coordinating with “L” just blew…
or coordinating with any others that choke and/or distort Truth of Being..has Poofed…

If it’s NOT Effortless Ease then we’re trying to please others
….or some so-called ‘egoic’ aspect of being…
​(dependency upon man-made techno, etc)


…when a Transparent Conduit,
there is no need (or even an awareness) to try to please people OR God!
…VITAL: not even an awareness of that type “groveling” with God….
(which also causes groveling according to others’ demands and/or edicts…)
AH!
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When I am not present to myself -
Thomas Merton


When I am not present to myself,
then I am only aware of that half of me,
that mode of my being which turns outward
to created things.


And then it is possible for me to lose myself among them.
Then I no longer feel the deep secret pull
of the gravitation of love which draws my inward self
toward "God." [The Unmanifest]]

My will and my intelligence lose their command of the
other faculties.
My senses, my imagination, my emotions,
scatter to pursue their various quarries all over the face
of the earth.

Recollection brings them home.
It brings the outward self into line with the inward spirit,
and makes my whole being answer the deep pull of love
that reaches down into the Mystery...


Thomas Merton
from - No Man is an Island


via - The Beauty We Love
~
via - No Mind's Lan
Saturday, July 20, 2019


 How can you be made to understand
that the sun is so much more than just a star shining in the sky?

In the morning, when you see it appear and rise on the horizon,
imagine that you rise with it.
The vibrations of your entire being will gradually intensify.
You will soon feel the sun enter you so deeply
that you will no longer be able to distance yourself from it.
Every element in your being will be exalted.
You will feel projected into increasingly
vast and luminous regions in space,
you will discover truths
that remained hidden to you up until now,
and the notion of time will cease to exist.
For a few moments at least,
you will forget the earth with its tragedies and misery,
​and you will live in eternity. 


Omraam Mikhael Aivanhovhttps://www.prosveta-usa.com/sun-the-rise-with-it-in-the-sky_2019-07-20
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​AFTERNOON
Afternoon Photos from July 21, 2016
BE ALL THAT ONE IS
https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-youthanasia-sanctarii/be-all-that-one-is-illumination-of-the-heart-sunriseafternoon-july-21-2016
Wild Portals of Unknowing - Fred LaMotte

"God leads every soul by a separate path." - John of the Cross

I cannot possibly know what is most important; that which will
transform me.  If I already know what it is I will never be free,
because I have packaged "liberation" as knowledge, in the tight
wrapper of a concept.  This means that spiritual transformation
can never become a program, a technique, or a course that I take.

The moments that liberate me are wild portals of unknowing,
when the blue sky of wonder outshines any cloud it contains;
vast emptiness shifts into the foreground; techniques, traditions,
concepts cultivated in the past, dissolve...

[.....]
The best meditation evaporates into amazement.  The best mantra
melts into silence.  The best guru dances in the mist at the edge of
a meadow, and disappears into your longing heart, where true path
has no beginning...
.


No, I cannot possibly tell what is most important - how a blue 
moth disguises herself in a petal of lupine, why cascade lilies
frolic in a rainy mountain meadow, what the hermit thrush means
to silence.  I cannot know when the golden sun will burst my chest
wide open, turning the small dark chamber of self-doubt into a
boundless empyrean.


Fred LaMotte
Uradiance

~
​https://mysticmeandering.blogspot.com/2019/07/wild-portals-of-unknowing-fred-lamotte.html?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=Feed%3A+MysticMeandering+%28Mystic+Meandering%29
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BEYOND AWARENESS.....    "....indivisible Totality of Functioning..." "..untainted & untinted in primal repose."  MILESTONE   7/16/19

7/16/2019

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BEYOND THE AWARENESS OF
“GOD ALONE”
< 
TRANSPARENT CONDUIT CONDITION*
ERASES ALL THAT IS UNREAL
=
THOUGHTLESS THOUGHTS
WORDLESS WORDS
ew
5:16 AM-7/16/19
*(& AT TIMES REPORTEDLY TRANSLUCENT)

See Read More Below Afternoon Photos
for

Extensive quotes helpful in "pointing towards"
a One's life condition since each planet entry
into the Mother's Womb
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Understanding is never a fixed value
but a sort of free flow,
a fluid process of nature itself
that freely irrigates by merging thought and action.
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There is only one state.
 When corrupted and tainted by self-identification,
it is known as an individual. 
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 When merely tinted by the sense of presence,
of animated consciousness,
​ it is the impersonal witnessing. 

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 When it remains in its pristine purity,
 untainted and untinted in primal repose,

it is the Absolute.
​

A Net of Jewels
July 9

Ramesh Balsekar

 
Life has forced me to Remember the
Primordial “I AM”.

dmm - 1989






AFTERNOON
i offer you this Touch where i Disappear....
arif k.

https://www.poetseers.org/submissions/2006-2/arif-k/

google this for much more:
poet seers offering touch where i disappear arif k

Also See ARIF K  in Categories on right hand column of this webpage
=
or just click this link
https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-youthanasia-sanctarii/category/arif%20k66524f7daf
 Primal Repose Overflowing
<
Offering in/of/as Awareness
that is beyond Awareness

ew
2:28 PM -7/16/19


See Read More Below
for
A few Writings/Wordings that have been VITAL for this life in form...
...for many years...
...and are VERY present this day.....

We are also having a CLEAR OUT of Excess
 in this Youthansia Sanctarii Abode..

.Praises Be to Friend Lena for helping to clean and organize this....and to all those responding.
https://www.instagram.com/harbourislandlife/?hl=en
Additional Afternoon Photos .

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DESIDERATA PRESENCE     "...shimmer and go speechless."                    "To walk quietly....."    June 30, 2019

6/30/2019

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SILENCE OF ORIGIN WITHIN
“PRACTICING THE PRESENCE”
< 
BEING THE PRESENCE…
THE DESIDERATA PRESENCE
*
ew
3:27 AM-6/30/19

*:https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-youthanasia-sanctarii/category/desirderata
Desiderata
 is in Afternoon section of above OceanSpeak (+ Backyard Moringa Tree Grazing)
& here:

http://www.appleseeds.org/desidert.htm
(Short history of this writing on above link)
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..Santiago - David Whyte

The road seen, then not seen, the hillside
hiding then revealing the way you should take,
the road dropping away from you as if leaving you
to walk on thin air, then catching you, holding you up,
when you thought you would fall,...
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...and the way forward always in the end
the way that you followed, the way that carried you
into your future, that brought you to this place,
no matter that it sometimes took your promise from you,
no matter that it had to break your heart along the way;...
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...the sense of having walked from far inside yourself
out into the revelation, to have risked yourself
for something that seemed to stand both inside you
and far beyond you, that called you back...
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...to the only road in the end you could follow, walking
as you did, in your rags of love and speaking in the voice
that by night became a prayer for safe arrival,...
...so that one day you realized that what you wanted
had already happened long ago and in the dwelling place
you had lived in before you began,...
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...and that every step along the way, you had carried
the heart and mind and the promise
that first set you off and drew you on and that you were
more marvelous in your simple wish to find a way
than the gilded roofs of any destination you could reach:...
...as if, all along, you had thought the end point might be a city
with golden towers, and cheering crowds,
and turning the corner at what you thought was the end
of the road, you found just a simple reflection,
and a clear revelation beneath the face looking back
and beneath it another invitation, all in one glimpse:...
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Merged with, Emerging from,  Camouflaged by
​ REMEMBRANCE ROCK
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...like a person and a place you had sought forever,
like a broad field of freedom that beckoned you beyond;
like another life, and the road still stretching on.


David Whyte
From Pilgrim

via No Mind's Land

https://mysticmeandering.blogspot.com/2019/06/santiago-david-whyte.html?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=Feed%3A+MysticMeandering+%28Mystic+Meandering%29
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Sometimes it takes darkness and the sweet
confinement of your aloneness
to learn

anything or anyone
that does not bring you alive
is too small for you.
​

David Whyte
 The House of Belonging
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AH!  for the above life bringers!!!
Very large bird flew VERY close to Friend's head and then onto the south...









​AFTERNOON
Solid, but gentle rains this afternoon....
all photos below from Archives...
a year ago
June 30, 2018
UNMITIGATED GRACEOPATHY
https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-youthanasia-sanctarii/unmitigated-graceopathy-soother-sailing-inside-the-formless-sunriseafternoon-june-30-2018
I pause under that summer tree,
the one that feels like a friend,
as my dog wonders why we’ve stopped.
She was trotting in such rhythm.
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But when this still,
I wonder what part of me,
way down,
remains untouched by dream or memory?
What drop of being remains
out of reach of the opinions of others?
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When up close, each thing reveals its shimmer.
And it’s the unexpected closeness that holds everything together.
The light spreads across my dog’s face,
her eyes so devoted to wherever I want to go.
Can I be this devoted to the pull of life?
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Last month, I saw a dolphin and her calf slip back into the surf,
and the pucker of the sea where they went under said, 
This is what it feels like to shimmer and go speechless. 
​
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There’s a closeness we recognize in everything simple,
as if we knew everything at the moment of our birth,
and living is how we remember it all,
piece by broken piece.
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It can happen when I stop
to pick up what you drop in the supermarket.
As your eyes shimmer,
I realize we’ve known each other forever,
though we just met.

~Mark Nepo
https://makebelieveboutique.com/2019/06/28/29883/
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It seems that intuitive listening requires us to still our minds
until the beauty of things older than our minds can find us.
​

― Mark Nepo
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Help me resist the urge
to dispute whether things are true or false
which is like arguing whether it is day or night.

It is always one or the other somewhere in the world.
Together, we can penetrate a higher truth
​which like the sun is always being conveyed.
― Mark Nepo
To walk quietly
until the miracle in everything speaks is poetry,
whether we write it down or not.

Mark Nepo

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People discuss dogmas, beliefs,
and moral principles,
as they know them.
But there comes a time in a man's life
when he has touched truth
of which he cannot speak in words;

and at that time all dispute,
discussion,
argument ends.

 https://wahiduddin.net/mv2/IV/IV_34.htm
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THE IMPERSONAL LIFE        "...Divine Impersonality."                              "...become like dust..."             Solstice  June 21, 2019

6/21/2019

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PURE GRACE ERASES ALL TO ZERO POINT
THE ORIGINAL INFINITE CORE
THE PURE SPOT WITHIN
=
A TRANSPARENT CONDUIT OF
THE NEVERBORN/NEVERDIE LIFE
PURGED OF ALL PERSONAL WORDS & THOUGHTS
=

THE IMPERSONAL LIFE
*
BEYOND EARTHLY MEASURE
ew
3:22 AM-6/21/19

*The Impersonal Life
Joseph Benner

http://www.newthoughtlibrary.com/bennerJoseph/impersonalLife/
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​I!
Who am I?
I, Who speak with such seeming knowledge and authority?
Listen!
I AM You, that part of you who IS and KNOWS; WHO KNOWS ALL THINGS,
And always knew, and always was.
Yes, I AM You, Your SELF;
​ that part of you who says I AM and is I AM;
That transcendent, innermost part of you
which quickens within as you read,
which responds to this My Word,
which perceives Its Truth,
which recognizes all Truth
and discards all error wherever found.
Not that part which has been
feeding on error all these years.
For I AM your real Teacher,
the only real one you will ever know,
​and the only MASTER;

5
from
 The Impersonal Life

Joseph Benner

​http://www.newthoughtlibrary.com/bennerJoseph/impersonalLife/
I AM not your human mind, nor its child, the intellect.
They are but the expression of your Being,
as you are the expression of My Being;
they are but phases of your human personality,
as You are a phase of My Divine Impersonality.
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Weigh and study carefully these words.

Rise up and free yourself now and for always
from the domination of your personality,
with its self-inflated and self-glorifying mind and intellect.
For your mind henceforth must be Your servant,
and the intellect Your slave,
if My Word is to penetrate to your Soul consciousness.
I AM come now to your Soul consciousness,
which I have quickened expressly
in preparation for the reception of My Word.
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Now, if you are strong enough to bear it;
If you can put aside
all your private personal fancies, beliefs and opinions,
which are but the rubbish you have gathered
from the dumping grounds of others; 
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​​If you are strong enough to cast them all away;
Then My Word will be to you a source of endless Joy and Blessing.
Be prepared to have this personality of yours
doubt My Word as you read It all along the way;
For its very life is threatened, and it knows it cannot live and thrive
and longer dominate your thinking, your feelings,
your going and coming, as of old,
if you take My Word into your heart
and permit It there to abide.
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 I AM come to you now,
To make you conscious of My Presence;
For I have likewise prepared your human mind so that it can,
in a measure,
comprehend the meaning of Me.
I have been with you always,
​but you did not know it.


from
 The Impersonal Life

Joseph Benner

http://www.newthoughtlibrary.com/bennerJoseph/impersonalLife/#c1






AFTERNOON
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Rumi: Path of Love

Oh Cameleer! Behold the camels!
Head to head, train like, they are drunk! 
The commander is drunk, 
the vizier is drunk, 
the friend is drunk,
the outsider is drunk!
Oh Gardner!
The thunder is as the musician!
The cloud is as the wine bearer
and have made the garden drunk,
the field is drunk,
the flower is drunk,
the thorn is drunk! 
​
Oh Sky!
For how long will you turn?
Behold the turning of the elements.
The water is drunk,
the wind is drunk,
the earth is drunk,
the fire is drunk! 
​
This is the state of the forms,
don’t even ask about the state of the meaning!
The soul is drunk!
The intellect is drunk!
The earth is drunk,
​and the mysteries are drunk! 
​
Be gone and let go of tyranny,
become like dust,
so that you may behold that every particle of the earth
is drunk by the tyrant creator!

(Rumi Ghazal 390)
Rumi: Path of Love
June 16 at 4:10 AM · 
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 In the holy instant, the laws of God prevail, and only they have meaning.
The laws of this world cease to hold any meaning at all.
When the Son of God accepts the laws of God as what he gladly wills,
it is impossible that he be bound or limited in any way.
In this instant, he is as free as God would have him be.
For the instant he refuses to be bound,
​ he is not bound.


ACIM OE T.15. VII
"The Holy Instant
and the Laws of God"

http://www.jcim.net/acim_us/WKBK-Rev5.php
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If you allow experiences of the past to overshadow your future,
you are ensuring there is no future in your life,
just recycling the past.
Sadhguru
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If you tell the truth, you don't need to remember anything.
--- Mark Twain  

If you ARE your Truth, you don't need to think or talk!
---dmm/ew 
Identification is bondage.
Whether it is identification
With a thought
With a feeling
Or with an object
It matters not.
Only identification with the LImitless is
Freedom
Wu Hsin
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HOMECOMING FOR TRUE     "...untainted and untinted..."                 "...be still and wait without hope,..."      June 15, 2019

6/15/2019

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6:37 AM
​A "PREGNANT VIRGIN" HOMECOMING
FOR TRUE
*
...AS MENTAL MIND IS
(without personal volition)
REPLACED BY…
RETURNED TO…
RE-ESTABLISHED AS…
(sometimes quickly…sometimes slowly)
ORIGINAL PRIMAL REPOSE
​**
ew
4:16 AM-6/15/19  


​**See Read More below Afternoon Photos
for More re: Primal Repose/Silence/"Evil"
via Word Doc dated 1/18/18 that surfaced
​ when searching this morning for Pregnant Virgin 
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*The woman who is a virgin, one-in-herself, does what she does -
not because of any desire to please, not to be liked,
or to be approved, even by herself,
not because of any desire to gain power over another,
to catch his interest or love,
but because what she does is true.

Marion Woodman
Addiction to Perfection

http://9creativelives.com/2015/01/addiction-to-perfection-review/
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Dear Lucifer
You fought your inner war
in this flesh...
Rarely suspecting you
denigrate your own soul
By raping, ravaging mine.

You never learned that you
touched me not...only an
illusion, dear Heart.
Brace yourself now...for the 
rage of Goddesses.

They Know no mercy for one 
such as youl
​

(written approx 1988)

Excerpt from
Evil's Tender Kiss
dmm/ew

(Privately Published Archives)
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6:13 AM First Sunrise Photo from Top of Dunes Path
​** PRIMAL REPOSE
 
There is only one state.
 When corrupted and tainted by self-identification,
 it is known as an individual. 
 When merely tinted by the sense of presence,
 of animated consciousness,
it is the impersonal witnessing. 
 When it remains in its pristine purity,
 untainted and untinted in primal repose,
it is
 the Absolute.
 
A Net of Jewels
July 9
Ramesh Balsekar
 
 
Life has forced me to Remember the
Primordial “I AM”.

dmm - 1989
“YOUR BELIEFS WILL KILL YOU”
(the whole point, after all….)
 
BE (not seek) ye first,
the Kingdom of Heaven
dmm

 

"Come to the freshness of silence
and it will be the dawn of your life.
Out of that freshness you will light the world

with peace within yourself that never seeks.”
Tara Singh



Replace concept of “consciousness” with
GRACIOUSNESS.
 (Rarefied word for “consciousness”)

 
Grace Alone Suffices
LOVE ALONE
​
​
 ew/dmm
OCTOBER 2006
Ocala Forest
First Full Month at this location
I said to my soul,
be still and wait without hope,
for hope would be hope for the wrong thing;
wait without love, for love would be love of the wrong thing;
there is yet faith, but the faith and the love are all in the waiting.
Wait without thought, for you are not ready for thought:
So the darkness shall be the light, and the stillness the dancing.

T.S. Eliot
See Read More (document #2)
below Afternoon Photos





AFTERNOON
**See Read More below for
 More re: Primal Repose/Silence/"Evil"
via Word Doc dated 1/18/18 that surfaced
​ when searching this morning for Pregnant Virgin

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AS THE DYING OFF...   "...yet having infinite potential..."  6/5/19          An Auspicious Happening on Remembrance Rock-Afternoon

6/5/2019

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AS THE DYING OFF…
…THE ATROPHY
OF ALL THAT IS DIVINELY ORDAINED AS
UNNECESSARY FOR TRANSPARENT CONDUIT…
< 
THE ORIGINAL LIFE
THE AFTERLIFE
“SOMETIMES SLOWLY, SOMETIMES QUICKLY”
TAKES OVER
< 
OVERFLOWING WITH RADIANCE
BEYOND THE TELLING OR THINKING
JUST IS
∞
THE ORIGINAL SILENCE BEFORE SOUND
A PEACE PREVAILS
 THAT IS ALSO BEYOND HUMAN LANGUAGE
ew
5:12 AM-6/5/19

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AN ENDLESS LOOP

JOHN MCINTOSH

Whenever you acknowledge that you are NOT Free
and that you must ‘do’ something to become Free
[to find out Who You Really Are],
you place Freedom out in the future
where it does NOT exist.
Virtually all spiritual ‘paths’ … in some way,
are trapped in this ‘endless loop’
of ‘doing to get somewhere’.
Just the word ‘path’
suggests a journey
in space and time [separation].

Nevertheless,
the Attention on becoming Free
does have ‘some’ value in that it recognizes
that although you may believe
you are Now and have always been Free,
you are NOT experiencing Life in that way.
Life is always ‘whole’, always ‘complete’ – Now,
but if you are NOT experiencing this Truth,
Life always ‘feels’ limited
and
YOU ‘as’ YOU are NOT limited.

If you say: “I am Free” like an affirmation or a mantra …
this too suggests the ‘possession’ of something
and what can be possessed can be taken away.
You ‘are’ Freedom IT SELF,
which is another way of saying
you are Love IT SELF or Joy IT SELF …
or simply the SELF without any description,
empty, nothing
yet having infinite potential
to manifest as
ALL THAT IS.

Attention on the SELF
[I AM THAT I AM]
as your ONE and only Reality
allows you to more easily see
whatever is ‘unlike’ the SELF,
‘exposed’ as who you are NOT.
Anything … which has a beginning and an ending
‘is’ NOT Who You Are …
it is unreal, and this represents
​virtually everything you experience in your world
including your body-mind-identity.

The more the false self is ‘exposed’
the more it sinks back
into the SELF,
which more and more becomes
your ‘every’ experience.

John McIntosh
https://www.johnmcintosh.info/post/an-endless-loop
It is not through the great skill of the hunter himself
that success is achieved,
but through the hunter's awareness
of his place in Creation
and his relationship to all things.

 --Thomas Yellowtail, CROW
http://www.getresponse.com/site/dailyponderables/webform.html?wid=108246 ​
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​AFTERNOON
The Daily Lesson – June 5, 2019
If God is omnipresence, we must be the very presence of God. That must mean that there is no other presence, and even we, then, have no presence. Why? Because God fills all space, and that does not leave any room for us, except in the degree that we are a part of that Omnipresence. This wipes out that false selfhood, that ego-selfhood, and leaves only the divine Selfhood which we are.
~Joel S Goldsmith
Parenthesis in Eternity
Jeremiah 23:23, 24 (KJV) 
23 Am I a God at hand, saith the Lord, and not a God afar off? 
24 Can any hide himself in secret places that I shall not see him? saith the Lord. Do not I fill heaven and earth? saith the Lord.
Ephesians 1:23 (KJV) 
23 Which is his body, the fulness of him that filleth all in all.
Job 32:8 (KJV) 
8 But there is a spirit in man: and the inspiration of the Almighty giveth them understanding.
Ephesians 3:16,17 (KJV) 
16 That he would grant you, according to the riches of his glory, to be strengthened with might by his Spirit in the inner man; 
17 That Christ may dwell in your hearts by faith; that ye, being rooted and grounded in love,
We are each an individual Expression of God,
and joint heirs of His Kingdom.
If God is Present within us,
then we are Present and Included in His Kingdom.
And so, God Performeth that which is appointed us to do…
​ ~Al Denninger


​www.iwso.org/thedailylesson.htm
See Ken Carey's RETURN OF THE BIRD TRIBES.....
also google for quotes from Ken Carey's RETURN OF THE BIRD TRIBES.
..
and there is a category ken carey on the right hand side column of this page... in CATEGORIES
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True silence is the rest of the mind,
and is to the spirit what sleep is to the body,
nourishment and refreshment.

William Penn
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IMMORTAL GLORY   "Our spirits know truth..."  May 29, 2019

5/29/2019

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LIFE IN FORM AS PREVIOUSLY EXPERIENCED
HAS DISAPPEARED….
ONLY THE PRISTINE CORE OF A NEWBORN REMAINS
=

THE IMMORTAL GLORY OF
TRUTH
*
‘…..WHICH CANNOT CHANGE’**
​

 FREED TO EXPRESS AS EFFORTLESSLY
AS A BIRD SINGS OR A FLOWER PERFUMES
.
***

ew
4:02 AM-5/29/19
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*Our spirits know truth
and know each other.

Alycia V
H.I. Sunrise Beach
5/20&21 2019
**Rather than focus on what needs changing
Turn the attention
To what cannot change.

Wu Hsin
Solving Yourself
Aug 19
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IV
 
LET GO, DEAR ONE
 
INTO THE LIVING SILENCE
WHERE CONSCIOUSNESS IS PURIFIED
AND ALL
BECOMES EFFORTLESS ON EARTH

YOU WILL SIMPLY BE LIVED AND MOVED IN A MANNER
​THAT IS FROM JOYFUL ABANDONMENT.
 
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YOUR EXCELLENT MIND JOINED WITH DIVINITY
​AND RECEIVING DIRECTIONS ONLY FROM HOLY DEPTHS.  
 
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BE GRATEFUL THAT A THOUGHT COMES TO YOU... 
RATHER THAN FUSSING WITH IT….THIS IS MY WAY...
...OF CLEANSING AND PERFECTING YOUR BEING…
OTHERWISE YOU WILL INEVITABLY
HAVE TO LIVE THAT THOUGHT IN FORM
​AND PHYSICAL MANIFESTATION.
 ONLY YOU HAVE THE POWER TO RELEASE ALL UNTO ME….
....AHEAD OF TIME….
SO YOU NO LONGER ARE BUFFETED
BY YOUR OWN THOUGHTS
AND CREATIONS OF THOSE THOUGHTS
​ON THE EARTH.
BY RELEASING ALL UNTO ME IN EACH MOMENT,
​YOU ARE THEN

*** FREED TO EXPRESS AS EFFORTLESSLY AS A BIRD SINGS OR A FLOWER PERFUMES.

 
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​Godseed Writing

Nassau
1996
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AFTERNOON
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A Huge Frangipani Tree in Full Blossom at back porch as we leave for beach....
NO IDENTITY
JOHN MCINTOSH
What captivates … draws your attention toward it.
It does not matter if this attraction is pleasurable or uncomfortable … if it has your focus,
that makes it ‘expand’,
​ giving it Life.
This is how your dream world
constantly comes into being ‘as’ your reality.
Without your attention … on anything,
there ‘is’ no world – no dream.
What then is left, what remains?

Emptiness or Nothing-ness
is the Natural state in which Truth resides …
it ‘is’ Truth IT SELF …
it ‘is’ the Truth You Are.

This nothing-ness is without identity
and this is the greatest fear the false self has …
being nothing.
​
It is the dragon-at-the-door to Freedom
[which is a door-less door].
Taming this dragon means ‘not’ fearing it
and this fearlessness arises
as a result of taking
the Attention you are giving to the world dream
you have projected into your experience
and placing it on the door-less door
marked Freedom.

You may call this door
Truth or God or Love or ONE or I AM,
there are many names
which all mean the same thing.
You then surrender ‘all’ your Attention to that door
until your world dream dissolves …
not the projection of it in which you seem to reside,
​but your obedience to it.

No identity = Nothing-ness = Freedom.
https://www.johnmcintosh.info/post/no-identity
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Learn to take the
backward step that turns
the light and shines
it inward. Body and mind
of themselves will drop
away, and your original
face will manifest.
~Eihei Dogen
https://makebelieveboutique.com/2019/05/29/29667/
Discover yourself.
There is in the body
a current of energy, affection and intelligence,
which guides, maintains
and energizes the body.


Discover that current and stay with it.



—Nisargadatta Maharaj
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​Additional Afternoon Photos

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UNFETTERED RELIEF< RELIEF ALSO VANISHES   EYE OF GOD            "Out of unborn stillness..."    Milestone       May 20, 2019

5/20/2019

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Note - Eye of God
ORIGINAL PRIMORDIAL 
UNKNOWNING/UNKNOWING SILENCE
THAT KNOWS ALL
AS THERE IS NO “ME”, “I” OR “SELF” THAT 
HAS TO KNOW AND “MISSIONARY”
< 
ALL “CAPTIVES ARE FREE”
MOVED AS INVISIBLE WIND FLUTTERS A LEAF 
SHIFTS THE CLOUDS..
AS SUN BRIGHTENS THE SKY...
AND NOW
BREATH KEEPS CONSCIOUSNESS
 ALWAYS/ALLWAYS HOME
∞
WHAT UNFETTERED RELIEF
∞
ALL
“flows forth as waves on an ocean.”* 
< 
SENSE OF RELIEF ALSO VANISHES
=
PEACE THAT PASSETH EARTHLY UNDERSTANDING

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4:41 AM-5/20/19 
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* Rest as the Primordial Silence eludes all thinking,
and yet it is the setting free of Pure Intelligence.
To think, there must be someone reflecting, subject and object.
The Primordial Silence is So Complete,
that even the idea of incompletion is completely beyond its scope.
As the Primordial Silence,
Everything is Self-explanatory

 and
 flows forth as waves on an ocean.

Aisha

http://aishasalem.com/article/the-primordial-silence/
first shared here May 30, 2016:
https://dorotheamills.weebly.com/oceanspeak-youthanasia-sanctarii/primordial-silence-live-like-a-river-flows-sunriseafternoon-may-30-2016
More re: Aisha:
After 6 years of living herself into the fulfillment of her wishes,
Aisha was called into solitude of retreat.
The calling into Silence invited her beyond the Self/I Am,
into the Primordial Silence.
The Absolute.

For 2,5 years she was in retreat, in deep cultivation of Space,
turning the Fire of Love into Diamond sharp Clarity
– merging with the Silence which is prior to God.
​

By the end of her retreat,
Life began its return as a landing back into the Earth.
A happening which called for the embrace
of the human conditioning and healing
of the human wound  in all of its facets
for a true emptying out of the ground and recognition
of the Feminine Essence and Wholeness
of
​the True human.
​

See this Link for More of her story:

https://aishasalem.com/about/
Grace is a drop of Acceptance
on every moment's revelation
​Aisha
https://aishasalem.com/work-with-aisha/retreating-with-aisha/
The realisation as pure Awareness in itself
(completely beyond subject and object)
is an absolute passing beyond the beyond in the way,
which allows for the total disappearance to the Absolute.
That, which is prior to God.
In approaching the Awakening of the Truth-body,
we face the implosion of the ego-identity on mind-level,
in moving with the recognition of and merging into
 the Primordial Silence.

​Aisha
https://aishasalem.com/about/teachings/
The primordial Silence as the vastness of Pure Mind
is Absolute Peace in and as Total Absence.

Out of unborn stillness
rises the Heart essence as Enlightened Intent.
With no ownership and no conceptually rooted purpose,
it moves like water on stone –
endlessly affecting and timelessly marking
its Silence through its ever clearer expression.
​Aisha
https://aishasalem.com/the-primordial-silence/
Deeply surrendered to The Absolute
we are left only with the peace of pure Mind,
which has no reference to anything but recognition as Being –
the ground of Basic Space itself.   ...
...  In the deepest of Respect and Love for what is Ultimately True,
the embrace of Silence through our every movement,
in our every way,
is the growing Love for-
and surrender to Reality.

Aisha
https://aishasalem.com/the-primordial-silence/
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AFTERNOON

The Below Daily Offering/Sharing by John MccIntosh
Arrived on my e-mail at 11 AM this morning
just as we finished the morning's OceanSpeak.
More Synchronicity...
What Times These Are!!!
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NOT THE LOVE OF ...
John McIntosh

Not the Love of
Fleeting moments
Or of dangling baubles
That capture the craving heart
For a moment
Not the Love of
Sentimentality
That raises the spirit
Then flies away, replaced
By another new and exciting
Not the Love of
Power
That breathes fire for a season
Then flickers to nothing
Extinguished by today’s flame
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I serve only the Love
That has no beginning
And never ends
It is eternal
Relying on nothing

It is the Love
Without conditions
That embraces the Light
As well as the dark
And sees no difference
This Love has
No boundaries
And lives in every breath
Fills all space
And cannot be confined
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This Love knows me
‘As’ IT SELF
Who sees only IT SELF
In All That Is
As well as Nothing

John McIntosh


https://www.johnmcintosh.info/post/not-the-love-of
There is no need to avoid false thoughts or seek true ones
because all thought is spontaneous,
involuntary and without substance. 
It is neither to be accepted nor rejected
but ignored
so that it disappears
as spontaneously as it appeared.

Ramesh S. Basekar
The Net of Jewels
May 17

To be free,
One must untie oneself from
The seeming independent entity called me.

Wu Hsin
Those who don't know
Believe

Wu Hsin
Heaven and hell are only
Lodgings for individuals.
When the fiction of individuals is seen through,
Heaven and hell lose all meaning.
Nothing to do,
nowhere to go;
Now or later.
Once the silence is established,
​True listening can begin.

Wu Hsin



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Additional Afternoon Photos

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POOF OF THE UNREAL  "A point of stillness..."  "KHAMOSH!!!!!...."          "...silence prevails."            MILESTONE        April 22, 2019

4/22/2019

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POOF OF THE UNREAL
 
ALL FORMER
FEAR, DREAD & PANIC POSSESSIONS
…THAT BLACK VOID
DOWNWARD VORTEXING
 HOLE IN CORE…*
INVITES MERGING
IN/OF/AS
IMMORTAL CORE**
< 
LIFE LIVED
VIA
BREATH AS TOUCHSTONE
(IF NECESSARY)
< 
WORDLESS SPEECH
&
SPEECHLESS WORDS
ew
4:59 AM-4/22/19
*“The Snake was only a stick”

**SLEEP =  Return to Immortal Core
(these *  ** notes are next: below first photos)
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*  ".. the vivid imagination creates the presence of the snake in a rope and the imagination is so strong that a person can die from an imaginary snake bite. Thus wrongly perceived situations may result in physical or psychological reaction -- an imagination of a frightened mind.”
http://creative.sulekha.com/the-snake-in-a-rope_625942_blog
 
http://www.1netcentral.com/articles/the-snake-rope-essential-buddhist-teaching/
** In Sleep article below
SLEEP = ("POOF") Return to Immortal Core

SLEEP 
Why it is necessary for our survival

 From the moment we fall asleep our soul moves away from our physical body
and goes to join the universal Soul.
During the body's rest, an entire process of cleansing and purification takes place.
Subtle ties known as the 'silver cord'
keep the soul connected to the physical body
when it leaves it.

On its return,
the soul finds the house swept,
cleaned and washed,
and it can take up its work again. 

If the soul did not leave the body in this way,
we would die from poisoning and asphyxiation,
because the work of cleansing could not be done.

You may wonder where these toxins and poisons come from.
They are produced quite simply because life is a combustion.
All the physical, emotional and mental activities we know as 'life' give off forces,
but they also leave behind impurities
which take a while to be eliminated.

So it is necessary for the soul to withdraw from the body
so the cleansing can take place.
Sleep is the solution that cosmic Intelligence has found
so that we can continue to live. 


Omraam Mikhael Aivanho
https://www.prosveta-usa.com/sleep-why-it-is-necessary-for-our-survival_2019-04-22​
Longing has its own secret, future destination,
and its own seasonal emergence from within,
a ripening from the core,
a seed growing in our own bodies;
it is as if we are put into relationship with
an enormous distance inside us
leading back to some unknown origin
with its own secret timing
indifferent to our wills,
and gifted at the same time
with an intimate sense of proximity,
to a lover, to a future,
to a transformation,
to a life
we want for ourselves,
and to the beauty of
the sky and the ground
that surrounds us.
The foundational instinct that we are here
essentially to risk ourselves in the world,
that we are a form of invitation to others and to otherness,
that we are meant to hazard ourselves for the right thing,
for the right woman or the right man,
for a son or a daughter,
for the right work or for a gift given against all the odds.
In longing we move and are moving
from a known but abstracted elsewhere,
to a beautiful, about to be reached, someone,
​something or somewhere we want to call our own.
Reality met on its own terms
demands absolute presence,
and absolute giving away,
an ability to live on equal terms
with the fleeting and the eternal,
the hardly touchable and the fully possible,
a full bodily appearance and disappearance,
a rested giving in and giving up;
another identity braver,
more generous and more here
than the one looking hungrily
for the easy,
unearned answer.

~David Whyte
https://makebelieveboutique.com/2019/04/22/29424/
​TRANSFORMING ANCIENT PATTERNS
John McIntosh

The seemingly endless rays
[individual separated beings]
of the ONE we ‘are’,
when immersed in the delusion of separation,
take on a kaleidoscope of unique conditioning.

When one sleeps and dreams behind this veil,
they are subject to the dream of reincarnation
and in those many dream lives,
they ‘relive’ the conditioning over and over again
until a dreamer begins to AWAKEN
​from their long slumber.
​
That one may choose to enter a dysfunctional lineage
that emphasizes a particular manifestation of conditioning
such as ‘abuse’ … with its many branches.

​ While the extended family of this specific tree
engages in and fosters this belief/habit
the ‘awakening one’ becomes a source of Light
that begins to ‘dilute’
this toxic energy ‘for the entire group’ of sleepers
​ living out their karmic dream in this way.
These Light sources are often labeled
the ‘black sheep’ of the family and may be ‘outcast’ in some way,
but their growing Awareness is weakening the dysfunctional pattern.

This makes it possible for ‘many’ to be released from this uninterrupted cycle. While there ‘are’ no ‘others’ in Truth …
the dream of separation is very convincing,
and this is one aspect of the
Infinite Divine Love
​ You Are drawing IT SELF Home.
Those who are fully Realized
often ‘take on’ an entire planet of imbalanced energy
to help reduce its ancient ‘hold’
​over the many who sleep in painful dreams.


https://www.johnmcintosh.info/post/transforming-ancient-patterns
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AFTERNOON
Tsu Ma was free.
Attached to nothing,
He roamed,
He explored.
Never becoming, 
Only being.
He was like the wind,
Ungraspable, uncontainable.

Wu Hsin
One can speak about
Silent or chattering mind.
But who speaks about the source of mind,
What resides behind the mind?
Silent mind or chattering mind are conditions.
​Wu Hsin speaks only of the Unconditioned.

Wu Hsin

People need words until
Direct experience speaks louder.
Then, silence prevails.
It is for this reason that
Wu Hsin writes.

Wu Hsin
​Sam Fu used to think that he thought.
Upon investigation, he discovered that
Thoughts arise in the expanse of awareness and that
There is no thinker thinking.
Sam Fu now watches the show as
A spectator in the audience.
He may laugh.
He may cry.
He carries on his normal activities.
Yet never forgets That which facilitates and is
The support of these activities.

Wu Hsin
Understanding is not birthed by
A mental process any more than
Blue sky is created by
A clearing in the clouds.
Wu Hsin
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The Guest - Kabir
The god that man has imagined in his own image, the god
that man made according to his own wishes, the god that is
nothing but the projection of man's mind and desires; that
god is certainly dead.  That god never really existed.
The untrue MUST cease for the truth to be.

You have to become more conscious of your Consciousness.
You have to become more aware of your Awareness.
A point of stillness comes where you are simply aware of
your [inner] Awareness...


When Awareness [the Core Being] is the only content of your
awareness, that is the moment when The Guest is found...
Above are
Brief excerpts from the link below...
.

https://mysticmeandering.blogspot.com/2019/04/the-guest-kabir.html?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=Feed%3A+MysticMeandering+%28Mystic+Meandering%29
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ALSO SEE ENTIRE WRITING/POST IN READ MORE
​BELOW
WITH
ADDITIONAL AFTERNOON PHOTOS
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A DROWNING DEATH     UNFETTERED FREEDOM   April 6, 2019                     "Grasping nothing, spurning nothing."

4/6/2019

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​Continuing with the Sharing of
The Heart of Awareness
A Translation of the
Ashtavakra Gita

Thomas Byrom
This Sharing began 3/26/19
​There are 20 chapters

Below is Chapter 12
​Fulfillment

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A DROWNING DEATH
 OF ALL SUPERFLUITY DUE TO ORIGINAL SILENCE
​<
SUCH ASPHYXIATION
 REMOVES VEILS OF CHOKING DECEIT
∞
COCKROACHES SHUN LIGHT & DROWN IN LIVING WATERS
< 
CLARITY & UNFETTERED FREEDOM

ew
5:34 AM-4/6/19

 
RE-REMINDER!
OTHER WAYS TO KNOW ‘COCKROACH’:
https://whatismyspiritanimal.com/spirit-totem-power-animal-meanings/insects/cockroach-symbolism-meaning/
 
From a dream psychology perspective, the dead cockroach is a symbol of cleansing your mind
https://www.auntyflo.com/dream-dictionary/roach-cockroach
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12
​ Fulfillment 
​


1

First I gave up action, 
Then idle words,
And lastly thought itself.
​Now I am here.
2
​ Ridding my mind of distraction,
single-pointed,
I shut out sound and all the 
senses,
And I am here.
3
Meditation is needed 
Only when the mind is distracted
By false imagining.

Knowing this,
I am here.
4
 Without joy or sorrow,
 Grasping nothing, spurning nothing,
O Master,
​ I am here. 
5
What do I care
If I observe or neglect
The four stages of life?

Meditation,
Controlling the mind,
These are mere distractions!

Now I am here.
 6
​Doing, or not doing,
 Both come from not knowing.

Knowing this fully,
I am here.
 7
Thinking
  Of what is beyond thinking
Is still thinking.

I gave up thinking,
​And I am here.
8 
Whoever fulfills this 
Fulfills his own nature
​And is indeed fulfilled.
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ABOVE:
The Heart of Awareness
A Translation of the
Ashtavakra Gita

Thomas Byrom
Chapter  12


Entire Book (pdf) with Excellent Introduction:
http://mystic7.org/images/companies/1/Books/Free/The%20Heart%20of%20Awareness.pdf?1445090941313​​



​AFTERNOON
You are something that the whole universe is doing, 
in the same way that a wave is something that the whole ocean is doing.
...
We do not “come into” this world;
we come out of it, as leaves from a tree.
As the ocean “waves,” the universe “peoples.” 

Every individual is an expression of the whole realm of nature,
a unique action of the total universe.
This fact is rarely, if ever, experienced by most individuals. 
Even those who know it to be true in theory
do not sense or feel it,
but continue to be aware of themselves
​ as isolated “egos”
​inside bags of skin.
You didn’t come into this world.
You came out of it, like a wave from the ocean.
You are not a stranger here.

—Alan Watts
The Book on the Taboo Against Knowing Who You Are, excerpt

.
know-the-self


https://peacefullpresence.blogspot.com/2019/04/doership.html?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=Feed%3A+blogspot%2FmnCFM+%28Love+Is+A+Place%29.
“Hold on to this knowingness ‘I am’ without words
and every secret of your existence
will be revealed to you.”
~Nisargadatta Maharaj
know-the-self
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ORGASMIC DEATH   "Clinging to nothing"  "...grieve for nothing."                            "You become still."         April 5, 2019

4/5/2019

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Continuing with the Sharing of
The Heart of Awareness
A Translation of the
Ashtavakra Gita

Thomas Byrom
This Sharing began 3/26/19
​There are 20 chapters

Below is Chapter 11
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BEING THE GREAT ORGASMIC DEATH ONCE AND FOR ALL
BLESSEDLY ASSURES ORIGINAL TRUTH OF BEING
< 
CREATOR’S FORMLESSNESS IN FORM ORCHESTRATING
∞=∞
THE STILLPOINT SOULUTION BEYOND ALL BELIEF

ew
4:01 AM-4/5/19
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WITHOUT EGOIC DIRECTIVES
TRUTH OF BEING ORGASMIC CREATION
ARISES/RETURNS TO ORIGINAL STILLPOINT WITHIN
SOMETIMES NAMED "DEATH"

dmm/ew
5:10 AM - 4/5/19
See OceanSpeak Categories in right-hand column on this page for
Baubo
​OSHO ORGASMIC CREATION

Googled for ORGASMIC DEATH
and this one! just Found us this morning:

https://www.medicaldaily.com/big-o-10-facts-about-orgasms-will-blow-your-mind-305460
​
above link includes a 17 min EXCELLENT Ted talk at the end
Chapter 11
Stillness
​

1
​ All things arise, 
Suffer change,
And pass away.

This is their nature.

When you know this,
Nothing perturbs you,
Nothing hurts you.

You become still.

It is easy.
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2
God made all things. 
There is only God.

​When you know this,
Desire melts away.

Clinging to nothing,
You become still. 
3 
Sooner or later, 
Fortune or misfortune
May befall you.

When you know this,
You desire nothing,
You grieve for nothing.

Subduing the senses,
​ You are happy. 
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4
Whatever you do 
Brings joy or sorrow,
Life or death.

When you know this,
You may act freely,
Without attachment.

For what is there to accomplish? 

 5
All sorrow comes from fear. 
From nothing else.

When you know this,
You become free of it,
And desire melts away.

You become happy
​ And still. 
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6
 "I am not the body, 
Nor is the body mine.
I am awareness itself."


When you know this,
You have no thought
For what you have done
Or left undone.

You become one,
Perfect and indivisible.
7
​"I am in all things,
 From Brahma to a blade of grass."

When you know this,
You have no thought
For success or failure
Or the mind's inconstancy.

You are pure.
​ You are still.
 8
The world with all its wonders
 Is nothing.

When you know this,
Desire melts away.

For you are awareness itself.
​
When you know in your heart
That there is nothing,
You are still. 
​
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ABOVE:
The Heart of Awareness
A Translation of the
Ashtavakra Gita

Thomas Byrom
Chapter  11
​Stillness


Entire Book (pdf) with Excellent Introduction:
http://mystic7.org/images/companies/1/Books/Free/The%20Heart%20of%20Awareness.pdf?1445090941313​​




​AFTERNOON
Friday, April 5, 2019
Life is transmitted and perpetuated by the sexual organs.
You must study the science and wisdom
that goes into creating these organs,
and respect them.
However, they are often the organs which are the least respected:
puritans consider them with disgust,
the debauched abuse them,
comedians and rude people joke about them,
and most men and women see them simply
as a source of enjoyment.
Initiatic Science tells us that the energy
that manifests through the genitals descends from the heavenly regions.
​And because this energy descends from the heavenly regions,
humans would do well to think about
how they use their organs that enable this energy to manifest.
They should even dedicate them to the Divine,
so that, instead of allowing this energy to simply
pass through them and go to waste,
this cosmic energy of love
may rise up and vivify all the cells in their body,
including their brain.
  If they are content with feeling this energy
like a great tension which they are eager to release,
they deprive themselves of all the joy love could bring them,
​ and of all the knowledge and power too. 


Omraam Mikhael Aivanhov
https://www.prosveta-usa.com/sexual-energy-when-controlled-it-vivifies-the-cells-in-your-body-including-your-brain_2019-04-05
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WITHOUT EGOIC DIRECTIVES
TRUTH OF BEING ORGASMIC CREATION
ARISES/RETURNS TO ORIGINAL STILLPOINT WITHIN
SOMETIMES NAMED "DEATH"

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Because it is death-like when the body loses boundaries,
when the body becomes like a vaporous thing,
when the body evaporates substantially
and only energy is left,
a very subtle rhythm,
but you find yourself as if you are not. 

Only in deep love can one move into it. 
Love is like death:  you die as far as your material image is concerned,
you die as far as you think you are a body,
you die as a body and you evolve as energy,
vital energy.

***
This vibration of two as one is orgasm. 

When the same thing happens,
not with another person,
but with the whole existence,
then it is Mahamudra,
then it is the great orgasm.
OSHO


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THERE IS NO OTHER   "... a grace approaching..."     4/2/19                  "...the completion of our birth."  "...naked as a wheat grain.."

4/2/2019

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Continuing with the Sharing of
The Heart of Awareness
A Translation of the
Ashtavakra Gita

Thomas Byrom
This Sharing began 3/26/19
​There are 20 chapters

Below is Chapter 8
​The Mind

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“FLIGHT OR FIGHT” DISAPPEARS
< 
EFFORTLESS EASE BEYOND DESCRIPTION
THE ALREADY-DEAD LIFE LIVING
THE ALWAYS ALIVE LIFE DYING
TELLS THE STORY
∞
ALONE WITH THE ALONE…
…THERE IS NO ‘OTHER’
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8 
The Mind

1
The mind desires this,
And grieves for that.
 It embraces one thing,
And spurns another.

Now it feels anger,
Now happiness.

In this way you are bound.
​
2
But when the mind desires nothing
And grieves for nothing,
When it is without joy or anger
And, grasping nothing,
Turns nothing away. . .

Then you are free.
​​
 3
When the mind is attracted 
To anything it senses,
You are bound.
When there is no attraction,
You are free.
4
Where there is no I
You are free.
Where there is I, 
You are bound.

Consider this.

It is easy.

Embrace nothing,
Turn nothing away.



http://mystic7.org/images/companies/1/Books/Free/The%20Heart%20of%20Awareness.pdf?1445090941313​
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ABOVE WORDINGS:
The Heart of Awareness
A Translation of the
Ashtavakra Gita

Thomas Byrom
Chapter  8


Entire Book (pdf) with Excellent Introduction:
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​AFTERNOON
There is a grace approaching
that we shun as much as death,
it is the completion of our birth.
​
It does not come in time,
       but in timelessness
when the mind sinks into the heart
and we remember.
It is insistent grace that draws us
to the edge and beckons us surrender
safe territory and enter our enormity.
We know we must pass
       beyond knowing
and fear the shedding.
But we are pulled upward
       none-the-less
through forgotten ghosts
       and unexpected angels,
luminous.
And there is nothing left to say
but we are That.

And that is what we sing about.

And there is nothing left to say
but we are This.

And this is what we sing about.


Stephen Levine

http://www.beingsilentlydrawn.com/2019/02/millennium-blessing-this.html
Reminding others of the enormity of their own 
Great Nature is the highest service one can offer another.
Kyoto Zen Master
First we serve, then we become service.
It is alot like prayer; first you pray, 
but eventually your life becomes the prayer.
First you sing, then you become the song.
Gandhi said,
​ 'My life is my message."

Stephen Levine

​http://www.beingsilentlydrawn.com/2016/01/being-song.html
When the path ignites a soul,
there's no remaining in place.
The foot touches ground,
but not for long.
The way where love tells its secret
stays always in motion,
and there is no you there, and no reason.
The rider urges his horse to gallop,
and so doing, throws himself
under the flying hooves.
In love-unity there's no old or new.
Everything is nothing.
God alone is.
​
For lovers the phenomena-veil is very transparent,
and the delicate tracings on it cannot
be explained with language.
Clouds burn off as the sun rises,
and the love-world floods with light.
But cloud-water can be obscuring,
as well as useful.
There is an affection that covers the glory,
rather than dissolving into it.
​It's a subtle difference,
like the change in Persian
from the word "friendship"
to the word "work."
That happens with just a dot
above or below the third letter.
​There is a seeing of the beauty
of union that doesn't actively work
for the inner conversation.
Your hand and feet must move,
as a stream streams, working
as its Self, to get to the ocean.
Then there's no more mention
of the search.
Being famous, or being a disgrace,
who's ahead or behind, these considerations
are rocks and clogged places
that slow you.
​ Be as naked as a wheat grain
out of its husk and sleek as Adam.
Don't ask for anything other
than the presence.
​
Don't speak of a "you"
apart from That.
A full container cannot be more full.
Be whole, and nothing.


—Hakim Sanai (1044? - 1150?)
Coleman Barks version

​https://peacefullpresence.blogspot.com/2019/04/streaming.html?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=Feed%3A+blogspot%2FmnCFM+%28Love+Is+A+Place%29​
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GLORY OF SAVANT       "...into the howling wind,..."                                 "...the inner lover..."          JANUARY 15, 2019

1/15/2019

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..​HOLD ONLY IN THE GLORY OF SAVANT BEING/CONSCIOUSNESS…
THIS IS THE ONLY REQUIREMENT FOR ALWAYS NOW..
....OVER THIRTY YEARS AGO
THIS IS WHAT YOU WERE TOLD
WOULD BE OFFERED/REQUIRED
IN THE SO-CALLED “FUTURE” 
...
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ALL SINCE THAT MOMENT HAS BEEN
UNRELENTING BOOTCAMPS OF HELL & JOY
(EXTREMES OF POLARIZED OPPOSITES)
TO FINE TUNE SUCH TOTAL ALIGNMENT
​=
THE BOOTCAMPS OF HELL<SURVIVED INTO GLORY
< 
THAT PATTERN REPEATING OVER AND OVER
WITH MORE EXTREMES ...
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POLARITIES HAVE NOW BEEN SURVIVED
ALL OF LIFE NOW AN EMERGENCY REQUIRING SAVANT PURITY
EMERGENCE-SEE
EMERGENCE SEA
< 
OCEAN OF REAL LIFE
IMMORTAL LIFE
 PREVAILS
*
ew
4:12 AM-1/15/19
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*The Divine Mother, 
with the agreement of Mother Earth, 
activated full-blown formlessness on the planet. 
Formlessness is now “heating up”. 
And will continue to do so until 
all of the chunks of rigid form have been dissolved.

http://luciarene.com/surrender-your-ego/?mc_cid=8eabc0d291&mc_eid=899cd85f5b
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“PREYING”-MANTIS & HUMMINGBIRD  ALSO SAYS IT WELL!
https://www.huffingtonpost.com/entry/praying-mantises-eating-birds-brains_us_59610ff4e4b0d5b458eac95e?fbclid=IwAR1sZWriCvJf_cWslXMxYY7z10yx8iJgkJEia-uvsG0qxmkgJJ4RrbbdqRo
​6:12 AM-1/15/19
have just finished reading the below LONG article.
.... received this morning from Lisa Renee...
...it Absolutely Speaks to the Condition of ew/dmm
and we offer this here
in case it may Clarify Well for you too...
.....what is Already Happening with you....

https://energeticsynthesis.com/index.php/resource-tools/news-shift-timelines/3405-alignment-to-natural-law
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​One is wise who is peaceable, friendly, and fearless.
~The Dhammapada

https://makebelieveboutique.com/2019/01/13/28799/
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I say to people that I'm not an optimist, because that, in a sense,
is something that depends on feelings more than the actual reality.
We feel optimistic, or we feel pessimistic.
Now, hope is different in that it is based not on the ephemerality of feelings
but the firm ground of conviction.
I believe with a steadfast faith
that there can never be a situation that is utterly, totally hopeless.
Hope is deeper and very, very close to unshakable.
It's in the pit of your tummy.
​It's not in your head.
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Despair can come from deep grief,
but it can also be a defense
against the risks of bitter disappointment and shattering heartbreak.
Resignation and cynicism are easier,
more self-soothing postures that do not require the raw vulnerability
and tragic risk of hope.
To choose hope is to step firmly forward into the howling wind,
baring one's chest to the elements,
knowing that, in time,
​the storm will pass.

~Archbishop Desmond Tutu

https://makebelieveboutique.com/2019/01/13/28799/





​AFTERNOON
​An Infinite Number of New Beginnings -
Jeff Foster


In your attempt to be an 'adult',
you lose touch with your inner child.
In your rush to be the 'expert',
you disconnect from the amateur you,
the inner lover, innocent and wild.
In your quest for security,
your run from insecurity,
bury your anxiety, crush your doubts,
until one day they explode all over the place,
and make a mess of your nice, 'ordered' life.
Don't confuse the role you play
with who you truly are.
Don't confuse the adaptation with the actor,
the changing weather with the vastness of sky.
Your true identity lies in Presence...
And wonder.
And creativity.
And an infinite number of new beginnings.
Each moment.
Each canvas.
Each Now.


Jeff Foster
~
Jupiter, Venus, Moon - June 2015
http://www.lifewithoutacentre.com/jeff-foster/
~
​https://mysticmeandering.blogspot.com/2019/01/an-infinite-number-of-new-beginnings.html?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=Feed%3A+MysticMeandering+%28Mystic+Meandering%29
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MENDING & SOOTHING       "...mind your own business."                                  "...alchemical medicine..."       January 7, 2019

1/7/2019

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​THE INVISIBLE PRESENCE OF
ORIGINAL CREATION IS ALL THAT IS...
AN INVISIBLE PRESENCE
WITHOUT THOUGHTS/THINKING OR WORDS*
< 
MENDING & SOOTHING ANY LIES THAT DISTURB
ALL ASPECTS OF BEING..
∞
PRAISES BE FOR THE PHYSICAL BODY…
THAT CANNOT LIE…
…THE INTERNAL/EXTERNAL, EVER-PRESENT EXPRESSION
OF LIES OF DESTRUCTION BREEDING AS PARASITES WITHIN
OR
THE GLORY OF TRUTH OF BEING…
∞
ALL WETIKO VIRUS DESTRUCTION**
=
THE BLESSED REMINDER
TO RETURN HOME TO ORIGINAL, VAST SILENT CORE
=
SOULAND**
ew
5:09 AM-1/7/19

 
* OSHO -Hsin Hsin Ming: The Book of Nothing
https://www.oshorajneesh.com/download/osho-books/zen/Hsin_Hsin_Ming_The_Book_of_Nothing.pdf 
**Wetiko Virus
https://carolynbaker.net/2013/04/23/our-collective-psychosis-a-review-of-paul-levys-dispelling-wetiko-by-carolyn-baker/ 
***Ram Dass SOULAND 
 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xapVwRhZAsI
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…the emptiness expanded rapidly and every sense of
life became drained from her. The realization that came was:
 "When there is no personal self, there is also no personal God."
http://www.nonduality.com/berna.htm
...the emptiness expanded rapidly
and every sense of life
became drained from her.
The realization that came was:
 "When there is no personal self,
there is also no personal God."

http://www.nonduality.com/berna.htm
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Arguing With Life - Jeff Foster
Sometimes the point of arguing with life, is to get you to
a point where you are tired of arguing with life.  And then
you sink deeply into the present moment, resting in its
embrace, trusting the way of things, accepting your own
imperfections.  And then everything seems possible, and
everything feels alive as you feel alive, and fearless, and
real change can come.
​
Perhaps slowly, perhaps in a great tidal wave. 
But you no longer push for it. 
You are letting it happen.
You are aligned at last,
no longer part of the problem,
​ but already
an expression of the solution.
​
Sometimes you need to stop trying to change the moment,
for the moment to change...  all by itself.

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The divine perfection you've been seeking is actually contained
in the midst of your tender vulnerability and imperfections.

Everything you think is wrong with you, is actually right.
Spiritual enlightenment is already here, shining through
the simplicity of this moment, exactly as it is.
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AFTERNOON
Mind Your Own Business

Hear my advice, O seekers of truth:
Never forsake the surface of things.
Even Dante’s Celestial Rose was a seeming:
Nothing that you can experience
Reveals more than a wall.
Just mind your own business–
Stop worrying about other things.
When Mind does not give birth to mind,
There is nothing left to torment you.
Bodhidharma sat in a cave,
And for nine years contemplated a wall.
He was minding his own business.
He was serving all beings
By showing them how to look at Mind.
For him the wall was no obstacle,
As it is for you and for me:
For we wail and gnash our teeth at walls,
So anxious to get behind them.
​But whatever you think of the Patriarch,
The man knew how to look at a wall.
There are surfaces everywhere you go,
But they are all of your own Mind.
To contemplate them is to abide
In the absolutely present moment,
Never disdaining appearances.
And should this gazing interfere
With how you think life ought to be;–
Should this Wall stand between you
And the object of your hopes and dreams–
Just take these parables to heart:
You can shout all day at the lowering clouds,
But the spring rain is not forced thereby.
You can point all day at mysterious moons,
But it only serves to stiffen your finger.
You should mind your own business,
And walk the path before you–
To arrive at your destination
By seeing no more than meets the Eye.

By: Lee Evans
Edgewater, Maryland
Other poem by Lee Evans – Lao Tzu
Poem of the Day

https://www.poetseers.org/submissions/2006-2/lee-evans/index.html​
​Within this body
The Eternal keeps singing
And Its spring goes on and on flowing.

~ Kabir        
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Something inside of me has reached to the place
where the world is breathing.

~ Kabir        
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